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#this is emotional abuse atp
itsfairly · 11 months
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just saw an edit of Miguel with i bet on losing dogs. I'm calling my laywers
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lunasun1verse · 3 months
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Stop fucking having kids if you’re just gonna abandon them. Parents are out here creating villains because they can’t properly communicate and are just dumping their child as punishment rather than hearing them out.
Using the silent treatment is not a punishment.
Using emotional manipulation is not a punishment.
It’s abuse.
No matter how old your child will get, that shit HURTS.
Stop creating villain origin stories ffs
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megandzane · 8 months
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That man needs to shut up
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twoheadedfather · 1 year
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my mom asking me everyday why i hate her and why i can't be nice to her (she is projecting)
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software-instxbility · 3 months
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Ive always said I'd rather die than leave someone but that's far from the truth. I just see some kind of moral superiority in staying no matter what, no matter how annoying, uninteresting, mean, or even straight up abusive someone is. I'm still torn apart about that one and only time I set my foot down and told them I didn't want to have anything to do with them, but that was for the better; I felt more like a social experiment and a punching bag than an actual friend.
I'll always feel like a literal monster for having desires and boundaries. if I actually was a good person, I'd be ok with being used for their pleasure regardless of the consequences on my wellbeing
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a-kind-of-merry-war · 2 months
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What do you do when you hear your best friend's hand in marriage is the grand prize in a tournament? You steal your brother's armour, cut off all your hair, and enter in disguise to rescue her. Obviously.
All The Painted Stars is a sapphic, medieval romance novel with...
⭐ Knight's Tale Vibes ⭐ Women in armour ⭐ Skinny dipping ⭐ Ruining arranged marriages ⭐ The pain of being in love with your best friend
It's OUT NOW wherever books are sold in paperback, ebook and audiobook!
Bookshop.org / Waterstones / Blackwells / Amazon / Kobo
Full blurb & content warnings under the cut.
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When Lily Barden discovers her best friend Johanna’s hand in marriage is being awarded as the main prize at a tournament, she is determined to stop it. Disguised as a knight, she infiltrates the contest, preparing to fight for Jo’s hand. But her conduct ruffles feathers, and when a dangerous incident escalates out of Lily’s control, Jo must help her escape.
Finding safety with a local brewster, Lily and Jo soon settle into their new freedom, and amongst blackberry bushes and lakeside walks an unexpected relationship blossoms. But when Jo’s past catches up with her and Lily’s reckless behaviour threatens their newfound happiness, both women realise that love must always come at a cost.
Content warnings:
ATPS contains mention of past emotional and physical abuse, and some mild violence.
It also contains explicit on-page sex scenes.
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melit0n · 3 months
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Seen a couple other people do this, so, here are some recommendations for replacements for Wilbur's music and Lovejoy!
Crywank -> indie folk punk with lots of acoustic guitar with descriptions of paranoia, depression and a lot of dry humour.
Los Campesinos -> indie rock and indie pop! For their older music, they implement more 'emo' lyrics, but overall they have really good lyricism (you might have already heard them from Lovejoy's cover of Knee Deep At ATP!)
Arctic Monkeys -> literally what Lovejoy wanted to be. They come under almost every subsection of rock ever, and have the tendency to have absolutely stupendous bass lines.
Cavetown -> similar indie vibe to Wilbur's old music!
The Backseat Lovers -> alternate rock with intense and emotional lyrics! You may have heard of them from 'Kilby Girl' from their 2019 album 'When We Were Friends'
James Marriott -> obvious choice! As a prev Lovejoy fan, I can tell all of you you'd really anjoy his music.
Together Pangea -> typically fast paced, garage pop, or whatever you want to call it. They also have a small US tour happening soon!
Half·Alive -> you may have heard them from 'Creature' from their album 'Now, not yet'. I highly recommend these guys; very lyrical and have an insanely beautiful mix of jazz, rock and pop.
The Frights -> another indie rock/pop band! Has some really fast paced stuff, and some calmer acoustic stuff.
I've seen a lot of people saying 'seperate the art from the artist!' but, full honesty, go listen to new music! I can't take back the emotional attachment I had to his old music, especially YCMGA, but listening to his shit gives him money, and there is no way I'm giving money to an abuser. Let alone, it's become glaringly obvious that the e-girl trilogy isn't a persona, that was just him. Let alone the theme of Your Sister Was Right.
Plus, he's said multiple times that the money and the fame was all he cared about; he would disappear for months and, when he wanted attention and money, would come back to a dedicated fan-base who gave him exactly what he wanted.
Go listen to new music, and support Shelby lads <3
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dead-venge · 11 months
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i think shigaraki tomura has dermatillomania and trichotillomania
i still see people speculate on why shigaraki scratches himself and as someone with both of these disorders it just seems like it’s more rooted in his extremely severe anxiety & trauma rather than his quirk itself.
i’ve never been a fan of people calling tomura “crusty” for this exact speculation just because it hits rlly close to home for me
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TW for child abuse, hair pulling and skin scratching/picking
dermatillomania: a compulsive skin picking/scratching/peeling disorder
trichotillomania: a compulsive hair pulling disorder
these disorders often manifest in people who have severe anxiety, although the exact cause has not yet been identified. both of these disorders often go hand-in-hand and it’s common for someone with dermatillomania to also have trichotillomania and vice versa. they are both closely related to OCD symptoms.
dermatillomania and trichotillomania alike often spike during unbearable amounts of heavy emotions, such as anxiety or rage as a coping mechanism — but can also occur absentmindedly when an individual is bored. where, sometimes, someone may zone out in a daze and scratch at their skin or pull their hair out without even knowing they’re doing it. occasionally, they might even not remember.
individuals with trichotill or dermatill are unable to just “stop” picking or pulling. it is compulsive.
tomura has expressed that the “itchiness” would only occur while he was at home, which we all know affected tomura’s mental & physical well-being negatively. tomura struggled with his fathers abuse alone, as his family didn’t want to intervene — despite seeing the neglect & abuse inflicted on tomura regularly.
this was before tomura’s quirk was even awakened. that’s why i don’t think it’s related to his quirk at all.
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in tomura’s adult years, tomura is often depicted scratching himself while he’s stressed or angry.
these are two very substantial emotions that might be difficult for some individuals with dermatill /+ trichotill to regulate, usually resulting in a flare up of picking and or pulling to soothe themselves because of the sheer overflow of emotion. tomura’s “chapped” lips could also be due to dermatillomania beginning to advance into his adolescence as we hadn’t seen him with the blemished lips when he was a child; only when he was an adult.
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although on the more subtle side of things, in terms of why i believe tomura has trichotillomania is due to him being depicted with no eyebrows as an adult.
in his earlier years, he was shown to have eyebrows, but for some reason as an adult he lacks them.
as i mentioned previously, dermatillomania and trichotillomania often co-occur. it’s possible that he developed tricho in his adolescent years as well as more and more stress was beginning to topple on his shoulders.
idk i’m just rambling atp but that’s what i think and i had to get it all out thanks for reading all this if u did and if not that’s ok too
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winslowat3am · 2 years
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Do u give money to people on tumblr?
Short answer, no. I don't reblog those posts, either. Majority of them are scammers, bonus scamster points if they use their race/gender as emotional manipulation. (Rant incoming cause this pissed me off, not you, but it had me thinking about a lot of shit). I'm sorry but I could never be on Tumblr begging for money, that's embarrassing, no offense. I commend anyone who's shameless enough to do that cause in all seriousness, couldn't be me. I feel like there are just some things you shouldn't do & asking strangers, half of which are minors, to give you their hard earned money in trade for nothing is one of them. The victim mentality of "let me spam my followers with a bunch of sob story updates about my life's issues & guilt trip them into giving me cash", no. Leave them alone. That shit's annoying, inconsiderate & entitled. & it's always the same fucking people holding their hand out. The people you're begging for cash are more than likely struggling too & need theirs. Tumblr is the worst place to ask for assistance. If you need money then you should seek a financial aid program, or I don't know, log the fuck out & get a job like everyone else? That's what people who need money do. There's no excuse, I said this before & I'll say it again, making money nowadays is easier than it has ever been cause of access to technology. Everything is virtual. You can work from home. There are people making millions eating for a fucking living on YouTube. If you're broke atp it's cause you either make excuses for why you can't work or you're just lazy. It's a choice. You don't even need to physically go out & find a real job. Make something. Perform a service. Everyone has something they can offer. Don't sit there & expect people to pay you for nothing. I hate lazy ass people who wallow in self pity, make excuses & don't contribute anything to society & simply exist to leech off others. It's parasitic & pathetic. You "can't work", but you can play around on social media every day? Hmm. You deserve to live in poverty then. You're not special. You better sell some p-ssy, d!ck or c*ke. If you're bussing it open to everyone anyway you might as well get paid for it, in the words of my wife, "make it count". Seriously, I don't respect those people. Tumblr beggars are the equivalent of irl bums who loiter at gas stations harassing passersby for change. It's fucking irritating & unfair that we live in a world where weak people are rewarded, coddled, catered to & given breaks for doing nothing. "Oh well, you know, John can't work, he's dealing with a breakup that has him in a deep depression. I just- I don't know if his mental health will allow him to work." Bro, I sympathize but at the end of the day, screw John. He has no real problems. There are people with cancer & aids right now who are working. People with no limbs are working. He can work, he's physically able to, but ultimately he won't cause he's a mentally weak man with no drive. Let's just call it what it is. I've been homeless & depressed before, I dug myself out of that hole WITH NO HELP, if people can bounce back from homelessness, addiction, abusive relationships & rebuild their lives, if people with deformities can work there's no excuse for why these lazy asses are living in houses, have food & water, with themselves being the only person they have to take care of but they're on here begging us & living off the gov't. That shit IS sad. & I get so heated over this topic cause the bastards who log on & beg aren't going to log off fucking Tumblr & make adjustments so they can afford to live, they're not going to or offer an exchange, they'll continue to do this shit. In the comfort of their home. Meanwhile, the ones they beg have to scrounge. So no motherfucker, I can't help you spend my money. Follower counts mean nothing here cause nobody gets paid on this dead app, this ain't YouTube. If you have hella followers but you still can't eat or pay your bills it's a sign your priorities are fucked. Up. Your followers owe you nothing. Have a little pride & self respect.
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youremyheaven · 19 days
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hello! ^^ I dealt with a venus man my whole life and it’s my dad. My dad is a Uttara Phalguni sun, Purvashada moon and saturn ak in Punarvasu. He dedicates his whole life to Christianity. He used to be a pastor and now he’s like a christian influencer with a lot of followers. He’s like the most religious person I ever met. Religion has traumatized me because my dad kept brainwashing me to the point I was so scared of dying because I didn’t want to go to hell. 😭😭 Obviously, I’m not religious anymore because I’m here talking about naks. He irks me sm 😭😭😭 He’s very much conservative and traditional. He got disappointed that I haven’t gone to church and mentions god every time we talk, it drives me nuts! I can’t have a convo without him trying to convert me! He plays loud christian music everyday. It’s so annoyinggg 💀My dad is very much image conscious and wants to look good in-front of people. How he presents himself on the outside is not at all how he is behind closed doors. Like people see him as this gentle, kind and appealing person. He doesn’t yell at people or raise his voice and is stern but soft spoken to others and people respect him. but at home he raises his voice at us (family) and has anger issues.💀 He’s emotionally abusive and traumatized me in so many ways. He’s very cold and never gave me emotional support. He’s emotionally distant and only cried 2 times infront of me. He doesn’t know how to love. My daddy issues are screaming haha. Also, he’s a cockblocker. He just makes my life so difficult for no reason. I blame it on religion haha because he used not be this way until I was born. He did a 180. He used not be religious and drank a lot before I was born but some christians came to his doorstep and persuaded him and after that he became a devoted follower of Christ. He’s just a bit too much compared to other christians I’ve met. Like he has rules for me like I can’t dye my hair or listen to pop music and prohibited me from watching disney movies when I was younger, threw away my barbies when I was a kid because he said it was a worldly thing, can’t wear skirts above the knee, no tats, no horror movies, no halloween, and etc. I wish I had a normal childhood but I made the most of it. Now, my dad is less strict and I can do most of things on that list that I couldn’t before because I’m growing up and I make my own decisions. ( I’m an adult now) I think it’s because my dad had this whole purity thing going on and didn’t want me to be “corrupted” by the world. He would get mad if I cursed and be like I never taught you that!!!!😡😡 Funny how my dad spends his whole life to christianity yet his children aren’t religious. This what happens when a parent is really strict and controls you😭 like atp I rebel on purpose lmfao. but right now the only sibling that is still religious and got converted by my dad is my Purvashada asc sister 😭 They really think they are better than the rest of my family for being christians.
😳😩😤my Venusian men fixation is slowly dying but I'm sooo sorry you had to go through all that babe I hope you're doing well now 🫶
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analog-transid · 6 days
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"You don't act like you don't experience empathy" (angry vent, strong language, there's a comment in there wishing death on someone but it's not really serious, this is solely emotion based pls bare with. /nbh)
No fucking SHIT, Sherlock! Of course I don't act that way! Because I MASK 24/7!! but if I told you that!!! You'd tell me to unmask!!!!! But you know what would happen if I did that?!?!? YOU'D PISS YOURSELF OVER THINKING I'M MAD AT YOU! AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM! I AM MAD AT YOU BECAUSE YOU KEEP DOING THIS SONG AND DANCE! YOU'VE TRIED TO CHANGW HOW OUR SYSTEM WORKS AT IT'S FUNDAMENTAL BASE. NO, YOU CAN'T "FIX" ALL OUR ABUSIVE HEADMATES. NO, YOU CAN'T ALWAYS JUST SEPERATE SUBSYSTEMS LIKE THAT THAT'S NOT HOW OUR SYSTEM WORKS. AND YOU CAN'T TREAT HEADMATES THE WAY THEY'VE ASKED EXPLICITLY NOT TO BE TREATED. PLEASE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR TEN MINUTES. I'M SO CLOSE TO JUST FUCKING. MAKING A COMMENT IN CONVERSATION ABOUT HOW WE MASK SOME THINGS AROUND EVERYONE AND SEE HOW YOU FUCKING HANDLE THAT HMM??
Plus. We're in desperate need of a reset. We have too many headmates and some need to go but we CAN'T GET AWAY WITH THAT with you around!!!! I'm tempted to phrase it like a mass dormancy atp!!!!!! UGH. JUST SHUT UP. I UNMASK FOR TEN SECONDS BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND YOU TURN IT INTO A WHOLE ORDEAL. UGH. PLEASE. IF YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO DIE WHY DON'T YOU JUST DO IT ALREADY HUH??? UGH.
I don't even actually want you to die. I just. Want you to understand shit for once in your life. I tell you you're not stupid, but honestly, I believe you when you say you are. There's so many things I'd say to you if you'd consented to the kind of conabuse that I prefer to have, you're lucky I have enough sense to not say anything dumb and risk ending up in jail. Ugh. Just. Fucking please. I don't even know anymore.
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padfootastic · 1 year
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Ahaha thank you for the nice comments in tags <3 i love Remus but he seems bit like a spineless people pleaser and after dating somebody who would rather lie about their feelings than have people be mildly upset with them..... I chose violence 🗡
no but ur so right because!!! i’ve been sleeping on this for a while but let’s talk about remus’ personality traits and how they have the potential to make him a bad/absent partner, at best, and an abusive one, at worst. everyone wants to turn him into this image of perfection just bc he’s such an ‘uwu victim’ figure in fanon but that’s SO far from the truth omg
(i am…just gonna put this remus character analysis under a cut bc it got unnecessarily long and i wouldn’t want u to read it if u didn’t want to lol)
so, for one, he’s manipulative. he has no combinations in twisting the truth or dodging it entirely for his own benefit. like, the man could stand in front of his dead best friend’s orphaned son & not even allude to the fact that he knew his dad. he had no problem bringing james & lily up in the most twisted ways possible to guilt/emotionally influence harry. so remus in a relationship would have the capacity to either knowingly or unknowingly manipulate his partner. the definition of gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss except more sinister.
next, his spinelessness. either as a defensive measure to deal w anti-werewolf hostility or as an innate personality trait, remus has the habit of just—not standing up for things. he looks away when his friends act like assholes, even when he’s in a position of authority (which yes, u can argue that he’s afraid of losing them but atp they’ve literally risked life & magic & azkaban for him so either way, he comes off badly—either he doesn’t mind himself, or he doesn’t fully trust their friendship, or it’s just easier to look away). in a relationship, this can manifest as bottling everything inside u until it makes u bitter or u violently unload on the other person in an entirely disproportionate manner. the dynamic would also be a bit skewed. the people pleasing u mentioned is also such a big thing that people usually overlook. when ur constantly trying to make the other person happy and don’t want to rock the boat, that is a cocktail for miscommunication and breakdown of relationships. ur also constantly putting the emotional burden of constructively dealing w issues on ur partner instead of doing it urself.
connected to his cowardice is his habit of running away when things get tough. remus is conflict avoidant; he does not like to put himself in a position where he has to take a decisive stance, especially if it’s against what others around him believe in. he runs away when things get tough, and tbh, for me, this comes from a constant spiral of self hatred & self victimisation, both of which stem from his experience as a werewolf. in every difficult situation, he centres himself & his discomfort and instead of dealing with it and moving forward for a constructive solution, he decides that stepping back from it altogether is better. which, yeah, works well for him bc he can temporarily put a pin in it but it’s kinda terrible for everyone’s who’s left behind. so i also think that remus is a profoundly selfish character who doesn’t look beyond the end of his own nose. u can imagine how those traits might manifest themselves in a relationship.
and his people pleasing!! so this might be verging on fanon but his gratitude and/or devotion to dumbledore sets an…interesting tone. it’s also another example of how he cannot conceive himself in any other term except as a victimised werewolf. the marauders did a lot for him, arguably even more than dumbledore’s token representation formula, but he never felt indebted to them the way he did for D. dumbledore also kind of makes him feel needed? validates his feelings? and that just speaks to a very twisted sense of self for me. which, again, won’t bode well for his other interpersonal relations.
also, on a very hc note, i also feel like remus just…does not have any significant capacity to love. he takes and takes and takes but doesn’t give much in return. this doesn’t even have to be an actively malicious decision, tbh, just a very self-centred one. he doesn’t realise how much he’s taking bc he’s only thinking about his own circumstances.
all of these are also just why i can’t see r/s working out in any healthy manner. remus is exactly antithetical to everything sirius is/believes in, and not even in the fun ‘opposites attract’ way. but that’s another rant no one asked for lmao
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a-kind-of-merry-war · 5 months
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‘No one fits,’ she said at last. ‘Not in the way we want to, at least. But we find our own places. We carve them ourselves, in the work we do, in the people we love.’
ALL THE PAINTED STARS - Coming March 28th!
What do you do when you hear your friend's unwilling hand in marriage is the grand prize in a tournament? You cut off all your hair, steal your brothers' armour and ride in the tournament yourself, of course.
All The Painted Stars is a sapphic medieval romance novel about using the power of ADHD and this sword you found to save your best friend from the shackles of a marriage she doesn't want. Also there's beer.
ATPS is the first sequel to One Night in Hartswood, starring Raff and Penn's sisters Lily and Jo. It is a standalone story, but does contain references to the events of Hartswood.
All the Painted Stars contains...
⭐ Best friends to lovers
⭐ Hidden identities (well, she tries)
⭐ Letter writing
⭐ Women in armour
⭐ "Aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you want to go ape shit?"
It's available for pre-order NOW everywhere books are sold!
Full blurb and CW under the cut!
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When Lily Barden discovers her best friend Johanna’s hand in marriage is being awarded as the main prize at a tournament, she is determined to stop it. Disguised as a knight, she infiltrates the contest, preparing to fight for Jo’s hand. But her conduct ruffles feathers, and when a dangerous incident escalates out of Lily’s control, Jo must help her escape.
Finding safety with a local brewster, Lily and Jo soon settle into their new freedom, and amongst blackberry bushes and lakeside walks an unexpected relationship blossoms. But when Jo’s past catches up with her and Lily’s reckless behaviour threatens their newfound happiness, both women realise that choices must always come at a cost. The question they need to ask is if that cost is worth the price of love…
It also contains explicit on-page sex scenes.
Content warnings:
ATPS contains mention of past emotional and physical abuse, and some mild violence.
Above art (in the lake) by @felrija
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mouseratz · 4 months
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thinking about how ADHD genuinely ruins my life in a lot of ways but I can't get a fucking diagnosis because I wasn't a "problematic" child. if you don't have a history of external problems past "internal suffering and notably inattentive and weird" get fucked I guess. that's not enough even if you know you experience every fucking symptom described and have for years I'm Just Good At Hiding It! Because I Have Anxiety and Was Abused!!! if a kid is hurt for showing any signs of Problems That Bother Others sometimes they Get Really Good At Not Bothering Others Even To Their Detriment. so yeah no shit I don't present stereotypically. it doesn't mean the problems stop fucking existing and all of the emotional work over years atp I've done hasn't fixed them! hasn't even touched them!
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touyasdoll · 1 year
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bye cause imagine touya having to watch his childhood sweetheart and one and only love, marry and have a son with hawks </3 that would be man’s last straw. it came to me in a dream, and i remember a lot more happened but i don’t recall the details but when i tell u i woke up IN TEARS. poor touya has lost everything atp
oh ouch 😭🥺 this hurts, but I do love me some angst and honestly my self ship with Touya includes something similar bc I love to torment him, so I wanna explore this a little. but no he really does deserve the world and I hate that all he ever gets is pain :( so let's fix that while we’re at it sdjasd
warnings: allusions to child abuse & bodily injury, some very complicated emotions, infidelity,angsty
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You and Touya fell in love when you were very young. You were his best friend and the only solace that he had in the world, aside from his younger brother. You were the only one who knew what really went on in that house and you wanted to scream it from the rooftops after Touya's accident, but it wouldn't have done you any good. No one would believe you.
They still wouldn't, even now that you were married to the Number 2 hero. He reminds you a lot of Touya, in a way. He'll never be him, but you can't spend your whole life mourning a boy you loved as a child. You're happy, especially now that you have your son, who looks similar to his father in that he has his wings and the markings around his eyes, but those eyes are yours. He has your face too. Touya wants to hate the child, but he can't. Not when he makes you so happy. Not when he looks just like you. He's only a child after all. Children shouldn't bear the burden of an adult's regrets.
He wants to tell you that he survived. He's always wanted to tell you, but he knew it was for the best if he stayed away. He tried to ignore you. Tried and tried to convince himself not to check up on you, but of course he failed. In a world full of social media, it wasn't hard to keep tabs on you. He's always cheered you on from a distance. Shared in your pain from afar. He's been the every step of the way, wishing that he could truly experience life side by side with you, the way that he was supposed to, but he can't. He knows.
Still, he checks in on you. It's even easier now that you're basically famous. Being married to the most popular hero around will do that. He can't open his phone without seeing a picture of you and your happy little family. He should be happy for you, but he isn't. He's too miserable. He's too enraged. It makes him sick.
It hurts.
He's thinking of you when he makes his big reveal and exposes his father for what he truly is. He wonders if you'll see him. He wonders if you'll remember. If you'll even care.
You're sitting at home, playing with your son. It's a normal day until it isn't. Word has only just gotten back to you about how Keigo was horribly wounded by the villain Dabi. You put the tv on to keep your son occupied while you anxiously pace about the house, desperate for more word on your husband.
Then you see Touya's broadcast and your heart stops. It has to be a cruel joke. It can't be real. He's been gone for so long. How did he even survive? Is this actually happening? Is it wrong that you know deep down that you still love him, even now? Even after everything he's done? To innocents? To your husband?
You don't know what it says about you that you seek him out after the smoke has cleared. Maybe you don't want to. Hawks is back at home and you're grateful that he's safe, but you can't believe that he still idolizes Endeavor the way that he does. Even after everything that he's learned and especially considering what he went through as a child. Your head is in turmoil and your heart isn't fairing any better, so you do what you can to track Touya down.
You think that maybe if you can just find him, you can start to make sense of things, but when you finally come face to face with him, it only makes things harder.
He's standing right there. He'd still been watching you and he'd caught on to you trying to track him down, so he let you. Like a fool.
Now the both of you are standing here, staring into the eyes of the one person you never thought that you could live without for the first time in over a decade and everything feels the same, but you're both painfully aware of just how different things are now. You're terrified to speak and petrified by thr thought of letting him slip through your fingers again. You don't know what to say and neither does he, so you don't speak.
You close the distance, slowly at first, but when he takes his first hesitant step forward, you run into his arms and you embrace for what feels like forever, though you know it'll never last long enough.
You finally work up the nerve to say something, so you pull away before you lose it, only to have your breath stolen away when he kisses you.
And to both of your surprise, you kiss him back.
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parallaxistaken · 9 months
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okay so i have a wild theory about what the final showdown in the animator vs animations series could be…..just as a forewarning i am writing this at a fever pitch at 3 am and i joined the fandom like 2 and some change days ago so, if anything is blatantly wrong i extend my deepest of apologies for not consuming the lore hard enough. anyway ONTO MY CRACKPOT THEORY. (under the cut)
I fully believe that Victim (and im 99.9999999Eipie% sure its him) wants the Chosen One captured in his facility for one of two possible reasons: 1) to persuade him (or coerce him) into helping Vic take down Alan (who still hasn’t reckoned with his earliest crimes against Vic) once and for all, or 2) skip the middle step altogether and just straight up steal the Chosen One’s powers for himself (and possibly his clone army.)
I am leaning toward believing the second, because we’ve already seen that TCO is willing to let bygones be bygones towards Alan. He helped ward off the ViraBot from Alan’s computer, fought TDL with Alan and the others without protest, and didn’t attempt to initiate a fight with Alan’s cursor after everything was said and done. He didn’t even care about Alan when he went to recruit TSC’s help in part VI, so I highly doubt that Vic would be able to turn him against Alan with pure rhetoric or appeal to emotions.
You see, I think Vic is building something in his facility. We can see all his worker bees milling around clearly doing something of importance, what that is exactly, we dont know. And we likely wont know until one or two episodes down the line. But, I will hazard a guess and say that he is building something to extract TCO’s powers. What would be the best way to exact righteous vengeance on Alan and his cohorts? That’s right, by turning The Chosen One’s all powerful abilities against the person who wished life upon him. If he bestowed TCO’s powers unto his hoard of loyal minions? EVEN BETTER. whats worse then a single pissed off Chosen One? A Thousand. Alan couldnt beat 2 of them, so suffice to say, if Vic is planning something even remotely like what i’m suggesting; we should all be supremely terrified of the next arc.
if i realize anything else or forgot to add evidence to this theory then i will add it to the tags, so keep watch on those !! knowing my dumb ass i deffo forgot some key shit for this bad boy
edit: gonna add another thought here. i dont think Vic will want to target the outside Internet like The Dark Lord, because he simply isn’t interested in it. The internet didn’t cause him any harm or emotional damage, but ALAN did. He wants revenge on ALAN, so he may use and abuse the internet as he sees fit to gain whatever edge he can, but his ultimate goal isn’t to invade the internet or destroy it or whatever like TDL, no, his vendetta is more personal, more targeted, more conniving. Also, out of universe, we’ve been seeing more and more of the Stick world, like their cities and grasslands, so I’m gonna assume that Vic’s conflict with Alan and TCO+TSC will continue in that setting. IDK, im rambling at this point XD
edit 2 electric boogaloo: ALSO THE CELL VIC PUTS THE CHOSEN ONE IN IS A BLANK WHITE VOID, LIKE THE WHITE PAGE OF AN ANIMATION SOFTWARE ‼️ dude i am so convinced Vic wants to manipulate him somehow or steal his powers like fr you can’t convince me otherwise atp save for some VERY compelling evidence to the contrary
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