#this is literally just for me

[nemhaine42]

22.02.24 | Local loser only rescued by asshole friends so they could laugh at him in person.

for me it's all about that little squishy bit of inner thigh just above his slutty little leg band. and the blood, don't forget the blood.

[jamieleecvrtis]

You must sever the connection hinge. Now!

Not until you’re up here!

[formulaonedirection]

A message from the cutest person in the world

[tues-dayy]

It's impossible, but I need to see the two of them in one room.

[grntaire]

good omens 2 x fall out boy, bc i need to get it out of my system

the (shipped) gold standard

miss missing you

w.a.m.s.

g.i.n.a.s.f.s.

(coffee's for closers)

and finally:

fake out

[dickprints]

[haganez]

[clamityganon]

east of eden, john steinbeck // breaking bad season 5 ep. 14: ozymandias // fight club, chuck palahniuk // breaking bad + tumblr post // father by the front bottoms

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first image: an excerpt from East of Eden by John Steinbeck. "You asked a question. I guess I'll have to answer. Maybe it's good and maybe it's bad to answer it. You're not clever. You don't know what you want. You have no proper fierceness. You let other people walk over you. Sometimes I think you're a weakling who will never amount to a dog turd. Does that answer your question? I love you better. I always have. This may be a bad thing to tell you, but it's true. I love you better. Else why would I have given myself the trouble of hurting you? Now shut your mouth and go to your supper. I'll talk to you tomorrow night. My leg aches."

second image: an image of a script of Breaking Bad. It is a piece of dialogue from Walter. It says “Jesse is like family to me. Look, I want what you do to be quick and painless. No suffering, no fear.”

third image: An excerpt from the Fight Club novel. It reads “The first night we fought was a Sunday night, and Tyler hadn't shaved all weekend so my knuckles burned raw from his weekend beard. Lying on our backs in the parking lot, staring up at the one star that came through the streetlights, I asked Tyler what he'd been fighting. Tyler said, his father.”

fourth image: a screenshot of Walter White and Jesse Pinkman. Walter holds the back of Jesse’s head as they hug tightly. In the bottom left corner of the screen, a post from tumblr user sharpayevons reads: “At least you love me,” I say to my pet as I hold them against my chest as they try to get away.

fifth image: the first verse of father by the front bottoms. “I have this dream that I am hitting my dad with a baseball bat. And he is screaming and crying for help. And maybe halfway through, it has more to with me killing him than it ever did protecting myself. And I believe that yeah, Dad, maybe nobody’s perfect.”

[synbiote]

Symbiote Kin Recipes!!

x Dark Chocolate Truffles x "Bloody" Chocolate Cups x Chocolate Fondue x Bunny Rocky Road x Brookies x Red Velvet Soufflé Cake x Chocolate Almond Butter Bars x Chocolate Creme Cupcakes x Chocolate Fudge

{Photos from Original Posts}

[supportingfire]

i gotta say. it's been a not so great start to the year for me. and tbh i'm old enough to know the "new year" doesn't dictate shit, it's just a floating rock's position in front of the sun in the universe and you can start or stop anything at any time, but still. losing my grandmother has genuinely fucked me up in very subtle ways, i see her everywhere and in everything and i miss her very, very much. i am also growing increasingly more frustrated with my job, realizing after 3 years with the company i have little to show for it aside from a boosted resume. and recently i dropped a substantial amount of money on my car to get some things fixed in the hopes i can take it with me when i move (finally) in with my partner, only for it to shit the bed TODAY less than two weeks later. the money i've been desperately squirreling away is being eaten in to before i can do shit, and i feel as though i have not gotten ahead once since the year started. i'm afraid i won't meet my goals thru no fault of my own.

and i love to write, i've been working on a personal non-fiction in my spare time as well as rping but even that is becoming harder. i feel overbearing, sometimes. or "too much." the things i want to respond to aren't available, or the things i have to respond to aren't clicking. and i'm a very very firm believer in the fact that rp is always just for fun, it's a hobby, and if you try to force it, you defeat the purpose of the hobby in the first place so i never force anything, but then i feel bad for not doing anything. i'm sure we all fall into that cycle. and i'm afraid of coming off as aloof or invasive, i can be both at the same time and it's fucking dumb.

idk what this was for other than to vent. i don't really have many outlets to do that. i appreciate any who read this far. don't feel obligated to respond, this is mostly here to air out my woes for the last month or so. i'll be fine. it's just a low point, i'm due for a high any day now hahah.

[insecuregodcomplex]

🫡🫡 feeling like I have a reasonable grasp on the process timeline which is helpful when part of fandoms

[pseudonymous-peregrin]

binding my thesaurus with cardboard and deer hide like

[pastanak]

oh.....

[shortmexicangirl]

'can i copy your homework?'

'yeah just don't make it obvious'

[endusviolence]

Rowling isn't denying holocaust. She just pointed out that burning of transgender health books is a lie as that form of cosmetic surgery didn't exist. But of course you knew that already, didn't you?

I was thinking I'd probably see one of you! You're wrong :) Let's review the history a bit, shall we?

In this case, what we're talking about is the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, or in English, The Institute of Sexology. This Institute was founded and headed by a gay Jewish sexologist named Magnus Hirschfeld. It was founded in July of 1919 as the first sexology research clinic in the world, and was run as a private, non-profit clinic. Hirschfeld and the researchers who worked there would give out consultations, medical advice, and even treatments for free to their poorer clientele, as well as give thousands of lectures and build a unique library full of books on gender, sexuality, and eroticism. Of course, being a gay man, Hirschfeld focused a lot on the gay community and proving that homosexuality was natural and could not be "cured".

Hirschfeld was unique in his time because he believed that nobody's gender was either one or the other. Rather, he contended that everyone is a mixture of both male and female, with every individual having their own unique mix of traits.

This leads into the Institute's work with transgender patients. Hirschfeld was actually the one to coin the term "transsexual" in 1923, though this word didn't become popular phrasing until 30 years later when Harry Benjamin began expanding his research (I'll just be shortening it to trans for this brief overview.) For the Institute, their revolutionary work with gay men eventually began to attract other members of the LGBTA+, including of course trans people.

Contrary to what Anon says, sex reassignment surgery was first tested in 1912. It'd already being used on humans throughout Europe during the 1920's by the time a doctor at the Institute named Ludwig Levy-Lenz began performing it on patients in 1931. Hirschfeld was at first opposed, but he came around quickly because it lowered the rate of suicide among their trans patients. Not only was reassignment performed at the Institute, but both facial feminization and facial masculization surgery were also done.

The Institute employed some of these patients, gave them therapy to help with other issues, even gave some of the mentioned surgeries for free to this who could not afford it! They spoke out on their behalf to the public, even getting Berlin police to help them create "transvestite passes" to allow people to dress however they wanted without the threat of being arrested. They worked together to fight the law, including trying to strike down Paragraph 175, which made it illegal to be homosexual. The picture below is from their holiday party, Magnus Hirschfeld being the gentleman on the right with the fabulous mustache. Many of the other people in this photo are transgender.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of a group of people. Some are smiling at the camera, others have serious expressions. Either way, they all seem to be happy. On the right side, an older gentleman in glasses- Magnus Hirschfeld- is sitting. He has short hair and a bushy mustache. He is resting one hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him. His other hand is being held by a person to his left. Another person to his right is holding his shoulder.]

There was always push back against the Institute, especially from conservatives who saw all of this as a bad thing. But conservatism can't stop progress without destroying it. They weren't willing to go that far for a good while. It all ended in March of 1933, when a new Chancellor was elected. The Nazis did not like homosexuals for several reasons. Chief among them, we break the boundaries of "normal" society. Shortly after the election, on May 6th, the book burnings began. The Jewish, gay, and obviously liberal Magnus Hirschfeld and his library of boundary-breaking literature was one of the very first targets. Thankfully, Hirschfeld was spared by virtue of being in Paris at the time (he would die in 1935, before the Nazis were able to invade France). His library wasn't so lucky.

This famous picture of the book burnings was taken after the Institute of Sexology had been raided. That's their books. Literature on so much about sexuality, eroticism, and gender, yes including their new work on trans people. This is the trans community's Alexandria. We're incredibly lucky that enough of it survived for Harry Benjamin and everyone who came after him was able to build on the Institute's work.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of the May Nazi book burning of the Institute of Sexology's library. A soldier, back facing the camera, is throwing a stack of books into the fire. In the background of the right side, a crowd is watching.]

As the Holocaust went on, the homosexuals of Germany became a targeted group. This did include transgender people, no matter what you say. To deny this reality is Holocaust denial. JK Rowling and everyone else who tries to pretend like this isn't reality is participating in that evil. You're agreeing with the Nazis.

But of course, you knew that already, didn't you?

Edit: Added image IDs. I apologize to those using screen readers for forgetting them. Please reblog this version instead.

[mcapriglione-art]

what do you want!!!!!!!!