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Can we get some some skeptic angst, but with some comfort in the end?

Maybe where skeptic accidentally lash out on the reader, hurting them badly (either physically or emotionally) in the process, then immediately regret it and try’s to apologies to them, but they hurt them so much. But after some time, they forgive him.

(I crave angst)

(Anon bear with me since I’m still not so good at writing angst! I’m going to do my best and I needed this opportunity to practice so thank you so much for requesting it!)

~Very Much So~

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When usually it was soft and comforting, now the ticking of the clock upon the living room wall was unusually loud. Or perhaps when you further inspected the situation that it seemed louder by default compared to the deafening silence in the room. The growing tension paved way for his anger and frustration to soon boil over and then what would you do? You’d seen him at his worst on many occasions but it had never been directed towards you before. You took a second to take in his body language and determine whether or not you could pry further or leave it alone. You were brave tonight.

That was your first mistake.

“I said to leave it as is. If I didn’t have to do it then I wouldn’t have done it. Why can’t you seem to grasp the concept of my work being important toward the success of both Feel Good and the Liberation army as well???” He fussed at you, trying his damn best so as to not let off on you like he did to other people. “Because I care about you Tomoyasu and working a full 48 hours straight while living off of canned energy and fucking fruit loops is not healthy! You haven’t been to bed in a week! You’ve been sleeping in that office! You skipped several dates we were supposed to have, and you haven’t even been taking time out of the day to reply to my texts when you’re at work! We haven’t ate together, fucked each other, hugged, kissed, or even talked about our days together lately! I don’t care about the neglecting me, but I do care more about you not taking care of yourself.” You pressed with a firm voice but gentle begging apparent in your eyes. “Y/N I do what I can to support both of us! I need to make sure I do my job as a board member to the best of my ability!”

“I don’t need your support! I never needed your support! You moved in with me! I work and paid the bills just fine before you showed up and started taking over. It’s not like we’re struggling! You can afford to take a day or two off but you choose not to do so!”

This was your second and last mistake of the night.

“Because I don’t FUCKING WANT TO!” He slammed his fist against the wall and you flinched momentarily. He still hadn’t calmed down, but at least he was quiet enough to hear you reply. “...don’t raise your voice at me...and do not ever strike the wall out of anger in front of me again.” He disregarded you with a scoff. “I wouldn’t have to raise my voice if you weren’t so fucking annoying all the time. You constantly feel the need to burrow into whatever business I have going on and instead of supporting me you’d rather do everything in your power to stop me or to bring me down from success. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you probably pray for me to make a mistake just so you can have the opportunity to tell me you were right about everything all along. I despise you...” Your eyes widened at the last part. “What...what did you say, Tomoyasu?” He must’ve realized he’d went too far as well by the way the energy in the room shifted along with your tone. He lowered his gaze to the ground and loosened his ponytail and clips so that his hair could hide his shame. “Repeat what you just said to me.” You spoke up again. “Y/N, I didn’t mean-” He couldn’t find the words in this moment. For him it was like being choked up on what you wanted to say so badly in the moment. You didn’t let him get another word out of his mouth.

“I need to breath. Don’t fucking follow me.” You grabbed your coat and keys before heading out the front door, slamming it so hard behind you that it knocked loose the picture of you two off the wall. He snapped back into reality as soon as the picture his the floor and the glass shattered. The rest of the night was silent. He swept up the glass, and resolved to get a new picture frame first thing in the morning before heading into work. He figured afterward it would be best to get some sleep. Not before calling you about 28 times and praying you’d pick up. Perhaps you were over at one of the others place? Yeah no need to worry. It will all be okay in the morning.

He didn’t get much sleep that night. He didn’t have you next to him to hold, to press his face into the back of your head and neck, to nuzzle closer into when the night seemed so cold. It was just him alone in an empty bed. After he showered he’d skipped breakfast in favor of checking his phone. No calls from you. No calls from anyone. On the way to work he took time to contact the others, trying to seem as though he wasn’t panicking. No one had heard from you last night, so where could you possibly be? “Tomoyasu.” Chitose’s voice rang from the speaker of the car. “You need to give Y/N some time to heal. I’m sure things will work out. After all, you’re meant for each other, so I doubt a break-up is in your near future.” Break up...something about that word sent his head reeling. There is no break up no. There can’t be one. You were supposed to be his end game. He didn’t even want a relationship in the first place until you came along! He couldn’t lose you because of his own stupid mistakes. He couldn’t even bear the thought of trying to date anyone else. Besides, no one would take someone like him the same way that you did. He was a mess and you were his light at the end of a tunnel. If he lost you...His head was spinning by the time he made it to the office. Tomoyasu didn’t want to resort to his final method since he knew you hated when he did it, but there was nothing else he had in mind and you still weren’t answering his calls or texts. So he whipped his personal laptop open and consulted with the tracking device he’d hidden in your set of car keys. “A hotel 30 minutes outside of Deika?” He mumbled to himself. He screenshotted the location and gathered up his items before alerting his coworkers of his departure.

On the way his mind began creating all kinds of out of pocket scenarios about why you were there. It ranged anywhere from you being murdered and your body was dumped there, to you being there with another person and starting a new life with someone that could treat you better than him. Imagine his relief when he knocked on your hotel room door and you opened it to reveal nothing out of the ordinary. You immediately rolled your eyes and stepped to the side so that he could enter. He took a seat on the opposite side of the bed as you closed the door and went to join him. “I’m sorry...I know you don’t like when I use tracking devices on you like that.” He finally spoke up and broke the silence. You sighed and relaxed back into the bed. “It’s fine. I knew you’d cave and use one eventually. Although it doesn’t even feel like it’s been a full 24 hours. I figured you’d at least waited until the end of the week haha.”

Were you...were you chuckling at him?

“How are you laughing at a moment like this? Not only have I further done something you don't like but I’m sitting here in this room after all the awful shit I said to you. You should be angry right now. You should yell at me or tell me to get out or break up with me-” You scoffed at his words and sat upright. “Break up with you? Tomoyasu at what point during our argument did I say I ever wanted to break up with you?” You smiled and waited for him to think. “You grabbed your keys and left the house.” He replied sadly but you just rolled your eyes again. “Yeah, and I told you I needed to breath. I didn’t say anything about breaking up with you.” He frowned and gripped the blanket by his side. “Yeah but I was terrible to you. I yelled in your face and I hit the wall. It scared you. I saw the way you jumped when I did it. I called you useless...” His eyes began to tear up. You sighed and moved to sit with him on his side of the bed. “You were angry. I’d seen you say and do even worse stuff to your own coworkers than what you gave to me that night. I’m not excusing that behavior with me of course, but I’m not running from it either. I know you were pushed a little bit too far and unfortunately I was gonna take the grunt of it. Just don’t do it again and we’re cool.”

“You should hate me. You should break up with me.”

“Do you want me to break up with you?”

“...no.”

“Then stop telling me what I should do.” You flicked his nose. “I love you Tomoyasu. I knew about the way you were and I hadn’t ran in all of the time we’ve been together. I’m not scared of you. Just don’t do it again. Take time to work on those breathing exercises or whatever that lady said at the anger management class...which I think we’ll be re-enrolling you in soon.” You smirked. “Are you sure you want to stay with someone like me? After how I can get?” He stared at you through the gaps in his messy bangs. “I love you forever right? Now please move out of my way. I’ve got another few hours in this hotel room and they’re bringing up the room service food soon.” You moved him off the bed and toward the table. “You can stay for dinner but only if you quit looking at me like a sad puppy.” You teased. “Okay. I’ll try.” He wipes the tears from his eyes and smiles at you. He begins to wonder just what he did to deserve someone like you in his life. Someone that can take him at his absolute worst the way you did every single time. He makes two promises to himself mentally in that moment. One was that he would always try to not blow up at you as badly as he did that night, and Two was that he’d always try his hardest to make you feel the way you made him feel.

Loved. Very much so.

#gotta get better at writing this kinda thing #this was fun practice #bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #tomoyasu chikazoku #tomoyasu chikazoku x reader #skeptic bnha #scenario #mla #meta liberation army

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