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get back || al50
summary: getting back with your ex is usually a bad idea right?
pairing: arthur leclerc x colombian!reader
fc & warnings: valé & poorly translated spanish, bad language and suggestive, you are responsible for the content to consume!
a/n: don’t love this one but it’s been sat in my drafts for a while and wanna clear it out! first ever arthur fic tho 😌
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゚. ✿ ୨❤︎୧⠀✿ . ゚
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f1gossip: it looks like things might be over between arthur leclerc and long time girlfriend, y/n y/l/n. the couple, who were last seen together during the monaco grand prix, were reportedly spotted in a heated argument at dinner the following week. to add fuel to the rumors, y/n was noticeably absent from alexandra’s birthday party this past weekend which as you know, is a staple event in the leclerc's inner circle. i think this marks the end of one of the leclerc power couples. what do you think?
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user1: not y/n skipping alexandra’s party… yeah it’s OVER 💀
user2: no bc the way i KNEW something was off when he didn’t post her after the race
user3: NOT MY MOM AND DAD NOOOOO
user4: why am i taking this harder than my own breakups???
user5: whatever happened… im on y/n's side idc. arthur better tread lightly
user6: this is a hard one to take ill be honest...
user7 NOOOO i thought they were end game gtfo
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ynuser: miss me yet?
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iamrebeccad: i do , i miss you so much my gorgeous girl
ynuser: i miss you more mi vida
user1: oh this abt arthur isn't it
itsyoungmiko: puedo tratarte bien cariño. [i can treat you right baby]
ynuser: sé que puedes [i know you can]
user2: the face card is LETHAL
isackhadjar: whoa 🤯
ynuser: 🤭
user1: isack said let me shoot my shoot now that she’s single
user3: body is coffee (tea wasn't strong enough)
alexandrasaintmluex: yes 💛
ynuser: i’ll come see you soon baby girl
user4: he fumbled so hard its sick

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[your honor i’m just a girl 🥀]
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yourbff: i’m gonna bop you over the head i recognize that apartment
ynuser: i may have like tripped and fell and ended up back in his bed
yourbff: y/n/n i’m so ….. oh my god!!! it can’t be that good
ynuser: but it is that good and maybe i miss him
yourbff: por que??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
ynuser: i didn’t really want to break up with him.. all i wanted was for him to stop treating me like an afterthought to racing
yourbff: ok and he could commit to that!!! so why are you back with him
ynuser: UGH I DONT KNOW OK
lando: oh girl what is this
ynuser: please
lando: can’t you just go after isack who is hopelessly in love you with since this one isn’t
ynuser: isack is too sweet and perfect i don’t want to hurt him
lando:
iamrebeccad: is that arthur’s apartment???
ynuser: i can’t confirm or deny that
iamrebeccad: brb you me and alex are going out tonight so we can discuss
alexandrasaintmleux: his house…. his shirt….. mon amour
ynuser: 😔
arthur_leclerc: so i’m back on the private story huh?
ynuser: don’t push it
isackhadjar: you’re so pretty 😍
ynuser: thank you isack 🤍
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user1: oh um
charlesleclerc: please tell me this is y/n and not someone else
arthur_leclerc: it is y/n/n don’t worry
user2: this better be my mother or you’re blocked
ynuser: now why would you post this
arthur_leclerc: i thought you liked seeing me on my knees doing things for you?
ynuser: ARTHUR
user3: i’m 99.9% sure that’s y/n she has those exact shoes and wore an outfit just like this yesterday
alexandrasaintmleux: have you apologized yet you idiot
arthur_leclerc: Y E S! many many many many times
alexandrasaintmleux: clearly not enough!!! grovel!!!!! yearn!!!!!
arthur_leclerc: what do you think i’m doing?!
user4: arthur mate…. tread lightly here. don’t think i won’t cut you off if this isn’t y/n/n
lorenzotl: when are you going to start listening to me. how many times have i told you that she’s the one?
arthur_leclerc: I KNOW!!!! i’m SORRY!!! i messed up 😭😭
user5: that should be meeeeeeee (or y/n)

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user2: WE ARE SOOOOO BACK!!!!!
alexandrasaintmleux: i’m so glad to have you back in the paddock with my princesa
ynuser: i’m glad to be back. i think this is where i belong 🤍
alexandrasaintmleux: selfishly i very much agree with you
user4: nah red will forever be your color
yourbff: soy feliz si tú eres feliz [im happy if you are happy]
ynuser: gracias i am 😘
user10: por que mi amor [why my love]
arthur_leclerc: i’m so grateful to have you here with me. i love you to the moon and back mon amor and ill spend forever trying to prove that to you
ynuser: i love you too arthur so very much and i honestly always will
user22: we’ve lost her again chat
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ynuser: you can take the girl out of ferrari but not the ferrari out of the girl sorry guys
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user2: all is right with the world again
iamrebeccad: i love seeing you smile
ynuser: you’re the sweetest 🤍
user3: i mean you can get rid of ferrari like im actively begging for you to do so but maybe dont get rid of arthur
arthur_leclerc: you’re stuck with me forever ❤️😘
ynuser: good 🤍😍
user9: mama y papa
yourbff: cutie pies
ynuser: that’s you
user20: love prevails again lfg
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a/n: thanks for reading!! likes and reblogs appreciated
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consider: janitor au where kalim transfers to ramshackle and living with janitor!yuu after handing over scarabia (peacefully) to jamil in hopes of salvaging even a part of their one sided friendship.
he doesn't know what he had expected but he certainly wasn't expecting this.
the entrance was clean but no amount of (heavily diluted) cleaning supplies could hide the stench of wet, stale wood. the smell made kalim's nose tickle as he brought a sleeve up and wiped away uselessly at nothing. the atmosphere made his whole face itch. It was obvious by the way you kicked off your feet and shucked off your cleaning jacket that the state of the dorm no longer bothered you. you gestured downwards and kalim followed your finger until his gaze landed on his shoes. he smiled and was quick to nod, sliding off his flats with ease.
what had once been a small, simple shipping box had turned in to a shoe cubby where two pairs of heavily worn and dirty, old boots had made a home for themselves.
"I'll find you your own box," you sniffed, dropping your muddy shoes in to the cubby, "but no matter what, no shoes in the house. i already have to worry about grim's dirty little paws—"
"my paws are NOT dirty!"
"—and he can't take them off. i dont think crowley will hand over any extra money for floor cleaner so better safe than sorry."
kalim brightened at this, "oh that shouldn't be any problem! i can definitely buy some extra supplies for you! and not only that, but im sure my parents can send the be—"
you silenced him abruptly, a hand in front of his face. he blinked up at you.
"no, kalim."
kalim didn't understand.
"i don't want handouts from anyone here." you lowered your hand and stuck it back in your oversized cardigan, "not in twisted wonderland. the only money i accept is the paycheck i get from crowley and whatever under the table cash sam gives me when he needs me to watch the shop."
kalim considered this. he didn't quite get it. why wouldn't you accept his gifts? everyone usually was so happy whenever he offered to cover them or gave them things he no longer wanted. oh! kalim's face brightened. maybe you were just too shy to accept something from him! maybe if we did it in secret, decorated the dorm with a whole new look, replaced the furniture with newer, cleaner and more sturdier options, he'd sure you'd be so happy!
"and dont even think of going under my nose to spend money." you noticed his expression and figured on a hunch what he planned to do. jamil had warned you the possibility of him taking charge and making assumptions to you as soon as you offered kalim sanctuary. you noticed the few days you were stuck at the dorm with the two of them that kalim didn't really plan past his nose. you really didn't want to come home from a shift at your janitor job to the whole dorm being replaced by something new and fancy.
this is the ramshackle dorm. not some five star hotel. and also you really didn't want to doll up your landlord crowley a brand new fancy dorm when you weren't planning on staying the entire school year. if by some fluke some other students got thrown in to this crapsack of a dorm, they could deal with the same stuff you have.
was that mean of you? maybe.
you threw your rucksack down on to the floor as grim darted past your feet, his little forked tail waving in the wind towards the refrigerator where he kept his salary's worth of canned tuna. kalim was quiet when he passed out as well, almost awkwardly shuffling around like a lost penguin. you let out a sigh.
"it'll be ok, kalim."
he looked up at you with a strained nervous smile. the expression was so foreign to him.
"this is going to suck," you sighed and reached up, ruffling your messy hair, "but we're going to survive and thrive, got that?"
grim loudly slurped up a piece of tuna, the noise loud enough from the kitchen table that it made you and kalim jump, "yeah, listen to my henchhuman. it was rough for awhile but i've gotten it alllll figured out."
"we won't be having parties or grand feasts or anything but we're kept warm, we all have nice enough beds, running water (even though its cold) and sam's expired snacks!"
you nodded towards grim, grateful he's at least happy with how he's doing but by the look kalim gave you, it looked like you just told him you hated puppies.
"ah... well. we can have a few... small parties!" you tried to assure the crestfallen boy, "i'm sure ace would love to take a break from scarabia too and hey! we can even invite hornton!"
kalim smiled, seemingly cheered up, but made a confused face, "whose hornton?"
#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland reader#twst x reader#kalim al asim
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killing me softly | extra
aftermath of the events at the open air event
K M S M A S T E R L I S T | <- C H . 1 9 | C H . 2 0 ->
✿ C O N T E N T W A R N I N G ✿ swearing, suggestive themes and implications, sexual jokes, pic of reader not depicting her appearance just the vibes, rafe ovulating again, jealous!rafe, kinda angsty but mostly fluff and giggles, honestly this doesn't really push the plot forward so it's just them being them, description of bruise, reader drinking a little
✿ W O R D C O U N T ✿ max use of images + 7k written story
✿ A / N ✿ well, i guess this actually counts as a chapter bc it's basically just a continuation of the main story and long af for an extra, but, yeah, no, actually no clue why i called this an extra lmao. also i kinda rushed the ending but guess it will do. ok, talking too much again, so, ANYWAY, enjoy, and lmk what you think <33
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// PLEASE READ CH. 19 BEFOREHAND OTHERWISE THIS WON’T MAKE ANY SENSE
// STRONGLY RECOMMEND READING THIS BEFORE CONTINUING WITH THE MAIN STORY, AS IT ADDS A LOT TO THEIR DYNAMIC
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W E E K O N E // S U N D A Y 9 : 5 5 P M
“Kinda toxic,” you said with a chuckle as you watched Rafe switch off your phone and place it on the little side-shelf on his side of the lounge bed.
Rafe let out an amused scoff as he turned back to you, catching the teasing glint in your eyes. “These rats? Yeah. Being nosy as fuck, spamming your phone.”
Like, seriously. He’d only caught a glimpse of your screen—something about someone shrieking (which, yeah, someone actually had)—and then freaking Kie dared to ask if you were okay?
What the fuck.
Did they think he’d beat you up in the parking lot or some shit? Especially Kie saying that, of all people. Like, come on. She should know best, he at least could keep his damn hands in check during arguments.
Fuck her. Especially for sending that dumbass chicken or whatever-the-fuck creature pic directed at him that looked like one of yours. (Which, others using those pics with you? Yeah, nah. That didn’t sit right with him at all.)
Anyway. Fuck those other clucking little nosy rats too. Fucking great that those were your friends now. And dragging Molly, the only tolerable girl after you, into Sarah’s shitty-ass group? Shit was getting worse by the day.
“They’re just worried,” you said, amused, a small smile tugging at your perfectly shaped lips. “Pretty sure also about you.”
Shit. Rafe was staring again.
His eyes flicked back up to yours, and he rolled them with a small nod. “Yeah, sure. The only thing they care about is squeezing some gossip out of you. Bet all the previous messages were about me.”
Just imagining how they'd probably flood you with questions later: Why Rafe had left. What you two had talked about. Why he'd punched Topper. Blah blah blah.
Typical nosy girl bullshit.
And Rafe swore to God, he really hoped none of those stupid little mind-minions of yours were buying into that crap. He didn’t need anyone knowing what kind of shit he was caught up in now. Especially not Princess Sarah.
Fuck. If she found out, she’d go straight to Dad and—
“Probably, yeah,” you chuckled, and Rafe felt a crease forming between his brows. “But I’m not gonna share anything you don’t want me to.”
Huh.
He hadn’t expected that. He was used to girls rushing to their friends the second they had a crumb of “tea to spill” or whatever the hell you girls called it. But you claiming not do so...
He raised a brow, fingers absently twisting the little key charm on your bracelet. “Yeah?”
“Yeah, of course,” you replied, sounding genuine. “I mean, personally, if it were me, I’d probably at least tell Topper and Kelce. They are your best friends after all, and they both know Ruthie better than either of us. Plus, I’d say they’d definitely want to help you out with this mess.”
You pressed your lips together for a moment before continuing. “But I totally get it if that's something you’d rather keep to yourself. And obviously I’m gonna respect that.”
Rafe grimaced.
Tell Topper and Kelce? Sure, he’d probably rant to Kelce about this fucked-up situation—Kelce always listened, and when it came down to it, the dude knew how to shut the fuck up when asked. But Topper?
It was bad enough he’d agreed to tell that fucker he didn’t deserve the punch in the face (even though, let’s be honest, clean hit), and now he was supposed to reward him with some kind of answer?
Hell no. Topper had been hanging out with that bitch Ruthie way too much lately. Couldn’t be trusted even if he claimed he didn’t know what was going on.
“You don’t agree.” Your soft voice pulled him back and he stopped fidgeting with the bracelet.
Rafe furrowed his brows, rubbing his jaw. “Topper’s a backstabber. Don’t give a shit if he’s involved or not. He still hung out with that bitch.”
He almost laughed at your frown. You looked like an angry cat.
You tapped his chest lightly, shifting upward and—Fuck.
He could feel your boobs pressing into his side now.
Shitshitshitshit. Please just say what you wanna say and move back.
“He probably just didn’t wanna be alone tonight,” you said (Jesus Christ, Rafe wasn’t even sure he had the brainpower to follow you right now). “Cara stuck with JJ, Kelce with Molly, and well,” You gave him a sheepish smile. “You with me.”
Rafe’s lips twitched with amusement, but before he could say anything, you beat him to it.
“What I’m trying to say is,” you continued, sounding a little awkward, “I can’t really blame him for wanting to be with someone tonight. Yeah, sure, Ruthie wouldn’t have been my first choice, but—”
“Okay, okay, I get it,” Rafe cut you off with a tight nod, nudging you back with two fingers to your forehead. Because holy fuck, he could feel his blood heading straight to the wrong places again. “Enough talk about those two.”
You blinked at him, surprised, and shifted your upper body slightly away. Rafe had to fight the strongest damn urge not to glance at the view the movement of the blanket offered him in that moment of the shape of your boobs in that sweet little dress of yours.
Shit.
He could see the little minions in your brain scrambling, trying to figure out what was wrong. And then he saw the exact second one of them got it.
“Shit, relax,” he said, half amused at your reaction and half irritated at his own almost-reaction. “I just—”
"You know, if you need a minute in the toilet stalls, just say so," you said, dry amusement clinging to your voice.
YO, WHAT.
That—shit, what??? Had Rafe just missed something or had you actually just offered him the chance for a quickie?
"For yourself!" you added, almost panicked, eyes wide, and Rafe could practically feel the heat radiating off your face.
Shit was hilarious.
And yeah, of course you hadn’t meant it the way he’d first thought. Besides the fact that you'd made it very clear you weren’t interested in him like that (why the fuck, though???), no way you'd want your first time to happen in some filthy toilet stall where any random loser could listen if they wanted to.
Nah, Rafe had decency. He wouldn't have let that happen. Even if you’d insisted. Okay, maybe he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to resist if you'd actually wanted to go through with it, but he’d have at least had the patience to wait until you two had a room.
“Sure.” Rafe raised his brows, a slow grin tugging at his lips. And then, fuck it, he let his right hand wander—just a little, just a tiny inch—from your waist toward your hip. Surely that wouldn’t—
Shit.
Okay, never mind. He moved it back to its original spot because he could basically hear your minions screaming inside your head, sprinting around in full panic mode and about to throw themselves down a deep, shitty spiral. He definitely didn’t wanna make you uncomfortable, or worse, have you bolt.
Or even worse, end up in another long-ass conversation with you.
“Sorry,” he muttered with a tight chuckle, already questioning his own self-control. Still, he couldn’t help being a little disappointed by the way you’d looked at him like a deer about to get shot.
And then—he almost thought he misheard it. A tiny “No, it’s okay,” slipped past your lips, soft enough to make his heart straight-up skip a beat. Big eyes locked on his, full of uncertainty and… something else.
Now Rafe was fucking confused. Because what?
What.
You'd claimed he was sending mixed signals, but you? Shit, you were a traffic light flashing both red and green at the same time.
At least Rafe had had the balls to tell you he was attracted to you. But you? You only ever admitted to enjoying hanging out with him. Nothing more. Okay, sure, you’d complimented his looks—like, twice—but only after he’d done so first. So that was probably just some polite etiquette bullshit.
Fuck, Rafe couldn’t make sense of you. And it kinda made him feel like a joke that the one time he felt this insane pull toward a girl, she didn’t feel the same.
Shit felt fucking unfair.
Whatever you’d meant with that little sentence, though, Rafe forced himself to keep his hand in the appropriate zone. No point pushing his luck. Also, he’d probably misheard it anyway, ears still ringing from leftover coke in his system. Last thing he wanted was for you to think he couldn’t control himself.
That would just be pathetic.
So he shook his head, lips tugging downward. “Nah, don’t wanna wake one of your fuckass minions.”
Not waiting for your reply, his hand slid up to your shoulder, gently nudging you back against his chest. Better play it safe than risk chasing you off with one stupid impulsive move. (Which—he, not taking a risk? Might as well accept he was going completely nuts.)
Thank God, you did lean back into him, a chuckle slipping from your lips. But Rafe didn’t miss the twitch of your brows or that almost disappointed glint in your eyes just before.
Shit, you were confusing the fuck out of him, but somehow that only made the pull toward you worse. There was something thrilling about it. Almost like a shot of adrenaline—having to play with a new set of rules with you. The fact he didn't even know if there was a playground to begin with.
But that only made you more interesting. Because with you, he had no choice but to hold back. Flirt a little, sure. But anything more? He had to keep his fucking cock in check unless he wanted to ruin whatever this weird little friendship was.
And well, he guessed actual friends didn’t let their hands wander like that. Shit, no—just the thought of doing something like that with Kelce or—
NAH. Fuck that. Eugh.
Okay, at least that image helped kill the very real problem in his pants threatening to rise again.
Shiiiit. Right!
He just had to start viewing you like one of the guys. A very cute, girly-looking guy who happened to look way too good in that dress, whose boobs had been pressed against his chest a minute ago and had threatened to make him hard again for the second fucking time tonight.
Fucking hell, you weren’t making it easy for Rafe.
Fuck it. Maybe he should look for another girl to hook up with on the side. Just to relieve this stupid pressure he seemed to feel because of you. Shit was starting to make even him uncomfortable. And the last thing he wanted was to ruin this friendship thingy with you just because some other part of him had other plans.
Huh. Nah.
What the fuck. What was wrong with him?
The idea of getting a side chick just to stay sane around you??? What was he, some horny fucking dog? Shit. Fuck. What the hell. Besides, he was done with girls like that anyway. He had way bigger problems than this suddenly raging sex drive.
But he also didn’t wanna waste another second thinking about that psycho bitch Ruthie either. She’d already ruined this little “bonding moment” of yours (still kinda cute that you called it that). Rafe had zero desire to keep stewing in that mess. He couldn’t change anything about this fucked up situation right now anyway. No point wasting more energy on that bullshit.
Jesus Christ—no, for real now—what the fuck was in your goddamn perfume?
And when your head tilted up again, eyes moving from the shitty-ass robot car movie to his face, Rafe could feel the way his nerves lit up.
He fully expected you to question what that little move of his had been about, ask why he'd said he wanted to be friends but then acted like that (which, honestly, he didn’t fucking know either lol), but thank God you didn’t.
“So, just to be safe,” you said with a sheepish smile, “if they ask about what happened, which I’m 99 percent sure they will—Cara at the very least—what do you want me to say?”
Somehow, the fact that you asked him how he wanted the situation to be handled, without pushing your own opinion on him, without instantly running off to your annoying friends to spill everything…
Shit made a very weird feeling rise in his chest.
Besides Kelce and maybe Wheezie, no one ever talked to Rafe about things without just going ahead and act on their own. No one ever bothered to involve him or ask for his opinion. Even his dad—Rafe always came up with solid ideas and plans that could actually push Cameron Development forward in the long run, but he never listened.
No one ever fucking listened to what Rafe had to say, and he was so fucking sick of it.
All of them acted purely out of self-interest without a second thought, doing dumb shit that could’ve easily been avoided if they just fucking used their brains.
But you... every second Rafe spent around you, every time you said something or did something or revealed more of yourself, it felt like he’d finally found someone who got him. Someone who just knew. Someone who—
“Rafe?”
He blinked.
Shit. You’d caught him so off guard, he’d just stared at you.
“Uh, yeah,” he mumbled, letting out a startled little laugh, his thumb brushing over the soft skin on your wrist for a second before he realized what the fuck he was doing and let his fingers drop beside your hand again. “I—sorry, what?”
Shit, what the fuck was up with him? He still had some leftover coke in his system, and he still acted like this.
Your brows twitched for a moment, and he thought you’d back off now, but instead you just chuckled, that mix of embarrassment and amusement so sweet in your tone.
“What do you want me to say if someone asks what happened?” you repeated. “I mean, they know you left because someone texted you.”
So you had spilled a few details to your new shitty-ass friends earlier, but Rafe guessed he could live with that.
In hindsight, he did feel kinda bad for not telling you why he'd left. If you had pulled that shit, he probably would’ve gone after you and demanded to know what the fuck that had been about. And, well, in the end, you did chase after him and snapped at him, but as soon as he'd explained the problem, you immediately switched.
Straight into solution-mode. Proactive.
Shit, that’s what Rafe needed. Someone who offered him ways out of this fucked-up mess. Someone who showed him what to do next, how to tackle something, not some whiny bitch crying about how sorry they were for him.
He knew the situation was fucked up already.
“Dunno.” Rafe scratched his jaw, brows furrowed. “It’s none of their business. So probably that.”
“Uh, yeah, no, pretty sure that’s not gonna satisfy them,” you said with dry amusement, twisting his polo fabric between your fingers.
Rafe slapped your hand lightly, frowning. “Stop that. You’re creasing it.”
You let out an amused chuckle and stopped fidgeting. “They won’t be happy to hear you used violence against me.”
Ha. Ha.
Rafe scoffed but then his expression dropped almost instantly when he remembered how harshly he’d grabbed your wrist earlier when you'd stepped to his side as soon as the security guards arrived. He’d expected stupid Kelce or Topper but then saw your big scaredy eyes and it felt like someone had smashed a fucking sledgehammer against his face.
“I was joking,” you said softly now, those same big eyes on him, only this time without the fear from earlier.
Rafe’s chest clenched. “Yeah, no, I know, I just…” He furrowed his brows, glancing at your wrist, looking for any kind of bruise. “Earlier, when I grabbed you. I shouldn’t have done that. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
For a moment, you just looked at him. Almost stunned. Then you shook your head with a soft smile, and somehow Rafe knew things were okay.
“It’s alright,” you said gently. A chuckle escaped your lips. “I mean, you do have a firm grip, but you didn’t actually hurt me. And I know you didn’t mean to.”
Rafe didn’t even— Jesus Christ, somehow your understanding made him feel worse than if you’d actually guilt-tripped him.
This sudden urge to apologize arose in him. To say he was sorry for leaving you behind, for keeping you in the dark, for yelling at you, for being sorry about every shitty thing he’d done this week that might’ve made you feel like you were anything less than you actually were.
Because the truth was, as crazy and messed up as you were, you were still better than him.
You were sweet and gentle, polite and kind, and you had this way of handling him so effortlessly (when your little minions weren’t going wild, at least), it felt like he could breathe around you. He didn’t feel like he had to prove anything to you.
And the words were sitting right there on the tip of his tongue, but he knew he’d mess it up. He didn’t know how to actually say what he meant, how to express how much he appreciated you still sticking around. He’d just stumble over himself and end up sounding pathetic.
So all he did was nod, eyes fixed on the heart charm on your bracelet he was currently fidgeting with, and said, “Still, I’m sorry.” His gaze met yours again. “About everything.”
Fuck, he was so bad at this shit, and it pissed him off that he couldn’t just say what he meant. How the fuck did you always know exactly what to say?
To his surprise, you just nodded—no big speech, no dramatic nonsense, just a soft smile on your lips as you gently smoothed out the wrinkle you’d made in his polo. And all you said was, “Apology accepted.”
Again. How the fuck did you always manage to say exactly what Rafe needed to hear? Seriously. Shit was crazy.
“Now I kinda wanna watch that movie you claim is so terrible,” you added with a teasing glint in your eyes, and shit—Rafe couldn’t help but wonder what that playful little spark of yours would look like in the bedroom.
He grimaced—both because yeah, the movie was garbage, and also because he couldn’t go five fucking minutes without one of those images popping into his head.
“Shit, it is,” he said. “Barbie was better than whatever this crap is. Fucking robot cars from space. Like, who the fuck came up with this shit? One of your fuckass minions?”
You raised a brow. “Funny, coming from the guy who missed half the Barbie movie.”
Oh you—
“Sorry,” you giggled, the sound vibrating softly against his ribs. “I mean, you’re right. Barbie did have way more important things to say than whatever the hell Optimus Prime is talking about right now.”
Rafe snorted. “Aight, I think you better stop talking now before this bonding moment turns into a breakup moment.”
“Hah. That’d be the record for the shortest friendship I’ve ever had,” you replied with soft amusement, tapping once on his chest. “Thirty-two hours.”
Dude.
"You for real right now?" No fucking way you counted the actual hours.
You just stared at him, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of your mouth.
Rafe's lips parted in disbelief, because what the fuck.
"Just kidding," you chuckled.
"No the fuck you weren't."
“No, I wasn’t.” You shifted slightly, turning your upper body toward him, brows raised with a cheeky smile. "Okay, listen, there's this tracker app—"
"Aw, shit, no," Rafe laughed, absolutely baffled, his voice cracking halfway through, as he playfully nudged your head off his chest. "You're fucking crazy."
You (not so gently) slapped his hand away with a scoff. "I do the same with Cara. It's cool knowing the exact day we became best friends."
Jesus Christ. What the fuck had he gotten himself into here?
Rafe’s face twisted into whatever emotion existed between being weirded out and somehow enjoying the fact you tracked your new friendship.
He let out a heavy breath and nodded. "Shit, I guess. I hope you know this is insane, though."
"Okay," you mock-sighed with a shrug. He felt his nerves buzz when you shifted back onto his chest, eyes back on the shitty-ass movie. "Guess I’ll go ahead and delete our entry then."
Huh? What. No!
Rafe frowned, staring at the back of your head, hating himself for what he was about to say. "What’s this fuckass app called?"
He felt your chest rumble against his as you chuckled again. Without even glancing his way, you said, "TrackerBuddies."
Aw, hell no. Fuck that.
Kelce had begged him to download that shit back in like 8th grade or so. Rafe hadn’t thought much of it and then he had to listen to Kelce whining for weeks about why Rafe never watered their digital plant that was apparently supposed to symbolize their friendship or some bullshit. Honestly, what the fuck.
Deleted that app immediately.
"Nah," Rafe said. "Kelce uses it. If he sees me on there again, he’s gonna start bitching about why I haven’t added him back."
Rafe already knew the second you tilted your head back to meet his gaze that he wasn’t gonna like whatever you were about to say.
"I know", you said with a smug smile. "I saw your sad, dried-up little plant in his friends' library. Didn’t even make it to level 3."
Shit. What.
"You two are friends on there?" he asked, staring at you blankly, his voice way drier than intended.
Your lips twitched into a downward smile. "Well, yeah. We kinda ended up talking about it in History on Friday and then I added him."
Hah. Funny. Fucking hilarious.
Not only had you and Kelce become friends before you and Rafe—apparently in real life and on this fuckass app—but you had added Kelce willingly.
A deep, ugly feeling spread in Rafe’s chest, his brows twitching in confusion. "And which level are you two fuckers on?"
"Five."
FIVE? In three fucking days? How— What—
"You’re bullshitting."
You laughed. "What?"
"Yeah," Rafe said, brows furrowed. "That’s impossible."
"Well, we got an early friendship boost for watering Willy for three days. Lots of XP."
Willy? You named the fuckass plant you shared with Kelce Willy?
Rafe just blinked at you, a deep scowl forming on his face that he couldn’t stop if he wanted to. That awful feeling in his chest only got worse.
"Fuck that," he finally muttered, pulling his right hand away from your waist to fish his phone out of his pocket. "What’s your friend code?"
You giggled as you shifted position, hugging your side of the blanket to your chest as you sat upright next to him. "You really wanna add me or do you just wanna beat Kelce’s level?"
Rafe nodded, frowning, eyes glued to the App Store as he re-downloaded this stupid-ass app. "Yes."
"Alright," you chuckled, leaning against his shoulder to peek at his screen. "I think you just need to click on Kelce’s profile—yeah, there—and then in his friend library—yes, that’s my profile."
Rafe’s frown deepened when he saw your whole friends list on this cursed app. Your crazy-ass best friend, of course. Shitface Kelce, obviously. Molly. Fucking Topper, who probably only downloaded it to follow the trend. Even pogue rat John B, what the actual fuck, and that Heyward boy.
And worst of all: Sarah.
Seriously, he couldn’t even describe how much this pissed him off. Every idiot in the damn universe seemed to be on your friends list—except him.
But the funny thing? He didn’t see any of those fuckers’ bracelets on your wrist.
What a fucking joke.
"Give me my phone," you said, amused. "Then I can add you back."
Rafe wasted no time. But apparently your shitty phone did, taking forever to boot back up after he’d turned it off earlier.
"Jesus," you muttered with a laugh as Rafe hovered over your shoulder to make sure you actually added him back.
He shifted back just as his phone vibrated with a notification from that fuckass app. Rafe’s heart skipped a beat (fuck, what) as he read the message:
yourusername just added you as a friend [+50 XP]
And then another:
yourusername promoted you to their Best Buddy [+100 XP]
Rafe’s head snapped up, meeting your amused grin with a baffled look. Shouldn’t that title go to—
"Cara doesn’t take this as seriously as I do," you said, chuckling sweetly and nodding toward his phone. "So you better prove yourself worthy."
Oh, you could bet your sweet little ass he would.
Rafe couldn’t even stop the smile from creeping onto his face. Just the fact that you were now officially friends—Best Buddies, even—on this dumb fucking app honestly excited him almost as much as the fact that you were wearing his bracelet around your wrist.
I’m fucking losing it, dude.
"Also, I assume your account’s pretty old," you said, face twisting into an amused grimace.
Rafe narrowed his eyes. "Why?"
You pressed your lips together, trying not to laugh as you looked at your screen. "DarthDude."
Shit.
He scowled.
Yeah, fuck. He’d kinda forgotten about the username he’d made in 8th grade. Had some cringe-ass Star Wars phase back then because of Kelce. Eugh. He had the full package—lightsaber, posters, even a couple helmets in his room.
Embarrassing as hell.
Though he had kept two of the red lightsabers above his bedframe since it made a pretty cool LED for when some girl came over.
Anyway, no chance in hell he was addressing that. Way beneath him.
So he just shook his head with a frown, grabbed both your phones despite your protests, set them aside on his end, and leaned back against the bed frame, his right hand finding your waist again.
“Enough of this shit now,” he muttered and scowled as your body seemed to resist when he tried nudging you back onto his chest. “What? Gonna miss the second shitty-ass movie thanks to you.”
You just chuckled, murmuring a quiet “Drama queen” as you thankfully settled back against him.
Rafe exhaled.
Peace settled back into him with you curled up on his chest again, your perfume lingering in the air.
As much as this movie sucked, he was already dreading its end. Because that would mean the end of this. And then he’d have to face a swarm of annoying-ass people again, all ready to bombard both of you with questions and stupid jokes (honestly, he was still surprised Kelce hadn’t gotten up from his lounge bed to go check on Rafe).
The only good thing about all that?
You’d be there, too. And Rafe would damn well make sure not to leave your side again.
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"Shiiit, you half-blind now or what?" Rafe asked, chuckling as he eyed Topper's bloodshot left eye.
Fucker looked busted. Left cheekbone red, already hinting at a nasty bruise forming. Looked worse than Rafe’s own, and he hadn’t even hit Top that hard.
After that not-so-shitty-movie had ended, Kelce and Molly had immediately jumped from their lounge bed over to the one Rafe had shared with you, grinning at you two like a pair of fucking idiots.
Thank fuck they'd held back on questions about earlier. Just a few comments about you and Rafe cuddling, and Kelce asking if Rafe was alright. That was it.
That was actually one of the few things Rafe appreciated about Kelce. No whiny, unnecessary bullshit.
Shortly after, you’d called Hall to ask where she was, and you all met at the bar on the side of the venue, now sitting at one of the wooden picnic tables. Rafe had immediately taken the seat to your right on one of the benches, Kelce scooting in right after (did he seriously rather sit next to Rafe than his new girlfriend, dude, what the fuck).
And the first thing Rafe had noticed as the other three sat down across from you: Topper’s sorry-ass condition.
Shit sure as hell wasn’t that bad, and Rafe figured the fucker was just playing it up to get some sympathy from your best friend. Apparently, it worked because they’d spent the second movie together in the first aid tent.
Great. Another annoying couple.
“Seriously?” Cara said before Topper could even start complaining. “I’d say 100% blind, considering he believed Ruthie to be good company.”
A baffled laugh escaped Rafe’s lips (shit, maybe your friend wasn’t all that bad). He could even see you out of the corner of his eye suppressing a chuckle beside him.
Idiot Topper sulked, raising the cool pad back to his cheek. “She asked me to go join them, so I did. Would you guys have preferred I cuddled up to one of you?”
“Fuck no,” Rafe shot back in sharp disbelief, only to glance at you as you kicked him gently under the table. Your eyes said something along the lines of “Remember what we talked about.”
Aw, shit. Right. He’d promised you earlier he’d show some remorse toward Topper (why the hell had he agreed to that again?).
Eugh. Rafe didn’t wanna do that shit. Saying anything remotely apologetic out loud would mean he’d be submitting to fucking Topper of all people. That guy was a whiny little bitch, and Rafe had no intention of giving him any kind of satisfaction. Especially since there was still a chance he’d been involved in that Ruthie bullshit.
But for you? Rafe would do it. He owed you that much.
So before Kelce could open his mouth to say some shit like Could’ve squeezed in between me and Molly, blah blah she’s wonderful, blah blah, Rafe gathered all his strength and willpower, ffurrowed his brows, and said, “But you could’ve joined some other chick in the front rows. Would’ve spared you that unfortunate bruise.”
What?
He’d said what you asked of him, but everyone still looked at him like he was speaking in riddles. Especially Topper—squinting like he couldn’t make sense of Rafe’s words. The fuck.
“I think he’s trying to say he would’ve rather not hit you,” you said with a smile.
Hah. See. You always knew what to say. Why even make Rafe do it?
Then came another kick to his leg, followed by you giving him that way-too-sweet smile and raised eyebrows. “Right?”
Not just a Crazyhead, but a stubborn one too. Alright.
Rafe didn’t wanna drag this unnecessary topic out any longer, so he just nodded, reluctant as hell. “Uh-huh. Yeah, sure.”
That's all Topper was getting. And thank god, that idiot just responded with a slight smile and a nod. “Maybe next time, though, let me know what’s wrong before going all in.”
Rafe almost laughed out loud. If he’d gone all in, Topper would be in the hospital right now. But sure, let this idiot believe whatever the fuck he wanted.
“Yeeaahhh,” Hall said, curling her lips and raising her brows directly at Rafe. “I meaaaan, what did happen?”
Oh, you’d been right about this one too. Your nosy friend being nosy. Fucking great.
Funny enough, Molly shot her an uncharacteristically sharp side-eye. Aight, those chicks had definitely been chatting behind Rafe’s back, and he was willing to bet their whole convo was sitting in that stupid little girlie group chat he’d caught a glimpse of earlier.
Rafe rubbed his jaw in annoyance and leaned back against the cushioned backrest, his left arm resting behind your shoulders. “Some fucker decided to annoy me mid-movie and I had to take care of a few things. Shit’s solved now.”
Kelce raised his brows. “Who—”
“Ruthie?” your best friend blurted out.
Shit, what. How had she— what the fuck. How had both of you caught on that fast?
Rafe furrowed his brows, scratching at the label on his flask. For some reason, he felt the sudden urge to play with your bracelet, but he resisted. Instead, he said, “Yeah, but like I said, I took care of it.”
No point denying what everyone already seemed to know. Not that they needed to know he was knee-deep in that shit.
“So that’s why she left,” Topper muttered, looking like some sulky crybaby. “Just giggled to Gracie and Samantha and then dipped. Didn’t think she’d talk to you.”
Just drop this shit already, Jesus Christ. Hadn’t Rafe literally just said it was dealt with?
Kelce nodded. “Must’ve been something bad, the way you stormed off your seat.”
Shit, him too now?
Rafe could feel how this was making you uncomfortable, the way you quietly fidgeted with the straw in your drink. Your brain probably spiraling again over the whole fact of Rafe leaving you behind.
Alright, fuck that. You two didn’t come here for some kind of interrogation.
“I said it’s been handled,” Rafe repeated, sharper now. “So quit pissing me off. Had enough of this shit tonight.”
Luckily for them, everyone shut the hell up. Otherwise, Rafe might’ve actually crashed the fuck out.
“O-kayyy,” Hall said with a tight smile, blinking as she clasped her hands. “Sooo, how did everyone like the movies?”
Great. Female Kelce, apparently.
At least that finally shifted the convo to something that didn’t involve Rafe, Ruthie, or Rafe and Ruthie.
And since he was done talking for the night, Rafe just relaxed in his seat, took a sip of this cheap-ass pogue beer, and listened to whatever the idiots at this table—and you—were chatting about. Occasionally, he’d throw in a comment.
Whenever you giggled at something, he soaked it all the way up, letting himself smile along when you started rambling about which Barbie movie was your favorite as a kid (fucking Kelce joining in for some reason).
And when Rafe caught himself absentmindedly toying with the fabric of your dress near your shoulder—somehow calming to his brain—he cursed himself for doing that in public. But he didn’t stop. You didn’t seem to mind.
As a matter of fact, you didn’t even pull away when Rafe rested his knee against yours—just needed to scoot closer after Kelce decided to manspread for no goddamn reason (though Rafe was pretty sure that grin Kelce shot him was confirmation he did that on purpose).
Fuckass.
Annoying as hell, but Kelce always knew how to be the best wingman when Rafe needed it (not that he needed it with you as he had no intention of using you for a hookup, okay!). Maybe that dumbass really was the closest thing Rafe had to a best friend (god, what were you doing to him, making him think in cringe-ass terms like that).
“…and when Ryan Gosling showed his abs I was like—” your friend babbled, stopping mid-sentence when her phone rang with the loudest, most annoying ringtone ever (some Nicki Minaj song). “Oh wait, Sarah’s calling.”
Fuck no. Absolutely not. Rafe already knew what she wanted.
“We’re literally at the bar,” Hall said, looking around. “Girl, you stupid? Yeah, wait, no—turn the other way. No, not—there. Pope spotted us.” She waved, then blinked at whatever Sarah said next, glancing at Rafe for a second. “Uh, yeah.” Then to him: “Can they come over or are you gonna kill them?”
Rafe’s whole body tensed at the idea of Sarah and her shitty pogue rats joining their table. Hell no. Now she wanted to infiltrate his friend group too? That was the last straw.
“I’m sure they’ll find another table,” he said dryly, earning a few blinks in return and a “Come on, dude” from Kelce.
Cara turned back to her call, babbling on, but Rafe’s focus shifted the moment you turned to him. His expression softened instantly when he saw your almost disappointed face.
You tilted your head slightly and said quietly, “They’re not as bad as you think.”
“What, you want them here?” Rafe scoffed, irritation bubbling. The way you were getting close with Sarah and her fuckass friends really didn’t sit right with him.
“I wouldn’t mind,” you replied softly, making Rafe frown while Hall continued loudly yapping in the background.
Oh hell no, he didn’t—
“But if I’m honest,” you continued, voice still quiet, a sheepish smile tugging at your lips, “I also wouldn’t mind if we dipped.”
Rafe blinked, twisting the fabric of your dress between his fingers. “You wanna leave?”
“No, I mean—yeah,” you said with an awkward chuckle. “This whole night’s been kinda a lot and I could use some desocializing.”
Oh. So you wanted to go home.
A sinking feeling spread in Rafe’s stomach almost instantly, disappointment settling deep in his bones. He didn’t want to leave. Or go home. Or say goodbye to you. Not yet.
The frown came naturally. “And how exactly do you plan on getting home? We all came with Topper’s—”
“No, no,” you cut in with a sheepish smile, shaking your head. “I don’t mean home-home. I actually thought we could, you know… I mean I liked our little drive-around last night. Thought maybe we could repeat that or something.”
So desocializing only meant ditching the annoying idiots—not him.
Ha.
Rafe grinned. “Same question. How you planning to get away from here? Unless you feel like stealing a car.”
That made your face light up, and something warm and electric bloomed in Rafe’s chest.
“There’s this app called Uber,” you said, laughing.
Rafe wrinkled his nose. “Oh fuck that, I don’t—”
“I think you can go ahead and call them over, Cara,” Kelce announced from Rafe’s right, making both of you snap your heads around. “Looks like these two are making space.”
Fucker had been eavesdropping.
Cara blinked, Molly giggled, and Topper gave you a raised brow. Then your friend’s face twisted into the biggest grin like she’d just won Miss America.
“Okii,” she chimed, turning back to her phone. “Come over, babes.”
Alright, that was enough. If Rafe had to sit through more of this bullshit—or see Sarah and her little pogue crew crowding into his space—he was gonna lose it.
So before he had to deal with his nosy-ass sister and her swamp rats, he nudged your shoulder with a quiet “Let’s go,” urging you to move.
Which, thankfully, you did, with an awkward chuckle and your bag slung over your shoulder. Rafe grabbed your jacket off the hook at the table and turned to the four grinning idiots now watching the two of you.
“Have fun,” Molly said first with a soft smile, shifting over to sit next to Kelce.
That idiot’s grin deepened as he threw an arm around her and waved. “Don’t go too crazy though.”
Shut the fuck up.
Topper only nodded with a “See you tomorrow,” while your friend hopped up to hug you goodbye like a buzzing hamster.
“Have fun, remember what JJ said yesterday, and love you,” she said as she pulled away, making Rafe wonder what the fuck that pogue rat had told you.
You just nodded, a little overwhelmed. “Uh-huh. Yeah. Love you too, C.” Then turned to the others. “You guys enjoy the rest of the night. See you at school.”
And before another round of cringe goodbyes could start, Rafe placed his hand on your lower back and nudged you toward the exit, turning around one last time. “Yeah, yeah. Hope you all have the time of your lives hanging out with fuckass swamp rats.”
“Hey, you better shut up,” your friend replied with the least intimidating glare Rafe had ever seen. “Or else we’ll be having a nice little chat about how to behave properly around women.”
Now Rafe got why her and Barry got along so well apparently. Throwing threats around like confetti.
Whatever.
He just grimaced at her, and finally, you started moving, clutching your bag and laughing under your breath.
Once you’d made it out of the venue, Rafe helped you into your jacket, even took your purse because despite what that loudmouthed boxer-friend had said, Rafe knew how to be a gentleman when he wanted to.
Hell, he even called the fuckass Uber himself, held the door open for you as you slipped inside, and tipped that old lady driving well enough that she could probably take three days off next week.
And when you’d arrived at your place, Rafe held the fucking door open for you again—of course—and even took charge of driving your dad’s shiny white Corvette (fucking hell of a beauty, by the way), because there was no way in hell he was gonna let you drive, especially not after you’d had a drink.
You did protest, since he’d done coke earlier (and half a beer), but that shit had already been processed by his system and Rafe could drive a car blindfolded if he wanted to.
“Okay, Leclerc,” you said with dry amusement as you handed him the keys. “But just know my dad’s gonna kill you if you put even the tiniest scratch on his car.”
Honestly, that did make Rafe’s nerves spark for a second, but more than that, it snapped him more sober. So, a win.
And as the two of you climbed into the car (after Rafe had held the door open for you again, obviously), he let out an excited chuckle as the Corvette’s engine rumbled through the garage, sounding almost as beautiful as your laugh.
“So,” he said with a crooked grin as he pulled out of the driveway, “where do you wanna go and desocialize?” (Rafe hadn't even known that fucking term existed)
Oh no. That cheeky smile of yours did not mean anything good.
“Kinda feeling like a McFlurry right now.”
Rafe almost cried out loud at the thought of having to steer your dad’s precious Corvette through the tiny-ass McDonald’s drive-thru.
But he wasn’t fucking whiny Topper, so he just forced a smile and said in a mockingly polite tone, “Sure. Whatever the lady desires.”
And the sweet laugh that escaped your lips after that made it almost worth the risk of scratching your dad’s goddamn Corvette in a shitty-ass McDonald's drive-thru.
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A Girl Named Lucy



Oscar piastri x fem!reader
Summary: Oscar has been trying to go on a date with you for a while now, but you decline again and again. One day, he finally asks why, not knowing the secret you keep behind doors.
Second Person POV
Warning: mentions young pregnancy

You were at the Monaco GP, walking around the paddock with your daughter, Lucy.
You were one of the sports biggest sponsors and promoters, so you went to almost every race you could. Also working a little behind the scenes.
You and Lucy had a quick little break after the race, so you decide to take her to explore the circuit.
"Ok mom look at that!" She says, looking to a drink.
"Babes, you're only 5. You can't have that." You say, slightly laughing.
She was jumping for joy all over the place, her ginger hair bouncing around, her little pink coat that she insisted on wearing, flapping around her waist as she walked.
"Do you have to go to work again?" She asked, her voice small.
"Yeah, I do. But you are going to sit in the garage with Uncle Lewis and spend time with him." You say, crouching down to her level.
"Okay." She sighed out. You smile and grab her hand lightly, taking her through the crowd of people.
Some were taking pictures, some were exploring, some were... everywhere. But it started to get crowded. And you felt that through Lucy's hand.
Squeezing tighter and tighter. You crouch down slightly, picking her up a balancing ber on your hip.
"You okay?" You ask, her head cuddling into your neck.
"I don't like the people." She says.
"I know, I'm sorry baby, but I had no one to watch you today." You tell her, rubbing her back.
You try to walk quicker, squeezing through the crowd, making your way to the Ferrari garage.
"Lewis." You call out, suddenly he comes running out in your direction.
"Hi y/n." He says giving you a hug.
"Hi." You smile, hugging him back.
"Hey lucy." He says, holding up his hand for a high-five, but she ignores it.
"You ready to have a fun day with Uncle Lewis?" You ask. She shakes her head, gripping on to you tighter.
"Baby I have to go. I'll be back soon." You say.
"No, I don't want you to leave." She says.
"I'll be right back, I promise." You say, managing to pry her off and put her back on the ground. She only finds your hand and holds it tight.
"Look, you and Uncle Lewis are going to have such a great time, baby. I promise."
"But I want to stay with you."
"I know." You crouch down. "I know. Tell you what, when we go home tonight, we can do whatever you want." You say.
"Like eat ice cream for dinner?"
"Well, of course! You can do that." You say, putting your hand on her side slightly, hugging her. She hugs back tightly.
She slowly lets go of you, and you stand up.
"Thanks for letting me watch her." Lewis says, taking her hand.
"You know it's no problem." You say, hugging him slightly.
"I promise I'll be back soon." You say, walking out of the garage and down to the McLaren garage.
"Y/n, your late." Zak said, crossing his arms and looking at you.
"Yeah, I'm sorry, I got side tracked." You say, sitting in a chair across from him. Lando was by his side. Oscar was next to you.
"Doing what?"
"I just... lost track of time, talking with another team about something." You say.
"Right well, we need to review footage of this race, talk strategies, analyze the performance." He says. All of you nod and get out your laptops, sharing the link that he emailed you.
"You sure you don't want to go out with me?" Oscar whispers to you.
"I'm sure." You giggle.
You all start watching the same video. Zak began the video as you took out a notebook, getting ready to write a lot.
"See, there." Zak says, pausing the video.
"Turn 5, you should have braked there. Any other place you could have gone flying into the wall." Zak said, looking at Lando.
"Yeah, I know." Lando said quietly, crossing his arms.
Zak continued talking about the race, going over each little thing until we were done.
You got up and stood outside of the garage, having a few minutes alone before getting Lucy.
"Hey y/n." A voice said behind you, you look over your shoulder to see Oscar there.
"Hey." You say quietly. There was a moment of silence between you.
"Right, I'm just going to ask you." He says, pausing. "Why don't you want to go out with me? Like are- is it me?" He asks.
"No, no it's not you it's just." You breath out.
"I can't really... go on a date. Just, a lot going on now, I don't really have the time." You say slowly.
"It's okay. I understand that."
"I'd love to go on a date with you, you do see like a really nice guy. I just can't." You say.
"Wait- you don't have a boyfriend or anything right?" He asks.
"No, it's not that just... I don't know, I'm sorry."
"Hey, it's okay. Figured I try at least." He joked.
"Ohh momm." A little voice says from afar.
You shut your eyes and shake your head lightly, freezing in the moment.
"There you are!" Lucy says. You turn around to see her run up to you, and Lewis running after her.
"Sorry y/n, she outran me" Lewis said, eventually catching up to us.
"It's okay." You say, crouching down to Lucy.
"Are you okay?" You ask. She nods.
"Uncle Lewis gave me ice cream and he let me pet his dog and he let me watch the cars on the computer!" She says excitedly.
"Well it sounds like you had fun." You say, she nods.
You look up to see Lewis give you 'are you good?' look. You nod and he slowly walks away.
"Can we leave?" She asks, clinging on to you.
"In a minute." You say. You pick her up again, slowly turning to Oscar, who had a surprised look on his face.
"Surprise." You say slowly.
"You have a kid?"
"Teen pregnancy."
"Is her dad still in the picture?"
"No, he left a while ago." You say.
"What her name?" He asks.
"Lucy."
"What a lovely name." He says.
"Lucy, say hi." You say, she shakes her head and cuddles deeper into your neck.
"Okay, sorry." You say.
"It's fine, honestly." He says, smiling. You both go silent again.
"Uhm- how about this, maybe tonight I could... come over and we could hang out, not a date if you don't want it to be." He suggests.
"Sure." You say.
"Perfect. What time?"
"Maybe around 6." You say.
"Alright, I'll see you at six then." He smiles. He walks back into the garage and you walk out of the paddock, through the crowds of people again.
"You ready?" You ask Lucy, who was buckled in her car seat. She nods her head and you start to drive back to your apartment.
"Is that guy coming over today?" Lucy asks quietly.
"Yeah, he's just coming over for a couple of hours." You say.
"Why?"
"Because that's what friends do, they hang out with each other."
"Can I still have ice cream for dinner?" She asks.
"Hm, how much did Uncle Lewis give you earlier?" You ask.
"Just one, with a cone."
"Okay, that's fine." You say, pulling up to the apartment building.
"With sprinkles?"
"Well of course! You can't have ice cream with out sprinkles." You say, getting out and unbuckling her.
We walk up to the building, walking through the lobby and to the elevator. You were on a pretty high floor so it took you a while to get there.
You walk down the hallway and stop at your door, unlocking it and walking inside.
"Why don't you color in the living room, I'll be back." You say, she nods and you walk back to your bedroom, changing into different clothes.
You were doing some chores around the house, cleaning up a bit for when Oscar came over. Lucy was coloring in the living room, and you were making her ice cream.
"Here you go baby." You say, handing her the bowl.
She quickly sets her drawing stuff aside and dig's into her 'dinner.'
You were back in the kitchen, cleaning up when you hear on a knock on the door. You walk over to it, opening it to see Oscar there.
"Hey, come on in." You say. He walks in, standing awkwardly to the side.
You walk into the living room, both sitting down on the couch.
"Hi." Lucy says, looking up at Oscar from the floor.
"Hey Lucy." He says politely.
"Are you in the cars to?" She asks.
"Uh- what?" He says, looking at me.
"Do you race." You elaborate.
"Ah- then yes I am." He says.
"Are you as fast as Uncle Lewis?"
"I like to think so." He said, she quickly went back to coloring and eating her ice cream.
"I had no idea you and Lewis were related." He said, looking over at you.
"We're not... he was there from the beginning. Helped out, always babysat when she needed to be. Things like that." You say, he nods.
"Can you hang this on the fridge?" Lucy asks, holding up a picture in your direction. You nod and look at it.
A picture of her in a Ferrari car, going around a track. You giggle at it, turning it around to show Oscar.
"She's going to be the next gen of F1." He says, smiling.
"You should let me drive your car." Lucy says, turning to Oscar.
"Oh really? Well I'm sure you could. You seem like you know what your doing, yeah?" He asks.
"I do! I watch them go in circles for hours and hours. And someone wins!" She said. She slowly crawled up on the couch, sitting between you and Oscar.
"That's right." He smiles.
"How do you use the bathroom?" She asks him. He laughed slightly.
"We don't, we have to hold it." He said, she gasped.
"How do you eat?"
"We do it before the race."
"How do you drink?"
"We have our bottle, and a tube like thing, and drink it while we drive."
"Do you drive the car fast on the road?" She asks, he looks at you confusingly for an answer.
"Do you drive that car, that fast on the main roads." You say.
"No, I don't. Unfortunately were not aloud to."
"That's mean." She said.
"Very mean." He agreed, smiling at her.
They talked for a while, mostly about racing and work. It had been a couple of hours since he was here.
"Thanks for coming over." You say, the both of you standing at the door.
"I had fun. It was nice to meet her. I do have to say, she loves racing." He says, smiling.
"She's always like that. Honestly I don't know where she get's it from. I think Lewis has been teaching her to much." You giggle.
"Hey, it's never to early to get a jump on things." He says. There was a moment of silence between the two of you.
"So... I met Lucy. Does that mean we can go on a date?" He asks, smirking.
"A date?"
"Yes, A date."
"Your not... nervous?"
"Why would I be?"
"Because I have a whole kid. I mean-"
"And she's lovely. You've raised her right." He said quietly.
"Look, how about this Saturday, at 6. I'll figure out the details. All you have to do is get Uncle Lewis to come babysit." He said.
"Deal." You smile. He pulls you into a hug.
"I'll see you tomorrow." He says, opening the door.
"See you tomorrow." You smile.

Hey loves! Hope you like this! Comment to be added to the tag list! Requests are open
#writing#writers on tumblr#creative writing#f1 one shot#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 x female reader#f1 tumblr#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1#formula 1#f1 rpf#f1 x y/n#f1 x you#f1 fluff#f1 writing#f1 rpf fic#f1 rpf fanfic#f1 racing#f1 grid x reader#f1 grand prix#f1 drivers#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri f1#oscar piastri one shot#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri#oscar piastri fanfic#oscar piastri x reader
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I'm so curious about the pony fic like...(?
this is sooo silly and i wrote it like immediately after listening to cat's podcast with them for the first time but, the entire premise is literally: will's about to hook up with a girl, like LITERALLY about to, and then pony by ginuwine suddenly starts playing because it's the ringtone will set for mack lol. the girl's like seriously?
will regrets his life choices but is like... i should probably get that right??? what if mack's hurt/not okay? i told him what i was doing... surely it's an emergency? the girl's like ugh, ok whatever.
basically mack's calling to be like 'uhhh, why don't you come here and fuck me instead?' will's brain short-circuits and then he's rushing out of there SO fast and saying 'yeah, yeah. okay' and driving over to mack because what! the! hell!
this is a fic i've written most of haha but just held off posting because i didn't really feel it was ao3-worthy. maybe i'll post what i have here in full if people would like to see?! it's literally just silliness and crack shennanigans lol.
here's a snippet that gives you the vibe immediately lol:
“Hey?” He answers cautiously as he half-eyes the girl and repositions himself a bit on the bed so his jeans aren’t cutting into his hardening dick so much. “Hey.” Mack answers quickly, sounding chipper, like he’s pleased to have caught him, which confuses Will. Not an emergency then. “I, uh. Dude, I told you where I am. I can come and hang after. We can finish that—“ “Oh I know.” Mack says easily, cutting off any trail of thought in Will’s brain. “Uh, right. So just let me finish up here and then—“ “Orrrrr, you could come over here and get your dick wet instead.” Will’s mouth drops open in the way he’s been told it does after a brutal shift on the ice.
#thank you for asking!!<3#willmack#san jose sharks#mackwill#wacklin#macklin celebrini#will smith hockey#fic game#wip game#inbox#charlo talks
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Hey serious talk for a second ok? some of you do this thing where you go “and yeah so the Jedi often take in kids from parents who are too poor to take care of them” as some kind of trump card against antis and I think your need to “defend” the Jedi has outweighed your good sense. Like I fully understand the urge, but you need to take a step back from that argument and think about what you are saying.
“They don’t kidnap kids they take in kids from parents in vulnerable, desperate situations” is not the argument you think it is.
Presenting a strategy and/or habit of taking in kids from desperate people in desperate situations as like some super high charitable trump card thing is some incredibly Christian missionary logic there ok. It is taking advantage of desperation and fear in order to acquire child.
There are so many alternative ways to write the Jedi dealing with situations of finding Force sensitive kids in desperate situations that do not suck!
Jedi who work with communities for an extended period of time, coming to know and be trusted by those communities before being offered a child born after their arrival
Jedi who encounter families with Force sensitive children work to improve the entire families’ circumstances to provide stability before offering to take in the children
Jedi encountering a desperate parent who was already trying to find a way to get a child out of their care before the Jedi arrived for some specific reason (maybe someone who always planned to give up the child for adoption but can’t trust either their family members or the system?)
Jedi actively delaying the guardians giving up a child to make sure they’ve fully considered why they’re doing it, if they’re really sure, to varying final results
In The Living Force, it’s emphasised that upon encountering a force sensitive child in a neglectful orphanage situation, a Jedi should have assessed the whole situation and helped all the children there, rather than just whisking away the Force-sensitive one (and thereby created a situation where the child had a reasonable choice about whether to go or not)
And if you’re thinking “but those seem soo lucky and too good to be true often enough to sustain the order’s population...” then it’s possible that what you actually belive is that the Jedi need to prey on desperation to acquire sufficient children, and if so, you should not be defending that as moral. That is the opposite of a defence of the Jedi.
Personally, I think the Jedi just stumble across and/or work to create the types of situations above—where the guardians actually do enter circumstances where they can consent out of something other than desperation—with greater than average frequency. It’s the will of the Force, destiny, whatever. Simple as that.
Even in the prequels with Anakin, while I do not think it goes far enough in the direction I’m pushing for here, we see Shmi be the one to ask if Qui-Gon can help Anakin after Qui-Gon leaves a conversational opening for it, and then we see Qui-Gon attempt to free Shmi at the same time as Anakin. Even after she implies she might accept Anakin becoming a Jedi if it will save him from the life in slavery, it is still important that she be helped and freed. In her language when Shmi finally sees Anakin again as she’s dying, “now I am complete,” I think it’s reasonable to assume she’s stating that she’s glad the gamble she took letting him go paid off—ergo, she knew she was taking a gamble, not that she was some pathetically grateful recipient of Jedi aid.
If Star Wars were capable of having scenes that intentionally did more than one thing at a time, maybe we could’ve had a scene that did a half decent job of making the improvement of Shmi’s situation essential to the whole interaction on a cultural level (literally just move the “Qui-Gon gave her a valuable object to sell with the understanding she would know what to do from there” plot line someone invented in a comic into the movie itself—use one of Padmé’s dresses lol) rather than using it as something to raise up Qui-Gon’s individual moral status without actually helping Shmi at all.
Helping everyone in the situation so they can actually consent to giving away care of a child has to be essential to the Jedi on a cultural level—not just individual—in order for this to work. I think it is essential to them, and so I try to write that into my stories.
Do you think about what Jedi could actually be, or do you just respond to antis’ talking points with the first idea you can grasp onto? Because the latter can apparently make you say shit like “poor people should give up their kids to other cultures when they can’t take care of them” rather than “everyone should have the resources to be able to take good care of their children.”
And that’s important.
(And just to get ahead of the curve, yes I know that what I’m saying is “some variation of Star Wars would be so good if it was good.” Star Wars fanfic/discourse would also be good if it was good, and unlike the movies, fandom is always in the process of remaking itself. So maybe we could make it good, sometime)
#pro jedi#<-no one expect me to start using this tag regularly. it if for reaching a specific audience only#it’s like specifically a tag for entering the discourse circles#jedi#star wars#krayt complains
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Hey, I got more to say about KPop Demon Hunters, and like half of it is ideas for a rewrite of the things that I think were a bit mid.
I was vague in the OG post coz first day and all that but now I've had time to think a bit.
I'd say this movie is a solid 14/20. Like, not best movie of the year but it's got some strong points. But it also has two major issues.
SPOILERS AHEAD:
My main issue would be that it's basically "Rumi & Jinu: the story". They are so central to the plot that even Mira and Zoey are supporting characters at best. Zoey being biracial (from what I understood) and stuck between the US and Korea would have been interesting to hear more about. Mira's rebelling side/anger issues that she vents through fighting demons would have been interesting to hear more about. But there was nothing about it.
And don't get me started on the other Saja Boys. Why did they even follow Jinu? Sometimes they look close and sometimes they look like disinterested coworkers, it's a bit of a shame.
Those are the weak spots in my opinion.
And, while I absolutely love the last two songs, I honestly would've loved a duet between Huntr/x and Saja Boys.
Like, bear with me. Rewrite time.
Imagine we got to see more of the other boys, and have them develop a bit more of a teasing/love-hate/rival relationship with Mira and Zoey. Flesh them all out through each other. Yeah? Ok. Now, when Jinu starts rebelling, conflicts happen amongst the boys. They manage to convince Jinu to go on with the OG plot. Then we go to Huntr/x breaking up.
But like make it a bit better/less rushed, coz as much as I understand being lied to your whole life hurts, Mira and Zoey sure turned against their bestie super fast (I'm just... not fond of that trope sorry). Maybe actually play on Mira being a problem child for this one. Coz why would Zoey, someone who knows what it's like to be stuck between two worlds, not feel at least a bit of compassion for Rumi, who's quite literally stuck between two worlds? So yeah, have Mira actually become an antagonist here, and then Zoey who once more has to chose between two worlds (Mira or Rumi), but who simply can't. Instead of having Rumi on one side and Mira and Zoey on the other, you have all three of them breaking up.
(But anyway, with all that you got the parallel between the new group fighting but managing to stay together, and the older group that's supposed to have a stronger bond breaking up. I'm cooking folks.)
And by the climax, Jinu joins Rumi's song. Power of love and whatever. And because the boys would have been shown to have grown an actual bond during the whole movie instead of just being pretty faces, you can have Jinu and/or the girls convincing them to join them.
Thus you got a beautiful song with both Huntr/x and Saja Boys singing.
And if we want to keep the ending as it is, the Saja Boys can still all vanish because they gave their souls/powers to a song that would basically eradicate them. But at least they feel like they made the right choice or something.
There.
Fleshing the boys, Mira, and Zoey more, and getting my Huntr/x-Saja Boys duet. That was easy.
Anyway, sorry for the rant. I needed a day to cook it up.
Watched K-pop Demon Hunters.
I had such a blast. I won't spoil anything, just gonna say that I loved the songs, the visuals are top tier (as expected from Sony Animation, they're the ones who made Spiderverse after all), I found it very funny and touching, and the story was pretty cool too.
I really like what they did with Jinu too. Wasn't expecting to like him much but he grew on me. Really liked the end of his character arc.
And, kind of a side tangent, but I'm glad we're seeing more and more animated movies where the girl cast just. Gets to be whacky and cringe and over the top. These girls have fun and get to look stupid and I love that for them.
So yeah. Good vibes, nice movie. Will re-watch.

Sidenote: If you plan on watching the movie, please watch until the end of the first credits! The voice actresses have been filmed singing and they're just the cutest and coolest I love them.
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me bc I’m writing another fic with butcher!Neil and him and Andrew aren’t together yet it’s set years in the future so he’s a bit more comfortable with touch. And he just goes “oh yeah I once choked a man to death with my thighs cause I couldn’t get the rope off my hands.”
Andrew’s just sure ok whatever
A little later they’re chilling and arguing who’s stronger and Neil’s like ok prove it
so Andrew pins him down
and Neil is Not discovering things about himself
And then hes like yeah okay and flips them and has him like in a choke hold with his thighs but he’s barely applying pressure staring down at Andrew wondering why the fuck he’s breathing so heavily.
#all for the game#aftg#andrew minyard#neil josten#andriel#I need to finish the FWB Jerejean one first but this one’s already got a whole outline
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My Hot Ass Classmates Part 5!
18+ cuz includes smut, but there’s also fluff! And my oc is in this

It was now fall break and everyone went to their houses, you still hung out with the group sometimes, and to keep in touch you got their numbers.
You were hanging out with your friends that weren’t in Jujustu high school.
“Soooo.. we heard you have hot ass classmates Y/n!” One girl said.
“My hot ass classmates?…” you said confused on who they meant.
“You know! The guy with white hair and blue eyes, the girl with black and white hair and two colored eyes, the girl with short brown hair and brown eyes, and then the guy with black hair which is tied into a ponytail!!!” Another girl said.
“OH! THOSE PEOPLE!?” You said shocked.
You thought about that for a couple of minutes, you never noticed how hot those 4 were..
“Y/n? Earth to Y/nnnn!” Some girl said trying to get Y/n out of her daze.
“Huh?” You answered snapping back into reality.
“Girl! You totally just dazed off.” Someone said.
“sorry..” you say apologizing for something that wasn’t your fault.
“It’s fine.” Some girl said.
It was 10:26 meaning you had to be home by 10:35.
“AH. I lost track of time I need to go!” You said while running out the door of your friends house and running to your house.
(Inside your friends house)
“I just know she likes all four of them now.” Some random girl said.
(Back to you pookiesss)
You were almost to your house 2 mins to spare.
You had your headphones in as you ran home not looking up.
then you bumped into someone.
It was a middle aged man probably in his 40-s and he looked like a creep.
you took of your headphones and paused your music.
“Sorry sir.” You bowed politely and tried to walk off.
TW: P3RV$!!!!
The guy grabbed your wrist and pulled you to him.
“Why don’t I walk you home huh?” The guy said
“Uhm no it’s fine” you snatch your wrist out of his hand.
“C’mon why don’t you just let me take yo-“ he was cut off because someone punched him, knocking him out.
It was your friend group and the person who punched him was Gojo.
“you alright?” Gojo asked.
“Yeah just creeped out you know?” You replied
“You’ll be alright with us Y/n” Shoko said to you.
You kinda blushed at the statement but they couldn’t see it cuz it was dark out.
“You need to watch where you going Y/n.” Mizatsu sternly warned you.
“I’m sorry guys.” You apologized.
“It’s fine Y/n just make sure to be cautious especially when it is dark” Geto said.
“Ok, wait why are you guys here?” You ask.
“We went to your hours to hang out but you weren’t there so we went to look for you.” Gojo said.
“Y/n where were you?” Mizatsu emphasized the ‘you’.
“Oh I was at a friends house!” You said.
The group of 4 just looked at each other then at you.
“Oh that’s..so nice.” Shoko said jealous but not letting you see it.
“isn’t it, she has OTHER ‘friends’. “ Geto said put quotations around the ‘friends’.
“Oh! Right how nice!..” Gojo said also jealous.
“..hm..” Mizatsu hummed jealously.
(OMG YOUR PULLING ALL OF THEMMMM😍😍😍)
“You guys alright?” You asked curiously.
“We’re fine.” They all said.
They were in fact not fine.
They all could’ve k1ll3d those friends for even thinking about talking to you but they don’t wanna make you sad, or mad.
“Let’s just hang out at your house Y/n.” Shoko said.
You guys walk to your house and hang out and then they all went home.
School was starting and you all met in the classroom.
you had gotten A LOT closer to all of them to the put they would let you sit on their laps
(I COULD ONLY WISH😔✌️❤️)
AND Mizatsu would let you guys braid her long ass hair.
“Okay class since it’s the first day back you’re free to do whatever you want.” Yaga said since he did not want to deal with you all.
POOKIES THIS ONES SHORT BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA ON WHAT TO PUT BUT ILL MAKE ANOTHER PART SOON DO YOU GIYS LIKE THIS SO FAR?!
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hold on when did the subreddit add this rule lmao
#dnp#dan and phil#phan#someone really needs to temp ban dnp they seem to be getting a free pass on rpf just for being famous smh#i swearrrrr this was not there when i last checked#someone asked for fic recs a month ago and that didn't get removed?#lmao i kind of wonder if the post i made about how they seem to have a no shipping rule that isn't listed anywhere made them add it#though it didn't get much attention so that seems unlikely#sure whatever. i get that moderating is annoying and some stuff is just banned bc it's hard to moderate and it's not a values judgement#but i don't think rpf is particularly hard to moderate though so this seems like more of a values judgement lol#haklgsfdjadglf i mean i left the subreddit ages ago for reasons like this so#lou is loud#r/danandphil#trying to 'discourage' shipping dan and phil on a dan and phil themed subreddit is so crazy when even dnp make so much phan content#but yeah ok that explains why the rpf poll kept getting removed#EVEN WHEN IT WAS LITERALLY JUST A SCREENSHOT OF DAN'S POST#i can't evennnnnn#what is going ON in reddit phannies minds i need to study them under a microscope#this is genuinely better than an unspoken rule. i will give them that#at least expectations are clear
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emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ well a "maybe" is a lot coming from me ok
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ you've been with her for a decade, floyd...why would i think i was that special? why would i assume that the few months we were doing whatever it is we were doing would actually result in that? i can't have just assumed that, that's too big a thing to guess
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ i still didn't say u were the inspo 😇
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ are u fr? so i have to put up with her at more shit? lol i'm making sure our hotel rooms are far apart
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ ok so basically she's acting entirely different got it got it yeah she definitely knows something's up. if she doesn't know what, she knows something. damn
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ u maybe should've hid those panties
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ ur all i think about even when i try so hard not to
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ wait u fractured ur hand????? wtf did u do??????????????? are u ok now though?
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ i believe u.
emmy v. 🍒 ⸻ it's okayyyyyyyyyyyyy i get it and a few seconds after i heard i dragged camille out of bed and went for a walk with her anyway until i thought u might be done. thank god u were when i got back. i think i might've killed myself if i had to hear it some more.

floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ girl you said "maybe" i should've said something but then turned it back on me like i am the problem, that's barely taken ownership
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ wtf??? i said i would do anything for you and that i want you more than anything, that i wanted you to beg me to stay with you, that i was in LOVE with you.... u really never thought leaving my gf would be part of that??
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i can't believe the inspo for the song also unknowingly wrote a killer bass line tf
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ every single year one of us goes on tour she just doesn't say anything, doesn't want to communicate, hates that i'm gone, whatever. this time she said she's worried that we've "grown apart" and that she wants to work on things
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ she said she's coming to these fucking shows in cali because she has work she can do for the movie and can put them together
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i was lying when i said she's listening to the song. i think she listened to it and then blocked your music on spotify... and i have a collection of panties that i would never wear lol
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ i miss u too. obviously. i can't stop thinking about you
floyd q. 🧨 ⸻ ik you don't believe me but i wasn't thinking about you hearing when we fucked that night. i was sad, i drank an entire bottle of wine, and i fractured my hand (found out when we landed in america) and she wanted to do things i've never seen her be interested in. i know it doesn't matter to you and that it hurt but i don't... i didn't do it hoping you would hear or be hurt. i half thought you might've gone home with one of those guys and just tried not to think about you because i felt so shitty
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Yesterday for the first time I saw a post in a public forum that actually points out Marika has every reason to be so cold & distant towards Maliketh... thanks God.
The Two Fingers/ EIden Beast stood aside & let her entire family die, then when it successfully entrapped her in a literal divine prison it said “here we gave you a brother lol” like istg WHAT are you even saying. Her entire real family is already in a ditch !!! No prayers to the Gods help them! And now these Godlike beings are like take this random guy as your bro???
It’s confirmed in the base game Shadowbeast is like sleeper agent that the Two Fingers put there to monitor their Empyrean & off them if they try to rebel, no matter how earnest the Shadowbeast sounds. Ranni and Blaid literally grew up together & we still have to get rid of him at the end of her questline 💀 Marika was a young woman who had lost everything then forced to recognize some stranger as family. To her that must be some fucked up joke.
And get this, I do believe Maliketh and Blaidd care for Marika & Ranni genuinely, it’s a tragedy that they were born to bring “nothing but bale” to the person they love. Just like how Messmer, the beloved son in the Shadow, also became a curse to the person he loves the most in the end. That’s the doomed narrative they are trying to portray.
#er brainrot#the tragedy is THE LOVE WAS THERE !! it's just set up to be doomed by the narrative#not oh one party is unloved / mistreated by the other :(((((( gawddd#like gahhhh ok yeah sure think whatever u want but i'll sit on this reading of the lore#i were going to draw a comic about that which was why i been keeping my mouth shut about MaIiketh but the post i saw yesterday knocked me#tf out (a post in a wild analyzing Marika's actions with NUANCE and it's from someone i don't even know???? made my night fr)#so the feelings got out and i had to type this out
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just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason
bonus The Flats Only Version
#xmen#erik lehnsherr#magneto#xmen comics#snap sketches#why did half of my beginning tags just get neutralized. tf. now i have to retype them and this tag'll make no sense#anyway 'have you done literally anything but think about 309 since you read it' no . apparently vJARLKAJKL#BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED A COLOR REF IF IM GONNA DRAW THIS LOOK MORE OR WHATEVER#i dont know if i like the yellow dress shirt + pink tie combo ... that's inspo'd from his new mutants headmaster suit + tie..#why does he have to wear a suit under the coat huh .. the thing is i have no idea if he's supposed to be wearing a dr's coat or a trench#i mean he briefly wears his magneto suit when scolding charles so maybe it is a doctor's coat....#doctor makes the most sense to me considering the context so thats why i went all white but... now im not so sure ...#UGH stupid beautiful comic had to be in monochrome. or limited colors whatever#anyway i did start some doodles cause i wanted to post a few 309 doodles but. hm.#i think i might make a separate post for it ... it may be a lil inapropro !!!!#i wanted a color ref in the first place because i was thinking about making a 309 comic but like#now that i think of it if i do that i might jsut do the blue/black thing they did in the actual comic..#idk the thing im doodling now i might do in full color. just for fun#tbh maybe i wont do that comic after i doodle this.. no im lying i still will i still have visions i wanna put in front of my eyes#i can only fall asleep thinking about it so much i need it tangible#if i do draw it i prob just wont post it or ill just share it with select friends. aka like. one vjAELKVJEAKJ#but that's like months from now lbr ok ill still share crumbs with you all !!!!! gimme like. five hours vJALKJAKL#ok bye !!!!!!!!! please enjoy therapist magneto in the meantime#you will not get better as an individual you will get worse
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I get the appeal of Sonic the Hedgehog being its own urban legend in his world (IDW can we now call it earth) like, a blue blur that appears out of nowhere, destroys some robots, maybe picks up some wildflowers while he saves entire civilizations like it's just a walk in the park and just a few people get as much of a glimpse of him from up close (and that means you're also getting a close glimpse to this week's god of destruction so maybe be careful with that)? it is really cool, but the side of Sonic that is well renewed, the one that it's known by the world as a protector, a hero to some level, the side thay annoys restoration members, the side that gets recognized by the masses, praised by children, feared by villains and admired by almost everyone to a certain level... one that is big enough for him to get bootleg merch? It's just really funny to me like
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#also I think Sonic himself would approve of bootlegs and piracy maybe#not in the sense of people makikg profit or anything like that but in the meaning of sharing#a big ol toy franchise is tryna sell figures about him? ugh that may be an ugly thought#but the concept of children trying to win fair games just because they want some funny looking cheap plushie of him? like ok thas valid#i like that most of the merch we see about him in universe is always funny looking or even ugly#gives it a feeling of “no that ain't official no I ain't gonna do anything about it why would I”#the only exception i can think of rn was his own notebook in Sonic Boom but idk if that counts#like where could you get all that stuff? all of that seems like the kind of thing they sell on side roads that u can get for real cheap#fair plushie? obvious one. big balloon? racing merch at its finest#Creams plushie? idk about tht one maybe Vanilla got it for her cause yeah it might be funny looking but whatever makes her little girl happ#Jet's just a fan so that's obviously a custom made#now the popsicle is really funny cause I'm sure Tails got it for him as a joke (jokes on him he finds it endearing)#all that rant just to say bootleg sonic merch is funny#anyways happy friday#sonic the hedgehog#sonk#Sonic IDW#TailsTube#team sonic racing
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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being in art school and having basically 0 knowledge about christianity whatsoever is so funny at this point i think you could tell me literally anything was an allegory for jesus and i'd just believe you
#my ass has been to church like twice in my entire life so my peers are like 'this is a biblical allegory' and im like yeah ok sure#makes art history class very annoying tho because everyone just assumes you can look at a stained glass window and know who all the guys ar#also sometimes people will be like this image depicts the story of david or peter or some random other biblical name#and then just. not elaborate. because apparently we all know the stories of every biblical guy who ever existed.#who is peter and why is he in the church window. please#and i dont even have an EXCUSE bc like both ethnically and like in basic practice i am christian. i celebrate christmas or whatever#my parents both just fucking hated church so much as children they were like nah were not doing that#and now i have a deficiency in Identifying White Men In Paintings apparently.#sigh. sorry just got a 5 out of 13 on an art history quiz feeling GREAT
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