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the way I’m never gonna be pretty or good enough for anyone to love me like I’m not attractive at all this is so extremely sad I keep imagining scenarios where my romanticised favourite actors/characters love me and are affectionate towards me and it saddens me because lee soo hyuk, manny jacinto, jd washington would never even glance at me like I’m seriously sad that I’m so ugly and not interesting at all I’m really depressed
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to offer hope and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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I rlly see buck having a very like ‘No Laurie you’re being mean’ type of moment with an Eddie who’s trying to tell him he loves him. because buck deffo is convinced there is no universe in which Eddie could ever want him Like That -he just thinks that’s categorically impossible and he thinks Eddie knows this and that he knows, because he must, how buck feels, or how he would feel if it was possible but he doesn’t because he can’t. and this whole tower of suffering and bucks whole project of denying and bearing the weight of his feelings and the things he can’t feel- is built on that presupposition- the presupposition that Eddie does not could not can not want him. And so the thought of Eddie saying something that doesn’t align with that and in fact refutes it would feel surreal, impossible and cruel. So I can so see buck’s face going hard and just saying that’s not funny. And Eddie kind of offended by the idea that he could make such a joke saying I’m not joking. And buck saying you’re being mean, then. And Eddie so confused saying I’m not being mean and buck saying you are Eddie. you’re being mean
#it’s not just because eddies straight btw it’s because of bucks Problems#anyway this would take a second and it’s why bucks definitely crying @ the moment of confession#sorry like I would love him to just grin and giggle and like yay of course !! but#I don’t see that for him I see more like. a very ugly sound coming out of his mouth and he closes it and can’t open it#and just looking at an Eddie who’s trying to convince him and buck saying do you really mean that? >:(#buddie#911#evan buckley#eddie diaz#to me!!! ok ! to me !
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Buddie | 2x01 / 8x09
"Okay, you. You're my problem." "It's me. I'm your renter."
#buddie#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddieedit#911edit#idk i felt like there was something here#lowkey theyre ugly af#thats not my problem though#gifs de moi
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i'm trying to figure out styles
#my art#sketching#learning realism.... collapses to the floor.........#despite looking at a ref it didn't turn out like the picture. i thnk i also just drew MY nose and lips instead#since its the face im most used to#learning new things is difficult !!!!!!! i dont know if its ugly or not !!!! its like. got problems ! i see ! but ?!?!?! WAHHH
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A rough start to Suns day, then back at home some delivery people had the audacity to talk shit about the park
Yeahhhhhh Suns learned to have a lot of patience but once that’s crossed… oh boy
#Moon better hurry up before it gets ugly#sometimes all it takes is just a crappy day to bring out the worst in you#Sun is really not the type to get angry and on top of that he’s put the work in to be able to take alot of crap#he hates that when it gets to that point he has a lot of trouble getting that anger under control#unfortunate for Moon when situations escalate he won’t just walk away from it either#he’s a problem solver and that has both positives and negatives#sb dca#dca au#waterpark au#Waterspark Bay#crunch art#dca x y/n#I also want to add Sun loves the buisness side of running a waterpark#he’s spent a lot of time trying to build connections and become apart of a community#unfortunately he’s learned the world doesn’t work that way for his kind#not yet#it’s rather disappointing for him but for the events and confrences he does get to attend that doesn’t stop him from getting his hopes up
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ok. describe in detail a list of the personal style decisions that are "sacrificial to men" and therefore Bad Feminism, and then a separate list of "ethical" personal style decisions that are empowering. then justify every item on the first list by defining how the subjective environmental effects (ie, not getting fired for a bullshit reason when it's really because you had pit hair and it made your shitty boss, a man, uncomfortable, so you just shaved your armpits instead of getting fired and becoming homeless) are not defensible choices because the math doesnt work out. show your work
for extra credit do this same assignment again but the hypothetical subject is a sex worker with two children
#for the A+ make a third list of personal grooming practices that no woman ever finds attractive#“ugh why is she so obsessed with making herself attractive to men”#well if you have endured what its like to deal with the public while simultaneously being either ugly or invisible you know the answer#its an extremely simple economics problem that is curiously resistant to individual actors#a nightclub owner i knew called this the Hot Waitress Index#the hotter the applicants for shit level jobs are in your industry the worse the economy is doing#looking bad or even just plain has a measurable economic cost for women
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Why tf was I born ugly?
#actually bpd#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#borderline blog#im fat and ugly
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- Come on, Chakotay. I cheated death. That's worth a celebration, don't you think? Bottle of champagne, moonlight sail on Lake George. How does that sound? - Like something worth living for.
Janeway and Chakotay in 3x15, "Coda"
#voyageredit#star trek: voyager#kathryn janeway#chakotay#janeway x chakotay#voyedit#star trek voyager#j/c#flashing tw#*#been rewatching this and i'm going to make it everyone's problem lol#the first few gifs are ugly but i'm working with 480p dark scenes lit by a child's nightlight so have mercy#Star Trek#Voyager#otp: we're more than that
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me doing a boring 8 hour shift after 4 years of not having a normal type of job got me like

like damn, the 40 hour work week is really fucking inhumane tbh
#vasira rambles#of the problems to have i could have worse than a boring job#but jesus fucking christ dude#9 hours in the office just to get out and see the air polluted with dust and smog#stuck in a long commute on ugly roads surrounded by ugly cities#really makes me wanna permanently transmute myself into a sunfish#christ#fantasizing at work about spreading class consciousness and starting a union with my coworkers nbd#fantasizing about the power people have when we band together#and using that power to build a better softer world
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Maybe im too woke but i im lowkey tired of seeing grantaire, the guy described as extraordinarily "ugly", offten drawn as a poc/with darker skin , in contrast to Enjolras, the guy described as beautiful, who drawn as a white person/with pale skin. It always feel so icky to me as a black person lol, especially with how commen it is.
i think there is always going to be some weird problems when people try to draw a "ugly" and "pretty" character, because beauty standards are so very rooted in racism and colorism, and are also different everywhere, but to have a character who is canonically ugly and white be drawn so offten as a person of color with brown/dark skin, somthing that has historically been deamed as ugly, is very bizarre.
I dont think people do it intentionally, and im not going force you to change the way you draw characaters, draw Grantaire as a poc and Enjolras as white if you want! Who am i to stop you! But like, maybe think about the iffy implications when doing that while drawing him next to a pale ass enjolras LOL
Anyways sincerely- a black les mis fan who is TIRED of seeing black people and other people of color deemed as ugly 😭
#i personally like to see them both as pocs#and i like to think of other ways that could make grantaire “ugly” rather then his physical appearance#idkidk dose this make sense??#also with the “character who is canonically white” is not hating on people drawing white people as pocs i do that shit too#im TERRIBLE at putting my thougths into words LOL#les miserables#les mis#enjolras#grantaire#les mis enjolras#les mis grantaire#les mis fandom#fandom problems#rant
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i wish i was pretty so fucking bad
#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#not ugly#just not pretty#borderline pd#borderline problems#living with borderline
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to me sally and eddie are like two cats and sally is the one that's always reaching out and smacking the shit out of eddie for no reason and when he gives a warning swipe back without actually making contact she throws herself down on the ground and starts screaming bloody murder
#sally: your shoes are ugly your tie is dumb and i hate your fuckass hat#eddie: ok well i think you're kinda rude#sally: wtf is your problem like actually 😭😭😭 home KILL THIS GUY#welcome home#sally starlet#eddie dear#study#et cetera#your regularly scheduled programming
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Oh no, oh no, oh no... here we ago again. Clearly I have a type... But WHY is this my type??? Why do skeletal, nose-less, terrible, old men fascinate me so? And he's a COWBOY with a drawl?? And a DILF? Get the heck out of my subconscious Fallout writers!
#phana-banana#fallout#cooper howard#the ghoul#my art#ugly boys are my favorite#I think I have a problem#the things I would let this man do to me...
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Hey, man. Can we see some of the doodles you have done, so far?




this is all I got ….
#haven’t drawn as much lately bc I’m focusing on comms#which are still open btw#here have some doodles and a wip. Most of this is just me projecting my problems onto sephiroth#going to draw him losing in dti next >:)#timmy draws stuff#fanart#digital art#my art#ff7#ffvii#sephiroth#sephiroth ff7#doodles#wip#jenova#Genesis is here too but I hid his face bc he came out ugly I’ll fix him later
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I can feel the rot crawling beneath my skin, worms writhing through the ugly flesh that’s already decomposing, feeding on what’s left of me as I fall apart.
#mine#actually bpd#mental health#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#bpd stuff#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#ugly#tw illness#i want to dissappear#im exhausted#ignored#mental illness#tw death#alone with my thoughts#macabre#txt post#txt#my thougts#my post#tw depression#sorry for being depressing#tw depressive#tw disordered thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#bpd problems#tw bpd vent#personal vent
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