#undeserving

[howifeltabouthim]

. . . she thought of all the things she didn't deserve and all the things she did.

Lisa Taddeo, from Ghost Lover

[bigbuffcheetopuff1312]

Am I bad person?

I think I am.

I don’t deserve good things

I don’t deserve love

I don’t deserve the light of your smile

I don’t deserve the warmth of your hand on my cheek

I should set you free

I’m only dragging you down with me.

When I dim your light, will you learn to hate me as much as I do?

I could hardly blame you.

I’ve only cuffed you to me, taken your freedom and thrown away the key.

When you leave me, promise not to look for me later.

You don’t deserve the guilt of me finally succumbing to my suicidal desire once I have no one left to hold the pieces together.

[killedbymylove]

I miss how caring and gentle you were before you found out that I'm not worth it...

[lifeofanunworthypoet]

If living means dying,

Does loving leave us lonely,

More than before,

To have loved than never loved at all,

Why climb a mountain just to fall,

Because the view takes our breath away,

Or because the air is rich and crisp,

And for a moment everything feels worth it,

To have that feeling once,

And crave the high for the rest of your life,

Or to experience what it’s like to be happy,

Even if it was only a moment.

I hope you felt it.

[serpulalacrymans]

there's no such thing as a bad person. bad deeds, sure, but not a person.

This is true. It is a subjective statement. Depends entirely who you ask..

[venuskind]

"The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unlovable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around —and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness."

~ Daniell Koepke

Remember there are people who want to be by your side in these moments of struggle, to hold space and remind you that you are not alone. Allow them in and let it transform your experience!

Photography by Tonje Thilesen

[randoms0fmine]

I think its cause im realising im growing up and that my childhood is gonna be officially over soon that is the reason why im being so resentful towards everyone and everything especially myself. I dont wanna grow up i dont wanna have a normal life (cause ik i will) i try to romanticize my life and studying but its not working. Im in this cycle of appreciating everything around cause everything is doomed and nothing is going to last forever to then in a few days just hate everything. Is this normal? All this self loathing and finding yourself undeserving of everything this world has to offer you ?

[officialyourdailyinspiration]

"Grace is the good pleasure of God that inclines Him to bestow benefits upon the undeserving." — Aiden Wilson Tozer

[howifeltabouthim]

I fail her, and I fail her, and I fail her.

Laura Hankin, from Happy & You Know It

[eddiekinkston]

Also a dude in a cm punk shirt and then I found out it’s someone I cut off that I don’t like … they don’t know cm punk like I know her … fake fans

[killedbymylove]

It actually already hurts to death seeing any guy that i find nice because i immediately think: "Oh that's another one who wouldn't want me." There's absolutely no boy who ever liked me back. Absolutely no one.

[whororhoe]

i feel it

the love inside me

pooling behind my eyelids

overflowing through my lashes

black lines of deadened hearts

the lost love of others,

the broken pieces of me they left,

i float in the black pool

it fills my ears, deafening my head with thoughts

wondering when it will stop filling

wondering when i will be satisfied

wondering why i cannot shut it off

wondering if my insides will always

be full of dangerous emptiness.

[namjoonchronicles]

disrespectfully and with full offense, everyone wants our men now that they're at the top of the world. the same girlies that would roll their eyes at them when they were rookies. same exact girlies.

[egobaudelaire]

Rè-Gret #BIGGEST

No smiling ❤️

[depressedteenatthego]

I've come to that point in my life where I hate and loath my fat body so much that it comes across as indifferent. Like even working to reduce weight will cause me to think twice cause I don't it's worth it to loose weight for 'this'. Like this body, this person....ha! Doesn't deserve it. Like I hate every single second I stay in this body, I lose everytime I compare myself with anyone, I'll walk as if I don't care but I'll be pinching myself constantly as a reminder of how unlovable I'll ever be.

[officialyourdailyinspiration]

Grace is the good pleasure of God that inclines Him to bestow benefits upon the undeserving.

Aiden Wilson Tozer