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Made a quick skin tone replacement mod today for anyone that's interested. It's pretty limited since there are only 24 options but it's out there to use
#getting tired of trying to make poc and having a lack of options#granted given the amount of contrast and saturation stardew has it's low key kind of hard to do like#regular skintone colors#I mean lance is literally like orange so#I did my best#other mods that redid the skin colors were too flat looking for me#so I spent the past few hours making my own#v happy about it for now at least#I would have made a fancy banner for the page#but I no longer have photoshop and I'm still trying to figure out how to use gimp#Still need darker options for copper and gold me thinks#rather than the ash colors#hmmm#I'll update it later maybe#stardew#stardew valley#sdv#stardew mods
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And on this Valentine’s I almost broke down in tears at a wife’s dedication to her heart surgeon husband whose brain is deteriorating with a rare case of dementia
#I shadowed the doctor for the first time today and almost broke down in tears multiple times listening to her talk about her story#he performed his last heart surgery last October. and ever since he’s been fading away and had to retire. rapid onset but behavior changes#were happening over the last like 6 years#this HEART SURGEON BRAINIAC started chewing tobacco in his 60s beyond his wife’s knowledge. a very common sign of this brain disease#I’m still in clinic but have to ride down to the office and get some chart stuff done now and I’m like?? spiraling about it still#at least love is real. they’ve been married for 45 years and she’s on top of her shit taking caring of him all by herself#and she only has glowing things to say about him#she wants her heart surgeon husband back but he’s fading away#I’ve wanted to be a doctor my whole life but I’m such a crybaby OK I’m going now#happy valentine’s day#p#v day
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!! oooooooooops !!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#HI HEY HELLO :DDD#i have redesigned this man so much this year. beHOLD!!! new hair :DD#or new bangs at least lol#i've been meaning to change if for.. about a yearrr lmao#bc i accidentally made his hair almost exactly like cap's . oof hfbhs#//also POW WHAM WHACK- SPARKLES EHEHE#i am so happy n glittery rn idk why hvshf :DD#//let's see what i have a changed about him#- shoes have a solid design now#- jacket stays closed#- ourple suit was redesigned and then completely scrapped and redone lol#- added a little jewelry. but i forgot about that so maybe next time hfbv#- figured out the eyeball situation#- made him a housekeeper + maintenance worker's design but it was v lazy n i'm still workin on it lol#//Oh i also made a font w/ my handwriting :D#i didn't really use it here but it's really useful bc i get v picky n anxious about where my signature goes lmao#//4 more posts til 2000 >:3#4 more til 200 on artstreet !#//i love the number 20 a lot#no reason for me saying this i just think it is The number of all time#2020 was the optimal year for literally anything#and Boy did Anything happen fhbvsh#not an optimal age i think but in every other capacity you can 100% rely on the number 20#just say it outloud. twenny. twenny. or twenty if you really say it so lol
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whumptober 2023 - day 1
↳ drugging (alt prompt)
The Continental 1x01
#whumptober2023#no.1#drugging#altprompt#the continental#video#fight#punched#drugged#needles#injection#making whump gifs and videos is so funny like this episode is 90mins long heres my favorite part: guy getting punched in the face lmao#its a john wick prequel i think? but i havent seen the movies#the show is actually called the continental: from the world of john wick but im not typing all that out in the post lol#takes place in the 70s in nyc#but man this first episode hit all the right notes#at least in the whump category lol#second ep is out now and third is coming next week i think but thats gonna be it bc its a mini series#ive got some stuff ready for this month and im v happy about that bc i havent been posting/creating much#and it feels nice to just get into it a bit without the pressure of wanting to be completionist#same as last year i enjoyed that
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huh. now that I know my sis just doesn’t give a shit about my feelings or what I think, it’s oddly liberating.
#hello from haropla#sure it hurts a little bit but if nothing I do will ever make her happy then that means nothing I do matters to her :V#why bother then lmao??#one less thing to worry about now#maybe I should’ve gotten the heads up when she didn’t bother getting me a christmas present#but I saved up a bit to get her something#but at least I’ve got the hard confirm
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not them 1) even including my boy in the first place but 2) giving him the glow up of the century 3) giving him literally the coolest introduction of all time as well as the coolest battle scenes and 4) giving him a genuinely heartfelt resolution to his story. they did that for me for real ;v;
#mgadd#molecule man#moon girl#like this might not be my og boy but i love so much what they did with him#and was so glad he got to be included in literally anything at all especially since the beyonder is already there dgjfdgihg#i have a lot more i wanna say but later hopefully#I've been semi absent for a bit bc I've been feeling utterly dead inside and hopeless#but at least getting to see him made me happy ;v;#i am watching thru the rest of the show still lol but you better believe i went ahead and watched the 2 eps he's in already#i hope we somehow get to see him again in 2b or if there gets to be an s3 and/or s4 ;0;#i also need to see the beyonder again but he's like assuredly coming back vs MM here who i feel it's nebulous#sorry gonna post about this show here now too lol yes it's mainly spidey but my love for Molecule Man has been in my bio from the start lol#also funny how he's still called Molecule Man even tho he's some kinda alien now afhfdfjd like what's this versions real name i wanna know
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#diana's music diary#good evening I got up way earlier actually but then went back to sleep for a while#been very tired lately cause I've been waking up through the night a lot...#should maybe see my doctor about that again... my old medication helped with that but this new one does the opposite... bleh...#yesterday I didn't do much really I was just hanging out with friends and stuff...#earlier today I got my merry and renko fumos though I'm v happy about that and will take pics 😊#aaand I also got my puppy ears and tail U^w^U#I might take pics with those on idk... I don't feel that great about my appearance rn so maybe I'll do that another day...#I spent most of the day awkwardly waiting for those though so idk what to do now...#honestly my head has been a bit blurry melty fuzzy today again as is usual so I don't expect to do much.. maybe I'll doodle a bit at least?#let's try to make today nice and cozy and good friends <3
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id like it to be known that i wholeheartedly support abortion. i support abortion for the person whose pregnancy has become too dangerous to come to term. i support abortion for the victim of rape. i support abortion for those who don't have the financial means to have a child. i support abortion for those underage. i support abortion for someone middle-aged with a stable family and finances and loving partner who quite simply does not want a child. i support abortion for people who sleep around. i support abortion for someone who thought they wanted a child but changed their mind. i support abortion in all its infinitely different situations. if it comes to me picking between a bunch of cells that look like fish eggs and an actual living breathing person with a name and future then babe we're having caviar
#fun fact! 9/10 abortions happen before 12 weeks#and over half happen in the first 8 weeks#at 12 weeks your fetus (bc it's not even a baby yet if u want to be technical) is the size of a lime. a fucking lime#i wasnt going to make a post about this bc i dont like bringing politics onto tumblr#bc after how jaded i got with covid and now Everythign Else i wanted a site that could be safe from real world shit#and also it's very tiring that an American Issue suddenly becomes Everyone's Issue and it can be quite frustrating#when that energy isn't met for literally any other country. and i didnt want to contribute to the en masse posting about roe v wade atm#for those two reasons (at least on tumblr. im not actually spiteful about this and obviously really care about the topic. it's just tiring)#but it's come to my attention that somehow i have pro-lifers in these parts#and i want to make it very fucking clear that i dont want them here#me and this blog are completely wholeheartedly pro-choice in any form it may show itself as#because i have enough critical thinking skills to know two basic facts#1) that people have ALWAYS had abortions. the only thing that's changed is the safety in which they're carried out#you will NEVER get rid of them you will only ever endanger the people and women you're trying so hard to 'protect'#and 2) i have never heard of a single person that was happy to get an abortion. not one. it's not a fun experience#it's incredibly hard and traumatic but oftentimes necessary for whatever personal reason specific to that person#stop fucking making laws about other people's bodies#it really shouldn't be difficult
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i made a ~rolling~ tray&it turned out dope,
the dice said so.
#i think im so clever&its gonna get me killed one day. or at the v least outted as a clown like right now LMAO.#the pun stands tho i refuse to back down from it.#im pretty happy w how the tray came out tho-- &my funky little dragon. :') i love them.#something something words are really weirdly hard for me lately. im going to be staying indoors for a lot of the rest of summer#&i think im may be a bit depressed about that. lmao. so i think maybe other routes of creation for now. like my baby dragon. :)♡#♡#my art#yas#(also like the tray was made to match those dice&that was the first time they were rolled on it so i AM taking the 20#as approval lmao.)
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I don't know if I've ever mentioned this before, but Venera's name actually means venus. which, while not seeming overtly necessary information at first glance, actually is something I was losing my mind over yesterday because. the three brightest objects in the sky, in order, are the sun, the moon, and venus.
#venus as a planet does not symbolize love to me it symbolizes conflict and subtle deviations from the 'norm' and change and and#(venus is the closest planet to earth's size and conditions ; yet it reminds incredibly hostile because of overheating.)#it also has been suggested that while life COULD have existed on venus at some point#it heated so much it's not plausible as of now#venus actually informed a lot about our knowledge of what global warming would do in the like. 1970s.#venus. also spins clockwise on it's axis. and while we don't know the exact reason for this a long held theory is that -#- venus had been hit by a planet sized object ; and that irreversibly changed it's direction of rotation forever.#and all of this is something I tell to you to finally explain how mitski's#“venus; planet of love; was destroyed by global warming. did it's people want too much too? did it's people want too much?”#is something that hasn't left my mind for antag!venera since I remembered it exists.#I feel like I talk about antag!v more then normal!v but you need to understand#v is like. happy. and normal. antag v has been living in a cave for one thousand years. one of these are just more fun to explore.#saying stuff#oc things#fallout: canon aligned venera#also yeah if you don't get the caption swk is the brightest thing and then macaque is in his shadow and stuff.#but at least he gets mentioned. it's “the sun and moon” not. “the sun; moon; and. venus.'#despite venus. being one of the brightest objects in the sky. and also being considered incredibly important across many cultures for that.#I think thoughts
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hey alexa what’s the morality of pretending you picked up a spare shift at work and that’s why you ghosted your friend for a day because talking to them is draining and you were very tired last night and now it’s been over 18 hours and it’s a bit awkward to respond now
#silv's back on her bs#vent#sors but oh my god#i love my friends i love him but it's just so.#it is so draining talking to him when all he seems to talk about is how much happier he is (which is v good im happy for him) now that he's#friends w me and some other people and how we're so much better and we're his best friends and his other current friends are the worst and#his life USED to suck but now it's so much better but remember how much it sucked and yk fuck whatever we were talking about before when we#can talk about how bad the past was for him i just#i feel so bad for saying that bc i genuinely love him (/p) and want to be able to talk to him but i'm so drained from literally everything#else going on in my life that when i see his notifs pop up i just. can't be bothered to open them#he texts the gc last night like 'you guys have different friend groups that you eat w at lunch right?' (we have lunch together every other#day bc of club stuff) and when me and my other friend was like 'yeah what's up' he starts going on about how his current friends suck and#ignore him and i feel so bad for being annoyed at him for this but i just#need a second to BREATHE for gods sake#i do not blame him for feeling terrible and i know that I need to tell him how im feeling but i just.#i'm consistently never getting enough sleep and am piled under assignments that were due way too long ago and i'm drowning okay#and i feel like there's literally no one there as a lifeguard that i can count on and someone that i thought could at least be floating#above me (not needed to save me but at least There) is pushing me down further#i just#god#sorry that was a bit silly of me
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good news: dont have covid or the flu
bad news: this means my mystery throat hurting and muscles aching is so far indeed still a mystery
also bad news: dont get to stay home from work
#personal tag#covid wouldve been v bad bc i had quite a rough time with it when i got it last year#flu is bad but handleable#but knowing now i have neither like???#its funny how my sister; long term at home due to burnout; was telling me i should go to bed earlier#as if she understands the fact i just Dont Sleep before midnight. it just Doesnt happen.#as if she has anything to say about 'being exhausted'#like if anything she should fucking understand.#sure the move is a huge change and strain on her as well but at least she gets to be fucking home for it#i have to go to the shitshow that is work and be asked to train the intern i had a falling out with months ago who still acts like a pos#and clean up shit and deal with people half assing my work like#'you should care less abt all that' if i got paid as much as yall i probably would yeah#anyway. i dont have covid and i dont have the flu and i should be happy about that
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so far midway through season 5 i feel like daniel's getting the best stuff. a lot of the loose ends i wanted to see tied up w/ him are being brought forward and put into the spotlight and i really like that
#so far season 5 feels for daniel what season 2 was for johnny#now i dont want to speak too soon. bc stuff could very well change. but. i am v happy w the direction his character is going#ck spoilers#ck#i truly honestly can say w my full entire chest that he and chozen are carrying this season for me. so far their stuff has been real good#also im sure ppl have probably set this website on fire talking about how much they hate johnny and carmen having a kid#and i dislike it too </3 not gonna say much on it now. but you could really split s5#into 'johnny miguel robby drama' and 'daniel chozen silver drama'. and the latter is blowing the former Completely out of the water#i can't say whether it's something that's going to impede on my enjoyment of this season yet#bc s3 is my favorite in the show but it also has my least favorite plotline (kreese vietnam flashbacks)
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#the idol system is such a fascinating and scary thing to me#like hearing shit over the years it's like how does anyone survive it?#(i'm staying away from all the anti-blackness of kpop & their fandoms rn so just the system)#((that was more for me bc my brain wants to go in that direction bc hooooooo. it's the main reason i cannot vibe w more than a few songs#over the last almost 15 years cause like knowing.... anyway))#like i just got groundfloored w a group rn via jbrekkie shoutout michelle like literally their debut is 24 hrs from now i've rabbitholed#since i heard their snippet on her vid and like the way ppl talk about it already like... as an outsider it's like alriiiight here we goo#they're (mgmt) pipelining another group of ppl let's be sure to support it! streamstreamvote!! oo it looks like their taking the toy/doll#route w these girls super aesthetic let's goo. & like......????? and ppl are already rabid about it. it's wild. and like this is the system#this is it. they make groups and then tease and the people who follow the conglomerate see it and are waiting to#be fed another x amount of folks doing formations and looking cute/hot open wide and consume#(like ik some (or a lot) of those accnts are bots/plants to pad the release and gain traction against algos but like also real folks too)#like not to discredit their vocal work (&dancing though some (alot) of these grps are not nearly as lit w 'dancing' as folks hype em up to#be Frfr. good movers/formations/camera motion & body rolls do not a dancer/good choreo make) but it's really secondary for a lot of#folks atp it's so strange & fascinating. and like i dug the song that's why i'm here so no knock against that but just the factory of it al#it's so damn WILD to me. but at the same time let's be real here. same dish different kitchen for a lot of western pop#they're just more transparent about it and have streamlined finding their popstars & having the public be great w it#it's just... i think it would be less strange if stan culture wasn't a thing or at least more mild than it is now#if it wasn't blown up to this unfathomably massive ever-churning industry by people in literal droves#idk idk i have a lot of thoughts on kpop it's truly a very interesting thing and to have been aware of it and into it to#an extent a while before the sonic boom in the west is an incredibly wild thing to look back on#like i wanna follow this (mostly cause i wanna hear the whole song) but also v curious but also like man the system is bad for many#reasons & here's another batch on the conveyor belt. idk :/#like as long as the participants are happy and healthy and being actually taken care of and not advantage of then great but#yk. the music industry at large is horrible (and esp to women) so like. god ide wanna think about the disparities btwn girl & boy groups#(like to start are they not referred to as 'male groups' on the reg but 'girl groups' more often than 'female'? always w the infantalizing#like given girl group has way more ring than female group but the words still conjure up different things it's just how language works#but boy group idk if i've ever really heard someone use that? and there's been a long time battle w the reclamation of 'boy band'#like it's still dirty for a lot of folks but anyway v western context but there's a large fanbase here so many fans speak as such#this is what we call our own pop groups etc. and it's just interesting and sad idk anyway it's just... huuuhhh a lot.) ok gn lol
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Just read all of Raeliana in like three days because I remembered you posting about it a while back. These two morons deserve each other. I was NOT warned about how funny it would be. IDK how she expected him to not fall for her everyone knows that love interests have the type "woman with the Audacity" and then she just rolls up and pretends to be engaged to the King's younger brother. Iconic. Thank you for such a fabulous recommendation
Hdjshsjkslsk this ask made me laugh I loved every part of it
I’m so glad you loved it!! Yeah @slagathorius-maximus dragged me into it and I was obsessed!!
“these two morons deserve each other” you’re so RIGHT and yes I 100% agree with this accurate description I love their relationship so much
truly a funny story I love stories with humor it’s part of what makes a story great
I am so happy you read raeliana!! One of my all time favorites and I subconsciously compare all other romance webtoons to now. Also I am right there with you on the three days thing - I have done that with the majority of webtoons I’ve read
ps - did you know there’s an anime now? :)
#sup nerds#the reason why raeliana ended up at the duke's mansion#thank you for sharing!#I’m so happy you read raeliana not enough people know about her#or at least they didn’t before the anime idk now#she is very dear to me#shoot now I wanna reread again#I’ve already read it like three times now and I only first read it what like the start of this year?#anyway if you ever want more recommendations or want to give me recommendations please feel free to ask!!#it’s how I’ve been finding new ones to read and it’s always exciting being able to talk about some of them with other people!#thanks again for making me smile!#side note I am v sleepy tired so apologies for any rambling repeating thoughts or whatever my brain cells are all either dead or asleep
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“is there anything else you've written? i would love to read more of your works!”
me on anon: uhhh, no
#i'm v much sorry to everyone who comments this but no!#i'm not doing fandom anymore#if you think you recognize one of my anon works no you don't!#i wish to be left in peace#nana talks tag#like i get at least three separate comments that ask this on every anon work#my friend what do you think posting on anon means#i'm v happy like this actually#way happier than when people knew who i was when i posted#side note: it's v nice to see people who hate me comment nice things#like now i know it's just me you hate and not my works!#and i don't care about being liked tbh#pen battles
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