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randomgumwrapper · 10 months

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got rejected from my dream school !!!!

#fucking sobbing #watching people post about getting into their top schools is actually making me so upset rn #cause like #what more did i need to do to be in that position??#i got the 4.0 gpa with my yearly gpa increasing every year at a steady interval #i swam varsity all four years on top of swimming 15+ hours a week outside of school for my club team that i’ve been on since i was 5 #and my sat scores weren’t perfect but i was still well within the top 96 percent tile #like #i i wasn’t even applying to ivies or anything like that. i know i wouldn’t make it into an ivy. but come on. what more did i have to do?#i held a steady job in customer service since the summer going into high school on top of babysitting 3-4 days after school every #week for the past two years #i threw away my entire social life for swim and work. and it’s literally all for nothing.

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kimetsu-chan · 9 days

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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own

if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist

Rules:

No spamming

5 notes per person including likes

if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING

tagging is okay

Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l

#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant #Jsbsjdhd #It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up #Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer #I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult #Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary #Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks #Notes game #note game

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humans-are-tasty · 6 months

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#whatever #sir crocodile #dracule mihawk #animation #crochawk #one piece #cross guild #my art #these are from the past few weeks except the gif which is early january #some are from pengu's whiteboard #i can't believe i'm still drawing crocodile and it's been over two years #this has been an s-tier hyperfixation #catboy mihawk #and autistic mihawk is kinda real to me #also if you're around toronto i'll be at TCAF in May debuting a graphic novel #it's not for fandom but if you're interested in comics and art come by... admission is free #i love mihawk's moustache... i hope he grows it long so it can be twirled / pulled on....

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rayllurn · 2 months

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Rayllum + Kissing

Bonus:

#and if i tell you this has been in my drafts since november 2022 what then???#because i'm DUMB lol #not me staring at this once a week wondering when i'll get to finish it for the past two years #the dragon prince #is this what callum felt like???#rayllum #also i love that they straight up made out all night good for them #tdp spoilers #tdp s6 spoilers

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dizzybizz · 10 months

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KAEYA BIRTHDAY ??? ?? i love you mr alberich sir i love you oh so so so much.

uh dialogue for this one but more legible under the cut (and a messy ragbros page)

Klee: Kaeya! Come down here! Kaeya: Oh? heh. What is it, Spark Knight?

Klee: Happy Birthday! It is today? Right? I even double-checked with Albedo and everything but I don't know... Klee: It's a Calla Lily! You like those, right? Kaeya: I certainly do! Thank y- Klee: Oh. Klee: OK OK OK- Kaeya: Hm? Klee: Kaeya you have to promise to not tell Master Jean about this one! Kaeya: You can count on me to keep my lips sealed.

Klee: OK! Close your eyes- eye- and hold out your hands! Kaeya: Mhm! Klee: OK! You can open them! TA-DA~!

Klee: I made a bomb for you! It even has an eyepatch! He can look after you when I'm somewhere else. Take good care of him! Oh yeah- He explodes if you- Kaeya?

Kaeya: Thank you Klee! Thank you very much! Klee: You're VERY welcome Kaeya!

a lil ragbros too.... kaeya and his red siblings amirite (bursts into tears).. also i am so obsessed with chibi diluc saying "bring em in..."

#I LOVE YOU KAEYA #these were all drawn in the past two daysashhsdgg #i was originally planning on starting like at least a week in advance bc i wanted to do one big ambitious piece but that didnt end up happe #ing... instead he gets a little comic a bigger comic and a page and my undivided attention #genshin impact #kaeya alberich #kaeya #genshin impact kaeya #genshin kaeya #im putting em all in here f u #klee #diluc ragnvindr #ragbros #none of that kaeluc shit here alright thank you or go fuck off ok epic #my art #sona #these r all improvised. i went about the klee comic in the stupidest way possible bc apperantly i love making things hard for myself..#not like it was my fault- it was just supposed to be a concept for a finished piece and not turn into a little comic but i have no self con #rol clearly so now its here and i am jsut kinda sleepy sry #kaeya has been my genshin blorbo for over three years ok i needed to express a little of my feelings about him somehow #OK YAY ITS OFFICIALLY THE 30TH IN MY TIMEZONE SO I CAN POST THIS OK OK YEAH #HAPPY BDAY KAEYA AAAAAAAAAAAAA 😭💖💖💖#this entire post is just me sobbing over how much i adore him #is this the longest wall of notes from me yet.. idk but it might be #ok anyways i love kaeya a lot send me anything kaeya and i will love you forever and ever and i should really go to sleep now i think #... .kaeya 🥰🥰🥰

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notllorstel · 9 months

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took 3 years… finally doodled brickoppy💪

#trolls #trolls world tour #queen poppy #branch #hickory #brickoppy #some insp from tune of accidentally in love playing none stop in my head for the past week #I sure hope it finally quiets down (fools hope()#fanart #llorsdood #if i had a nickel for every time i drew a ot3 years after watching the medium #i’d have two which isn’t a lot but funny it happened twice now

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gods-favorite-autistic · 4 months

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Obsessed with how half the fandom is making jokes about the Gallariel baby and Fabian’s beef with both it and Gilear and the other half is just emotionally devastated by the implications and just the idea of Fabian being a big brother

#think about the implications #I’m part of group two #I have been thinking about hallariel and fabians relationship for the past two weeks #it’s definitely the ‘this one will be immortal and therefore ‘worth it’ for hallariel to love and care for’#died ??? born ????? welcome back eleanor shellstrop #fantasy high hours #autism (mads) speaks #fantasy high #fhjy #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fabian seacaster #fabian aramais seacaster #hallariel seacaster #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 fhjy #d20 #d20 fhjy

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calicobunnyrabbit · 2 months

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whoa! it's, like, symbolic.

#happy silverv week everybody #this is a jumple of things ive drawn these past few weeks #my art #silverv #cyberpunk 2077 #c2077 #my v is called vaya and he got so mad post sun ending that he spent the next few years refusing to die and hunting down johnnys body irl #and his mind in deep cyber space (probably with so mis help) and then resurrected him out of spite. no more tomagotchi era for john #and then fell in love also out of spite #v can have his sun ending and johnny can have his temperance arc god dammit!!! we WILL be sober and happy and heal together or ELSE !!!!#i could go on their dynamic has been rotating in my mind for like 2 years or so. they were two people at once but also one person together #and now separate but forever transformed?? koi no yokan moment but also soul mates in a literal sense and bonded by choice. anyway. then th #and then they kiss : )#cringe content warning ⚠️

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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greenbergsays · 2 months

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one of my favorite things about fan fiction as an art form is that "no plot just vibes" is a totally acceptable thing to do

sometimes vibes don't have a plot but who cares because we're doing it anyways, fam

#fandom #fanfiction #I've read a truly inadvisable number of buck/eddie fics in the past two and a half weeks #(it's the most fanfic I've read in probably 5 years)#(I forgot how great reading fic is. bless.)

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reiverreturns · 5 months

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a rough draft wip? on wednesday? groundbreaking.

said another way - we're fully on the mota train now girls buckle up

#after a week of churning out drabbles like a woman possessed i'm now fully committed and in wip mode YAY #sorry i saw gale stare at that horse while he was running and went insane about it it will happen again #i am having SO MUCH FUN writing this and i haven't even gotten into the curt and marge of it all #(i'm also being such a brave soldier and writing parts in past tense when it's been uh two years since i tried a mixed tense work #time will tell if i keep at it or just present tense that bitch all over)#anyway. vibrating out my skin. please enjoy an ever-slightly janky first draft as always <3 #clegan #gale buck cleven #john bucky egan #masters of the air #mota #buck x bucky #bucky x buck #reiverwrites

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arsenicflame · 7 months

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i think the thing for me about edizzy is the potential of it all- we know they have history together, but we don't know what it is, how long it went on for, what it meant for them. there's endless possibilities there to explore, and any of them could be real! or not! but theres so much to explore with them and its so fun to imagine all the what-if's and could-have-beens of their relationship

#like yes!!! i love stizzy and steddyhands and rizzy and ouizzy and ALL the izzy ships!#but it always comes back to edizzy for me simply because of the ties that bind them #we see all the other relationships grow in canon and build off of that #but we KNOW theres more to edizzy that we simply dont know about and imagining all their possible pasts is so interesting to me #how did we get to where we are now? where can we go in the future? what underlies their relationship that we simply dont know?#were they married? unrequited love? mutual pining? never considered it until it was too late? divorced a dozen times over?#have they known each other since they were kids? did they meet on Hornigold's ship? did they meet after ed became blackbeard?#does izzy have a navy past? is that how they met? a brothel? the streets? a prison? a bar?#they could literally be anything!#maybe theyve only known each other two years! maybe its twenty!#we literally do not know and the possibilities are there and it CONSUMES me #i cant settle on one favourite reality for them because i just have so much fun messing around with all the different options #what will they be this week?#nyxtalks #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #israel hands #edward teach #edizzy #blackhands #and im so sad canon didn't take any opportunities to explore it in s2 #like we got a few hints that they are Something; but not even a passing comment about who they really were to each other #nothing!!#im not a writer so i couldn't tell u how to do it well but. a passing comment! anything!#a moment explaining izzys loyalty to ed after everything; talking to lucius about complicated relationship and moving on; to ed face when #hes confessing or after his leg; to Ned or to Zheng or Ricky or Hornigold or anyone! anything! Ed to Fang in the boat!!#im just surprised that wasnt a path they at least tried to explore; given how much of s2 was focused around them to some degree

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pseudophan · 9 months

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i have no idea when i actually think they'll upload next however i will say we are officially in the danger zone and it could be any day, probably without warning. be scared

#going by previous years id say they'll be gone for another week #but the way they've gone full radio silence the past two weeks they could be back like. tomorrow for all i know

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the-alan-price-combo · 3 months

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