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wait this is the people having weird skills website. can anyone help me get mgba working on my chromebook I downloaded it through terminal and it's got the icon and everything but it won't open it just stays loading forever
#computers and technology#tech#chromebooks#mgba#yes I tried turning it off and back on again#and this is the second time I've installed it#the first didn't work#nor was I able to delete it#which may be the problem
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i finished this but it actually made me so miserable i started dry heaving and sobbing whatever that says
i hate drawing people interacting why are their hands weird like that and i dont like his FACE. goodnight
#i mean its one thing that i had one idea for it to go but it went th exact opposite#which may be the problem#but like. is that it?? or is it that its not miserable in itself and it makes me feel so deeply bad for#god idk for allowing myself to visualize the idea that he could be not miserable with me#i might be genuinely insane
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Steve tries to stay quiet while he gets ready for work, but Eddie hears him. He keeps his eyes closed and just listens- to Steve grumbling to himself when his hair doesn’t sit quite right, who starts to hum and whisper some catchy song. Eddie turns his sleepy gaze onto Steve as he shuffles around their room- watching quietly as he slips on his clothes, his shoes, a simple chain with Eddie’s ring around his neck. A warm, affectionate smile breaks across his face. Before he leaves, Steve glances at what he expects to be a sleeping Eddie, but instead, he’s met with a rasped, ‘Hey.’ Eddie sits himself up, stretches his arm across Steve’s side of the bed, and reaches, fingers wiggling. Steve crosses the room to cradle his face.
Their foreheads press, noses bump, and Steve brushes his fingers across scars and dimples.
He breathes a quiet,
‘Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.’
Eddie huffs a tired laugh,
‘You know I never mind.’
Because, yeah.
Every morning Steve tries to stay quiet while he gets ready for work, but Eddie always hears him.
( another one from the poll | WIP )
#in my feels this fine morning#eddie cant let steve go without his goodbye smooch#i imagine eddie would sleep through anything#but i also like to think he lets himself wake up#he likes to watch Steve’s morning routine#which may or may not include winking at himself in the mirror when his final once over checks out#steddie#steddie fanart#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#i changed Steve’s face from the WIP.. it needed better angling#I’m not a writer so please ignore grammar and whatever other problems lol#i type like i read it in my head#so hopefully it sounds alright
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My enjoyment of writing, my productivity, and the quality of my work improved tenfold when I started embracing slumps and taking them as an opportunity to read everything I could get my hands on, watch lots of films and shows, go to the theatre, play games, hang out with friends, visit new places, and generally absorb life and marinate my brain in the art of storytelling.
Take from that what you will.
#writing advice#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writer problems#radley writes#creative writing#writer's block#writers#writer's block is to be cuddled and nurtured not loathed x#unless you are beholden to deadlines in which case - HATE HATE HATE#radley rambles#my experience will not be your experience etc. etc. etc.#if 'write every day' works for you great!!#if not... this post may be for you
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tell us how you remember it
#rust cohle#true detective#my art#was working on some portrait sketches and then ended up colouring one and it got out of hand#just wanted to practice his face...#but i coloured differently than i normally do and i soooo enjoyed it#rustin cohle#we may have a problem (i may have to draw more.)#i have ideas. but ideas which require i dont spend so much time lovingly rendering hair LOL.#so little time... bagh...
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what are your thoughts on Harumi x Kuai Liang (I need to see them in your art style)

To be completely honest with you, I’m still neutral to them- but he looked pretty happy in the recent trailers!
#kuairumi#kuai liang#harumi shirai#mortal kombat 1#I kinda always saw Kuai Liang as a lone uncle kinda character#so I think I need to get used to him being a different guy in this timeline#look if they can write him and harumi good.. then no problem I may start enjoying them#but for now it’s more like ‘oooh two pretty people they look nice together’#which isn’t a bad thing necessarily but it makes it hard for me to make art when I don’t have enough info on them as people/individuals#IM RAMBLING AGAIN#SORRY BYE#doodle#my art
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Ok so I have to admit. I get like...structurally, why the staff would have soulbinding, because it does add a slight sense of urgency (although between the destruction of the Bloody Bridge and however much time it takes for a resurrection, should there be one, unless Ludinus stashed a clone on Ruidus or the spell takes effect there, I think there's a decent amount of time before he returns). But it is kind of annoying, especially given that Matt notably made resurrection more difficult than it is rules as written and that the games Critical Role/Darrington have put out have both had significantly reduced resurrection abilities, that these evil wizards just keep fucking coming back. The best way to put it is that it makes perfect sense, doesn't compel me though; I think it's pretty widely agreed that Delilah has long since worn out her welcome and Ludinus is pretty much at that point as well. Trent was actually quite interesting in that immortality really didn't seem to be on his radar; Halas is fun because his prolonged existence is the result of someone fucking with him; and the Kryn dynasty is a refreshingly neutral approach to arcane immortality. And more generally I think that while there's a benefit to having villains appear, absolutely wreck the heroes, and for the heroes to learn about them and pursue them and ultimately defeat them, it really is a case of diminishing returns. My potentially unpopular opinion is that I do not in fact find the Iron Shepherds arc to be abrupt or cut short: this group kidnapped three members of the party, killed another, and then the party destroyed them. Three beats. Absolutely perfect. Another would have drawn it out too much. And yeah now that we've heard Ludinus's backstory and the party doesn't seem inclined to dig into any details that would be interesting anyway, and they're either doing what he wanted to do anyway or else will presumably destroy or drive away Predathos, it's like this bitch is still out there? what's the fucking point.
#if i may i think matt is demonstrating a flaw that like. i've had. and i mentioned this with otohan and ozo#the former of which sort of has this problem but really the issue is that she's a snoozefest of a person#the latter of which is that 90% of the fandom saw ozo kill vex and were like wait we've seen this guy before?#but like. i think he makes a really cool villain. he makes a great villain. and doesn't know how to let them go. and this is a fatal error#and i also think that like. this inclination was tempered in c1 and c2 by the fact that the parties were just. better at killing things.#cr spoilers
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You deadlift? What's your PB?
My current max is 250 pounds! Gotta catch up to Tony, he's at 300 now 😤
Also someone else asked about how deadlifting doesn't kill my back, and the answer is that weightlifting with proper form is good for back pain >:]
Strengthening your stabilizer muscles is so good for your bones and posture! It doesn't mean accidents don't happen, as we will all decay in time, but it definitely helps me draw all day and night without crumbling into dust 👌
#liftposting on main#my routine is roughly 20 min of cardio then 30-40 min of freeweights#focusing on a different muscle group each time#this is how i have zero wrist problems#you can also do farmer's walks where you hold a weight in one hand and walk around#which is less potentially dangerous than deadlifting and so good for your forearms!!#anyway my whole perception of working out shifted as soon as i started seeing it as maintenance vs something designed around losing weight#i may not be able to control whether i get sick or have a major injury that stops my body from being able to do what i want it to do#but i can give myself slightly better chances of being able to climb stairs into my old age!#art tips
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The Hitler and KKK jokes were never funny tbh
#Like Reed I was with you until then lmao#This is like the craziest virtue signalling fandom ever#Idk why some can’t just call it what it is — classism and elitism#Why must you bring real life problems that have nothing to do with anything into this#In such a trivial and un-constructive way#You’re bloating the conversation so many people seemed like they were desperate to have considering many hate Cait because ‘ACAB’#Which. respect. but then there’s no substance behind any of that. People are just reiterating very progressive and leftist talking points#spearheaded by Black people (specifically Black women) that many people like to talk over may I add!!!#without any thought behind it. Liking or disliking a character should not be your daily dose of activism#again bloating a conversation with the hyper focus on an individual instead of the big picture of the narrative#and actively ignore the presentation of other characters of colour#ok I might as well just add my tags to a reblog lmao#but yeah idk I feel like people are just lying to my face about their leftism as they make kukluxkiramman and caitler jokes#youre not being funny or clever or really much at all. You’re just saying things out loud#Also super hypocritical since a solid (deffffff not all) of the fandom treat Mel so poorly#Ok I’m done#slay on the run#arcane#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#this isn’t even a Caitlyn defence post lmao people are just annoying me#ALSO most of these jokes have been off Tumblr. I’ve blocked so many people I don’t see many of these but they’re apparently popular on twt
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it is the year 2383 and your obscure hyperfixation just got 100x more serious
#the implication of this is that the rain world fandom will survive in some form until the stellaris type future which is funny#rainworld#stellaris#stellaris fic#my art#oc: devon#<- name may change one day#oc: byzow#human#zyywit#au: meteor shower#au: ms v1#<- not canon to it because having the video game AND the civ co-exist causes a plethora of problems but listen#it was 3am and the comic was funnier in my head
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hobbit crossover stuff in my wips folder
I didn't share em bcuz 1) am dying over uni and didn't finalize anything 2) realise I wanna draw actually lotr/hobbit stuff instead of a crossover because I found a new love for the fandom
#gaz is perfect as an elf#its just the problem of filling the dwarf durin brothers#cuz it's just gonna be Soap then.#hence i added ale and rudy into the mix#we need someone to say “i saw him and I knew he was someone I could call king”#come on GAZ literally would say that#frankly the hobbit didnt have many legolas scene so i also felt bad to put Gaz as him cuz then it feels like he's excluded#which is a no no#so honestly this crossover is short lived KJFSDHKFJH#i may post one or two more art of it and thats it#i /want/ to draw bilbo and thorin themselves <3#sorry alkfjghkajkgs#gummmyart#doodle#the call of the ring au#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#alejandro vargas#rodolfo parra
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ngl I've been increasingly struggling with the use of feminizing language and "but make them women" stuff in my main fandoms, all of which are about queer Asian men. It's always bothered me but I feel like it's bothering me even more now, and I'm not sure if that's because it's become more prevalent or if I'm getting more sensitive to it. I just can't help but want to point out, like...
1. If yall want women and lesbians... you know there are fandoms... with women and lesbians... right? Women and lesbians are great! I'm begging you to go read stories that actually are about them.
2. Like seriously if you want stories about women why are you in the gay guy bl fandom
3. White fans please unpack why you think that lithe Asian gay man needs to be a woman, needs to be pregnant, why you are calling him breedable, or babygirl, or malewife. Like I am begging people who do this to spend five minutes considering why they do, why you think it's okay, why it's maybe different than saying even the same things about white people, like yall just collectively forgetting decades of racist feminizing language weaponized against Asian men.
I'm not saying anything I haven't said before but it's just been really A Lot recently if I have to see one more post about any MXTX character needing to be a breedable malewife maid I'm going to scream.
Note: this is NOT about trans head canons or trans stuff. I love trans masc and trans fem stuff. Don't stop.
(Disclaimer: I am also white.)
Also note like... this isn't about any specific fan having a preference. People like mpreg. People like gender swaps. That's great! I support an individual's preferences! But just because behavior is okay on an individual level, that doesn't mean it doesn't start to get a little awkward at a collective fandom level. And idk, it's hard to divorce my personal discomfort with some of these things from an assessment of if it's actually ~a problem~ so maybe I'm just not recognizing my own issues here, but... yeah. I keep starting to write more then deleting it so I guess I'll shut up now.
#unforth rambles#ive been brewing this a while but seeing a which mxtx lead is most breedable poll is apparently my breaking point#im gonna put in tags what i stopped myself from putting in the main tag cause it felt manipulative#but if im honest if this trend doesnt stop especially in tgcf#im not sure ill be able to keep going into the main tag to look for art#its like a fucking bombardment its exhausting i dont want xie lian to be a pregnant woman actually#and its okay if you do like okay you do you#but i just dont get why this is getting so popular in these fandoms#its really not for me and if this is the direction that tumblr fandom for these characters is trending#then i guess tumblr fandom for these fandoms wont be for me#like i get that this may be a me problem but then to escape the me problem the solution will be that i leave#i dont want to do that but#alternatively i may have to block huge swaths of the fandom
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Well, I've already watched half of the Netflix DMC
And you know, I have a logical question, what is the complaint about Sparda from those who did not like the series?
So far, not a word has been said from Dante that his father was NOT with them, yes, he does not believe that he can be a demon, as well as everywhere, where he initially did not know about it (read dmc1 novel and dmc4 novel)
It was shown how little Dante asked when they will see dad. But damn, this is obviously a question from a child who is WAITING for his dad, not one who has never known him (you yourself really have never waited for your parents to return from somewhere and have not asked such questions?)
And oh God, how amazing, all the disgusting things that were said about Sparda were said either by other demons or by a White Rabbit who lived in underworld for a long time, where every living thing considers Sparda a pathetic traitor (how unexpected, really?), who went against his homeworld and the current king Mundus
#dmc#devil may cry#dmc netflix#dmc series#netflix devil may cry#dante devil may cry#dmc dante#dante son of sparda#dante sparda#devil may cry dante#netflix dante#dmc netflix dante#sparda#dmc sparda#devil may cry sparda#legendary dark knight#legendary dark knight sparda#so really what the problem#it's so sad to see such one-sided view on all which happen in both series and games#all is not completely perfect and we have space to our thoughts
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITS DONE!!!! sorry that it took a bit to finish it but thats fine it was super fun to do this :3
moots that I attempted to draw in their style!!! @icykosmo @sillygoofyart @yourlocalabstraction @prxtty-lxtin @bvnny-skvllz @art-crumbs-main
and the creature of choice :3
#I truly picked the right critter for this#I may have problems trying to translate her design in some of these#but they ended up fun cuz I was drawing my most beloved creature <3#I had this as a draft since end of october#locked in tonight and did the colouring which was the last thing I had to do so ya :3#plushy rambles#plushy's art stuff#plushy's wonderful critters#art#my art#digital art#art challenge#art style swap#oc art#artists on tumblr
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I've been thinking about the reason why the arbitrator comes out of the blue on RT's ship.
Wild guess:
It turns out that Theodora didn't pay taxes for a very long time, so now RT has to bear the arbitrator's presence in her retinue till she pays off the debt. It also explains why RT (at least, my Lynette) always desperately loots literally everything and why her first words when she arrives at any destination are often "Is there money to be made?"
#I wanted humour but sadly it turned into something dramatic:D#although there is always an airlock#and that bottomless pit on one of the planets#what's more heinrix... if he agrees to cooperate with his lord captain and get rid of the arbitrator#which is possible i guess#still not humour?!#poor guy even though he hasn't appeared in the game yet i'm already thinking of ways how to get rid of him#that was not my intention tbh!)#my friend and i discussed that... there were even crazier ideas!#rogue trader#warhammer 40k rogue trader#lex imperialis#von valancius#oc: lynette von valancius#silly thoughts#random thoughts#don't take it seriously#facing tax problems may lead to unexpected consequences...
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OCD I feel is a good demonstration of how the fine line between “sane” and “not” isn’t even a line at all, it’s more like a big gradient or maybe even a big nebulous sphere we all exist in.
Someone with anxiety (relatively normalized and tbh romanticized these days) might fear crowds because what if they are seen and scrutinized and judged? And maybe some breathing exercises and rationalization might help- maybe the phrase “everyone else is too worried about themself to judge you” might actually do something, if they can truly internalize it. Someone who experiences delusions (very much demonized) might fear crowds because they know that each of their thoughts will be broadcast and everyone else will witness them and mentally converse with each other about it. It WILL happen and nothing can convince them otherwise.
And then OCD (often misinterpreted as being less of a disorder than it really is- see "letting the intrusive thoughts win"- so someone’s condition being worse than everyone expects is generally poorly received) might cause something that can be placed somewhere in the middle- they fear crowds because what if there is a mind reader amongst them? And they tell themself that that’s ridiculous because mind readers don’t exist and if they did we would know by now but what if? And they tell themself that there is an easy way to tell if mind readers exist in the vicinity- if they scream really loud mentally and someone reacts, that means they do exist. If not, it’s probably safe. And therefore periodically they must think a sudden scream, not too often so as to not be predictable, and oops! Now it’s a compulsion attached to the mindreader obsession and they can’t handle going without it. Maybe it gets even more elaborate over time as the strength of the rituals fades, like, oh, one scream is not enough, it must be done three times to really be sure.
Do you know how common it is for those with OCD to have schizophrenia (the idea of it) as an obsession? Surprisingly common- or perhaps, not so surprising, considering the culture surrounding saneism and that perceived harsh line that divides the “normal” people from the ones with psychosis. Everyone thinks it could never be them, because they are two entirely different categories of people, right? For OCD, someone might latch onto an obsession they know is ridiculous except they can’t get themselves to stop taking it deathly seriously and so they wonder, am I slipping? Are these really thoughts a sane person could have? And so they remind themself that people with psychosis do not regard their delusions in the same way they are regarding their own obsession, and so, no, they can’t be slipping. And thus frequent personal reality checks become the compulsion. Idk what the point of this post really is, maybe it's just that instead of a checkbox you either check or don't, sanity is more like a color picker thing
#ocd#me post#did you know it can actually go deeper#if you have the moral scrupulosity variety of ocd you might look at your schizophrenia obsession#and go “oh no am I being saneist” or “oh no am I fetishizing psychosis” or BOTH#which may or may not give way to. guess what. more compulsions to manage the guilt#for your obsession with your obsession#might steer into intrusive thought territory where instead of actually thinking about it#whenever you try you immediately flinch away from it and go “NO THAT'S BAD”#which strengthens it of course#lmaooo as I was writing this post I was like “am I allowed to post about this? I haven't had the mind reading problem in a while”#you fool. you dumbass. you're doing the morals thing this very instant. it's why you thought about making this post in the first place#“is this really a normal thing to post at 4 pm on a sunday?” YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT IT AT 4 PM ON A SUNDAY SO YES#that last one is prolly a general anxiety disorder thing. ocd is like if anxiety got a cool jacket with more pockets than should be possibl
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