#wolfkin vent

[otherkinberry]

I can't remember my awakening :(

The problem with having dissociative amnesia and be in the non human community is that I see all of these other beings saying, like, "I awakened in 20xx"

and I'm like I- I don't remember. I cannot remember . And then I don't feel valid, and I know it's stupid, but.

*explodes :(*

Like, idk if anyone can relate, but I don't even remember when I discovered what being non human/therian meant!!

Sometimes I feel like I just spawned here and it sucks!! I can't remember anything about me or my past.

...Anyway *eats little snack

(idk, I hope at least one of y'all can feel a bit less alone bc I wrote this)

[fuzzytadpole]

Running on two legs never felt like enough, but running on four doesn’t quite work with this body

[cloudsnwings]

THIS FLESH IS MADE OF CHAINS AND TETHERS ME TO THIS DECAYING EARTH

I WANT TO GO HOME

[tazdrgaoneyetagain]

i want to tear into flesh and rip meat and bite into skin and feel pearls of blood forming at my fangs i want to pull and tug until tendons snap away from bone i want to thrash a corpse around in my maw i want to lay across someones chest and sink my teeth deep into their skin i want to lick blood off my fur i want to tear through their stomach and pull out their organs and splay them out at my feet i want to hear the crack of bone under my bite the tear of meat beneath my paws i want to roll in the scent of their blood i want to revel in my kill and scream so people thousands of miles away can hear but at the same time i fucking NEED to be pet. please i need scratches behind the ears i need headpats. i need so very badly to play fetch with someone i love i want scratches beneath the chin i need cuddles and i must run circles around you and headbutt you happily i must rear up on my hind legs and greet you with a hug. yes i want to maim and kill but also have you considered i am also a very very good boy

[fox4brains]

cw: lowkey cringe therian vent about love 💀 (idk why im being so personal rn but wtv)

i rly wish the therian/otherkin community was bigger so that being “therian 4 therian” could be an actual option for me 😭 i know that online dating is an option, but like my love language is physical touch i really prefer irl, and the fact that barely anyone irl knows and respects therians really stings that its so hard to find someone that im interested in and would actually understand me :( id only e-date if i was really close with someone, which ig i could be cuz atp i just want a therian partner :(

[xxm0nstrrrk1dxx]

why am i not a vampire

why am i not a floating light of pure consciousness

why am i not a creature running through the forest with my pack, eating our hunt and play fighting in the fields

this isnt fair i didnt ask to be born during late stage capitalism and i wont survive long enough to see a global peace revolution. what am i supposed to do now ;-;

[dreamdropsystem]

redraw of old vent from YEARS ago and still feel this shit to my very CORE - shane/locket/theo/angel/bug

[wyvernstuff]

🐺🩸Werewolf on its period vibes

inspired by how i woke up at 2am this morning

[aggressivefaedog]

Being a trans therian on your fuckin period is like. You say something as vent, and not even three minutes later you see a message like "not to be rude, but seeing my friends sad just makes me feel like shit" (I have gotten this about 2, 3 times today.)

I LOVE YOU, I DO.

BUT IM A PISSY LITTLE BITCH RIGHT NOW, IM IN PAIN, IM DYSPHORIC AS HELL, IN TWO DIFFERNT WAYS, I DEAL WITH FEELING NOT GOOD AS SNAPPING AT YOUR HAND, ANDIF YOU SAY ONE MORE FUCKIN WORD, WELL, RIGHT NOW IM BARELY RESISTIN THE URGE TO GROWL AT YOU, AND I CANT HELP BUT IMAGINE FLESH IN MY TEETH.

I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU ARE CURRENTLY WEARIN A MEAT SUIT AND POKING A WOLF BUD.

GRRRRRR, YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE ALLOWED TO BE HAVIN A SHITTY FUCKING DAY DUDE

[desperatecanine]

someone help my english teacher walked up to me during class and said

" how are you today my [ name] ? "

EXCUSE ME ????? I BELONG TO NO ONE ???

SHES NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE AND IT GEEKED ME OUT BECAUSE BEING CALLED "mine" OR "my ____" OR LIKE POSSESSIVE LABELS OF OWNERSHIP BEING PUT ON ME MAKES ME FEEL UNSAFE AND ON EDGE AND NOW IM ALL FERAL, TENSE AND AGGRESSIVE IN ENGLISH CLASS ???

[ keep in mind this is like a grown ass woman and theres a totally plausible reason she is being friendly / playful with me because i am a big reader and im very interested in the books she gives me / i ask her for books to read outside of class and we talk about them but calling me hers out of absolutely knowhere was a big trigger for this poor pup, i just hate the feeling of being owned or beloning to somone and now i feel shitty and unsafe with a teacher i really like because of kin memories and childhood trauma mixed with recent truama ]

[otherkinberry]

"(...)

And I was running faraway,

Would I run off this world someday?

I felt alive and I can't complain!"

"...But now, take me home

Take me home

Home where I belong.

I've got no other place to go...."

"(...)

Now take me home!

Home where I belong!

.

I can't take it anymore..."

[forestdumbass]

I want to run free through the forest. I want to yell at the top of my lungs. Race my best friend downhill. I want to get lost. I want to howl. I want to see stars. I crave the freedom of nature.

[sable-dream]

I think the reason I was attached to the idea of having a canine theriotype (yes I know sables are technically caniformia) is because a good majority of the therian community is some flavor of canid. Which means unless you’re a canid it’s harder to find community or relating experiences or even stuff like gear. All “books/movies/content for therians” and “therian tips!” Posts come with the assumption that the reader is a dog or doglike. DIY gear centers dog experiences. There are just SO MANY dogs/cats in the community that it feels so isolating sometimes :/

[disasterpending]

i hate having mental illness it makes me so angry

i don’t want to be like this but i also don’t know how i can fix it if i can at all

grahh😾

[fangzadventures]

Something to express some feelings I've felt for a while. Having a human body was good for something, with my hands I draw, though I would give anything for my paws to come back.

Vent drawings underneath, basically, me longing for parts of me that aren't there anymore-

[shurikthetherian]

Tw: vent, species dysphoria

The moment when you realize that the uncomfortable feeling of being incomplete and wrong is actually species dysphoria. When you feel like you are lacking something important, something that is a big part of you, that plays a role in your life. Your hands feel like paws, but at the same time they are just limbs belonging to a human; your ears are in the wrong place and you can’t move them to show your emotions; you don’t have a tail that you can wag and play with. You are not with your pack running somewhere in the forest and freely howling and barking from the feeling of relief that washes over you. You do everything you can but you can’t shift to get rid of the uncomfortable feeling somewhere in your chest. It may not make sense right now, but you feel like yourself yet you don’t feel right. Every visit to the park or forest only ends up being a disappointment not helping you even a bit. I don’t know how to deal with this when it comes. If you have any advice, please, leave it in the comments