mom.. it hurts when you say this.. you know Shane struggles with being verbal. yet you want Shane to be vebral all the time. not to use nonverbal communication with others. to hide it. why? are you ashamed of me? you are.. i know.. system has to talk to you instead of me.. thats why no talk with you.. she doesn't understand. you make us feel bad for use AAC/TTS.. stop it.. - Shane
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communication with SH and suicidal ideation is so hard.. Comet can't do it without help..
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this little angel angel loses their feathers from fear, trauma and grief
we are so low. we feel so bad. we are so close, but so far. we can't cope. we are scared . we're fighting but feel like drowning.. the wings.. Star's wings are falling apart. the angels of the system are hurt. they hurt bad. the system hurts bad. Star just want to help. Star mood booster. energy booster. postive holder. but Star also trauma/memory holder. it's hard. it feels like Star's wings are being cut off. feathers ripped off. we can't cope. we don't belong here. we just want to b happy - Star
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stopping self harm since age 8 and body is now 21? it's hard. we haven't cut or burn in while but we still have self injurious stimmng, scatching self, biting self, slapping and hitting self, ripping skin off, pulling hair out, starving self. all self harm. we trying
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