Making a post for some folks concerned.
When I'm saying I'm into pain I say what I mean, I don't like actually hurting myself, as in, doing damage to my body. I am only talking about pain. When I'm talking about how I would love if Malenia broke my ribs what I'm actually imagining is a fantasy where you can get your ribs broken and be Completely Fine.
I am okay and I am also completely self aware about all of this. I'm just having fun with this weird brain I got.
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DBD has slowly been degrading me as a decent human being, it's been so addicting but hurtful to me and my mental state for a while ever since I got on the mobile app,
and then today happened.
To me, I snapped, to be fair from the trigger from the fanbase that
far too gone and invested to quit the addiction unlike me
reminiscent of when I first started playing multiplayer games on Xbox and I didn't know then you could go into settings to turn off public messages so I got PTSD from how they (mainly the Feng Min) typed their insults as it eerily reminded me of the bad old days.
I uninstalled it right after this convo, and I'm making this post as a cautionary tale with this message:
If any MULTIPLAYER game makes you act/think/say/do/etc. on some, the same level as me, or worse than me. I don't care how much you spend on it, how many hours you have on it, even if this is the best thing to do in your day-to-day life is to play it, do what I've done and...
JUST QUIT!!!
uninstall it, throw it in the trash if it's a physical disc, remove yourself from the game's community in any way you can, and don't turn around and put yourself back at square one.
Especially if it multiplayer
Games are, not " should be", I repeat ARE meant to be fun first, anything else second, and onwards.
Play something that gives you a positive experience and that helps you give back positivity, being in a cycle of negativity will never end with you being healthier and/or happier, you'll be just like me, looking to be those things except if you don't quit, before you know it
You will die without ever finding genuine happiness in what you do.
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in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off
EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through
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hey guys if you’re planning on making a vaguepost on the dashboard can you message me with the details and some of the lore behind the vague post you’re making. a vaguepost for the dash and a detailedpost for me. because i like to know what’s going on. if you do this i will automatically take your side because you’ve done the right thing by letting me know what’s up. thanks in advance ❤️
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everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name
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Loving reminder from your land history auntie:
North American golf courses have had 50-100 years of arsenic and mercury based fungicide and herbicides applied to their soils.
Do not eat anything that has been grown on a golf course or downstream from a golf course. I know it sounds cool and radical, but you are too valuable to poison yourself with heavy metals.
Protect each other, turn your local golf course into a pollinator garden, not a sex forest or community garden.
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Extremely funny how different the starting stakes are in Hades and Hades 2 like
Zagreus: I need to move out so fucking bad if I don't I'm killing my dad or myself or both
Melinoë: I lost my entire family and Olympus is burning and the dead are stuck in permanent limbo and I am personally and single handedly responsible for fixing this all
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