#wtf u on about m8

[disneyprincemuke]

of drunk regrets * fem!driver

the morning after vegas

what does one do when you have no recollection of getting married?

pairings: sebastian vettel x fem!driver, logan sargeant x fem!driver, max verstappen x fem!driver, oscar piastri x fem!driver, mick schumacher x fem!driver

notes: hi late update and that’s because i was crocheting the entire day lol

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she hums turning around, her arm landing on something solid instead of a soft pillow. she opens an eye, flinching back when her eyes land on someone’s clothed back, then groans when nausea slowly hits her.

“who the fuck is this?”

the person next to her hums. they left their head before dropping it back into the pillow. “mm.”

she looks around to the best of her ability, snorting when she realises that amidst all her drunken antics from the night before, they didn’t even end up on the bed. they’re sleeping on the carpeted floor of her hotel room.

she lifts her head, ignoring the nausea hitting her all at once. the bed is empty.

a hand comes up to nurse her head, looking down at the body lying next to her with the blanket draped over their shoulder loosely. she brought somebody back to her hotel room with her? now that’s just a tabloid rumour waiting to blow up in her face when she opens up her phone.

she leans forward, wobbling slightly, as she tries to get a glimpse of their face. her eyes widen, landing a smack on their shoulder with some force. "what the hell are you doing here?"

"don't hit me, i'm trying to sleep."

"mick! you're in my hotel room!"

"what?" blue eyes are exposed to the dim lights of the room, disappearing once more when mick shuts his eyes. "what am i doing here?"

"how would i know?" she sighs, slowly lying back down on the ground. "i don't remember anything."

"we didn't do anything... did we?"

she looks down at herself, surprisingly dressed in her pyjamas without any recollection of even making it back into her hotel room in the first place. "i hope not."

"you hope?" mick cries, shaking his head in dismay. "this is not good."

"give me a second. i need to think," she sighs, pressing the back of her hand to her forehead. "start thinking. do you remember anything from last night?"

mick also sighs, simply shaking his head. he pulls the blanket over his body and snuggles back into his pillow. "no, but wake me up when you've figured it out. i'm really hungover right now, mate."

"really? you don't think i am?"

"i'm sure you are, but– what the hell is this on my finger? when did i get a mood ring?"

"you have a mood ring?" there's a momentary pause. "oh, look. i've got one too. when did i–"

they both sit up hurriedly, hissing in pain as they point at each other with a loud gasp. "no! are you serious? did we really do that? when did we even have the time to do that?"

mick cries. "my mother is going to kill me."

"mine will kill me – i'm barely 21, mick!"

"i'm going to american jail! you're not even legal here!" he rubs his eyes. “i don’t wanna go to jail here!”

she scrambles around for her phone, eyes widening at her notifications.

SUPERMAX you and mick???

RATSELL what's ur ig post about m8?

LOWGAN when u wake up, there's a cup of water and an advil on the bedside for u also, check ur instagram

PASTRY you did the funniest thing last night.

LILLIES thanks for the free pizza wish i could've been there for the actual ceremony though? it's ok, maybe at your next wedding

ALBONO please tell me you didn't

LAW SON i think u may have sent logan over the edge cuz wtf is bro doing in my hotel room ranting to charlotte and i at 5am

MICKEY ur asleep rn i can't sleep when do u think we should renew our vows??? oh no we got married!??!??!

BLYTHE mate u got married without me in attendance??? not saying i'm offended but like seriously?

THE BETTER SARGEANT who u married to? if it's logan istg omg is it mick? i saw ur instagram

LANCE

congrats!!!

if i’d known sooner, i’d have bought you a wedding gift before landing in vegas

i’ll get one before the last race i promise

SEBASTIAN ur very funny, do u know that? text me when ur up, we should talk

MUMMY wowww let me know what wedding gift to get you you grow up so fast, my love

PAPA what is all this ruckus i'm hearing between mum and blythe about you getting married? call me.

KRISTEN (PR) team meeting asap. bring the schumacher.

she glances at mick. "my dad's going to kill you."

mick turns to her, shoulders slumped with his eyes widened in panic. "i really really hope my mother gets to me first." he shakes his head and pats around the ground for his phone. "you know what? i'll just tell her myself."

“don’t bother,” she scoffs, lying back down in the pillow sprawled on the floor. “i vividly remember you calling gina when we were getting pizza that you married me in vegas.”

kristen chews on the inside of her cheek, scanning the group around her. "what is this? i only told you to bring mick."

the girl takes off the sunglasses on her face and sighs. "you think i didn't try telling them off? is this your first time meeting these losers? i– listen, i'm too hungover to tell them off, kristen."

"please let us stay?" max smiles, batting his eyelashes at the older woman. "i promise we'll be quiet. i'm just curious over the events of last night."

"so am i," kristen points out in a soft voice, moving her eyes over the pair seated on the couch on the other side of her table. at that point, they are the least of her concerns. "do you know the pr nightmare you just caused over a couple of drinks? do you have any idea the reckless thing you just did?"

"please don't shout," she says softly, eyes closing. "it was stupid, we know. in my defense–"

"they shouldn't have even let us in the chapel in the first place in that state," mick sighs, shaking his head disapprovingly. “so technically, whose fault is it, really?”

“both of yours for even coming up with the stupid idea in the first place!” logan screams, pointing at them in frustration. “you made a bad decision!”

kristen glances at logan, shooting him a side eye for disrupting her meeting. when logan shrugs, she simply looks back at the married pair her seats. “you’re not even 21! you did this in america too! god!”

“and they shouldn’t have permitted it knowing that i wasn’t 21!” the young girl shrieks, immediately defending herself. this is a hill she is willing to die on. “let’s focus more on the fact that they let two drunk idiots get married instead of the fact that i thought of it.”

“you came up with that idea?” max throws his head back, hissing softly as he shook his head. “why am i not surprised?”

“right? you have to tell her how stupid she is for this,” logan rambles in frustration. “seriously! you couldn’t go one year without making a stupid decision?

she rolls her eyes, glancing at mick from the side of her eyes. he flashes her an apologetic grin and she shrugs with another eye roll in response.

“i mean, you’re an adult. you can do whatever you want, but do you know how legally exhausting the entire process will be from here on out?” max continues, throwing his arms in the air. “knowing you, you won’t like it! there’s a lot of papers to sign!”

“and paper work to read!” logan adds on. “seriously!”

“god, (y/n), how could you be so stu–“

“i came up with the idea,” mick speaks out, turning to max and logan with a small smile. “it’s not her fault, you guys. come on. lay off her a little bit.”

she shoots him a questioning stare. “no, wait–“

mick laughs. “the deal at the pizza place just looked so good. i’m not excusing it because we were drunk, but cut us some slack.”

sebastian, sitting quietly in the corner of the room, finally stands up. he folds his arms over his chest. “it doesn’t matter who came up with the crazy idea to get married in vegas.”

“you’re still not mad?” logan raises an eyebrow. “there’s got to be some part of you that is.”

“how about let me conduct my meeting with my driver in peace? unless you want to take over my job of being her pr officer…” kristen speaks out, looking around the room to shut down any more forms of interruption. she looks back at her. “let me see the marriage certificate.”

“the what?”

“you signed one, didn’t you?“

she scrunches her nose and looks at mick. “did we sign one? i really can’t remember.”

“i don’t,” mick cuts himself off, looking just as clueless, “i literally blacked out last night. i don’t remember anything.”

sebastian beams, standing a little straighter. “i have it right here! look at it, kristen.”

he puts down a piece of paper on the table. the entire room watches the woman read over the paper, lips pressed together.

a small laugh bubbles from her, grabbing the certificate into her hands and bringing it closer to her face. her laugh gets a little louder, sebastian eventually joining her with a hand over his mouth.

“what is so funny?” she sighs, rolling her eyes. “all i can think about is the shopping spree i can’t have this month over the lawyer fees.”

“and the fact that i could end up in american jail for marrying a 20-year-old!”

kristen grins, slamming the certificate down onto the table. “it’s illegitimate.”

“what?”

“oh?”

“surprising turn of events!”

“illegitimate?”

a hand slams into the table, the youngest in the room jumping to her feet. “illegitimate? what about my free pizza? how is that illegitimate? i’m not a schumacher anymore?”

“you changed your name?” oscar pipes up, roaring in laughter, covering his face. this entire ordeal has been very amusing to him.

she turns around sheepishly with a small smile. “i was planning to. how cool would it be to be a schumacher?”

“what the fuck?” logan says to her, bewildered at the thought process. “you’re not married and you’re telling me that’s the only thing you’re concerned about? not being a schumacher in the eye of the law?”

mick giggles, looking up at her with an impressed expression. “schumacher does go along well with your name.”

“i know. should we get married for realsies after this weekend and legally change my name?”

“have you learned nothing from this?” kristen throws her hands into the air. she leans back into her seat, letting out the heaviest sigh of relief as she no longer has to engage with any legal teams. pr wise, it would be easy.

she shrugs, sitting back down into the cushioned seat. “don’t get drunk with mick in vegas.”

“first and last time i’m drinking that much with you,” mick adds on with a snort. though, there’s a small smile playing on his face as he looks at her.

they both know that won’t be the last time they’ll be sending their pr officers into a frenzy. they’re truly a force to be reckoned with.

and, it could have been worse.

“i paid for all the pizzas you ate and threw up last night,” sebastian sighs, shaking his head. “you owe me like $100.”

she nods. “okay, i’ll pay you. still no shopping spree for me this month, i guess.”

mick clicks his tongue, giving her a thumbs up. “i’ll pay him. consider it my wedding gift to you, wife.”

“she’s not your wife,” logan points out with an eye roll. “didn’t even get married in the first place, remember? illegitimate. not even a real certificate. never happened. literally no record of it.”

“i’m curious,” max furrows his eyebrows and lips pouted out. “how did you pull this off to make it seem real, seb?”

“i arrived to their ‘wedding’–“

“not real!”

“logan, cut it out.”

“–before them. i spoke to the receptionist before they arrived; they don’t let drunk people get married. i convinced her to give them the slot anyway just to teach these two a lesson.”

“impressive?” kristen smiles. “you just saved me a lot of paper work.”

“and mick the beating he’d get from her dad if it actually ever happened to go through.”

she smiles, leaning over the arm rest to whisper at mick. she taps him on the shoulder. “we should celebrate with ice cream.”

— bonus

they flood out of the office collectively, the young girl looking down at the mood ring around her ring finger. “we should keep the rings, shouldn’t we, mick? keepsake.”

“to remind you of your bad decision making?” logan questions.

“no, to piss you off.” she turns around and shoves him back gently. “of course, just to keep memory of the one time i was almost a schumacher!”

sebastian tilts his head. “you know you’ll still be you, right? even if you’re legally considered a schumacher? you won’t get his blue eyes.”

“i could,” she hums with a smile. “so, husband. watching the race from my garage tonight like a factory manufactured wag?”

“can’t, wife,” mick sighs. “i work for mercedes.”

“i could get you the second seat if you wanted.”

“you have the power to do that?” she nods. “that’s hot.”

“cut it out, you guys are making max uncomfortable!” oscar grunts, pushing the pair apart.

beside them, max has his fingers plugged into his ears and is humming softly to himself. “it’s not real, it’s not real. they’re not actually married,” he whispers to himself. “and it will never happen.”

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[flock-talk]

@ fellow Quaker anon with that weird af vet visit (Cheese??? No veg????)

As a quaker dad, I'm half tempted to show this to my vet at my next appointment come spring time and see what her response is. She's certified for avian care (as in, it's what she specializes in + did further schooling for)

I'm certain she's gonna go "wtf m8" at that vets recommendations bc I've NEVER seen any recommendations like that for ANY parrots. I both interact with a rescue + boarding place here on the reg who are extremely good with their diet plans for all the parrots there, and I constantly research stuff. Never have I seen any sort of recommendations like that. I'd genuinely ask for reasoning behind it because that's counterintuitive to like. Quaker care, let alone most parrot care. (Tho. Sweet potato as FlockTalk described Imma have to try, my dumdum will probs like it lol)

I agree w the comment in the notes/reblog about the biohazard waste varying location to location. (I'm in Canada and even for mammals I've not encountered that, nor heard of it!)

Tho the restraining fee?? That baffled me. Most I've heard of for something like that was if they had to sedate an animal that was real rowdy, like a cat or smth. A quaker you can wrap in a birdritto to do an examination no issue really?? Hell, one of my other birds is a bitch and a half to get hands on; vets pull out all the stops for them lol and it just results in the vet team laughing about it.

Wishing u all the best anon. Smth seems off about that visit to me for sure.

Flocktalk I'm sorry for rambling in ur inbox, I'm an anxious bean 😅 sooooo yeah-

((If you do ask them I’d love to hear their response! ))

More input for you Quaker anon!

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🌷 and 💞 (for ch.ilde/celadon) for the ask game!!👀

WUHHFUEH ch.ilde bby thank u for bringing him back occasionally (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

🌷 if you have multiple f/os, how would your f/o react to meeting your other f/os? how would they react if they were in one of your other f/o’s worlds?

- OH GOSH OH MAN OKAY im actually so scared because my mains are like. mildly aggressive now that I think about it HAHSHSBDHAHDHA

tom: would probably introduce to fire-water (the drink that originated from ch.ilde's homeland) and that's how they get along.... maybe. then again the drink is pretty strong so I wouldn't know if tom would like it or hate it (if he does hate it then I bet u they're going to fight each other with their spears because I said so ABAHHEHAHEHAA)

ru.v: now. that's some real comrades HABSBDBAJDBWJDJ actually no I'm pretty sure ru.v is going to be irritated at ch.ilde's demeanor. ru.v warns him not to talk to him or he'll fight and ch.ilde's like HOHO SPARRING??? U WANNA GO??? U WANNA GO M8??? FIGHT ME FIGHT ME now he just became more annoying 😩

ch.ilde being in the modern universe would be so funny I mean first of all wtf is technology is that magic bestowed by visions?? is there a technology archon??? LMAOOO

💞 what colors and/or aesthetics do you associate with your ship?

made a quick moodboard for a quick summary hehe, the color palette is called sea-green which works because he's hydro and she's dendro c: I love the whole ocean/naturecore mix 💚💙

[game]

[loveoaths]

In this handmade heaven, I come alive.

the old hymns teach you how to cryand when. the new songs are canticles ofwhat’s worth bleeding for.

the old bruises mouth for you to break everything but the bones. the new ones crime your necksmoking purple fingerprintsmarking every instance he moaned your name.

there are birds singing in the wisteria trees the morning neji departs for lightning country. the sky is pink and sweet in its unfurling, like a kitten’s tongue, and haku stares at it a long time in the hours crescendoing toward dawn, palms cradling the head in his lap. neji is awake, has been for a few minutes now, arms wrapped around haku’s waist to cup the small of his back, breathing quietly with his eyes closed. 

they do this, sometimes. pretend time is a suggestion, that morning can be staved off with enough will power, their brocade of tangled limbs and sheets impregnable to dawn’s insurmountable light. they do this, sometimes. it never works.

there are birds singing in the wisteria outside haku’s window when neji opens his eyes, lavender and limitless, and regards him with a soft, attentive noise. haku tips his chin down, obsidian locks falling like sheets of silk as he watches him back, eyes warm and bright, wondering what neji sees when he looks up at him. does he see the blue notes in the birds’ songs catching on the bare lines of haku’s shoulders and neck ? the blue notes unfurling, unraveling, reweaving into melismas of love and soft and stay when haku dips down to catch neji’s mouth with his, tasting sleep, tasting him. does he see the warm smile or its sad edges, hear the coy laughter when neji’s lips part easily for his languid tongue, or the breath he staves off to breathe it ? 

he doesn’t know. one day he will ask, will press his forehead against his and ask if neji knows the easiness with which he fills haku’s heart and empties his lungs in the same moment. but not today. today there is no time, the birds are already singing, and neji will be gone soon, leaving only ache and haunting birdsong in his stead. 

there are other words he wants to say, here. like i love you. like let’s run away together. like when you go my light goes with you or i love when you kiss me like it’s the last time but loathe when it is. so many words, so many words; his throat is thick with them, overrun. instead he shifts down into the bed, straddles either side of neji’s hips, presses kisses against the noble throat as he rocks down, and whispers, “can i have you ?”

neji kisses yes into his mouth with force, fingernails trailing sparks up haku’s back before nestling in the back of his hair, and haku takes a precious moment to hitch his hips forward and lean back into the bars of peach light sneaking through the window, knowing how he looks, eyes dark and cat-like as he grinds, intent on giving neji something to miss.

to want to come back to.

then he is adorning his love in kisses, love bites, moans to remember in the long nights of travels, as one hand steals lubricant from the bedside drawer, the other rubbing small circles against the rib of neji’s hip. the oil is slick and cold but warms quickly against rubbing fingers before he slowly presses a finger inside. he kisses his chest, caresses hip and ribs and trails fingernails around his nipples as  steadily works neji open with his fingers just slow enough to have neji panting, hips twitching as he tries to fuck down, to fuck himself on haku’s fingers. 

“patience,” haku teases, as if he is not eager, as if time is not conspiring against him. neji gives him that look that would have haku laughing if he weren’t breathless with anticipation. “i’m not going anywhere.” but you are.

hooking neji’s knees over his shoulders and pressing forward, he tunes out the superfluous sounds. the birds, the wind in the trees, the sleepy murmur of a city slowly rousing. he watches the silent sigh curve neji’s lips as he presses inside, tunes into the small sounds of a body opening up in welcome, hot and wet as the open mouth he brushes lips over as he begins to move. to take, to share. soft words fall from his lips, so much feeling spun out of flesh into cool air, unintelligible in the mounting noise, the greedy focus he fixes to neji’s every noise. of the two haku is far louder in bed, prone to moans and groans and praises stoked to desperate babbling when taken utterly and completely. but haku loves neji’s quiet nature. it makes the sounds all the more precious, glittering rewards for a job well done, an acute stroke or masterful twist of the hand. he drinks in neij’s sounds like he will never again know water, he fucks him until neji’s voice rises above the songs of birds in its need and pumps through haku like blood, carrying him straight to the sky. he wraps his hand around neji’s cock and works him and fucks him until neji’s staccato breath keens and he fucks him over the edge into senseless oblivion and he comes, hips stuttering to stillness, pulling free before letting himself collapse back into the bed. they need to clean up, neji needed to get up well over fifteen minutes ago, but neither of them moves for the moment aside from heaving chests and haku’s slow, sensual kisses along neji’s neck. 

reputable studies show the capacity to delay gratification makes for a happy individual and prosperous nation, but oh. oh, haku just wants, and wants now, a perpetual beautiful moment where the world falls away leaving them only here, only now, nowhere but in each other’s arms. 

they are professionals. they are shinobi. disappearing is what they do best. it should be easy to accept, to withstand the stretching silences, to not look over a shoulder looking for someone who is not there – that, gods forbid, may never come back. it should be easy, they do it every day. it should be easy, but it isn’t, it doesn’t get easier, the books all lied. he does not want to get used to the time. the hours and days and weeks that take on their own distance when the horizon fades long enough. he does not want to chuckle when neji returns, say it was worth it because it isn’t, it just isn’t. he does not want to climb  mountains of silence with his head down for miles, alert for nature’s trevails, falling branches, pitfalls and stinging flies, only to be able to say at some notional top how beautiful, the climb makes the view, there is no trouble here or tumbling cliffs at my feet. he does not want, and he knows, feeling neji pull away from one last kiss before rising from the bed to get dressed, that that was his first mistake: daring to want.

he can't bring himself to regret it.

“I’m going to shower,” neji says, pausing over the threshhold. “Join me?”

“No, you go ahead,” haku says, soft. “I’ll wait.”

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he leaves and you miss him and you throw open the windows and you already miss him. you clean up and smell his body in your sheets and you miss him. you live the life you had before he appeared and it is good, it is yours, but lacking, and you miss him. you wear his shirts to bed and touch yourself and you miss him.

you always miss him, even when his mouth is sliding hot against yours, against the moon-rise of your pale collarbone, because, as glory bright as he is, neji is only human, he will need to breathe, and you will miss him in the aching seconds his mouth draws from yours, you will. 

you always will.

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#KaneraLives

[fascinationex]

drunk opinion on wtf the rest of EU wizards are doing during 2 dark 2 voldie: the endgame

A DRUNK OPINION HAS BEEN SOLICITED. alright.

So I think this is regarded as overwhelmingly a problem of the British Isles.

... Although we don't really know about, eg., Ireland, I guess, so maybe I should say a UK problem? but then talking about the difference between "the british isles" and "the uk" even is assuming that geopolitics is 1:1 across muggle and wizarding societies, which isn't really assured... i am leaving that thought there. We will call it "a UK problem" as the story overwhelmingly takes place in England and Scotland. ONWARDS.

Anyway, in a previous conversation @misfitmccoward has pointed out that the Quidditch World Cup is an international event, and it's attacked by terrorists in 1994, which is well publicised.

So even though I think it's definitely regarded as like a civil war in which European wizards and witches ought not to intervene, I think there's probably like, the international confederation of wizards quidditch committee is probably like 'CAUTION AGAINST GAMES IN THE UK', and probably there's travel advice suggesting you stay the hell out of the UK (but no true ban because Fleur is there during canon and doesn't seem to have had any difficulties).

So what they're not doing is intervening.

What they are doing:

- reporting, with varying accuracy, on events in the UK. Because it's the wizarding world, I bet they could have some humorously advanced incompetence here.

- enjoying the use of family-friendly flying carpets imported from various Asian countries.

- hemming and hawing over long opinion pieces from wizards and witches who write that, actually, there's two sides to the conflict and shouldn't both of them get a voice? have you heard about the Knights of Wulpurgis? Maybe muggleborn witches and wizards do steal the magic of proper magical people, actually?

- being both a bit sympathetic and a lot annoyed at UK refugee muggleborns showing up with their entire families like 'hello, my great great grandmother was Spanish, let me in, I must leave the UK right now immediately.'

- idk i'm sorry Europe is big and it's hard to say what all the European witches and wizards were doing at this time, other than heavily side-eyeing the UK for having the same civil war 15 years after the last time, probably. didn't last very long did u m8.

[bpdeadd]

long post //

apparently my ‘therapist’ is back at work, I heard it from my sisters therapists bc they r obv working at the same place but I was just like ‘yeaaahhh, I don’t need that cunt anymore, I'm fine on my own’ ??? plus I aint calling him, he can fucking call me since he fucking left me alone for like 5 months n I hadn’t gotten a single word from anyone - plus the fact whenever I did call that lady at that place, she would say weird shit to me, n u know he can also fucking apologise to me for leaving me that fucking long, like if I ever do get a session I'm fucking going off at him for that, I don’t give a shit if u were ill - u can’t just fucking leave someone for that long who has been waiting a fucking year for one session n who yr meant to fucking ‘treat’ or w/e, this is a fucking apparent ‘personality disorder’ specialist treatment thing as well, tho tbh I don’t rly want therapy anymore, like i’ve done more for myself the past few months then anyone has ever done, I feel better about myself now, n I'm not actively suicidal anymore - nor do I think about it as often as I did, like I've had numerous therapy sessions over the years n even a group therapy for ppl w bpd n none of it ever fucking did anything, plus group therapy pissed me off bc they kind of left u alone after the sessions ended, no follow ups or anything, u were just on yr own like bYE, PLUS they kept cancelling a number of sessions which they never made up for, and other ppl in the group were getting annoyed about it too, and this one therapist triggered me off really fucking badly - I had to leave the room to fucking calm tf down, and to apologise she stood outside the bathroom when I was coming out during break (THE WEEK AFTER as well), - practically jump scared me bc she was just standing in front of the door - so like I opened the door n she was right in my face - bc thats fucking normal, n then said it was a ‘joke’ or w/e to the thing that triggered me like ‘oh I'm sorry, it was just a joke’ so I was like wtf plus she forced me into a hug at the end of one of the last sessions, wouldn’t let fucking go n I was like trying to get tf away from her  n push her away n she was like ‘no! u need to hug for a certain amount of time so u can get endorphins’ or w/e it was, n I'm like no that makes me more stressed and freak out but ok u fucking cunt, like wtf is wrong w this bitch??? like she was weird n I don’t like ppl fucking touching me so no. the ppl in the group were ok, I talked to one girl mostly who had bpd & hpd, n there was a lady who bought her massive dog w her, like I can’t rem what breed it was but it was a massive black dog who was friendly n kept coming up to everyone for our attention, so we’d be paying more attention to the dog then the actual sessions which we used to get yelled at for, plus there was another lady who left part way through who was rly fucking angry and aggressive n used to apparently start fights w random men she hated n she had been to prison a few times like she was great tbh n we’d just smoke outside before sessions n during breaks so 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻 but the therapists were shit, n every other therapist I've had has been shit, n these family therapists bc of my sisters situations were pissing me off the other day trying to talk about my ‘recovery journey’ n I was like - none of u r ever going to be involved, its none of yr damn fucking business, especially my family bc yr all the fucking reason I'm like this to begin with PLUS I aint recovering m8, if recovery just means becoming more ‘neurotypical’ - hiding my symptoms, n becoming more of a ‘convenience’ to others around me, so they don’t have to deal w my ‘scary, spooky’ symptoms n disorder - you can fuck right off - cunt. Plus the fact that both of these therapists seemed freaked out n didn’t like me ‘labelling’ myself w ‘borderline personality disorder’ - I DIDN’T EVEN LABEL IT I JUST SAID I HAD BEEN DIAGNOSED W BPD N ONE WOMAN LOOKED SO FRIGHTENED AND JUMPED BACK IN HER CHAIR N THE OTHER ONE WAS LIKE DON’T LABEL YRSELF THST DOESN’T HELP, BITCH WHAT ARE U ON ABOUT???? I can’t fucking deal w anyone anymore omggggg 😩😩🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 22

oooh man, its time to feel some EMOTIONS!

I'm BACK after a hiatus, which was due in part to me getting my 1st dose of the covid vaccine! woohoo!

anyways, starting here w/issue 22....we have a great cover w/thunderclash, the legend himself

oof. the covers made me forget how much I don't like the art this issue...I hate to be mean to the artists but this art style just isn't doin it for me chief

god I love this issue though. the framing device of rewind’s movie is so so fantastic

tailgate listing off all his fake awards/accomplishments....ily 

rodimus my boy, you're a prime in my heart

the ‘not a decepticon’ label for cyclonus is so much hvbhkjfbskjf

I literally wanna comment on every single panel bc I love all the characters so much but then id be here forever...that being said whirl ily sm 

hvbjdfbhsfjhdfshja BRAINSTORM ‘according to perceptor - ships genius’ hvhdkjhbfhjs ily dumb gay idiot

and then the cut to perceptor after brainstorm like, blew up his lab vjbkdsfnbksjf dude

GODDDDDD drift ‘your name...defines you. it’s your soul expressed in syllables. hm? oh, yes, sorry. it’s drift.’ GOD he’s so fucking funny. I love early story hippy drift

god I cant stop thinking about how good this whole issue would be as an animated show...like, specifically rewinds film, it would be SO FUCKING GOOOOOOD mtmte show WHEN

rewiiiiind ;_; I fuckgin love rewind god. fellow video editing enthusiast....

ohhhh rodimus being embarrassed about his big speech at the beginning of mtmte....my boy I love u so much

gjhnbgehjsrkfbjksf magnus being suspicious of rewind oh my god. magnus ily but please, look at the lil guy, he’s a good boy, most of the time

the fuckgin footage that magnus removed hbvhakjbfhskf god. wasn't that intended to be footage of magnus dancing? I love him

minibot squad.....

and here it begins, the mystery stick rung question...

poor rung oh my god he’s just trying to polish his lil spaceship and people r throwing shit at him. taking Ls as per usual it seems

hand grenade tag hvbfjksdnfbkjdf love that callback

noooo rungs ship :( 

magnus’s censorship vhbhadkjfhdbhjsakjhfn

oh man I forgot about how they met that race of Transformers But More 

the one-upsmanship hbvkajsbehfjks

whirrrrrl lmao I love whirl sm

goddddd whirl just killing that other alien and ending the 16 million yr long civil war bvkjsdbfhjjkafs so fucking much

oh god oh god the ‘are you happy’ page, I'm not emotionally equipped to handle this like, ever

but I will say I feel like it would be EVEN MORE oof if it were milne or someone drawing it bc I feel like this art style takes away from some of the impact bc the expressions aren't really that...expressive? idk how to put it

anyways. every single answer destroys me!!! like even the happy ones, like chromedome and rewind and tailgate - well, in present time, none of those three are doing so hot, so that makes this just hurt 

and rung....that is so fucking depressing. jesus. this guy is so fuckng sad, somebody get him a friend stat

and swerve...ouch. this readthru I've really noticed how much early-mtmte swerve is not-so-subtly like, crying out for help bc he’s so alone and shit. jesus 

also brainstorms response is just plain ole sad w/context, but at this point in the story without context, it just seems very foreboding lmao. I'm realizing this readthru that brainstorm is very sketchy and ominous in a particular ‘is he evil?’ mad scientist sorta way in early mtmte

and then everyone else is also just so OOF in their own unique sad ways, but I think the worst out of everyone is drift....GODDDDDD. especially considering that at this point in the story, drift is this kinda goofy hippy guy, so seeing him just sit there with his face in his hand, not even answering the question...AND knowing that shortly after this he’ll end up banished...IT FUCKING HURTS M8!

meanwhile, the more upbeat ‘quest to see rungs alt mode’ continues...with an ‘alt mode party’ vhbadkjsdfnabskjf it looks so silly with a bunch of cars just sitting around a table lmao

I cant even tell who everyone is bc they so rarely turn into cars n shit lmaoooooo 

rodimus with the bucket on his head hbvhakjbfskjf I CANT

everyone’s reactions to thunderclash...i fucking love it

the fact that TAILGATE doesn't hate him, even though we’ve seen that tailgate tends to dislike people who are universally liked/who have achieved a lot of impressive things

rodimus you petty thot vbdkjbfdjhsakjdf ily

RODIMUS IS SO FUNNYYYYYY ‘I'm not making all these sacrifices and leading these guys into battle and being inspirational - I'm not doing that because it makes me look good’ RODIMUS VBHSKJDFNBKSJF

thunderclash talking about magnus’s article on typefaces....hdbksjfsdbkjgfb bro

AND THEN MAGNUS HUGS HIM....HGBSKJFDSHFKD I CANT

POOR DRIFT bvhajkdfbhjkjsfd rodimus saying he ‘rehabilitated him’ oh my god

the whole spectralism thing...im sorry I cant get over how funny all this is vbakdjfbksjf thunderclash rlly b out here charming rodimus’s entire crew

and then ratchet comes in, calling tc ‘thunders,’ and tc immediately notices ratchets new hands (somehow) hvbkjfhbskjf truly amazing

it cracks me up that rodimus is all 😒😒 at thunderclash, even though as we come to find out, tc really IS That Perfect, and him complimenting rodimus isn't sarcasm at all lmao

AND THEYRE LOOKING FOR THE KNIGHTS OF CYBERTRON TOO HVSDHFJBSHKHDFJS OF COURSE

the vis vitalis being a life support machine spaceship is a really cool concept tho

‘rescuing some orphans from an exploding sun’ I fucking cant

evil guy: [holds a gun to thunderclash’s head] 

rodimus: :D finally something doesn't go his way!

he’s so petty I’m..........dkdjhfdabhduifadijgl

and its the aliens from earlier! oooh

GODDD I forgot that swerve used rung in mystery stick mode to SCHWACK the guy

rung casually dropping the fact that the functionists like, experimented on him...there's a lot of implications there, and that'll certainly be explored more later...

the fact that his ID card says ‘rong’ hvbhjakhdsbfakhsjfn 

oughufadkfujbsfk the circle of light throwing wrenches n shit at skids...guys cmon vbhsdjkfnslfd

the circle of light is like ‘wtf you all have trauma and a bunch of weird unhealthy coping mechanisms this is wack byeeeee’ lmao

skids calling the lost light his home is rlly sweet tho

cant believe the religious space hippy cult is being so rude about a film made by a guy who died like a week ago. unreal 

cd finally figured out how to make the pffft sound, good for him

AUGHHHHH the fact that rewind used ‘little victories’ as the title of the film and that's something that chromedome said in the video ;_; I'm fucking inconsolable 

rodimus, despite his obvious posturing for the camera during the whole issue, comes off as surprisingly genuine when he says that he hasn't thought about his own future much, but wants the crew to have a happy ending....im gonna cry

‘who knows what's around the corner?’ tailgate, PLEASE don't say that, oh my god, 

OUGHHHH GROUP SHOT 

OHHH mannnnNNNNN i love this issue SO MUCH. what a good fun emotional rollercoaster wrap-up to mtmte s1. god. 

like, this issue has it all - humor, drama, crippling sadness, intrigue, worldbuilding...it’s so excellent 

and getting to see rewind again hurts so bad but also I love him

ok quick mtmte s1 retrospective...god s1 is so fucking good. I'm gonna have to read more to say which chunk of mtmte I liked best but s1 is so fucking excellent that it might be my favorite. though its hard to pick bc there's so much good stuff later on too...whatever, the point is s1 is so so good

the plotlines and characters are fucking stellar. like I cant even believe how well Everything works, its very impressive. I cant really think of anything major that made me go ‘yeah could've done without that plotline/character’

I love how dedicated jro is to connecting everything. I've mentioned it before but basically every single moment in the series has payoff - what you initially think is just a funny moment, or a fluffy character establishment bit, ends up ALSO being an important plot point later, in some way

an example would be here w/rung and his alt mode - it just seems like a fun little B-plot for this issue, and seems to pretty neatly conclude with the reveal that rung was eventually classified as an ‘ornament’ (lmao)...but we later on get to see a lot more about this, both here and in the functionist universe 

and like, stuff like tailgate’s autobot lessons w/magnus - at first that can be seen as purely character establishment stuff, showing that magnus is a strict rule-lover and tg is a loveable try-hard good boy - but that becomes plot relevant in remain in light, with tailgate saving the day due to his knowledge of the autobot code (and its also character relevant, with magnus’s arc in remain in light). 

and I know this is like. a normal regular thing in writing, but I'm just very impressed about how cleanly jro pulls it off, and how many things he’s juggling at once, especially in early mtmte - it’s very ambitious!

and we gotta remember, this is a comic book. I've read a lot of comic books, and the quality is all over the place. a lot of writers bite off more than they can chew, and the story ends up kinda scattered as a result. 

another thing I see a lot in franchise writing like this is a lack of strong early character establishing due to the author assuming the readers are at least somewhat familiar with the characters already - which can be totally fair depending on where it is in the continuity, but other times it can come off as lazy

in mtmte, the cast is extremely well fleshed out, and not only that, the cast itself is unique in that there are a lot of relative unknowns (franchise-wise) - which I think was an absolutely brilliant move, because then jro was able to essentially create The Definitive Version of these characters - characters like swerve, brainstorm, chromedome, rewind, tailgate...mtmte is their baseline characterization, because they haven't really appeared in much else

this also allows for deviation from the franchise norms - again, a comic book classic is good writing being stifled by a need to stick to a certain status quo regard the characters, the world, the powers, relationships, etc

(I've mostly read DC comics, and some marvel, so I'm thinking superheroes w/all these comic comparisons)

so mtmte had a good recipe for genuine creativity in that the characters were relative unknowns, the plot was basically ‘space road trip,’ the status quo of ‘autobot vs decepticon war’ had been demolished throughout the entire franchise...so jro was able to take all that and run, and it turned out so fantastic

and luckily it isn't over yet! so many comics suffer from premature cancellation...and sadly mtmte/ll isn't exempt from this, as we’ll see later, but I've seen some awful ones, where comics are forced to wrap up in like 2 issues while in the middle of an arc. yikes. 

but another comic staple...one of my least favorite things about comics books in general...something that was basically responsible for driving me away from comics after reading a bunch...the dreaded crossover event

yep, even mtmte isn't immune to this unfortunate plague on the comic industry. crossover events are the absolute worst, and I'm saying this as somebody who adores crossovers (in concept more than execution usually). they SHOULD be my favorite, but unfortunately they p much always completely suck

they're essentially a ploy to get you to read the other ongoing titles, but they usually only serve to bog down whatever story you're reading to the point where you don't even wanna read that one anymore, let alone read all the other ongoings. at least, that’s been my experience 

it doesn't help that reading orders tend to be hard to find/keep track of, and that you need to go read the other series to know what's going on. I just hate it, like, I came here to read THIS series, I don't want a bunch of other series showing up too - even if I was reading two series, I wouldn't want them crossed over, because they're separate stories! augh!

I'm totally losing my focus here but my point is...crossover events suck, and mtmte unfortunately is involved in one. I have not read dark cybertron, and I'm not about to. I've heard nothing but bad things so I have no desire to inflict that upon myself 

soooo ill be reading through the tfwiki articles for those issues to give myself a better understanding of what went on - which is more than I've ever done in the past - and maybe ill even make a single post summarizing my thoughts on what I read in the wiki, lmao

but yea ill be skipping to the mtmte s2 stuff next 

phew ok I'm super tired, my vision keeps blurring out and stuff lmao. its time for bed, I probably have more thoughts but ill save them for later. for now...peace out!

[piplupod]

my dad picked me up from work which was great of him, but there was a guy in a beat-up mobility scooter who was driving along the road looking through ppl's recycling bins for cans or other returnable goods

and i was like. cool good 4 him, hope he finds some good stuff bc man that'd suck to have to do that to make money!

and my dad gOT SO ANGRY SBFHFJDKL LIKE??? FATHER WTF???? WHY IS THIS SO BAD????

ppl are so insanely brainwashed omfg i was like "dad hey why are u angry, they're going to go to the recycling depot anyways and he obviously needs money if he's out in the snow and cold looking for returnables. what are u so upset abt omg"

and he grumbled smth about how he could've hit him since he was on the road and i was like lol okay whatevs m8 I'll leave u to ur bonkers angry bitterness 🙄🙄

[autisticsidesau]

So What Now...

Max: hi it’s us again!!

Remy: … how to human?

Max: idk m8 but shhh don’t blow my cover again-

Remy: we’re autistic not aliens /j

Max: u already know my secret im both >:D /j

Remy: Ignoring That. so as you’ve probably all seen, we made our way (M: downtown walking fast and im homebound DUHNUNUNUNU)  (R: insert adhd joke abt max here) through our eight character intros. Which means…

Max: so now that y’all know the basic premise of this au and a bit about each of the characters… Ask them or us some questions!!! We’ll be delighted to answer!! Stories, silly memories, uhhh stuff!!!! 

Remy: Ask about platonic relationships, sibling relationships, roman’s hair, wtf is up w/ remy, those are all great places to start. Or anything else!

Max: please keep the asks SFW as all the main characters are minors!!

Remy: Okay, well I think that’s it for now! Thanks for following this au so far. Max, any final words?

Max: does hakuna matata count? :D

ASKS ARE OPEN

[coralstudiies]

yo sorry but how do u limit phone usage and distance urself from toxic ppl during o levels? thanks. its just so hard to ignore ppl i gravely dislike lol. and having to travel w them within the country is even worsr. Also atb for ur results!!! Where are u planning to go to? My very best wishes❤❤❤

limit phone usage:

put it in a drawer and close it. the drawer should be a distance away from u i.e. a few rooms away such that u have to inconvenience yourself to get it

if you really need your phone while you study, switch on airplane mode and wifi and 'move' all your games and social media to another page

have a set timing to use your phone, maybe after you complete 50% work you can have a 30min phone break etc. another method is e.g. phone time every day from 10pm to 12am

delete all apps that are time-wasters. if you feel like you're getting bored of that game or SM you should totally just delete them.

dealing with toxic people:

don't mingle with them. don't talk about them. everytime someone asks about them(which involves your opinion) just say you don't know.

don't reply to their messages or texts or dms as quickly as u used to(if they contact you) sooner or later they'll stop contacting you and you'll have peace

unfollow their SM and their friends' SM. or you can hide their posts, whatever works for you.

concentrate in class and don't take notice of them. since you're forced to travel with them, try to focus on the task at hand and again speak the bare minimum to them. try to enjoy yourself. you can 'look through them' (selective eyesight) and just not see them by staring blankly through them (think of how it feels when its a boring lesson, you should be able to recreate the same lazy eyes thing)

most importantly, learn to not be irked by them. i know it's tough but you just gotta tell yourself those are goddamn words and SM rants and toxic comments they make. and these comments wont get them anywhere in life. you just do you and dont worry about their opinion. like wtf??? everyone has an opinion. if everyone cared so much about what others thought of them and tried to please everyone, we wouldn't have great ppl like Malala and even our own mr LKY on earth. it's not like everyone loved them lol in fact they were faced with criticism but that didn't stop them in their tracks. so i think you should just tell yourself that these words don't hurt. heads up m8 you got this

if they're really overdoing it then i suggest you bring it up to the teacher. dont be afraid of embarrassment. because when their parents are called down then THAT'S embarrassment :^)

EDIT: hci hopefully! 沖鴨～

[theworldinclines]

i was tagged by @wifiwwx, thank you lovely fai 💕

nickname: my name is alexa so usually any variation of that lol

zodiac sign: scorpio! i love being kin w jiang cheng and wei wuxian..blessed

height: boy probably like 5′1 and a half LMAO im small

hogwarts house: apparently ravenclaw but i think there’s a bit of gryffindor in there too

last thing i googled: who the heck those artists are for the last tag i did (seurat and degas hahahaha)

song stuck in my head: thuk yang (everything) by scrubb

following/followers: following 117, followers 516

amount of sleep: this quarantine has seriously fucked me up LMAO like at school i’d go to sleep at the latest 1am and be up by 9 but now, im in bed at like 2 or 3 and awake at 10.

lucky numbers: i don’t have any! usually i usually just change it to my age haha so right now i guess my lucky number is 20

dream job: not having to work fdkjkhgfkjdk like if i had talent i’d design clothes just cuz that seems sick but i mean it when i say i have no skill in fashion or art.

favourite songs: i couldn’t possibly list them all fdhfhfklfk i really like scrubb tho, the british band queen, hozier, and just a lot of assorted artists’ songs. daily plug if u haven’t listened to  无感 by wang yi bo, fuckin go listen to it kfdfhgkldj

instruments: i really want to learn piano and guitar but i can’t afford lessons lol but otherwise i sing and i’m really good at it! (it literally caused me physical discomfort to compliment myself fhgljk but it’s true so i’m trying to be honest!!!) as for instruments that i just like, i really like the guqin and am glad to have discovered it through the untamed. it’s such a beautiful sound big oof

random fact: i can’t think of a single damn interesting thing about me jkdhlhdkjdhk for real. uhhh i love musicals and my favorites are RENT and the last five years. another one is that my writing varies so much like i often put u’s in words that, here in the states, we don’t use ?? so any time we would peer review in class my classmates would be like wtf is this and i’d be like i genuinely don’t know m8 fkjdlhglhdfkj i don’t know when or why i started to do it but  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

favourite author: i don’t really have one; i’ve gotten out of reading books since high school bc they all really just bore me jkrhfhjk i used to love the mortal instruments series by cassandra clare tho bc i love supernatural stories

favourite animal sound: yall go outside?? rdhgflkjd jkjk uuuh i like crickets actually or owls hooting at night; they remind me of being outside on a summer night

aesthetic: (i don’t know how to describe in words an aesthetic and at this point im too afraid to ask) fashion wise im all over the map like one day i look like shawn hunter from boy meets world circa 1992 and the next i look like im from 1974 there’s no in between

thank you again for the tag, fai :)) to anyone else, if you see this, do it!!

[ivory-haired-queens-blog]

I just played ep 3 and you wanna know what things fucking ripped my heart out and fucking stomped on it and tried to shove it back in with scotch tape and glitter glue? SPOILERS, DUH.

*Also this might be the most in-depth and analytical thing I've done so... it's long.

A) When Louis picks up Minnie's crossbow and fucking accidentally shoots that woman and he's like "i..I didn't mean...fuck" or something like that. That fucking voice acting shredded me and I will never be over that. Louis, Louis of all people, the lighthearted jokester that just wants everyone to be happy was forced to shoot a woman in the skull! In one of the most grisly deaths in the season at that! Skybound can throw hands with me for that one. Also when Clem goes to get Aj Louis, even as broken and torn as he is at this point, he still tries to come with her. The best boy honestly.

B) Look, I know Lilly is the villian of this season. I'm fully aware of this. But she obviously still kinda cares about Clementine, as in ep 2 she said, and I quote "this SHOULD be easy." But it's not. It's not easy to shoot clem. But then she just fucking takes Aj? And then tries to strangle Clem on the side of the boat? And then when I mercied her and tried to let her live, she just???fucking kills James??? Like, I already didn't like James (I'm sorry James stans) but he didn't deserve that. And then the bomb goes off and we don't even get to Aj in time??? Like, 👊👊👊 throw hands.

C) When Aj talks about Clem getting bit and how he'd want her to bite him. Like, fucking James just had to say something. This boy is 6, maybe 7 at the absolute latest. He's impressionable, he learns from what he hears. You can't just tell him that walkers are still kinda human. If they had any shred of humanity left, they would not kill people. Especially those close to them, like Lee's brother tried to kill Lee when he was under that lamppost. Just fucking stop I'm crying.

D) LOUIS' STORY. If you did the Violet path and didn't hear Louis', basically he was rich. Like, filthy rich. But the only thing his dad wouldn't buy him was singing lessons. Louis got so mad at what his dad said to him, "You can either be happy or you can be rich," that he wanted to teach his dad a lesson. He started buying things on his dad's credit card that eluded to his dad having an affair (jewelry, hotel rooms, etc.) And when this worked, his parents got the divorce, he came clean. He told his dad "You can either be rich or you can be happy." A week later he was at the school. And just fucking??? How much his character has grown in the 8-9 apocalypse years??I'm so proud of him. Sure, younger Louis was a little shit, but he knows how fucked up what he did was. If you watch the scene, it's so....heartbreaking. like it's his biggest regret, even with all the Marlon shit thrown in. I love Violet with my whole heart, but I fucking love Louis' storyline.

E) VIOLET WHAT THE FUCK??? As I stated before, I love Violet. She's my favorite gay/gal in the whole apocalypse. But what the fuck? Like, you...I get it. I saved Louis instead of you, but wait a fucking minute I made it blatantly obvious that I love Louis (my son) and when you see me in the prison cell you're like "fuck you I'm staying here with my psychotic gf." Like??? I think the writers made a huge character mistake with that because there's no way Violet would have actually done that to me. Also especially after Minnie admits to killing Sophie, which I'll touch on later. Like, her character would NOT do that. Idgaf if she still loved Minnie or not, she'd be fucking pissed.

F) We have to talk about Minnie. Just....ugh. Props to telltale/skybound because holy fuck. That got me. That got me good. She just??? Is completely brainwashed by the delta and lilly? She killed her own sister, and despite me telling her what Tenn told me to she still locked me in the cell? Also she doesn't say one loving thing to Violet, who literally is willing to get herself blown up just to be with her. And when that woman tells her her family is the delta and to forget about Tenn she just fucking accepts it? Like??? Fuck off bitch?

G) Louis' date was the cutest shit

H) I'm sorry but at the party that first bio sounded a fuck ton like Marlon and Idc what anyone else says you cannot convince me that my love Ruby ever did such things.

I) I hate that the story is so compelling that, even after all she's fucking done, I still care about Lilly. I call this "the Kenny effect." We have history, and that matters a lot to me. Even if I don't agree with her ever, I still don't want her to die. (Like with the Kenny/Arvo thing) I see her as family, which is why in s1 I let her stay after she shot carley and in ep 2 of this season I told her we were family. I do care about Lilly, and then she just kills James??? Like, ugh. I wish she would just fucking stop and I could hug her and everything would be fine and Lee isn't actually dead and Christa and Molly and Kenny and everyone's alive and AAHHHHH.

J) The scene where Minnie has clem's knife against clem's chest and is pushing down is so fucking similar to the Kenny/Jane situation is s2. Minnie is Jane and Clem is Kenny, this time all of the kids from the school is clem. Both Minnie and Clem want them to be safe, but they have very different ideas on how they'll be safe. Clem wants to protect them at all costs, and Minnie wants to protect them by getting rid of clem. (Like how Jane wanted to get rid of kenny) I'm crying in the club.

K) James fucking making me walk in the barn full of walkers to touch the wind chime. I was literally so anxious during this and I knew that it's a game but just??? That would have been a pointless death.

L) ABEL. NO! Look I don't like this guy as much as the rest of ya'll, but they way he just breaks down??? I refused to torture him, and I put out his cigarette. He begs to be killed because he doesn't want to turn. This is so visceral and raw that I almost cried when my knife went through his head. Then the screen thing told me I tortured him in front of Aj?? Hello? When did I do that??? I gave him mercy, I gave him peace.

M) Louis toasting to the fact that he thinks he's gonna die at the boat just fucking destroys me.

N) Rosie is the goodest girl and didn't get enough screen time.

O) Louis helping clem up when she gets pulled under water by a walker is cleansing for my soul

P) Omar and Aasim got like 4 lines between them and that's fucking breaking the law

Q) I literally only found 1 collectible where the fuck where they all???

R) I was legitimately going to not kill any of the walkers when James was getting his mask, but I honest to God kept dying over and over so I literally had to kill one of them.

S) the fact that James kept bringing up how much of a heartless bitch I am for not caring about dead people that are walking and killing the living and everyone I've ever cared about.

T) The sheer genuis of the dialogue option that asks James if he knows the names of the walkers and he's confused and clem is just like "Omar, Aasim...Violet." like, he doesn't know the walkers. They're killing machines that he has no attachment to. Clem's friends are alive, and she cares about them deeply. Like fuck off m8.

U) Aj is so broken and confused and scared I don't know how to fix him he's a murderer but he's trying to atone and I just hope to God Lee would actually be proud of Clem and I just wish he was alive and Clem and Aj and him were a family and he could meet the boarding school kids at then Louis would learn about history, something I hc him as never being good at in school, and Louis teaches him how to play the piano and he teaches Violet how to actually map the stars and she teaches him all the fighting skills she's learned and Lee takes a liking to Tenn and makes sure to thank Omar for cooking and appreciates willy and mitch and what they do and supports and learns medicine from ruby and stops Aj from killing Marlon and talks him through the bad shit and helps him atone for his sins and then he meets Rosie and when he sees Lilly again she stops being a hateful cunt and we kill all the delta people and go back to the school and everyone, including mitch and James and Minerva and Sophie is alive and this is getting way to long aahhhh.

V) When Louis is freaking out about the responsibility of planting the bomb, and it gives you to either slap him or kiss him and that's the fucking cutest shit

W) the fact that it never let's me hug Tenn or Willy, nor have a funeral for Mitch. Like I know we were crunched for time, but it would've taken 10 minutes tops.

X) to my knowledge, Tenn and Menerva never see eachother. Maybe she would have changed if she saw him? I don't know...

Y) I don't have the option to cuddle with Rosie and that's an actual crime.

Z) When the kids are talking about all the people they've lost. 34 people. 34. We've lost a lot, don't get me wrong, but I don't think it's 34. It might be close, but some of those people we weren't close to nor knew for very long. Also the fact that they've lost 34 but only have like 5 graves. Wtf?

*) AND THE BIGGEST THING THAT TORE MY HEART INTO PRICES WAS THE LEE SCENE, AND THE DIALOGUE OPTION OF TELLING LEE HE'S NOT REAL AND HE TELLS CLEM THAT IT'S OKAY TO BE A LITTLE NUTS AND THEN THE HUG AND THE "LOOK AT YOU..." FROM LEE AND AAAHHHH I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH.

*Edit: I'm not saying I love Lilly as much as I do Kenny, I could never like her that much, even if she had a change of heart and died protecting clem or Aj. I'm saying "the Kenny effect" because he was being an asshole, however you try to defend him. He wasn't in the right, and harmed an innocent kid (Arvo) just like Lilly does. Cool? Cool.

[leorugiet]

(No offence by why are these FFXV OC’s so damn good?)

[mlmdarkfiction]

M8, I must've been like between 6-8 years old when I watched the end of the show and FUCK does it hit u hard. To this day I can't watch it without crying lmao. Well, I won't be bothering u anymore, I was just so happy someone else knew about David the Gnome as well. See u around, m8!

See u around! I’m glad you came because I kept trying to talk to several of my friends about what I’d witnessed and the fact I was crying and they were like wtf. youre a grown as man. And im just “IM EASILY INFLUENCED BY SADNESS”

I understand the importance of teaching death to children in an easy to understand fashion though and good on the show for that. 

[dxsole]

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for every 🥝 i get, i’ll recommend a blog i love | Not Accepting 

First up we have… @softestmood !!!

Do I really :// have to :// say it ://////??? That Vi mun is a precious being of light with so much creativity and joy and positivity in them that boggles the mind :////??? Ye…Ye it gotta bE SAID!! I??/ Love em…I love their aesthetic, so dreamy and calm and perfect??? I love Vi? Udom? YILUN?? (I need to rp with her rn…like rn…..pls). I love how involved with your characters you are?/ Like someone could ask The Most Obscure headcanon question and you’ll spin around with one hella fine meta bc YOU JUST ARE SO IN TUNED!!!!1!!! You are an inspiration. You are a pleasure to have in the RPC and a total force for good and all things Sailor Moon themed. I am so happy that we rp? That we’ve developed such a cute ship? That the Srisati/Penzag fam is close knit with the Vega/Despereaux fam? That Vi roasts Lochlan on a daily? Like it’s domestic bliss and so much fun!!! Follow ‘Em. Do It Now.

Next up, drumroll please… @aspernamentum !!!

This meme…this…complete and utter fool. Is it really any surprise that I am a fan of this wild af blog ://// It really isn’t but like srsly?? I have so much fun with this dork. We haven’t stopped memeing since day one and yet we also manage to have like?? the best sort of drama and plot lines in our rps, like I really, truly enjoy what we do whether it be…crime dramas where we can both develop and play around with these real intense emotions and situations or when our characters are just bullshitting, shooting the breeze or doin wacky shit– it never gets boring! Plus, and you know this, I think it’s so cool this whole world they’ve created with all their characters and how they connect into a bigger picture and?? wow, u go bitch!!!! If you ain’t following them then….wtf u doin tbh???

And last, but certainly not least… @patiencetaught !!!

[gently takes ur hand] I love their soft girls and the care they put into their characterization and stories. Like, they really nailed the whole, soft, interesting female character as well as…rebel girl…like they nailed two very different female tropes without it being overdone or monotonous??? u feel??? like they are so well written and I Die M8 ://// Plus the mun is…kind, sweet, so chill to talk too? Like they’re such a soothing soul and rping/talking with them is so?? Effortless. Easy. Such a sweetheart….Also like I’m not memeing on this description bc i feel like i have to honor Jenny’s presence like…wtf she’s such a lady and I can’t yell too much jdfkbgjkdf Also wtf…the ships…i…..love…i’m ….ded….Jenny is loved by literally all my characters, all of them are convinced they were put on this Earth to Protec Jenny lbr– and piper n leslie just….i love….that….someone cares about this nerd….and flusters him….oh my gOD Follow them right now jfc