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#yeah i can't think in inches i'm russian
noahmullariii · 1 month
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the main reason I'm an average height Remus truther - aside from this little fact being canon - is simple:
the only "tall, thin and gangling, with big hands and feet, and a long nose" character I advocate for is Ronald Weasley who deserves to tower over each and every authority figure he encounters.
so by 3rd year Ron is 5'11 / 180 cm which is ridiculously tall for a 13 year old boy and makes him slightly taller than all his Professors:
btw UK average adult heights are 5'4-5'6 for women and 5'8-5'10 for men
5'10 / 178 cm McGonagall (described as a tall woman)
5'9.5 / 177 cm Snape (rather shorter than Sirius; slightly taller than Narcissa, who's exactly 5'8 / 173 cm for me)
5'9 / 176 cm Lupin (not described = average)
5'8 / 172 cm Filch (not described = average; not a Prof but Staff)
5'7 / 170 cm Sinistra (not described, but she was on the taller side in the movies so I'll give her that. shorter than Minerva still)
5'6 / 167 cm Trelawney (not described = average)
5'1 / 154 cm Sprout (describes as a squat little woman)
4'5 / 134 cm Flitwick (described as tiny but has distant goblin ancestry so I see him as being 5 inches taller than average goblin)
Dumbledore doesn't count cuz Ron barely stands next to the man and I reckon it's pretty hard to grow over 2 meters at 13. Hagrid is irrelevant cuz half-giant.
then Ron gets kidnapped by the first adult that year who looms over him at 6'3 / 191 cm - no wonder Sirius is terrifying, being that tall.
by the time Sirius dies Ron only grows to 6'2.5 / 189 cm so he never gets to be taller than him... shit now I'm making myself sad.
anyway, when he's done growing Ron is 6'5 / 196 cm, making him the tallest Weasley and probably the tallest man in any room ever.
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rogueddie · 3 months
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A Spot in My Life T | 953 words Prompt for @steddielovemonth: Love is keeping a spare sweater or blanket in the car because they always get cold
Steve Harrington is a bitch.
It's something that Eddie knew, all through high school, but he had thought that Steve had somehow became a new person- thanks to the Upside Down and constantly almost seeing the world end.
Steve isn't a bad guy, he can admit. He's still trying to keep an eye on everyone, make sure they're ok, even checking in with Eddie in his own way.
But he's very sly about it, hiding it being playful jabs, eye rolls and cocked hips.
It rubs him the wrong way. And it's only made worse by how much Eddie still likes him. It's as if the bitchiness only draws him in more, even as it makes his chest burn with irritation.
He tries to avoid Steve for as long as he can. He knows that finally befriending him like they both want will only end badly, but he knows he can't resist the temptation.
He enjoys the time before as much as he can, reveling in how often Steve will try to corner him so they can hang out, how much he whines and pleads and pushes. He enjoys the illusion that Steve could feel anything for him like he does for Steve.
And, when they finally do hang out, his fears are confirmed.
Steve is amazing. He's funnier than he comes across as at first too. He pays attention to what Eddie says and tries to get him anything he wants.
He's the type of friend that anyone would fight for, Eddie is sure. It explains how he ended up so popular in high school too.
If Eddie had known what Steve is truly like, he'd have been lining up for a scrap of his attention like everyone else.
"They're assholes," Steve explains, when Eddie finally asks about his old lackeys. "Tommy always took shit a step too far. I didn't need them. Probably shouldn't have befriended them in the first place."
"They were your friends," Eddie reminds him.
Steve sighs, leaning back. "Yeah, I guess. Just wish I'd realised sooner, how they were getting."
He never complains about the kids, not genuinely. In the quiet moments, when Steve is honest with an almost painful degree of vulnerability, he talks about how amazing the kids are. He talks about how honored he is to be friends with Dustin.
It only makes Eddies feelings inch ever closer to 'the L word'.
"You should talk to him," Robin suggests. "He really is amazing."
"I know, but... guys that are ok with lesbians still get weird about gay men, you know?"
"Yeah, but Steve isn't like that. Did he ever tell you the full story of how I came out to him?"
"It was after the Russian torture drugs, right?"
"We were in the bathroom, near the cinema. I thought we might have puked it all up, so we decided to test it, ask each other questions. So, I asked him if he was ever in love..."
"Oh... oh no."
"Oh yes. He liked me, told me so, and that's when I came out to him."
"Holy shit, Robin."
"But that's my point. He was a little surprised, sure, but he started making jokes, like, immediately. Didn't phase him at all. He got with it immediately. We're just friends, and that's not a problem for him."
Eddie groans, throwing his head back so it thumps into the wall behind him. "But that just makes him more hot!"
The story plagues his mind, to the point that it's the only thing he can think about when he picks Steve up for their next hang out.
In the dead of winter, Steve feels the cold worse than anyone else that Eddie knows. He runs hot, and the sudden temperature drops brings out the worse in him.
He's shivering when he climbs into Eddie's car.
"Fuck, why isn't your heating on?" He whines.
"It's broke," Eddie reminds him. "It's fine, don't worry."
"Don't worry? I'm gonna get hypothermia, Eddie! I don't want to turn into an ice sc- what is that?"
He takes the blanket that Eddie had reached back to grab, staring at it.
"It's a blanket."
"No shit, I mean... it's yellow."
"Yeah? You like yellow."
"You got this for me?"
"You see anyone else shivering in my van?"
"No, it..." Steve pauses, glancing at Eddie before slowly wrapping the blanket around himself. "Sorry, uh... thank you. This is, um, nice."
"it's nothing."
"It's not. Just- take the thanks, Ed."
"Alright, alright."
They're silent for the rest of the drive. It's so unusual for them that it has Eddie nervous, glancing at Steve every other moment.
When they finally pull to a stop, Eddie turns to Steve, who stays where he is. He stares out the front window for a moment, before turning to face Eddie.
"Are you alright?" Eddie asks.
"Yeah, I am. Enjoying the warmth."
"That all?"
"... yeah."
Eddie rolls his eyes. "You're a terrible liar."
"Wh- hey, I'm a good liar!" He tries to glare, but quickly backs down with a huff. "Alright, fine, but it's really sappy! Don't say I didn't warn you!"
"Oh, no, the horror."
"Shut up. I was just thinking about how, like... there's so many little things in your life that are for me. My tapes in your room, spare clothes in your closet, this blanket... I really appreciate it, man. You've made space for me in your life. It means a lot to me."
"Oh, right. That's... yeah. Of course, Steve. You're always welcome. I love- uh... spending time with you."
"Good. I love spending time with you too."
"Good."
"Great."
Steve's smile is wide and goofy. He's sure that his own is just as cheesy.
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garden-of-joy · 9 months
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Mistake| Kyle "Gaz" Garrick x reader
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Summary: Gaz felt from the begging something about the mission was awry. But he didn't expect this...
I totally forgot about Gazfest! I hope I'm not too late @glitterypirateduck
Warnings: Angst, death
Gaz could feel it even before you left the base. Something about the mission was off. It rubbed him the wrong way when Laswell had her hands tied and forced out of the briefing room for "undisclosed reasons". The person that was in her stead seemed shifty and untrustworthy. His eyes were constantly jumping between the 141, never focusing on anyone in particular. The informat never regarded anyone by name. It was always "Captain" this, "Lieutenant" that, "Sergeant" third. Kyle never trusted that CIA informat.
What takes him out of his train of thoughts is you nudging him on the knee. "Kyle? Are you with us?" You whisper to him, making sure to not disrupt the meeting.
"Yeah love. But that skeezy guy doesn't look... Right. Something's off." He whispers back, leaning closer to you with his body.
"Relax, it's not like it's our first time without Laswell babysitting us." You reassure him, trying to be rational. Yeah sure, the replacement CIA guy doesn't look like the most trustworthy person out there, but to trust someone from the CIA fully is straight up stupid. Even with someone as close as Laswell, you still have to take everything with a grain of salt.
"I know, I just don't know if everything is right. Something is wrong." He keeps insisting, bouncing his leg nervously.
You put a hand on his thigh and press it down. "Relax, you're just being paranoid. Come on, we've gotta focus up on the brief." You move your hand up from his thigh and hold his hand, resting it between the two of you.
"You're probably right. Sorry love." Kyle shakes his head, feeling his bones pop a little and focuses on the briefing.
And even then, everything about the informat was wrong. From the way he didn't seem to look at anyone for too long, to how he never stopped changin his posture, but always had an anxious and hostile body language... What really sent him was when Price began strategizing how **his** team should go in, the CIA agent shot down his offer and gave a completely ridiculous idea. That they should all split up. And enter from four different sides, while Ghost keeps overwatch. The mission is a simple warehouse sweep, just go through it quickly, find what you need and get the hell out of dodge. It sounds painfully compromising, to send them alone like that so nobody has their six, having to comb through a warehouse with lots of potential flank routes and ambush spots.
And now here he is, two weeks later, pinned by what he assumes is dozens of russian mercenaries, taking turns to fire at his position. Some have already tried to flank him, but he picked them off, so now they just wait for him to come out, firing at him mostly to make a point. Kyle knows he can't stay here forever, or he'll eventually be caught off guard. He looks around himself, trying to find the nearest exist, his heart beating all the way up in his ears as bullets fly by, too close to his head for it to be safe. Comms are jammed, so he can't even call anyone to come help him, even though his squadmates have definitely heard the gunfire.
The exit to the north of him will take him to a more close quarters part of the warehouse. Maybe he can lose them there? Try and get any news from the team, maybe even find his comrades? At any rate, he'll have to get the hell out of dodge first, and then think about comms and whatnot.
He waits for the enemies to stop firing, just for a second, immediately springing off towards the exit, adrenaline coursing through his veins, his breathing heavy as he barrels towards the door. A bullet grazes his cheek, missing him by barely an inch, but he slams his entire bodyweight on the door, swinging it wide open. He doesn't stop sprinting, feeling the air going through his hair a mile an hour as he rounds corner after corner, in a frenzied sprint to get away. He stops after a minute, panting heavily, but catching his breath, securing his rifle.
"No doubt they'll go after me. I need to be ready. I need to-" is all he can manage to think, before he hears rushed footsteps coming in his direction. Footsteps, laboured by battle gear.
Gaz readies his rifle, setting it to full auto. His mind is going a mile an hour, Kyle can feel his hands itching to exact his flight or flight instinct, as his vision blurs around him. He doesn't quite realise what he's doing, adrenaline pumping through his veins with such intensity it can almost make them burst. He only comes to when a body hits the ground with a muted thump, all the rifles and punctured body armour clanking loudly to accompany the thump.
Gaz takes a cautious step to his fresh kill, to confirm it, but he freezes when he hears you. Or rather, the pained, blood-soaked croak you barely manage to let out. It pierces his ears like a thousand gunshots never could. Kyle lunges over to you and collapses to his knees, hoping that he misheard, but no. It is YOU. Your face, your attire, everything. Just like he remembers it. Except that now, every detail is getting bathed in blood, faster than anyone can help.
"Y/N, I... I..." He tries to find the words but he can't speak. His stomach is turning, making him squeamish. He can feel something rising up his asophagous, forming a lump in his throat as all he can do is gasp.
"I-I can fix this! I-I just need to call a medic." Gaz talks to you, clasping his palms around your wounds, desperately trying to stop the crimson fluid from seeping out of you, taking your life with it.
It's when he looks over at your face, a faint smile curled on your lips, that he feels it all. Death is staring back at him, its cold, boney hands dragging you away from where you need to be. In Gaz's arms, carrying you out of the goddamn warehouse. He stares back at your empty eyes, somehow so full of tenderness, transfixed on a place far beyond Kyle's reach.
His rationale is screaming for him to go, to at the very least save himself, but how can he? You're dead. Gone. Perished. And why? Because of him. It's his fault.
**I should have noticed your attire, your signature weapons, your fucking face!** His mind curses up a storm, drilling into him the severity of the situation. His gloves feel disgustingly warm, caked in something that isn't his, coated by something he wrongfully took. It's HIS rifle that shot HIS bullets that made it to YOUR stomach.
He takes your lifeless corpse in his trembling hands, his usual relaxed yet no-no sense attitude gone. Tears stream down his face as he presses you close, the salty drops finding their way into his mouth, painfully contorted as he tries not to cry. Gaz's ears begin to ring, but all sounds feel so distant now, as if coming from another planet. Everything feels distant and foreign to him, everything, except you. Kyle knows full well there's no going back. No amount of blood transfusions, stitches, resuscitation attempts, NOTHING, will ever help you. Because. Of. Him.
"Please Y/N forgive me, please..." He barely whimpers between stifled sobs, burying his head into the crook of your neck, your scent just like he remembers it. He wants to lose himself in you. He can't imagine a life without his one true love, especially knowing that you died by his own hands. All those dreadful, sorrowed sounds leave him, filling the room with unparalleled anguish, reverberating between the walls and drilling back into his head. It's too thick for him to move, too thick for him to hear the rapidly approaching footsteps and loud voices. It's too thick for him to see the bright red laser from a rifle, trained onto his head.
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neverinadream · 2 years
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Two Dumb Idiots In Love
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Summary: Russian spies had infiltrated Hawkins but even that couldn't make these two put their differences aside. Or could it?
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Fem Henderson!Reader
Requested: Yes
Warnings: spoilers for season three, enemies to lovers
Notes: feedback is always welcome, especially since i don't think this is my best, requests are open
"We're going down!" Steve shouts, screaming at the top of his lungs, his back pressed against the wall, as the secret Russian elevator dropped down the shaft at immense speed. "We're going down!" He repeats, as though they were the only words he knew.
"Yeah, no shit, Harrington!" Robin snaps back, his constant screaming like an irritating itch that wouldn't go away.
"I am supposed to be on a date right now. I am supposed to be on a date right now!" Y/N repeats to herself, holding onto the shelf like her life depended on it. Her brother was on the opposite side of the elevator, pressing the various buttons inside the control panel, with Erica pushing him aside to press the buttons herself. "Hey, Dustin, the next time you tell me that Russian spies have infiltrated Hawkins, I'm going to look you in the eyes, I'm going to tell you you're insane, and then I'm going to laugh in your face!" Dustin rolls his eyes, pushing Erica away as he proceeds to press the buttons again. "Ray is probably-"
"Ray?" Steve scoffs, forgetting about their current situation to focus on Y/N. "Ray Hall? Ray Hall asked you out on a date? Ray Hall and you?"
"Are you done?" She bites back, still holding onto the shelf as she steadily moves toward him. His laugh echoes off the inner walls of the elevator, mocking her. "Why are you even bothered?" She asks, raising her eyebrows. "I hope you're not jealous-"
"Jealous of Ray?" His expression twists, his face scrunching up to show his disgust. "Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart."
"Don't call me sweetheart!"
"Why?" Steve goads her, pushing off the wall and grabbing at the end of the shelf. "Why can't I call you sweetheart?" He looks down at her, steadily taking one hand off the bar to brush his fingers through his hair, enjoying the way her eyes watch him. A smug grin tugs on the corners of his mouth. "What's the matter? Do you secretly like it when I call you sweetheart?"
She takes another step towards him, a mere few inches of space left between them, their hands brushing against each other, as they hold onto the same bar. "I would rather fucking die than admit something as disgusting as that," she tells him, tilting her head back to look up at him.
"Well, lucky for you, it might just happen."
"At least then I'll be able to enjoy the afterlife without your annoying presence."
"Oh, you'll never get rid of me," his voice was low as he spoke, his eyes flicking between her eyes and her lips, "even in death I'll be there to annoy you."
She raises her eyebrows, a soft chuckle passing her lips. "God, I knew you had an ego, Harrington, but I didn't think you were this full of yourself. You really think you're going to heaven?" His gaze is pulled back to her mouth as she bites her bottom lip, caging in another laugh. "Newsflash, your name isn't on the list; they'll be no entry for Stever Harrington."
"Well, if I'm going to hell, I'm dragging you there with me, baby."
"Hey!" Erica clicks her fingers in front of their faces, the eleven-year-old pushing past Dustin and nearly falling over cardboard boxes to get to them. "If you two could save the flirting-"
"Woah, woah, woah! Pump the breaks!" Steve holds his hand up, batting her hand away from them. "We're not flirting," he defends himself, "I would never flirt with her."
"Now that is something we can both agree on," the older Henderson agreed.
Erica scoffs, rolling her eyes. "And pigs fly!" She turns her back to them, her braids swinging in the air as she moved. "Now, I would greatly appreciate it if you two would help us find a way out of here," she orders, checking through a box for something they could use to pry the door open, "I have a sleepover to be getting to; Tina may cover for me, but if I'm not home for Uncle Jack's party tomorrow, my mom will hunt each and every one of you down, and slit your throat."
"Well, there will be no Uncle Jack's party if we don't get out of here," Robin interjects, pushing boxes to the side with her feet, "so, do as Erica says and put this sexual tension on the back bench until we get out of here."
Dustin points to the ceiling, a metal hatch directly above him. "What if we climbed out?"
"You want us to climb out of here?" Y/N asks, looking at her younger brother in disbelief. "You want us to climb our way up a hundred-foot deep shaft like it's a P.E. lesson?" Dustin didn't see the problem. "Look, Dustin," she steps toward him, placing both hands on his shoulders, "you might have somewhat of a brain inside of that skull of yours, but that is the dumbest idea you have ever had!"
"Yeah, I have to agree," Robin chimes in, "there's no way we can climb out of here."
"But maybe we can get a better signal," Dustin waves the walkie-talkie, "then we can tell someone about the Russian spies and they can come and rescue us."
"What do you think, Petey the Mall Cop is gonna rappel down here and save the day?" Steve asks, pointing out the flaw in Dustin's plan.
"It's the only plan we have," Dustin throws back at him, "so, unless you have another plan that'll help us get out of here and it means you can keep flirting with my sister-" They both pull a face at him, mumbling under their breaths about how they weren't flirting with each other. "-then I suggest you open the hatch."
Hours ticked by and not a single one of Dustin's efforts to contact someone on his walkie-talkie had been successful, which was already a given considering the mall wasn't open for a few more hours. Both Robin and Y/N had tried to explain this to them but Dustin was having none of it, insisting that someone might just pick up their signal. Exhausted, Erica, Dustin and Robin had passed out, using boxes as uncomfortable pillows; Steve had stayed awake to watch over the children and Y/N was sitting on top of the elevator, it being the only place she had to think.
"You should get some sleep too," Steve mumbles, groaning as he hoists himself up onto the roof. He dusts his hands down the front of his shorts, those blue uniform grade sailor shorts bright enough to draw anyone's eye.
"I'll sleep when I'm back in my own bed," she replies, learning early on in life that she could never sleep unless it was in her own bed. Sleepovers were never fun for her or for the parents phoning Mrs Henderson up at two o'clock in the morning because Y/N wanted to go home. It was probably why she was stopped being invited to them. "Why aren't you asleep?"
"Someone has to watch over the kids," he answers, coming to sit in front of her, mirroring her as he crosses his legs.
"I think Erica will be just fine," she half-smiles, "the other two, however, might need a little supervision."
Steve chuckles, "you might just be right about that."
"Of course, I am-"
"-don't say it-"
"-i'm always right."
They both diverted their eyes, Steve looking up at the endless elevator shaft above them and Y/N looking down at her hands, both of them unable to look at each other as they share matching smiles.
"You know," he clears his throat, looking back at her and catching the last few seconds of her smile before it faded, "I was kinda thinking about what Erica said."
"Which bit? She kinda talks a lot," she quips, focusing her attention back on Steve.
"The," he hesitates, the words piling up on the tip of his tongue, waiting to be unleashed. She looks at him, raising her eyebrows and giving him a look that said, spit it out. He sighs. "The bit where she said we were flirting." Her mouth forms an o shape but no sound comes out. "Like, I-I wasn't flirting with you," he covers his awkwardness up with a fake laugh, "I-I would never do that; you're Henderson's big sister, who humiliated me on the first day of freshman year."
"And I would never flirt with someone who has an ego the size of the Titanic," she fires back, assure of her own feelings as she frantically nods her head.
"We're-We're enemies for life," Steve copies her, nodding his head at the same time.
"Exactly!"
He runs his fingers through his hair, pushing back the strands that had fallen over his eyes. "Right," he mumbles, his tongue poking against the inner of his cheek, "and-and you having pretty eyes does not change the fact that I don't like you." He looks into her eyes, his adam's apple bobbing as he gulps down a big mouthful of air. "Like you have really, really pretty eyes," his confession comes out as a whisper.
"Your eyes are kinda pretty too," she misses the chance to catch her words before they come tumbling out of her mouth. But his eyes were pretty. They resembled the colour of the earth, where new life could grow or one could find buried treasure. She got lost in a trance each and every time she had a chance to look into them. "It's just a shame they belong to an asshole," she quickly adds, trying to save her own skin.
"Oh my god!" Dustin pops out of the open hatch like a meerkat pops up out of its hole. "Steve, you like my sister, right?" Steve looks at him with wide eyes and cheeks that were turning the colour of a tomato. "Y/N, I know you've had a crush on Steve since sophomore year-"
"-That is not true!"
"Shut up!" She jumps back at her brother's sudden outburst. "If we managed to make it out of here alive, you two are going on a date! Even if I have to drag you both there, kicking and screaming." Dustin drops back down into the elevator, his feet hitting the floor with a hard thud, the both of them hearing, "I am too young to be this stressed out over someone else's love life; especially one that is my sister's!"
"Sophomore year, huh?"
"Don't even go there," Y/N cuts Steve off, pointing a finger at him, "you can't really say anything when you're currently the same shade as one of those lobsters they let you choose to eat at Enzo's."
"I always thought that was weird," he mumbles, looking off to the side as he thought about it.
"That's because it is."
They sit in silence, the creaking of the elevator shaft echoing around them and the muffled sound of Robin's voice below them. He looks at her and she looks back at him, both of them looking like they wanted to say something, but neither of them has the courage to do so.
Steve clears his throat. "Maybe we could do what the kid said," he suggests, shrugging his shoulders and waving his hands nonsensically in the air.
Y/N nods her head. "Maybe."
"Cool."
"Cool."
"Ugh, finally!" Erica shouts from below. "I thought I was going to have to slap you both with a sign that said: caution, two idiots in love, but they're too dumb to notice!"
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sammy-jo1977 · 1 year
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Loki and his magic debut
Tagging this as smut only because of the suggestiveness of parts. It's a lot of fluff. And comedy. Bits of seriousness. Don't ask where I got the idea. Brief mention of panic attacks and abuse. Consider this a reader insert without the y\n bits.
Tony gets a crazy idea. And poor Loki has to go along with the idea. along with a certain tech.
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"Wait a minute! Why do I have to go?!" She exclaimed. shocked and honestly nervous they were serious.
"It's an idea for sure. Why not kid you're going." Tony mused as if he didn't hear her.
Nat sighed and turned to her to explain. "Look, it's not that we want to send you. But the syndicate doesn't know you. Us they would all recognize in an instant."
"Yeah, that's because y'all are the good guys. I'm just an IT girl. I'm good with computers and filing and..and.." she trailed off as her hands shook. The files in her arms falling from her grasp.
Wanda bent to help her pick the papers up. " You'll be fine dear. Honest. And besides. You won't be alone surely." She shot Tony a glare at her last words.
"no! Of course she won't be alone...um.. n.. eh.." He seemed to be thinking as his eyes traveled around the conference room table.
"Reindeer games. Sure. He'd love to go."
All at once it seemed the room exploded all at once. Mostly in disagreement and disbelief.
She stood there clutching the files in her hands. Eyes losing focus. Breathe in short shallow gasps.
"Stark. You've lost your mind."
"I really don't think that's wise to allow my brother loose with ms .."
"No way! The kid can't take Loki as backup!"
"Absolutely not."
"You're crazier than I thought.'
"Over my dead.."
"Quiet!"
Everyone stopped. Bruce Banner pushed off the wall and took the few short steps he needed to get to her.
"Stop a minute kid. Breath. It's gonna be alright."
He said low to her over again until the young woman calmed down. Her mild panic attack on hold for the moment.
No one spoke until he looked back over the group and nodded to Stark.
"Do I have any say in the matter?" Loki asked irritation laced in the smooth timber of his voice. He stood across the room from her. His eyes had yet to even fall her way.
'see. He doesn't even know I exist. Please don't make me do this guys.' she pleaded silently.
"Mmm. No. You're going. But not as her backup. She's going as your babysitter."
Confusion was evident around the room.
"Guys come on. The club is called The Lion's Den. It's a male strip club. "
Loki seemed to choke on his own breath while a few of the Avengers snickered and some down right laughed aloud.
Even she chuckled a little.
His eyes shifted to her. They took in her form.
She fidgeted under his gaze.
Standing at 5'5 in her work boots. A solid two inches shorter without them. Her calves were wider than she liked. But they filled her knee high boots nicely. Dark jeans covered her thighs. There was no gap. They were thicker than she wanted. And yes she has a friction problem in the summer. The swell of her hips was wide set. Great birthing hips is what her great grandmother called them. She sucked in her stomach a little more. Tucked tightly in her high waisted jeans she still felt the need to. The blouse she wore was tucked in and showed off her collar bone and cleavage.
While he starred she tried to hide her face behind the files in her hand.
She stammered and backed away until she backed into the glass door.
A look crossed his features. One she interpreted as possible disgust. Maybe at being stuck with her?
"Guys please. I can't do this. Why can't Nat go super undercover or something? "
"Stark doesn't force the woman to go against her will. I need no handler."
"Oh yes you do Reindeer games. One you aren't going alone. Two. I'm not forcing anyone. Nat help me out here. "
The Russian just rolled her eyes and stood from the table. With Wanda and Pepper meeting her at the door where the young woman shook they escorted her from the room.
"Listen sweetie. Loki really is contained now. He's not able to wield any dangerous magics. He can't hurt you or anyone else. "
Wanda chimed in first.
"Plus if he tries he knows he's dead." Nat smirked.
"Honestly. You two." Pepper swatted at both of the women with a smile.
Then she turned to the young woman. "What's really scaring you hun? Is it Loki or is it leaving the tower?"
She blinked at her a couple of times before clearing her throat. "Mrs. Potts. To tell you the truth. Both. Yep. Definitely both."
All three sighed.
"Why me?"
Her question made them look up at her.
"Why me personally? He could pick anyone from the IT pit. But why me?"
Pepper shrugged. " You were the first one to walk in the room dear. And you're not exactly invisible."
Wanda linked arms with her and smiled when she looked her way. "You are beautiful dear."
She smiled but it seemed bitter.
"I know that. Sure I know that. But.. ugh. Okay fine. I'll do it. But I know I'll regret it. "
She had thrown up both her hands from her lap as she spoke.
Both Natalie and Wanda each took a hand and pulled her to her feet as Pepper stood.
"Great!"
"Now one problem." She pulled them both to a stop. "I have jack to wear."
Three looked between themselves then back to her. "We have you covered." Wanda smiled.
They both stood before Tony as he paced without looking at them. Nat stood off to the side.
"You will be undercover." Tony pointed to Loki.
"You are the backup." He pointed to her.
"I will not repeat myself." He turned back to Loki.
Nat stepped forward and picked up two boxes from the table. One was long and was wide while the other was smaller.
"You each get a box. " Nat said with a smirk. The larger box was delivered to the woman while Loki much to his dismay was given the smaller one.
"What is this?" He asked in disgust when Loki opened the box. The contents was a silken pair of shorts. VERY short shorts in a golden color.
"Consider it a uniform." Tony smiled.
The woman started to open hers. Nat stopped her with a shake.
"What I can't see?" She asked nervously.
"You're coming with me. " Was the response she got.
"Wait just a moment!" Loki started to exclaim.
The look he got from both Natalie and Tony was almost enough to quiet him.
"This" he hissed. " It's supposed to be my uniform?"
"Male strip club remember Reindeer Games."
The green silk dress clung to her every curve. She tugged up at the small strap. Hoping to conceal some more of her breast. Her cleavage was on full display. Very little was left to the imagination. The gold necklace she wore to 'compliment' the dress was in fact a listening device. The emerald wrapped stone that rested in the dip of her throat.
The small ear mic rested in her ear concealed expertly.
She was picking at her newly manicured nails when Loki entered the car.
He chuckled lowly to himself.
"Make you nervous do I?"
"What?!"
"The poor kitten left alone with the big bad wolf?" He mused.
She looked at him finally. The black leather pants clung to his legs. The black button up was open to a point his chest was bare. But the dark jacket hung from his frame in a way that made her mouth water.
He noted all of her reactions to him of course.
"Oh? Not so nervous now are we kitten?"
"St..stop call…calling me that." She struggled with her words. Trying for a menacing glare before looking away.
Suddenly she felt his warm breath against the shell of her ear.
"Oh but you want me to keep going and more don't you my dear." His voice was low and practically a growl.
She shivers and pulls herself away using the door. "n..stop it."
In her nervous state she brought her hand up to start biting her nails.
"Now now pet. There are much better things I could imagine you could be doing with that mouth of yours than that."
She shot him a glare successfully.
He only smirked at her.
The heat flaming her cheeks only intensified.
The car ride was torturous, but nothing was compared to what happened when they stopped at their destination.
"Remember. You don't know one another. He'll come to you. Let him. Act interested."
The reminder was reiterated through the ear mic to both of them. Tony's voice held a firm tone. "Don't screw this up. You need to blend in, kid."
She sighed to herself.
"Remind me again what info I need to be gathering here if I'm supposed to be paying attention to him." She hissed.
Loki smirked. Her discomfort was all the more amusing to him. Though he had to admit. She was bewitching in the silk gown they had her wearing. It was thin and clung to her in all the right places. Given the opportunity, he'd easily bed her.
"You're just gathering Intel on who's all there. Associates and such. Who's closest to the target. Surveillance only." Nat buzzed in her ear. Tone firm and left no room to argue. Not that she would. Anything more and she'd probably puke.
"Is the mission All strictly 'look but don't touch' I have to wonder." Loki mused.
"What?"she hissed.
"Kid you blend in with the other sex crazies. When he comes to you. You know what to do." Clint chuckled in through the mic.
A wicked smile played at Loki's lips while she only groaned in embarrassment and defeat.
"I can do this. I can do this." Her muttered mantra kept her from turning away as one of Tony's men walked with her to the door of the club. The front was tasteful. Nothing like a seedy nightclub. ,'The Lion's Den' was scrawled in golden letters under the darkened window. Lights could be seen inside but muted. The man excused himself just outside the door as there was an elegantly printed sign stating 'No Men Allowed Past This Point'.
When she moved to push the door open, it swung in on its own it seemed.
There was a larger built young man just inside who had pulled the door open from inside she found out as she stepped inside.
Her eyes adjusted to the almost candle light brightness of the entrance to find a young woman standing at a podium.
"Hello." She smiled brightly. " Have you been with us before my dear?" She asked just as bright.
" No." She was told to admit.
" Oh wonderful. The boys do enjoy new blood." The hostess giggled.
She chuckled with the woman dryly.
"This way. I'll show you where you can go."
She followed the hostess through the large curtains that hang heavy behind the podium.
The first thing she noticed was the mahogany stage. It filled half the room. Round and staggered with steps. And beautifully built.
Tables and chairs surrounded it. The small tables were glass and lit from beneath. Giving the room a glow that was quite beautiful. The chairs were leather and looked quite nice as well.
The bar is where she was led to as the hostess excused herself.
"Sea breeze please. Strong." She said when the bartender looked her way.
She was then led to a table to the right of the stage. She noticed them, the tables were on a staggered floor. The floor was concave. With the stage at the lowest point.
The lights suddenly dimmed. A spotlight shone onto the stage. And a statuesque woman in all white stepped up onto the stage.
"Ladies. If I may have your attention please."
She had to admit. The show of each man was quite hot. She was grateful for the air conditioned room. The sea breeze in her hand helped relax her nervous mind.
"Stay on your toes kid." Tony quipped.
"I'm fine. Hard as it may be to believe. I can hold my liquor." She piped back.
Her eyes scanned the room.
The target was across from her and closer to the stage then she was. Many of the men from the show had paid special attention to her and the women she surrounded herself with.
All of this was relayed to the team of course.
The lights dimmed again just a little before the spotlight shone. The MC stepped out again. This time standing next to her table.
"Ladies. Seems we have some 'fresh blood' tonight in more ways than one."
Screams and hollers echoed around her.
"What are you doing?!" She hissed.
The older woman bent down and whispered.
"A favor for a friend." "Now! All of you wonder beautiful lovelies out here please! Let's show our love for the new blood Tonight! The only and only! God of Mischief!"
The room was plunged into darkness.
She was cautious. Knowing if she let her guard down he'd spring up and catch her. Embarrass her or worse.
The opening chords of a song started to play.
(The Spencer Lee Band The Wolf)
She remained cautious .
When the light came back on she saw him.
Transfixed she didn't notice the two young men that flanked her as he moved across the stage. A brief note of jealousness hit her when he moved to the target's table. Much like the other men of the club. He must've been told she was to be treated special.
But it was when the men at her flanks each grabbed the arms of her chair and spun her that she squeaked.
The chair stopped facing the now approaching Loki. One of the men bent down and chuckled.
"We were told you were new meat Love. No worries. We love new meat."
She whimpered just as the music stopped.
Loki paused in his approach.
Another song starting up.
(Careful Lucky Daye)
The light now shone on the four of them.
There was a choreographed altercation between the three men. But Loki being the victor.
"What the hell is this Loki?!" She hissed quietly once he got close enough.
His smile was that of a predator. "Just play along."
Moves like that of a serpent, circled her. She shivered as his fingers fell across her nape.
He dropped to his knees in front of her and her knees fell apart as he moved between them.
He flowed up her body. His own inches form hers as he moved to the music.
"What are you doin?" She whispered.
His eyes bore into hers as he answered. "Playing with a new pet. A sweet little kitten."
Like water he moved and flowed against her. Scalding her. " Who is so innocent and scared?"
He threw her feet over his shoulder at one point and his hips gyrated in front of her. Her face flamed brilliantly and she covered her face with both hands making Loki smirk.
His touch left her flaming with desire of embarrassment she couldn't tell.
"I'm not scared." She muttered through her hands.
His next move brought him above her. He very gently took both hands from her face and kissed each one just barely. "Really now?" He asked.
She watched his face as he straddled her and dropped almost into her lap. Bringing his lips so very close to her own. "Are you sure?"
His hands reached back with each of hers in grasp and placed both of hers on each cheek of his ass as he moved above her. His hips grinding to the rhythm.
She could at one point hear him briefing the others through her.
She tried to put in any input and failed miserably.
When he was done he was on his feet at the end of it all. Sweat covered his brow and his breathing was ragged.
She couldn't help but imagine it as if he and she had actually done something they shouldn't have.
She flamed at the thought.
"Alright. First chance y'all get outta there. Good work " she heard Tony clip.
First chance she got she was on her feet. Wobbly on her heels she sat back down.
Maybe the sea breezes caught up to her. No way. It was his fault.
When she finally made it outside to the car Loki was there waiting for her.
His lithe body perched casually back against the door of the car.
" Took you long enough."
" I was being watched." She lied.
Once in the car it fell silent only for a moment.
The phone rang and the driver put it on speaker.
"Gotta say. Good work you two. I'm pleasantly surprised. Go home kid. Get some rest. Loki. You know where you're supposed to be. Well brief in the morning."
"Tony? Can I just stay at the tower tonight? My roommate has probably locked me out by now and I don't wanna argue with her this late."
Tony pretending to muse this over made her nervous for a moment.
" Of course kid. I'll have a place for ya when you get here. Just ask up front for the keys. " She expressed her thank you and both said their agreements and goodbyes to Tony before he disconnected.
"Can't stand to be away from me can you then?"
Loki asked.
"What! No!"
She felt his arm slide behind her headrest and him lean into her side. "I must say kitten. I wouldn't be surprised if you did."
She leaned away from his whisper but didn't move to push him away. His body cool against her arm.
"Sound very sure of yourself." She muttered.
He smiled. " I'm just very good with a few extra senses. You want me. In ways you don't understand."
She huffed and crossed her arms.
Loki's eyes drifted down her front to eye the line in the center that disappeared beneath the soft fabric of her dress.
" I never did tell you how enchanting you look, did I?" Loki mused. It was more of a statement.
"It's fine Loki.." she sighed. Staring out the window. Trying to ignite his arm around her shoulder. Or his chest pressed against arm.
The car finally arrived back at the tower. Once exiting the car, she was escorted to a room and Loki taken to his own.
"You know where to find me. Should you get lonely." He chuckled as he watched her face flamed in embarrassment.
She lay in bed. Tossing and turning. The blanket too hot to keep on. The sheet too confining. Staring at the ceiling she thought about what he said. And his movements back at the club.
He had stared at her like she was the only woman in the room.
A new pet he has called her. Had said she wanted him in ways even she didn't understand. What did he mean?
Honestly she wasn't born dumb. She knew what he meant. But she wanted to know what it meant to him. She was by no means a homely girl. But no drop dead looker either. So why her.
Her body felt too warm. Skin felt too tight. Her breathing came out in small huffs.
'Ugh damnit' she mentally cursed before throwing herself to her feet.
Heading to the general kitchen area she padded barefoot from her room.
Standing in front of the fridge is where he found her. He couldn't sleep. Opting for a late night drink, Loki left his room.
He watched her for some time. Her rear was barely contained by the boyshorts and sleep shorts she wore. The tank top she wore was threadbare and slipping from her shoulder as she leaned into the coolness of the fridge.
She removed a container of banana pudding and closed the fridge before turning away from him.
"I'd steer clear of that." He chuckled as she jumped nearly a third a foot in the air.
"Why?" She hissed when she spotted it was him.
"Well the owner might not be too keen on you pilfering it in the midnight hours." He answered. Moving towards her, he stopped across the island away from her and leaned down on the counter .
She had pulled a spoon from the drawer and tucked it between her lips and turned to face him before answering.
"Not worried. I made it for him anyway. I'll just make more. Bucky won't mind."
His eyes flashed a moment in fear and he balked.
But Loki, quick to recover, cleared his throat and sighed."You seem certain of that fact."
Giggling she answered him. "I am. Besides, I won't eat it all. "
Loki rolled his eyes. Though his eyes drifted down her body as she turned and reached for a bowl from the cabinet.
"Want some?"
"Hmm?"
She held up a bowl.
"Oh no." He shook his head and waved a hand.
With a shrug she dishes out a portion of pudding and puts the rest away.
They sat in a comfortable but quiet silence for a moment. Loki with his drink. And her with her pudding.
Days passed.( Tony sent them back out to the club for more surveillance.)
Night had come again. This time she rode alone. Loki already having been at the club for his own mission. Tony had sent a man with him to keep an eye on him till she arrived. And for some back up since she could not go behind the stage.
The vest she wore fit well across her chest. The classic pants and vest combo look played well with her curved form. The jacket lay on the seat beside her. Her hair and makeup done.
She was nervous still. But not as bad as when Loki had been in the car with her.
Arriving at the club she took a deep breath and strode towards the door alone this time.
Smiling at the young girl behind the podium.
"Hello again." The young blonde greeted her warmly.
" Just couldn't stay away." She smiled back in greeting.
Once seated she ordered a drink and waited.
Her nervousness showed outwardly, possibly as eagerness like the other women who filled the club.
" I don't see her this time. She's not here."
"Don't worry. She'll show. And if not it's fine. There are others to remember. Watch for them too."
She remembered the briefing with the team. The whole syndicate they were looking to bring down. 90% of them were women. And most of them frequently attended this club.
The MC took the stage without her usual spotlight. "Ladies, if I may have your attention please."
The show was starting.
She ordered another drink. Wondering what song Loki had picked tonight. And if she'd be harassed and embarrassed again tonight.
Each man seemed to pick out a woman among the crowd. Grinding and thrusting. Mimicking acts.
She fanned herself with a napkin during one act that was exceptional.
And then, it was His turn. She knew just by the lighting behind him.
(Jailbreak Awolnation)
His body seemed to flow with the rhythm like water. His hands drifted over areas of his body. She found herself transfixed. Almost hypnotized.
To the point that when he stood before her she allowed him to manipulate her. Only for a second.
"Loki, wait." She whispered.
"Shh. Kitten. I've got you now. No escape." He smirked.
Her leg was thrown over his shoulder and lifted as he stood. Almost like he was using it as leverage he pumped against her. But then he dropped before her and throwing her other leg over him he lifted both her and the chair.
Gasps and cheers uproared through the room.
As he dropped the chair and someone righted it as he carried her to the stage.
"Loki put me down." She hissed.
When he did she was surprised to find him over her. " Careful what you wish for darling."
Suddenly she was spun and lifted against him. He held her like a lover.
He left her hot and chilled at the same time.
Breathless by the end of the song, he escorted her to her seat. Not without another show.
She wasn't sure what his game was. To embarrass her? To blend in? But his hand went into her hair and his nose traced her throat as he pulled her hair back. At the same time his hand barely traced up her body as he stood over her.
Then he stepped off her and left with a wink.
She ordered water and ice.
When she left the club he was waiting in the car for her.
"What in Chuck's name was that?!" She squealed when she had the door closed. Wanting as much distance between them she pressed herself against the door.
He watched her with a smirk.
"Had to put on a show didn't I?"
"For who? The target wasn't there!" She exclaimed.
"No." Loki mused. " But her associates were. And besides. It's not like I singled you out."
"But you did!" She yelled.
Her voice thankfully didn't carry past the confines for the car.
But Loki was losing his patience with her outburst.
"Raise your voice to me again, kitten and.." he paused. Head tilted. He stilled.
She had flinched. Hard. Even now she ducked her head as if he were going to strike her.
Was he? He took evaluation of himself. His voice had taken a deadly tone for sure. Eyes had surely grown cold and sharp. But his hand wasn't raided as if to strike.
The car stopped in front of the bunker and Loki got out of the car without a word.
Leaving her there ducked in the corner. Her hands held up over her head in surrender and protection.
He thought about that more than he would have liked.
She was…. Growing in him. He was growing to like this woman and he didn't want this. Didn't care to see where things could lead. He didn't want this.
The next night at the club he found another woman to dance for. Some random stranger the other men had picked for him. A pretty blonde thing that had a sash on claiming it was her birthday. The girl had gone wild as predicted.
But her? She'd spent the night nursing her drinks. Playing her part but not really.
Back at the tower.
Loki found her again in the fridge. The light illuminated through her thin top showing her dark silhouette.
He said nothing to her as he fixed his drink from the wet bar.
She huffed a sigh but said nothing either as she fixed a bowl of cereal.
He felt her eyes on him briefly at least twice.
"What kitten?" He finally asked. Tired of the beating around the bush acting she was pulling.
She sighed heavily, putting her spoon down. "It's nothing." She muttered.
"I beg to differ." He groaned. Almost seething.
For some reason this woman had gotten under his skin. And it bothered him.
"Look.. Really it's nothing." She muttered again. "Just drop it."
Loki starred her down. He moved to the table and sat across from her. Crossed arms and a calculating stare.
"What?" She groused.
"Who was it?" He asked calmly.
She refused to answer. Just finished eating. Again he asked. She kept quiet and stood to go out of her bowl.
The third time he demanded to know.
"No one!" She finally yelled.
His eyes narrowed.
She stood by the sink. Her eyes were hooded and wet. "It was an ex, okay. He got mean when he drank." She finally admitted.
Loki sat there quiet and thinking.
"I'm.." he started.
"Don't" she stopped him.
They remained quiet between them for a moment.
"Goodnight Loki." She muttered and left him to think at the table.
Days passed again at the club.
Loki sighed. He stood in the corner of the back room with the other men of The Lions Den.
"Hey what's up man?"
One of the younger men asked him.
He simply took a sip of his drink and sighed. "Nothing."
The kid shrugged. "Alright if you wanna talk though."
"You're familiar with having a woman as a friend?" Loki asked suddenly.
The kids chuckled. "Loaded question."
"Whatever. What do you do when she's pissed at you?" Loki asked, irritated at the implications.
"Flowers."
"Sex and chocolate."
"Leave her alone."
"No, that is stupid TRI and communicate with her."
Several answers from the others chimed in all at once.
Kassandra came to the door and knocked on the frame.
"Alright boys. All our favorite regulars are here. Including the big spenders. So play it nice and dirty. Oh and Mischief."
Loki looked up.
"Your favorite is here too. The young one. Like the sea breezes. She's looking a little down tonight. Maybe find a way to cheer her up."
He nodded to the older woman before she disappeared.
He saw her at the table. Her silk top was sheer and draped across her front. The black pants shimmered under the lights. Her drink in hand. He strode slowly to the beat over to her.
(Permission ro James)
He timed it just right to where he bent and held out his hand to her. Asking.
Through his lashes, he watched her.
As he stood in front of her, she felt put on the spot, but she put her drink down and slipped her hand into his.
Lifting and spinning her till her back was to him Loki held her.
" I want to say something but I want only you to hear." He husked into her ear that was free of the ear mic.
She swallowed and whispered, "go ahead."
Swaying suggestively to the beat with his hand on her stomach he knocked her feet apart slightly.
"Not here. Hold on, kitten." He growled in a low breath.
Before she could respond she was knocked forward.
Bent at the waist he rocked behind her.
The crowd whooped and hollered.
Bringing her back against him. Loki smirked when she chuckled.
He sat her back down and moved to the rhythm causing the women to whoop again.
As the song ended he spun her chair to face away from the stage and dipped her low to the floor making her grab hold of him and laugh. "There. My mission is complete for the night."
She giggled when he sat her back up.
He stood and bright her hand up to his lips and gently kissed her knuckles.
" Until later "
Before he could fully walk away, the MC Kassandra came over to him in the darker room and whispered something to him. He eyed her for a moment then chuckled deeply.
She smiled and gave the young woman a wink before turning from them both and twirling her mic as she took the stage again to introduce a new act.
Loki bent low at the waist and held his hand out.
"Seems we have a benefactor intent on sailing this particular ship in her words. A private room has been set aside for our use. If you would care to, that is."
Her heart pounding heavy in her chest she chewed on her bottom lip. " Maybe?"
Loki slinked around the chair and table like a cat before sitting down across from her.
"Make no assumptions, my dear. I don't play games and there are no maybe when it comes to me. It's yes or no. You say yes and I'll show you things you've never even dreamed of. No and I'll respect that and we'll go our separate ways. What'll it be?"
His eyes never left hers. Hard and light with a flame that burnt her to her very core.
She knew she should say no. He was nothing but trouble.
But something was drawing her to him. Something she couldn't explain.
"Lead the way." Her own voice surprised her. Low and slightly husked. Nothing like the squeaky mouse she usually portrayed.
The room was darkened and small. But not overly so. The couch at the far end was soft and cushioned. The table held a bucket of ice and a bottle of wine. Two glasses sat empty next to it. The door was blocked by a heavy curtain much like the front of the club. Once inside, kitten moved quickly to pour herself a glass of wine. Dowing in in one gulp she sighed. Loki chuckled darkly.
"You seem nervous pet.,"
"Ha.. yeah a little."
He stalked slowly around the table towards her.
When he got close she looked up at him through her lashes.
The glass was still in her hand. He easily skipped it from her grasp and set it down. His fingers trailed lightly back up her arm.
"There really is no need."
"No?"
He shook his head slowly as he backed her towards the couch step by step.
When the back of her knees touched the couch she muttered something but he didn't catch it as she fell the short distance. Now sitting, Loki towered over her.
He crept closer like a tiger on his prey.
Her fingers dug into the soft cushion of the couch as he carded his fingers through her hair and gently brushed his lips against hers.
Not a full kiss. But the breath of one. Just the faintest touch.
She groaned. Wanting more.
In the next instant he had her. Hair pulled just enough to feel good, head tilted back and his lips on hers. The kiss was unlike any other she had experienced. Then again he was a god. The god of mischief had his tongue dancing with hers this very moment. She flamed at the thought.
His hands moved through her hair and to her shoulders. Down to her body. "Last chance." He muttered against her.
She pulled him in to kiss him again. Her tongue swirls around his in an attempt to show him she was okay with this.
He should feel her trying to sit further up on the couch. To reach him better. Getting the idea Loki pulled back and actually stepped aways.
Letting her catch her breath Loki poured himself a drink and watched her over the glass as he drank.
"Had enough?" She huffed.
He chuckled. Amused that she was getting bold now.
Walking back towards her Loki smirked.
To his surprise she stood from the couch and took hold of his collar. She pulled him down for a kiss as she turned him and backed them up until he was sitting in her place.
He felt her straddle him and then she pulled back. Now almost taken aback by her own boldness.
His hands moved to her back and she leaned in to capture her lips again.
They stayed like that for a moment more. Exploring. Tasting.
Her body pressed against his. Soft curves giving way to hard plains. And then she felt him. Pressed against her core. When she brushed down against him she could feel his grip on her tighten.
When she did this intentionally a couple of times he nipped at her lip.
"Do that again and you will pay the price pet."
She sat back in his lap and licked at her lip where he got her. Her eyes hooded.
It took everything in his power not to spread her before him on the table and take her for himself. And he could. She would let him, he knew. But he waited.
She seemed to be thinking. Deep in her own thoughts until Loki shifted under her weight.
"Shit! I'm sorry." She immediately apologized and started to move off.
Loki pulled her back up against his chest and held her there.
"Why are you sorry?"
She fussed with the collar of his shirt and chewed on her lip. Shrugging.
"I dunno… my weight it um.. doesn't bother you?"
His look of disbelief and annoyance made her stop.
"Who.. never mind. No and don't ever think of that pet.
The look sure gave Loki was confused.
"Do you trust me?"
She gave him an odd look.
He returned her look with one of his own. "Well if not." As he spoke he started to move her off of his lap.
"Wait wait. I do. I do trust you." She grabbed a hold of his biceps to keep her center and laughed a little as she answered.
He let his body relax back into the couch with her in his lap. His hands rested gently on her thighs.
"Well.. I trust you. Should I not?" She asked.
He chuckled. Forgoing his usual answer. " It's nothing. I ask that for this reason."
He leaned up and kissed her gently.
Just a slow and easy kiss that left her saying simply "oh."
"Actually." He husked. His need for her grew the more he restrained himself.
"You want more than that?" She whispered.
He nodded slowly.
"Show me. All of it. Show me what you really want from me Loki. " She grew bold as she spoke. Her voice shook. Her hands shook as well .
He growled. She was shaking. He actually growled as he pulled her body closer to him. Molding her to him.
His hands moved from her legs to her hips. Pulling her closer.
Suddenly he stood. Holding her to his body.
Her legs wrapped around his waist instinctively. Ankles hooked to keep her there.
Suddenly she felt the presence of the car behind her. Breaking from the hungry kiss, she gasped.
"What the.." she questioned.
"Taking you, in that place. Didn't seem right. I had a better idea. In fact I still have a better one. "
He smirked.
A short sizzle of magic trailed through the air as they disappeared.
This time they appeared in a darkened room.
Only then did she notice the difference in herself.
He set her on her feet and turned a light on.
The silk and sheer nightie she now had on surprised her. "Um excuse me?"
She toyed with the long edge of the gold ribbon tied at the front.
Emerald in color with gold accents. She smiled.
"Thought you'd want something more comfortable." He responded with a wink.
"I thought you couldn't use magic?" She questioned.
All Loki did was shrug with a knowing smile.
She hummed in agreement.
He approached her now. His eyes were dark.
A smile still played upon his lips. "Tell me kitten. Is this still what you want?"
When he got close enough she reached out for him. Her fingers fisting in his shirt collar. Lips and tongues collided.
His hands found purchase at her bare hips.
All at once she was overwhelmed. Loki. The silk sheets under her. The nightie still tied and bunched up at her waist.
Skin on skin. Fire and ice. She found it strange only for a moment. He was at first cool to the touch. But warmed with contact. Her skin was hot and too tight.
He sent her mind reeling at the places he could reach with his touch. His long fingers coaxed her insides in ways she never dreamed.
His mouth never left her skin.
She moaned aloud. No fear of being heard.
Her second release on his fingers alone was enough to shatter his tentative self control.
Sheathing himself in one swift motion. Causing them both to gasp and moan.
"Still so tight kitten." He moaned in her ear.
Making her chuckle. The act itself caused her to moan again. Her eyes crickled shut at the corners.
He hovered on top of her. She felt him lick his bottom lip and huff in her ear.
"Are you alright if I.." the question he started was left unfinished as she moved her leg to open herself up more for him.
Loki felt his cock sink further into her heat.
The motion followed by her kissing lightly at his throat before nipping just a little. "If you don't start movin."
His quick thrust stopped her words.
Hands grasped at sheets and each other.
The night was spent full of heavy breaths and panting. Magic sizzling in the air and chuckles from both.
Late that night.
The two stood in the kitchen.
A large mixing bowl was on the table and various ingredients for banana pudding were spread across the surface.
"Loki stop.."she giggled. His hands caressed the expanse of her exposed thigh.
"I can't seem to help myself." He mumbled in her ear. As he wrapped his arms around her.
The light suddenly flicked on.
"Oh gross you two. We eat in here, come on."
Tony's voice followed the blinding light.
"Tony stop. We aren't doing anything." She groused at him.
Tony didn't seem to look up from his phone. He simply shook his head disapprovingly.
"Just keep the games outta the common areas kids. I mean it."
The lights went back out and the two were left alone again.
"That was.."
"Awkward."
Both chuckled in exasperation. Loki went back to his exploration. While she went back to her mixing.
"Oh my.. Loki. Stahp." Her voice trailed off with a chuckle.
"Hey.. incoming.. stop whatever weird stuff is going on." Another voice interrupted the dark.
"Ohmygawd. Shit.. okay. Um hi."
The couple in the kitchen quickly stepped apart like they had when Tony had interrupted.
This time the light came on and revealed Bucky.
He stopped mid step when he saw the two.
He seemed to be stuck in thought.
Eyes shifting between the two and the bowl on the counter.
Bucky pointed to the bowl. "That mine?"
She nodded with a small smile.
"Yes. Soon as it's done. Fresh batch."
Then he pointed between the two of them. "This. New?"
She nodded again.
"Right.. huh."
He thought for a moment.
Bucky moved to the fridge and pulled out the current batch and went to leave.
"Oh. Hey."
They both looked up.
"She hurts, so do you."
"Right." Loki answered just as the soldier left them alone.
Days passed.
"So. Here's what we got from the mission. You two did good."
Tony paced the room as he spoke.
"Also. To avoid any more surprises.. Those two are together. And go."
"What?!"
"Knew it"
"Aw!"
The woman in the room seemed to speak at once, same as Clint.
"Together?! And you're allowing this?" Clint burst.
"Excuse me. Allowing?" She piped up.
" They are grown Barton. I'm not anyone's parent." Tony snarked in answer to his outburst.
Bruce remained quiet as the room exploded.
As the two men continued, Wanda bent over the table and "psst" to Loki.
" Don't break her heart please. I'd hate to have to get my hands dirty."
" I don't mind it." Nat bent over as well.
"Right." He sighed in answer.
With a small flourish he held his hand out to the young woman beside him.
The departure of the two went unnoticed by the two men arguing.
Later that day she found herself alone briefly.
"Are you sure about this?"
She was startled at the question.
"Him? Why him?"
"Sorry?" She seemed surprised.
He seemed angered all the more asking each question.
"I didn't think I needed to explain my personal choices. Or defend them against anyone." She put her book down and looked the older man in the eye.
"I'm not saying that kid. Just be careful. Loki is.."
" I know Who Loki is. And was. But that is not who he is now." Her eyes narrowed and she kept her voice calm but firm.
"Kid. I just.." He spoke again.
"Mr Banner. I thank you for looking out for me. But please. I'm not a kid. I've not been a kid anymore for a while now. Y'all just see me like I am because I'm young. But I know what I'm doing with Loki. So please. Just stop." She stood from her chair and moved to walk past the scientist.
Loki himself stood in the hall. She met him with a kiss and they walked away arm in arm.
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khuzena · 2 years
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Perfection is all I see
Sova x fem!reader
Fluff and angst with a little insecurity(+jealousy)lol
"Hi could you make a Sova x fem!reader either angst or fluff maybe both idk it can be about anything (^∇^)thanks" - @thenameiwantedwastaketwt
i just searched up sova's real name so please tell me if the names are wrong huhu • I've been waiting for this (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
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Sova would always compliment your style, how you looked and every inch of your body but there's a part of you thinking that he's lying.
There was a routine you both did that every thursday you guys would go to the gym or maybe practice archery, it was fun and all but.. there was this new girl who's name you didn't know seems to be very touchy with your russian boyfriend and even play-flirting with him when she thinks you're not looking.
"Oh sasha that shot was so good, can you teach me?" The annoying girl said as she stood up and got her towel.
"I could but I'm going on a date tonight with my girlfriend and I need to prepare" he said while picking up his bow and arrow and putting in his bag
"oh.. is your girlfriend the one who's just doing her own thing at the different gym section?"
"Yes, she's waiting for me and I've got to go though"
"Hmm.. what do you even see in her though?" she asked while leaning
"What do you mean by that?" He questions her and raises an eyebrow, trying to figure out what she meant by that.
"Oh you know.. she's not the best like physically or something but you can get so much better than that" that annoying girl scoffs and twirls her hair, waiting for his reply.
"I'm more than grateful to have someone like her, so if you could excuse me I have to go"
He left the archery training room and just saw you slumped against a comfy chair. It was very odd to him, earlier you were so cheerful and now you're being unmotivated and gloomy.
"Hey! дорогая(dear) I'm sorry I took a while there, was kinda busy."
You gave him a fake happy smile and stood up from your chair, "Yeah yeah I know.. Let's go."
The whole car ride was pretty awkward. Only the sound of engine and some news radio playing in the background was heard. Sova is confused why you're not talking that much, considering that everytime you're together you always start a conversation. And this level of silence really irks sova for some reason.
"So.. дорогая did you enjoy your time there?" He said trying to break the awkward tension but of course you're a liar and shrugged, "Yeah. I did, just not in the mood." You said while continuing to lazily scroll through your phone.
"Why are you so quiet? Most of the time you're always talking about something new and fun."
He sounded so concerned but you try to lie your way out of this, just saying you were tired and needed some rest.
After you both arrived at the restaurant, you both sat down on your seats and started ordering some meals from the menu. While waiting, sova also found it suspicious when you ordered less meals and tried to ignore him over and over again but it was enough, he needs to really confront you now; he though to himself.
"Dear. You've been odd the whole day, not even striking a conversation and your smile feels.. forced. Did I do anything wrong?" He asked while holding your hand and staring into your eyes.
"No. Don't you think that you need someone much better than me?"
"What do you mean? By that, are you perhaps unhappy with yourself?"
"I really can't hide anything from you, no?" You laughed and tried to ignore his gaze.
"Look at me dear," you stared into his eyes as he stares back into yours, "When I look at you, Perfection is all I see. So please don't feel like you're any less-than that."
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This wasn't proofread and i was writing this while I'm sick, but thanks for reading and requesting (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
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brkthslnc · 2 years
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Send me on my way
There's that path in my mind. An old path, with a beautiful starry night, in the middle of countless dunes made out of snow. An old path I've known for ages, a path I walked a thousand times everytime things started to be deeply disturbing for the little thing I was. It's just a path, you know. A neverending road with no destination. A place where it's just a matter of walking, and running, and stumbling. Except there, I don't stumble. I enjoy the view, walking peacefully. Borderless space terrifies me in the real world, but there, even if I can't reach it, I know every bit of it.
So, there's this path, in snow dunes, where I walk when the world is too crazy it could make me puke. It's where I go when I'm about to scream so loud, stars could fall off. Except, there, I never heard the sound of my own voice. It's where I'm peaceful, you know ? There's a place for yelling and that's where I live, so, yeah.
And, it stayed that way for years. Long, long years, with that land of mine hidden in my head. A place I would like to draw, but I can't, 'cause I'm lazy, and kinda selfish. It's a place no one would have live in except my very own self. Except some did. One did, and he did something I would never have expected : he made the snow sad for me.
Yeah, for a while, that no one else's land was this gigantic mass of white powder, sparkling silently, and suddenly it was just tears everywhere, blinking. I saw every inch of the land turn off. There was no light, and the night was dark, and terrifying. My own place, damn it. And the insane thing is : I was not angry. I was nothing there, just standing still. It was like things were about to crash me, this giant nothing I made ouf of thin air was about to break, and break me, and I cared about that.
I think I cared so much about it because, at some point, even if it's only in my mind, it doesn't mean it's not real. And yeah, maybe I'm just a crazy-ass weirdo with some mental issues, but I'm clearly not the only one. Everyone cares about something nobody understands. And that's ok. At least, it's ok for me.
The land stayed like that a lot. Sometimes, there was a moon. A stupid little one, human-size, like some sort of lamp from Amazon. And, I liked it. Made my nights. But except for those moments, it was freezing.
At some point, standing there alone and holding tight just to visit it was not the best conditions. I know it sounds like some Russian Doll shit to put it that way, but I was holding a goddamn world up in here. And I started to think : what if I just continue to walk in it ?
As I thought these thoughts, it worked. That little piece of personal heaven could turn into hell in a snap of the fingers, but it doesn't matter. I have to walk through it. Denial was not the name of that land. So, I walked, and through the days, the endless night I asked for turned into a dusk. A majestic death of the sun, a wave from the light, as she swears to me to come back and sends me on my way. She sometimes disappears, but never fades completely. I like it, a lot...
Yeah.. Mh, what was your question again ?
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heresathreebee · 3 years
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The One Where She Got A Dog
Yelena Belova X Reader
Summary: how Yelena became a dog mom Masterlist Part 2
Tags: E | 1.8k words | scary movie, winter, secret pasts, sapphic
AN: Black Widow movie really got me in my feelings about those characters, Yelena in particular. I havent watched The Thing in almost a year please look the other way if movie events are out of order.
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Pretty Russian girls are not usually your type, but fuck if you weren't absolutely obsessed with this one. You laughed when she told you she was from Ohio.  She laughed when you said you were too. 
Aquavit and your grandma's biscuit recipe brought her into your cabin on the edge of the world where she admitted to you she had never seen John Carpenter's The Thing before. You turned it on just as the snow storm set in and wrapped up in your thickest blankets with her. You're trying not to get your hopes too high but she's not shy about asking you to scoot closer. 
"Skäl," you cheer just as the ominous opening credits end and they find the mysterious ship in the frozen wasteland of antarctica. 
"Have you ever been?," Yelena asked. 
You grimace at the strong taste of aquavit. It's like vodka but with caraway for 'flavor'. You look at her from the side and poor yourself a second shot. "Been…?" 
"There." She points at the screen. 
"I have actually," you admit in a way you hope is flat and uninteresting, "have you?" 
Yelena shook her head. It's possible she might think you're being sarcastic (you cross your fingers under the blanket and hope she does). She's smiling at you, thinking something (but still watching the screen with interest). 
She drops the subject until you have to pause the movie to pee. You unwrap yourself from the cocoon of blankets and as you stand she asks you another question. 
"What were you doing there? in Antarctica, I mean." 
You sigh and pretend to brush something off of your pants. "Science trip with my parents. Shitty vacation for me I'd rather be in the Bahamas." 
You resist the urge to look at her. After taking care of business, you come back just in time to put the biscuits in the oven. You hear Yelena lean into the kitchen archway as the floors creak immensely here. 
"No timer?," she asked. 
"No timer," you confirm. "I use the timer of my heart." 
Yelena scoffs. "Please don't burn them, I'm curious about these… what are they– pastries?" 
"Something like that." 
The two of you went back to the movie just as the gang on screen is trying to decipher who is human and who is not. You feel like something between you has changed and sadly not for the better. 
But she can't know. 
"I hate this part," you say, making absolutely no move to avert your gaze. 
Yelena is startled when the doctor's arms become trapped in the bear trap belly mouth of the "man" on the table. She quickly covers her eyes and giggles manically, slapping your chest for the vague and unhelpful warning. You realize she's not as close to you as before…
There's 20 minutes left of this movie and you haven't seen a single thing on screen. Yelena stopped asking you questions when you stopped being coherent with your answers. All you can think about is telling her. 
But you can't tell her. She would never understand. You barely understand and it's about you. 
"I lied." Your heart beats in your throat as you see her face you but you can't look at her directly for fear of losing your nerve. "About the science expedition? That's not why I was in Antarctica…" 
Yelena seems to wait for you to continue but… 
"Eh, no offense but, " you gesture with your hand, "I don't really know you like that." 
Yelena gave your reply a single nod. "I suppose that's fair." 
You can't help but fidget in your seat. "Idliketo" 
"What was that?" 
You cleared your throat. "I said… I said I'd like to. Know you like that, I mean…" 
Yelena gives you a smile. "I would like to know you like that, too." 
The movie ends, the biscuits are not burnt but buttery soft and golden brown, and the blizzard outside has subsided some. It's still going but at least it's not buffering the doors and windows like before. 
"How can you watch that film in a place like this?" Yelena cannot get enough of those biscuits, stuffing them in her mouth 2 at a time. "Does it make you paranoid?" 
"Yes it does," you say, putting your coat on, "I think that's what makes it so much scarier–  looking outside and being scared every person you come across ain't who they say they are. Sometimes its not a bad thing though... I think it is rather… poetic, too." 
Yelena's eyebrows furrow. "Where are you going?" 
You put on your boots and hope the duct tape stays on the hole you covered earlier. "Dogs are out in the shed. It's heated and they have food, but not for days and I'd rather have 'em in the house where I can take care of them." 
As you finished your sentence you reached for the door,  but stopped when you noticed Yelena getting dressed too. She gives you a nod as soon as her hood comes up, and you give this brave thing an appreciative once over. 
The snow that nearly all melted before is up to your knees now. Fresh, white, and fluffy. It muffles sound like the world's sidelong turning. The odd snowflake wafts lazily from the sky, but for the most part it's died down. You teach back and take Yelena's gloved hand to keep from staying too far apart. 
"You know I always wanted a dog," she said. She could have said it in a whisper from 100 yards away and you still would have heard her–  that is how eerily quiet it is. 
Yelena squeezes your hand and you squeeze back. She's probably remembering the movie. You try to distract her by saying, "Oh yeah? You can have one of mine then." 
Yelena laughs, then stops. "You serious?" 
"As a heart attack." You finally reach the door to the shed and unlatch the door. A chorus of barks begin and you charge forward to nudge them back to give Yelena space to come in as well. "I do some breeding up here–  just a side job. They're usually working dogs but they can be pets too." 
Buck licks your face from chin to forehead and you push him back. "Down, boy! Show some respect!" 
Yelena has two of the mongrels circling her, sniffing all her clothes and demanding to be pet. "That's Burt, Barney, and Bella. Buck's my stud, but these heathens are going to a farm. They've got sheep to watch." 
Yelena chuckles as her hands get covered in slobber. "I love them." 
They're almost grown, three quarters the height of their father. Buck didn't even look in Yelena's direction because he knows you give him treats. You take your scarf off as the heat of the shed threatens to smother you and search your pockets for jerky.  
"She's in there with the new puppies." You point to a darkened closet. "Don't get too close now, she's still a little protective." 
Yelena creeps closer. You see her look at you from the corner of her eye. Probably terrified by the morphing dog scene from the movie. You give her an encouraging smile and tell her where to find the light. It's a pull cord and it bathes the room in a warm golden yellow light. 
Yelena's heavy, controlled breathing turns into a coo. Mama dog is laying on her side watching the newcomer closely. There's a pup asleep in the nest of her legs, another chewing on the hay that litters the ground, and the last one is biting their mother's ear. Yelena looks back at you with an adorable pout on her lip. 
"So cute…" 
You chuckle and put your arm around her. Buck knows to steer clear of mama dog and slinks off. You make your guest walk closer with you to show mama she's got your confidence. 
"Yelena, this is Beyonce." Mama dog's ears perk at the sound of her name. "Beyonce, this is Yelena. Be nice." 
You reach down and scoop up the hay eating puppy at your feet. "This one's always hungry." 
You put the pup in her arms and scoop up the biter. "This one likes to play. All the time. Got more energy than the blue Energizer bunny actually." 
The pup in question is literally trying to wriggle out of your hands in its eagerness to climb you and eat your hair. 
"And that one sleeps a lot?" Yelena nodded her head at the last pup. 
"Pretty much." You put the writhing excited puppy down before it hurts itself and look up into the rafters. "And then there's the climber…" 
You both turn your heads when you hear a tiny bark. A cute little face stares down at you from the rafters and there's a feather stuck to its nose. You shake your head knowing this pup got it from ripping up pillows in another part of the dog house. 
"Better go get her," you said, not moving an inch to do so.  
Yelena sees your challenge and rises to it. As if trained to do exactly so, she assesses the wooden interior for foot and hand holds. You can see the wheels turning in her head as she calculates what will and won't support her weight. In the sweep of a single moment, she rises from the door and swings herself into the rafters using a build up a momentum to propel her fast in an upperward direction. She completes the climb and balances with ease, reaching out to collect the happy wagging miscreant from her mountain top, tucks her in her jacket and climbs a different way down. 
You stare at her. "Were you raised by trapeze artists?" 
Yelena laughs. "I thought everybody was." 
The pup is safe and happy and eager to explore its new friend. Yelena lets her lick, sniff, and scratch at her skin, her clothes, her hair. The pup catches Yelena with a tiny lick right on the tip of her nose and Yelena looks back at you with adoring eyes. 
You smile. "Got a name for her already don't you?" 
"Yes," Yelena whines, "no, are you sure about this? I should probably tell you I've never had a dog before…" 
"I can tell your good people," you reply. "And smart as a whip. You'll adapt, just call me if you ever need anything." 
~
Three weeks later you get a phone call from an unknown number. It's Yelena giving you an address and making you swear never to tell anybody about it. You don't have any friends so it's an easy secret to keep. 
You drive a few miles south and stumble upon a stationary trailer in the middle of nowhere, nothing but clearings and trees and sky. Actually very similar to your own home. 
The door opens and Yelena greets you with a beer and the pup under her arm, already almost a foot bigger than she was before. 
"Her name is Fanny." You both laugh yourselves hoarse and pile into the trailer to puppy proof the place. 
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wheeier · 3 years
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fearless
Warnings: pure fluff
based off of taylor swift’s song <3
steve harrington x henderson!reader
word count: 1.6k
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“this is the best celebration ever.”
you dressed up nicely, getting ready to hang out with your best friend, steve. he invited you to his house for a small celebration about him passing the test on english that you helped him study with. you glanced on the window, seeing the rain just stopped. droplets from the sky touching the glass, dripping down to the windowsill. you smiled to yourself-you always loved the rain. not the storm, just the rain. there's something in the rain you always love. it makes you feel calm and in peace. the way the ground seems like there's a glow off the pavement looks beautiful to you.
"y/n/n! steve's here!" you heard your mom called from downstairs who was watching a show on the television. you took your attention away from the window and headed out the room.
dustin noticed you as you went out of your bedroom, "y/n, where are you going?" he asks. "to steve's." you looked at him, giving him a small smile. "and you didn't tell me?" he asked in annoyance. "why? you already spent time with him for almost all week. it's my turn, bud. sorry." you shrugged and went downstairs, chuckling as you heard your brother curse.
you headed out of the house, grinning as you saw steve. "let's go?" he reaches for your hand and you gladly took it though you were absolutely flustered. you were glad he didn't notice. or did he?
both of you got inside his car quickly as the rain started to pour once again. steve shakes his head to dry his hair, brushing them with his fingers afterwards. a single motion of him that makes you want him more.
"someone's staring." he teases, taking you out of your trance. "shut up." you rolled your eyes as he chuckles in response.
you averted your eyes to the car window to watch the trees and houses passing by as he drives. the rain started pouring and a thought came to your mind. you always wanted to ask steve to dance in the rain, in the middle of nowhere. you always thought how romantic it looks in movies. maybe, just maybe, it wouldn't be so bad if steve gets to be your first kiss-in a very memorable way as the music plays in the car radio. in fact you would treasure that memory forever, only if it would actually happen.
you seemed to be too lost in your train of thoughts that you didn't notice that you have arrived in front of steve's house and didn't hear him ask you a question, until he lightly taps your shoulder as he calls your name.
"huh?" you turned your head to look at him, seeing his concerned eyes at you. "are you okay?"
"y-yeah. i'm..i'm okay." you gave him a nervous smile, avoiding his stare. "are you sure? you seem a little off today." he questioned, searching for your y/e/c eyes. "yeah. i was just thinking." without waiting for his response, an idea hit you. this is now or never. you thought. you looked on the radio and turned it on, 'can't fight this feeling' was playing.
steve was obviously confused and worried. when you opened the car door, he started to panic. "w-hey, w-what are you doing? y/n, it's raining! are you insane? y/n!" you ignored his protests and got out of the car, not caring about ruining your outfit. you walked towards his side of the car and opened the door, grin plastered on your face.
"come on! it's fun." you reached for his hand but he backed away a little, staring between your hand and your eyes. you rolled your eyes, smile not leaving your lips before pulling his hand, letting the rain touch his hair, and eventually his whole body. the man was blushing at this point, not sure if it's because of the cold weather or because of you.
steve stood frozen, clueless on what to do next while you're in the middle of the street, embracing the cold raindrops falling from the sky. you closed your eyes, enjoying the rain pouring down your face. it felt calming. like everything is finally in peace–for you at least.
you slowly fluttered your eyes open, only to see steve in front of you. your heart skipped a beat. he didn't say anything, a comfortable silence filling the air-despite of the rain pouring and touching the ground. he held your hand, pressing his lips on your knuckles gently. the corner of your lips turned up as he pushed some of your hair and tucked it under your ear.
his eyes were twinkling, as well as yours, particularly when he stepped closer, faces only inches away. to him you were the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. he remembers everything that had happened for the past years, how cool you are hitting the demodogs with a metal pole as he hits some with his nailed bat, how you kneed the russian doctor where the sun doesn't shine as much while saving him and robin-from that he already knew he fell hard. he loves everything about you. god, this man is in love with you.
and boy, so are you.
everything happened so fast, steve grabs the back of your neck, connecting his lips to yours.
you were taken aback for a second before melting into the kiss. your hands travelled to his shoulders then to his hair. you finally got to touch his luxurious locks. you smiled into the kiss at the thought of it. it felt like you were in cloud nine, everything was perfect. this was exactly how you wanted it to be. the rain. song playing on the radio. your first kiss. steve.
the kiss lasted a few more seconds before you both pulled away, catching your breaths as you smiled at each other, your arms remained around his nape while his were on your waist.
"i gotta say, it was impressive of you to not overreact about your hair getting wet." your teased. "if it isn't for you, then i would." you laughed at his words that seemed music to his ears. "dork."
cold breeze touched your skin as you ran inside his house. you both took a warm shower-seperately, him going first so he can look for clothes for you to wear as you took a shower.
you got out of the bathroom, wearing his large grey shirt and black sweatpants. he didn't notice you got out until you spoke. "hey steve, do you have a comb?" he averted his eyes from the magazine he randomly found under his bed to you. his mouth agaped at the sight of you in his clothes.
"stop looking at me like that," you chuckled as you walked towards the bed. you sat down beside him as he sets aside the magazine. he gives you the comb beside him, not tearing his eyes away from you. "thanks." you muttered before combing your hair.
steve lightly shakes his head, going back to his normal self. "i'm sorry about this by the way." you started as you placed the comb on his night stand. "sorry about?" he furrowed his eyebrows. "for ruining our celebration. we were supposed to be eating or maybe cooking right now if i didn't let you come with me in the rain." steve's expression softened as he heard your explaination.
"no, no, no, y/n. this is the best celebration ever. it's way better." he smiles at you, squeezing your hand reassuringly. "thank you." you said just above a whisper as you lied down beside him.
the rain had calmed down, but the cold weather remained as you wrap your arms around steve's waist, his arms around your back-keeping you warm. "you know i'm actually glad you did that," steve mumbled, breaking the comfortable silence. you hummed in response, looking up at him. "yeah. i wouldn't have known that you love me too and-"
you love me too.
his words echoed in your head. you shot up, eyeing him suspiciously. "what's wrong?" he asks. before you could answer, it hit him. "oh, i..no, i mean.." he struggled to get words out of his mouth meanwhile you chuckled, scooting closer back to him. he continued to stutter as you put your hands on his cheeks, "steve?"
one word made him silent.
"i love you too."
when he didn't say anything, you brought your lips to his. this time he was the one who was taken aback, before placing his hands on your nape, kissing back.
it went on for a few seconds, his hand travelling to your back as you straddled his lap and not breaking the kiss. "hey," you mumbled in between the kisses. "as much as i want this.." you placed your hands on his shoulders as he continued to shower kisses on your jaw.
"babe,"
you called, making him stop to look at you. "babe?" he repeats, somehow shocked. "what, you don't like it?" you questioned. "no, no, i was just..i didn't expect you to call me that." you both chuckled. "anyways, as i was saying, i wanna continue but i'm too tired. can we just cuddle until the rain stops?" he nodded and you got off his lap, laying your back on the bed beside him.
steve puts his arm around your shoulders, giving you more room to scoot closer to him. "i love you." you whispered while your eyes were closed. he was still not used to you saying those words, in a romantic way. his stomach would flip everytime you'd say it.
soon sleepiness took over you, steve's lips on your forehead were the last thing you remembered before drifting off.
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blushing-starker · 4 years
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Second in the line of moodboards inspired my the devil all the time.
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He helps Gwen wrangle her hair together backstage, fingers quickly snatching wayward strands and taming them with one of the many pins clutched between Peter's lips. Natasha comes over to them, adjusts the girl's tutu, raises the stockings while mumbling in russian, pride for her girls clear even in a different language. His sister's back straightens impossibly, spine curved and he's very nearly spilling all the pins over the floor because god, he loves watching the dancers work. They were beautiful in big sweaters, worn leggings, beat up flats and half done ponytails, Peter always thought so no matter how many times they teased him about trying to butter the ballerinas up. They were gorgeous 24/7. But when they were preparing to go onstage?
That was ethereal, something only seen in dreams of tucked away childhoods, beauty found exclusively on fairytales. He caught a glance of the divine each time his sister and their friends went to battle. Five seconds left and no, you will stay away from the light, damn you. Peter growls, distantly hears a semi quiet click, ignores it, slams five pins around a particularly demanding curl and Natasha hums when she revises it, fingers gently touching the bun. She whirls around the room without a word but he's proud. He made something worthy of Romanoff's approval. The girls are called to stage and Gwen turns, kisses his cheek and off she goes. Peter lurches forward, plants his lips to the taut shoulder blades just as she's passing the door's threshold.
His sister doesn't really believe in luck, more prone to appreciating hard work and determination. But the youngest Parker child preferred to be on the safe side of things, try to ensure success in as many ways as possible. The music outside begins to stir the audience up, announces the arrival of the group and yeah, he'll never get over seeing Gwen fly through the air. Another click, but this time he inclines his body back towards it and suddenly the world goes white, a fierce bright thanks to a flashing bulb. He topples back on instinct, hands scrambling for purchase, legs caught on a stray tutu, mind dreading the sharp, incoming impact. It never comes.
There's movement, lightning fast, a hand around his own, body being yanked, back pressed to a broad chest and then the colors slowly appear in spots as he heaves for breath. A chuckle against Peter's left ear, amusement and perhaps fondness.
"Should've figured the brother of the future prima donna was clumsy. The universe being ironic and all that. But I knew beauty ran in the family. I'm afraid we've never been introduced, Mr Parker. I'm Tony Stark, main photographer for the company."
He's dead. He must be. No human had a voice that smooth, that enchanting and soothing. The guy had to be an angel of some sort because these things didn't happen to Peter. His life wasn't exciting enough that a man half a foot taller and several inches wider than him could just wrap him in strong arms and make them stay in an upright spooning position. Curved hips sit right above his ass, there's a toned stomach pressed against his back and warm air is teasing the curls on his nape. This type of thing, of situation didn't occur to Peter Parker.
When the world settles down, he licks dry lips and tries to breathe deeply. Only for him to realize both his hands are immobile. One is being clutched by the wrist, that's the right hand the photographer had tugged on to twirl Peter round and mesh them together, afar from the lights. His left arm is also being held, although that may just be the man forgot to let go after stabilizing him. He's immobilized but he feels...completely safe here. Slowly, Peter relaxes enough for his mind to drift, exclusively focus on Gwen and musky cologne.
"I'm Peter. Gwen's brother. But you already knew that, Mr Stark," great going, Pete, "Any reason we hadn't met? Then again, Gwen's the dancer. I'm just, just a cab driver. I'm not beautiful, nothing special." He's not embarassed. He's not, Peter's very proud of his job, of how good he is. The 60's weren't exactly easy to live in, but he's managed to keep on going and that's a hell of a lot more than some people got.
Nonetheless, he dips his head down, ashamed because what if he's diminishing Gwen's glow by being a driver, by being boring and dull? What if-
"Bullshit, you're worthy of a set. Most gorgeous person I've seen in years and here you are thinking you're nothing. I'd kill for a chance with you. I love Gwen, she's amazing, but I've been trailing her more just so you can appear in some of the pictures. I wouldn't do that for nothing, Parker. Oh, that's a lovely leap."
Don't cry, don't cry, it's only the kindest compliment Peter's received in a long while, the first one that doesn't have to do with the speed limit or itchy seats or satisfied customers.
"Well," it's like sand paper stuck in his throat, " you wouldn't have to kill. If you ask, I'd say I'm free on Saturday. "
What. Are. You. Doing.
Shit, did he just.
"Kid, I'd love that. We could get coffee, I know a place nearby with great chocolate cake."
He did.
Gwen will kill him if she/when she finds out Peter asked someone out without her being around to witness it.
He can't help it that he beams, "I think that's great, Mr Stark. Definitely better than being here and acting as the seventeenth wheel."
"Call me by my name, Peter. We're basically already snuggling, no need for seriousness. Although, I actually didn't plan on this. No matter what type of crazy goes through my head, it's never this fast or this crazy.
"And here I thought photographers were the most serious and aloof with their brooding self portraits."
Tony laughs and Peter grins, happy to feel the rumble up his back and shoulders. Maybe he'll develop an urge to get some portraits done. Just one or three every month.
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Headcanon: Ways to trust [Defense classes]
Link to the last one; Headcanon: Ways to trust [Support classes]
We all trust, a lot or a little, always do. We´re sociable and even the most antisocial person does the same, and our beloved mercenaries are no exception. Here, I´ll try to make some headcanons of the ways I think they´d do to show that they trust someone, at the end a snippet. 
Today, defense classes: Engineer, Heavy and Demoman.
Engie.
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This man has "two faces", a saying and a HCs explained better ->here<- and, in a short way; he shows a false personality from the real one.
Headcanon.
"Wanna go for a ride, son?". This Texan likes going about his business and alone, if he needs things, without telling the rest of the team, he'd go to the nearest town. However, he'd invite his partner to go with him, especially if it's someone he gets along with and knows he won't be bored. Be prepared to hear bad jokes all the way through!
You're welcome to his workshop. Like Medic, he doesn't mind if someone gets into but not for long. Silence and concentration, he gets annoyed by the slightest noise while doing his job. Although he'd like to talk to someone like Pyro from time to time, they can stay as long as they doesn't light a match... again.
He smiles more. Look, he's smiling most of the day, but that's part of his "fake face". You'll know that you're accessing his true personality when he's praised for his inventions, tries to stay serious and kind of doesn't care, but his pride will show if those words come from someone he trusts. There's nothing that makes this man happy than talking about his creations and knowing that others are interested.
There's a small hidden box where he keeps the few memories he has of his childhood. He has never felt comfortable enough to talk about it and more about his father, but if he does speak about it with someone, It's 'cause he trusts that person very much and he's giving an attempt to open up, this's a very important moment. There, he's showing much of his "true face".
Snippet.
“Wait, is that you? How cute!” His partner was looking at the few photos that were in the box, had a brown color of how old they were, there was a  little boy in his father's arms. “ I wish I had pictures of my childhood too.”
Engie was beside them, watching silently until he noticed something, and pointed it out. It was a picture of him hugging a puppy, he couldn't help but smile.
“Her name was Tess.”
“She´s beautiful.”
“Was... she was beautiful.”
A nostalgic atmosphere dominates the whole workshop. It had been a long time since the Texan had returned to his past and even more so if he talked about it with someone, but it was okay because he knew he could trust his mate. Suddenly they raised their arms and began to put the photographs in the box, They had a serious face.
“We're getting sad and i don´t accept it, the past is past. Although I would have liked to see that dog... but we're here for something else!” They turned to see him and smiled. “You were going to show me something you planned to do.”
That's why he liked ´em so much.
“Heh, yeah, y'are right. “Happiness was shown at once in the engineer bringing up that subject again, he took out a blueprint and put it on the table. “Well, as ya can see here...”
Heavy.
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He'll spend time with you. Why waste the time with someone you don't like?Heavy'd let know if he doesn't trust you, he wouldn't talk much and his expressions would say it all. However, if he does, even if he's busy, he'd use some of his time to talk to his mate, ask 'em how they are doing, or just hang out. HCs inspired by this one.
He'll try to speak more. We all know that our dear Russian has a poor English but that doesn't mean he isn't trying to improve it. May ask his friend for help or advice when he doesn't know how to express himself with something and would feel more confident if they respected him and don't laugh at the way he speaks.
His past. He doesn't mind talking about it but will always try to avoid the gulag and what happened to his father. The past is past, yeah, but even a man like Heavy is not so easy to "forget". If one day he confesses what happened to his family that time, it's because he trusts that person a lot. It's a very important step in his confidence and no one should make fun of him.
"You can touch her". Well, what are you waiting for? He's letting you touch HIS weapon, Sasha! It's something very important to him somehow, and it'd look like a dream if he didn't get angry that someone aproached her. You would have to be a great buddy to have such a "privilege".
Snippet.
"Push! Come on! Push!"
"I'm trying but she's toooo heavyyy...! Got it? Cuz -- Nevermind "His partner sat on the floor, taking a breath, looking at him. "Can we get some rest? I think my back is broken."
Heavy laughed as he did the same thing. A few days ago he started training for the next match and his friend decided to join him. Although the exercises seemed very hard for them.
"Sandwich? This will help little."
"You're really strong, man! can pick Sasha up like that and i can't even move her an inch." They raised their eyebrows while they was grabbing it, with a 'thanks' by the way. "How?"
"In gulag, you have time."
"Oh..." their voice got softer when they heard that, was taking the last bites at the sandwich. " Y'know, you're not only physically tough, also psychologically, that was hell and you managed to escape from there with your family."
"And now, Heavy is happy and around with friends, like you. You are good friend."
"Really? Sweet!" They stood up and smiled, seemed to be full of energy and wanting to spend it. "Okay, ready for round two, bear guy?"
"да."
Demoman.
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He becomes more touchable. Well, he is already even with a stranger but our dear merc likes to express himself physically, he doesn't just say a "heeey", he'd hug 'em and give 'em a gentle pat on the back. And both have a secret handshake? Then you're best friends. Demo is usually one of those who are quick to trust someone.
Get ready for the party because he´ll drag you to every one! is a night person, and any place is perfect to have fun. Is the weather good? Party in town! Bad weather? Party at the base! Can't it be possible? Party in his room! Demoman likes to be among friends and won't hesitate to invite them, fun is guaranteed with him and laughter too. Just make sure he doesn't drink too much, he tends to get a little sad...
“Sorry if mah mom's a lil´ annoying”. Well, looks like someone's been bought to their house, their cause his mother lives there! He´ll be nervous about taking his partner, apart from his frienemy Soldier, although he´d calm down if he sees that everything is going well. His past is not that bad as Heavy's but if he tells things like what happened in his eye, about his childhood or about his father, that mate must be someone very trustworthy.
His eye-patch. Being called a “cyclops” only makes him remember the stupid mistake he made as a child and it bothers him, only he doesn't show it, he's always afraid that one day he'll forget to put the eyepatch on and his whole team will be scared of him. But if you show him that he's okay as he is, enough to give him the confidence to be around without it, you're already someone important to him.
Snippet.
“ And then... kaboooom! ten dead enemies, ma'am! ten!”
“Did dat really happen?”
“Yeah! your son with only a few explosives eliminated most of the opposing team.”The guest nodded with a smile, they was very happy to tell what happened at the match recently, crossed their arms. “I´d be proud of him, actually, i´m proud of him”.
“Me too.” Said his mother in a soft voice, she seemed to avoid smiling but you could tell she was grateful. "As long as he does a good job, it's okay."
“Okay, lad. I´m done.” Demoman entered the room before putting some things aside, looked at his friend and asked. “Well, yer ready?”
“For the party? Hell yeah dude!”
They stood up and as they approached they did not hesitate to make their secret greeting, it might seem childish, but they did not care. At the end they gave each other a hug and said goodbye to the old lady, they were getting closer to the door, before opening it, his friend spoke.
“You okay without the eye patch?”
“Yep”
“Then, what are we wainting for? let´s go!”
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#5
Two Dumb Idiots In Love
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Summary: Russian spies had infiltrated Hawkins but even that couldn't make these two put their differences aside. Or could it?
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Fem Henderson!Reader
Requested: Yes
Warnings: spoilers for season three, enemies to lovers
Notes: feedback is always welcome, especially since i don't think this is my best, requests are open
"We're going down!" Steve shouts, screaming at the top of his lungs, his back pressed against the wall, as the secret Russian elevator dropped down the shaft at immense speed. "We're going down!" He repeats, as though they were the only words he knew.
"Yeah, no shit, Harrington!" Robin snaps back, his constant screaming like an irritating itch that wouldn't go away.
"I am supposed to be on a date right now. I am supposed to be on a date right now!" Y/N repeats to herself, holding onto the shelf like her life depended on it. Her brother was on the opposite side of the elevator, pressing the various buttons inside the control panel, with Erica pushing him aside to press the buttons herself. "Hey, Dustin, the next time you tell me that Russian spies have infiltrated Hawkins, I'm going to look you in the eyes, I'm going to tell you you're insane, and then I'm going to laugh in your face!" Dustin rolls his eyes, pushing Erica away as he proceeds to press the buttons again. "Ray is probably-"
"Ray?" Steve scoffs, forgetting about their current situation to focus on Y/N. "Ray Hall? Ray Hall asked you out on a date? Ray Hall and you?"
"Are you done?" She bites back, still holding onto the shelf as she steadily moves toward him. His laugh echoes off the inner walls of the elevator, mocking her. "Why are you even bothered?" She asks, raising her eyebrows. "I hope you're not jealous-"
"Jealous of Ray?" His expression twists, his face scrunching up to show his disgust. "Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart."
"Don't call me sweetheart!"
"Why?" Steve goads her, pushing off the wall and grabbing at the end of the shelf. "Why can't I call you sweetheart?" He looks down at her, steadily taking one hand off the bar to brush his fingers through his hair, enjoying the way her eyes watch him. A smug grin tugs on the corners of his mouth. "What's the matter? Do you secretly like it when I call you sweetheart?"
She takes another step towards him, a mere few inches of space left between them, their hands brushing against each other, as they hold onto the same bar. "I would rather fucking die than admit something as disgusting as that," she tells him, tilting her head back to look up at him.
"Well, lucky for you, it might just happen."
"At least then I'll be able to enjoy the afterlife without your annoying presence."
"Oh, you'll never get rid of me," his voice was low as he spoke, his eyes flicking between her eyes and her lips, "even in death I'll be there to annoy you."
She raises her eyebrows, a soft chuckle passing her lips. "God, I knew you had an ego, Harrington, but I didn't think you were this full of yourself. You really think you're going to heaven?" His gaze is pulled back to her mouth as she bites her bottom lip, caging in another laugh. "Newsflash, your name isn't on the list; they'll be no entry for Stever Harrington."
"Well, if I'm going to hell, I'm dragging you there with me, baby."
"Hey!" Erica clicks her fingers in front of their faces, the eleven-year-old pushing past Dustin and nearly falling over cardboard boxes to get to them. "If you two could save the flirting-"
"Woah, woah, woah! Pump the breaks!" Steve holds his hand up, batting her hand away from them. "We're not flirting," he defends himself, "I would never flirt with her."
"Now that is something we can both agree on," the older Henderson agreed.
Erica scoffs, rolling her eyes. "And pigs fly!" She turns her back to them, her braids swinging in the air as she moved. "Now, I would greatly appreciate it if you two would help us find a way out of here," she orders, checking through a box for something they could use to pry the door open, "I have a sleepover to be getting to; Tina may cover for me, but if I'm not home for Uncle Jack's party tomorrow, my mom will hunt each and every one of you down, and slit your throat."
"Well, there will be no Uncle Jack's party if we don't get out of here," Robin interjects, pushing boxes to the side with her feet, "so, do as Erica says and put this sexual tension on the back bench until we get out of here."
Dustin points to the ceiling, a metal hatch directly above him. "What if we climbed out?"
"You want us to climb out of here?" Y/N asks, looking at her younger brother in disbelief. "You want us to climb our way up a hundred-foot deep shaft like it's a P.E. lesson?" Dustin didn't see the problem. "Look, Dustin," she steps toward him, placing both hands on his shoulders, "you might have somewhat of a brain inside of that skull of yours, but that is the dumbest idea you have ever had!"
"Yeah, I have to agree," Robin chimes in, "there's no way we can climb out of here."
"But maybe we can get a better signal," Dustin waves the walkie-talkie, "then we can tell someone about the Russian spies and they can come and rescue us."
"What do you think, Petey the Mall Cop is gonna rappel down here and save the day?" Steve asks, pointing out the flaw in Dustin's plan.
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#4
I'm Tired Of Leaving
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Summary: Fate was determined to keep the two of you a part, so you've always settled for a part of him. What do you do now that he wants to have all of you?
Pairing: Pierre Gasly x Fem!Reader
Requested: Nope - another self indulgent fic, I am so sorry to anyone who does send in request, I will write them
Song Inspo: Take On The World - You Me At Six
Warnings: 18+, minors dni, smut to angsty fluff, fwb!pierre, fwb to lovers, dom!pierre, sub!reader, pet names (baby, good girl, chérie...), praise kink, protected sex, hair pulling, choking, spitting, pierre's favourite position, some body worshiping, smoking, not proofread
Notes: the flow is a little clunky with this one but oh well. feedback is appreciated, it helps me a lot
He leans into your ear, hot breath fanning your face, a strangled gasp leaving your lips as you feel him pulling on your hair. "I missed this, chérie," he moans, deep, grizzly groans falling into your ear each time he pushes his cock back inside.
His grip tightens, pulling until you neck was craned back, your body was arched away from the mattress, and the back of your head resting against the centre of his chest, your eyes staring up into his. Something about the way he towered over you made you feel small but had your pussy clenching around him. "Open your mouth," he grins as your eager go to please, your lips parting, the corners curving as you grin in anticipation, "good girl."
You moan, feeling his spit hitting your tongue and closing your mouth to swallow it before he has a chance to tell you. "You're pure filth, Pierre," you bite your bottom lip, despite loving that about him.
"And what does that make you, huh?" He released your hair, making a comment in French under his breath, his hand now finding place around your neck. The laugh that leaves his lips is dark and silky as you squeeze around him. "Remember that thing you did for me the last time we were together?" He asks you, slowing down to hold off the inevitable of another encounter between you ending. "I think some would argue that to be just as filthy."
Your fingers weave through his messy hair, your hand reaching behind to touch him as he presses his lips to your neck, kissing the spot just behind your ear. "I remember," you respond, pushing your hips back to meet each of his.
"I think it was your best work yet," he mumbles, sliding his hand away from your neck and down the front of your body. The tips of his fingers ghost over your breasts and down your stomach, stopping once his hand was between your legs. You can't see it, but you feel his smile pressing into your neck as he listens to the sharp gasp leaving your lips as he rubs two fingers against your clit.
"I looked at them the other night," he confesses to you, his free hand creeping back around your neck, keeping your body pressed against his, "thought about that night - thought about you - as I stroked my cock; thought about you laid on this bed, your lips swollen and your lipstick all smudged, my hickies all over your chest, your legs spread out for me to see this perfect pussy, all aching and glistening for me-" He takes a second to steady his breath, mumbling something in his native tongue, as he tries to calm himself, his imagination getting the better of him. "You looked so fucking beautiful for me that night!"
"You were the artist that night," your cheeks are red hot from his omission, the fuzzy feeling in your stomach and the whooshiness in your head hard to deny, "I was just the canvas."
"The perfect canvas," he praises your body, groaning as your pussy clenches around him.
Your hand cradles the back of his neck, your fingers playing with the hairs on the nape of his neck, as his forehead presses into your shoulder, shallow breaths hitting the top of your back. For a few seconds, all that can be heard is just the two of you breathing heavily, a whimper and a moan heard coming from your own lips as the muscles grow tighter in your stomach.
"Pierre," you whimper his name, digging your nails into neck, the pressure becoming unbearable as it builds up, "I-so close-"
"Gonna cum for me like you did that night?" He asks, kissing your shoulder and your neck. "Gonna do it again for me?"
You nod your head, swallowing down a moan.
"Good," he mumbles, half-chuckling under his breath, almost relieved even, "because I don't think I could hold it any longer."
Neither of you say another word, him letting your body collapse softly onto the mattress, your face buried in the pillow, as his hands hold onto your hips. From behind, he leans back to watch his hard cock being swallowed up by your cunt as he thrusts into you, which had become sloppier the closer he was to finishing.
You own face, though hidden in the soft cushion of the pillow, shows off your pleasure, your expression bliss-like, as your orgasm rings in your ears and pulsates around your body. The tight spasms of your body clenching tightly has Pierre finishing inside the condom, half strangled gasps for air filling your bedroom as he reaches for the headboard, trying not to collapse on top of you.
"Those will kill you one day," Pierre finds you later at your window, the hatch pushed open so you could sit on the fire escape. At your feet was an astray, a previous failed sculpture of yours you had made years ago, and a cigarette hung loose between your fingers. You mumble something about only having one life, before taking a drag of the cigarette and blowing the smoke away from you. "Move," he mutters, wanting to sit with you.
You stub what was left of your cigarette out in the centre of the ashtray, nudging the faded green ceramic away with your foot, before shuffling across the window ledge to give him some space. "Better?" He hums, touching the soft of your hip hidden beneath his shirt as you lean into him. "You smell like you just had nasty sex," you joke, attempting to hold off the inevitable that would be him leaving.
His laugh rings in your ears, caught off by surprise. "What a coincidence because so do you," he joins in on the joke, "I hope they were worth it."
"Meh," you make a sound, shrugging your shoulders, suddenly gasping as he tickles your sides, "I've had better."
He kisses your shoulder, mumbling something in French under his breath that you were sure was probably something along the lines of no one does it better than me. "I get why you like this city so much," he kisses your shoulder again, turning his head to look out of the window, "it's beautiful at night." Your apartment wasn't in the heart of the city but it was close enough to get a nice view of the city lights at night.
"It's beautiful in the daytime too," you throw back, picking at loose thread, "not that you would know." It was almost a tradition at this point that he would fly in, unannounced for the most part, spend the night and leave before you've woken up. It was a rinse and repeat cycle that happened every few weeks. And...you were fine with that.
At least now you were.
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#3
Hold It
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Summary: ....smut...it's some smut...i can't think of a summary
Pairing: Pierre Gasly x Fem!Reader
Requested: Nope
Warnings: 18+, minors dni, dom!pierre, sub!reader, dirty talk, pet names (chérie, baby, good girl....), praise kink, orgasm control, thigh riding, fingering, begging...that's mostly it
Notes: feedback is greatly appreciated!!
"Go slow, baby," Pierre whispers, mumbling against your lips, "there's no need to rush this." He kisses you, framing the side of your face with one of his hands as the other travels the length of your naked back. You shiver against him, moaning the second his tongue finds its way into your mouth. It's a sweet sound, one that he teases out again as his free hand finds your bum, squeezing at it through the material of your shorts. "We've got all day, remember?"
You smile, scratching your fingers through his hair. "I like the sound of that," you admit, ducking your head to kiss his neck. Instinctively, he rolls his head back, a calm sigh falling from your lover's lips as you graze your teeth softly over his Adam's apple. "But does all day actually mean all day?" You question him, kissing all the way up to his left ear. "You're not gonna suddenly disappear on me, are you?"
Pierre nudges his nose against yours as the two of you come face to face again. "All day means all day, chérie," he assures you, hooking his fingers under your chin and pressing his lips against yours. It's a slow kiss, almost only against your bottom lip, which he pulls at with his teeth, groaning as you whimper at the little bit of pain. "Now," he looks at you directly in your eyes, his own eyes, two pools of ocean blue, darkened from desire, "finish riding my thigh."
Subtly, you nod your head, your lips brushing lazily against his jaw as you start to grind yourself against the top of his thigh. Soft sounds of pleasure tiptoe off your lips as quiet sighs, muffled by his neck as your bury your head into his body. A combination of your shorts and his thigh rubbing against your throbbing clit had your stomach churning, the muscles tightening as you chased your high.
His hand found its place on your hip, squeezing it tightly and helping you to ride his thigh. "You're making a mess of those shorts, baby," he groans, feeling the wet patch grow the longer you ride his thigh. He tugs on the elasticated waistband, luring out a sharp hissing sound as it slaps back against your skin. "Sit back up for me," he mumbles, humming as you do. His eyes settle on your chest, the bed covers falling away and revealing your body to him. "Hmm," he licks his lips, "pretty eyes and pretty tits; it's hard to know where I should look."
You hold onto the top of his thigh with both hands, grinding your hips harder across his thigh. "Pierre," you breathe out his name, his thigh flexing, leaving your clit throbbing with pleasure.
He's captivated by the image in front of him, the parted lips and the breathless moans, your eyes rolling in your head every time he flexes his thigh. "Are you gonna cum, baby?" Pierre asks, palming at his boxes, his hard cock straining against the tight fabric. You nod your head, taking both hands off his thigh and cupping your own chest, making him groan as you play with your own nipples. "Gonna cum and leave a pretty mess for me? Is that what you're gonna do?" He grins, shaking his head, snickering as you whimper and whine. "Hold it," he demands, a flicker of wickedness in his eyes.
"I can't," you whine, the bubbling pressure and the temptation to cum all too unbearable to ignore, "Pierre, I need to-"
"-to cum?" You nod your head, biting down on your bottom lip. "Sure, you can cum," he tells you, squeezing your hip, "but just not yet." Loud laughter fills the space between you as you roll your head back, whining out into the air and showing your displeasure with his teasing. "Just a few more seconds, baby," Pierre takes over, grabbing your hips with both hands, grinding you hard against his flexed thigh, "do you know how fucking good you feel just riding my thigh, baby? Soaking through these little shorts and making a dirty mess all over my thigh."
Leaning over him, your cradle his face, lazily brushing your lips over his, whimpering into his mouth as his tongue lures out a moan. "Baby, please," you beg, pressing your forehead to his, feeling your thighs tremble, knowing there was no way you could hold off any longer, "I'm gonna cum. I-I can't hold it any longer."
"But you're doing such a good job for me," he praises, trailing one hand up your body, roughly cupping your chest, grinning as you arch your back into his touch.
"So let me cum," you bite back.
You frown watching the left side of his mouth twitch, gradually tugging upwards, smirking as he looks back at you. "I could," he replies, pinching and rolling your nipple between his finger and his thumb, "couldn't I?"
"Yes," you were breathless, panting against his lips.
He hums, releasing your nipple and touching the side of your face, dancing his fingers across your cheek. "But what if I didn't?" He ponders, letting his fingers drag across your parted lips. Pushing his index and middle finger into your mouth, he is eyes light up as you suck on his fingers, eager to do so. "What if I didn't let you cum all over my thigh?" He slips the two fingers out of your mouth, both of them slick with your spit, trailing them over your chin, down your neck and between the valley of your breasts. "What if I made you cum in a different way? Princess, wouldn't you prefer to cum all over these fingers instead?"
It was no secret that you had somewhat of an obsession with Pierre's hands; Pierre often caught you gaping at them during conversations and subsequently teased you about it afterwards. They could both comfort you and make your knees crumble to the ground.
Releasing your hip and moving between your bodies, he tugs on the waistband of your shorts. "Lift your hips for me," he instructs, mumbling good girl under his breath as you do so. A strangled mewl is heard as Pierre slips his hand down the front of your shorts, rubbing your clit with his thumb and inserting two fingers into your aching pussy. "So fucking wet, amour," he mumbles, crashing his lips against yours, his tongue delving into your mouth.
"Don't stop," you breathe against him, grinding onto his fingers. The familiar ache bubbles in your stomach, growing bigger and bigger as you wait for Pierre's permission. "Do not-" You inhale sharply, feeling Pierre curling his fingers as he moves them slowly in and out of you. "Jesus, don't fucking stop, Pierre," you moan, begging him to make you cum, "do not fucking stop!"
"You close?" You whimper, nodding your head. "Do it, princess," he gives you the sigh, circling his thumb faster over your throbbing clit, "cum all over these fingers you're oh so fucking obsessed with." Your body shakes against him, thighs trembling as little white spots blurred your vision. The long-awaited high rocks your body, twisting and tightening in your stomach, igniting like a thousand sparklers and leaving your body tingling with aftershocks. "That's it, baby, that's it! Look at you, shaking and cumming all over my fucking fingers!" Pierre chuckles in your ear, kissing at your temple as your head disappears into his neck, "wasn't that worth the wait, huh?"
You nod your head, nuzzling your face agaisnt him. "Definitely worth it," you mumble, adjusting yourself against his thigh and lying against his chest.
He hums amusingly, staring up at the ceiling, tiredly tracing his fingers up and down your spine, listening as you try to catch your breath. "You okay?" He asks, taking a second to glance down at you. Smiling, he brings his hand up to touch your face, brushing his thumb across your cheek as he finds you gazing up at him. "Breakfast?"
"Depends," you answer, drawing nonsensical patterns against his chest, "will you be cooking?"
He rolls his eyes. "You say that like you're any better than me."
"Aye," you quip, running your fingers against the scruff of his beard, "but I've never given myself food poisoning."
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Forbidden Fruit Never Tasted So Sweet
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Summary: To him you were like the forbidden fruit Adam and Eve were sworn off from devouring, but a nibble wouldn't hurt him, right?
Warnings: brief mention of parental loss, 18+, minors dni, a tiny age gap (reader is in their mid twenties), older brother's best friend!daniel, dom!daniel, sub!reader, pet names (baby, princess ect), praise kink, teasing, a little bit of begging, oral (f receiving), fingering, basically porn with minimal plot, a smidge or orgasm denial
Requested: Nope
Notes: yeah...i normally have a general tag list for my work but since this isn't who i normally write for, i'm just gonna tag @enchantedaniel because i feel like beth might like to read this 😅
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They Don't Love Me, They Just Want To See Me Naked - Part I
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Summary: Billy broke her heart, corrupted her reputation with lies and left her unable to trust anyone else. Eddie just wants to love her for who she was. And Y/N doesn't know what to do.
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader (mentions of a past relationship between Billy and the reader)
Song Inspo: Tattoos - Reneé Rapp
Requested: Nope
Warnings: post season three/pre season four, slow burn, angst, strangers to friends and then eventually lovers in later parts, soft!eddie, talk of blood
Notes: feedback is always welcome and greatly appreciated, requests are open so please do send them in
No one ever plans to fall in love. You don't jot it down in a planner or clear out an hour of your day to spruce yourself up in anticipation of its arrival. Love strikes us all in a single moment. You can find it in a smile or you can find it as you're swept off your feet in some elaborate, grand gesture. It's taking a step back in the moment and saying to yourself that you, out of the six billion that inhabit the planet, have found the one person you want to share the rest of your life with.
After Billy crumpled her trust up like nothing more than a piece of paper, tearing holes into it with lies he could not take back, Y/N was scared to love. To be in love again meant she was opening herself up to the possibility of being hurt, broken beyond repair, and she already saw herself as a silly, little, helpless, broken girl, who gave away her virginity to the first person who told her he loved her. He didn't.
Love was a strong emotion and Billy had shown her just how cruel it could be.
Dates came and went, calling her a tease when she refused to put out on the first date, as they had been told by Billy. "Buy her a milkshake," he told them, "and she'll give you a blowjob. That's what she did for me on our first date." And others gave her the "it's not you, it's me" speech after enduring weeks of nothing. None of them wanted to get to know her or to love her, they just wanted to see her naked.
But that's when Eddie came along, driving through Hawkins, with his music blaring and fingers drumming against the steering wheel, copying the beat to whatever song had been playing at the time. He had spotted her walking alone, her hair and makeup ruined by the rain, and her arms hugged herself as tightly as possible, her whole body shivering as she moved as quickly as her feet would allow. There wasn't a single spot on her body that hadn't been touched by the rain.
"Y/N!" Eddie shouted her name, pulling his van to a stop and rolling the window down. The wind carries his voice, making her jump; her hair sticks to her cheek as she whips her head in the direction of the voice. To see Eddie had been a surprise, but she was more surprised to know he remembered her name. "Jump in," he insists, preferring that she wasn't spending another minute out in the rain, "I'll give you a ride home."
"It's okay," she initially rejected him, biting her bottom lip to stop it from trembling, "I'm fine with walking."
Eddie frowns. "You're not walking in this rain," he insists, "besides, we're both going the same way." She looks down at her feet, which were now submerged in a shallow, murky puddle. Eddie wasn't wrong, they both were heading in the same direction. "What's the matter?" He attempts to crack a joke. "Scared to be seen with the likes of me?"
She lifts her head, looking back at him with pinched eyebrows. "And you're not scared to be seen with the likes of me?" She fires back, her eyes quickly bouncing around to check who was about.
"Not at all."
Giving in, she climbs into the passenger seat of his van, giving him half a smile as she pulled her seat belt on. The inside of the van smelt like cheap cigarettes and pine air fresheners, but it didn't bother her. Billy had always smelt like cigarettes and strong cologne, so the smell of Eddie's van was no different to her. She was just thankful to be out of the rain.
"What were you doing outside anyway?" Eddie asks, adjusting the volume on the stereo. He keeps his focus on the road ahead of them, silently cursing under his breath as the wipers take too long to sweep the rain away.
"I was on a date," she answers, pulling uncomfortably at her skirt.
"And he let you walk home in the rain?" He glances across at her, watching for a second as she tucked strands of wet hair behind her ear, showing off the small golden studs she wore. "He doesn't sound like a gentleman."
"They never are."
Pulling into the trailer park, Eddie shuts off the engine but keeps the headlights on, casting a shadow onto the side of his uncle's trailer. The trailer she lived in with her mother and her little sister was only a few feet away, the only home she had ever known. "I don't-" Eddie clears his throat, loosening his grip on the steering wheel until his hand drops into his lap. "I don't believe what they say about you," he admits, feeling like he needed to tell her.
"You don't?" She watches him shake his head. "Why not?" It was a simple question. "Everyone else does," she mumbles, anxiously chewing on the end of her thumb, "everyone thinks I'm a no-good piece of trailer trash, who will give anyone a handjob for the price of a smile." She wipes her hand down the front of her skirt. "What makes you any different?"
"Because the same people who say that about you, tell people that the Hellfire Club is a cult, with me as their leader, and we partake in human sacrifices down by Lover's Lake," Eddie answers, recalling the lies that he had heard about himself, "it's all bullshit. Hell, I don't like the site of my own blood, never mind someone else's." She hides her smile behind her hand, swallowing a laugh, but Eddie sees her eyes temporarily light up. "It's true," he insists, nodding his head, "I got a nosebleed once when I was in middle school, fainted as soon as I saw the blood."
"That was you?" She asks, a quick flash of an old memory.
"That was me!"
She releases a sigh that wasn't a sad sigh but still wasn't a happy one. "Thank you for giving me a lift home," she undoes her seat belt, the elasticated strap slotting back into place.
"You know," Eddie follows her as she gets out of the car, swinging the driver side door shut behind him, "I heard the rain isn't going to stop for a few days, I can give you a lift to school tomorrow if you want?"
"Oh," she wipes her hair out of her eyes, "uh-"
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Ship of Dreams (Titanic 1997 AU) | Prologue
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A/N: So this fic has been brewing since last month and I put it off because of the list of fics I had in mind. This is special to me because like... I mean I cry every time at this movie. So I would like to thank the people over at the best GC in the world for basically pushing me to do this, especially @witchymegg I love you all. I'm still gonna call the ship Titanic bc I want to. (This will contain actual Titanic references and a lot of revisions in the dialogues.)
Pairing: Original Character x Reader
Warnings: No page break (I always have to say this bc I am on the app)
"We're here..." Mikhail Petrovna says as the two submersibles lower deep into the depths of the Atlantic. Ruins of a once lively ship gracing the cameras that they controlled.
Jared McKinley took the camera they use for documentation, as other people in the submersibles looked out of the small windows. The ship was covered in sea garbarge as fish swam in and out of its crevices.
"It still gets me every time..." Jared says as he filmed through the window, filling the blurry frame.
Baron and Mikhail chuckled and made remarks on their venture to the sunken ship. Going in deeper and deeper as the clock ticked.
"It still gets me every time... to see the sad ruin of the great ship sitting here, where she landed at 2:30 in the morning, April 15, 1912, after her long fall from the world above." Jared narrated as the submersible navigated down, capturing also deep sea squids, floating gracefully in the murky water.
"You're so full of shit, boss..." Baron Martin remarks earning a chuckle from the two other men as they reached target depth.
"Here we are again on the deck of Titanic," Jared says as he documents the rugged deck, teeming with marine algae and sand, "Two and a half miles down. The pressure is three tons per square inch, enough to crush us like a freight train over an ant if our haul fails...
The video camera skimmed over Jared's face as he spilled information on his monologue, "These windows are nine inches thick and if they go," a short pause in his speech as he spoke, looking up to see how deep they've been going under the ocean, "It's sayonara in two microseconds."
One of the submersibles landed on the deck, and the other some place else to get ready to use another piece of technology they had in store.
After his little monologue, they went to work. Baron slipped on the 3D Electronic goggles and held on to the joysticks to control the ROV.
"Walking the dog," Baron says as he controlled the orange box, suspended with a thick wire connected to the database inside the submersible.
It skimmed through the various ruins inside the ship. Ornate wood carvings engraved the interior of the majestic ghost ship, a piano in pretty mint condition given that it has been underwater since the 1910's. The ivory keys and their desire to separate from the ebony ones but they do not move.
The device moves around the grand chandelier suspended in the once alive ship, it's crystals covered in sea dirt dulling it's shine but only for some parts of it.
It ventures further into the ghostly mansion-esque structure, a glass bottle of what it looks to be champagne and fine china, defining that the ship once carried people of high class.
The device then ventures in with its lights illuminating the eerie scene, a woman's shoe and a porcelain doll's head, devoid of its body, hair and eyes.
It then spots one of the grandest suites of the ship, entering room B-52. Jared scolded Baron a little, saying to go slow and not like the day past. He rogers it and slowly enters the room.
The once plush bed now in ruins, the material draping in the movement of the water, it's probably white color now a dark gray because of it's age. The device then moves in a cloud of grey, a mixture of sand and rust.
It then spots an old tub and broken chairs, however it's not of Jared's interest. As it skims further in the room, the camera spots a wardrobe. In a story like this, a thing like a wardrobe can carry the deepest of secrets, even a blessing in disguise.
Jared asks to see what is under the wardrobe. The ROV deploys its robotic arms as it clears the antiques in its way, "Be careful, Martin."
The man who controlled the orange ROV mumbled an 'I will' as the device lifted up debris and antiques off near the wardrobe. They recovered a dark object, not so dark anymore that the light of the Dog shown on its features.
"Ohh McKinley... Are you seeing what I think I'm seeing??" Baron hoots as they recovered the metal box...
Jared scoots closer to the monitor that shows what the device just saw. A rusty metal box covered in silt and sand.
"It's pay day, boys..."
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Inside a net, the locked safe ascended from the Atlantic ocean. Everybody cheering as it boarded the boat. Every person on board gathered around the safe as they celebrated.
Baron wrapped his arm around Jared, "Who's the beeest??" He asked excitedly as Jared rolled his eyes playfully at him.
"You... Baron..." he says with a small smile as Baron pops open a bottle of Champagne, its bubbles spurting all over the men on deck.
The safe was being opened by a sharp turning blade, the hot sparks emitted getting sputtered on the orange specks of light as it the metal cracked open. The noise went down as a warm brown sludge flowed out of the decade old safe, pried open by a chain and a tug.
Jared bent down on his knees, the camera man hot behind him as the lenses anticipated the greatest treasure yet. His hand pulled out books and pieces of paper covered in the mixture of silt, rust and water.
He took out a stack of paper, rather large in dimension and paused for a second. He put it down then dug deep in the safe, but found not diamonds, but sludge.
Everybody fell silent in disappointment. His career as a treasure hunter tainted with the failure of his mission. The money spent, the sweat perspired, to waste.
"No diamonds..." one man remarks at the obvious fact that there is no diamonds. The face of Jared as the realization washed over him like a tsunami.
"Shit."
"You know, Gary's career went down and never went up again because of something like this," Baron says lowly, his words toxic like that of poison ivy as it was bearable, as a man like Jared tried to not get such words get to his head.
The camera was at his face, embarrassment and shame gracing his features as the tention increased. He furrowed his brows, "Turn the camera off."
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He went down inside the boat, the technicians working to uncover parts of the Titanic long forgotten, and unknown to the other passengers. Just the riches they know, but not the contents it once held.
"The investors want a word with you, McKinley," Derrick Bay says as Jared barks at the camera men, covering the phone.
"Hey, Ryan? Tyler? Yeah... It's not in the safe..." Jared says to the phone, explaining how it could be someplace else in the ship, to not let the investors down. During his explaining his eyes met the monitor in front of him, showing a view of the water cleaning up a painting of a woman, who is casually nude and young.
The water cleared the drawing's bosom refealing between the valley of the woman's breast holding a big diamond, a diamond in a darker color laced on her neck with smaller crystals, assumed to be diamonds in their infamous colorless crystal color.
"W-wait let me see this," he tuts as he asks for the picture of the treasure he's looking for and compared it to the necklace the young woman was wearing.
They further analyzed the drawing which was made with pencil, seeing the date at the bottom and the artist's initial's beside it, with an erasure at the first letter.
April 14, 1912, J BB
"I'll be God damned..."
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"Treasure Hunter Jared McKinley, mostly famed for finding Spanish Gold in the galleons of the Caribbean harnests the use of technology and submergence to find out what priceless valuables the sunken Titanic has in store after 84 years. He's with us via satellite in a Russian research center in the Atlantic. Hello, McKinley..." the anchor says in the news, the small television's sounds slightly audible to the ancient woman working on her pottery.
"Hey, Wendy... See, the Titanic is not just a shipwreck. It's the queen of shipwrecks... The elites stayed there..." he went on telling the story of the Titanic briefly, as questions fired at him from the new anchor.
The old woman stands up, her hair away from her face as her frail body hunches as she straightened herself. She wipes the red earth off of her fingers with a rag as her dog Diamond follows after her, nearing to the television.
"Meg, can you please turn up please, dear?" She asks of her grand daughter, Meg Treville.
She obliges as the sound of the television became clearer for her centennial ears, but she saw the drawing as clear as that in her teens...
"I'll be God damned."
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"McKinley, there's a call for you on satellite..." Derrick says as Jared ignores him as he instructs men to lower the submersibles for another expedition in the deep.
"Can't you see I'm working, Bay... Take a message..." he says not making eye contact with the man who holds the answers he's not expecting.
"I swear you don't want to turn down this call, Jared." He pleas, a reluctant look paints Jared's face, "You need to turn your voice up, she's kinda old..."
Jared held the phone in his hand, hesitant to speak to a possible poser, "This is Jared McKinley, Mrs..."
"Treville... Y/N Treville..." Derrick says, battling the whirring of the machines behind them...
"Mrs. Treville..." He says politely to the old woman on the other line...
"I was just wondering if you found the 'Heart of the Ocean' yet, Mr. McKinley?" She asks, her voice aged and wise as the two men shared looks of shock.
"I told you don't want to miss this call," Derrick beamed as Jared mustered up a small smile...
"Okay, Y/N... You got my attention... Now, tell me who is the woman in the picture?" Jared asks, as if taunting Y/N... But Y/N was taught at a young age not to lie.
"Oh yes... The woman in the picture is me."
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A/N: aaand SCENE. So this is the prologue to my very first Avengers series... I hope you enjoyed reading this... and yeah... I hope I did it justice... Stay Safe
-Alri
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A brother and a sister had been invited to stay at the Avengers Towers; Wanda and Pietro Maximoff, AKA The Scarlet Witch and QuickSilver.
Peter hadn't paid much attention to them when they first arrived. Of course, he introduced himself and smiled a lot or whatever, but really all he'd wanted to do was go back to being curled up under a blanket and watching shitty crime dramas while he cried until his head felt empty over nothing in particular.
It had been about two weeks since they had arrived, though, and Peter really hadn't gotten to know them very well. Just as he was thinking about this, (right as he was in the middle of watching "Cops in NY") none other than the silver haired speed-demon himself came sauntering in through the door. He looked up from his blanket nest and smiled softly.
"I figured I wouldn't see you outside of your room, so I came to say hi." Pietro said, coming to sit down next to him on the couch at the front of his rooms. Peter muted the TV.
"Uh- Hi. Mr, uh- Mr. Maximoff." Peter greeted, stumbling over his words as the man sat a little closer than what would be considered normal to him. His throat bobbed.
"Are you okay?" Pietro asked quietly, and it was only then that Peter realised his face was probably still red from the salty tears that had been falling down his cheeks earlier. He quickly looked away and wiped at his face- to no avail. He shoved the blankets off of himself, the room suddenly too hot and the walls too close. He clenched his hands into fists. Deep breaths.
Peter felt a hand graze his arm for a moment and turned around, but Pietro was just sitting back with that slightly-bored looking grace he always held himself with plastered across his beautiful features. He could've sworn he imagined the touch, but at least now he wasn't thinking about things that would inevitably lead to him breaking down in front of the other man. Pietro raised a brow.
"Oh- right. Yeah, yeah I'm fine. Totally- totally fine." Peter got quieter and quieter towards the end of his sentence, his hands clenching and unclenching by his sides. Pietro didn't seem to buy it. He couldn't blame him, to be honest.
"What troubles you?" He asked, his Russian accent like a purr against his skin. Peter swallowed thickly.
"Nothing, really, Mr. Maximoff. I've got all this stuff here and- and I'm not unhealthy or anything... and Mr. Stark pays me so much I could live for ten years on the moon if I wanted to." Peter justified, splaying his hands out in front of him as if it would make his point clearer.
"That doesn't mean you have no troubles." Pietro said with furrowed brows. Peter shrugged.
"Look at me- I've got a beautiful face, the perfect body, lots of money and a wonderful place to live in. And still, I am unhappy sometimes. I have troubles." Peter snorted at the oh-so-casual vanity that Pietro displayed.
"Like what? You can't stop checking yourself out?" Peter said before he could think twice. He immediately slammed his hands over his mouth and looked down, only taking them away to apologise quickly. Pietro laughed; a loud, booming sound that made heat rise to Peter's face.
"That is a constant battle I fight in, yes." Pietro supplied, clasping his hands over Peter's wrists and removing his hands from his face before leaning back again. All the colour on his cheeks from before increased tenfold, his face a glaring red. Pietro seemed unaffected and unfazed, perhaps a bit smug, if he was honest. Peter fell silent.
"You do not want to talk about it?" Pietro sort-of asked, more of an observation, really. Peter shrugged.
"I just want it all to go away for a while. I need a distraction." Peter looked up at Pietro when he spoke that last word - 'distraction' - and he wasn't entirely sure why. Pietro threw him a small smirk and leaned forwards, Peter only now noticing how much bigger the male was than him. A firm hand gripped his chin and forced his head up to look at him, Pietro's peppermint-and-honey scent stuffing itself up his nose. He felt lightheaded; drunk on it.
"Let me be a distraction." He said huskily, his voice lower than the farthest reaches of the ocean, a rusty purr that trailed sensuous hands over his body. Peter gulped.
"M-Mr. Maximoff, I- I don't think we should-" Peter protested, but before he could even finish, Pietro was at the door, waving goodbye before leaving. Peter was stunned into silence, his mind racing, heart beating out of his chest.
"You didn't think I'd actually leave, right?" A voice sounded from behind him. He jumped and almost fell off the couch, somehow landing in a pair of strong arms that hoisted him up against a firm chest instead of back onto the couch cushions. His eyelids fluttered shut for a moment as he breathed in his scent, his eyes almost rolling backwards. Almost. He shot his eyes open as soon as he realised what he was doing.
"Mr. Maximoff- We shouldn't- I don't- what if-" Peter spluttered, but Pietro silenced him by dragging his hand along his ribcage and along the top of his thigh in a long, sensuous touch.
"Stop talking." Pietro whispered. His throat bobbed as he refrained from sighing in contentment. It took Pietro less than a second to take him to his room halfway across the tower, quickly laying the boy down on the bed and looming above him with his hands propped next to either side of his head.
"I can tell that you like it, Peter." Pietro's voice was quiet, almost a whisper, and yet it was still so beautifully deep and enticing. It made his toes curl, something he hoped Pietro didn't see, but he obviously did, setting off a dangerous smirk on the man's lips.
"You want more, don't you?" He carried on, his deft fingers now playing with the hem of his shirt, tracing over the sliver of skin beneath. Peter chewed on the inside of his cheek, looking away from Pietro's face as he continued to tease him, the older man tracing featherlight touches near but not quite where Peter wanted him. He fought back against the bulge forming in his pants, a battle he only half-won as his pants didn't tent, but instead only strained a little bit. It was enough for Pietro, apparently.
"See how it affects you?" He murmured, his hands brushing lightly across the small bulge forming. Peter bit back on a moan, no noise escaping him other than his uneven breathing. The battle he'd been having with himself was quickly lost, his trousers almost instantly tenting.
"How it makes you want more." He continued, his fingers creeping up his shirt now, ghostly touches trailing all over his chest, his stomach, his sides.
"How you react so beautifully to the slightest," Pietro paused and laid his hand flat against his sides, dragging it upwards and then down again. Peter arched his back almost imperceptibly, eyes squeezing shut, "Touch." Pietro finished.
"What would happen, Peter," Pietro mused, his fingers moving to tweak his nipples under his shirt. Peter sucked both his lips into his mouth and bit down on them to keep from moaning, "if I were to touch you in all the right places?"
Peter still hadn't made a noise, but it was clear how much this was affecting him by his heavy breathing and slight reactions, excluding the fact that his dick was painfully hard as well. Pietro smirked and reached a hand down to slip just past the hem of his baggy pants, making Peter swallow his own gasp.
"What would you do," He began again, his other hand gripping the back of Peter's head and threading through his hair, forcing him to look him in the eyes for a moment, "if I made you cum for me in a heartbeat?"
Pietro released his grip on the boy's hair. "And what if I touched you as fast as I could?" He asked, tapping different places all over Peter's body and eliciting all sorts of different reactions; lip bites, eye-shutting, toe-curling and fist-clenching being the mildest of them all. "What if you loved it?"
Peter looked up at Pietro with an expression cloudy with lust, then quickly snapped his eyes shut as he saw the expression on his face. He didn't think he could handle that amount of sheer hunger that shone on Pietro's face.
"What would happen, if I touched you so quickly," Pietro indeed dragged his deft fingers all over Peter's chest so fast that it felt like he was being touched everywhere all at once, "everywhere you wanted me to," his hand snuck past the hem of his pants and swiped once over his bulge, making Peter gulp audibly as he tried to stop himself from bucking his hips, "and made you cum in seconds?"
Peter's face was aflame, his heart pounding out of his chest and breathing ragged like a worn-out dog. He refused to look at Pietro, turning his head away defiantly.
"Why aren't you speaking, Peter?" He crooned, brushing the hair out of the boy's eyes with his slender fingers and tucking it behind his ears. Peter shifted his eyes to Pietro, and quickly looked away as the sheer power of his stare hit him like a brick to the face. Scratch that, he knew what that felt like, and it didn't even come close.
"Do I scare you?" Pietro asked, his voice coated with a hint of unease. Peter shook his head, somehow still managing to stay facing away from him.
"Didn't you say you wanted a distraction?" He asked, his hands now stroking idle circles on Peter's thighs. Higher than that. "I could distract you... I could distract you for a long, long time if you wanted me to." Pietro purred, his eyes boring into the side of Peter's head.
"I- I'm not used to- to these sorts of th-things..." Peter mumbled shakily, his eyes focused on the floor. Pietro slid his hand around to cup Peter's cheek, pushing his head sideways so he had to look at Pietro. He leaned down until their faces were barely an inch apart, meaning Peter was now trapped between closing his eyes and risking whatever Pietro would surely do to him - not that he entirely minded -, looking down and risk seeing the beautiful body pressing against his, or meeting his crushing stare. "Let me be your first." Pietro whispered and, like an idiot, Peter chose the first option, squeezing his eyes tight shut.
Before he even knew what was happening, Peter was being heaved up and pinned against a wall, his chest flush against the hard surface and ass sticking out slightly towards the tall, muscled man behind him. He'd almost forgotten about his ability to travel faster than the speed of light, and shoved the thoughts of the other things he could do with that sort of speed firmly out of his head.
Pietro held Peter against the wall by his back and wrists, his groin pressed firmly against Peter's ass. He blushed a dark crimson when he realised that Pietro was as hard as he was- if not moreso.
"You're so pretty, Peter," Pietro cooed, his hands trailing over the curve of Peter's ass. Peter bit the flesh of the arm he was leaning his forehead on, a strangled groan escaping him as Pietro slipped his fingers further down until he was tracing circles over the lump in Peter's pants, "I saw you when I first came here, smiling so forcefully as you greeted us," he went on, his hand now lazily palming him through his trousers. He stopped any noises he would've made this time by biting down on his tongue, "I wanted to know why you looked so upset when nobody was looking," he whispered, groping the top of Peter's dick through his jeans, "is it because there's nobody to pleasure you?" Pietro asked, but Peter knew it wasn't really a question.
"Is it because the people who do pleasure you are not good enough?" Pietro's voice became more growl-like as he spoke about the "people who did pleasure him". Nonexistent people.
"Talk to me, Peter. Your voice is so beautiful." Pietro purred, his hand stroking a long stripe down his spine. Peter gulped.
"I- I don't- I don't know-" Peter admitted in a whine, earning a low chuckle from Pietro.
"I can help you find out." Pietro returned, his hand again trailing down Peter's body and ghosting over his clothed erection. Peter bit down harshly on his bottom lip, but didn't quite stop the low whine that escaped him in time.
"You sound so pretty," Pietro whispered, "why do you hold your noises back from me?" Peter somehow turned impossibly redder, his ears the colour of Hawaiian red fruit punch. He still kept his mouth firmly clamped shut, maybe because he was too afraid of letting go, or maybe he was scared to admit that what Pietro was doing affected him. Peter wasn't entirely sure himself.
"Do you want me to pleasure you, Peter Parker?" Pietro purred, his hand stuffing up Peter's shirt and touching him so quickly, so lightly that he thought he might explode. It took more effort than he'd like to admit to tone down his loud moan to tight whimper. Pietro's hand stilled and Peter cursed his body for betraying him as he whined and tried to get Pietro to touch him again. Pietro chuckled, hardly a huff of breath from his nose.
"Is that a yes, sweet thing?" He purred, sliding his hands over Peter's front again, slower this time. Peter nodded slightly, a firm dip of his head.
"I need to hear you say it." He murmured. Peter drew in a shaky breath.
"P-please touch me, Mr. Maximoff." Peter whimpered, not entirely catching the look of pure lust that shone in his eyes at what Peter called him. Pietro's hands instantly tugged his shirt off, the clothing discarded on the floor before Peter could so much as blink, and then his beautifully smooth hands were on Peter's back, his chest, his sides. He stifled a cry by shoving his knuckle into his mouth, but Pietro slowed down and came to a stop.
"I want to hear your pretty noises, sweet thing." Pietro said, his hand reaching round and removing the knuckle Peter and stuffed into his mouth. Peter whimpered ever so quietly and shook his head.
"Don't- don't wanna. Avengers- the avengers will hear." Peter squeaked out, only a half truth.
"I can take us somewhere far away from them," Pietro whispered into Peter's ear, earning a gulp from the boy, "then you can scream my name all you like."
Peter shivered and nodded his head, and in an instant they were both in a fairly large room in what Peter could only assume was an apartment downtown. He flicked his eyes up to Pietro, worry shining in them.
"It's my apartment, don't worry." Pietro murmured, setting Peter down on the floor and immediately backing him into the wall, the two of them in the same position they had been in at the Towers. Peter pushed himself ever so slightly against Pietro, the man taking it as a signal and snaking his hands over Peter's exposed torso. He started slowly, massaging Peter's back and chest with his hands, then sped up, tweaking his nipples every now and again, and still, Peter held back his noises. No sound passed his lips aside from the occasional intake of a sharp breath when Pietro attacked his nipples with more force than usual.
"Are you holding back, sweet thing? Or does it not feel good enough?" He whispered the last part straight into Peter's ear, the promise of more pleasure dangling in front of his face. He gulped.
"N-no, I just- I don't-" Peter looked down at the floor, "I'm so new to- to all of this and- and I don't wanna mess it up by- I don't know..." Peter mumbled it all in one breath, but assumed that Pietro heard him when the touching started up again, only slightly slower than before.
"You are perfect, sweet thing. Just let go, let me hear your voice." Pietro said soothingly, his hands perhaps not aiming to please, but to soothe, to calm. At least for now. Peter nodded weakly and released a shaky breath, Pietro's fingers grazing over his nipples. His breathing hitched at the slight contact. The taller man ran his hands over the sensitive buds again, circling them lazily before pinching his fingers over them. Peter yelped in surprise, eyes widening.
"You like that?" Pietro asked in a purr, repeating the action and rolling the sensitive flesh between his fingers. Peter nodded with a whine, craving more of Pietro's touch. "Good." He murmured, trailing one of his hands down to Peter's clothed erection, slowly palming him through the fabric. Peter groaned and pressed himself against Pietro's hand, desperately asking for him to go faster.
"P-Pietro-" He whined as Pietro sped up, his hand slipping between the fabric of his boxers and his bare skin, stroking him leisurely.
"Mmm?" Pietro hummed in question, his movements quickening.
"Fe-feels good." Peter moaned, Pietro tearing his jeans and boxers off in a second. The taller male wrapped his hand around Peter's cock and pumped relentlessly, not even half as fast as he could be going. Peter whined and moaned, bucking his hips ever so slightly.
"Want me to speed up, sweet thing?" Pietro crooned, slowing down until he got his answer.
"God- yes-" Peter moaned, and Pietro instantly obliged, his hands quickening their brutal pace, maddeningly quick as he stroked Peter's cock.
"Oh- oh- oh- God- gonna-" was all Peter managed before he spilled all over Pietro's hand, paining the walls with white stripes of his cum. He panted like a dog, his teeth clenched and face flushed, the only thing keeping him from falling to the ground in a heap was Pietro's arm around his waist.
"You okay, my sweet boy?" Pietro asked, and Peter almost trembled at his use of the word 'my'. He nodded as his eyes fluttered shut again, Pietro hoisting him into the bed and slipping in beside him.
"You owe me." Pietro murmured against the crook of Peter's neck.
"Get fucked." Peter grumbled his response.
"That's the idea."
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fangsfics · 5 years
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Die a hero?...No thanks Chapter 7
Trigger warning: self depreciating thoughts/ thoughts of disappearing
If someone asked Flug to describe dementia in one word, he'd slap them and repeat the word chaotic ten times. Why ten times, they may ask. That's because once doesn't even begin to encompass the chaotic nature of her. Thinking back, he was glad to have dropped 505 back at his apartment.
Thirty minutes into “Dementia style fun” and they were running from an angry mob of pissed off mall shoppers. No, she didn't try to steal anything. Stealing something would have been an easier feat compared to this. No, what she did was much worse. Within those thirty minutes, not only had she managed to fill every single elevator and escalator with bubble gum and cotton candy (pulled out from nowhere!!), but also positioned every single mannequin into extremely explicit positions in front of children shops and made it rain energy drinks from the sprinkler system. Flug was somehow roped into achieving the last one all on his own.
The worst part of it all was that Flug was having the time of his life! The adrenaline, feeling of exhilaration, the burn of lungs, it was all so great!
It was also horrible. He was a hero, a person of the upper moral echelon. He should be the one stopping people from committing these actions, not actively participating in it. But yet, he couldn't find it in himself to feel bad. Logically, he knew he should but the feelings weren't bubbling up like he thought they would.
No, he felt euphoric, like he was on top of the world! Nothing could stop him now!
Right now they were running from a mob of angry mall goers. He could hear the angry slaps of their feet and the loud cursing from right behind them. The mob was right on their heels and it was so damn exciting!
“Hey Fluggy buggy, what'd I tell ya? It's fun isn't it?!” Dementia screamed over the roar of the crowd.
Panting heavily, he threw her a large grin and a thumbs up.
“Eeeeee! I knew you'd love it! It's my favorite pass time on the weekends! Although I can't do it too often cause then the people recognize me and I get chased out before I can even do anything. Boring!” She threw her hands up, emphasising her last word.
He snorted loudly and looked back at the crowd to flip them off. Cries of indignation rang out and he snorted harder. Hah, what a riot! Dementia began to laugh wildly as well and screamed cuss words back at the crowd, causing them to rile up even more.
God, when was the last time he had this much fun? Honestly, he's never. Not in his childhood, teenagehood, current hood, never…Disappointing, he needed to have this more often.
Looking over at Dementia with her wide crazed smile, hair going crazy in the wind, he also realized he's never felt this comfortable with someone before either. He felt that they clicked in a way that no one could even begin to understand. A loud, chaotic earthquake and a calm ocean combining to create a devastating tsunami, ripping and terrorizing the local populace.
It was powerful, crazy, destructive! It was...was...pure fucking fun!!
He cackled madly and grabbed Dementia, pulling her into a side alley. She yelped at the sudden handling of her and glared at him.
“What are you doing?! Let me go! No one, but bon-bon touches me without permission!”
She gnawed at his arm in anger, seething at his audacity to touch her. She growled when he ignored her. They skid to a stop when they hit the end of the alley. The mob crowded in and blocked off the entrance.
“We have you now!”
“You can't run from us anymore!”
“You're gonna pay for ruining my clothes!”
“Uh, hey nerd? What's the plan now that you've trapped us?” Dementia whispered as she spit out a square of his lab coat. She stared anxiously at the crowd behind them. Flug turned around and scoured through his pockets, throwing small bits of paper away angrily. As his hand touched cold metal, he grinned and pulled out a small green and black disk.
“My plan is...this!” He yelled manically, slapping the disk onto his chest. The green glowed brightly as both Flug and Dementia began to float upward. Dementia's eyes widened as she felt herself become weightless. He cackled madly as the angry mob screamed in anger at their escape.
“Woah!! Fucking sweet dude! I'm flying!”
“We're flying, Dementia!”
“IM FLYINGGGGGG!”
Flug smirked at her and chuckled. He decided that he liked her, she was fun, interesting, kind of annoying. She could be the first friend he's ever had, 505 didn't count cause he was kinda like a son rather than a friend.
They rose about an inch above the building, bobbing up and down like a buoy. Flug gently placed her down on the roof and reached up to take off the disk. With a sudden small pop, the little disk exploded into several pieces causing Flug to fall face first onto the rooftop. He groaned in pain as he pushed himself up onto his knees, rubbing the irritated areas.
“Hahahahaha Seems like the nerd's also a clumsy dunce! Better watch out or you'll trip on air!”
Ok, she'd be an irritating friend. Still better than what he's had.
“Dementia! Shut up! I'm not clumsy, my device simply malfunctioned!”
“Oh Oh, that's even better” she giggled, “That means you're not a nerd anymore, no more smarts! Hahaha welcome to the brawn club, Population, Dementia~”
Flug rolled his eyes at her.
“You do realize smart people can make mistakes right?”
He looked over what was left of the disk. Most of the protective plastic had melted off and the wires had fused together. It was hard to tell what went wrong, but with his tools at home he could determine the cause in no time. It worked pretty well for a prototype.
“Does that mean I'm smart, Fluggy buggy?! Cause I've been told I'm dumber than rocks. Though I bet they wish they didn't say anything at all considering they died by said rocks a few moments later. That was pretty fun actually! Anyway I'm smart now!” Dementia gasped dramatically. “Maybe I can be Black Hat's nerd!”
“What? Dementia no. Yeah, you're smart in your own way, but you can't be Black Hat's “nerd”. It takes years of learning and mechanical knowledge. Plus who would take care of your job now?Also, you can't be smarter than me...Wait, I don't even want to be Black Hat's nerd. Fuck, scientist! Look at what you're making me say now!”
“Omg, you're so right!” Dementia squealed, ignoring his last statement, “Blacky would be without his body guard if I wasn't there! Look at your arms, there's no way you could take that place. They're practically sticks! Alright, you be the nerd and I'll be the brute! I'll even come and grace you with my magnificent prowess by smashing things!!”
“What n-”
“FEDOR ALYOSHA FLUG! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!” A thick Russian voice cut Flug off.
On the roof right behind them was Flug's dad, Strong Man, absolutely red in the face with anger. There was a large cracked crater under his feet, showcasing the strength of his landing. Dementia, deciding to take a strategic retreat, camouflaged and scurried away.
“D-dad, hold on! Please, it's not what it...looks like?”
Strong man glared sharply at his son.
“Don't. Even. Try. I know what happened and I  beyond angry. Causing a scene at the mall, vandalizing property, constructing lewd scenes?! I taught you better than this. We're leaving now and you better have a good excuse or you might end up back at the academy!”
Strong man grabbed Flug's arm and dragged him away.
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Dementia watched as Flug and the large hero vanished from view. She hadn't completely left Flug to the hero's mercy. She hid behind a large vent, waiting for an opportunity to rescue him or that was what she expected to happen. What she didn't expect was for the hero to claim to be Flug's dad.
Flug's dad, a hero… digusting! She scrunched over, gagging at the thought. Ugh, she had to do something about this. Poor Fluggy trapped under a hero's lineage, stopped from causing mayhem at his heart's desire. He needed to be rescue as fast as possible.
First things first, Black hat needed to know. She stared at the spot they disappeared from, then scurried away toward the hat mansion.
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Flug slammed against the soft cushions of his couch. It didn't hurt, but his vision spun from the force of his impact. His dad stood before him, hand still outstretched from having shoved Flug down. Looking at the intimidating stature of his father, Flug’s body trembled in fear as he pushed himself up, his arms barely having enough strength to accomplish this. Strong man roughly shoved him down again, this time leaning his face inches away from Flug's own.
“You can't even begin to imagine the depth of anger right now. How could you do something like that?!” He choked, his voice tight with barely restrained rage, “I understood when you acted out as a teenager, that's normal, but now? Now you have no excuse. Where is your medicine?! I know you haven't been taking it!”
“Dad wai-”
“No! I don't want your excuses! You don't get any excuses anymore! You are a hero now! You have expectations that you must fulfill. Do you know how hard it was for me to make sure no one recognized you and that you didn't get arrested?!”
“If I could just expla-”
“You don't! You were too busy fraternizing with your new ‘friend’, causing trouble, ignoring any thought of the consequences! I have more than half a mind to get rid of this apartment and force you back to the academy, you obviously can't handle your freedom!”
“What! You can't do that! I paid for this and I am-”
“My son, I can do whatever I want with you! I raised you from childhood to adulthood, you are mine! Watch your tongue or I will go through with it! Do you understand?”
“.....”
“I said. Do. You. Understand?”
“...yes отец.”
“Good. From now on, you will come visit me every morning at 8 am so I can watch you take your meds. I will be the one giving them to you, so that way you can't switch them with sugar pills. And don't even say that you won't switch them, you can't be trusted with your medicine on your own anymore. I expect you tomorrow at 8 on the dot. If you are late even once from now on, it's the academy for you.”
With the last word, he stomped out of the apartment, slamming the door with finality.
Flug stared at the door and watched the wall splinter with cracks from the strength of slam. He didn't know when he started crying. The tears simply began to roll lightly down his face. He reached up to wipe at them, but they didn't stop no matter how many he wiped away. He didn't even know why he was crying, he felt completely numb.  
Well he did at first. After a moment, pure sorrow cut through him like a sharp knife, crying turned to sobbing. His wails echoed through the apartment. He felt alone, pathetic, worthless. Nothing about him was worth a damn in the world. Maybe everyone would be happier if he just dis-
Warmth enveloped him in a hug and soft coos were purred next to his ear. 505, the gentle and loving bear that he had saved without a second thought. The bear that he had made a difference to, that he mattered to. He might not matter to anyone else in the world, but he knew that he mattered to 505.
He turned around and hugged 505 tightly around the middle as he bawled. He didn't think, he just let himself feel and get all the horrible sad emotions inside of him out.
He sat there, cuddled up to 505 until his tears ran dry and he felt numb again. His head hurt and his eyes burned. If he closed his eyes would everything disappear, would his pain stop? He pushed his face deeper into the soft blue fur and drifted off to a deep sleep.
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tloog · 7 years
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weinstein and more
IKM: Man, this Weinstein thing is turning into a fucking VORTEX of a shitstorm
IKM: sucking in everybody close to the dude
Kenzie: yep
IKM: Now Affleck has all kinds of groping allegations
Kenzie: I don't know if they are allegations
Kenzie: a bunch are on tape
IKM: at this point, I think we can say "groping facts"
Kenzie: Tarantino had to release a statement
Kenzie: Ben is toast
IKM: yeah, a bunch of his movies were produced by Weinstein
Kenzie: Matt Daman had to be like "I had no clue. keep my name out your mouth."
Port: Ben and his bro been bout that creep life
Kenzie: all of his movies
Kenzie: yeah I forgot about Casey
Port: I've just heard that Hollywood, generally, is filled with creeps and weirdos the higher you go
Kenzie: I would bet most of them get into the business for the ladies
IKM: Yeah the stories are starting to come out of the woodwork
IKM: the Steven Segal stories are terrible
Port: Once Terry Crews talked about getting groped up by some dude in front of his wife I was like shit.
Kenzie: what happened with Steven Seagal
DG: yeah Afflecks are verified creeps
Port: Women don't have a chance out here.
DG: Segal is involved with the Russians
IKM: Segal was inviting women to his house for "casting" interviews and would answer the door in a robe
Kenzie: Terry could have put hands on that man but didn't for his career sakes
Port: Correct
DG: Oh, didn’t see that (doh)
Port: For career's sake. Now think about a 5'3" lady
Kenzie: Segal looks like the type
Port: She can't do shit.
Kenzie: nope
IKM: Segal aint shit
IKM: and aint been shit for a long time
IKM: question is, what do we do with the likes of the Afflecks?
Port: Are we sure Segal doesn't not think he is starring in a new movie?
IKM: Casey has an Oscar and got it AFTER the whole allegations of something or other
Port: Sure did
Kenzie: there is nothing that will be done
Kenzie: they will apologize
Kenzie: give money to a cause
Kenzie: and continue to get jobs
DG: ^that
IKM: "In 2010, Affleck was sued by two former co-workers. I'm Still Here's producer, Amanda White, sued Affleck for $2 million. She detailed numerous "uninvited and unwelcome sexual advances" in the workplace, alleging that Affleck had instructed Spacehog guitarist Antony Langdon to expose himself in her presence, spoke "inappropriately" about her advancing age and fertility, discussed his "sexual exploits", referred to women as "cows", invaded her "personal space" by locking her out of her hotel room while entertaining another woman, attempted to "manipulate" her into staying with him in a hotel room, "violently" grabbed her by the arm when she refused and sent her "abusive text messages" for refusing to stay with him. White alleged that Affleck refused to honor the terms of the production agreement, including her fee, in retaliation.[163] The film's cinematographer, Magdalena Gorka, sued Affleck for $2.25 million.[164] Gorka alleged that she had been subjected to "routine instances" of sexual harassment by crew members including Langdon, "within the presence and with the active encouragement of Affleck."[165] While staying in Joaquin Phoenix's apartment during filming, Phoenix offered Gorka the private use of his bedroom. Affleck allegedly joined Gorka in bed while she slept, wearing only "his underwear and a t-shirt ... He had his arm around her, was caressing her back, his face was within inches of hers and his breath reeked of alcohol." She claimed that she was later berated and verbally attacked by Affleck for refusing his advances and she was forced to resign because of harassment and abuse."
IKM: Jeez man
DG: oliver stone said something dumb ass yesterday like “you don’t realize but what Harvey is going through right now is very difficult”
IKM: Oliver is....
IKM: I just don't know man
IKM: what a disappointment that dude is to me
IKM: seems absolutely clueless
DG: so, which Affleck is that? because either is plausible
IKM: Casey
Kenzie: yeah I knew about the Casey Affleck stuff
Kenzie: some of these guys are in a tough position
Kenzie: because they know Harvey personally
Kenzie: and some probably had prior knowledge of it
Kenzie: they have to act like they didn't know about it and hope no one has evidence contrary to that
IKM: but everybody knew
IKM: MANY people were complicit in this
IKM: apparently all of Hollywood
DG: supposedly Weinstein's contract had verbiage in it about sexual harassment suits lobbied against him
DG: not sure if that is standard contract shit or not
Schaedey: I mean it been a pretty established assumption for years, I have been hearing the same Harvey Weinstein jokes for a loooooong time
DG: really?
IKM: I think that's a problem though
IKM: people joked about it but who confronted him?
IKM: told him to stop that shit
DG: Harvey Weinstein is not on my radar on a normal day
DG: I think there’s a lot of Hollywood that is disgusting
DG: and there’s going to be a lot of shit that comes out that is terrible
DG: tip of the iceberg type shit
Port: That's what I'm saying. The culture of Hollywood seems to be gross
IKM: That's not just Hollywood though
IKM: This is pretty much male culture at large
IKM: Hollywood is just high profile
IKM: male culture at large is gross
Port: Also correct
Port: I'd imagine every creepy Hollywood exec is like turbo Gronk
Port: Jus a non-stop stream of sexually suggestive jokes
IKM: we "expect" Hollywood to be better cause they are generally liberal, pro-women in Hollywood
IKM: but that's a falsehood. Nowhere is pro-women
Port: Nah I dunno if I ever expected anyone with power to not be a scumbag but this is still exceeding my expectations
Kenzie: you expect a certain level of decency
IKM: Do you?
Kenzie: and I don't believe all in Hollywood are scumbags
DG: I think there’s gotta be more good people than bad, just the bad is so terrible
IKM: Maybe yall grew up differently than me
Kenzie: exactly DG
IKM: Cause male culture growing up...
Kenzie: growing up yes
Kenzie: but then you grow up
DG: some do
IKM: exactly
Kenzie: and you realize you were a scum bag
IKM: SOME
DG: but where does that example of the culture come from?
DG: you don’t just conjure this shit up
IKM: exactly
Port: Easy guys this is just locker room talk
(unamused)
DG: for example: I hadn’t seen blade runner in decades so I watched it this last week prior to seeing the new one… there is a scene where Harrison ford straight up rapes the replicant chick
IKM: Real shit, if you were to ask all the women you know if they have a sexual harassment, assault or straight up rape experience and they were to be truly honest with you, what percentage do you think would say "yes" to at least 1 of those three?
DG: but it was this scene that was probably thought of as an attractive and aggressive man keeping a woman from leaving when you know she wants to stay
DG: at least
Kenzie: their entire life?
Kenzie: I would say 75%
DG: revenge of the nerds the head nerd straight up rapes the hot girl
Kenzie: I am thinking about all of the shit I did as a teenager
IKM: Man DG I don't remember that
DG: he has a Darth Vader mask on I think? and screws her pretending to be her boyfriend
IKM: shiiiit
IKM: didn't even remember that
Kenzie: although that is rape it isn't what was considered rape back then
Port: 100% IKM
Kenzie: I want to hold out some hope Port
Kenzie: are we talking catcalls are sexual harassment also
IKM: Makes you really want to go back and think when you were younger like "Did I do some repugnant shit?"
Kenzie: I know I did
Port: This is coming from my small sample size but I've asked every one of my lady friends every one of them has at least one story
Port: From the light end to the awful end.
Port: I know for a fact I did
Kenzie: teenage boys are awful
Port: Can confirm
Kenzie: myself included
Kenzie: how many random asses did you grab on a dare from your friends
K Myers Jr.: I didn't do any of that cause I was an anti-social misfit.
IKM: And friends can't dare you to do shit when you're friends just as wack as you, lol
IKM: but who knows, I think I totally erased high school from my memory banks it was so wack, lol
Kenzie: yeah I try not to think about all the inappropriate things I did
Kenzie: all of the stupid statements I have made
Kenzie: and young Kenzie still wasn't as bad as others that I know
IKM: Oreilly, Affleck, Weinstein, Cosby, they are dinosaurs
IKM: world has changed
IKM: even from 10 years ago
IKM: that type of behavior is simply unacceptable
IKM: except if you're the president
Kenzie: but what about shit happening at new companies
DG: the google manifesto
Kenzie: isn't Uber going through shit
DG: yes it is
IKM: and I think 10 years ago we don't even hear about that
Kenzie: of course not
DG: definitely don’t because of no social media
DG: giving people public voices that never had them before
Kenzie: shit like that becomes standard practices
Kenzie: some women are coming out saying that co-workers kept her away from Harvey because they knew the deal
Kenzie: what are the chances that Harvey's brother knew what was going on
DG: 100%
IKM: of course he did
Kenzie: exactly
IKM: whole board knew
DG: scope and breadth, maybe not
DG: I picture one of those scenes where they are talking and a name comes up and brother goes “Jesus, Harvey”
DG: “but I had to make her watch me jerk off onto a plant”
Kenzie: You think Hugh Hefner was out here being a scumbag
Kenzie: he seems like he was in the perfect position to be one
IKM: I think Hugh set his shit up the proper way
IKM: Never heard of any harassment claims or anything on Hugh
Kenzie: Like Bill Burr said you just live too long
DG: I'm a pornographer and sexual exploiter of women… (y) aaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyeeeeeeeee (y)
IKM: Hugh was never a pornographer
Kenzie: it is called soft-core porn
DG: he was never a hard core pornographer
IKM: and whether or not what he did was sexually exploit women is up for argument
Kenzie: and he has a tv station dedicated to that
IKM: Exploitation is 1-way street
IKM: and porn has no artistic value
Schady: playboy was artistic?
IKM: so if his pictures have artistic merit they are not porn
Kenzie: didn't he get his hands on Marilyn Monroe skinny dipping pictures and published the pictures
Kenzie: he had an entire station that was not dedicated to art
IKM: from what I know about playboy
IKM: it was about doing tasteful nude pictures
DG: throwing money at someone who needs it to pose naked in your magazine so you can make more money is sexual exploitation
IKM: No it isn't
IKM: I need money. I get paid to program. Am I being intellectually exploited?
DG: but you would normally program, yes?
IKM: Yes
DG: i’m gonna go out and say not everyone that appeared in playboy would normally strip for money… some sure
Schady: yeah i dont think the girls doing nude photo shoots came out of school saying that is the career i need to be pursuing
Kenzie: http://www.npr.org/2017/10/01/554854492/marilyn-monroe-helped-hugh-hefner-but-not-by-choice
Kenzie: yeah he published those pictures without her permission
IKM: He woulda got sued out the ass today
IKM: suprised he didn't back then
IKM: or really I guess im not suprised
DG: if hugh ever sold being in a playboy as a way to jump start an acting career, or saying something like “i know people, do this for me…”… that’s exploiting
IKM: I can agree with that
Kenzie: i don't know
IKM: but there were plenty of women who appeared in playboy who did have acting careers
Kenzie: if he said sleep with me i know people than yes
DG: sure that happened too
DG: pose naked so i can sell magazines
IKM: I dont want to fall into the slippery judgement slope
DG: the man did it for decades, so i’m sure there’s a little bit of everything in his history
IKM: To me there is acceptable behavior and theres unacceptable. Paying women or men to be naked in your magazine? I honestly don't think anything is inherently wrong with that
IKM: As long as they weren't duped
IKM: as long as they know what they are getting themselves into
IKM: this is a free country, so do what you want
Port: Nah Hef came from that old school where quaaludes were like tic tacs
IKM: lol so you think hef was Lud'in em up?
Kenzie: i bet his playboy mansion parties where drug dens
Port: That's the era he me up in!
Port: I'm sure they were 'ludin in the grotto
IKM: if two people choose to take drugs and have sex while high that's not necessarily a problem
IKM: it's the Cosby, "I'll lude them in secret"
Port: Hmm that's where it gets tricky sir
Kenzie: but how many people were getting cosby'd up in that bitch
Port: Lot I'd say Kenzie.
Kenzie: yep
Kenzie: i doubt cosby invented the game
Port: Throughout the 70s and 80s. Prolly enough blow to build a snowman in the grotto
Kenzie: brotha from philly he didn't know how to get down like that
Kenzie: i bet they tried
Kenzie: Hef probably took Bill under his wing
Schady: i dunno i mean there is something to be said about attracting women to a place with piles of drugs and then them making even more poor decisions in an altered state of mind
Schady: obviously the women taking them intentionally are mostly to blame but it is very is enabling and promotes poor decisions
Kenzie: substitute drugs for alcohol and is it still wrong?
Schady: its still wrong but just gets a pass cuz its "socially acceptable"
Schady: alcohol gets a pass on so much shit
Kenzie: in those circles it was socially acceptable to do the same with copious amounts of illicit drugs
Schady: there are some differences
Schady: coke is much more physically addictive short term than say alcohol
Schady: so once some girl tries it once she could be doing some fucked up shit just to stay high
IKM: listen, if you go to the grotto you know what its about
IKM: if you're getting fucked up in the grotto it's with a purpose
Schady: maybe? You think it was always known to everyone
Schady: we say this after decades of tales of debauchery
IKM: two people go to a party and get drunk
IKM: they sleep with each other
IKM: is one a rapist?
IKM: I think we would say no
Port: We would
Schady: im not saying rapist
Port: Consent law not so much
Schady: but i am saying that having piles of drugs accessible to anyone that is around is somewhat exploitative
Schady: having spent plenty of time around people that like to get fucked up
IKM: isn't it the same as having a bunch of beer and alcohol?
Schady: like i said
Schady: some drugs are different
Schady: whats the joke in half baked? "I used to suck dick for coke.... ever suck dick for some marajuana?"
IKM: LOL
IKM: Its a weird line though
IKM: cause it says, "Ok men, it's ok for you to go out and get fucked up. Women? You have to stay sober."
IKM: If men can go out and get drunk and try to get laid, why can't women?
Kenzie: if that was your intention then go ahead
Port: You can but you gotta know as a guy that that could go left.
Kenzie: yes
Port: Honestly never thought about it till later in life but yeah whenever someone doesn't have their full mental capacity about themself
Kenzie: back in the day that was easy pickins
Port: You open yourself up. Because just being wasted isn't consent.
Kenzie: when that happens you have to get as drunk as them
IKM: I mean, I was wack so I don't know the answer to this question, but as a single dude, how many times are you having sex without the influence of alcohol?
Kenzie: if both are wasted then you are good
Port: More than I did not
Kenzie: if you are sober and she is wasted you could be in trouble
IKM: sober + wasted is bad for business unless the man is the one wasted
Port: Yes. If you are both wasted you still could be if she says I don't remember consenting to this.
Port: Correct IKM. If you're blasted then it's whatever.
Kenzie: what if you say i don't remember consenting to this
Kenzie: then the question is who has sex with who
Kenzie: DUN DUN DUN
Port: Then same rules apply
IKM: lol @ dun dun
IKM: See, this is why I don't drink
Kenzie: you can drink without getting wasted
Port: Jus nobody would give a shit about Kenzies story of being wasted then taken advantage of
IKM: so you gotta give breathalizer tests at the door Kenzie, lol?
Kenzie: i don't like not having my wits with me out in the street
IKM: "Aaaaaand now sign this release form..."
Port: I think you just gotta use your adult sensors
Kenzie: at home get as wasted as you want
Port: You can tell when someone is rippppppped
Kenzie: you can tell the signs of a drunk woman
IKM: you cant tell if you are drunk too
Kenzie: they get really touchy feely
Port: Like I was out one time and this chick was wasted. Slumped in a photo booth type thing in the bar
Kenzie: LOL
Kenzie: always makes me laugh
Port: And dudes were swarming
Kenzie: sloppy drunks
IKM: See Porter, you call her homegirl to come pick her up
Port: And I was like...this may end up bad
Kenzie: somebody is going to put their junk on her head and take a picture
Port: She had no friends around her
Kenzie: i know how that story goes
IKM: Came alone and got drunk?!?
Kenzie: seen it a thousand times
Port: She could barely talk we got her phone and the last missed call was her homies looking for her
Kenzie: first off no girl goes out alone
Kenzie: they will end up alone because apparently girls get lost easily
Port: She got out safe but the guys tryna engage in "conversation" KNEW she was trshed. An easy mark
Port: Correct
Kenzie: you got to stay away from that
IKM: Far
Kenzie: even if you know the girl
Kenzie: you have to know how fucked up they are because if they cross the deep end game over
Port: Nah man these days I feel like I do my part and get em an Uber or something
Kenzie: oh so you now mr captain save a hoe
Kenzie: lol
Kenzie: i just had to say it
IKM: That would be the last time I hang with such a girl
Port: Lmaooo
K Myers Jr.: If you can't handle your liqour you shouldn't be drinking
Port: Nah man just tryna break trip cycle of male shitiness
Port: I can't handle my liquor IKM BUT GUESS WHAT
Kenzie: but how does she learn not to get that drunk
[Kenzie: not saying she needs to get assualted to learn
Port: I dunno man I can't teach that lesson.
Kenzie: but i am a 6'2 250lb black man and i don't get that drunk
Kenzie: i have no fear of someone raping me and i know better
Port: Yeah I wouldn't want anyone to learn the lesson that way.
IKM: I tell you how such a person learns that lession: the next time she wants to go out her friends are like "uggggghhhh no. YOu can't handle your drinks."
IKM: done
Port: Or they smack drinks out of her hands
IKM: even better, lol
Kenzie: i have heard of stories of girl completly losing members of the group
Kenzie: that has never happened to me once
Kenzie: they can be horrible at watching each others backs
Port: Horrrrrible
] Port: That was the girl in the story we were like where TF are your friends?
Port: They left her at the spot because they couldn't find her slumped in the photo booth
Kenzie: granted i probably wouldn't look in the photo booth for you
Kenzie: we have the sense to passout in the bathroom
Kenzie: "PORTER YOU IN THAT STALL MAN"
Kenzie: wait i got seperated once when i got kicked out the club and my boy was still in there
Kenzie: he was looking for me and i was slumped outside
Kenzie: wasn't a good look for me
Port: Lmao Kenzie that has literally been me
Port: In the stall giving up all the body
Kenzie: i had friend say he had to use the bathroom and then 30 minutes later we was like where did he go
Kenzie: i go to the bathroom and that is where he was still at
Kenzie: said he just needed a rest
Kenzie: legs wouldn't get him back up
Kenzie: lol
IKM: lol
TS: http://money.cnn.com/2017/10/12/media/rose-mcgowan-harvey-weinstein/index.html
Kenzie: why was she banned from twitter?
TS: apparently she put someone’s personal phone number on there and it got her kicked off for a day
Kenzie: ok
TS: Bro, y’all had a real ass convo on here
TS: Gotta edit it but I definitely think this goes to the logs.
TS: @Kenzie, yeah, when I think about shit looking back, I thought I was a choir boy but shit. Definitely grabbed boobs and asses
Kenzie: same
TS: My twitter isn’t the worst BUT OH GOD IF I EVER GET FAMOUS, FIRST THING GOING IS FACEBOOK
[Kenzie: i thought i was just playing a part in the game that we all thought was cool
Kenzie: i grab your ass, you pretend like you didn't like it, rinse and repeat
TS: there was a time as teen that i tried to use porn logic… Grabbing turns them on...
TS: I was lied to
Kenzie: little did i know i was a habitual sex offender
Kenzie: never used that logic tre
IKM: On 10/13/17, at 11:58 AM, Kenzie wrote:
> little did i know i was a habitual sex offender
IKM: lol wut
Kenzie: by my sophmore year in highschool i stopped most of that shit
Kenzie: it was really around the ages of 12 - 15
TS: I remember and I think this kinda will haunt me. Wasn’t me but there was this girl in HS, ran for Ms Freshman. Beautiful, fun, great personality, everything. She was being her as usual, relaxing outside the JROTC building. I went to the shooting range, came back and she was in the bathroom BAWLING. Her brother runs in furious. asks where did he go and burst out the door.
TS: Dude, for whatever reason, decided to flip this girls skirt all the way up
TS: Asked me before that and I saw enough TV to think that wasn’t a big deal. TV lied to me
Kenzie: i remember in 7th grade a bunch of guys (myself included) was chasing this girl around the park so we could get her shirt wet
Kenzie: after about 5 minutes of this she got PISSED
Kenzie: turned around and lifted up her shirt and was like is this what you want to see
Kenzie: we all sat there with the dumb face on after that realizing we fucked up
Kenzie: she was legitmately pissed
Kenzie: i remember the girls name and everything
DG: yes... cool and funny wasn't cool nor funny
Kenzie: i still feel bad about that shit
DG: and no one ever told me otherwise
DG: that's the kicker
Kenzie: it was almost considered boys will be boys
DG: have to piece all that shit together yourself through age and experience
Kenzie: can't blame all that shit on hormones but it has to play a part
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