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nekrosmos · 8 months ago
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May I offer you some NikPrice doodles in these trying times
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sparrows4bats · 1 month ago
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Pregnant Damian started as a joke, but now I have ideas.
Idk if this is omegaverse, ftm Damian or an in-Universe explanation. But you get to decide whatever makes you happy.
Jon realises Damian is pregnant first. Like his father before him, he hears his child's heartbeat while lying in bed with his boyfriend.
At first, he thinks he is imagining it. The heartbeat is so faint and so fast that Jon just stops for a minute, but it is definitely there.
Damian, who is reading beside him, is very confused when Jon puts his head on his stomach and starts crying.
"What's happening here?"
Jon sobbing. "I'm going to be a dad!"
"Wait, what?!"
"You're pregnant!"
Damian needs to take a breathe and process.
"Oh. Ooooh!"
Jon looks up at Damian, who looks shocked but not unhappy at the news. He stands on his knees and kisses Damian helplessly.
"We're going to be dads!" He yells when the kiss breaks.
Damian smiles back. "Yeah, we are, Hayseed. But are you okay with this? It is sudden and definitely not planned," He asks a little nervously.
Jon takes his boyfriends hand. "I'm so happy. I love you, and I can't wait to have a family with you." Placing kisses all over Damians face reverently.
"I got that! And you didn't wait! We've only been dating for a few weeks, and our families don't even know about our relationship yet." Damian answers, giggling at the ticklish feeling.
Jon abruptly stops and pales. "Your Dad is going to kill me!"
"Batman doesn't kill."
"I knocked you up before marrying you. He'll make an exception!"
Damian scrunches his nose at the phrasing. Jon gets up and starts to pace.
"And if he doesn't do it, your siblings will!"
"You're being dramatic."
"I'm really not! Red hood will laugh as he shoots me."
"If you're that nervous, let's not tell them yet, I need to get it confirmed medically first anyway"
"Let's do that!" Jon agrees relieved, but he knows he is just prolonging the inevitable. He curls up with Damian again, rubbing a hand over his flat stomach.
"I love you, sweetheart, and our little accident."
"You are not calling our child that Corn Cob!"
Damian books an appointment for during his lunch break the next day. Jon holds his hand as they await the results, practically vibrating.
"Congratulations, Dr. Wayne, you are pregnant. If you get up on the table, we can do an ultrasound."
Damian lies there while Jon stares transfixed at the screen. "You look to be about 8 weeks along going by the growth and cardiac activity."
Jon tears up at the sight of the little blob.
Damian, while also emotional, silently groans.
Jon likely got him pregnant the first time they slept together. He mentally vows that none of his family will ever know. He'd prefer his child's other father kryptonite free if possible.
Afterwards, the two agree not to say anything until 12 weeks. Damian knows the statistics, but carefully doesn't mention them to his boyfriend, who is already acting overprotective.
Unfortunately, like most things Damian plans, it does not work out like that.
There's an invasion AGAIN, and Damian is called in by his father for field medicine.
As soon as Nightengale arrives, Superman 2.0 is attached to his side. Ignoring all orders to go help in a different area. Damian tries to argue with him but quickly learns it does nothing.
"You shouldn't even be out here, and I am not risking anything!" Jon yells stubbornly.
Damian just moves around treating patients with his bodyguard. No hostile gets anywhere near them.
The original Superman flies over after the worst of the threat, has subsided with an annoyed Batman to ask his son what the hell is going on when he stops midstep.
"You're Pregnant?!"
Damian, who is changing his gloves and is exhausted by now, pinches his nose with a groan. He forgot that if Jon can pick up on the fact he's pregnant, all of the kryptonitians can.
Batman growls. "What?" Like the word had been punched out of him.
Jon is looking sheepish but luckily doesn't say anything as Damian glares at their fathers. "Yes, I found out very recently. Now we can discuss this later! I have other patients to see!"
All three of the heroes object vehemently, and Damian is forcefully moved to the Watchtower. Any injured heroes are brought up to him.
Jon finally focuses on the invasion, even if his Dad gives him odd looks.
After clean up and Damian patcheing up his brothers (who once again try to hide their injuries from him), a very serious looking Batman walks into the medbay where Nightengale and Nightwing are trying to get a very stubborn Red Robin to rest.
"You're pregnant, and you didn't tell me!"
Dick and Tim turn to their brother in shock.
"Damian what the fuck!" Dick screams while Tim looks at the drip in his arm suspiciously.
"I found out last week. I'm only 9 weeks along. I wasn't going to tell anyone for another three weeks at least!"
Dick clutches his imaginary pearls.
Bruce looks like he swallowed a lemon at the confirmation. "You still went out on the field in your condition?"
"You asked me to! I was there for med support, and I was perfectly safe." Damian runs a hand over his stomach subconsciously.
Bruce is having a full-blown crisis now and it would be funny if Damian wasn't so nervous.
Bruce stops suddenly as something occurs to him. "Whose the father?"
Damian grits his teeth. "Take a wild guess, Batman!"
Just as Dick, Tim, and Bruce open their mouths to reply. Both Supermen enter the medbay.
"Sugar! Everything okay? Do you need to sit down?" Jon runs over to the increasingly irritated doctor, checking his abdomen with x ray vision before sighing and nuzzling his boyfriends neck like an affectionate dog.
"Well, that answers that question, doesn't it." Tim remarks in as Dick and Bruce stare at the two in growing horror.
"Jonathan, I am fine!"
"I'm so glad!" The kryptonitian kissing Damians forehead and resting a hand on his stomach.
The quiet is interrupted by a sobbing Clark Kent. "I'm going to be a grandad!" No doubt listening to the second heatbeat coming from Damian.
Damian thinks 'like father like son.'
Clarks' words seem to break Bruce out of his shock. He starts smiling at his youngest son only to frown when he sees how Jon has attached himself to Damian.
It's Dick who asks the dreaded question, "How long have you two been together? And why didn't you tell me Dami?!"
Jon, who is distracted by trying to meld them together, apparently, makes the very stupid decision and answers, "A little over two months!"
Damian resists the urge to face palm as his family does the very simple math.
The gathered bats start to glare again.
"What." Dick says, his voice deceptively calm.
"We started dating two months ago."
"Habibi, shut up. Now."
"So you just impregnated my son?!" Bruce starts striding forward reaching for his utility belt.
"It was an accident!" Jon backs away.
"Obviously." Seethes Tim, already on his com, no doubt informing the rest of the bats of the price that's now on Jons head. Dick looks ready to join Bruce in beating him with kryptonite.
Jon looks to his own father for help, but Clark is too busy still crying in the corner.
Damian steps between the two quickly. "A happy accident! Jon and I are very excited. You're going to have a grandchild, Father." Damian looks at his father pleadingly.
It seems to work because all of Bruce's attention goes to Damian, and he melts.
"I know, habibi. I'm very happy, but you're so young."
"You adopted Richard at my age. And he was an entire child."
Batman concedes the point.
The rest of their family are called to the Manor, so Damian can get telling the rest of them over with. Because for people with secret identities, they're the biggest gossips.
The Kents cry (it's a family trait) and are very excited. Lois hugs Damian in joy and offers tips on handling being pregnant with a kryptonitian. Kon makes some very crude jokes that Ma Kent smacks him over the head for.
Kara explains the traditional rites for children on Krypton and starts planning a naming ceremony with Clark almost immediately. Damian is touched and shares his own traditions from his childhood that are a mix of Chinese and Arabic. All four discuss how to meld them at length.
Jon is just so full of love that he can't contain it.
Pa Kent does take his grandson aside to tell him that he is happy, but Jon has got to be responsible for his family now. Damian and his child deserve the best.
Jon agrees wholeheartedly but blushes when Ma tells him off for getting Damian pregnant so quickly and that she expects to see a ring at some point.
The bats are no less enthused. They are all very happy for Damian, of course, but after the hugs and offers of support, they glare at Jon and non too subtly check their personal kryptonite stashes.
Bruce actually smiles now that he has had time to process, talking about the trust fund, education fund, and other insurance he has already set up for the baby. (How he had the time to do so no one knows.)
While Damian is distracted trying to pry himself from a weeping Dick Grayson and overexcited Stephanie, Alfred delivers the most polite but terrifying list of his expectations ever.
When Jon nods along and promises that he is not going anywhere and has been in love with Damian for years, only then does the elderly butler smile.
(Jon once again wonders what Alfred did before joining Wayne Manor. Because he has faced villains less scary.)
Damian spends hours trying to convince his father that no, he is not going to move back into the Manor while he's pregnant or when the baby comes. (Bruce builds him a nursery anyway, just in case. His other children roll their eyes.)
When Talia finds out, she declares war on every kryptonitian as payback for Jonathan Kent 'defiling' her baby. The fight only ends when Damian steps in and promises that Talia is welcome to visit as long as she stops trying to kill his in-laws.
Talia, then, rather quickly gets into a buying war with Bruce. Not that they tell Damian after he gave out to them both about the silk baby clothes he received.
All gifts will be delivered when the baby is born and he can't say no.
During the next few months, when Damian starts to show. Many people who knew Damian when he was younger and had not taken to the time to observe anything or get to know the boy at all offer Jon and Bruce condolences on Damians pregnancy hormones and tell the young Super advice on being patient with his crazy partner.
They quickly have to deal with a very angry Super and Batman. The Watchtower learns to never speak of Nightengale in anything close to a negative ever again. Most still shiver at the memories, made worse when the rest of the bats find out what was said.
What they don't realise is that Damian is actually the patient one.
Jon panicks at every little development and spends nine months trying to serve his every whim even if Damian doesn't say anything!
Damians co-workers hold a baby shower and Jon is threatened by an army of nurses in bright pink scrubs to do right by their favourite young doctor.
And when Jon isn't there, the rest of his family is!
The rest of the Supers and Bats are overprotective and clingy to the extreme.
Dick practically moves in despite Damian changing the locks.
Cassandra especially enjoys feeling the baby kick.
Tim does way too much research, Jason goes crazy buying books, and Stephanie tries to convince them to paint the nursery purple.
Duke starts a betting pool. And Jon is pretty sure Kon is fighting the bats to win the best uncle already.
Damian does not have a moment of peace.
At least his boyfriend is willing to fly halfway across the world to get him a very specific dumpling he is craving at 3am.
His father is still campaigning for him to move home, going so far as to bribe him with a puppy.
When Jon gets called away on a two week mission while Damianis is in his third trimester, the man seriously considers giving up being a hero.
Clark is just about able to convince him not to, but strict paternity leave for all heroes is negotiated.
While his partner is gone, Damian does move to the Manor temporarily because Alfred promises to feed him.
Bruce tries everything to get him to stay after Jon is back. It almost works.
When Damian goes into labour a week early, you would swear he was actively dying with how Jon reacted.
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cherryyluvs · 2 months ago
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Just for Practice
What started as homework turns into something else entirely… and it involves kissing Mark
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⋆₊˚⊹♡ ───〃★Mark G. x fem!reader| Warnings: best friends kissing, light angst, first kiss / making out, awkward post-kiss vibes.
You were supposed to be doing your homework, that was the plan.
But Mark wanted to play video games and how could you say no to him? The TV screen was glowing with the menu of the game you both stopped playing after who knows how many rounds.
You were lying on his bed, staring at the ceiling, notebook sitting beside you while Mark lied next to you, shoulders touching yours every time he moved around. It was quiet, usually it didn't feel awkward or anything but tonight was off.
You weren't sure why till Mark spoke.
“Have you ever kissed anyone?” breaking the silence. The question hit you like cold water, It was so sudden and unexpected. You blinked at him. “Ye- I mean… no. Is that weird?”
Mark laughed softly. “I'm not judging! I just thought.. I dunno, someone would have kissed you by now.”
Your cheeks turned slightly pink, he said it so casual, like of course someone would have kissed you by now. But you still havent had your first kiss, not yet. Unlike the rest of your friends you were still waiting for that moment.
You sat up, crossing your legs. “Well, they haven't.” you mumbled, eyes darting away as you felt more heat rising onto your cheeks, Staring at the floor. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at him.
“Wanna practice? I mean we ARE best friends. It’s not weird, right?”
You froze in place, heart racing. “You're joking, right?”
“No”, he hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck, cheeks flushed pink, “ i mean.. Unless you want me to be.”
Your heart was beating so fast. You swear he could probably hear it from where he sat. Hell, you could feel it in your throat,
Your thoughts were spiraling, your best friend, Mark wants to kiss you!? Do friends do this? Was he serious? Was this really happening?
“Okay..” you said quietly.
He blinked. “Okay??”
“Yeah.. I trust you.” Which was no problem to you but the REAL problem was how your stomach flipped inside out just thinking about kissing him, noticing how long his lashes are and how soft his voice sounded when he was nervous.
His eyes widened slightly, as if he wasn't expecting you to actually say yes, but then he nodded,
the two of you slowly leaned in. Your noses bumping into each other. Causing you both to laugh and you almost called it off out of embarrassment. But Mark gently shoved you down.
Your head softly hit the pillow, the soft cotton felt cool but your face was hot. Is this what it feels like? Your heart was pounding against your chest and in your ears.
His soft lips touched yours, it was soft, tentative, gentle, almost like he was unsure? The kiss deepened slightly as you kissed back, his lips pressing against yours more firmly. You felt his knee between your thighs, parting your legs slightly.
This was supposed to be a quick thing. Innocent.
All your friends talked about this and giggled about boys they kissed at parties or crushes they met behind the school building. You always nodded and smiled, pretending you knew what they meant but this? This wasn't just some random guy from a party.
It's your best friend, Mark.
He pulled back and kissed your jaw, then lower, lips pecking at your neck and up again. Mark kissed you, this time the kiss was slow and sensual. Taking his time to explore every inch of your mouth with his tongue. He tasted like mint and something else that you can't get enough of.
God, your mind went blank.
You were almost out of breath but this felt so good, it happened so quick and it ended fast. Mark pulled back, lips pink, wet, eyes half lidded. And a thin string of saliva connecting your mouths before it broke.
Both of you were gasping for air, chests rising and falling with fast breaths, You blinked up at him. Mark’s cheeks were red and pupils wide.
Then it hit you.
You just kissed your best friend! No- made out with him. The way his knee was placed between your legs, you didn't even notice but you could feel how wet your panties were.
“So… that was…” Mark started, clearing his throat.
“Awkward?” you replied, not even sure what to say anymore.
He didn't respond immediately, just looked at you., “We’re best friends.” You stared at him, still catching your breath, “Yeah..”
“We’re best friends,” he repeated, like saying it out loud would make this less… intense. Like it was some kind of reassurance.
Yet… nothing about this felt like a friendship.
“We’re still friends right?” He asked, running a hand through his hair.
“Of course.” you said, but even your own words sounded empty. You weren’t sure anymore.
He looked away. “Cool. Cool..”
You sat up quickly, grabbing your stuff, avoiding his gaze, too embarrassed to stay any longer. “I should probably head out. It’s late.”
“Yeah,” he said, voice normal now. “I’ll walk you home.”
You shook your head. “It’s fine. I’m like two blocks away.”
Another awkward silence.
“Text me when you get home?” he said quietly, leaning against the doorframe of his bedroom as you stepped out into the hallway.
You didn’t answer, just nodded. Your heart was still in your throat.
Once he heard the front door shut behind you, Mark just stood in his bedroom, his heart was still racing, ears ringing with silence now that your footsteps had faded. He sat down on the edge of his bed, elbows on his knees.
Then, his phone buzzed.
Y/N: Got home safe.
He stared at the screen for a second too long before tossing the phone onto his nightstand. Then, slowly, he raised his fingers to his mouth. He could feel where you kissed him. Like a ghost of your mouth lingering on his. His fingertips brushed over the slick layer of lip gloss clinging onto his lips.
He whispers to himself, “What did we just do?” The question hangs in the air, unanswered “Shit…”.
That kiss wasn’t supposed to go like that. It was supposed to be quick. Dumb. A joke, maybe. But it hadn’t been. Not even close.
“Her kisses were so moist,” he muttered under his breath, “That sticky-ass lip gloss…” He doesn't even like lip gloss. It was messy and it got everywhere.
But now? Now he couldn't stop thinking about the way it felt. How it turned innocent into something more complicated. How he wanted to kiss you again, just to feel that sticky lip gloss getting on his mouth again. Just to taste you.
He groaned and fell back onto the bed, arm over his face.
You’re his best friend.
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robinminustherichard · 4 months ago
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Sorry, I can't actually take Hen queen of being given second chances NOT pushing Tommy and Buck back together. Enjoy a little fix it fic.
"Just Want to Let It Be This Easy"
BuckTommy | Gen | Fix it Fic
In the end, it's Hen that gets them back together. Which is kind of a surprise for Buck because Hen was definitely just as adamant that Buck not try to talk to Tommy after they broke up. Despite that though, when Tommy shows up at his door, clear that he's been crying, it's Hen's name that he curses the second he sees Buck. 
“Wait, what?” Buck says, still blinking awake from sleep, honestly not convinced that this isn't a dream, “Tommy? What are you doing here?” 
“Evan, you're here! At Eddie's house! You...aren't kidnapped?” 
“No, that was Maddie.”  
“That was--wait, so someone was kidnapped? Oh my god.” 
“Yeah, and I live here now. It's kind of been an intense week.” 
“A week?!” 
“I know, right?” Buck says, leaning against the door and yawning. Maddie had been released from the hospital a day and a half ago, she and the baby okay, and Buck had gone right into a full shift after that. He was exhausted. 
“But you're--you're okay, Evan? Hen told me that you were kidnapped.” Tommy asks, breathing slowing down and eyes roving over Buck's body, catching on his tight sleep shirt. 
“Yeah, she definitely lied to you,” Buck tells him through another yawn, eyes closing. “I’m like, really tired though. Do you want to come in?” 
Tommy looks unsure, hands wringing in front of his stomach nervously. “Do you want me to come in?” 
“Well,” Buck says, rubbing a hand across his face, “I'm pretty mad at you, but also my life is kind of insane, and you're like...really good at cuddling. So maybe you could come in and cuddle me for s-say seven and a half hours? Then in the morning you can make me avocado toast because you're also really good at that, and then we can fight it out then?” 
Tommy looks a little awestruck, but his body sways forward into the door. 
“Yeah,” Tommy breathes out, “yeah I can do that.” 
Buck hums, grabs Tommy's hand to pull him into the house, and shuts and locks it behind him. 
“Where's Eddie?” Tommy asks as Buck waits for him to kick off his shoes, pulling him again towards the bedroom. 
“Texas.” Buck says, laying back down on the bed. 
“Texas? What's he--” 
“Tomorrow, Tommy.” 
“Right, sorry Evan.” 
“That's okay, I get it...what are you waiting for?” Evan is looking up at Tommy, who's paused on the other side of the bed, staring down at Buck in wonder. 
“I wasn't...I didn't think I'd get this far honestly.” 
“Yeah,” Buck says, “I’m not convinced this isn't a dream.” 
“Not a dream.” 
“Then take your pants off and get in the bed, Tommy.” 
“Yes, sir,” Tommy says, with a tone. 
“Don’t get sassy you're still in trouble!” 
“Sorry, Evan,” Tommy says, finally getting into the bed. Evan rolls over, puts his back to Tommy and throws his hips back just to hear Tommy huff, “right, cuddling then avocado toast.” 
Buck thinks he says something back, but Tommy throws an arm around his waist and wiggles the other underneath Buck's head, and suddenly the weight of the week (all the weeks since their break up) rush up to meet him and he can't stay awake any longer. 
In the morning, he'll be amazed at how it's the smoothest make up he's ever heard of. 
And when they show up to Maddie's baby shower a week later, not having told anyone they were back together, they walk into a smug look from Hen and confusion from everyone else. 
“Don't look smug, Hen; you almost killed a man with a heart attack. And by a man I mean me. I'm forty, how could you do that?!” 
Hen smirks and leans back in her chair. Karen has the decency to look guilty next to her. 
“Wait, what?” Maddie says, “what did I miss?” 
“Maddie, I am so sorry to hear about what happened,” Tommy says, handing her the gift Buck had let him add his name to, “Hen however told me the wrong Buckley got kidnapped, and uh, I panicked.” 
Chim's head whips between Tommy and Hen, eyebrows drawing together as he opens his mouth to shout, “What? Hen! You stole my move!” 
Hen's laugh rings out, and Buck can't help the grin that stretches across his face. 
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babyblankyerror · 2 months ago
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You know when Stanford asks for his house and name back, Stanley actually seems pretty alright with it until a certain moment.
"You give me my house back" he just looks at Ford
"You give me my name back" And Stan gets angry. Why?
Because Ford made it sound like he wanted to take it in the first place. Because Stan couldn't believe that his brother truly thought he'd take his identity for all eternity, that he wouldn't return it. It's probably when Stanley realises that his brother truly thought that lowly of him that he wouldn't return the house of name without question... That he'd steal from his brother something that important despite fully knowing what it's like to not have a house and much less a name.
The whole reason he took his name to begin with, KILLED Stanley pines, was because it was the safest option probably. No weird gangs after him, no chance of being found, no threat of someone taking Stanford's house/lab and stuff because he was missing, the good Stan stays... List goes on.
Stanley probably never even expected it would take that long to bring him back, he most likely thought it'd be less than two years at most. So who would even care that that Stanford acted a little differently for a year or two? Guy is probably gokng through a midlife crisis!
But it wasn't that and Stan was stuck as Stanford. He never takes his name, if you noticed, he always goes by STAN... Out of the two, Stanley is probably the one that felt worse about taking Stanford's name.
The house? Yeah okay, makes sense. Stanley didn't seem that upset, he just had that <:( confused look, he probably had never even planned on KEEPING the house so when Ford asked for it back it probably made sense to him because it was Ford's house. Always had been...and he never planned on staying (unless his brother asked him to probably).
But the name? You really think that low of me that I would take my brother's name on purpose??
Of course he got angry. Stanley was HURT and hurt in Pines men means anger. Healthy Masculinity.
"As far as I'm concerned they're the only family I have left" because his family wouldn't think that low of Jim. They never did, not until they saw the evidence of his lies and Stan understands that.. but Ford? Ford didn't need evidence, he suspected Stan from breaking his project on purpose (rightfully so, Stan, why tf did you say it was a silverlining😭).
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iamred-iamyellow · 2 months ago
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⋆ ˚。⋆౨ৎ˚ Silk Chiffon
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♥ masterlist | request rules | part one
♥ pairing: ex!lando norris x fem!reader x fem!oc x platonic!oscar piastri
♥ synopsis: the messy friendship breakup with lando was everywhere. it was assumed by the public that you’re now dating his teammate and there was truly no pr team strong enough to save mclaren. you were friends with lando’s girlfriend though. maybe too friendly.
♥ smau - fc: women on pinterest - as always none of the pictures are mine
♥ warnings: swearing, suggestive jokes, and hate comments !!!
♥ a/n: yn and imogen have so much chemistry I thought why not make this for my lesbian heart <3 ps lando is kind of the bad guy of this story but I'm actually an insane lando girl he's my og don't hate me its all for the plot lol
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user1 my girlfriend and i*
user2 this boy doesn't even know the difference between their there and they are
user3 oh baby we aren't hating on Imogen we're hating on you ❤️
user20 not y'all hating on him for speculations
user21 yn is the real villain here
user13 the lando hate is getting OUT of hand
user10 oh lando... the grammar in this post baby
user5 @/user10 HAHAHA
user9 LANDO'S GUILTY IDC #girlssupportinggirls
user6 @/user9 I support women's rights and women's wrongs
user17 all of a sudden he's posting Imogen... seems guilty to me he clearly did something
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user1 and they were... roomates? 😐
user3 yn in the first picture... she's got that oscar heart eyes piastri look
user2 not the friendzone 😔
user4 always an angel never a god
user9 is imogen actually comfortable with yn and lando not getting along?
user6 i mean yeah 🤷‍♀️ she’s clearly fine hanging out with the both of them
user7 i could never date a man my bsf hated
user18 @/user7 I could never be friends with a girl who makes up lies about my man...
user8 help I love wag friendships 🥹
user9 they’re so alex and rebecca
user10 AHHHHHH
user11 this is so girlhood
user12 i actually love that they can put their feelings towards lando aside and still be friends 🫂
alexandrasaintmleux we need to have a girls night !!
yourusername I'd love to 💋💋
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what's y'all's opinion on the whole y/n x Imogen x lando thing??? it honestly breaks my heart to know that something happened with y/n and lando since they were best friends for so long. I remember her talking about what they were going to do when he got his first win on Quadrant a few years back and obviously that didn't happen when he finally accomplished it in Miami. I'm still a fan of both but damn what could've happened between the two for it to end like this??
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user1 probably not a hot take but I think he's still so hung up on yn even if they weren't dating. he doesn't post about Imogen at all and never mentions her the way he used to mention Y/n.
user2 yeah honestly I think he might be using Imogen to fill the Y/n shaped hole in his heart
user3 I think Y/n's being superrr petty
user4 ...we don't even know what happened bro what are you on about
user3 that post about Oscar and Imogen be so ffr
user4 clearly Imogen was okay with it otherwise it would've been taken down
user5 if I'm being so honest... I don't give a fuck about what happened with lando because there appears to be a sapphic renaissance happening in f1 right now
user6 LMAOO
user7 wag yuri forever
user8 why has NO one mentioned Oscar in this??
user9 OH MY GOSH RIGHT LOL I thought they were a couple for so long but I heard that they never confirmed it?? and it doesn't look like he's interacted with lando on his socials recently but that might be normal idk
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yourusername I feel like its my duty to feed the oscarinas during the off season
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user1 it is !
iamimogen the trio goes hard
user2 it could be a foursome but noooo
user3 leaving out your own bf is crazyyyy
user4 I'd leave out my bf for y/n too
user5 IMOGEN AND LANDO DONT EVEN LIKE EACH OTHER ATP 😭😭😭
user6 I'm just tryna ignore the drama
user7 real
user8 if Imogen and yn are cool than I'm cool
user9 Imogen and yn spotted again!!!
user10 my favorite grid couple 🥹
user11 ...sorry??
user12 I SHIP YN AND OSCAR IDC
user11 @/user12 oh girl
user13 why the fuck is lando's girlfriend hanging out with her?? shes spreading rumors about him
user14 right?? clout hungry much...
user15 shes GOTTA be deleting comments
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user17 alex what do you know that we don't
user18 okay caption queen
user19 they're so bestie core
user10 bad race day but we're so proud of you osc 🫶
user3 sooooo how are we feeling about lando's win yn nation
user6 ...
user5 lets not talk about it
user4 and during Oscars home race 😭
user8 @/user4 he hired an Etsy witch for this shii I swear
user9 did you see Robert Irwin
yourusername GOD I WISH
yourusername literally shape shifting into a snake as we speak
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yourusername happy birthday baby 🥹🫶
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mclaren thanks for bringing enough birthday cupcakes for the class
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landonorris I didn't get any
yourusername @/landonorris well... yeah
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yourusername @/iamimogen there's always extra for you <3
user1 holy shit this is the first time I've seen her and lando interact publiclly in like a year
user2 this is like the first time I've seen her Imogen AND lando interact too???
user3 lando's still lurkingggg
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user5 oh you guys are so cute
user7 THE CALICO CRITTER 🫶
user8 the makeup testing on the hand
yourusername he's a real man
user8 @/yourusername I don't doubt it
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f1gossip Y/n & Oscar and Lando & Imogen were each seen separately wandering around Tokyo the day of Oscar's birthday. We all know why the first couple is out, but we think there's something deeper on Lando's side.
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user16 I think he's trying to clear his mind. I mean Oscar and Y/n were his BEST FRIENDS and now its Oscars birthday and can't hang out with them?? makes sense that he's out
user7 you're psychoanalyzing them like crazy
user16 @/user7 yes and I love it
user2 "the first couple" be sooooo for real...
user5 Oscar and Y/n aren't dating!!!
user21 oh my god can people not go outside these days without drama?? 🙄
user22 right??? lando and imogen were literally just walking and people hate on them
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francisca.cgomes and my stolen dog??
pierregasly @/lando.jpg you gotta get @/iamimogen her own puppy
iamimogen better win this one for me
lando.jpg ❤️
user1 yn is lurking
user2 as she should
user3 Imogen is beautiful can you fucking blame her??
user4 she finally made it onto the feed
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f1gossip Y/n and Imogen were seen together in Miami after the Grand Prix! It seems they ditched the driver party to go off on their own and explore the city. Groups of fans caught them all over town at bars, Top Golf, arcades, and more.
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user1 you're SOO real
user2 shes me guys
yourusername 😍😍😍
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landonorris stunning 😘
alexandrasaintmleux are you single
iamimogen I am for you
landonorris ???
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yourusername come join me xx
user1 if I were her I'd flirt with Franco too
iamimogen ur so hot
yourusername all you pretty
user5 just fucking kiss already bruh
user2 are yn and Imogen at the same beach??
user3 YNIMOGEN CONFIRMED
user4 they're so couple goals oh my god
user7 is the last picture a call me by your name reference ☝️
yourusername LMAOOO
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yourusername shark 🗣️🔥
user6 shark 🔥 🔥 🔥
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-Emilia Romagna GP-
You wandered over to the McLaren garage, spotting Imogen from across the paddock. You sprinted over to her as quick as you could in your heels.
"Hi," you giggled, throwing your arms over her.
She immediately hugged you back, pausing her conversation with one of Lando's mechanics.
You pulled away, "How are you?"
"Could be better," she said, running a hand through her hair. "Uhm... Oscar told me about you and Lando."
You blinked at her, completely stunned. No no no no no this can't be happening.
"I wanted to tell you I really really did, but I figured it wasn't worth it. I wasn't trying to be your friend just to get back at him or anything-"
She grabbed your shoulders and cut you off, "It's okay, I swear. I don't..." She sighed, "Blame you."
You hugged her again, this time tighter, "I'm so sorry."
"I'm breaking up with him tonight," she mumbled into your shoulder.
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user1 just two divas crossed by a man
user2 heartbreaking really
user3 it was bound to happen
user4 YNIMOGEN NATION HOW WE FEELING 👹
user5 they’re 100% in love
user28 let’s not speculate about someone’s sexuality
user5 @/user28 says someone who has no problem when people started rumors about yn and oscar…
user7 @/user5 CLOCK IT
user8 i love women
user9 wag yuri wag yuri
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user1 the girls nights in question: ✂️
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user3 @/landonorris generational fumble
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f1gossip looks like these two girls have a closer relationship than what meets the eye. yn and imogen have been spotted on what look like numerous dates throughout this f1 season. is it possible that the two former wags have formed their own romantic bond?
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yourusername not a gossip page hard launching for me 💔
iamimogen 💋💋
oscarpiastri this is how i find out???
yourusername @/oscarpiastri surprise 🥰
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user5 HELLO???
user6 what the hellyante
user7 not yn confirming their relationship this is so tea 😭
iamimogen all the rumors are true 🤭
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dontbesoweirdkira · 8 months ago
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Okay, so, the ask about yandere platonic dick cheating and how the reader would react has me wondering; what would happen if the reader somehow found out that Dick didn't actually change and decided to go no contact, because they couldn't trust him or maybe because they just don't want to be around someone like that? Would that cause Dick to spiral more? What exactly would be the consequences of going no contact? (Like a complete cut off, although it'd be a bit hard to do that since they live in the same house)
(I was a bit disappointed to read that he probably wouldn't change, but it seemed realistic to me because habits are hard to break and everyone in the batfam is messed up. Although, I imagine after years of therapy or something similar there might be some sort of change. But, I doubt anyone in the batfam is getting therapy... except maybe reader)
Sorry yeah, i don't like to think Dick is actually a cheater or this shitty. I just like to humor different scenarios i get requested. But you cannot deny that this man is a messy whore. THIS IS THE FACE OF EVILLL
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Look, cheaters are so sloppy. Even the ones who put the most effort into it are always bound to slip up. I imagine batsis isn't a fool. Like Richard...no way did you just go from being a serial cheater to suddenly being completely cleansed. You're an addict baby boy.
Like i said at first he's actually wanting to get clean for his baby sis and to be a good role model. I think it'd be very obvious to you that he's actually trying. He's irritable and really struggling to cope with the fact he has to put the phone down. You can see him obsessively checking his phone for what you'd assume to be a message or notification from one of his hookups. You can tell he's torn up about loosing his partners because he came clean about his unethical practices....
There's no hiding. This is such a deep seeded issue and it is really taking a toll on him. This is something like you said will need YEARS of therapy to fix.
So now Dick is trying to bullshit you a few days later...right in front of your salad! He's just sooo happy and he's proud about this new leaf turned????? Yesterday he looked like he was about to breakdown in tears because he'd been abstinent for just 48 hrs...and now he's glowing???
Dick, your patrol ended at 2 am last night...you came home at 6 am...please don't play with me rn.
not me getting heated. lol
He doesn't explicitly tell you he's back to his old ways. He's willing to keep lying his way into keeping you and this habit but it's undeniable. You know that his gf only forgave him because he lied to her too. It makes you sick when you saw the text of him telling her that he's busy with family and then left out for the rest of the day to go be with someone else.
Maybe you explode on him about it? Last time you were as nice as you could be about it but you cannot deal with the games anymore.
I liked to think in this scenario you're yelling at him and he's just still gas-lighting you, He throws every card to make you feel bad for accusing him. It absolute drives you mad. He's just so calm while you're are trying not to strangle him.
"Baby bat, i love you. I think you're just tired and are imagining things. You're convincing yourself that i'm still the old Dick because you're hurting...i understand and I forgive you. Maybe we should set up therapy sessions to help you let go of the past? Hmm?"
"YOU MOTHER FU-"
Ugh but i love him he's so fucked
The irony of him suggesting you therapy when he's the one riddles with mommy issues and the most insane coping mechanisms...
Dick isn't going to allow you to go no contact. You cannot go no contact with someone you live in the same house with. You are bound to interact and when you are dealing with someone like dick...it just won't work. The bat kids are extremely resilient and are well versed in making someone crack. You wouldn't be the exception.
More realistically you'd probably just be cold towards Dick. That's the best you can do. Not really responding to him and basically stone walling...
But i imagine this version of Dick to be much more forceful. He's done with your self righteousness. How dare you suggest moving out. That isn't an option because he needs to see his baby sister everyday. You are breaking up the family over this. You cannot cut him off because he's flawed...it's not that serious y/n. None of the other siblings are breathing down his neck. Maybe if you weren't so frustrating..he could actually become a better person. You are the one that is preventing him from being better with all your pressure!!
You packed your bags and are fully ready to walk out of this family for good because there's just too many wrong doings swept under the rug and here comes dick who is FUMING... He's trying to rip your bags out of your hands and grab you up..
You are not doing this to him. Stop being so-
Maybe your siblings step in and help you to leave. They help Dick calm down because they respect that it's your choice to live how you'd life.
Dick isn't stopping once you're gone. Especially if you're still in Gotham. There's a shadow that follows you where you go. Tons of messages and calls from unknown numbers. Even scarily enough..a blue toy bird left at your door with a small note that read
"Missed me, my little birdie? We'll be seeing each other again soon."
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parkjihoonswifey · 10 days ago
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Request where before Baekjin dies his gf is pregnant and when Seongje leaves the union after he dies, he takes care of her and they start to slowly fall in love.
A/N: Guys it's been 5 days literally sorry for all my lies but I managed to finish this and another one I'm going to post so yay to that.
Title: After The Ashes
Pairings: Na Baek-jin x reader (past), Geum Seongje x Fem! Pregnant! Reader
Warnings: angst, reader dreams about Baek-jin, mentions of death
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The day Baek-jin died, the world didn’t end—but it should have.
You remember the last time he looked at you, a quiet sort of smile in his eyes, like he already knew. “You’re going to be okay,” he whispered, blood bubbling at the corner of his mouth, his grip weak in yours.
You didn’t get to say no.
You didn't get to do anything
You didn’t even get to tell him you were pregnant.
You still live in the same apartment, though it feels like a tomb now. The plants Baek-jin used to water are wilting. The baby books you finally dared to buy remain unopened.
Everyone from the Union scattered after that night—some locked up, some vanished, some trying to be people again.
Except for Seongje.
He knocks every week. Sometimes with food, others with silence. He never pries, never asks if you’ve eaten, never forces you to speak—but he never stops coming.
The first time you break down, you’re folding Baek-jin’s jacket for the fifth time that week. You don’t know what makes you cry harder—his absence, or the way Seongje just kneels beside you and gently helps you fold it again.
That’s the night you tell him.
“I’m pregnant.”
He freezes. For a moment, you think he’ll leave too. But instead, he says, “Do you want me to stay?” You nod. And he does.
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The baby kicks for the first time in front of Seongje.
You’re halfway through complaining about the soup being too bland when your eyes widen and your hand flies to your stomach. He notices instantly.
“What’s wrong?”
You grab his hand without thinking and press it against your belly. A kick. Then another.
Seongje’s eyes go wide. Then soft.
“You’re real,” he murmurs, more to the baby than to you.
Your throat tightens. “He would have loved it”
“He already does,” he says quietly, and you realize it’s the first time he’s spoken about Baek-jin since the funeral.
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[dream start]
Baek-jin stood and the stove, making breakfast for the two of you. he hummed to himself, and it made your heart sink. You loved the side of him that was never shown, his cute smile or his awful and adorable dance moves.
You sat on the edge of the couch, hands clutched around the thin paper of the clinic results. Your heart felt too loud. Too fragile. You hadn't planned to tell him today—maybe not yet at all. But something in your gut told you you had to.
“Baek-jin.”
He froze, mid-waltz, turning to face you. “Yeah?”
Your hands shook as you held out the folded paper.
He blinked, confused, and took it. You watched his eyes move across the words, line by line, until he stopped breathing.
You didn’t say anything.
He didn’t either. For almost a full minute.
Then, “You’re… we’re…” He trailed off, his voice rough with disbelief. “You’re pregnant?”
You nodded.
“I didn’t know how to tell you,” you whispered. “I wasn’t sure if it would make things different. But I couldn’t lie to you.”
He sat down slowly, like the weight of the news had hit his chest. His hand ran through his hair. You couldn’t tell if he was scared, or overwhelmed, or both.
And then he laughed. Soft and full of love. "I would've been a dad? really?”
You didn't catch what he said at first, You looked at him, eyes full of the same emotions, “Yes, baby.” He reached for you instantly. His hands pressed against your belly gently, like he was already trying to protect something he couldn’t see.
“Promise to name her something pretty if it’s a girl,” he said with a crooked, gentle yet sad smile. “Something soft so I can remember it.”
Your smile dropped to confusion, "What? You're going to be here the whole time right? "
He stood straight again, eyes filling with tears. He grabbed your hand, it didn't feel real. "My love, you know I'm not."
"What, why?" your voice became more panicked. you felt yourself start to tear up as he gently let go of you. he turned away, towards the door of the apartment.
"Baek-jin, where are you going?" He just continued on, never once looking back. You couldn't say anything else, not through the tears.
“Im going home now,” he said, smile wide yet eyes sad. "I love you."
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And that’s why, when she’s born, you name her Na Haeun—
gentle grace.
Because Baek-jin would’ve whispered it like a prayer.
Because Seongje says it like a promise.
Because she carries the memory of one, and the future of the other.
You wanted her to carry her father’s name. Seongje was the one who went to the registry office with you. Held your hand the whole way there. He’s around more now—he says it’s for Haeun, but you know it’s become more than that.
The way he reads to her. The way he looks at you like he’s afraid to cross a line but desperate to stay close. The way your heart doesn’t ache the same way when he’s near.
One night, after Haeun’s fallen asleep between you on the couch, you whisper to Seongje
“Do you ever think he’d hate us for this?”
Seongje looks at you, eyes unreadable. “No,” he says. “I think he’d be glad someone stayed.”
Your voice cracks. “You did.”
He doesn’t respond with words, Just gently reaches over and threads your fingers with his.
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Haeun says her first words—calls him “Dada” by mistake. You think it will break you.
Instead, it makes you realize you haven’t visited Baek-jin’s grave in months.
You go that weekend. Seongje drives. Haeun sleeps in the back seat. You kneel at the stone with flowers, trembling hands, and a quiet apology. And then, a promise.
“I still love you,” you whisper, tears slipping down. “But I think… I’m starting to love him too.”
You don’t know if the wind is real or imagined when it sweeps by gently, cool and comforting.
You stand, and Seongje meets your eyes. He doesn’t need to say anything—he just takes your hand.
And this time, you don’t let go.
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chamomiletealeaf · 2 months ago
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Taking care of Simon when he's sick :(
He hides it like a sick dog trying not to show weakness. You don't even realize something is off until he gets really quiet and doesn't snuggle up to you on the couch anymore.
At first you thought he just needed time to readjust to coming home after a mission but he wouldn't let you anywhere near him and it made you a little sad. What was wrong?
Then you heard him trying to suppress coughs in the bathroom, his body getting weaker, and him sleeping longer.
"Simon baby are you ok?" You ask, sitting next to him on the couch while he watches the game.
"Hm? oh yeah love." He says, but you don't buy it.
"No you're not. Why don't you wanna snuggle me? You been avoiding it. And you're sleeping longer too. What's wrong?" You say, looking at him with sad eyes that make his heart hurt.
"Oh just. Not feeling the greatest that's all. I'm sorry love." He says, feeling terrible for making you feel neglected.
You hum in response and try not to take it too personally. He had a rough few months.
Then one afternoon, you come home from the store and find Simon laying down on the couch, arm slung over his eyes.
You place the groceries down and walk over to him.
"Hi honey! I'm back.... you ok?" You ask when you see the state he's in on the couch.
He grunts in response and that was it. There was definitely something wrong.
You walk up to him and sit next to him on the couch, removing his arm, which he lets you due to the weakness of his body right now, and you place your hand on his forehead.
"Oh honey." You coo. "You're burning up baby. Why didn't you tell me?"
"Can take care of myself love I'm ok." He says, trying to roll onto his side away from you. "Don't wanna get you sick."
You grip his jaw gently and turn him towards you.
“Look at me.” You demand, and he does.
“Oh baby your eyes are bloodshot.” You say, voice dripping with sympathy.
You get up and walk to the medicine cabinet then to the kitchen to get a wet rag for him. You return with some Advil, a water bottle, and a blanket.
"Now I don't know what you were thinking trying to hide from me. But I'm not leaving you like this alone." You say, putting the blanket over him where he lays on the couch.
"Come here baby this'll help you." You sit by him again with a wet rag, and he lets you place it on his forehead.
"Really I'm fine love-" He protests.
"Ah- none of that. Lay down and I'll make you some soup okay?" You cut him off.
"I'll make it later." He argues yet again.
You pause for a moment, wondering how to get him to relent and let you take care of him.
"No." You say, not being able to think of anything else.
He raises an eyebrow at you, and it really was cute. Him thinking that you really were just going to leave him alone and let him suffer in silence.
You sit down next to him and open the Advil bottle and the bottle of water.
"Here baby, open." You say, the Advil pill in your hand. "Gonna help break the fever."
He waits for a second, looking at you, then at the pill in your hand. He sits up in defeat with a sigh, finally letting you help him.
"There we go." You coo. "Now open." You reach your hand to his face, lightly squeezing his cheeks to open his mouth. He let's it happen and you pop the pill in his mouth.
"Good. Now drink this." You bring the water bottle up to his lips and he takes a few gulps, giving it back to you when he's finished.
"See? isn't that better baby?" You say as he lays back down and he nods.
You reach to cup his cheeks to feel his burning skin once more.
"Oh honey. You're all flushed. Drink that water down for me ok? I'm gonna make you some soup." You tell him softly, your eyes sad that he felt like he needed to hide from you.
He nods as he lies back down, eyes closing from the exhaustion of the fever and headache.
A few minutes later you come back with some soup for him and place it in front of him.
"Here baby." You say.
"Thank you love." He responds, taking the soup and swallowing it down. Poor baby really was hungry and was too afraid to ask for some help :(
He finishes then sets the bowl down.
"I'm sorry lovie." He says, and your eyebrow raises.
"For what?"
"Making you feel like I was avoiding you." He says with regret.
"Oh honey. C'mere." You say, laying next to him and pulling him into you.
"No, gonna get you sick dovey." He says, getting cut off with a cough.
You pull him into your chest, him laying on top of you despite his protests of being so close to you where he shoves his face into your chest, your cooler skin contrasting his significantly warmer skin.
You play with his hair as he closes his eyes and you find it funny his actions are the opposite of his words.
"I don't care about getting sick. I care about you feeling better. That's what I'm here for baby." You coo down at him.
He grunts into your chest and you press a kiss to his head.
"Feel a little better?" You ask, and you feel his lips form into a smile against where he has his face shoved in your cleavage as he lets out a confirming hum, making you giggle.
"Aw you're still burning up honey." You say, brushing your thumb against his flushed cheek. "Go to sleep. I'm right here."
And with that, you both doze off in each other's arms.
This is kinda shit but enjoy I guess
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mistymisfit · 4 months ago
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How they met
summary: When Poison Ivy takes Gotham's central park hostage reader gets stuck with Red Hood and accidentally saves him.
warnings: mentions of reader being shorter than Jason, reader uses glasses, mentions of reader wearing a skirt, smoking, and this.
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It was just a matter of time of living in Gotham until you got stuck on a situation like this. You have to have the worst luck in the city because, on the day you finally give in and agree to dog-sit for a friend, Poison Ivy decides to show up when you take her on a walk. Of course, the dog was no idiot and ran away a while ago at the first sight of danger, so now you were stuck here in Gotham's central park. You have to admit you're not as scared as you should be, however you were getting mildly annoyed at hanging upside down with a vine holding you by your ankles. At least you could be glad it wasn't the joker.
It was a common topic of conversations late at night with your friends when you seem to run out of things to discuss, debating which Gotham rouge attack you could survive as a hostage. This topic was only second to "Which vigilante would you rather have to save you?", that one allowed for more rambling over who you thought was hottest. Still, no pointless drunk debate could prepare you for when it actually happened.
"Hey, excuse me, miss" You said when you watched her walk past and she stopped almost amused that you'd dare to speak to her "I understand that you're part plant, right?"
"That'd be correct" She paid close attention to you, she was intrigued by the fact that the effects of her "sleeping pollen" worn off fast unlike the other hostages next to you. You were supposed to be passed out for around 5 hours more, after all her pheromones never failed.
"Yeah, so, the rest of us are human" You tried to be as polite as you could so she wouldn't crush you to death "So could you please put us down, I'm getting a headache from having my head upside down"
She didn't say anything but agreed, the vines gently leaving you and the others on the grass before quickly wrapping you again. As you felt less and less dizzy, you could pay more attention to your surroundings. The concrete trail was shattered, plants breaking it from growing over it, the closest bench was split in half, and a water fountain was removed from the ground, water leaking from where it used to be. Though your vision is blurry since you lost your glasses from hanging upside down, you can still tell that next to you were the mother and daughter you saw seconds before it all went down. The mother chased after her daughter, demanding her to not go that far away from her. Then your friend's dog, the king Charles spaniel you only agreed to take care of because she was cute, ran away and you went after her. Next thing you know, a vine wraps around you and you're hanging from your ankles, no dog in sight. When did all of this happen? And how in broad daylight?
You heard a cracking noise and thought, "oh, no, were those my glasses?". Your head turned to see ruthless vigilante Red Hood picking up your glasses from the floor, or at least you think that is what he's picking up. It sounded much like broken glass. He could tell by the disappointment on your face that they were yours, so he quickly moved in silence getting closer to you.
"Sorry" He whispered, cleaning them up a little bit with against his red vest. He gently put them back on your face, and you nearly blushed at his hands brushing against your face.
"It's okay," You lied. You couldn't be mad at him for it, but you could dwell on how expensive it would be to fix them.
"I'll get you out of here." He promised, his voice was still low, not knowing if she was close enough to hear him. He started cutting through the vines to set you free.
"Sure" If you could've shrugged, you would have.
"Sure?" He repeated, offended. He wasn't expecting you to be overcome by joy by seeing him there, he's realistic, but you could show more gratitude. Even if he crushed your glasses.
"Or you could leave me here to die," You deadpanned, you must've been in this city for too long if this wasn't fazing you "so I don't have to turn in that essay on Monday"
"I won't," He quips back, finally breaking through and helping you throw the plants from you.
"Well, at least you're not a cop"
"Good to know I'm a step above them" He was beginning to wonder when was the last time he met a hostage so talkative as he worked cutting the vines that held the little girl captive. She lumped forward, still unconscious as you caught her, holding her until he could free her mom.
"Several steps, really" You corrected "You won't remember them, but you rescued my neighbors' daughter after she went missing for four months"
"Who? Zoey?" You were both surprised, you over the fact that he could recall her name, and him that you knew that. Those kinds of stories never made the news, or if they did, they never mentioned him if it was going to paint him in a good light. "How's she doing?"
"Yeah, she's better now"
Once he managed to cut through the last vine, he picked her up like it was nothing. You looked away trying to push down how attractive you found that. He guided you, signaling to stay quiet on what you hoped would be a way out of the dome she had created. And just when you thought you're out of trouble, a plant wrapped once more around your leg, dragging you and Red Hood back in. As twigs and being dragged through the floor scratched your arms and your face, you couldn't help but think, Why me? and that at least in that rough motion you dropped the girl, and the paramedics running your way would take her and the other woman.
This time, she was not as merciful, a thicker and stronger vine entrapped you both together with your back pressed against his chest. He tried putting his arms in front of you to stop the vine from getting tighter around you, but you're quicker than him in realizing what could happen.
"Stop, stop," you swatted his forearm lightly to get his attention; "it'll break your arms"
You were surprised to see him listen, and he put his arms back to his sides. You could tell he was trying to be as respectful as he could in this situation, trying to avoid touching you even if your butt was pressed impossibly close to him.
"Hood?" You asked nervously, feeling something pressed against you. "That is a gun, right?"
"I'm flattered, sweetheart." He chuckled, "It's a 9 millimeter, but don't worry safety's on"
"Uh-huh" You acknowledged his response, more worried about not panicking at the thought of being squeezed to death. It didn't occur to you earlier that you might die today. Well, it did, you just didn't have to accept it until then. In your desperation you tried wriggling your arms out, at least to get some room to breathe. The binding plant was right above your waist, constricting your lungs.
"Stop squirming like that."
"Sorry, I-"You gasped, on the verge of tears "god, what if I die? My friends won't have anything to say at my funeral"
"Hey, take a deep breath." You felt his hands on your hips, his thumb gently tracing circles on your back as the rest of his hand kept you in place, grounding you. It was comforting; he was trying to make you feel better, and you appreciated the thought. He leaned down his head until his forehead rested on top of your head "You are not dying, okay?"
"Okay," you repeated, your voice weak but less panicked.
"Besides, if we're having a bad funeral competition, I'd beat you for sure" He joked, trying to distract you "What were you doing here?"
"I uhm, I was walking my friend's dog, she's out of town for her sister's wedding"
"What's it called?"
"Anne Boneyn" Your response was met with a full belly laugh from him, it's almost contagious as you had to push your lips together and hold back a smile to avoid joining him.
"I'm sorry, whose idea was it?"
"Mine," you blushed, "only because she named my cat Joan D'cat"
He laughed again, and if you weren't scared for your life, you wouldn't have known how to feel about him so close to you.
"Wait until you hear about my other friend's turtle, Mary Shelley" You added inciting his laugh once more. It was a bit of a contradiction to see a man you know for a fact has killed many people before laughing this much over bad puns, but you felt flustered and a little proud that you were able to do that.
"I'll tell you something; when we get out of this, I'll help you find Anne, hopefully with her head still attached," He offered.
"Hey" You laughed "that's not helping "
As your laughs died down and you were reminded of his hands still on you, you started to wonder if Red Hood was single, you'd kill him if he was your boyfriend and found out he had a moment like this with another girl. You have to stop yourself from getting even more delusional, this was probably a random Thursday for him, and you had no reason to feel bad or even jealous of an hypothetical girlfriend. You brushed off how he made you feel, attributing it to either the adrenaline of the moment or the fact that he's quite attractive and you haven't had any contact with a guy in a while. You really couldn't help but grow a little crush on him when he's so reassuring, telling you that you'll be okay
Then you hear steps, both of you suddenly going quiet. You could see some plants moving, but not her or any other vigilante, though the latter would surprise you more since you heard Red Hood usually works on his own, and you've seen a few news articles of him and Batman beating the shit out of each other.
"We're far from Crime Alley, Red Hood" You could finally make out where she was through a cracked lens, was she always that green? or was her skin changing?
"I just happened to be in the neighborhood" He replied before whispering:"Try to distract her"
She made a face of what you could only describe as disdain, and she was about to leave when he nudged you to get her attention. If you could turn back, you would've shoot him an exasperated "what the fuck do you want me to do?" look. You grunted from the vine getting tighter and decided to do as he said.
"Can I ask you something?" You rolled your eyes at what you said, anyone with a quick wit would've told you that you already had. "Why the whole display of power in the middle of the city?"
"Why?"
"Yeah, don't get me wrong, I agree with the whole men are killing the planet thing" You took a deep breath and she noticed, loosening a bit the vines so you could talk "But why the park? It's the only place people in this city get to see some green... besides the botanical gardens, but we are right next to them."
"Are you saying I'm wrong?"
"No I-uhm, I'm just saying you got the target wrong" You quickly added before you made it worse "You know it's not the average person that's killing nature?"
"It's men's greed that is killing the planet"
"Still, in a shorter run, you'll get better results if you aim higher," You reasoned "You should go after the factory outside the city that's been polluting the water, or the biggest oil company you can find, or-"
"Hm," You were both surprised to see her actually think about it "I suppose I could try"
What? You were just rambling, trying to buy time for whatever plan Red Hood's got. You were not expecting her to take your suggestions seriously, and neither was him when he whispered a "what the fuck?" under his breath. Once she starts walking away and turns your back to you two you quickly move your head, shooting him a look that asks the very same question he had.
"And don't even try following me," she warned, you knew that was for the vigilante behind you. You were not going anywhere that isn't your own bedroom after this "my plants will let you go in half an hour"
You were at a loss for what to do for all that time stuck there, hopefully you could free yourselves faster. Though you wouldn't mind spending the time with him. You mentally scolded yourself for thinking like that, you needed to stop being so delusional. Lucky for you, he did have a plan, so as soon as the grip lessened up, he was able to get his arms out and cut off the vines.
"Are you going after her?"
"Nah, sounds more like the bat's problem to me" He shrugged, " 'sides I promised to help you find Anne"
He kept up that promise, he helped you call out and look for your friend's dog until you found her—alive and with her head still on her neck. You figured it took you around the same time you would've been trapped had he not cut you off earlier. Saying goodbye to him was surprisingly awkward, as if he didn't want to leave either. At least until he noticed a few police officers, then he really made a run for it, but not without waving as he left.
He nagged himself for that, letting his guard down that fast when a pretty girl was nice to him. Then reprimanded himself even more when the urge to find you got too intense and ended up investigating you. And felt equal parts, bad for watching you and relieved to find out you didn't have a boyfriend. Told himself it was for your safety when he made sure you got home safe late at night, and convinced himself he was doing you a favor when he fed your cat on the balcony when you were out or sleeping.
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"Fuck," Is all that left your lips when he fell on the floor. Where did he even come from? You were looking at the city lights, distracted, when you heard someone stumbling and grunting.
When you turned to see the very same vigilante who you met a few weeks ago, saying you were shocked fell short. It's rare that you ran into him once, but twice? That's got to be luck-- or its opposite. His muzzle was shattered, God knows where the rest of the pieces fell, he was also covered in blood and holding his side as he tried to sit up. You managed to move amidst the initial surprise, and leave your cigarette on the ashtray to help him up.
"Hey, are you okay?" You asked, guiding his back to rest against the wall.
"Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine," He repeated, as if he was not only trying to convince you but also himself, "It isn't my blood"
"You sure?" The way your hands lingered on his form did not go unnoticed, not that he minded at all.
"I'm just bruised," He explained before looking up. Of course, he'd end up at your building, and just by chance, you happened to hang out on your rooftop. "It's you again"
"Yeah, It's me" You held back a smile, he remembers you? You'd thought by now your face would've phased out of his memories, mixed along with the other people he must have helped.
"What are you doing here?"
"I live here-"You rolled your eyes, avoiding the real reason to be at a rooftop at 4 am. You could tell his eyes lingered on yours even under the mask before he looked up and saw the ashtray on the ledge. With renewed energy he got up, still using the wall to help himself. "Wait!"
He raised an eyebrow, and before he could make any witty comment, you beat him to it.
"I only do it when I'm stressed, okay? Not that I owe you any explanation"
"I get it," He sighed, reaching out for the pack and getting one out of the little box "You mind?"
You shook your head no, handing him your lighter. You watched him drop the broken muzzle and take the first drag with so much attention you had to tell yourself to stop being so awkward. You flicked the ashes off your own before your eyes went back to him. Jesus, what a fucking jawline, and now you couldn't stop looking at his lips. He was going to think you were weird if he caught you staring like this, or at least you thought that. Not that you would know he had been looking out for you since you met. From a distance, of course.
"I didn't get your name last time" He knew your name, you knew a guy with his resources probably already knew the answer. But you indulged him, saying your name out loud for him, "that's pretty"
"Thanks"
"So what's got you stressed out enough to be smoking this late," He said your name. You liked the way it sounds coming from his voice; he liked the way it rolls off his tongue so easily.
"Had the worst night out, ever" Now it was your turn to sigh, leaning in to rest your arms on the ledge. He was eyeing your outfit now, an oversized hoodie clearly thrown over a going out outfit, black tights and heavy boots visible under it. And if you leaned forward just a little bit, he could see a bit of the miniskirt your hoodie was hiding. "You?"
"I've had worse, had better" He shrugged, intentionally giving you a vague answer. He wasn't going to tell you about his activities, no normal person wants to hear about that much violence.
"Really?" You raised an eyebrow, your tone was playful, and he knew you were about to tease him "You seem pretty fucked to me, or should I have seen the other guy?"
"Hey, I've got no open wounds tonight" He smirked and you wanted to scream, why was that so fucking attractive? "I'm counting that as a win"
You let out a chuckle, and you just missed the way his lips curved up in a smile when you left the cigarette butt on the tray. His eyes followed your movement, looking at the lipstick-stained cigarette for a few seconds before returning his focus to you.
"Were you born here?" He asked
"Nope, I moved a couple of years ago for college"
"How's that going?"
"I'm getting my masters now" You shook your head, looking up at him before continuing "What about you? Are you a full fledged Gothamite?"
"Loud and proud" He joked, getting you to laugh loudly.
"Of course you are, I can't imagine getting a costume and going out to fight criminals every night" You teased.
"Hey!" He tried to sound offended at your remark, but he couldn't hide the smile he was fighting against, so he opted for changing the subject "I'm sorry, what did you say you were studying?"
With that, he got you to tell him about your masters, how you got into that field, and what you liked the most.  You also got him to talk a bit about himself, even if he was not willing to give you that much information. Both to protect his identity and not to scare off the first girl he's had a crush on in a while. You both steered closer and closer to the other as you talked, close enough you could smell the intoxicating mix of gunpowder, sweat, and whatever cologne he used.
"Can I be nosy for a second?" You bit your lip at the risky question you were about to ask. He just nodded, his hands itching to touch you again, to wrap around your hips like they did last time he saw you. "What's the deal with you and Batman?"
"What deal? There's no deal" He brushed it off, he was about to take a step back when you stopped him. Pulling him in by grabbing his clothes, an eyebrow raised and a "do you think I'm stupid?" expression. "We don't get along, 's all"
"Really?" You knew you were pushing your luck.
"He hates me, I hate him" He explained, hoping to put your growing curiosity to rest.
"In my opinion," Your voice was soothing, and so was your hand on his chest. He didn't know how long it had been since he was touched like that; "hate like that can only be born out of someone you loved"
"He thinks I'm bad, they all do" You noticed how weak and sad his tone turned.
"I don't think you're bad, if it's worth anything"
He moved one hand up to cup your cheek, and he stared at you tenderly for a moment. It happened fast, his lips crashed onto yours in a second. You hummed, tasting the left over taste of the smoke, stood on your tip toes, hands fisting at his clothes to maintain some balance as he leans down too. His other hand rested on your back, but not too low trying not to push his luck with you.  And he kissed you like he had something to prove, whether it was to you or himself you were not so sure of. What you were sure of was how warm he felt, your body pushed up against his in the cold, windy night. It felt like a consolation prize after such a terrible night.
And he wanted to tell you that he wished he was a normal person, that he had a normal life, and he could date you without it meaning a death sentence to you. But all it comes out is; "I wish I never met you"
"Excuse me?" You gasped, pushing him off "What a weird fucking thing to say after kissing someone"
"No—I mean" He sighed, hands cupping your face once again. You just couldn't resist that. "You're pretty, and funny, you should be kissing someone normal"
"I think I can make that decision for myself"
"I should go" He let go of you, and you grew colder by the second, already missing him before he left.
"Wait," You tugged on the hood hanging on his back. He turned back to see you, anything to make the moment last more. "I usually come up here on Fridays, in case you need to talk to someone"
He just gave you a court nod before jumping off, and you could only stand there and think about what just happened. Despite his better reasoning, he found himself swinging by your rooftop that Friday, and the one after, and all the next ones for the foreseeable future.
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a/n: I mentioned in my birthday drabble that poison ivy called reader "her favorite hostage" and this is why, so technically part of the birthday-verse?
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urfavfakeblonde · 3 months ago
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ꜱʟᴜᴛ!
"Everyone wants him That was my crime, The wrong place at the right time, And I break down, then he's pullin' me in-- In a world of boys, he's a gentleman."
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warnings: insecurities, just fluff and kisses <3
The light peers in from the half closed window, a gentle Brooklyn breeze pushing past cotton curtains. I let out a sleepy sigh, rubbing my eyes as I sit up upright in bed. A soft snore enters my ears, foggy eyes glancing at his sleeping form. He looked so peaceful, something hard to come by these days. I allow myself to smile, running a hand through my hair. My gaze reaches the clock across the room reading 9:17 am. I lift the sheets off my body, slipping quietly out of bed towards the bathroom. There was something so refreshing about the coolness of the wood and tile beneath my feet, tank top and shorts welcoming the morning breeze. I take my toothbrush carefully in my tired hands, squeezing a dollop of toothpaste onto the bristles. I run it under the water before bringing it to my mouth, closing my eyes as to earn just a few more moments of slumber. As I brush, I glance at my reflection in the mirror, which was enough for me to look back down at the sink. I recalled why I was so tired--the party. It was silly really, just another event for billionaires to get together and get drunk while they talk money. Bucky and I had been on an undercover mission, just gaining intel on our targets. It was an easy evening, one that we had to stay separated while doing so, but relaxing. I casually sipped the drink in my hand, flinching slightly when a hand was placed on my lower back. I tried my very best to act casual, like it didn't bother men that a creepy, drunk man had his hand on me, so I smiled. However, my eyes scanned the room for Bucky, sighing in relief when the man was gently pulled away from me. I locked eyes with his storming blue ones, his hands practically twitching at his side. The man was quick to switch his once sex-driven face to one of disgust, clutching his drink protectively. "Fuckin' slut," he mumbled, enough for anyone nearby to hear it. I inhale, setting my drink down on the bar. Bucky was quick to try and fight back, but I placed my hand on his chest as to prevent him from causing a scene when we were supposed to be undercover. "It's fine Buck," I whisper, smiling at him as I gently push him away, trying to focus on the mission at hand. Only one more hour anyway.
I spit into the sink, washing my mouth it water. Setting my toothbrush back in it's holder, I glance back up at my figure. I stared at my outfit first, watching as I instinctively sucked my stomach in. Maybe you are a slut. I'm quick to look away, making my way to my vanity to brush my hair. "Do you just get more beautiful every mornin'?" I set my brush down, turning around to face him. He remains on the bed, eyes full of lust. Lust. I give him a small smile, blush creeping up into my cheeks. I stand up, walking over to the window. Peering outside, it's relatively quiet, traffic not quite starting yet. I see a woman walking down the street, gorgeous body. I look away, sighing as I place my hands on my hips. "Come here," he mumbles, holding his arm out. I swallow, taking his hand in mine. He pulls me on top me, a giggle leaving mouth as I stare into his blue eyes. "God, you look like an angel in this light sweetheart," he says, like he took the most refreshing breath of air. I rest my chin on his chest, hands playing with the strands of his soft hair. It's quiet for a moment, the sounds of people frantically walking down the street with a coffee and suitcase, the gentle hum of a new engine on someone's shiny car, the music of a homeless man's guitar -- but nothing could compare to this feeling. The feeling of genuine love, something worth cherishing. So yeah, when I saw her hand grasp his shoulder at the party, my stomach twisted. Not because I thought he would cheat, (okay maybe just a little overthinking) but because God, she had a body for days. She looked...so effortlessly beautiful. Like she casually found that dress in a store and came here after a going to a fucking yoga class or some shit. Her skin glows under the light, a white smile fresh on her face as he turned around. He kept his gaze on her eyes, instinctive pulling back. Bucky said something to her, but I couldn't quite catch what it was -- I was too busy standing at the bar eyeing her from across the room. It's not like this doesn't happen often, I am well aware of the man I spend all of my time with, but it hurts all the same. And just as quick as it happened, it ended before I could even down my drink. Her face twisted into disappointment, her gaze following his figure as he makes his way through the drunk crowd to me.
"I love you," I whisper, sitting upright to stratal his waist. His hands, flesh and metal, find their place on my hips. "You don't have to say it back or anything," I start, glancing towards the window to avoid his eyes. "Just wanted you to know." I mumble, swallowing hard. His hand reaches up to tilt my face back to him, a beautiful smirk on his face. "Sweetheart, I've loved you since I laid eyes on you." He pulls me back down, connecting his lips with mine. I sigh into the kiss, tearing brimming on the edges of my eyes. How'd I get so lucky? How did I, of all people end up in the arms of a man? Maybe it's his 1940's demeanor, or maybe he really does love me. I recall his hand taking mine, leading us out of the party. I remember my dress. It too was beautiful, even though he told me "You're more beautiful than anything you put on yourself sweetheart."
So if they call me slut, it might be worth it for once.
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starboye · 10 months ago
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starring: lip gallagher x male reader
request: Lip Gallagher and S/N Milkovich Mickey's twin brother (they are not identical), Lip never liked boys until Mickey's brother came back to town, something cute, where they start off sharing a cigar.
warnings: fluff, kissing, smoking, mentions of weed
lip had never ever liked guys, that was his brother ians thing, lip had always been known to fuck bitches, be a smart kid, and you'd occasionally see him around drinking but there was something different about you, y/n milkovich who he just couldn't get out of his mind since the first day he saw you.
"hey who's that with mickey" lip asks ian taking a swig of his beer as he watched you with mickey "y/n, mickeys twin brother" ian answered taking a puff of his cigarette "i didn't know mickey had a brother" lip says "me too but mickey says he's been living with a distant relative for some time and just came back to town" ian says before flicking the cigarette aside and walking into the gallagher house.
lip admired you for a while before following ian into the house, as he slept that night he couldn't get you off his mind, your cute face and beautiful features rolling around in his mind as he layed there, he soon fell asleep but woke up later to the sounds of ian and mickey bickering about something.
he walked down stairs to see both of them arguing and turned to see you leaned against the door frame, you gave him a little wave and rolled your eyes at mickey fighting with ian, lips breath hitched in his throat the moment he saw you, and he looked horrible, hair still a mess for sleeping and in his underwear making you snicker a little.
he ran back upstairs and fixed himself up a little before coming back down stairs and getting something to drink "are they always like this" you ask lip and he nods "it's kind of a normal thing around here" lip nervously chuckles, you take notice to this and get an idea.
"wanna get outta here" you ask pulling out some weed and a lighter from your pocket and showing lip "yeah sure" lip says and you lead the way onto the front porch and sit on the steps, lip sitting down next to you, you could still vaguely hear ian and mickey arguing.
"so you're mickeys twin brother right" lip asks still awkward "id rather just say brother, i don't wanna be known as the twin to that dick head of a man" you laugh rolling up the weed and licking the paper, lip watches the way your tongue laps at the piece of paper.
"how about you" you ask glaring over to lip "huh" lip questions breaking out of his trance on your mouth "i mean your ians brother right" you chuckle "uh yeah" lip stammer "are you okay dude" you ask lighting the weed and inhaling the smoke.
"yeah just thinking" lip lies "well then just stop thinking and do it" you say handing the weed to him and puffing out your smoke "yeah i guess i should" lip says inhaling the weed to gain the courage to make his move, he blows out the smoke and turns to you "hey y/n-" he begins to say but it cut off by the feeling of your lips touching his.
he melts into the kiss and brings his hand to caress your cheek before sliding both his hands down to hold your hips, keeping the cigarette in between his fingers as you both pull from the kiss, his lips still chasing after yours for more contact he was desperate for.
"since you were being to much of a pussy to do it yourself" you laugh and grab the weed from him and smoke it, lip still shocked by the kiss, he actually enjoyed it and he didn't expect that "you guys are so gay for that" you hear mickey say and he takes the weed from you "whatever, fuck you" you chuckle, lip hiding his face behind his hands.
"well look at us now the homo squad" ian jokes nudging lip on the shoulder "that doesn't mean i'm going on double dates with you guys" you say getting up from the steps "oh absolutely fucking not" mickey agrees before you snatch the weed from him "it could be cute" lip finally speaks up "let's think about it over some drinks" ian says and you all start walking to the alibi
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appleblueberry-pie · 4 months ago
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currently going insane over the lack of Yandere!Armin x reader, please deliver 😭🙏
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I Know You Like You Know Me
In which Armin Arlert is getting ready to confess to his friend that is also his muse and he secretly calls his lover. He was very patient and articulated very carefully how he decided to approach you with his obsession over you for so long, until one day you call him out on his behavior. He tries to cover his tracks, but you aren't one to fool.
Text Breaker by @cafekitsune
wc: 3,703 words. i needed this badly. thanks for the request.
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Armin told himself to give it a few days before he confesses. And usually he would take the first chance possible to talk to you if he picked up on something that needed communicating for. But this was bigger than just a simple argument. Bigger than needing help with homework or finding out how you're going to pay off your tuition, because all of these things he knows how to control and handle. He always finds a way to make things right for you. But this...he can't control this. All these years of studying your mind, your actions and little habits, he doesn't know if you'll give a promising yes. He needs a yes from you. He needs you to need him. Just giving basic interest is enough to please him. Fuck, just giving him a chance is all he needs to show you he's everything you'd ever want and need.
For the millionth time that day, he fiddles with his fingers, staring at the ground in deep thought. "Armin...?" The sound of a familiar saccharine voice has him pulling his head up to the sight of you. The worry melts off his face and, instead, paint a natural smile. "Y/n....I didn't realize your class was over yet. I would've met you by the door." He stands to offer his seat to you. You accept and go to sit down, feeling him take your backpack from off your shoulders. "Oh, you don't have to." "No, no, it's fine." He puts it on for you and watches you watch him. He shoves his hands in his pocket to not embarrass himself and feels heat on his neck when you don't break eye contact. "Are you alright? I tried texting you a few minutes before my class ended and you didn't respond. You looked worried when I found you." He shakes his head. "No, I'm totally fine. I promise. Just thinking about if you ate anything yet," He lies. You look up in thought. "Oh, okay. Oh...yeah, I didn't eat anything today." Armin's smile drops and he pulls you to your feet to drag you in the direction of the cafeteria. "What? Why not? Didn't you eat the breakfast I packed for you?" He gives you a concerned look and you remember finding the randomly placed hot meal in your dorm room this morning. You meant to ask him about that. "Wait, that was you? How did you even get into my dorm-" "You need to eat at least three meals a day. This is why you have headaches, right?" He takes you through the cafeteria doors and you purse your lips at him dodging the question. His hand went from your arm to your hand, holding it like it was meant to be there.
He's been throwing you off these past few weeks. And you want to drop it because he is your friend and you've known him for so long. But you catch him staring at you. Hard. It's always when you're not looking and he thinks you're unaware of it, but his gaze is too strong to ignore even if you wanted to. You also know he overthinks everything you tell him because when you tell him about your classes(the only time you're NOT together), you watch him think over your words as if he's playing it in his head. Like he was there when it happened and was trying to see if your memory was correct. Not only that, certain problems have been reoccurring. And for some reason, these creepy things keep happening to you and it always seems too conveniently strategized, like it was specifically meant to happen to you, for you, like the person knew you. You don't even like thinking too hard about the details, knowing how you get when you're paranoid. And the only person you can tell about your issues is Armin. But what if.....
There's a plate of meatloaf and mashed potatoes in front of you. Armin placed it there. He also has a plate, but his doesn't look as good as yours. Gravy sits on top of the mashed potatoes, so beautifully plated. You got a better slice of meatloaf than him. He stares at you, waiting for you to start eating. You pick up your fork and knife, beginning to eat. It's better than you thought and you realize you did need this. He starts eating when you do.
"I know you didn't eat earlier too." "It's not about me." You give him a stern look. He smiles at you. You sink back into your thoughts while you eat and Armin quickly catches onto your silence. He stares at your blank face. He wants to disrupt your peace, but you've already had a long day.
The rest of the day is spent the same way it was yesterday and the day before. Wake up, go to classes, text Armin between classes, meet at the end of your last class, eat, go back to either yours or his dorm to study, talk, go to bed, repeat. If he wasn't so adamant of sticking together all the time, you would probably have more friends and wouldn't be stuck on campus all of the time. As messed up as that sounds, it's true.
The clock on your wall goes twice as slow as you count down the seconds that this "mandatory" study session takes to end. You knew about this chapter already, having studied it over the weekend when you woke up earlier than you usually would. You watch Armin point at the sentence mentioning something important that you don't really care about anymore and you look up at him. He's already looking at you, waiting for you to show that you understood the words coming out of his mouth.
".....Yeah." He smiles and nods, moving onto the next page. You interrupt his focus, calling out to him, "Um...I think I'm ready to take a break now." He doesn't lift his head from the textbook, pointing a finger up, "..Okay, just in a few minutes, it's a little more in this section that I want to make sure you understand." Before you could control it, you heaved a sigh, shoulders slouching. You hated when he made you do things on his terms. It felt way too controlling and you were beginning to get sick of it. His head snaps up at the sound you make, silence filling the room. You don't look at him, focusing your eyes on the desk in front of you.
"We can take a ten minute break."
He closes the textbook and runs a hand through his hair. "Sorry. I guess I just got a little too deep into the material for a second." He awkwardly smiles, expecting you to respond. But you don't say anything in return. He hesitates, but eventually looks over at you, watching you scroll on your phone. He didn't like your silence. He usually can correctly predict you filling in the silence whenever you feel like you have to. But now, you aren't really responding to anything he's saying and he doesn't know what to do. "Did I do something wrong?"
You put your phone down and look over at him. "You've been pretty controlling lately." His heart drops at your words and he automatically sits up straighter. "W-well, I just....have been trying to make sure that you're on the right track recently. You know, with midterms coming up, responsibilities are-" "Okay, yeah. But you're not my parent or anything. We're both grown adults here." Your face is like stone, unmoving, stern and....intimidating. Armin clenches his jaw. Why are you looking at him like this? Talking to him like this? Is he not being a good lover friend?
More silence between the two of you fills the air. Armin's stomach begins to turn.
"....Sorry. I just want to look out for you. I didn't mean for it to come out any other way. I just...care. That's all." You purse your lips before returning to your phone. Armin averts his gaze and finds himself messing with his fingers. How long has he been doing that? He clenches his hands to attempt to hide his nervousness and stares down at the textbook on the table. This wasn't going to be a good look on him. How is he going to confess when you look at him like that? He's never gotten that from you before. Maybe it's something you two need to discuss later on. Yeah. He'll give this a few days to settle. And if it comes up again, he'll find a way to make it up to you. It just....can't happen now. Not when he's so close to getting you to be his.
The rest of the night passes with the usual routine. By the time you're done getting ready for bed, Armin finished dropping all of his things off at his dorm. He takes a deep breath, sitting on his bed. He needs to go to sleep. He lays down on his bed, on top of the covers, still fully clothed and an arm over his eyes. He's tired and completely drained from today. He needs to go to sleep. Images of you flash in his mind. You eating. Your enticing gaze. Your frown. Your pouting. Your smile. Your smell. He needs to go to sleep. He clenches his jaw, imagining holding you in a tight hug, your body molding perfectly into his, your warmth in his hands and the smell of you imprinting on his brain. Everyday, you remind him of why he's crazy over you and you don't even have to try too hard. He just wants you all to himself.
I need to go to sleep, he tells himself as he speeds towards your room again. He timed it perfectly last time. He knows your full night routine takes about forty minutes. And he surely spent every single one of those minutes thinking to himself how soft your lips taste and how your hands feel on him. His body feels numb, but fully functioning. Blood rushing through his veins, making him sweat at just the thought of you. He hates, absolutely despises, this side of himself. He feels like he lost control of his mind, letting his body tell the story every time he gets this way. He thought he stopped this habit over a month ago, but here he is, ready to see you again. He needs to see you. At least check that you're okay. That's just what he tells himself, but he knows he's only here because he wants a reason to stare at you.
There's a plain of grass behind the dorm building you live in. You're conveniently placed on the first floor, your window at the perfect height for Armin to peek in, and that's exactly where he is, peeking in past your blinds to your sleeping form. His breath fastens, but he tries to stay quiet in case he's too loud. He looks around to make sure no one is out here, but it's just grass and the moon shining down on him.
Fuck, you look so beautiful. That's the big shirt you always wear to sleep. He doesn't know if you have your sleep shorts on underneath the blanket, but that doesn't matter. No...it never took much. His hand sneaks down to the stiff bulge between his legs, eyes stuck on your form. This is wrong. He told himself it's wrong and he knows you'd absolutely hate him for this. But thinking about your eyes on him has him grabbing his hard-on through the pants.
Your hot breath on his neck, telling him he's all you can think about.
Promises of staying together until death tears you apart from each other.
He needs you to want him. He needs you to need him.
Sweat drips down his forehead and his eyebrows are knit together, eyes squeezed shut as he lets himself believe the dream. One hand on the cold wall, the other squeezing his throbbing cock. Fluid leaks from his tip, making the friction a little better than before. He imagines it's you touching him instead of his own hand and it makes his soft pants turn into soft whimpers. He wishes you saw him fucking his own hand just to let him into your room and hold you. He wishes you'd love him and let him love you the way you deserve. He wants nothing more than to just be with you and it aches that you can't see that he loves you.
He opens his eyes and peeks into your window again. Still asleep. But now you're facing his direction. There's those beautiful eyes. Those eyelashes, cheeks, lips and nose that he adores. Open your eyes please, he tells himself in his mind. He wants to see those eyes on him just once, knowing it'd ruin everything between the two of you. He wishes he was in your room again like last time. Being in the closet is so much more intimate than standing outside the window. He misses the smell of you and the sound of your snores. Fuck, he's close.
His knees can't hold up for longer and his thighs are wobbling. His hand tightly grips what it can of the wall and his eyes nearly roll when you shift again. His forehead rests against the wall as he spurts out onto the grass, whatever thought going on in his head melting away entirely. Little gasps leave his mouth as he drains himself, hand slowing down.
He sits there for a second to catch his breath. Silence and a cool breeze brings him back to Earth. He opens his eyes, dizzy. This should be the last time. But he doesn't seem to hold himself to the small promise when worst comes to worst. When he looks into your room again, you're not there anymore. He freezes, body rigid. Did you see him? Did he wake you up? Where did you go? He quickly pulls his pants back up and when he's about to leave, you still don't come back.
He takes his leave.
Today, you complain to him that you didn't really get rest last night. He can't get those words out of his mind. 'Yeah, I don't know, I just couldn't really stay asleep,' you said. It seems too convenient to him. He was paranoid the entire time you two ate. Every time he looks up at your face now, you seem to not really realize how important those words mean to him. The sun was beginning to go down by the time you two reach his dorm room to study. Time felt slow like he was anticipating something shitty to happen, but you didn't really seem to care about how he felt. He hopes it doesn't show on his face.
When you smile up at him, his face relaxes a little. You were talking to him more today. He feels bad because he hasn't really been speaking much. You ask him questions about your homework and he answers. You even cracked a joke, laughing at it yourself. It gets him to loosen up a little. You must've had a bad day yesterday. He hopes it doesn't get like that again.
He offers you a snack during the study break. You accept the granola bar and begins to snack on it. While you eat, he slips out of the room to go to the bathroom.
He walks down the hall, taking his time. His head is low as a few football players pass him, loud and disruptive. He watches them go into a dorm room, not really caring about how annoying they all are to everyone else on the floor. Armin opens the bathroom door, passing his reflection in the mirror. He isn't like them. Isn't as tall as them. Doesn't have their humor. Isn't muscular or anything. He's nerdy, talkative, and doesn't have anything going for him besides his obsession over you. He couldn't fix himself even if he wanted to. But he will do anything if it meant making your life as fulfilling as possible. You're his only hope. His air. His soon to be lover. He's gonna make it right. He has to.
When he comes back, you're back to your work, reading the textbook. He sits down next to you and skims to where he last was. It's silence for a little bit, then he feels your eyes on him. He slowly looks up, meeting your eyes. He gives you a small smile, expecting you to say something. But you just stare at him. His smile stops growing as he watches you stand up.
"Stand up."
He wants to say something, but goes against it, curiosity taking over his will to speak. He stands and looks over at you. You're staring through him. But it's not a stare he's used to. You look like you're looking to humiliate him or something. It makes his neck heat up.
"Is there something that you want to tell me?"
Armin has a million thoughts of all the pervy shit he did not too long ago and settles on shaking his head. "No...? Why? Is something wrong?" A scowl grows on your face at his answer. Does she know? The question flashes through his mind before he can stop it and his heart begins to race. Not now. You walk around to the other side of the desk to lean on his night stand by his bed. "Come over here."
He meets you by his night stand and runs one of his hands through his hair. "I-if something's wrong, please tell me. I don-" "Open this." You point at the top drawer. There's three. You just asked for the first one. His stomach drops at the realization. You looked through his shit. You know about your underwear in his drawer. You saw that he's a nasty fucking stalker that snuck into your room and used your clothes to get off. You hate him. You don't love him anymore.
Your eyebrow raised at his face. Armin is suddenly completely frozen and is staring at you with a disturbing expression you can't describe. You wave a hand in front of his face. It doesn't make him move or blink. You knew he was up to some shady shit. You step forward and that makes him move. "Armin, open it." He opens it. Regular school materials. Pencils. Tape. Sticky notes. A small, hand-sized notebook. You close the drawer.
"Open this one."
Everything he worked so hard for. Years and years of dealing with his own mental state, learning about how to handle himself before he approaches you. Patience got him this far only to ruin it for himself in the end. He doesn't feel so good. He feels sick. His head begins pounding. Armin shakes his head, his eyes glossy.
He sees the anger in your eyes. How long have you known? You go to open the drawer yourself, but his hand clutches yours with a strength you didn't know he had. The grip is too tight and it hurts. You turn your head. His eyes are wide open, veins poking out of his forehead and neck as he pants. "Don't." A surge of energy bursts through you as you snatch your hand away from him.
"I already fucking know what's in there, Armin. You think I'm stupid? All these months of you stalking me. Following me into my class, sitting in the back of a room like a fucking weirdo. Babying me all of the time. Treating me like your wife when I've never even seen you as anything more than a friend. You know, I tried." You begin to rant and Armin shakes his head as if that was going to stop the truth from pouring out of your lips.
"I really wanted this to work between us. But....you don't know how to be normal. I just wanted something normal, I wanted a normal college life, I wanted friends and to party on the weekends.....and do all of these fun things that would...make me feel like me. You just like having someone to control-"
"That's not true! I really do love you! I want you to be happy, just- just tell me whatever-" He gives you a desperate look, reaching his hands out to you even though you back away at every step he takes forward. "No, no, no. Not with you. I can't always be with you. Don't you understand that?" You looked like you were trying to keep piece of your patience and sanity together, and Armin wasn't any better.
"But I love you, Y/n." He closes the gap between you, a distance he dreamed of closing between the two of you. Your eyes widened, hopefully in realization and love, he thinks. His hands hold yours, you stare up at him while he looks down to you just like he always wished to. He ignores your shaking hands. "I've loved you for as long as i've known you. You- you make my heart beat. I think of you when I wake up and go to sleep. I make you meals in the morning, keeping you in mind. I want to wake up with you there and go to sleep with you in my arms. Everything I dream of at night can be with you because you complete me. You're all I need."
His face relaxed into a loving gaze. It looks so true, so real. You never watched a man's face go through emotions so quickly before. Never met someone so obsessed with someone he can't have. His heart skips a beat at every breath you take and you finally realize that the man you've allowed into your life is someone you were told about a million times. He's a stranger. A monster with delusions strong enough to kill reality. This isn't Armin Arlert. You don't know who this man is.
Silence.
It's okay, he thinks. It does take a second to process a love confession. His gaze goes down to your lips, waiting for a yes to come out.
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arcadia-smith · 4 months ago
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One touch
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Part 1 // Part 2
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader
Summary: You’ve lived your whole life carrying pieces of others—memories, emotions, pain. A single touch is all it takes. You never meant to fall for Bucky Barnes. Not when one touch showed you the full weight of his past—every wound, every scream, every drop of blood spilled. But the problem with avoiding someone is that it only makes you want them more. And Bucky is just as drawn to you as you are to him.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: Bucky's memories, kinda slow burn.
Note: Might be inspired by that one POV I saw ages ago. Finally, wrote smth on it.
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You’re careful, always. Gloves in the winter, long sleeves in the summer, avoiding unnecessary contact. But you weren’t expecting to meet him that day. You weren’t expecting his steel-blue eyes, the hesitant way he reached for you, the calloused warmth of his palm.
James Buchanan Barnes. You thought maybe it would be something vague, like the usual flickering memories you caught from strangers—forgotten birthdays, the feeling of laughter in their ribs, the taste of their last sip of coffee.
But the moment your hand slipped into his, you knew you had made a mistake.
Pain.
It surged through you in an instant, stealing the air from your lungs, making your knees nearly buckle under the weight of it. The sharp bite of a knife slicing through flesh. The suffocating grip of restraints against metal wrists. The echo of voices shouting commands in Russian, the chilling sensation of being stripped down to nothing but a weapon. The screams. The red star. Blood, so much blood—on his hands, on his soul, dripping onto snow-covered ground. The sensation of metal replacing flesh. Terror. Rage. Regret. The unbearable weight of loss.
You ripped your hand away, eyes wide, heart hammering. Bucky was staring at you, brow furrowed in confusion.
"You okay?" His voice was rough, but his concern was genuine.
You force a smile. A lie. “Yeah. Just—just got a little dizzy.”
It’s the first of many lies.
You avoided touching him after that. It was difficult. Bucky's a tactile person, more than he realized. A hand on your back when guiding you through a crowded space. Sitting beside him on mission briefings, careful not to let your knees brush. You handed him files with your sleeves pulled over your fingers. You trained in the same room but always kept your distance. It was exhausting, this careful, deliberate avoidance, but you had no choice.
He was kind, in a quiet, unassuming way. He made you coffee in the mornings when you were both in the compound kitchen too early for anyone else to be awake. He told you about the books he had been reading when sleep didn't come. He listened when you talked, really listened, like what you were saying was the most important thing in the world.
He made you want things you shouldn’t.
But you knew what was inside him. You felt it. You felt him break, over and over again, and you didn't know how to hold that without breaking too.
Bucky wasn't just the things Hydra made him do. He wasn't just the broken memories and the pain. The way he always waited for you to enter a room first. The way he softened when he talked to Sam’s nephews. The way he looked at you sometimes, like he wanted to say something but didn't know how.
He remembered things about you, little things you barely noticed about yourself. And it terrified you because you were falling for him.
And worse? He was falling for you, too.
“You don’t like touching me.”
You froze, coffee cup halfway to your lips. You were both sitting in the compound’s common area, the glow of the city outside casting long shadows across the floor.
“I don’t like touching anyone,” you corrected.
Bucky didn’t look convinced.
"Steve told me you have some kind of.. gift or whatever he called it." He huffed.
"A gift," you shook your head. It was all but a gift. "i can see.. and feel... memories of a person, whenever I touch them."
“What did you see, when you shook my hand that first time?” Bucky questioned, not knowing if he really wanted to hear the answer.
You hesitated. He deserved an explanation, an answer, but how could you explain something like this? How could you tell him that touching him had nearly broken you? That you’d spent weeks trying to separate your own thoughts from the pain you’d absorbed? That even now, sometimes, you woke up gasping, ice spreading through your veins, memories that weren’t yours pressing against your skull? He didn't deserve that. After all he'd been through.
"You were quite a skirt-chaser back in the day." You shrugged, hoping he'd let go of the topic.
Bucky let out a short laugh, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “That’s what you saw?”
You forced a smile, lifting your cup to your lips. “That’s what I’m telling you I saw.”
You weren’t sure if he was buying it, but either way, he didn’t push. Instead, he leaned back against the couch, stretching his metal arm along the back of it, close but not touching.
“You know,” he said after a beat, “I might’ve been a flirt, but I was always a gentleman.”
You raised a brow. “That so?”
“Absolutely.” He smirked. “Always asked for a dance first.”
You huffed, shaking your head. “How chivalrous.”
Bucky chuckled, but you could feel the shift in the air. He hadn’t forgotten your deflection. The momentary ease between you wasn’t enough to erase the unspoken weight of his question.
What did you see?
What did you feel?
You didn’t have the heart to tell him the truth.
The ice-cold metal of an operating table. The burn of a shock collar. The sting of a fresh wound being ignored, a voice barking orders in Russian. The absolute, gut-wrenching terror of realizing—over and over—that you weren’t in control of your own body.
And beneath it all, buried so deep it nearly went unnoticed—loneliness. A yearning for something, someone, anyone to remind him he wasn’t just a weapon.
You couldn’t tell him that.
So instead, you clung to the lighter pieces, the moments before the pain, before the war. The golden haze of 1940s Brooklyn, the warmth of laughter, the way the air used to hum with the promise of something better.
“Steve always said I was a pain in the ass back then,” Bucky mused, snapping you back to the present.
You glanced at him, offering a small smile. “Some things never change.”
That made him laugh, real and genuine this time, and for a moment, the weight in your chest lightened.
The next few days were a blur of subtle moments, quiet exchanges, and the uncomfortable tension that lingered between you and Bucky. You tried to keep your distance, pretending that everything was fine, but the truth was far harder to swallow.
Every time Bucky walked into the room, the pull was undeniable. You’d find your gaze drawn to him, and when he caught your eye, you’d quickly look away, as if your body was betraying you, desperate for something you couldn’t have.
And then there were the little things—the way his presence seemed to fill the space around him, the way his voice softened when he spoke to you, like he was trying to break through some invisible barrier that you’d put up.
You didn’t want to feel that pull. You couldn’t afford to. Because no matter how much your heart ached to close the distance between you and him, you knew the consequences.
That afternoon, when you were leaving the training room, you almost collided with Bucky in the hallway. He stepped back just in time, his eyes flashing with surprise as you tried to regain your balance.
“Easy there,” he said, his voice low but steady, his hand brushing your arm to steady you.
You froze. The moment his fingers made contact with your skin, everything came rushing back. The sharp pain of a bullet slicing through muscle, the flash of a bomb exploding too close, the heartache of losing everything that had ever mattered. The memories of the wars he’d fought, of the things he’d been forced to do, filled your mind so quickly you barely had time to breathe.
You pulled away instinctively, your body trembling, your chest tightening as you fought to keep it together.
“I—I’m sorry,” you gasped, avoiding his eyes, your heart hammering in your chest. You didn’t want to look at him. You couldn’t. Because if you did, you might just break, and you couldn’t do that. Not with him. Not when you already knew the kind of pain he carried inside him.
Bucky took a step forward, his expression softening as he reached out, his hand hovering just shy of yours. “You’re not okay,” he said quietly, his voice full of concern. “What’s going on?”
You shook your head, willing the storm inside you to settle. “I’m fine,” you lied, forcing a smile. “Just… tired. Long day.”
Before either of you could say anything more Steve appeared at the end of the hallway, calling out to Bucky.
“You coming, Barnes?”
Bucky hesitated, his gaze lingering on you for just a moment longer, as if he was torn between walking away and staying.
Finally, he exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “I’ll catch up with you later,” he said to Steve, before turning back to you. “We’ll talk soon, yeah?”
You noded and you couldn’t breathe until he was gone.
The next day, Bucky found you in the courtyard, sitting by yourself, your eyes distant as you stared at the horizon. He walked up slowly, as though unsure of how to approach you.
“Mind if I join you?” he asked quietly.
You didn’t look up. “It’s a free country.”
Bucky settled next to you anyway, the quiet between you comfortable for a moment, but not for long. He was too aware of everything. Too aware of you.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asked, his voice low.
You shifted uncomfortably. “No, it’s not that.”
“Then what?” His tone softened, and you finally turned to meet his eyes.
“I told you, I don’t like touch. And it’s not something I can just turn off. And it's hard to be around you... when all I want to do is touch you, for you to touch me, kiss me..”
You got up on your feet but before you could turn, you felt the weight of his hand on your arm, gentle, but firm. Your breath caught, heart pounding in your chest. His touch was warm, steady, nothing like the icy remnants of war that had scarred him, but you still felt the sharpness of his past pressing against you like a shadow.
You looked down at his hand, at the way his fingers barely brushed your sleeve. It was a simple gesture, but to you, it was more than that. It was the invitation. The risk. The question you both had been dancing around.
You swallowed hard, fighting the sudden wave of emotion threatening to overwhelm you. But when you met his eyes, the vulnerability there, the honest want for connection, it nearly broke you.
You wanted to pull away. You wanted to stop, to keep him at arm’s length, but something inside you shifted, and you found yourself taking a step closer, just enough for your fingers to brush against his.
The world tilted.
The memories flooded you—faster, sharper this time. The face of a man who wasn’t quite Bucky anymore, wasn’t quite the soldier he’d been. The ache of betrayal, the desperate longing for redemption. The faces of people he’d loved and lost, the quiet rage of a man who had been turned into a weapon and was still trying to find his humanity.
Your chest tightened as the memories crashed over you, and you gasped, pulling your hand away, stumbling back like you’d been burned.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, your voice ragged. “I—I can’t…”
Bucky’s face twisted, a flash of pain crossing his features “I’m sorry if I—”
“No,” you interrupted, shaking your head. “It’s not you. It’s me. I just… I can’t keep doing this.”
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koyagifs · 5 months ago
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𝓼𝓹𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷
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『pairing』: spiderman! san x reader ft. wooyoung 『au』: marvel | spider-verse | 『genre』: angst | 『summary』: san knew the consequences of being spiderman, but he didn't realize the fact that you would someday be apart of it as well.. 『word count』: 3.4k 『warning(s)』: green goblin, san trying his best :(. Woo to the rescue ( as a bestie )
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San's hands trembled slightly as he handed you the cup, though he tried to play it off by scratching the back of his neck. He avoided your gaze, knowing full well that the guilt of lying to you was evident on his face. Being Spider-Man had changed everything in his life, including the way he loved you.
"Work's just been... crazy lately," he muttered, sitting across from you on the couch. The faint bruise on his jawline, just barely peeking out from under his collar, didn’t go unnoticed.
You narrowed your eyes, setting the coffee down on the table. "Crazy enough for you to miss date night three weeks in a row? And for you to show up looking like you lost a fight with a wall every other time I see you?"
San flinched but forced a weak laugh. "I'm clumsy, you know that."
You leaned forward, concern softening your features. "Sannie, you can tell me if something's wrong. I just... I feel like you're keeping something from me. Is it the job? Did something happen at the Bugle?"
He looked at you then, and for a moment, his heart clenched painfully. You deserved the truth. You deserved to know everything. But the memory of the last time he let someone close to him know about Spider-Man played over and over in his head. The danger, the consequences—it wasn’t worth risking your life.
"It’s just the job," he lied, hating himself more with every word. "Jonah's been running me ragged with all these deadlines. And, uh, there’s this big assignment I’m working on. It’s been keeping me out late."
"An assignment?" you asked, tilting your head. "Does it have to do with Spider-Man? You’re always bringing in those crazy photos of him."
San swallowed hard, forcing a casual shrug. "Yeah, something like that."
You studied him for a moment, clearly unconvinced but choosing not to push. "Okay, fine. But if you’re overworking yourself, promise me you’ll take a break, okay? I don’t like seeing you like this."
San smiled faintly, the warmth of your concern only deepening his resolve to protect you. "I promise."
But as he watched you sip your coffee, blissfully unaware of the world he carried on his shoulders, he knew it was a promise he couldn’t keep.
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The weight in your chest grew heavier as you stared at the blank screen of your phone. No missed calls. No texts. Just the same empty silence that had started to feel all too familiar. You sighed, setting the phone down on the table next to the untouched breadbasket, trying to ignore the pang of disappointment coursing through you.
The restaurant was warm and inviting, filled with the soft hum of chatter and the clinking of silverware. Yet, in that moment, you felt completely out of place, like a painting hung in the wrong gallery.
The waiter approached again, their polite smile faltering slightly. “Would you like to order something while you wait?”
You forced a small smile. “Not yet, thank you. I’m sure he’ll be here soon.”
They nodded, retreating back to the kitchen, but you could feel their pity lingering in the air.
Another glance at your watch. He was over an hour late. This was supposed to be a night for the two of you—a rare moment where San had promised you his undivided attention. No work. No excuses. Just the two of you and the kind of love that had once felt so effortless.
You tried to brush away the doubts creeping into your mind, but they were relentless. This wasn’t the first time he’d done this—missed a date without so much as a word. The excuses always came later, flimsy and unconvincing, but you wanted so badly to believe them because it was San.
" yn? is that you?"
You looked up to see Wooyoung, you gave him a polite smile, waving at him. He was quick to sit across you.
" what are you doing here alone? waiting for san?"
“Wooyoung,” you said softly, surprised to see him. His sudden presence was like a gust of fresh air breaking through the suffocating heaviness you’d been feeling. “Yeah, I’m waiting for San.”
Wooyoung tilted his head, his ever-curious gaze settling on the untouched wine in front of you. “Hmm, how long have you been waiting?” he asked, his tone light but laced with concern.
You hesitated, swirling the glass absentmindedly. “About an hour.”
His eyes widened slightly before narrowing in annoyance—not at you, but at the situation. “An hour? Seriously? What’s he doing, fighting off villains or something?” He chuckled, trying to lighten the mood, but you couldn’t bring yourself to laugh.
You gave him a weak smile. “You know how he is. Work gets in the way a lot.”
Wooyoung frowned, leaning forward, his voice dropping to a softer, more serious tone. “That doesn’t mean he should leave you sitting here by yourself. You deserve better than this, Y/N.”
You looked down at your hands, his words stinging in a way you didn’t expect. “It’s not always like this. He’s just… busy.”
Wooyoung’s gaze softened as he watched you struggle to defend San. He reached across the table, resting his hand lightly over yours.
" why don't we hang out hm? It's been years since we last seen each other anyways"
You glanced down at Wooyoung's hand resting over yours, his touch gentle yet steady. The weight of his words lingered in the air, a mix of nostalgia and comfort that pulled at your heart.
“It really has been years, hasn’t it?” you murmured, a small smile playing on your lips. Memories of late-night adventures and endless laughter with Wooyoung flickered through your mind like an old film reel.
He grinned, his eyes lighting up. “Exactly. So, let’s catch up. No pressure, no strings. Just two old friends grabbing a bite or doing something fun.”
You hesitated, your mind drifting to San. You’d been waiting for him all night, hoping for some time together, yet here was Wooyoung, offering you the one thing San had been struggling to give: his undivided attention.
“Are you sure you don’t have somewhere else to be?” you asked, your voice soft but teasing.
Wooyoung scoffed, dramatically placing a hand over his heart. “Y/N, I’m offended. Do you really think I’d leave you here by yourself after all this time?”
A small laugh escaped your lips despite yourself. “Okay, okay. You win.”
His grin widened, and he gave your hand a light squeeze before letting go. “Great! Where to? Fancy wine isn’t really my style, but I know a killer street food spot nearby. Unless you’re craving something else?”
You looked at him, his enthusiasm infectious. For the first time that evening, the disappointment and frustration that had been weighing you down seemed to lift. “Street food sounds perfect.”
Just as you stood to grab your coat, your phone buzzed on the table. You glanced at the screen to see San’s name flashing, a wave of conflicted emotions washing over you.
Wooyoung noticed your hesitation and leaned closer, his voice low and sincere. “It’s your call, Y/N. But whatever you decide, just make sure it’s what you want, not what you feel obligated to do.”
You met his gaze, his words resonating deeply. Taking a deep breath, you picked up your phone, but instead of answering, you slid it into your bag.
“Let’s go, Woo,” you said, a newfound sense of clarity in your voice.
His face lit up, and he offered his arm with a playful wink. “That’s what I’m talking about. Lead the way, my lady.”
San’s brow furrowed as he swung through the city, the wind rushing past him. His grip tightened on the web-line as he landed on a nearby rooftop, staring down at the glowing city streets below. He glanced at the time on his phone. An hour and twenty minutes late. The guilt he’d been carrying all night only deepened as he realized just how much he’d let you down—again.
San’s mind raced as he approached the restaurant, his heart pounding. What if you were still there? What if you weren’t? The thought of you leaving, of giving up on him, was enough to make his stomach twist.
Swinging down to the alley beside the restaurant, he quickly pulled off his mask, stuffing it into his backpack and smoothing his hair. He stepped inside, scanning the room, but his heart sank when he didn’t see you.
What he did see, however, was the waiter clearing the table where you’d been sitting. The half-empty glass of wine, the untouched breadbasket—it all painted a picture he couldn’t ignore.
San approached the waiter hesitantly. “Excuse me. The woman who was sitting there—did she leave long ago?”
The waiter gave him a look of recognition, paired with mild irritation. “She waited for over an hour. Another gentleman joined her for a bit before they left together.”
Another gentleman? San’s jaw clenched. “Did she say where she was going?”
The waiter shook his head, clearly unimpressed. “She didn’t mention anything. Maybe try calling her.”
San nodded, murmuring a quiet thank you before stepping back out onto the street. His mind reeled as he pieced things together. Another man? Who could it have been?
Then it hit him. Wooyoung.
San pulled out his phone, his fingers hovering over your name in his contacts. He wanted to call, to explain, to beg you to give him another chance—but he didn’t.
Instead, he shoved the phone back into his pocket and started walking, his head hanging low. He’d promised himself he wouldn’t let his double life hurt the people he loved, but tonight, he’d failed you.
And now, he couldn’t shake the image of you walking away with someone who might actually make you feel like you mattered.
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You were laughing at something Wooyoung had said as you two walked side by side.
" so, how are you and San? Surprised that he hasn't put a ring on it just yet?"
You let out a soft chuckle at Wooyoung's playful teasing, though his question hit a little closer to home than you’d expected. “San and I…” you trailed off, the words catching in your throat as you glanced at the ground.
Wooyoung noticed the hesitation and slowed his steps, his usual grin softening into something gentler. “Hey, I was just joking,” he said quickly, nudging your shoulder lightly. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.”
You shook your head, a faint smile tugging at your lips. “No, it’s okay. It’s just…” You paused, exhaling a breath you didn’t realize you were holding. “Things between us haven’t exactly been easy lately. He’s so busy with work, and I just feel like… like I’m always waiting for him.”
Wooyoung frowned, his brows furrowing in concern. “Y/N, that doesn’t sound fair to you. Relationships are supposed to be a two-way street, not one person doing all the waiting.”
You shrugged, your hand brushing against his as you walked. “I know he’s trying, but it’s hard not to feel… invisible sometimes.”
Wooyoung stopped walking, gently catching your wrist to make you turn toward him. “You are not invisible,” he said firmly, his dark eyes locking onto yours. “Anyone who makes you feel that way doesn’t deserve you. And I’m not just saying that because I think you’re amazing.”
You blinked, caught off guard by the intensity of his words. “Woo…”
He held up his hands, taking a small step back to give you space. “Sorry, didn’t mean to go full motivational speaker on you,” he said with a small laugh. “I just hate seeing you like this. You deserve to feel loved and appreciated, not like you’re some afterthought.”
Your chest tightened at his words, emotions swirling inside you. Wooyoung had always been honest—sometimes to a fault—but hearing him say these things out loud made it harder to ignore the doubts that had been creeping into your mind for weeks.
The joyful moment between you and Wooyoung shattered as piercing screams echoed through the street. People began scattering in all directions, panic and chaos erupting like wildfire. Your heart pounded as you instinctively grabbed Wooyoung’s arm, your breath catching when you heard the sinister laughter reverberating above the chaos.
“Green Goblin,” Wooyoung muttered under his breath, his grip on your hand tightening protectively. “We need to get out of here. Now.”
Before you could respond, a deafening explosion shook the ground, sending shards of glass and debris flying through the air. Wooyoung yanked you closer, shielding you with his body as the two of you ducked into a nearby alley.
Your mind raced as adrenaline surged through your veins. “What the hell is he doing here?” you asked, your voice trembling.
Wooyoung peeked around the corner, his face pale but resolute. “Whatever it is, we don’t want to stick around to find out.”
The eerie cackle grew louder, closer, and your stomach churned as you caught a glimpse of Green Goblin’s glider swooping through the air, smoke trailing behind it. He hurled another pumpkin bomb, the explosion lighting up the street and sending more terrified civilians scrambling for cover.
Wooyoung pulled you further into the alley, his hand steady on your back as he guided you toward an exit. “We’ll head toward the subway. It’s safer underground.”
But as the two of you started running, another explosion rocked the area, forcing you to stumble. You looked up just in time to see the glider hovering above the alley entrance, Green Goblin’s twisted grin visible even from a distance.
“Well, well, what have we here?” he sneered, his voice dripping with malice. “A lovely couple out for a stroll? How quaint.”
Wooyoung stepped in front of you, his stance tense but unwavering. “Stay behind me,” he whispered, his voice low but firm.
“Woo, we need to run,” you urged, panic bubbling in your throat.
Green Goblin tilted his head, clearly amused. “Oh, don’t run now. The fun’s just getting started!” He tossed another bomb, but before it could hit, a streak of red shot through the air, webbing it mid-flight and flinging it away.
Your heart skipped a beat as Spider-Man swung into view, landing gracefully between you and the Green Goblin. His suit gleamed under the flickering streetlights, his posture tense and ready for battle.
“Sorry, Gobbie,” Spider-Man quipped, his tone sharp but calm. “Date night’s officially canceled.”
“Spider-Man,” Green Goblin snarled, his grin turning feral. “Always ruining my fun.”
San had to do a double take when he realized who he had just saved. His heart pounded loudly in his ear now when he knew your life was on the line. Goblin noticed his double take, causing him to swoop down and grab you away from Wooyoung who you tried to hold to.
“Y/N!” San’s voice cracked as he watched Green Goblin swoop down, his clawed hand yanking you away from Wooyoung’s grasp. You screamed, reaching out for Wooyoung, but the Goblin’s iron grip held you tight, dragging you into the air.
“Ah, this one’s special to you, isn’t she, Spider-Man?” Green Goblin taunted, his laughter echoing through the chaos. He ascended higher, dangling you precariously over the street below. “Let’s see how well you fight when your heart’s on the line!”
“No!” San shouted, panic surging through him. He launched a web at the glider, trying to pull it down, but Goblin swerved at the last second, sending the web latching onto a lamppost instead.
“Let her go!” San demanded, his voice shaking with barely contained rage. He swung after you, his mind racing. Every instinct screamed at him to act fast, but he knew the Goblin would exploit his desperation.
Wooyoung stumbled back, his face pale as he watched the scene unfold. “San...” he murmured, realization dawning on him. He shook himself out of his shock and turned, looking for a way to help, but the battle raging above was beyond anything he could do.
“Poor Spider-Man,” Goblin crooned mockingly, his glider zigzagging through the air with you in tow. “What will you choose, hm? The girl or the city?” He tilted his head, then suddenly hurled a pumpkin bomb toward a nearby building.
The explosion sent debris raining down onto the street, and San’s stomach twisted. He didn’t have time to think. He shot a web to catch falling rubble, using all his strength to yank it away from the scattering civilians below.
“Stop it!” you cried, struggling against the Goblin’s grip. “You’re insane!”
“Oh, my dear,” Goblin sneered, his grip tightening on you. “Insanity is just another word for freedom.”
San swung toward the Goblin with everything he had, firing a web straight at the Goblin’s arm. This time, it hit its mark. “I said, let her go!” he roared, yanking hard enough to jolt the Goblin off balance.
With a snarl, Green Goblin flung you aside, sending you plummeting through the air. Time seemed to slow as your scream tore through the night.
San’s heart stopped. He didn’t think—he just moved. In one fluid motion, he shot a web toward you, snagging your waist before you could fall too far. He yanked you toward him, catching you in his arms mid-air as he swung to safety.
“Got you,” he whispered, his voice trembling as he held you tightly.
A choked sobbed left your lips as he put you down next to Wooyoung who was quick to take you into his arms.
“Y/N,” Wooyoung murmured, his voice shaky as he pulled you into his arms. He held you tightly, his hand cradling the back of your head as you buried your face into his shoulder, the sobs wracking your body uncontrollably.
San stood there for a moment, his mask hiding the raw pain etched into his face. His chest heaved as he fought to steady his breathing, the image of you being torn from his grasp burned into his mind. He wanted to hold you, comfort you, but seeing you in Wooyoung’s arms brought a sharp ache to his heart.
San’s hands curled into fists as he turned away, unable to look at you in Wooyoung’s arms for a second longer. His heart twisted with every step he took toward the edge of the rooftop, but he forced himself to push those feelings aside. He had a job to do.
Without a word, he leapt off the building, his webs shooting out to carry him back into the fray. The city’s chaos blurred around him as his mind honed in on one goal: taking down Green Goblin and ensuring no one else got hurt tonight.
Meanwhile, Wooyoung guided you carefully through the streets, his arm wrapped protectively around your shoulders as you trembled against him. Your apartment wasn’t far, but every noise—a car horn, a distant shout—made your body tense, your mind flashing back to the terrifying moments from earlier.
“It’s okay,” Wooyoung reassured you, his voice soft but steady. “We’re almost there. You’re safe now.”
You swallowed hard, your throat tight as the weight of everything pressed down on you. Your legs felt like jelly, barely able to keep up with Wooyoung’s steady pace as he guided you toward your apartment. The revelation that San was Spider-Man played on a loop in your mind, intertwining with the terrifying memory of being in Green Goblin’s grasp.
Your fingers gripped the fabric of Wooyoung’s jacket like a lifeline. The warmth of his presence grounded you, but your thoughts were anything but steady. How long has he been Spider-Man? Why didn’t he tell me? Questions swirled like a storm in your head, each one heavier than the last.
Wooyoung glanced down at you, concern etched into his face. “You’re shaking,” he murmured, stopping for a moment to steady you. “Y/N, you’ve been through hell tonight. It’s okay to feel overwhelmed.”
You blinked at him, your lips parting as if to respond, but no words came out. Instead, a tear slipped down your cheek, followed by another, until you were trembling in his grasp.
“I-I don’t even know what to think,” you choked out finally, your voice barely a whisper. “He… he kept this from me. All this time. And I almost—” Your words broke off as a sob escaped your lips.
Wooyoung’s grip tightened, his expression softening as he pulled you into a hug. “I know,” he said quietly, his voice steady and calm. “I know it feels like the world just got turned upside down. And I can’t pretend to know how you feel, but I’m here. Okay? You’re not alone in this.”
You clung to him, burying your face in his shoulder as you let the tears fall. The dam had broken, and everything you’d been holding in—fear, anger, betrayal, confusion—spilled out in messy waves.
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Max and lando with landos win at zandvoort make some fluff
Pretty please 🥺🥺
A/N: I'm so sorry, that I haven't written this I promise it was not forgotten I made it Norstappen x Reader hope that was okay
Oh, how hard it is to be dating two people, but when those two people are currently in some type of championship battle, you don't know how to act. Do you cheer for the underdog, the one thrown to the wolves, proclaimed to defeat the mighty Lion.
Or, do you go for the Mighty Lion, the next coming of the sport that constantly breaking barriers and records, the one who is the proclaimed legend of the sport. You stood in McLaren hospitality as it was Lando's turn to have you there as you stood in Zandvoort, watching he just built the gap more and more.
Covering your mouth you watch as he crosses the finish line the fireworks making you jump as you listen to his radio and hear those familiar words cross his lips. "Oh, Lando," You sigh, knowing this would cause an uproar for Max's fans, but also others would use this to fuel the rivalry that is growing.
Putting down the headphones you walk down as you see Lando celebrate with a simple fist bump, Charles and Max pulling in behind him. You stay back, not wanting to draw attention to you, as people didn't take kindly to you being "friends" with both Max and Lando. Lando looks through the crowd and see you, giving you a small thumbs up, you give it back but turn seeing Max walk past simply clapping Lando on the back as Charles takes his place as his yapping buddy.
"It's always those three on the podium," Someone comments, which has you thinking back making you giggle as they were there for Miami and now here. The podium was one you have remembered for you slink off heading to check on Max, as the sting of losing your home race was not easy, you already experienced it was Lando and Silverstone.
You wait in Max's driver room as he opens the door, drenched in champagne, sweat and God knows what else he's covered in. "Hi," You both whisper as Max stays silent and moves around the room to get changed you merrily watch him. "I heard Lando's radio," Breaking the silence you wait for his reaction but you can see him smiling, wither it was one a predator gives before eating it's pray or one of genuine pride of Lando being so bold, you were unsure.
"Mhm," Is all you can say as Max turns eyeing you, but you give nothing away as you try to always remain impartial the how do you say? Switzerland in your relationship as the war rages sometimes even in the confines of your shared home. "Is it wrong it was somewhat hot of him to do that?" Max asks, making you back against the wall you look up.
"Max, I told you, I would not get involved," You whisper softly as Max raises a blonde eyebrow and smirks, "Calm, I won't do anything," He mumbles and gently presses his lips against your forehead. "I'm going to find Lando, see you back at the hotel," He mumbles, turning on his heels and walking out. It was rather hard to find Lando in the see of orange.
The orange army was out in droves, but so was the papaya fans, it was rather annoying in the moment but Max would deal with it, as he moves around taking pictures and signing stuff he stops noticing the familiar curls he loves to tug and pull, scruff and yank him by. The fans love it, always calling Lando his kitten, oh how true it was.
Moving into the shadows he waits and pounces as Lando yelps and he covers his mouth, Lando fights but stops seeing the piercing blue stare into his sea green. "Simply Lovely," Max whispers as he feels Lando smile against his hand. "Yeah," He mumbles, making the older chuckle and tug him closer and kiss one of Lando's moles. "You were very hot today, told you could beat me," Max whispers making Lando shiver.
"I always beat you," Lando whispers and Max raises an eyebrow as Lando swallows his tongue knowing he just lied big time, "Don't get cocky yet, okay," Max smiles and moves hugging Lando just breathing in the scent of champagne, sweat, and just a hint of Lando's cologne.
"Love you," Lando whispers tugging him in by his waist hiding his face into his shoulder. "Love you too," Max hums kissing his neck making Lando giggle.
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