thefractallabryinth

[thefractallabryinth]

I shifted into my skz dr as a male for the first time and got kicked in the balls. ⋆𐙚 ₊ ° ⊹ ♡ , which made me cry for 20 minutes straight.

aura: -7273737 (I have trauma, I will never shift there again)

However, as a boy, I was really sexy.

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gonna say my ex-friend zion is so stupid and uneducated it's funny

sent in the order in which they were received.

BOY WHEN IM BORED I ACT DIFFERENT TOO!!!!!! CRAZY RIGHT??!?!?!! WE ALL HAVE MOOD SWINGS !!!!!! EVEN MY HEADMATES HAVE MOOD SWINGS!!!!!

I don't just get mad and say "oop new personality!!"

please do a simple Google search before choosing to say shit like this.

Thank you.

[thefractallabryinth]

you know what I mean pookie 🥹🥹🥹🥹

going to piss the host off with this post rq ;3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAMIEEENN WE HAVE TAKEN CARE OF ALL THE LITTLES TOGETHER

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you do realize I'm in cf with you 😭 -kyle

going to piss the host off with this post rq ;3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAMIEEENN WE HAVE TAKEN CARE OF ALL THE LITTLES TOGETHER

[thefractallabryinth]

going to piss the host off with this post rq ;3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAMIEEENN WE HAVE TAKEN CARE OF ALL THE LITTLES TOGETHER

[thefractallabryinth]

I think it's going to take a while for my friend to realize that we're a system.

I mean, I love her and all (/p) and she knows we're a system, but because of me fronting SO MUCH because the system is being crazy sometimes its like we're NOT a system to others, even if they've known us for a while and known we're a system. And because of this I'm kinda guessing it's becoming confusing to my friend. Once when I was still living with my abuser, she asked, "You mean you as a alter or you bodily? Like Kochava?" Like the body is a seperate person, when it really isn't, we share the body. I get it she doesn't know much about systems, and we don't know much about ourself as a system yet either, but I just wish I had a way to explain to her. And sometimes she thinks we are entirely seperate people and not sharing a fucking brain. it's not annoying or frustrating, more stress full. I'ma find some ways to explain to her, but for now I'll just put up with it.

[thefractallabryinth]

the thought that headspace for some systems could be the heads of people in 'Inside Out" and the emotions are frequent fronters :]

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not our foster grandma saying we eat fast to get on our phone. well I'm so sorry we have a slow metabolism and try and purge our food every once in a while, the fuck?

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!! VENT !!

TW: body horror films, mentions of programming, fake friends

okay, so today we finally confronted a few friends because we were basically being treated like a "token" friend. And one of the things I mentioned to one of them was my BRIEF "The Human Centipede" obsession. then they were like "brother your disgusting obsessions with the shitiest things got on my nerves".

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why are you acting like I actually liked the human centipede? I didn't want to have that obsession. it was a trauma response to something that happened in our inner world. you wouldn't know shit about inner worlds though because your uneducated ass thought you had DID but they just "vanished" or "died". not to mention the film itself is so low-quality... not even people who would genuinely enjoy this stuff would like the movie.

and if you find this and wanna know what happened, I WAS ALMOST PROGRAMMED IN THE INNER WORLD BY OUR PERSECUTOR THE HUMAN CENTIPEDE INTROJECT DR. JOSEF HEITER. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE HAS AN INTROJECT OF THAT MOVIE UNTIL AFTER SOME GATEKEEPER DID SOMETHING OR WHATEVER I DONT REMEMBER EVERYTHING BUT OH MY FUCKING GOSH.

i hate them now I wasn't going to but that shit got on my nerves

[thefractallabryinth]

when you're just the femboy or fannon version of your source and it's funny as hell. like YES I HAVE FOX EARS, A TAIL AND AM GAY!!

coming from a Kyle broflovski introject

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add being American and it's the "American health-care system"

Plural working as a doctor call that the health care system

[thefractallabryinth]

so, about that other post someone made.

I, Kyle, am the current host of our system. We have been going through shit recently and one of the gatekeepers spoke to me about possibly retiring as host and being dormant for a while. Why? Because I am a very unstable person at the moment. But I don't know how to go dormant AT ALL and I'm scared to because what if I come out and that ONE persecutor is waiting for me?

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when your host is debating going dormant because he can't handle being the host anymore <<<

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bro I've been laughing nonstop like uhhhhhhhbbbhhI MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY??