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JUDYHOPPSL0VER69 DYING WAS NOT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?

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anyways trans (ftm) Todd Anderson & Genderfluid Charlie Dalton

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blud is the #1 opp

reblog to punch mr perry in the face

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La Vie en rose

Neil sighed his head beginning to hurt from studying the words against the script, he had practically all his lines memorized except for the few spoken in french, specifically when his character was meant to hold an entire conversation in the language.

“je…sais..que-que je-“

he groaned unable to pronounce the words taking a deep breath and repeating them.

“je sais …que je t'aime..” He said the words finally able to pronounce them as the familiar blond walked into their room raising an eyebrow surprised.

“You speak french?” Todd asked shyly setting his things down on the bed as Neil sighed toss the script back on his bed.

“I wish, i have to say things in french for this play i’m doing” the blond made a small o shape with his mouth before taking the book from his desk and playing his walkman as he read, his face focused as a stray piece of hair dangled over his eyes, Neil’s fingers burned to tuck the stray strand of hair behind the others ear but held back still reciting the words over and over.

“je sais que je t'aime”

Eventually it began rolling off his tongue a bit however his accent was anything but believable as he sighed his headache getting worse each time he repeated his he phrase till finally his roommate set down his book and stood up.

“You aren’t saying it correctly.” He said bluntly looking at Neil before holding his hand out for Neil to give him the script which he handed over.

Todd read it carefully, “je sais que je t'aime, n'est-ce pas suffisant?” the words rolled off his tongue leaving Neil in a state of shock and completely flustered, as if this boy couldn’t get anymore perfect.

“i’m sorry…you speak french?!” He stumbled over his words looking at Todd a mix of excitement and shock.

“I learned a bit growing up…” He replied sheepishly handing Neil back the script.

“wait wait so how do you say it?” Neil asked because he needed to know how to pronounce the words and not because his roommate speaking french was the most beautiful thing he’d ever heard.

“je sais..” he said waiting for Neil to repeat after him the two following along with the other through each word.

“je sais que je t'aime, n'est-ce pas suffisant” Todd said again and Neil repeated in a good enough way that Todd gave him a proud smile.

“What does it mean anyways?” Neil asked curiously noticing the slight blush against the others features, god this boy had Neil’s heart doing backflips every second.

“Oh..I know i love you…isn’t that enough?” He mumbled sitting back down against his bed as Neil thought for a second.

“so i love you is?” he asked knowing how dangerous this game he was playing was but so desperate to hear the words come from the others mouth.

“Je vous aime” Todd said softly his eyes meeting Neil’s and oh god Neil’s heart might have stopped.

“je vos-“ he tried to say it knowing he was butchering the pronunciation.

“Je vous aime” The blond repeated slower as Neil stepped closer as they both fell into a rhythm of Todd repeating the words as Neil stepped closer trying to mimic it until Neil was practically standing between Todd’s legs neither breaking eye contact.

“Je vous aime” Todd’s voice was so small practically a whisper that made Neil’s heart sing, there was little Neil loved more then acting but for Todd, Neil would give the world for Todd, he’d give anything to hear him utter those words once more.

“puis-je t'embrasser?” Neil had no clue what he had said all he knew it sounded like a question and all he could do was silently nod before he felt soft lips press against his.

It was sweet and soft but desperate and affectionate, like both of them had been wishing for this for an eternity.

Neil was kissing the most beautiful boy he had ever met, and who apparently spoke french.

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fr fr this show hurts me but i love it

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╭──╯ . . . . .𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃. . . . . ╰──╮

ღ 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘦 ღ : Charlie

ღ 𝘈𝘨𝘦 ღ : minor

ღ 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘴 ღ : he/him

ღ 𝘉𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘥𝘢𝘺 ღ : feb 23

•『♡』•『♡』•『♡』•『♡』『♡』•『♡』•

ღ 𝘕𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦(𝘴) ღ : char, manwhore/j, charles

ღ sexuality ღ : pansexual & trans (ftm)

ღ 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴 ღ : single

ღ 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥(𝘴) ღ : K, C, A, L

ღ 𝘍𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳 ღ : blue & yellow

ღ 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 ღ : coffee, writing, yapping, music, movies, stand up comedy

ღ dni ღ : pedophila, racists, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, zionists,

•『♡』•『♡』•『♡』•『♡』『♡』•『♡』•

ღ 𝘌𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢 ღ : adhd, anxiety, and depression, so apologies if i don’t respond for a long time on days or just spam you.

ღ fandoms ღ : dead poets society, murder drones, maze runner, marauders, south park, ramshackle, indie horror games, analog horror, the walten files, adventure time, holes, the outsiders, etc

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rip neil perry you would’ve loved Broadway slime tutorials

rip todd anderson you would’ve loved wattpad/ao3

rip steven meeks you would’ve loved illegally pirating movies

rip gerald pitts you would’ve loved doordash

rip knox overstreet you would’ve loved social media stalking

rip charlie dalton you would’ve loved snapchat

rip mr keating you would have hated khan academy

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guys i fr need friends so like pls

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please help I need song and idea’s for a Charlie/Knox ao3 fic

i already have Vienna by Billy Joel

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how to get them to reply, no glue no borax

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no cause why are Taylor from sbg and Piper from pjo the same person like what-

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Rest in peace Stanley Uris. You would have hated the 500 piece pennywise puzzle on Amazon.

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GUESS WHOS BACK BITCHESSSS

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can we talk about how Right Where You Left Me by Taylor Swift is literally Mary Macdonald’s song?!?!?

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saw the fnaf movie a few days ago, i can not wait to talk about it!!!!

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about to start linking my spotify and playlists bc idk what to post

if y’all like underground indie, alternative, or hyper-pop then hi hello i’m ur girl ig?

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i don’t know what to post about so…i’m back?