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TW BLOOD

FAKE, NOT REAL

BLOCK DONT REPORT

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melatonin jelly pls start working already i dont want to take maximum dosage of hydroxyzine again >__<

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i wish i could cvt myself in the schizo grown up man way not in the silly "bpd" coquette teenage girl way.

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ummm why did she check my instastory? like hello you kicked me out from ur ig like 2 months ago? i still love you i still cant get over you please please please text me im gonna die without u or leave me forever i beg

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i didnt take my poopoomeds and now my tummy hurts.

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have i already told u that i HATE consumptionism like literally in my country the most popular drug store sells random items for 1pln (its like 0,25$) and i heard my aunt bought most random things she doesnt even need for that price and went to many shops (because its a chain store) and omg i hate when people buy things they wont even use

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i got mad at my mom and my brother cuz they gaslighted my problems as always and now i feel guilty

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my therapist is such a fuckin slut a fuckin piece of bitch she asked me if hiding dangerous items in my house would help me and i said no i have my own razors it would be useless for me AND GUESS FUCKIN WHAT SHE CALLED MY MOTHER TODAY AND ASKED TO COME WITH ME TO THE NEXT SESSION TO TALK ABOUT WHAT SHOULD SHE HIDE, WHAT THE HELL. she tryna make me a complete freak in my mothers eyes and shes like oooh maybe my mother should hide my meds from me WHY THE FUCK SHOULD THIS BE DONE

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hi everyone i was logged out and forgot email to this account, sent an email to the support but they didnt reply, finally i have my account back and i will try to be more active here ❤️

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how do i explain to my therapist that even if i feel the happiest in the world i still want to die

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Pozwólcie mi już zasnąć

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WHAT AM I CONSTANTLY DOING WRONG AND WHAT AM I DOING TO DESERVE BEING SUCH A MISTAKE I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF AT THIS POINT THERES NOTHING TO DO ANYMORE

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DOES MY MOM HAS TO MAKE SO MANY FUCKIN NOISES WHILE EATING A PIECE OF A FUCKIN OLD ROTTEN CHICKEN WHILE I TRY TO RIP OUT MY VEINS OUT IN THE BATHROOM NEXT TO THE KITCHEN SHE IS IN?

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i wish i could just poke my vein or artery it would be so fun to just bleed. btw ive seen a guy out there who was just just piercing through his skin with needles, i dont remember his username, but im planning to buy some needles. i dont want the girl working in the drug store to think im a junkie though.

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took a lil bit too many of my silly pills and told my therapist everything on our first session ever. god i feel like such a slut but i probably wont continue that therapy so

i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again i will never open up again.