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i heard ur looking 4 an 4n4 coach. i can’t be an 4n4 coach but we could be like 4n4 friends? we could text everyday and like keep each other accountable bc im also looking for a coach so we could be like each others 😇😇

Oh my gosh i never saw this guys i would love it

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Im down to 116 ahhhhhhhh finally ive lost some weight

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do you guys also feel like your €d isn‘t valid because you‘re not th1n enough for people to worry?

•block don’t report!•

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i can't even begin to convey how insanely jealous i am of êd ppl who have never binged, can resist binging or just don't binge

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Having an eating disorder is easier.

I’m not saying it’s easy. It’s really fucking hard and awful. However, it’s easier than having to face my life and the things I hate about it. It’s easier than having to deal with the trauma I went through.

I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s easier to focus on my weight and what I eat because it gives me a sense of control I never had my whole life. It’s a good distraction to live in a fantasy world where if I just lose enough weight, everyone will adore me. Instead of the cruelness I’ve faced so far. I get to change something about myself, because I hate myself. Romanticize it, because if I don’t, I’d kill myself.

I like living in a fake fantasy world and worrying about problems that I create for myself, rather than the real problems and pain people have given me.

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It’s getting easier to eat a little bit less everyday 💕

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When you binge and convince yourself you don’t even have an eating disorder, you’re just a fat loser with no willpower 😂🤣 (I’m approaching my 13th reason)

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me when i'm tweaking over the fact that he hasn't texted me back but i literally have an ed 💀💀💀 this is not my biggest issue like go count come calories or smth goddamn 😭

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There's no reason my cal intake should ever be a four digit number

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Down to 116 finally

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it’s always a walk of shame back

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i just feel like we all need this

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Seeing sh on this app makes me feel like im doing it wrong

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found some old memes in my camera roll from like 2016/2017 🥹

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When you say you’re fat and they say no you’re beautiful