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Verbal shut down emojis

verbal shutdown

alt verbal shutdown

alt alt verbal shutdown

nervous verbal shutdown

crying verbal shutdown

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Tagged by @mr-jaybird to do this piccrew

Tagging @totallykel @he-needs-more-whiskey @loftwingsuarus @candydos @teufelinh @nexttothelamp @reluctanthurricane @sanzuwuya

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ALL OF PRIDE EMOJIS SO FAR! ALL FROM DISCORD REQUESTS!

I HOPE ALL OF YOU WILL HAVE WONDERFUL DAY AND WELL WHOLE PRIDE!

IF ANY OF YOU ARE GOING TO PRIDE PARADE REMEMBER:

ALWAYS HAVE WATER AND A SNACK WITH YOU

REMEMBER TO WEAR EAR PROTECTION WHEN NEAR SPEAKERS

DONT SEPARATE FROM THE GROUP. POLICE IS THERE TO PROTECT YOU SO MAKE IT EASIER FOR THEM

IF SOMEONE IS TRYINT TO TOUCH YOU IN CROWD WITHOUT YOUR CONCENT SPEAK UP! DRAGQUEENS WILL DROP KICK THAT PERSON. TRUST ME ON THAT ONE

AND THE MOST INPORTANT HAVE FUN SAFELY

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Sorry I was gone for so long! I'm back now, though!

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Some of y'all be like "Oh yeah I support Cluster B" until they:

Have debilitating cognitive problems

Are depressed

Have emotions that aren't aesthetically pleasing

Don't know healthy coping mechanisms

Have a different view of social norms

Struggle with relationships

Do actions that for you are "obviously purposefully evil"

Explain the thought process behind their actions, not excuse them

Have trauma that just by existing doesn't invalidate yours but somehow that thought scares you

It's almost like you don't support Cluster B, hm.

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i've seen quite a bit of confusion about this, so let me attempt to clear things up :

empathy is the ability to feel somebody's emotions as though they are affecting you personally. for example, somebody tells you "my dog died last night!" -> you now feel as though you've lost a pet personally -> you feel grief and sadness just like the other person. not everyone has empathy. it's a trait some people develop and others don't. some have high empathy, some have low empathy, some (like me) have none.

sympathy is the ability to understand and care about somebody else's struggles, even if you don't feel them yourself. so, somebody tells you their dog died -> you realize how this affects them emotionally -> you care about this person, and are upset that they are suffering. not everyone has sympathy either! it's a scale, just like empathy.

compassion is doing something to relieve another person's suffering or make them feel better. somebody tells you their dog died -> you don't want them to remain upset -> you come up with ways to help them feel better, like offering comfort and distractions, or other forms of support. compassion is a learned trait, not something you can be born with like empathy or sympathy. anyone can learn to be compassionate, although some may struggle more with it than others; it's a skill, just like anything else.

however, none of these are required to be a good person. that's a choice you make on your own accord. i hope this clears things up!

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Hello everyone, so my friend needs forearm crutches because they haven't been able to leave the have for the past 2 weeks. My friend currently lives in abject poverty with an abusive mother and is unable to move out and due to multiple disabilities cannot work and do college at the same time.

I'm trying to help them raise £160 for the crutches that they know will be reliable and sturdy enough to help them. If you can donate anything at all, please send money to

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Narc high-prone.

An alter that is more prone to narc-highs than others. They may be a symptom holder, or something similar.

This is exclusive to those with NPD. Tranid & similar fuck off ^_^

tagging: @sanguinaryfreaks , @crow-collective15 , @deceasedchoir

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BPD, NPD, DPD

ASPD, HPD, AVPD

OCPD, Schizospecs(link), OCD

DNI is listed within my pinned post. Please go read it before interacting with any part of my content. Ask to tag!

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found these on twitter that might be helpful to all rpers who want to make sure their themes and carrds are accessible to all

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Do not shame people for their disorders. Help them instead.

Do not shame people for eating disorders. Whenever it's a lack of eating or overeating. They have that disorder for a reason. Help them instead. Kindly encourage eating if they don't eat. Kindly remind someone who overeats to watch over their food or give them someone to talk to when they feel a need to eat when they are already full. Just anything but shame.

Do not shame someone if they can't understand or process what you are saying. Either put it in a way they can understand, like in writing or dumping down your words, so nothing complex that you are saying would overwhelm them.

Do not shame someone if they have mood swings or manic episodes. Be gentle and calm when they are like that. Or at least respect their boundaries when they are manic. Don't shame them because of what they can't help.

Whatever it is. Don't shame them. People have disorders for a reason and need help. Not shame, discrimination, or demonization.

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rb if your blog is not at all a safe space for these red flags

(image: dreamsexual, zoophilia, p3d0philia/maps, alt map)

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Alter Intro: Checkbook

Name: Checkbook Willows | Emoji: 🧭🗝🌌

Age: 26 | Birthday: September 11th

Pronouns: She/Her | Gender ID: Male

Sexuality: Aroace (acesexual & aromatic)

Role: Task holder, trauma holder, symptom holder, teacher, cartographer, and caretaker

Relationships: Mousetrap (Mother)

Extra: I am an age regressor (0-4) but I won't post much if any agere content

My Boundaries

I don't appreciate swearing, but it's not enforced. Just nothing discrimatory

NSFW is only okay to talk about with me if it's in a vent and such. Nothing unwarranted

I am a little squeamish towards gore

Venting and info dumping is okay

Nicknames are allowed

I am not source separated, and I do not appreciate forced source separation

My Hobbies & Interest

Shows: Bluey, SugarRush, The Distarious Life Of Saiki, Komi Can't Communicate, Pokémon, Carebears, Hells Kitchen, Hotel Hell, Bar Rescue, and Drink Masters

Games: Minecraft, Slime Rancher, Stray, Endling, Not Alone, Shelter, Pokémon, Sonic, Mario, and Undertale

I love Warrior Cats

Object shows and comics

Baking, cooking, and mixology

Psychology and medical care

Plants, herbs, flowers, animals, and everything that is nature

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Welcome to Checkbook Logs! Enjoy your stay!

A blog ran by a DID alter who is a fictive! This is a safe place, and any harassment is not tolorated. Please read this if you are new. This post contained account boundaries and information. Please enjoy it here.

Blog Mission

-Account theme, what the account is dedicated to, and why-

This blog is a place to educate others about disorders, trauma, and plurality. Others can ask questions and even vent to me. But please do give trigger warnings. If not supplied by you, I will supply them myself.

I made this account because I enjoy ehling others, and I have a special interest in psychology. Of course, I don't know everything nor claim to be a professional, but I know enough to say I am good at the topic and I am very open-minded.

About The System

-Disorders and more-

The system I come from is traumagenic, polyfragmented, and fictive heavy. We are mentally and physically disabled. And we are a RAMCOA surivor.

Disorders: Autism, CPTSD, ADHD, anxiety, OCD, questioning NPD, and undiagnosed DID and schizophrenia. we also have brain damage.

Collective name: Fluffy and Floofy

Main account: @thefluffystuffiesystem

My introduction and about me! ^^

-This is just what I felt comfortable sharing-

Do Not Interact

-Results in a report and block-

Basic DNI: Homophobes, transphobes, ablist, pedos, zoos, radqueers, racist, etc

Fetishist: Plurality, ddlg/abl/etc, age/petplayers, assault, introjects/fictives, etc

(Pro)endo/nontraumagenic systems + Anti traumagenic systems

If you demonize systems/alters/people for disorder, source, trauma, etc

Anti xenogender/neopronouns, anti progression, pro SH, etc

18+/NSFW accounts

Accounts based around religion and politics

If you support narcabuse or any disorder abuse

Thin Ice/GIA

-Uncomfortable with but I can tolerate it if done properly-

Roleplay accounts

Gore/graphic accounts

Singlets or anyone who doesn't claim to be mentally ill

Endo/nontraumagenic neutrals

Can Interact

-I support and is welcomed here-

Traumagenic systems

Trusted/informed singlets

Mentally and physically disabled/ill

Therians, otherkins, and furries

RAMCOA and abuse surivors

LGBTQ+ + People of color

Age regressors, pet regressors, and syskids

Xenogender and neopronoun users

Claimed Anons

-Claimed anons and pronouns-

You can claim emojis or words for being an anon. You can also give me pronouns. ^^

Claimed: None