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I want to be normal.

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I just want to be pretty. I just want to be able to look in the mirror and not hate myself. I just want to be able to eat.

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✨ reblog if ✨

You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.

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TW SH RANT!!!

I sh in class and a few other kids reported me and wouldn’t stop staring at me. Even asked if I was doing it for attention. And now I feel so bad and so guilty, I wish I didn’t do that in class. I just feel bad that they had to see it. I had to talk to a councillor again and I’m just over it. I feel so stupid and embarrassed.

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Tw scary

Gaining weight

Reblog if you cried

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Reblog to reach

🍀UGW🍀

before Summer

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What’s your height if you don’t mind me asking? :)

164.5cm, which is about 5’4”.

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Food Rules:

-try avoiding carbohydrates

-no bread

-no cereals

-no regular pasta

-try eating food with lots of fibre

-no nuts

-try avoiding saturated fats

-try avoiding trans fats

-try eating food with lots of protein

-no chocolates

-no eating after 7pm

-no eating before 3pm

Let me know yours!

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I binged and the food was honestly so fucking mid. Peanut butter and biscuits don’t taste as good as they used to, which better fucking help me not binge again. We got groceries delivered and I swear I always binge. I wish I could control the shopping list. But I do control myself.

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I’m so scared for Easter, I really don’t want to binge. I can portion it out in containers and have one each day or every few days. Small portions, very small portions.

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I have school photos next week on Wednesday and I still have so much face fat, I’m not looking forward to it at all. And I’m having fucking nachos for dinner, delicious but so high calorie. Fuck meeeee😭😭😭

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I’m really sick right now, and I’m trying to take medicine, but they have calories. And the strepsils have sugar in them. I can’t do this😭

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I binged but I hurt my knee so I couldn’t use the calories to work out, but I did do two of my assessments I’m currently behind on, so, that’s something.

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Two of my slightly bigger friends have downloaded calorie counting apps, which is a slippery slope, and I have to lock the fuck in so they don’t get smaller than me.

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Tomorrow is Sunday I can reset, I can be better. I can control myself. I can lose weight. I can do this. I won’t b!nge. I can make this right. I can make this better.

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I binged lmao🤣 it’s fine🤣 it’s not like I promised myself I wouldn’t do this🤣 lol🤣 haha🤣

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Weight: 66.7kgs

Had clothes and shoes on, haven’t been able to go to the bathroom in days, and drank lots of water. I’m making excuses to make myself feel better, but it’s also true.

Anyway, it’s the last day of the month, I’m promising myself I won’t binge all March. I believe in myself, and I just have to be consistent.