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STOP TAGGING IT ANGST IF ITS NOT ANGST IM TRYING TO CRY MY EYES OUT AND/OR PUNCH A WALL WHY IS THERE SMUT IN MY ANGST WHYBWYHWYHWYWHWYWHW

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𝗜 𝗛𝗔𝗧𝗘 𝗠𝗬 𝗦𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗟...𝗦𝗢 𝗠𝗨𝗖𝗛...

hello everyone! first of all i'd like to say that thank you so much for almost 1k followers. all of you are so sweet and i'm happy that my work had reached a lot of people and they enjoy it that much. i like sharing you all as you're so encouraging with all the positive comments and once again thank you.

but...i've been on and off for like weeks now, because my school keeps giving us random breaks, but now i will be leaving for school...for three months. this means that i will not be able to update anything or even talk to anyone since i go to a boarding school that doesn't allow phones, so yeah. i'll be back in either september(praying that it's this) or october, and hopefully I'll have new ideas to share with y'all.

anyways, as a 1k special, i was thinking that you could leave your questions in the asks. things you want to know about it. please don't make it too personal though. i will turn on anon so please don't be weird.

i also want to start adding a taglist so let me know what you think about that. it was great spending another week here on tumblr and getting new moots.

see you when i'm back.

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@bluukive @bloodb3nders @sleepdeprivedfrfr

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I would just never poop again...

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄

summary: reader calls out to nanami to hand her toilet paper 'cause she ran out. this is such a stupid idea

your stomach was screaming and crying and punching your insides while you were trying to enjoy your evening. deciding enough was enough, you quickly ran to the bathroom, not locking the door, slid your shorts and panties down in one swift motion and sat on the toilet.

you unleashed the beast for what felt like ten minutes, but as you reach for the toilet paper, your fingers graze cold metal. confused, you turn your head and lo and behold there was no toilet paper.

you cursed under your breathe and bit your lip. you looked around for it anywhere within your reach but there was none at all.

you remembered that you left nanami reading a book but you didn't want to disturb him with your stinky situation, but you had too. you couldn't sit there for longer.

"NANAMI!", you called out, embarrassment weighing on your shoulder but he didn't answer. you took a deep breathe and tried again, "NANAMI!!"

"YEAH..!", he responded, though it sounded a little muffled.

"I NEED TOILET PAPER!", you responded only to hear footsteps approaching the bathroom. the door knob turned and he poked his head in, brows raised.

"what did you need, sweetie?"

"i ran out of toilet paper...", you looked away and he sighed.

"i've told you to check before you need to do anything"

"my situation was urgent. now please can you hurry? you staring at me is getting a little awkward", he chuckles and closes the door behind him.

shortly after, he opens the door and walks right infront of you and hands it to you. you press your thighs together to kind of block the smell but he just smiles at you. "next time, check", he pats your head and walks out the door leaving your heart slightly beating in your chest, face in your hands.

"how long have we been together that he can just stand infront of me as i'm taking a shit?", you question yourself but shrug it off anyways.

at least you now have something to wipe with.

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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seed containers is CRAZY!

I cant use the word balls seriously, but I'll use it anyway

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silly little sketch I made

@bluukive @sleepdeprivedfrfr @bloodb3nders

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height check. how tall are you people in my phone

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i want one. but it'll get one when i move out of my dad's house ..far, far away

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if my future husband does not act the way i write my choso, i don't want him

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . ❝ 𝐖𝐇𝐎'𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐘? ❞

summary: choso makes reader mad and apologizes by getting on his knees for her to forgive him

you were mad at choso and rightfully so. you found three pairs of dirty underwear under the bed as you were doing the weekly room cleaning and you wanted...needed him to know how you felt about this.

your brows were creased, eyes narrowed, hands on your hips and there was an evident frown on your pretty lips as he looked down at you with sorrowful eyes. you had charged at him full force. you weren't screaming but he knew you were angry.

"how many times do i have to remind you, choso?", you ask and he stays silent. he knows that he did something wrong. i mean, human beings do forget. he just forgot...for three days...straight.

"why aren't you answering me?", your arms were now crossed over your chest, foot tapping on the carpet as he still stared at you, shoulders slumped. seeing as he wasn't gonna respond, you sighed, your arms falling to your sides and closing your eyes, trying to relax yourself.

"since you want to ignore me, you can sleep on the couch for the entire week", his eyes widen. an entire week! that's enough time for him to die from the cold not cuddled up against your warm body.

you turn around to leave, but he quickly drops to his knees and locks your legs in his strong arms. "no, please...anything but that..."

he tries to plead but you're obviously not having it. "choso...let go of me"

"no, you're mad at me and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i didn't pick up after myself"

"i'm not just mad at that. you were not answering me when i was questioning you"

his frown deepens. "i didn't mean to. i just didn't want to upset you with excuses you wouldn't like. please, i'm sorry...i-i'll be good boy for you. i promise. i'll listen from now on. i won't do anything to upset you. i'll even wash my own underwear if that makes you happy. j-just please don't make me sleep on the couch...not without you...", he looks up at you glassy-eyed, a pink tint on his cheeks and you have to look away.

choso hugs your legs even tighter, nuzzling his cheek on your thigh as you try to calm your beating heart and heated cheeks. you let out a sigh, "fine. will you really listen to me from now on?"

"oh yes, baby. whatever you say...", he smiles up at you and you return a small smile too.

he was gonna be the death of you...

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄

summary: reader calls out to nanami to hand her toilet paper 'cause she ran out. this is such a stupid idea

your stomach was screaming and crying and punching your insides while you were trying to enjoy your evening. deciding enough was enough, you quickly ran to the bathroom, not locking the door, slid your shorts and panties down in one swift motion and sat on the toilet.

you unleashed the beast for what felt like ten minutes, but as you reach for the toilet paper, your fingers graze cold metal. confused, you turn your head and lo and behold there was no toilet paper.

you cursed under your breathe and bit your lip. you looked around for it anywhere within your reach but there was none at all.

you remembered that you left nanami reading a book but you didn't want to disturb him with your stinky situation, but you had too. you couldn't sit there for longer.

"NANAMI!", you called out, embarrassment weighing on your shoulder but he didn't answer. you took a deep breathe and tried again, "NANAMI!!"

"YEAH..!", he responded, though it sounded a little muffled.

"I NEED TOILET PAPER!", you responded only to hear footsteps approaching the bathroom. the door knob turned and he poked his head in, brows raised.

"what did you need, sweetie?"

"i ran out of toilet paper...", you looked away and he sighed.

"i've told you to check before you need to do anything"

"my situation was urgent. now please can you hurry? you staring at me is getting a little awkward", he chuckles and closes the door behind him.

shortly after, he opens the door and walks right infront of you and hands it to you. you press your thighs together to kind of block the smell but he just smiles at you. "next time, check", he pats your head and walks out the door leaving your heart slightly beating in your chest, face in your hands.

"how long have we been together that he can just stand infront of me as i'm taking a shit?", you question yourself but shrug it off anyways.

at least you now have something to wipe with.

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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actually so proud of this piece

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐑𝐀!𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀

heian era!sukuna who always has you by his side when he's dealing with things around the estate. when he's walking around the garden, he always has you clinging to his bicep as he listens to your silly thoughts and the occasional laughter you let out.

heian era!sukuna who now only allows you to bathe him and the same goes for you. the servants only now long to be able to see and touch his incredible body but he only gives you the privilege. "come. i'm in need of a bath", and you can't protest as he pulls you by the wrist to the bath house.

heian era!sukuna who always has you sat on his lap all pretty as he listens to his people's requests. his lower pair of arms around your waist, holding you firmly and his his subject dare to even glance at you, he shoots then a glare and a warning. "you're here for me, so don't focus on her or deal with my wrath. I'm in a good mood today, so don't upset me"

heian era!sukuna who only allows you to spend countless nights in his chambers. usually after he's done with his other concubines, they leave his chambers immediately, by command. but you, he doesn't even refer to you as one of them, and neither do the others dare as after an long passionate night, he lets you sleep in his chambers, in his bed, only because he enjoys staring at your sleeping form all night.

heian era!sukuna who takes care of you himself when you're sick. whether it be preparing the medicine for you to drink, feeding you your food even though you have energy to feed yourself, dressing you and even carrying you in his arms when you want to go outside. he doesn't care how much you'll protest, he's doing this for you, because he wants to so don't be stubborn about it!

heian era!sukuna who buys you new garments incase of a ceremony or when he's out. he could see a kimono your size and picture your smiling face when you receive his gift. it does something to his dead heart, so he just gets it for you no matter how much it costs. and he just likes showing you off to everyone around him by dressing you up all pretty, with you hair and makeup done by only the finest stylists in the area.

heian era!sukuna who made sure that all the workers know that you're not on their level. he has your chambers adorned with whatever he find fits you. the most comfortable bed, the prettiest mirror so you can look all pretty for him, a huge wardrobe with your many garments and more. he spoils you completely rotten a treatment that no one except you gets. not even his concubines.

heian era!sukuna who prefers sharing meals with you privately. just looking at you place bite after bite in your mouth as elegantly as you can fills so type of void in his heart. you get sauce on your cheek or the corner of your mouth and he reaches out and wipes it away with his thumb before licking it.

heian era!sukuna who pulls you closer into his warm embrace and presses soft kisses to your face when you're sleeping happy that you've accepted him and feel safe around him.

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . ❝ 𝐖𝐇𝐎'𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐘? ❞

summary: choso makes reader mad and apologizes by getting on his knees for her to forgive him

you were mad at choso and rightfully so. you found three pairs of dirty underwear under the bed as you were doing the weekly room cleaning and you wanted...needed him to know how you felt about this.

your brows were creased, eyes narrowed, hands on your hips and there was an evident frown on your pretty lips as he looked down at you with sorrowful eyes. you had charged at him full force. you weren't screaming but he knew you were angry.

"how many times do i have to remind you, choso?", you ask and he stays silent. he knows that he did something wrong. i mean, human beings do forget. he just forgot...for three days...straight.

"why aren't you answering me?", your arms were now crossed over your chest, foot tapping on the carpet as he still stared at you, shoulders slumped. seeing as he wasn't gonna respond, you sighed, your arms falling to your sides and closing your eyes, trying to relax yourself.

"since you want to ignore me, you can sleep on the couch for the entire week", his eyes widen. an entire week! that's enough time for him to die from the cold not cuddled up against your warm body.

you turn around to leave, but he quickly drops to his knees and locks your legs in his strong arms. "no, please...anything but that..."

he tries to plead but you're obviously not having it. "choso...let go of me"

"no, you're mad at me and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i didn't pick up after myself"

"i'm not just mad at that. you were not answering me when i was questioning you"

his frown deepens. "i didn't mean to. i just didn't want to upset you with excuses you wouldn't like. please, i'm sorry...i-i'll be good boy for you. i promise. i'll listen from now on. i won't do anything to upset you. i'll even wash my own underwear if that makes you happy. j-just please don't make me sleep on the couch...not without you...", he looks up at you glassy-eyed, a pink tint on his cheeks and you have to look away.

choso hugs your legs even tighter, nuzzling his cheek on your thigh as you try to calm your beating heart and heated cheeks. you let out a sigh, "fine. will you really listen to me from now on?"

"oh yes, baby. whatever you say...", he smiles up at you and you return a small smile too.

he was gonna be the death of you...

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐑𝐀!𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐍𝐀

heian era!sukuna who always has you by his side when he's dealing with things around the estate. when he's walking around the garden, he always has you clinging to his bicep as he listens to your silly thoughts and the occasional laughter you let out.

heian era!sukuna who now only allows you to bathe him and the same goes for you. the servants only now long to be able to see and touch his incredible body but he only gives you the privilege. "come. i'm in need of a bath", and you can't protest as he pulls you by the wrist to the bath house.

heian era!sukuna who always has you sat on his lap all pretty as he listens to his people's requests. his lower pair of arms around your waist, holding you firmly and his his subject dare to even glance at you, he shoots then a glare and a warning. "you're here for me, so don't focus on her or deal with my wrath. I'm in a good mood today, so don't upset me"

heian era!sukuna who only allows you to spend countless nights in his chambers. usually after he's done with his other concubines, they leave his chambers immediately, by command. but you, he doesn't even refer to you as one of them, and neither do the others dare as after an long passionate night, he lets you sleep in his chambers, in his bed, only because he enjoys staring at your sleeping form all night.

heian era!sukuna who takes care of you himself when you're sick. whether it be preparing the medicine for you to drink, feeding you your food even though you have energy to feed yourself, dressing you and even carrying you in his arms when you want to go outside. he doesn't care how much you'll protest, he's doing this for you, because he wants to so don't be stubborn about it!

heian era!sukuna who buys you new garments incase of a ceremony or when he's out. he could see a kimono your size and picture your smiling face when you receive his gift. it does something to his dead heart, so he just gets it for you no matter how much it costs. and he just likes showing you off to everyone around him by dressing you up all pretty, with you hair and makeup done by only the finest stylists in the area.

heian era!sukuna who made sure that all the workers know that you're not on their level. he has your chambers adorned with whatever he find fits you. the most comfortable bed, the prettiest mirror so you can look all pretty for him, a huge wardrobe with your many garments and more. he spoils you completely rotten a treatment that no one except you gets. not even his concubines.

heian era!sukuna who prefers sharing meals with you privately. just looking at you place bite after bite in your mouth as elegantly as you can fills so type of void in his heart. you get sauce on your cheek or the corner of your mouth and he reaches out and wipes it away with his thumb before licking it.

heian era!sukuna who pulls you closer into his warm embrace and presses soft kisses to your face when you're sleeping happy that you've accepted him and feel safe around him.

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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deciding to manage FOUR writing accounts here on tumblr was probably the biggest mistake I've made EVER. there is no reason for me to have to switch personalities so that no one suspects a thing bro. logging out is so common that my cheap ass phone keeps sometimes crashes after logging in.

shit stressful af.

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when I comment on the constant sexualization and romanticization of topics like incest, grooming or non con in Tumblr fics and someone responds "you're pro-censorship"

No, because saying that I am the one who is problematic because I pointed out that many authors romanticize these subjects is crazy 😭.

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based on this ask

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . ❝ 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄... ❞

summary: suguru geto comforts chubby!reader, letting her know that she is loved and appreciated despite her insecurities

suguru adored you ever since the day he laid eyes on you. how could he not? you were breathtakingly beautiful, easy on the eyes and the your amazing personality was just another wonderful bonus.

suguru expressed his love for you in the ways he knew how. rushing to the store when you urgently needed something. offering his honest opinion when you asked. having an extra hair tie in case you needed one. he did everything he could to make you know that you are loved and appreciated.

you loved him too...deeply. he made you feel comfortable in your own skin than anyone else ever did. but sometimes...you felt that maybe changing yourself for him was for the better.

pretty girls with slim bodies were plastered everywhere you went. bill boards and social media more specifically. dressed in hot bikinis that you always hesitated to wear infront of suguru.

you were sure they never struggled to find the right bra that neither dug painfully into thier shoulders nor have cups too big. the right jeans that fit both their tummies and thick thighs, that actually allowed the possibility to breathe and not feel so self-conscious in public. shirts that looked stylish and trendy but comfortable.

you started to hate the way the seams dug into your skin, the way your reflection felt like a stranger's. you started to hate how you needed to plan your outfits like puzzles. never too tight, never too baggy. just enough to hide the parts you didn't like.

obsessively staring at yourself in the mirror. making a note of all the imperfections on your body. the stretch marks on your stomach, hips and swell of your breasts. the ways your thighs always touched. often thinking 'i know he loves me...i know that...but maybe he'd love me more if i wasn't... fat...'.

you wanted to let suguru know how you felt. but how? this wasn't a topic you were comfortable with. as much as you liked being around him, you couldn't help but feel too big, too noticable. especially when there were so many other girls out there, that were prettier, more skinnier and...perfect for him. your insecurities slapping you in the face whenever it crossed your mind

"I wanna start going to the gym...with you". you stated randomly as you were in his apartment, just casually, silently hoping that he wouldn't ask further questions. but you underestimated how much he pays attention to you.

"why the sudden interest?", his brow raised. shifting his attention for a short while from his phone to you

"i just wanted to try something new. you make it look so fun and easy", you reason but he still didn't seem to understand.

"it's not as fun as you think, pretty...you have to stay consistent"

"i can do that", he gave you a wary look and set his phone aside, attention fully on you.

"where is this coming from?", you shrunk back into the cushions, controlling your expression, hoping that he wouldn't catch up on your true intentions.

"just curious to know how it is...", he squinted his eyes at you and shook his head just a little. a sign that he wasn't, at all, convinced.

"you never want to try something new. you're the only person I know who despises change. you also told me that the gym seems like too much"

"people change", you shrugged.

"not you...you can tell me anything, you know that...". suguru's eyes showed concern. he placed his hand on yours the other tilted your chin to look at him. your throat felt dry. getting harder to swallow as he stared at you with such loving soft eyes.

"do you...", pause. "do you think i'm...beautiful?". silence follows. he looked deeper into your eyes, searching for sincerity in then. and you let him.

"you're the most beautiful girl in the world. of course i think you are", a small smile is plastered on his lips but you don't believe him...not yet...

"you don't have to lie to me...", his brows creased. his hand slid down to your shoulder and squeezed a bit.

"is it really so hard to believe. you are beautiful. has anyone made you feel like you're not?"

you shake your head, no. "i just feel like things would be better for me...for us if i was...skinnier"

"oh, baby...", he pulled you against his chest, his large hands cradled your head. you wanted to push him away. away from yourself...but you didn't...didn't have the heart to. so you wrapped your arms around his waist. your cheek pressed against his chest, the smell of his cologne invaded your nostrils, wrapping around you like a memory--sharp, warm...familiar

"there is nothing wrong with you, honey. everything about you is so elegant and astounding sometimes i think...that you're way out of my league.", you slapped his chest playfully and he kisses the top of your head.

"i go crazy whenever i see you. they way you carry yourself is just so...magical. i wanna nuzzle into you every time we cuddle. you're warm and you always make me feel so much better after such a long day. that beautiful smile of yours, your comfortable weight on top of me makes me wanna show you off to the entire world", he pulled back to look at you. your eyes a little watery.

he cupped your cheeks and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. "there is nothing that you need to fix for the world, but the world needs to fix itself for you". a tear slid down your cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb. you were smiling now, your cheeks heated and heart full from his words alone.

suguru leaned in, sealing his lips with yours in a passionate kiss. eyes closed. heart thumping loudly in your ears as your tongues danced together. hands roamed around the other's bodies until he pulled away. catching your breathes as he pressed his forehead to yours and whispered:

"you're beautiful in ways you can't always see...and don't you forget that"

. ۫ ꣑ৎ . 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 © 𝐅𝐋𝐕𝐕𝐅𝐅𝐘

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may our prayers be answered...

dear lord, please take all life problems and responsibilities away from fanfic writers but also make them financially stable and happy with nothing to worry about so they can happily focus on writing and posting fanfiction. amen