Year Of The🐰
Depressed because of you... I played a part so I guess I'm depressed because of me
Anger coming back, maybe because you're not back
Anger coming up like vomit after a binger
Painting the town red, death of the love that was bread
Breaking bread, eating my life away. Trying to release endorphins but they're trapped inside a hideaway
Last of a dying breed because the breed is extinct
Hoping for a brighter day. Nights are dark. Days are pitch black. My eyes open, all I see is a room full of nothing. Maybe a room full of something... A lost soul. That was once found
Flash light flickering. I should let it drop
Tears trapped like a past life. Feel like I'm past life
Depression suffocating thinking about relocating
Year of the awakened yet I want to go back to sleep. Back to an existence that once existed. Whether in my dreams or reality
Screaming out loud the only way I know to get the anger out safely. Anger was lying dormant, now in the midst of an outbreak
Lungs sore but I can't help but scream. Tears bottled like shaken carbon dioxide. Sore vocals, I need a vocal coach
Carrying around baggage that's invisible to others
Thieves of joy in ski masks hidden in the bushes. Thieves of creativity playing tricks like they work on a corner
Aiding and abetting fugitive thoughts
Drowning in my own mistakes. My own regrets. Broken promises to myself
I feel invincible not because I am but because I'm not.
Woah is me. Me is woah.
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