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isnotfound · 4 months

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sorry i havent been posting guys i was depressed and then i got manic and forgot about this acc and now i'm depressed again

#bipolar #depression #actually mentally ill #bpii #manic depression #bpd #audhd

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isnotfound · 4 months

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try not to kill myself challenge (organic chem ii exam in 12 hours)

#actually mentally ill #suicidal #organic chemistry #stem #send help #stemblr #stem student

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isnotfound · 5 months

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girls night! who can cut the deepest

#actuallybpd #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #actuallymentallyill #cluster b #ventcore #depression #tw depressing thoughts #self harm #cutt1ng #actually mentally ill

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isnotfound · 5 months

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girls night! (watching our idealized mental images of our favourite people rot into villains)

#just girly thoughts #just girly things #bpd blog #actuallybpd #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #actuallymentallyill #cluster b #ventcore #trauma

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isnotfound · 5 months

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when i get bored i pretend hes secretly planning to leave me and then i smear my blood on the walls and try to crack my skull open

#actuallybpd #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #actuallymentallyill #cluster b #childhood trauma #ventcore #just girly things #just girly thoughts #trauma survivor

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isnotfound · 5 months

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my hungry ass could never be a pharmacist

#i love drugs #tw drugs #pharmacy #lol #tw overdose

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isnotfound · 5 months

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mmmm scooby snacks :3 (ibuprofen and acetaminophen)

#otcmedications #yummy #owie

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isnotfound · 5 months

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as a girl it is my God given right to be a misandrist corpse that smells of death and vanilla body spray

#midandrist #actually mentally ill #femoid #femcel #i hate men #feminine rage #rot #decomposition #bpd anger #i am a corpse....

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isnotfound · 5 months

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literally cant get my mind to do anything than doomscroll and vent on tumblr...i have exams...

#adhd #i need to stop procrastinating #procrastination #depression

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isnotfound · 5 months

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just bought some new shoes looks like ill live another day

#depression #suicide

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isnotfound · 5 months

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i was nonbinary before it was cool (assumed i was too ugly to be a girl and too lame to be a boy)

#nonbinary #gender stuff #queer #lgbt #beauty standards

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isnotfound · 5 months

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who up fouling their bed linens (doomscrolling while listening to the smiths and imagining a life where your mother held you)

#girlrotting #rot #femcel #femoid #depression #coping #actually mentally ill

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isnotfound · 5 months

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laid in bed for so long that when i got up my skin slid off my bones

#rotting #are girls supposed to decompose #decomposition #girlrotting #depression #bpd #actually mentally ill

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isnotfound · 5 months

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( ＾▽＾)っ✂╰⋃╯

#cheating

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isnotfound · 5 months

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being raised with janteloven and the four noble truths did a number on me

#norwegian #scandinavia #janteloven #buddhism #four noble truths

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isnotfound · 5 months

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insanely amazed that my name wasnt taken on tumblr. it feels illegal for my username to just be sorju

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isnotfound · 5 months

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gods saddest soldier reporting for duty

#actually mentally ill #trauma

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