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Random Hazbin Hotel thought that won’t leave my head: I very much support and respect Alastor being a single Pringle for eternity (bc fuck romance when u can devour your enemies and gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss) but if he is going to fall (haha) for someone (so on accident, he wouldn’t see it coming, as it’s never happened before), I think it couldn’t be anyone less than the king of Hell

Note: I think I’d like to see this just so I can watch Vox make a fool of himself and Alastor be nonchalant as fuck to his face (tho we all know this will have been preceded by a trip to see Rosie 💗💗 bc Alastor would be like the shit is this, who, what, when, why, how are feelings)

Also Lucifer is just a sad rubber ducky and fanfic has made me realize it would be fabulous if he were the one to heal Alastor of his heavenly wound… and this eventually (oh a long eventually) leads to some weird ass partnership (of what nature? Lucifer himself doesn’t fucking know)

And… I mean even tho Lucifer was treated unfairly (in the context of Hazbin Hotel, I am not religion-ing here besties, plz keep that in your pants), he is hardcore condemned to Hell so meh why not let him be-friend? (yeah *radio static*) the fucking incomprehensible (idk how else to describe this man. Who the fuck knows his motives. Who the fuck know his next move. Somebody lock him up.) radio demon who is sure as fucking hell not getting redeemed (literally this man is so bad I cannot, cannabalistic murderer tf, to quote Charlie “Whyyyyy”)

Ok that’s all. I watched the show like a week ago if even and then watched the entirety of Helluva Boss and now I’m feeling things for creepy fuckers in hell ok.

^also besties wtf finger pointing, face touching, vest holding shit is… IT’S ME MIMZYYYYY

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Have I ever mentioned how much I love fanfic writers. The tags, the author notes,… bestie how are you? A majestic set of tags here if I do say so myself.

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So I’m revisiting FinnPoe fics on ao3 and I’ve been once again struck by a) how much I love no.1 Stormpilot fan Oscar Isaac and b) how cheesed I am that Disney wimped out on giving us the queer ship we deserved (tho little shout out to Commander D’Acy 🥰🥰). I feel like I’m just cheesed because the sequels follow the plot line/tropes of the original trilogy in so many ways but then don’t give us this… like if you are not going to be original, at least be consistent. Like ok, a few things that are the same from the originals:

- a trio made up of a sullen Jedi, a cocky pilot, and a force-sensitive (future) general

- dramatic scene where one sees themselves in sith form (a dream) - Luke sees his face under Darth Daddy’s helmet and Rey sees sith hottie version of herself

- first ep. - loss of mentor/father figure at hands of “villain”

- it was palpatine all along🎶

Sorry I’m blanking, I haven’t watched the movies in a bit. But essentially the vibes between Rey, Finn and Poe are just so reminiscent of Luke, Leia and Han and it KILLS ME

- like Finn, like Leia, is buddies with both Rey/Luke and Poe/Han, meanwhile those two have some weird jealousy going on (reminiscent of Endor anyone?)

- Rey and Finn are like family… no they aren’t twins but like living embodiment of found family trope

Erg, this feels have fledged out because it’s been too long since I’ve seen the movies but watch me come back and edit this as I reimerse myself in the fandom.

But conclusion, Disney ur mean, Oscar Isaac, u are a sexy fucker and I have issues.

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Yes. Just Yes.

*laughs nervously* Izzy? Dead and gone for good? Naaaah, of course not, he’s just in the gravy basket…or on his way to get sea witch necromancied back by seagull Buttons. He’s ok, he’ll be back…he’ll totally be back 🥲.

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Ok so ao3 has fully convinced me Izzy is not dead at this point. Why you may ask. Let me enumerate.

1) Ed in the gravy basket. If Ed can survive a cannon ball to the head, Izzy can survive a shot to the gut. Izzy is a indestructible little fucker and he will dig himself out of that shallow ass dirt grave and scare the bejeezus out of Stede

2) Buttons sitting on his grave in seagull form. Buttons will screech his head off until someone comes and checks that shit out.

3) if Izzy does not emerge from this grave, he will show up as a fucking ghost giving wise advice and telling ppl to fuck off in stride

4) someone wrote a fic where the crew digs Izzy up and replaced him with a corpse (because yeah they’ve got those on hand) and bring Iz back to the ship to heal him and just yeah. Break that connection between Izzy and Ed, give Izzy a new start.

5) I also saw a fic where Izzy in ghost form talk to Al (trans masc Alma Bonnet) and did not know I would be so down for that but fuck yeah.

6) also at this point I am down to clown with Stede x Ed x Izzy. And man ppl are so talented at writing fanfic.

Thank you for listening to my Ted talk.

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Ok so OFMD S2 Ep8 spoilers, you’ve been warned.

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So…

What the everloving fuck was that. I just. I am devastated. Ok well I’m happy for Ed and Stede because of course I fucking am. But. What THE EVERLOVING FUCK.

Thoughts:

1- I refuse to let it sink in that a certain someone was gut stabbed and is now buried under a lovely cross (the unicorn leg, the scarf with the ring, get out stop). I will be anxiously awaiting the fanfic writers to fix this. Plz. I’m going to go on Ao3 immediately after I post this.

2- is that dream sequence of Stede’s actually foreshadowing? Because while Izzy does not die at his hand, Izzy dies due to Stede’s plan. Idk.

3- if Izzy doesn’t fucking haunt someone on the crew I’m done. He better show up like the Badmintons to call everyone cocksuckers or I sue.

4-Lucius and Pete got married and that brings me joy (in this pit of despair)

5- aw Ed. ED. I was cackling when he sucked at fishing and Pop pop was ready to fucking beat the shit out of him. Iconic. Also him just staring at the burning ships and being like “stede”. Stop. Also the I love you and the like I saw u do all that “cool” pirate stuff. And BABE. And THE LETTER.

6- Ed pt.2 IZZY AND ED. THAT SCENE STOP. While I don’t feel like Izzy should have died I think he was awesome this episode and definitely like came full character arc this season (the talk with our least favourite pirate wannabe and final words with Ed - I.e., Ed has so much family now. He can just be Ed)

7- Spanish Jackie being awesome and the bit about poison tolerance amongst the hubbies. I love her and the Swede and the Swede is finally getting some fucking respect and love and aw.

8- the seagull on Izzy’s grave. Hey buttons, love u

9- and the quad lives (shoutout to my lovely 4 Jim, Archie, Oluwande and Zheng Yi Sao). Also that moment between Zheng Yi and Auntie. Also Jim patching Auntie up.

10- ok gotta circle back to Izzy and the pirate wannabes chat and how much I love Izzy

11- how are we feeling about ep 8 Bonnet. I personally think he still needs some humbling. Idk because I’m happy about the progress he’s made re being made out to be a failure his whole life and coming to terms with that and becoming this more confident version of himself (I mean he had confidence from Day 1 but he was mighty plagued by all the Shit he went through in his youth). I enjoyed him “trying to protect” Zheng Yi when she wouldn’t run away when the navy because she was mighty fucked over losing Auntie and her crew (which my poor baby). Also I like Zheng Yi calling him out on his bullshit 24/7. But also idk I wanted him to like apologize or smtg because he was being a right dickhead the previous night. Also idk so happy Ed told Stede he loves him but like life’s a dick but so were u Stede… basically I love that Stede is unapologetically himself this season but also sometimes u do need to say ur sorry for being a dickhead.

12- the crew when Izzy died. The look on Jim’s face. Stop. I need to rewatch and look at Al their reactions but Jim’s caught my eye of the pain and sorrow because WE ALL LOVE IZZY NOW.

13- once again, Izzy better haunt someone or I sue

Ok I’m going to go try to not thing about the fact they killed Izzy now. What I don’t believe can’t hurt me or some shit.

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EEEEE STOP THIS IS GORGEOUS

WE'RE LIVE WAHOO!

I'm so excited. I already have a stretch goal in mind, but that's a secret for now :3

Also currently figuring out how many pages I want this bad boy to have in the end, currently looking at 52, but depending on how many people are interested, I might make more

Also please share if you like it I would really like for people to see it

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Hello girls, gays, theys, and any other folks who have managed to end up here.

So, recently I’ve been skimming Victorian flower meaning books and came across sow thistle/our lady’s thistle (Silybum marianum) in the Complete Language of Flowers by S. Theresa Dietz , and twas obviously, immediately, like well what if Aziraphale wore this and Crowley just went absolutely feral and Aziraphale was all concerned, like “my dear, what ever is the matter”, but like unbeknownst to him while this plant symbolizes physical love and has the potential power of harmony, strength, stability, independence, and tenacity (and so on, see below), it also has this history of causing nearby snakes to randomly start fighting when worn around the neck of a fine gent such as Zira.

Anyways, this is very random but I could not, not, share my inner thoughts. + any fanfic writers out there/readers, if a fic already exists with this trope/you want to write one, let me know/GO FOR IT MY LOVES.

From the book (the Complete Language of Flowers by S. Theresa Dietz):

Silybum marianum (sow thistle, our lady’s thistle, etc.)

Symbolic Meanings: physical love

Possible Powers: assistance, fertility, harmony, independence, material gain, persistence, snake enragency, stability, strength, tenacity

Folklore and Facts: There is an old Anglo-Saxon belief that if a man were to wear silybum marianum around his neck any snakes anywhere within his prescence would become enraged and begin to fight

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fax

Ennon, son of Job, somehow out-homo'd every person in a movie about mushy sapphics, a gay romantic confession, and a dude full-on kissing another dude.

Cheers.🍷

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So that scene where Nick comes out to his dad…👉👈 we’re in love with it, right?

More Heartstopper spoilers below…

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I love the adaptation so much.

- The dinner scene where Nick comes out to his dad (*Tori is #1, love her, when she grabs David’s arm and kicks his fucking phone down the stairs)

- ISAAAAAC

- Tara and Darcy post-stuff with Darcy’s mum, also the bathroom scene where Darcy tells Tara they love her

- The passing out at the museum scene

- THE TEACHERS.

- Tao opening up about his Dad

- Nick being worried about Charlie’s eating disorder

- NICK NELSONS MUM JUST BEING THE BEST

- Tao and Elle finally relaxing and just letting things happen between them

- ISAAC AGAIN BC ISAAC (the sneaking into the library to grab the Ace book edition)

- fucking love Imogen and Sahar… anyone else see the way Imogen was looking at Sahar… is our #ally queer…

- Sahar being like bitch I’m bi

- Charlie standing up to Harry and to Ben… also the gay waves at Ben’s feet… I’m 100% team Char but hope Ben figures himself out for the better (sans Char, he doesn’t need to be around for that bullshit - I think that was a really important message like sorry does not undo the hurt, forgiveness is not required)

- Harry being a #ally

- Tao’s mum being the biggest hype for Tao and Elle

- Elle’s new queer friends

- ISAAC AGAIN (the picture at prom edition)

Uh and so much more… I’m just. IM JUST. UGH. LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH

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rwrb: *slowly, seductively dragging hand over bare skin*

me: *cackling in queer gremlin*

^also this scene fucking killed me.

I was feeling a bit deprived on that karaoke scene but this… THIS. “I will Brexit your head”…

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Besties… I just stayed up late last night and got up early this morning to finish s2 of heartstopper and rwrb and now I don’t know what to do with myself.

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Ok sorry I keep going… Good Omens Spoilers S2

Things that are now canon and I deadass cannot:

- Aziraphale is a bad driver

- Gabriel and Beezlebub are an item

- Crowley and Aziraphale knew each other before the fall

- Crowley was someone high up in Heaven before the fall

- Everybody knows they are a thing. The angels. The demons. The humans. *love Shax’s comments and Aziraphale’s facial expressions**

- Crowley confesses first. They are somewhat ineffable idiots but also they are just ugh, I love them

- Crowley covers his eyes because they reveal too much. Taking off their glasses is an act of trust. Him putting them back on in the last scene hurts so much.

- Crowley is not a lad

- Crowley is so furious with Gabriel over the Hell fire biz

- the “our shop” the “our car”

… I’m forgetting what else but fuck. Sorry I’m just enamoured right now.

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GOOD OMENS S2 SPOILERS. Cont at ur own risk…

Ok, so I saw a post about this and I forget it’s owner but after some re-watching I’m seriously wondering if the Megatron “poisoned” Aziraphale. Like. How he’s acting is just off. He’s too positive about heaven… it’s like him memories have been toned down. Like he watched Michael try to kill Crowley (him) he watched himself (Crowley) be dragged off by the other angels. He knows from Crowley that Gabriel said “shut up and die”. He watched them at Armageddon. He just dealt with them. He can’t. Or at least I can’t fathom. How he would just be like meh. Heaven is the “good guys”. Also just the Megatron’s looks to Crowley and in general, I think something was in the coffee. And Aziraphale saying, “where would I get my coffee”… idk maybe he’s nervous but Aziraphale doesn’t drink much coffee, he drinks tea. And his thoughts on the bookshop are just so off. Like we watched him being upset about using books as weapons when death was imminent. And now he’s ready to give it up for Heaven. No. I don’t accept this to be rational thought on his part.

Ok that’s all folks.

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Ok follow-up to this post following watching Season 2… WHICH SPOILERS OBVI LOVES. Please contain yourself from spoiling it for yourself if u can.

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Aziraphale definitely has the Angel Eyes because “he’ll break your heart, and you must pay the price.” “Don’t look to deep into his angel eyes”.

Crowley looked too deep into his angel eyes.

Ok besties,

So, I’ve been listening to the Good Omens playlists for Aziraphale and Crowley and firstly:

1) Angel Eyes by Abba is on Aziraphale’s playlist not Crowley’s so does Crowley have the angel eyes or is this about like how Heaven is not what it seems (i.e., they are a bunch of twats to Aziraphale cough Gabriel). Because like Crowley has bloody fucking beautiful eyes and like there is the underlying demon (inherent foe) thing… but shrugs. Or like is it about Aziraphale, which would make sense… look at ‘em.

2) I just watched Nimona… for the second time… and was trying to figure out if Angel Eyes applies more POV Ambrosious or POV Ballister bc

a) Ambrosious after Ballister has “killed the Queen”… but meh arm chopping is not a love language…

b) Ballister after Ambrosious chops de arm bc Ambrosious is this descendant of Gloreth and is actually nice and is such a golden retriever but bestie ain’t so angelic when he chops of ur arm and doesn’t give you the benefit of the doubt DESPITE BEING UR PARTNER

Ok. These are my shower thoughts. Let me know what u think plz. Byeeeeeee

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I write to you from 1 am post-good omens season 2… so spoilers

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Final warning

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So besties, I’m devastated. I’m just so. Oh my. Like ok they confirmed so many fan theories… like

- Crowley was someone high up in heaven

- Crowley and Aziraphale knew each other before the fall

- Beezlebub and Gabriel

- Crowley saying he’s not a lad (what is gender to an angel and a demon, especially Crowley)

- ineffable idiots… oblivious or at least need of a good wtf talk about ur feelings mate

- aziraphale being a horrible driver

… I’m forgetting

And they gave us the bullet magic trick and the following card trick that saved their asses. Crowley turning kids into geckos because he’s Crowley and he doesn’t like murdering kids (also him being like ugh haven’t shot a gun in a bit mate). They gave us Shax being like… hm heard y’all’s were an item, couldn’t believe it, you don’t seem his type and aziraphales face… “their” bentley and book shop. More of Crowley being the worst demon.

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But then. THE KISS. Oh my gawd. Crowley smashing their lips together and holding on for dear life and it clearly really affecting Aziraphale.

But Aziraphale is still loyal to heaven. He wants to see the good… or he just still is a bit of an oblivious optimist.

When those end credits rolled and they showed the side by side I was desperately. DESPERATELY. Hoping there would be this snap and aziraphale would suddenly be in the Bentley with Crowley. But no. No.

Also Crowleys like slight voice crack when they are talking and he’s confessing and all the tears.

And fuck I’m so scared that because it’s another queer show it won’t see S3 but fuck I hope to manifest it.

Micheal Sheen and David Tennant, I love you but fuck. Fuck.

Also now I’m thinking about David Tennant wearing that non-binary pin and Crowley “I’m not, either” - I.e., I’m not nice and I’m not a lad.

Anyways. Fellow queers and allies wallowing in pain after the end of this season plZ let me know of any and all new fix it fics that have helped smooth your soul bc I am so sad right now.

Guess I’ll go rewatch the kiss. And then be sad.

Also Micheal sheen got to fulfill his dream of kissing David Tennant and vice versa so go that for them. (Idk if it’s his dream but based on Micheal Sheen I bet it’s up there)

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Ok besties,

So, I’ve been listening to the Good Omens playlists for Aziraphale and Crowley and firstly:

1) Angel Eyes by Abba is on Aziraphale’s playlist not Crowley’s so does Crowley have the angel eyes or is this about like how Heaven is not what it seems (i.e., they are a bunch of twats to Aziraphale cough Gabriel). Because like Crowley has bloody fucking beautiful eyes and like there is the underlying demon (inherent foe) thing… but shrugs. Or like is it about Aziraphale, which would make sense… look at ‘em.

2) I just watched Nimona… for the second time… and was trying to figure out if Angel Eyes applies more POV Ambrosious or POV Ballister bc

a) Ambrosious after Ballister has “killed the Queen”… but meh arm chopping is not a love language…

b) Ballister after Ambrosious chops de arm bc Ambrosious is this descendant of Gloreth and is actually nice and is such a golden retriever but bestie ain’t so angelic when he chops of ur arm and doesn’t give you the benefit of the doubt DESPITE BEING UR PARTNER

Ok. These are my shower thoughts. Let me know what u think plz. Byeeeeeee