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I HEAR THOSE SLEIGH BELLS JINGLING

RING TING TINGLING TOOOOOOOOOOOOO

COME ON IT’S LOVELY WEATHER

FOR A SLEIGH RIDE TOGETHER WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

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No amount of guys will make you feel as good as you make yourself feel when you learn to love and accept who you are

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A lot of people have well and truly fucked me up But not for good. No I am a storm. I am the bitter winds that rage in the dead of night Haunting their sleep as I slip into their rooms and whisper their vile secrets in their ears. I am an unrelenting force. A space where good and bad collide and create who stands before you Never stopping, never ceasing to exist Because I am eternal. I am real. I am myself. And that is all I will ever need.

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Hope

Perhaps there is hope Hope for what is yet to come Independence. Please

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Prompt #5

"Why is life so hard?!" "Right. Yeah, sure. Life must be so hard for a middle-class white guy with a promising future, stable income and loving relationship." "SO glad you understand."

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crazy that i’m only able to see life through my own eyes.. there’s over 7 billion other perspectives i’ll never be able to have.. over 7 billion stories i won’t ever be able to fully know. we all get such a small slice of the experience of life.. pass by strangers every day that we’ll never be aware of. what are they going through? what are they thinking about? i always wonder.. 

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someone: *offers perfectly reasonable advice that would go a long way to solving my problems*

me: 

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This is Fluffy; she’s a seven to eight year old Pekingese. She’s my boyfriend’s best friend and the pain-in-the-ass of the family. The other night, my boyfriend’s dog, Fluffy, ended up sick enough to have to take to the vet. It turned out that she had a bladder infection and she would need surgery or she would have died. Between my boyfriend and I, we opened a joint credit card to get approved for enough money for the surgery. The estimated amount was originally about 4000, but in total came out to 3500; the first 500 was put in as a deposit for the surgery.

In total, the remaining balance to pay off is 3000. We will be paying off little by little, but if I could at least raise half of it that would be a huge blessing. I know she’s not my dog, but she’s one of the most important pieces of his life. She was bought by his mom who passed away three years ago, and she’s now one of the only living reminders he has left of his mom. We both work and go to school, but 3000 is more than we can afford and it’s a debt we’re not ready for. Anything counts; 1 dollar, 2, a like, a share, anything!! Please help me. Thank you! 

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You don't need to be a murderer to have someone else's blood on your fucking hands.

personal-stxff, "About Ally"

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I've just finished reading Carrie and wow. The message behind the story is so strong and still so relevant and I don't think people understand that. Everyone has a breaking point. There is so much futility in cliques and popularity, especially in high school. Carrie White deserved so much more - I genuinely can't bring myself to see her as a villain because she was pushed to her limits by everyone, beaten and abused by her mother, and bullied non-stop. What a beautiful, heartbreaking novel.

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Prompt #4

Two characters. One, a stoic, seemingly emotionless person who prefers solitude to being around people. The other, a bubbly character who wears their heart on their sleeve but gets easily hurt. The pair of them are thrown into a situation where they must work together; it is crucial for their own benefit/the benefit of the people they care about. What is their response to this? How does their relationship develop? Can they complete the work they need to do in time?

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Our love was haunted by the shadows of my demons - and that, my dear, is why I could never say those three words that you whispered against my neck in the darkest hours of the night. It is too late now, but I love you too. Why did you have to go...?

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"You've just gotta dance like nobody's watching, darling - sometimes it's all you've got in this miserable world."

personal-stuff, "A Soul's Companion"