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Man, the flesh sucks. I'm gonna abandon it for the machine.

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kinda fucked how a full-blown mental breakdown/ugly sobbing crying episode is supposed be like, all good for your soul and whatever but it always comes with insane headache/congestion shit. like yeah i scream-exorcised a rotting part of myself but at what cost.

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Unsure why but I've been falling apart for the last few days. I don't know when it started but I've been having breakdowns more and more and it's gotten to the point where it's happening multiple times a day and I don't have anyone to turn to. I'm lashing out because I'm hurting and I want to hurt other people too because no one wants to help me. I don't know when the last time I ate or drank anything was. My chest and head hurt from crying so much. I just want to feel normal again. I want people to care about me.

I know this is irrational but the rational mind doesn't stop eating and have multiple meltdowns in a day, so... Rationality be damned, I guess.

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contrary to popular belief not everyone has an innate sense of internal gender or care to have one or seek a name for it, some people go their whole lives without questioning their occupation in one of two gender roles, but for some people, if pressed, they don’t feel that internal sense of ‘i am a woman’ or ‘i am a man’, and in that case i feel the switch over to transgender vs cisgender relies on active identification of a gender other than the one they were assigned. if someone’s like ‘idk dude I just work here’ then that’s valid

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i’m going to burst into tears. such a hauntingly stupid and wonderful phrase to immortalize somewhere. LOOK AT PIttbert!

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"average man thinks about the roman empire once a day" factoid actualy just statistical error. average man thinks about the roman empire 0 times per day. ides georg, who lives on tumblr & posts over 1,000,000 posts about julius caesar on the ides of march, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

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let's hear it for the nonbinary folks who:

don't present androgynously

use "binary" pronouns in any capacity

identify partially with a binary gender

have a "gendered" name

don't experience body dysmorphia

don't experience gender dysphoria

DO experience gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia but aren't sure what gender or body would suit them

just experience body/gender apathy instead

can't be open about their gender identity yet

you're all absolutely valid.

don't ever feel like you're "not nonbinary enough" because you absolutely are! 💖

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Okay I admit I'm actually multiple canines pretending to be a human

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Top: Surgeried :3

I know I'm kinda just yelling into the void here but I'm having top surgery today :) I'm excited but also extremely anxious about the whole thing

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I know I'm kinda just yelling into the void here but I'm having top surgery today :) I'm excited but also extremely anxious about the whole thing

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It is in fact, not wrking itself out :)

I am SO TIRED of having to maintain a body that I Did. Not. Ask. For.

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Heyy

Hi! I think I answered these backwards

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Thing is I am so fcking dissatisfied with everything and everyone and I just wanna talk to someone fck ffkckkkkkkkjjj

Nawh im feeling the same right now 💀 I've been stuck in this loop of "I honestly fucking hate everybody and would love to be left alone" but then when I am alone I'm actually so fucking lonely?? We just can't win 💀💀

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So turns out I'm just having An Episode™️ but I'm sure it'll work itself out soon 💀

I am SO TIRED of having to maintain a body that I Did. Not. Ask. For.

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tumblr discourse after 13 years on this fucking website

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I can't believe "trans men face oppression for their gender identity" is a controversial take now in the year of our Lord 2024 but here we are ig