hxkerwxlf · 4 months ago
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Treasure Chest Opened! You Acquired- A surprise Diting! >:D
Send “Treasure Chest Opened! You Acquired _____” Along with an Item My Muse would obtain by opening a secrete treasure chest, Make it ANY item you want and see My Muse’s reaction to obtaining said Item.
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"You know. Given what we know, this may be quite useful if you think about it. While I'd be fine in general, but always nice to have extra support. Better safe, then sorry. Even when you've got a skill level as high as mine."
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qiinamii · 1 year ago
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"Xiao does things" (and friends) twitter log part 2
-- UPDATE: removed some of the arts to make its own individual post since I am bad at organizing, sorry! (but the last one is new lol) xD
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fantasylandblues · 25 days ago
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pov: you're in my modern hotd universe and you just opened your tumblr dash
based on viral textposts- part two!
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mechahero · 5 months ago
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Vegeta has better things to do than talk to you.
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queenharumiura · 8 months ago
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Time to mess with time! Send “🚀” with a number to send my muse to the future that number of years for a period of 5 minutes. Send “⏪” with a number to send my muse into the past that number of years for a period of 5 minutes. Add a “➕” if you have a specific prompt, location, etc you want to land my muse in. Be sure to specify. (Send her to TYL Dera your choice where he is)
Lol you mad lad, you found the meme. [original] @whiskeysmulti
"Hahi!" The last thing Haru remembers is that she heard screaming, and someone tell her to get out of the way. She instead froze from confusion and poof! She's done this before, so she knows now what just happened- she was hit with the 10 year bazooka.
On the bright side, she shouldn't have been sent to some crazy dystopian timeline- or so she hopes.
She coughs, waving the pink smoke away from her and she can hear rushed footsteps barging into the room.
A familiar voice calls her name and she directs her line of sight to the door. She is staring at a familiar and yet unfamiliar man in the doorway. Both individuals are staring at each other with confusion. 'Green eyes... silver hair... ton of accessories...'
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"Gokudera? Where is Haru?" She turns her head to investigate her surroundings, but Gokudera stops her. He says something about knowing too much of the future wasn't a good thing, something something, yada yada. A fair assessment to make, so she doesn't look around-- but she is still curious about where she is and what kind of mysterious things in this room she's not allowed to look at.
At this point in time, Haru still harbored one-sided feelings for a certain 10th generation mafia boss. Her seeing pictures of her and a certain righthand man would've raised a lot of questions. This may very well have changed the way she would eventually fall in love with the Storm guardian- which would in turn change the future.
Being disallowed to let her eyes wander, she keeps her eyes glued on Gokudera. She notes that he's become really attractive. It's not to say that he wasn't now, but there was something about the way he looked now that was really appealing from an aesthetics standpoint.
She can't help but wonder if he's seeing someone right now. 'That poor woman... Haru can only imagine how many women she'd have to fend off him.' She's mentally shaking her head in pity for the poor woman... not knowing that she's pitying herself.
"Ah- you can tell Haru where she is right now, can't you? Are we nearby Tsuna-san's home? Haru wants to see how everyone else looks!" Surely everyone still has the habit of congregating around Tsuna's home.
"Haru's sure that her future husband is very dashing in this time period~ Haru's surely married Tsuna-san by now!"
"A mafia boss's wife? Yeah right! It ain't the 10th you ended up marrying, Haru!"
"Hahi! You're still saying things like that to Haru! She's- eh?"
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Not the one she ended up marrying? So, she is married by now, but she's not married to Tsuna-san? She was about to ask for clarification when someone else walks into the room.
"Is Haru-san alright? Oh- it's young miss Haru, hello."
Haru recognizes this one. The curly hair... the unbuttoned shirt buttons... the one lazy eye... "H-Hahi! It's the pervert!"
POOF!
"... I'm not a pervert..." a tiny sniff.
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sesshy380 · 7 months ago
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E, N, S for the ask thingy
E: What character do you identify with most?  Is there a certain fic of yours that captures these qualities particularly well?
When it comes to canon characters, that would be Ryou. The closest you will find to me writing him as more 'me' would be in chapter 6 of 'Our Scars remind Us that the Past was Real'.
I've mentioned before that I often shy away from really writing Ryou, because of how much of my deeper self would get exposed.
N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share?
I always have new fic ideas brewing, but there is one in particular that as much as I want to share it with EVERYONE, I'm keeping it under wraps for the time being for...reasons.
S: How do you feel about fan art inspired by your writing?
If I ever received fanart inspired from one of my fics, I'd have the same reaction as if someone wrote a fic of my fic. I'd blankie burrito and cry while processing overwhelming (happy) emotions.
Questions found here
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frauleindermorgen · 2 years ago
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💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
(what emotions does your muse have trouble dealing with?)
-emoji asks
As an empath Micaiah should be good with emotions. Like in theory. And I think for the most part she is? But when it comes to negative emotions, it's complicated; at least she's not at Rhea levels of compartmentalizing to cope (tm).
I think Micaiah is above all a practical person, so she doesn't want worrying thoughts to linger but for the same reason if Micaiah can't immediately solve whatever negativity is hanging over her she does think it best to put it away at the time.
For instance, it seems she became a vigilante for Daein simply because she couldn't stand not doing anything with plans falling into place from there. If something bothers Micaiah she is going to do something about it.
So what is there to do about the fact everyone she knows and loves is bound to die before her?
It's telling that Micaiah doesn't worry about this sooner sans the one time she tries to deal with it by ditching Sothe when he was like thirteen oof.
She actually picks up her patriotic streak when they are apart and the war begins - according to one of their base conversations, the way regular people rallied together during the war effort finally made her realize how important community was to her.
Which means she really didn't feel she had anyone to lose for the first twenty years of her life aaaah...
Sothe: You've always led such a secluded life... Ever since you were thrust into this position, I worried that the pressure might get to you. [...] Micaiah: I've been secluded so long, I had no idea people were so strong... and kind. No one knew who I was, but they helped me because I was from Daein. They were so... loving. They were my friends. -Chapter 1-8, base conversation
The word "secluded" is interesting to me here, and really makes me wish we had like one (1) more crumb of Micaiah content to put it all together bc imo fortune telling isn't a particularly isolated job (even if Micaiah did seem to work in slums and hide her identity when doing it).
But it helps contextualize why Micaiah is so devoted to Daein and its king, even during its darkest of times. She has been given the title of their priestess and divine maiden and she cannot fail them, or she risks losing that love.
So to get back on topic I think Micaiah really struggles with concepts of usefulness and belonging - the idea of will she continue to have a place, as a person, even after she can no longer provide in supernatural ways.
The culmination of this arc comes with another base conversation, in 4-3, this time with her and Ike. It think it's very telling that until just this moment Micaiah was still considering just leaving everything behind once the fight with Ashera was over.
Thank you Ike. I've made up my mind.  I thought I might travel to a far-off place after all of this was over. But I won't. I'll go back to Daein. No matter what happens, I'll have Sothe by my side. I have nothing to fear as long as he's with me. Micaiah to Ike, chapter 4-3
(Worth noting its possible to not see this scene if you break Sothe and Micaiah's automatic A rank bond. Considering how important it is to Micaiah and part 4 in general though I just kinda shrug emoji at that.)
For Micaiah other people, even Sothe who's sworn his service to her as a person rather than a figurehead, have a place seperate from her. The Dawn Brigade can exist without Micaiah but Micaiah cannot exist without the Brigade.
And also bc this is already long and meandering: i like that her heroes alts follow this evolution.
Micaiah: Priestess of Dawn seems to come from the three year period between POR and RD where she waited for Sothe to return. She refuses to admit she's Branded to the Summoner. Saying maybe she will trust him one day enough to share her secret.
Micaiah: Queen of Dawn explains she only took up the mantle of queen because the people of Daein asked her to, and seems unsure of her ability to lead them all.
Micaiah: Radiant Queen is more mature, confident in her role as Daien's leader and most importantly tells the Summoner in her lv 40 bond conversation that she has a family there. A family that loves her enough she finds them just as important as her one biological relation.
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thank you cookie anon, this is sorely needed <3
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risingsunresistance · 2 years ago
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Had nothing on this weekend so, I just stayed in bed and made multiple attempts to watch the day one smpe stream, but I kept falling asleep. dkfsdklf
I blame it on Techno's voice.
Also, I had no idea you made that post, I remember seeing it on twitter some time ago and it made me actually laugh out loud. Can I ask what exactly the hate post was hating on? Is it not just a silly little joke?
you can do it you can make it through smpe day 1 I BELIEVE IN YOU
the hate was bc i used the word gaslight. the person decided to make a lot of assumptions about how i must not know what the word means to be using it so lightly and urged everyone to avoid posts using the meme format... i understand it's a loaded word but It's A Meme and also you cant just assume the people you're talking to have never experienced a certain trauma, that's kinda messed up and they dont owe you that info anyways 😭
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emissaryoftheguilty · 1 month ago
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ᴛᴀɢ ᴅᴜᴍᴘ 𝟏 / ?
⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ off duty. 🢐 ooc 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ criminal history. 🢐 headcanons 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ on duty. 🢐 ic 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ fight card. 🢐 pinned 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ death penalty. 🢐 dni 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ be on the lookout. 🢐 psa 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ witness statement. 🢐 answered asks 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ interrogation. 🢐 ask prompt 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ go the distance.  🢐 promo 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ administrative log. 🢐 queue 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ deliberation. 🢐 musings 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ riot. 🢐 meme 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ roughhousing. 🢐 dash games 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ ringside. 🢐 dash commentary 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ paraphernalia. 🢐 crack 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ law & order. 🢐 self-promo 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ video evidence. 🢐 video 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ composite sketch. 🢐 art 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ forensic artist. 🢐 my art 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ categorical approach. 🢐 wip 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ prison break. 🢐 open starter 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ arraignment. 🢐 closed starter 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ continuance. 🢐 thread 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ indictment. 🢐 thread end 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ the warden. 🢐 visage 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ phonograph. 🢐 music 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ confession. 🢐 one-shot 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ crime scene investigation. 🢐 introspection 🢒 ⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ cogs & wheels. 🢐 aesthetic 🢒
#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ off duty. 🢐 ooc 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ criminal history. 🢐 headcanons 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ on duty. 🢐 ic 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ fight card. 🢐 pinned 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ death penalty. 🢐 dni 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ be on the lookout. 🢐 psa 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ witness statement. 🢐 answered asks 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ interrogation. 🢐 ask prompt 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ go the distance.  🢐 promo 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ administrative log. 🢐 queue 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ deliberation. 🢐 musings 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ riot. 🢐 meme 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ roughhousing. 🢐 dash games 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ ringside. 🢐 dash commentary 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ paraphernalia. 🢐 crack 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ law & order. 🢐 self-promo 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ video evidence. 🢐 video 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ composite sketch. 🢐 art 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ forensic artist. 🢐 my art 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ categorical approach. 🢐 wip 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ prison break. 🢐 open starter 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ arraignment. 🢐 closed starter 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ continuance. 🢐 thread 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ indictment. 🢐 thread end 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ the warden. 🢐 visage 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ phonograph. 🢐 music 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ confession. 🢐 one-shot 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ crime scene investigation. 🢐 introspection 🢒#⋆༺𓆩⚜𓆪༻⋆ ⸺ cogs & wheels. 🢐 aesthetic 🢒
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sentient-rift · 2 years ago
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(For compliment meme) AquaMan/SpoutMan, don't you know that you're so cute, some people mistake you for a panda cub?
(Compliment my muse to see their reaction.)
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"They do, blip?"
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"Although I'm having trouble seeing the resemblance, panda cubs are cute! In fact, even full grown pandas are cute, blip. I have been told I was cute before, but I never knew I reached panda levels of cute. Thank you for the compliment, blip."
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hxkerwxlf · 4 months ago
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Treasure Chest Opened! You Acquired - Kafka's sunglasses!
Send “Treasure Chest Opened! You Acquired _____” Along with an Item My Muse would obtain by opening a secrete treasure chest, Make it ANY item you want and see My Muse’s reaction to obtaining said Item.
"...."
Silver Wolf looks right.
Silver Wolf looks left.
She then stares directly at the sunglasses she is now holding in her hands. Her mind racing to try it, to go for it, to say 'fuck it, lets do it to it.' As before long in the next scene, we see a casual Silver Wolf just.
Looking in the mirror with Kafka's sunglasses on.
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"Stylin n profilin."
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xxgoblin-dumplingxx · 2 months ago
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Agegap!reader
Have it ever happened that the kids watched a edit and went show her or B
I want to see the kids reaction to Agegap!reader being on trending topics and all over their for you page on edits please!!!!!
Stephanie looked down at her phone and snorted. "Oh the girls are INTO it today."
"It's everywhere," Tim said, slightly disgusted.
"What is a 'mood board'?" Damian asked, "And why is Father always shirtless in them?"
"Ugh," you crinkle your nose, "Sorry."
"You should be," Stephanie said, "All I want is fanfic and I keep getting RPF of you and Bruce in the tags. I didn't even know you were that flexible."
You sip your coffee and cringe slightly. It was easier to ignore this part of your life when you didn't live in a house full of kids. You saw clips and gifs. Your team would keep you updated when you were a meme. But otherwise? You tended to avoid all this. "I'm probably not."
"I found one where you were cheating on Bruce with Dick and then Tim found out- it wasn't bad. Even if they couldn't decide how to use commas," Jason put in. "Can't wait for the update."
"Ew. So gross." You shake your head vigorously and set your coffee cup down, "That's enough internet today and I didn't even log in."
"Same," Dick said. "You're not my type."
Bruce walked into the breakfast room, "I don't want to know. New topic." He swooped down to kiss your head and took his seat.
"Please," you implore. "This is gross."
"Shopping today?" Steph asked you. "Retail therapy. School sucks."
"Yes," you answer nodding. "Much better. Now we just have to decide-"
"I wanna go," Dick whined, "But I'm not holding bags. Or getting a pedicure."
"So go to the Arcade and wait-"
"Alone?" Dick gasped, "I'll be lonely-"
"Congrats, Tim," Stephanie said, "you get to come and play with Dick."
"But what if I want a pedicure?" Tim asked
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saikira999 · 6 months ago
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headcanons for how Idia and Malleus play Minecraft?
~ Headcanons for twst characters playing Minecraft.
I was a little late, but here are the headcannons! :D
Also, a little friendly reminder that English is not My native language and if you find errors in the text, please write to me about it.
Another parts about :
Azul and Lilia!
Riddle and Leona!
Jade and Floyd!
[Idia]
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1) Absolute pro.
2) During the entire game, big bro has already set up His own server with tens of hundreds of buildings, houses and cities, on which all of Ignihyde plays...
But for you, beginners, He will of course make a new one.
3) Lives not in an ordinary house, but in a secret underground complex with hundreds of traps, secrets and secret passages. The entire dungeon is arranged quite professionally and beautifully, in a black and blue palette, using wool, clay, stone and several types of thin blocks and half-blocks, steps and other things. Instead of ordinary torches, he uses blue torches with soul fire.
4) He doesn’t trust his account to anyone except Ortho, but he tries to make sure that his beloved younger brother doesn’t waste any important resources or do anything unnecessary.
5) His favorite and least favorite location is Nether.
6) His base is guarded by three dogs with blue collars.
7) The same walking guide that explains to everyone and everything how to play and answers all kinds of questions.
8) The bro on the server has absolute power... After all, he is the admin here and the main expert in cheat codes.
9) Despite the fact that he feels much more confident in the square world, he still does not like to interact with other players and prefers to play alone. If there are too many players on the server, He either rushes to retire, or barely uses the microphone and hangs around somewhere in the corners.
He is most comfortable playing with Lilia, Ortho, Azul and possibly Yuu.
10) Keeps a joke counter when someone compares His hair to the blue soul fire (137)...
11) Loves block art and other buildings like statues of favorite anime characters.
12) Usually, he plays with a ton of shaders, mods and other additions, but since not all dorms are equipped with powerful hardware, like in Ignihyde, bro have to play with a minimum amount of additional details.
13) Knows all the cool bugs, recipes, theories and locations of Minecraft.
14) In one of the secret rooms he built a cemetery for His pets.
15) Of all the players, he comes to the server most often, and could have reached the dragon in one day, if not for Ortho’s gentle reminder that on a joint server you need to play TOGETHER.
16) His main fear is if His mother somehow logs onto the server.
17) Always swears at updates.
18) Sometimes he seriously thinks about buying the rights to the game...
19) Minecraft is my life!
20) MINECRAAAAAAAAAFT
(Insert audio from that screaming russian schoolboy meme)
[Malleus]
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1) He doesn’t know what Minecraft is and when Yuu and Idia invite him to play (Invitation???? He’ll definitely join!), he asks Lilia what “Minecraft” is and what spell can He use to get into this mysterious world?
2) When he sits down at the computer for the first time, he falls into a crisis and looks at the square icon for a long time (3 hours), in sincere bewilderment.
Then he decides to try to figure it out on his own... And accidentally blows up the computer.
(Poor Lilia.)
4) FINALLY having figured out the controls on the phone (Still poor Lilia), he came onto the server and falls into a new crisis and shock from the appearance of the game...
"This is definitely... It will be interesting..."
5) Absolute noob. Bro sometimes even forgets that his character is weak and mortal. Several times, He simply walks into lava, forgets to eat, or swims in the water for a long time and is genuinely perplexed as to why his character is dying.
6) Tsunotaro's house is a simple wooden box made of dark oak logs, vines and flowers. There is no floor - only fragrant green grass. The windows are also missing and replaced with fences. Right at the doorstep is a garden with flowers, and on the roof there will be creepy, crooked figures made of blocks and half-blocks of stone and basalt (Gargoyles were planned).
Perhaps He will try in the future to rebuild the house into something more gothic, but Tsunotaro like architect, is like a Grim like nutritionist... Yuu is His most frequent guest and Draconia, according to all the rules of etiquette, tries to feed the visitor and force him to stay as a guest with Him, like a decent owner.... Oh, Yuu invites Him to visit...?
...He will definitely come and build Yuu a crooked gargoyle as a sign of gratitude... And I hope that a human child will be smart enough not to destroy His building...
.......No, I'm serious. Don't.
7) He doesn’t understand anything and either follows other players 24/7 or gets lost and Idia eventually finds him a couple hundred chunks away from the spawn location, trying to make friends with the bat.
8) Griefers? Who is this? Is there such a crazy person who would try to break down His house...?
9) Oddly enough, his main occupation is taming everyone he can. Cats? Parrots? Dogs? A whole farm with a variety of livestock from small to large? Two little slimes? Strange guy with white eyes behind the tree? Yuu? He will take care of everyone.... Rest assured)
+ Animals in this game do not age and cannot die unless you put them in danger, or play it safe and give them name tags....
10) The same guy whose game constantly crashes for some reason or whose microphone crashes.
11) Belongs to the type of people who can simply take and give another player either a beautiful, freshly picked flower, or incredibly rare and expensive armor or weapons, with several layers of enchantment, which He obtained from an unknown place and in an unknown way.
12) For a reason unknown to anyone, all mobs such as monsters, villagers and pillagers, except animals and children, bypass him.
13) Loves to wander through abandoned villages and mines.
14) In PVP he is not particularly smart and sticks with more neutral and calm players and rarely gets into fights with anyone... If at all anyone wants to fight with Him.
15) He dreams of building a GIANT Gargoyle, but so far, all he gets is another crooked, creepy pile of stones, only of larger sizes.
16) When he learns that the goal of the game is to kill the dragon and take It's egg, his reaction is literally: ....Mother?🤨
17) He doesn’t want to fight with His relative, and when Idia kills the dragon, he bursts into His room with lightning and thunder in order to interrogate the corpse of Gloomurai, which did not survive several heart attacks.
18) Tsunotaro took the egg for Himself and built a kind of temple for It (Surrounded by gargoyles, of course), and sincerely waited for it to hatch, until Lilia, who came to the rescue, said that this was not possible in the game.
19) Conclusion: One was disappointed because He could not atone for the brutally murdered dragon mother and raise Her child, and the second, although He laughed amicably, still grabbed a couple of Vietnamese (Briar Valley) flashbacks.
(Poor Malleus and Lilia)
20) Later, scared to death, Idia will install a mod especially for Tsunotaro that allows him to hatch and tame a dragon from the egg he received in The End 😊
(Poor Idia)
That's it! I am waiting for your new requests :3
Reblog Me, please? <:]
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queenharumiura · 1 year ago
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🎂+ "Did you even notice me or am I just a replacement for Juudaime?" ((you already know who this is from))
Today is the day I celebrate Haru because of her shorthand (86) and I'll answer any questions. [x] ||Time's up! No longer accepting!|| I do know this is to take place in the future, so I'm taking some creative liberties as I don't exactly know how things lead up to them being a thing, so bear with me.
“Huh. Fuck.” What was the saying, tongue in cheek? It would be better for her to keep her silence and storm off in a fit of anger, but she was told to be honest and to not hold back, hm? She looks down at the piece of paper giving her directions for the day. All she knew was that she was going to have a strong word with a certain mun later for this horrendous idea of hers. When can a Haru ever have peace? “So this is how we’re ending things tonight with the questions? Okay.”
She honestly thought that she was safe and free, and yet everything snowballed at night, and look at this now. She’s ending things off with a bang, hm?
“You know, I expected something more out of you than this, Gokudera.” A derisive snort, “You waited until now to ask because I have to be honest and you didn’t trust me otherwise, is that it?” A relationship had to be built on top of trust, and she was being made to feel that he didn’t trust her. That deep down he felt that she still had a flame for Tsuna.
He didn’t believe that she loved him, and for someone who wore her heart on her sleeve, he’d effectively taken her love and slapped her in the face with it, thinking that he was just a replacement. This entire situation left a bad taste in her mouth both figuratively and literally. She could taste the blood from her biting so hard on her lower lip in anger.
Her line of vision kept shifting on different spots on the ceiling as she was trying to calm herself to not just launch into a slew of explicatives. Deep breath in and deep breath out, keep the tears at bay. Staring at the ceiling in an attempt to keep her composure for long enough to not break down into tears as she’s forced to address this.
There were a few things to note about Haru and her speech patterns. When she stopped referring to herself in third person, she was being very serious, and the moment she ever utters a curse word, you know you messed up, royally.
“I sure am curious though. Is this something you came up with yourself, or is it because you hear things other say about me and now you doubt me?” Don’t worry, regardless of the answer she’s still mad at you. You still went and fucked up. Mun-san really had a lot to make up for, that’s for sure.
She takes a deep breath in, holds it for a few seconds before she exhales, trying to release a lot of her frustrations with it. She managed to center herself with that one. “When I gave upon Tsuna-san all that time ago after exhausting everything I could try, that was the end of things. I had a clean break with my feelings. I did all that I could to have him see my way, but it didn’t work. I did try to hide it and I don’t know how well I did at that, but I was a mess sometimes because of it all.” She hated the fact that she was being made to admit to anything and everything.
“Did you think I didn’t know who he was pining for? Sure, I’m a stupid woman as you say, but I won’t have anyone come here and tell me that I was in the wrong for trying. The stupidest thing you can do is NOT try and lament that it never happened. I did my best to appeal to Tsuna-san. I did everything I could to try something… ANYTHING, but nothing came of it. What came out of it? Me understanding that it wasn’t going to work out. After that, all I needed to do was sever my feelings and move on.”
She says it as if it was an easy thing to do, but it wasn’t. She needed time to come to terms with the futile efforts and to understand that this was going to be viewed as a waste of time to everyone else.
“I don’t regret all that I did then, as I learned a lot from him. I developed some skill sets that I’m proud of to this day. Everyone else may think that my time spent pinning for him was a waste of time, but I see it as my journey of going through my first love and seeing it to the end. Some people can get stuck and get hung up on it forever, but I’m not like that. When I stopped loving him, that was the end of it. It was time for the next stage of my life, whatever that was.”
If she had to regret anything, it was the amount of emotional baggage that followed her after the fallout of her feelings for Tsuna. “I know that others pitied me for my futile efforts… and I know I probably looked stupid to a lot of them (if not all of them). I pretended to not see it, even if it was coming from those I cared about.” It was one thing to be pitied by random people, but to be pitied by your friends and family? It was the absolute worst. They were seeing her at her lowest, but she kept a smile on her face, pretending to not see it. Haru thought that it would hurt more if she let them know that she saw the looks.
It would be worse to acknowledge it and have them be more discreet about it.
“Ahh… fuck” she ruffles her fingers through her bangs, “there was a time where I really thought I’d be okay with being a shadow woman if only it meant he’d notice me when he thought to look down.” A scoff. “It’s stupid, how low I was at that time. Just how badly I was willing to degrade myself to relegating myself to being a shadow.” She really hated that part of her. It disgusted her every time she recalls that.
She shouldn’t have ever thought that way or spoken that way, even if at one point it may have been a joke. That’s the thing with jokes, they can feel real once you say them enough. She’s irritated on all accounts now as she’s reeling over the real question at hand and the memories relating to the question. “Do you just want me to stay hung up on the past? You just won’t let me get past it to heal and feel better about myself, will you?” She’s biting back with her own words. “Does it make you feel better to kick me down when I’ve already done that enough? Was my self-confidence and self-love tanking not enough? You have to kick me down too? Is there a point to this? Is it a game to see who can break me worse?”
What was that about holding back tears? Well, she tried.
“You know, I always wanted to have an average life by getting married to someone who loved me and start a family one day—but I can’t have that. By some twist of fate, I am affiliated with the mafia. I can’t just love a civilian and expect them to follow me into the Mafia. That then involves their family too by extension. I don’t have other options available to me. I lied to myself telling myself that it’d be okay if I was alone moving forwards. It’s too late for me to go back to being a regular civilian. I gave up on one of my dreams to stay with you all.”
That is to say that she treasured the bonds she made with everyone more than her dream of having a happily married life with some normal guy. She would’ve been plenty happy with that. Not to be a narcissist, but she would make a great wife! She’s wasting her potential here, you know?
Damn it, she couldn’t stop the tears from flooding down her face NO THANKS TO SOMEONE. She stopped as she was hectically rubbing at her cheeks, trying to wipe away the tears. Well, the show must go on, right? You wanted the full truth, after all. She won’t have anyone accusing her of wasting time by stalling.
“I already had the reputation of being the silly woman who pined after Tsuna-san for so long. That moniker will never leave me for as long as I live, I’m sure. People are going to talk and make whatever they will about my interpersonal relationships with others. They’re going to suspect that I still hold a torch for Tsuna-san, or that I’m secretly hoping for Kyoko-chan to reject him or what have you.” It was so tough on her to think that’s how people may perceive her character.
She spent the majority of her life being a regular civilian girl. She wasn’t some conniving person who lusted after power. She wasn’t someone who was willing to do any underhanded means to get what she wanted either. She was just an innocent girl who wholeheartedly loved the wrong person.
“I didn’t want to fall for anyone else associated with the Vongola. I knew that people would talk, assume that I was using them as a replacement. I didn’t want to be the reason for any of you to be looked down on. I… I’m not worth your reputations being sullied because of me.” Haru walks over to a chair and brings her knees to her chest, hiding her crying face in her knees. “I trusted that you’d believe me.” We see where that got her.
“I was fine with anyone viewing me as the worst if only my lover trusted me. That alone would be worth it. Maybe I could prove myself in the eyes of others if they saw just how much I loved you but I can’t even convince YOU that you’re the only one that I have in my heart?”
What was the point then? What is a relationship without trust at a bare minimum?
This is incredibly heartbreaking.
“You deserve someone who makes you feel confident in the fact you’re the only one for them, and I deserve someone who doesn’t doubt me even when I gave them everything that I had to offer. If with all the love I had to give you, you still had an ounce of doubt in me, I can’t stay here. I don’t deserve this.” She may have trampled her self-worth when she was pining over Tsuna, but she made a promise to herself to not do that again.
“If you truly think that you’re just a replacement for me, consider today the last time you can call me your girlfriend. I’m NOT tolerating this bullshit. Not from you.”
It’s past midnight and that’s the last of the questions she was accepting for the night, so she storms out the questioning room to cry for the rest of the night.
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homecomingvn · 9 months ago
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Hey everyone! It's, uh, it's certainly been a minute.
If my brief return a few months ago and then radio silence yet again is any indicator, I'm sure most of y'all probably know where this is going.
HOMECOMING, as of now (and for the indefinite future) is going to be on hiatus, and maybe discontinued.
This project initially started out as a silly idea, a culmination of my love for the yandere vn community and the wonderful games it has created, and my original plot and cast of characters. In the beginning, I was trucking along, working on scripts, planning out routes, spending hours of research on coding and how to get this thing up and running. Not to mention, the attention my silly lil project garnered was a lot. At least to me. I've had a semi popular writing blog before, and was no stranger to inbox asks, and how they pile up, or the notes that popular posts can get.
I was far too ambitious in all honesty, and once the glitz and glamor of a new project wore off, I hit a massive wall. Hard. It seemed that to actually work on HOCO was much like pulling teeth - whether it was writing, drawing, or even *thinking* about it, I found myself sinking further and further into a imposter syndrome of sorts.
And well, I guess making this announcement is sort of proving it right.
Even so, I've always known when to take a step back, when to settle down -- and now, I'm just making it official. I owe you all at least that much.
The blog will be staying up - I have no plans to delete it in the slightest. I'll just log out of it most likely - I'll still be around on my personal tumblr, where I'll hopefully start being more active there again.
Nothing could have prepared me for just how much care, how much love you guys have shown HOCO - so much so, it's still hard to believe. All the fanart, the fanfic, the memes - they're all saved to my phone, in their own album. Thank you to all who have made amazing creations for my silly characters, as well as the countless asks y'all have sent - maybe one day I'll be able to answer all of them.
I really hope one day I can return to this project with fresh eyes -- I'm hoping real, substantial time away from it will help that process. There are other, personal projects that I've been doing that have helped that creative spark again, as well as indulging in traditional fandom activities, mostly fanart. Unfortunately, I think it's safe to say that my time in the Yan VN community is over for the time being, at least until/if I start working on HOCO again. (Or whenever I play the latest updates of 14DWY - I am the Leon Fan Club President after all ^^).
I've been rambling too long, and I think it's time to close this chapter for now. Thank you all again - and one last Henry for the road. They were there since the beginning of HOCO in 2019, so it feels right for them to be here at the end.
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