#(but Akutagawa too‚ damn‚ he died for him!!!).

[kyouka-supremacy]

i have ✨mixed feelings✨ towards dazai Like, i like (?) him as a character, but he disgusts me as a person, idk how to explain myself and im so bipolar (j) like i love chuuya with burning passion and dazai is a motherfucker but i ship soukoku why would i ship the character i like with someone like dazai? idk but i do it and i cant stop send help chuuya deserves to be shiped with someone better like aku or sigma but skk have my heart make it stop please i've tried to start shiping dazai with others so i wont ship him with chuuya, i've tried with fyozai but then i see some fyolai shit and like theyre canon bro i cant ship fyodor with someone else, i've tried with kunizai too, it kind of works but not that much i still ship skk more theres SO GOOD skk fanfics and im confused with dazai and idk how i feel about him (basically a text of my random thoughts that I wanted to write down without effort and thats why theyre incomprehensible)

Anon don't worry I checked for you and there's no cops on Tumblr. Stan Dazai ship soukoku live love laugh ♡

[inamagicalhallucination]

ada team uniform for annoying dazai

ada all own a chuuya shirt to mess with dazai but like after a few months the joke dies down but the ada all still have the shirts

it starts with atsushi going to go shopping in an old sleep shirt and running into akutagawa at the store and aku wan stares at him and atsushi is like 'wtf is ur problem' and aku is like 'wtf r u wearing' and atsushi is like 'leave me alone' and he leaves and aku is so damn confused

and then one day kunikida is doing some house maintenance and uses an old shirt so his other clothes dont get dirty and he decides to go get lunch before continuing and happens to be in a restaurant where port mafia executive chuuya nakahara is eating and chuuya is just gaping at him and kunikida is like 'what? i dont have time for this' and gets his food as take out while chuuya is still there gaping at him

kenji just likes the shirt so he continues to wear it, he wants one with all his friends; he doesn't get why so many people side eye him but he doesn't really care either

kyouka wears it one day cuz her clothes are all in the wash since it was so busy at work for a while and household chores got postponed; so she just has that shirt; she knows why everyone non-ada is side eyeing her but if they care they can help her and atsushi with the laundry

ranpo wears it only to appear in chuuya's side view and fuck with him

yosano wears it only in the privacy of her apartment

junichiro just wears it casually, he kind of forgot chuuya was like a person and not like a book character dazai's weird about so he doesn't even register it until he runs into like the black lizard and theyre staring at him like 'wtf r u wearing'

anyway

featuring the pm having a meeting about the ada's strange tactic to convert chuuya into an ada member

featuring a very flustered very confused and very weirded out chuuya wondering wtf is happening

and featuring a very prissy akutagawa who's not gonna let jinko win over chuuya too

[sanest-bsd-delegate]

Hi! I just saw your recent dazai x reader post and saw that the request is open soooo I want to request something.

Uhh if by any chance you know Tokyo revengers could you do Reader as Emma Sano? Dazai as Draken and Ranpo as Mikey like the scenario takes place during the prison arc and the vampire thingy and during that time Reader died the same way Emma Sano died and she was killed by Fukuchi in order to weaken the ADA and Dazai was informed by Ango about her death , you know just some good ol angst ehehehehe. I hope this request somehow makes sense and Thank you in advance! 🥰(⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Last Soul

Summary: They swear as they see, she will be the last soul they will sacrifice for the battle. Dazai x Fem!Reader ft Ranpo's SisterMasterlist Tysm for the request! I have watched tr a little and I mainly surfed the web, Hope this doesn't disappoint you, I tried to co-relate both the scenarios as close as possible! Hope this fulfill your request

Atsushi and Y/N were on the way escaping Fukuchi, Akutagawa helped them escape, but on a cost of what? His life.

Everything was spinning and going to fast. They merely escaped the attacks by Fukuchi. Y/N couldn't help out much except for the fact she didn't contribute much of defense and combat skills.

She was didn't own any ability, just like her brother Ranpo, who was too denial to say he didn't own one too.

They were running through the forest with Poe's book in hand which had her brother trapped.

This was going to much for her, she wanted to live normally for god sake.

It happened so fast.

One moment she was beside Atsushi running away, and the next moment her body lied on the ground beside where Atsushi stood.

She was injured by Fukuchi's sword.

It came ripping through the thin air, and before either of those two could react, the sword pierced through her body and Y/N could react nothing but cough blood as she fell down in the pool of blood that was hers.

Ranpo didn't know what to say

He came out of the book solving the mystery to see his sister, lying on the ground as Atsushi stood still. He caught the light of the sword that reflected in his eyes, knowing damn well what had happened. He dropped on his knees as his body weakened to see his sister's body on the ground.

"Atsushi What happened...?"

"I AM SORRY RANPO-SAN THE SWORD JUS-JUST CAME THROUG-GH AND-D"

"ATSUSHI PICK HER UP WE NEED TO REACH YOSANO......DONT WORRY Y/N"

Ranpo was beyond angry.

Y/N seemed to gain conciseness when they reached near the base, and Ranpo was relieved a little, but his happiness didn't seemed to last long as she took her last breathe almost saying 'take care' right at the entrance, smiling.

Silence.

That was what could they all hear. Eyes diluting, tears streaming down as a silence scream escaped Ranpo, as he stared at his sister, who's soul completely slipped her body, which now was dropped on the ground, where Atsushi regained his human form.

" Tell me this a sick joke you pull Y/N, You know Dazai Loves you back right? Y/N-" Ranpo said, his voice cracking as he spoke.

"Y/N please, wake up you wanted to start a family right? With Dazai, and you even thought so far on picking the colours of the walls for your kid, Please Y/N, you cant throw away all of this you cant-" Ranpo's voice cracked, as he held his sister's body in denial.

Atsushi could only place a hand on ranpo's shoulder as a sign of comfort, unsure of the next motive of either parties.

Ango, Who watched the scene unfold, didn't say much but still shed a tear, knowing well he had to be professional in the battlefield.

Now the problem for Ango was, to convey this message to Dazai.

As the usual time passed, Ango sat once again to decode and code the messages between him and Dazai

Sending the coded Message to Dazai, Ango could only hope that this doesn't change the direction of the war.

Dazai didn't know how to react.

Y/N L/N was dead. The Y/N who he spent time with, who actually cared for him other than his late friend Odasaku , and The Y/N who he never confessed his love to.

"Say Dazai, didn't you hear it yet?" Fyodor smiled, who sat across him in another cube smiling wickedly seeing his enemy in denial.

"If this didn't exist, I would have made sure you didn't see another day" Dazai announced as his head slowly raised up and you could see the maniac beast he held close rise up, little by little just like it had when he made his first kill.

"I will make sure you pay the prize of this act Fyodor Dostoevsky, she will be the last soul sacrificed for this battle."

Help i went through my notes the other day for this request and

Welcome Dazai Sazai

[ragingstillness]

Finally caught up on the bungo stray dogs manga today. Here are my thoughts in no particular order.

Massive spoiler warning through ch 114.5!

Gotta say, I don’t think any of us guessed “functional immortality” for Fyodor’s ability. It does explain why he’s completely crazed and has such little respect for human life. The face peeling is gross but a little funny in how wacky and wild it is. Genuine questions: does Fyodor then gain that person’s body shape? Has he ever been killed by a woman before? Or a child? Does he get to steal Bram’s height now? What happens if he turns into an old person and dies of old age? What happens if he kills himself? When was he born and when did this ability manifest? Does he gain the new person’s ability as well as his own? Also, I have to give Asagiri credit for taking the most literal interpretation of Crime and Punishment ever. The Crime is murder of Fyodor and the Punishment is he becomes you. He takes your space in society. Delightfully literal.

Gogol’s sadness over Dostoyevsky felt really real my poor clown. However, with the reveal of Dostoyevsky’s ability, they are now the perfect couple. Gogol can kill Fyodor, achieving his goal of killing him, then Fyodor can become him, achieving Gogol’s goal of losing himself and Fyodor’s goal of having one less person constantly trying to kill him. Poetic cinema.

Gonna be laughing forever at Mori gluing the fake vampire teeth into Chuuya’s mouth and Chuuya’s inability to get them out. This is especially funny because this genuinely happened to me with my mom one Halloween and while we did get them out I was picking glue out of my teeth for a week.

I hope Bram isn’t gone forever because his relationship with Aya is beyond cute.

Is Aya’s dad that grumpy police detective? It looked like that in her vision.

I’m still not super satisfied with Fukuchi having good intentions. He’s been far too sadistic and blatantly evil for me to change my mind on him now. Little Fukuchi I can defend but I’m not changing my opinion on adult Fukuchi.

Fukuzawa stays the smartest man, taking the sword to the heart then pulling it away with him. Very “can I keep this” when someone gets stabbed meme of him. Also using it still as a blade? Inspired. All hail silver fox dad.

Ranpo is clearly still injured but doesn’t seem as injured as Asagiri teased us with. Aku still appears to be a vampire, we’ll see how that turns out.

Damn, Fukuchi will not die. This man has been bleeding from the neck and heart for several minutes at least and still is talking.

Considering the last ability singularity nearly destroyed all of Yokohama and the world, not looking forward to the results of a three-part singularity.

Fukuchi’s blade allowing him control over a small period of time I could accept but the gift of prophecy? Specific prophecy too? Kind of came out of left field, I don’t like that without knowing more about the sword’s creator.

Let’s be real, One Order should just be destroyed, it’s hella dangerous in anyone’s hands.

I don’t think we got told in advance that Bram’s sword combined person with ability. Maybe I just don’t remember but I don’t think so.

Fyodor’s goals continue to be murky as hell.

Convenient, that Fyodor’s ability also comes with a bit of teleportation, as he got from mid-Europe to Japan right quick.

I still need to know more about the war and I despair of ever receiving that info.

Love that all this is going down between Fyodor, Fukuchi, and Fukuzawa (too many fs) and Atsushi is just there like oh right I have a main character oops. I really hope vampirism wipes Akutagawa’s memories so he just jumps into this situation completely discombobulated, it’d be so funny.

When will sassy grandpa (Mori) return from war?

Hey Natsume what’s up, think maybe this is a good time to intervene?

Where the hell is Kouyou?

[thornedarrow]

chasing shadows – 200 words inspired by bea's sskk piece

You damn fool, hurry and go.  

Blood. 

There is blood and red, so much red just like their fights except they are not fighting and that is not his work but the work of their enemy their enemy ranpo-san is trapped in a book but dazai-san can save them the ada can defeat this monster and yosano-sensei will heal him but she isn’t here and without her akutagawa akutagawa is—

The smoke thickens and the black and red and death disappear. 

I’m all alone  I’m all alone I’m all alone  I’m all alone 

Again.

Promise of six months that will never come to fruition akutagawa died so he could live he is always living by taking taking he is the man eating tiger he is the tiger beetle he will forever chase the shadows of akutagawa because he is human he is human  he has a heart that will never be understood the same. 

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So Atsushi runs, runs like he was told to because he cannot let his rival enemy die in vain, not when the smell of blood will not leave him, cloying his nose. 

And as he runs, the erratic beat of his heart reminds him that he is all too human, his heart cradled in the palm of his hand.

[insoukokuhell-434]

Getting Together/Love Confessions - skk fics

Including:

Love Confessions/ Getting Together

LC/GT + their relationship after

The format I’m using is:

Title - writer (ao3 link) Fic length Time period (teen/mafia skk, 22! Skk, all ages) Love Confession and/or Getting Together Additional tags (Anything in bold added by me for extra info) TW

the same groove - halfbloom (diphylleias)

11.3K MAFIA SKK (16), 22 SKK Love Confessions Feelings realization, Pining, Light Angst, Happy Ending, Growing Up

Summary: "Dazai always knows too much, and too fast, whether it be for the better or for the worse. But for Chuuya, the realization comes slower, gradually, clumsily over the years"

it must be because i love you - communist_sasuke

5k MAFIA SKK (15, SB) 22!SKK Love Confessions Mutual Pining, Falling In Love, Fluff and Humor, Dazai is Whipped, Developing Relationship, Post-Corruption Ability Use, Feelings realization, First kiss TW - Dazai-Typical Suicide References

From summary: "(Or: A series of incidents in which Dazai and Chuuya can't gather their thoughts around each other, and a couple of clues as to why.)"

High tides - refectory

4.3k 22 SKK Getting Together Post-Dead Apple, Confessions, Dazai gets vulnerable, Chuuya is doing his god damned best to be patient with him, but it's hard

Summary: "Dazai is embarrassed by the idea of wanting something for himself that he is fully capable of attaining.

or : after the events of Dead Apple, Dazai and Chuuya finally talk."

Stay - the_most_happy

23.6k 22 SKK Love Confessions, Getting Together Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Deaf Chuuya, Sign language, Chuuya is so done, Dazai tries his best Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Chuuya in Denial, Feelings Realization, Love confessions in the rain because SKK are dramatic, First Kiss, Kiss Kiss Fall in Love, Idiots in Love, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Skk's Unconventional Mating Rituals, Developing Relationship, Relationship Study, Soft skk Hurt/Comfort, Literal Sleeping Together, Domestic Fluff, Canon Compliant, Sweet

A chance to start again - Root (Fyki)

4.4k 22 SKK Love Confessions + Getting Together Mutual Pining, First Kiss, Fluff, Introspection, they work they shit out

i have died every night waking for you (all alone i have been waiting for you)-scripted_suicide

3.4k 22 SKK Love confessions First Kiss, Fluff & Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Literal Sleeping Together, Canon Compliant

believe me darling, the stars were made for falling -communist_sasuke

14.6k ALL AGES Love Confessions + Getting Together Worried Chuuya, Dazai is a Mess, Angst, Self-Harm , Fluff & Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon timeline, First Kiss TW - Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions , Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Suicide Attempt

Happily (n)Ever After - Memos

14k  22 SKK + flashbacks Love confessions, Getting together Romantic Comedy, Light Angst, Bad Decisions, Alcohol, Suggestive Themes, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Assault With Flowers, Don't Be Like SKK Kids, Drunk marriage, Reconciliation

hey look, the sky's falling apart - saffroncassis    

24.8k TEEN SKK (16/17) Love confession + Getting Together AU - Canon Divergence Protective Nakahara Chuuya, Angst, Fluff, Humor, Developing Relationship Found Family (the Akutagawa siblings, Oda's kids, Kyouka, Oda, Ango) TW- Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse and discussions of both these, also cw food for the whole fic

Summary - "At age 16, Chuuya defects from the Port Mafia and drags his partner with him not so much kicking and screaming as silently begrudging, and the rest follow suit in time."

Wish in one hand - forest_raccoon

5.2k 15, 16, 22 SKK Getting Together First Kiss, gratuitous yearning about holding hands, this whole thing is basically: what if Dazai was just a bit more of a disaster, Chuuya Uses Corruption, Angst with a Happy Ending, Swearing, Dead Apple Spoilers, Fifteen Light Novel Spoilers

I won't leave - Kyril

2.1k 22 SKK (Post Dead Apple) Love Confessions Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Chuuya, Chuuya recovering from Corruption, reluctant bedrest, Caring Dazai, Dazai Takes Care of Chuuya, Accidental Confession, Fluff, Light Angst, Idiots in Love, Chuuya-Typical Swearing, Whumptober 2020

Grown on me - Jules_tea

16.9k 22 SKK Love Confessions + Getting Together Alternate Universe - Post-Canon Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Idiots in Love, Mutual Pining, Possessive Chuuya, Jealous Dazai, Caring Dazai, Chuuya Uses Corruption, a new mission but at what cost TW- Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions

From Summary - "Or, a story in which Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu come to accept their feelings, one way or another… and Dazai helps Chuuya finally accept himself."

Slightly More Human - Bulllshitzarry

3.9k 22 SKK (Post Dead Apple) Getting Together Angst with a Happy ending, Acceptance, Feelings realization, Attempt at Humor, Protective Chuuya

LC/GT + their relationship after

Without Words - StarshipDancer 

11.5k 22 SKK Getting Together, Love Confessions Caring Chuuya, Domestic Fluff, Light Angst, Moving In Together, Literal Sleeping Together, Cuddling & Snuggling, video game references, sticky notes, Idiots in Love, Soft skk, skk’s Unconventional Mating Rituals, 5+1 Things TW - Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions 

For the Record - zombiemarker

19.1k TEEN SKK  Getting together AU- Spies & Secret Agents Physical Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, Childhood Trauma, they get all dressed up and go to a gala, Implied Sexual Content, Fluff & Angst, Literal sleeping together, First kiss, Developing Relationship TW - Blood and Violence, Childhood Trauma

From tags: "Chuuya's a government experiment, Dazai's been with Mori for years, they've both got trauma now"

Willful Neglect - timeisdancing

27.9k 22 SKK Getting Together Angst with a Happy Ending, Time Travel, Not a death fic - It starts off as a death fic but it does not stay that way Dazai Being An Idiot , Dazai Being An Asshole , But he learns his lessons and comes around. Dazai also starts off distant and then goes full simp, Clingy Dazai Dazai needs a hug, Chuuya needs a hug, Mutual Pining, Cuddling & Snuggling, Soft skk, Chuuya Uses Corruption, Dazai Takes Care of Chuuya Grief/Mourning, Self-Hatred, Guilt, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Gaslighting, Manipulation By Mori, Mori Ougai Being An Asshole

30 Kisses - setosdarkness

19.2k ALL AGES - AU Getting together AU - Modern: No Powers Childhood Friends, High School, College/University Fluff and Humor, Developing Relationship, Poet Chuuya, Port Mafia Boss Dazai, skk's unconventional mating rituals, Ficlet Collection, 30 kisses challenge

From summary: "30 kisses between Dazai and Chuuya, starting from highschool, all the way to adulthood.

It starts when Dazai steals Chuuya's first kiss and Chuuya convinces himself it's just how alien mackerels greet each other…"

Please like/reblog if this helped u find a fic, I'd be delighted to know <33

Soukoku fic rec masterlist here

[vjstudiosnumber2]

{DOLOR: A!Akutagawa X O!Atsushi, OMEGAVERSE}

DOLOR {AOB A!Akutagawa X O!Atsushi} {PT 1}

Atsushi struggled with the reality of his situation.

If he had been marked, he would have been in more trouble, the smell of the bond would have stunk up the Agency office, revealing the Father instantly. The image of said man made him tremble in fury, yet the memories of what the Mafia’s dog had done to him during his heat had him growling in more frustration than anger.

He had given in, and now he was absolutely stuck.

He sat up in the corner of his closet, holding the pregnancy test with shaking fingers, staring intensely at the two lines, as if his two-toned eyes could make them disappear. But they didn’t, and Atsushi continued to wallow in his own guilt and misery.

It had been barely two months since the incident with Pushkin, and it happened the day after, when he had been on a job and was overpowered by one of the last few opponents. Akutagawa had stepped in, only to be lured by the same smell that the person he had knocked unconscious by Rashouman.

The pleasure drove them both from sanity, at least for the most part.

At least the damned dog hadn’t marked him.

But Atsushi couldn’t figure out what was worse, being marked by Akutagawa, or being knocked up by him.

Atsushi had sat in that corner for the remainder of his free day, crying for a few hours at the realization hit him like a punch in the face. He struggled to understand what he had done to anger the Gods above for them to punish him like this, impregnating him with his enemy’s child of all things.

He looked to the ceiling, gripping the test tightly, so tight that his knuckles had turned white.

What was he doing to do…?

{~:~}

The third month was finally ending, and Atsushi, wearing a large sweater for the cold weather, (as he had told the others) but also to hide any signs from the others, was beginning to become exhausted. The more he ignored the problem, the more they sent him on missions, the more his body felt the weight of his burden, that grew within his womb with every single day.

But that day, he had almost died, due to being too slow.

They had swung to chop off his head, and he wouldn’t have made it if Kyouka hadn’t interfered and used Demon-Snow to fend them off. After convincing Yosano that he was just fine, he was allowed to go home early.(Well, more forced, the others being worried about his well-being).

He remembered the shocked, angry look Kyouka had given him, and he knew he wasn’t going to get out of an interrogation when she returned home.

Atsushi knew he wasn’t going to get out of this.

And he only saw one way, and that was to tell the truth.

And whether it was the child inside him that moved, or the emotions of nervousness causing his stomach churn, Atsushi didn’t feel good.

Not at all.

{~:~}

Atsushi was at the kitchen counter, having boiled tofu for Kyouka, when the door opened, revealing the young blue-black haired girl entered, red kimono catching the light, but not lighting up her face, her bright blue eyes looking up to him with uncertainty.

Atsushi tried smiling.

“Hey! Welcome home!” He greeted the alpha, at least everyone was sure she was one, despite not having presented.

Kyouka didn’t answer, instead flitting her eyes between the floor, and back to Atsushi, and he knew the pleasantries were not making the situation any better. He sighed, before walking over to her, eyes glowing with guilt and misery. He wasn’t ready to face the problem head on, and now he was being forced to tell someone, even though he’d rather crawl into a hole for the next six months and figure out what to do then. But he knew better.

If he simply pretended they were not there, then he���d be in more trouble.

The look he gave must have snapped something inside of Kyouka, who rushed forward and wrapped her arms around Atsushi, causing him to yelp. He looked at Kyouka, the worry in her scent causing him to tear up, and the sobs echoed in his chest.

Damn it…

It didn’t take long for Atsushi to sit Kyouka down, and explain the whole problem, Akutagawa, the child, how many months he had left, and Kyouka gave him the look he wasn’t expecting.

Understanding.

“Sometimes heats come out of nowhere, especially since you had been suppressed for so long during your childhood. You haven’t even had a proper heat until then. And Akutagawa is an alpha, he reacted to the scent you gave off like any other alpha. At least it was someone you knew, but…” Kyouka paused, biting her bottom lip, eyes looking into the wall, Atsushi still crying tears of regret and guilt.

“I’m sorry it was someone you hate…” They both fell into silence, all that echoed was the light hics and sniffs that Atsushi let out, his hands grasping at the fabric of his shirt, right where his womb is, where Akutagawa’s child was growing inside of him.

A child he never wanted, but was stuck with.

There was an option for abortion, but to Atsushi, that wasn’t even a choice.

“How many months are you again?” Kyouka asked, eyes meeting his as they both looked up at the sound of the young girl’s voice.

Atsushi bit his own lip harshly, almost drawing blood.

“Three months…” Another silence followed.

Atsushi sobbed again, covering his eyes as many images flew through his mind, the Headmaster belittling him for being an omega, an ability user, being a tiger, the day the alpha Dazai had taken him in, the pleasured look Akutagawa gave him as he knotted him, but the regret that flashed in said man’s eyes caused Atsushi so much pain.

Even when Kyouka wrapped her arms around Atsushi’s torso, the pain never ceased, and he doubted it would ever go away.

{~:~}

As the forth month began closing in, both the teens were beginning to worry. What would happen if the others (If Ranpo hadn’t figured it out by then) found out about his pregnancy, and who the Father was. And both were worried about the outcome of this whole ordeal.

Later on the third month’s last day of the week, Atsushi began to panic as the large sweater he had bought began to grab looks of suspicion, and that wasn’t the only problem. His bump was beginning to show, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t fully hide it. He could only hope no one would see.

Suddenly, the door to the President’s office opened, and everyone looked in that direction, eyes finding the Alpha president, Fukuzawa, and the Demon Snow wielder, Kyouka, standing in the entrance.

“Atsushi, Dazai, both of you  and Kyouka need to come into my office. We have some business to speak of.” 

Atsushi didn’t like the way everyone looked to him and his mentor.

But both did as told, dropping everything and walking behind the President and Kyouka, through a dark hall before reaching the small office, both teens sat in the chairs while Dazai leaned against the wall. The President was quick to take his seat, and didn’t say anything. It was silent, and Atsushi was starting to worry. What was this about? Did they find out about the pregnancy? Who the Father was? Did Kyouka tell them? What will happen to him? What happens when they get rid of him? What happens when Akutagawa finds out-

The door opened and they all looked to see Ranpo.

“Glad you could join us Ranpo.”

“Yeah, no problem!” He smiled, before leaning against the doorframe. “Let’s get this meeting started.”

“Indeed.” Fukuzawa’s sharp green eyes met Atsushi’s mismatched eyes, making him fidget with his sweater.

“Atsushi, you have to answer everything we ask.” Fukuzawa stated in a calming voice, but it only made him more nervous.

“Y-...Yes….”

“Good.” Ranpo walked to the desk, sitting on the edge in front of Atsushi.

“Atsushi, are you pregnant?”

Fear, but not shock…

“...Yes.”

“How many months has it been?”

A gulp, a quiver in his lips, fingers grasping at the fabric of his sweater.

“Four… Starting tomorrow…”

“Who knotted you? Do you know them?”

Of course he did.

That’s what he was terrified.

“Yes. I do know them…”

“Do we know them?”

“...Yes…” Tears were threatening to spill. 

“Is it someone in the ADA?”

“...No…” He bit his lip.

“Is it someone from the Mafia?”

That’s all it took, for the tears to fall and he slowly lifted his head to meet Ranpo’s, Dazai’s and the President’s.

“...Yes…” He sniffed, clenching his fists around his womb.

All four other people, all Alpha, looked between each other, before looking back to Atsushi.

“Kyouka said you might be in danger due to being an Omega. But she refused to tell anything unless you were to tell us yourself. I’m sorry for scaring you Atsushi… But we needed to make sure you didn’t lie to us.”

Atsushi sobbed, covering his eyes, but nodded.

“...Are you… Going to get rid of me…?”

“Get rid of you? No. But this is quite the issue.” Fukuzawa stood up, and walked over, reaching out his hand to rub Atsushi’s stiff shoulders.

“We came up with a way for you not to be found out by the Mafia, but can still work for the Agency. We’ve decided that you and Kyouka, until the child is born at least, move to a different part of the country to work for one of my colleagues.” Fukuzawa explained, and Atsushi looked to the person he was looking at.

Dazai simply smiled understandingly, while he said.

“I already have a good idea of who it is. Which is why it’s best if you get transferred instead of staying indoors. Plus, where you're going is a safe haven for Omegas and for a child to grow up a bit.”

Fukuzawa pulled away from trying to comfort the young Omega, before stating.

“We decided it was the best course of action. For both you, and the child.”

[vjstudios]

DOLOR: {BSD AKUTAGAWA X ATSUSHI OMEGAVERSE #1}

DOLOR {AOB A!Akutagawa X O!Atsushi} {PT 1}

Atsushi struggled with the reality of his situation.

If he had been marked, he would have been in more trouble, the smell of the bond would have stunk up the Agency office, revealing the Father instantly. The image of said man made him tremble in fury, yet the memories of what the Mafia’s dog had done to him during his heat had him growling in more frustration than anger.

He had given in, and now he was absolutely stuck.

He sat up in the corner of his closet, holding the pregnancy test with shaking fingers, staring intensely at the two lines, as if his two-toned eyes could make them disappear. But they didn’t, and Atsushi continued to wallow in his own guilt and misery.

It had been barely two months since the incident with Pushkin, and it happened the day after, when he had been on a job and was overpowered by one of the last few opponents. Akutagawa had stepped in, only to be lured by the same smell that the person he had knocked unconscious by Rashouman.

The pleasure drove them both from sanity, at least for the most part.

At least the damned dog hadn’t marked him.

But Atsushi couldn’t figure out what was worse, being marked by Akutagawa, or being knocked up by him.

Atsushi had sat in that corner for the remainder of his free day, crying for a few hours at the realization hit him like a punch in the face. He struggled to understand what he had done to anger the Gods above for them to punish him like this, impregnating him with his enemy’s child of all things.

He looked to the ceiling, gripping the test tightly, so tight that his knuckles had turned white.

What was he doing to do…?

{~:~}

The third month was finally ending, and Atsushi, wearing a large sweater for the cold weather, (as he had told the others) but also to hide any signs from the others, was beginning to become exhausted. The more he ignored the problem, the more they sent him on missions, the more his body felt the weight of his burden, that grew within his womb with every single day.

But that day, he had almost died, due to being too slow.

They had swung to chop off his head, and he wouldn’t have made it if Kyouka hadn’t interfered and used Demon-Snow to fend them off. After convincing Yosano that he was just fine, he was allowed to go home early.(Well, more forced, the others being worried about his well-being).

He remembered the shocked, angry look Kyouka had given him, and he knew he wasn’t going to get out of an interrogation when she returned home.

Atsushi knew he wasn’t going to get out of this.

And he only saw one way, and that was to tell the truth.

And whether it was the child inside him that moved, or the emotions of nervousness causing his stomach churn, Atsushi didn’t feel good.

Not at all.

{~:~}

Atsushi was at the kitchen counter, having boiled tofu for Kyouka, when the door opened, revealing the young blue-black haired girl entered, red kimono catching the light, but not lighting up her face, her bright blue eyes looking up to him with uncertainty.

Atsushi tried smiling.

“Hey! Welcome home!” He greeted the alpha, at least everyone was sure she was one, despite not having presented.

Kyouka didn’t answer, instead flitting her eyes between the floor, and back to Atsushi, and he knew the pleasantries were not making the situation any better. He sighed, before walking over to her, eyes glowing with guilt and misery. He wasn’t ready to face the problem head on, and now he was being forced to tell someone, even though he’d rather crawl into a hole for the next six months and figure out what to do then. But he knew better.

If he simply pretended they were not there, then he’d be in more trouble.

The look he gave must have snapped something inside of Kyouka, who rushed forward and wrapped her arms around Atsushi, causing him to yelp. He looked at Kyouka, the worry in her scent causing him to tear up, and the sobs echoed in his chest.

Damn it…

It didn’t take long for Atsushi to sit Kyouka down, and explain the whole problem, Akutagawa, the child, how many months he had left, and Kyouka gave him the look he wasn’t expecting.

Understanding.

“Sometimes heats come out of nowhere, especially since you had been suppressed for so long during your childhood. You haven’t even had a proper heat until then. And Akutagawa is an alpha, he reacted to the scent you gave off like any other alpha. At least it was someone you knew, but…” Kyouka paused, biting her bottom lip, eyes looking into the wall, Atsushi still crying tears of regret and guilt.

“I’m sorry it was someone you hate…” They both fell into silence, all that echoed was the light hics and sniffs that Atsushi let out, his hands grasping at the fabric of his shirt, right where his womb is, where Akutagawa’s child was growing inside of him.

A child he never wanted, but was stuck with.

There was an option for abortion, but to Atsushi, that wasn’t even a choice.

“How many months are you again?” Kyouka asked, eyes meeting his as they both looked up at the sound of the young girl’s voice.

Atsushi bit his own lip harshly, almost drawing blood.

“Three months…” Another silence followed.

Atsushi sobbed again, covering his eyes as many images flew through his mind, the Headmaster belittling him for being an omega, an ability user, being a tiger, the day the alpha Dazai had taken him in, the pleasured look Akutagawa gave him as he knotted him, but the regret that flashed in said man’s eyes caused Atsushi so much pain.

Even when Kyouka wrapped her arms around Atsushi’s torso, the pain never ceased, and he doubted it would ever go away.

{~:~}

As the forth month began closing in, both the teens were beginning to worry. What would happen if the others (If Ranpo hadn’t figured it out by then) found out about his pregnancy, and who the Father was. And both were worried about the outcome of this whole ordeal.

Later on the third month’s last day of the week, Atsushi began to panic as the large sweater he had bought began to grab looks of suspicion, and that wasn’t the only problem. His bump was beginning to show, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t fully hide it. He could only hope no one would see.

Suddenly, the door to the President’s office opened, and everyone looked in that direction, eyes finding the Alpha president, Fukuzawa, and the Demon Snow wielder, Kyouka, standing in the entrance.

“Atsushi, Dazai, both of you  and Kyouka need to come into my office. We have some business to speak of.” 

Atsushi didn’t like the way everyone looked to him and his mentor.

But both did as told, dropping everything and walking behind the President and Kyouka, through a dark hall before reaching the small office, both teens sat in the chairs while Dazai leaned against the wall. The President was quick to take his seat, and didn’t say anything. It was silent, and Atsushi was starting to worry. What was this about? Did they find out about the pregnancy? Who the Father was? Did Kyouka tell them? What will happen to him? What happens when they get rid of him? What happens when Akutagawa finds out-

The door opened and they all looked to see Ranpo.

“Glad you could join us Ranpo.”

“Yeah, no problem!” He smiled, before leaning against the doorframe. “Let’s get this meeting started.”

“Indeed.” Fukuzawa’s sharp green eyes met Atsushi’s mismatched eyes, making him fidget with his sweater.

“Atsushi, you have to answer everything we ask.” Fukuzawa stated in a calming voice, but it only made him more nervous.

“Y-...Yes….”

“Good.” Ranpo walked to the desk, sitting on the edge in front of Atsushi.

“Atsushi, are you pregnant?”

Fear, but not shock…

“...Yes.”

“How many months has it been?”

A gulp, a quiver in his lips, fingers grasping at the fabric of his sweater.

“Four… Starting tomorrow…”

“Who knotted you? Do you know them?”

Of course he did.

That’s what he was terrified.

“Yes. I do know them…”

“Do we know them?”

“...Yes…” Tears were threatening to spill. 

“Is it someone in the ADA?”

“...No…” He bit his lip.

“Is it someone from the Mafia?”

That’s all it took, for the tears to fall and he slowly lifted his head to meet Ranpo’s, Dazai’s and the President’s.

“...Yes…” He sniffed, clenching his fists around his womb.

All four other people, all Alpha, looked between each other, before looking back to Atsushi.

“Kyouka said you might be in danger due to being an Omega. But she refused to tell anything unless you were to tell us yourself. I’m sorry for scaring you Atsushi… But we needed to make sure you didn’t lie to us.”

Atsushi sobbed, covering his eyes, but nodded.

“...Are you… Going to get rid of me…?”

“Get rid of you? No. But this is quite the issue.” Fukuzawa stood up, and walked over, reaching out his hand to rub Atsushi’s stiff shoulders.

“We came up with a way for you not to be found out by the Mafia, but can still work for the Agency. We’ve decided that you and Kyouka, until the child is born at least, move to a different part of the country to work for one of my colleagues.” Fukuzawa explained, and Atsushi looked to the person he was looking at.

Dazai simply smiled understandingly, while he said.

“I already have a good idea of who it is. Which is why it’s best if you get transferred instead of staying indoors. Plus, where you're going is a safe haven for Omegas and for a child to grow up a bit.”

Fukuzawa pulled away from trying to comfort the young Omega, before stating.

“We decided it was the best course of action. For both you, and the child.”

[wickeddeadlydenison999]

When an anime characters death effects you more than a real death...

⚠WARNING⚠: Character death, this might make you sad, it made me cry and i never cry, anime deaths

listen to this while looking at these manga images trust me^

L was a really strange character and I've never understood him but when he died I realized how much I actually liked him. When Light killed him with the death note I got so damn angry. I don't even think that L knew it was Light who did it too.

Ace was my favorite character in the anime One Piece. When he died to save his friends I felt Luffy's pain. RIP, one of my favorite fire users.

When I was watching the anime and saw Elise drawing this scene on the ground I was like, " Wtf? That's weird, don't even joke about that. But then I started seeing things about the manga and I'm not a manga reader so I had no clue what was happening. So I got my hands on chapter 87 and I was so damn pissed. I loved this eyebrowless emo and they were gonna kill him off. He saved Atsushi even though he claims to hate him ever since they first met AND died so that Atsushi could escape. To make matters worse he says that his only goal is to be noticed by Dazai and that dying in the place of someone he loves isn't so bad. Like, wtf? 😭 You mention that now? Bitch your dying and now you tell us that you love Atsushi? I used to ship Atsushi with Kyouka but when I say how they were starting to grow closer together and were almost inseparable in dead apple I fell in love with Shin Soukoku. And now Aku's dead.

Don't even talk to me about chapter 101. Some fans are making jokes or references to Chuuya's death. Maybe that's their coping method or they're just a plain ass idk. But just stop. I loved him a lot. Soukoku was definitely canon and he got killed off. If this is put into the anime imma stop watching it. Heart been broke to many times.

Itachi. *sigh* Itachi, Itachi, Itachi. I feel like we all knew that this was coming. But it still hurts tho. Why do I always love the characters that end up dying. I should know that good things never last.

Rengoku is another one that died for friends. He was my favorite demon slayer characters.

Thank's to all of those who cried with me through these deaths. We will miss all of the best anime characters that died very much. Including the one that are not on this list. And as you all probably noticed, Akutagawa was the one that hurt the most seeing as how I went on and on about him. Idk, he was just...special? Idfk, his character just hit different though.

I never cry and nothing bothers me yet the death of fictional characters that were never alive to begin with are what get me. When my favorite character decides to kick the can I sometimes get so mad that I stop watching the anime. 😭

[hellcatinnc]

Bungo Stray Dogs Season 5 Anime Review

Includes Spoilers

First part of this season by episode 5 I was disgusted. You see the team get back together well partially and then watch each die. The moment I saw them kill of Akutagawa I went sick. Literally watching them hurt Tachihara irritated me.

They were killing people off left and right and you also saw them all start getting turned into vampires because of Fukuchi that runs the hunting dogs. He is almost invincible I mean I used to think that Fyodor was the worst but this guy is way worse. I would much rather deal with Fyodor, however him killing (knocking him out fingers crossed) Sigma annoyed me cause Sigma grew on me.

I thought Dazai had knocked him off by drowning him to find out SOB still survived. But when that vampire shoved that pole into his stomach I almost rejoiced like if it was the wicked witch dead kinda thing. As time goes on its not hard to see Ranpo is the one controlling most of this season. Its different because he is always the one that only steps up in criminal things but damn this boy taking over and stepping up and being in control and dominant makes him so hot.

Watching Fukuzawa get stabbed broke my heart was so glad it ended up not killing him. Then I had to watch him his childhood best friend which brought me to tears. I hated Fukuchi it felt like no one could beat that asshole not even Jouno.

Is it bad I still feel like Jouno reminds me of saint germain in code realize lol.

I loved how Kenji handle things with Tetchō Suehiro, because he flipped his shit and honestly I had no clue this boy was so deadly he looks so cute all the time. Haha guess you really do have to worry about the sweet looking ones. I mean take Ranpo this season he stepped his shit up so much that I felt like season 4 and 5 gave him a directive of who he was. Not gonna lie though I was worry Kenji would kill him and that would have been a waste cause Tetchō Suehiro is hot.

The vampire king Bram the connection he made to Aya Koda then for you to see its because she reminds him of his daughter that I presume died or he lost. Then when she saves him and he bows before her I loved it he was like I'm lord and count but in this moment I am your knight, that was sweet and honorable too.

I didn't like Akutagawa being a vampire however at the very end when him and Atsushi were taking in that last fight I loved know that Akutagawa was back to his normal self as hot as ever.

I feel like season 5 was all over the place however its a season that keeps you on edge because when you think you know whats going to happen something happens changing that. I will say after all the seasons this is still by far my favorite anime because there are hot guys in it, great voice actors, cool characters and abilities, it has the ability to make me laugh, get angry, get happy, and cry all in one show. Thats not something you find often and for that reason I can't wait for more of this show.

Some other honorable mentions of this season. Dazai of course even though he was behind the scenes alot he was also deep in Fyodor's head and the reason that man is dead. Then psycho dude Nikolai Gogol weird he is a cool looking character but I swear he is sadistic and weird and the reason why the set in motion for the detective agency to get so messed up. He can look cool just wish he would look cool and shut up.

Chuuya pretending to be a vampire was different like to me there wasn't enough Chuuya in this season and I would have loved to see him as a vampire without the stupid red eyes. I thought they really messed up the look of the vampires in that way.

Also this was a cool move Akutagawa did and is it just me but before he became a vampire that man got hotter, maybe its just cause I went season 4 without him and Chuuya for the most part so I became touch starved by these men.

Granted some of the others were in the picture but very little besides Atsushi he is always the heart in the background or in the front and I love him for that. Not to mention when him and Akutagawa fight and he gives the were tiger his power too so bad ass.

Anyways now I get to go through withdraw until a new season however you can plan to see some fan fic some hot and steamy as well as fluff of these sexy men. If you have yet to see it definitely check it out. Its not normally my type but the characters are so relatable, sexy, charming etc you won't want to stop watching.

[bethiewhimsy]

ASCENDING

[yokohamapound]

Can I please ask for headcanons of Ranpo, Chuuya, Dazai, Akutagawa, Fyodor, and Kunikida catching reader wearing a maid outfit because they lost a bet? XD

I'm not gonna lie, I had way too much fun with this request... 😂

Characters: Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuuya, Edogawa Ranpo, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Kunikida Doppo

Warnings: explicit NSFW, (mild) degradation

Dazai Osamu

This is Dazai we're talking about, so he probably knew this was coming. Actually, he's probably the motherfucker you made the bet with, foolishly hoping you could get him to wear the maid outfit. But let's pretend for the sake of these headcanons that he didn't know about it beforehand.

He stops dead in the doorway, brown eyes wide and sparkling at what he sees. A huge smile crosses his face as he beholds the angel, the belladonna, the pure vision of heaven standing in front of him. You, bedecked in flouncy skirts, a ruffled apron, and a pretty little cap/headress sitting on top of your head.

"Belladonna~"

He's blocking the door, he's getting down on his knees, he's throwing his arms around your hips and squishing your skirts flat while he nuzzles into your stomach. (Dazai has a touch of the dramatic about him.)

"Have I died and gone to heaven? Oh, sweet gods, I've been blessed!"

"No, idiot, I lost a bet so I have to wear this stupid thing—"

"Blessed, I say!"

It doesn't matter what you agreed to do for your bet, Dazai's going to twist the situation so you don't have to go anywhere at all. In fact, you're probably not going to get much further than the bedroom door. Dazai's head goes straight under those flouncy skirts, his mouth working between your thighs. He lets out a moan of approval when he sees the garter around your thigh.

Nakahara Chuuya

Chuuya reaches up and pushes his hat back so it's no longer shading his eyes, a slow, crooked grin breaking out on his face as he takes in the lovely sight in front of him. He leans against the doorway, effectively blocking off any route of escape.

"What the hell?" he drawls. "What are you wearin'? Not that I'm complainin', damn..."

You can try to explain all you want about the bet, but Chuuya's not all that interested. He's got the image of you in that little maid outfit burned into his brain and when it comes to you, Chuuya has a one-track mind.

You're not going to fulfil your end of the bet.

A red glow appears around Chuuya, and suddenly your skirts are floating upward. God help you if you've got stockings or a garter on, because Chuuya's gonna cover the insides of your thighs in bites, before yanking your underwear to the side and going to town with his mouth.

He makes you wear it while he fucks you, too. You won't have time to make it to the bed, because he's gonna bend you over the nearest surface, flip your skirts up, and fuck you until you squeal.

His other fantasy is to screw you on his desk in his Port Mafia office while you're wearing that damn outfit.

Expect a few sly jokes about what "excellent service" you've provided, too.

Edogawa Ranpo

Yeah, Ranpo definitely saw this one coming. He knew all about the bet, and he knew you were going to lose, which is why he didn't warn you, because it also meant he knew exactly when and where to corner you alone in all your ruffles and lace. Heh.

"Hey, honey, you get a new job? If you needed some more hours, you could've just asked the boss..."

It's not often Ranpo outright teases you. Especially not in that tone and with both his eyes open. His smile is downright lascivious. There's nothing childish about him right then, walking around you like you're a new display at the candy store. Appropriate, because he's looking at you like you're a lollipop and he's trying to work out how many licks to get to the gooey centre.

"Is it my birthday? I didn't think it was, but I guess I could be wrong..."

Ranpo might actually get you to totter around and clean up after him in your little get-up while he taunts you some more. What? You're dressed for the part!

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Oh, god, I don't think the poor guy is mentally or physically prepared for the sight of you in a maid outfit. When you finally notice his presence, he's standing there, staring at you incredulously, eyes wide. Even as you watch, a flush bleeds into his face and colours the tips of his ears. There's practically steam coming out of them.

"What...what is this?" he croaks.

He's not going to take in a single word of your hesitant explanation, except for the fact you were going to wear _that_ outfit in front of someone else.

No. No, you are not.

"Rashoumon!"

Before you know what's happening, you've been snatched up by his ability and restrained. Akutagawa feels in control of himself enough to approach now. He's seen these outfits on the adverts for maid cafes and on the odd TV show, but he never thought to catch you wearing one in real life.

He's...intrigued.

While you're helpless, he plucks the edge of your skirt and lifts it to inspect what's underneath. He hooks his finger under the little garter and snaps it against your thigh, making you squirm. Despite his initial shock, Akutagawa decides he doesn't dislike this absurd thing you're wearing. (And after all, he does have a fondness for ruffles.)

"You look like a little slut in this," he condemns you. "I guess I'll have to treat you like one."

Fyodor Dostoevsky

This man intimidates me even when I'm writing about him, ngl.

It is very, very rare that you can slip something past Fyodor's notice. Especially something as big as a maid costume and a very ill-advised bet (most likely with Nikolai). Perhaps he's been rather too busy with his ratman plans. But the look on his face when he returns to your quarters to find you struggling into a maid dress would be downright terrifying if you weren't his little myshka. Even then, it kind of is.

His flat, bemused expression shifts slightly. There's a light in his eyes that sends a shiver down your spine. (Again, excitement, fear, who knows.)

"What prompted this, may I ask?"

"I lost a bet," you say, very sheepishly. "I have to clean the base for two hours wearing this."

He doesn't have to think too hard about who would be stupid and reckless enough to make that kind of bet with you. He'll deal with them later, but for now he needs to address the fact that you think you are walking out of your quarters wearing such a thing. Where other people will be able to see you.

"Myshka."

You know Fyodor's tones well enough to stop struggling with the zip and look at him. He approaches you, reaching out to do the zip for you. His cold fingers brush your bare skin as he drags the zipper up all the way, making you shiver. He stands in front of the mirror with you, looking you in the eyes through your reflection. That's when you know you're in deep, deep shit.

You don't get to clean the base. Fyodor has you underneath his desk, your pretty mouth wrapped around his cock while he works. If you do a good job, you'll spend the rest of the day on his lap, keeping it warm~

Kunikida Doppo

Kunikida just about has an aneurysm. The poor man drops his notebook, his groceries, whatever else he was carrying. You can hear the sound of his mind breaking, like shattering glass. He can't mentally handle the sight of you wearing something like that, especially not without some kind of preparation.

"What are you wearing!?"

"Chill out, Doppo. I lost a bet so I have to wear this while I clean the office."

"WHAT!?"

Of course Dazai would make a bet with you, knowing full well that you were going to lose. And he only did it to torment Kunikida by making you flounce around the office in a frilly little number. Kunikida braces his arms and legs against the door. No. This isn't happening. He's not letting that bastard get away with this!

"I'm gonna wring that bastard's scrawny neck! He's not getting away with this kind of crap!"

Oh dear, you're going to have to try and calm the guy down or he will hunt Dazai down and beat his skinny ass into the ground for messing with his s/o. Kunikida stops shaking with rage when you rustle your way over to him. He looks up, and takes you in properly for the first time, slowly turning crimson. You reach out and straighten the glasses on his face, and that's pretty much the straw that breaks the camel's back.

Kunikida's hands creep up the backs of your legs, feeling the silky mesh of stockings sheathing your thighs.

"Maybe...maybe that can wait," he says, clearing his throat.

[littleholmes]

I sometimes think about the fact that, had Oda survived, Dazai definitely would have taken over the Port Mafia before he turned 19 or at least before he turned 20. (This is another long one, a little sad in parts, so bear with me. tw; for brief canon-typical mentions of violence, suic*de, and trauma).

Dazai likely would have taken Mori out indirectly, either by causing members to take him out, or by arranging something and making it look like an accident—maybe a car accident where Dazai survived but the airbags ‘malfunctioned’ like they did with Ango (without the Guild involved), and Mori died but just happened to chat about him taking over one day…etc.

In any case, although Dazai being Port Mafia head by 19 would happen rather quickly and smoothly after that, because no one would question it, and those who did would disappear because Dazai then (and even Dazai now) is pretty damn scary and not one to cross, the organization under Dazai would be a force that would be unlike anything Yokohama’s ever seen. A force that would likely lead to serious issues for the city and, potentially, send Dazai falling even deeper into an unfeeling void so cavernous that it would lead to him taking his life early (and potentially alone instead of as the double s like his namesake) before he’s even 22.

I also sometimes think about how Mori is aware and recognizes that, should Dazai have remained in the org, Mori likely would have been killed years ago, which is partially why he allowed Dazai to even live these last four years and often offers him his position back. (I also sometimes think he wishes at times that Dazai had just taken over and spared him the responsibility, but that’s a big sometimes). I think Mori could have had Dazai killed plenty of times during his hiding and after, but chose not to—one, because he just didn’t want to detonate the bomb that is Dazai and put that target on himself, or any of his executives, because had that happened they all, or at least quite a few of them, would have died.

And two, because, although Mori is a semi-amiable guy in that he’s willing to let his powerful executives go if they want, (he was willing to let Kouyou leave freely if she wanted, and claims Dazai left freely too—and I’m sure Mori raising him up a bit like a semi-son in the org has something to do with it too, but I digress), Dazai is a whole different breed of Port Mafia puppy. He’s the kind that you let go and don’t go after or, if you do go after him, it’s at least not seriously. He’s the kind that is essentially put on an unspoken keep-alive list, and then asked periodically if he’s gotten things out of his system and wants to come back home. He’s also an heir apparent with the level of cruelty and callousness of a true underground leader, who can get anyone to cooperate, who can outdo the interrogators and the various corners of the organization at their own jobs, and remains relatively unmatched. He’s a unique asset, with incredible tactical abilities, and that doesn’t even count his ability (or the fact that it effectively doubles as an off-switch for another super powerful asset who, thanks to him, stands in their arsenal)…

And Mori knows all of this, respects all of this, and Dazai knows that Mori knows all of this and knows he has, and will always have, an upper hand of sorts at the end of day when it comes to negotiations with Mori and the organization.

But mostly, I also think about how, had Oda survived and Dazai became the Organization head, or even if Dazai just simply remained in the organization, the cycle of Port kids who become lethal teens with deep unaddressed trauma and self-loathing that started with him might not have ended with Kyouka. Mori impacted (harmed) Dazai who molded (tormented) Akutagawa who helped shape (wound) Kyouka and, while I tend to think she still possibly would have left or found a way out, Kyouka remaining would have continued this awfulness for whoever came after her when it came time for her to prepare the next orphan kid for life in the Port.

Again I’m rambling, but I’m mid-way through the manga and kept thinking about Oda and what would have happened had he lived, the dynamic with Mori and Dazai, and the cycle that happens with these orphans taken in by the organization, and Dazai’s ability to shift back into his venomous (ex) Port Mafia puppy self semi-seamlessly while in the Agency, and I was considering how good it was for himself, Atsushi, Kyouka, and even Yokohama that he left, but also how bad it could have been had Dazai remained in

[bsdwhore]

Request: Hey i love your hcs sm they're so great could i have one for chuuya with a bi s/o who flirts with kouyou all the time? I thought it would be funny

Chuuya With A Bi S/O Who Flirts With Kouyou

A/N: AHH TYYY THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE

Warning: literally makes no sense tbh

okay so first off he doesn't care you’re bi (as he should and everyone else in this world too 🤨👆) bc he’s lowkey confused on his sexuality too damn that bandaged freak dazai

it also makes him so happy that out of all the hot people in the world you chose him 

you both appreciate men and women and just people together 😌

you’ll be like “OMG LOOK AT THAT PERSON THEY’RE SO PRETTY AND HOT AND HANDSOME AND BEAUTIFUL😮!!” and he’ll be like “YES OMG🤭”

anyway when you first started flirting with kouyou he was just shocked

like this is what happened:

You *coming back from an exhausting mission*

Kouyou: would you like some tea?

You: Yes please

Kouyou: okay what’s your favourite tea?

You: You shawtea 😏😏🥴

Kouyou: oh really? 😏

Chuuya *standing in the door frame*: …🧍‍♂️why am i laughing so hard making this stop nimi what the fuck its not even funny

Whenever you flirt with kouyou she lowkey flirts back. Sometimes you get embarrassed even though you were the one who started it so you have to run away  🏃‍♀️😳

You’ll be like “OMG KOUYOU IS SUCH A MILF LIKE STEP ON ME😩” and chuuya is just there like “Im right here 😐 your boyfriend”

Anyway one day he’s just had enough

“PLEASE STOP FUCKING STOP. ANYONE BUT KOUYOU PLEASE”

so you resort to flirting with gin and higuchi and tachihara and hirotsu and akutagawa instead

when you flirted with gin she didn’t respond at all she was just like 😶 but SWEAR you saw a bit of blush from under her mask

when you flirted with higuchi she just ran away, stuttering she only has eyes for akutagawa and akutagawa only

when you flirted with tachihara he also ran away, stuttering he only has eyes for the akutagawas and the akutagawas only

when you flirted with hirotsu, he was disgusted and carried on smoking🚬🧐

when you flirted with akutagawa he coughed on you and pulled rashoumon out.

Anyway then you ran to chuuya and cried because you nearly died from akutagawa

When you come back home though please reassure chuuya you aren't gonna leave him and give him lots of cuddles and kisses

“I promise I’d never leave you for a dilf, gilf, milf, pilf, ever bc i have my chilf🥰”

“A chilf?”

“Yeah a chuuya i’d like to fuck”

*sighs* “okay ig 🙄💗”

okay bye👋

[boombboi]

the aftermath

It wasn't so trivial a thing that Atsushi could easily forget about it. It woke him up every night, and if it didn't, the empty feeling in his heart reminded him.

Tonight was no different. He jolted from his sheets, scurrying around as he tried to regain his equilibrium, panting heavily, a single tear dripped from his eyes.

The rough sound of the door sliding open forced Atsushi to control his breathing as Kyouka peaked to check what happened.

"Are you okay?" she asked.

Atsushi inhaled a sharp breath, putting a stop to his shivers and a short calm to his erratic heartbeat. Without turning around, he stood, wiped the tear, and replied, "Yeah, I'm okay. I'm just gonna go for a walk."

In the middle of the night?

Kyouka wanted to ask, but he has already closed the door behind him.

The night was fresh. The breeze, colder than it should be but it shouldn't bother him. It was unnatural for a city like Yokohama to be quiet even at this hour, it seemed like people have abandoned the night life quite unexpectedly. This shouldn't bother him also.

After all, it's not what he came out here for.

The beach was expectedly silent, with the wind hefting back and forth the tightness of the night. City lights adorned the area behind him and a few vehicles buzzed through, but these didn't bring a single warmth to his skin. Atsushi almost regretted coming to the ocean without a coat.

With that regret pushed aside, he sat on the sand and let out a sigh. His knees sneaked up to his chest while his arms moved to wrap around them. Atsushi buried his face on the crook between his arms and legs, his cheeks resting on his knees.

"It should've been me," he muttered to himself.

Atsushi frowned. "Even if it's Dazai-san's orders, how could you let yourself die like that?"

I could never.

The headmaster's words relived in Atsushi's head. A runt like you have no place in this world. You would've been better off dead in a ditch. He glanced to the side, to the headmaster's presence hovering over him.

"What?" Atsushi whispers, "If you're here to tell me I should've been the one who died, I know! I get it."

Even if it was a horrible life, I could never let it go that easily.

So how could you?

Why did you let me escape?

Is this your way of showing you're better than me?

And if I couldn't save you, does that mean I haven't improved?

Atsushi's chest tightened as tears threatened to fall, he bit his lip.

How long do you intend to keep me awake at night, Akutagawa?

Countless nights he sacrificed his sleep to battle the same nightmare over and over again. Blood and death, and the words he left, 'You damn fool.'

Atsushi sighed, turning his head up towards the waves. "You're definitely more foolish than I am, Akutagawa."

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Hey, if requests are still open then could I get hcs for Chuuya and Dazai with a bisexual s/o who's an absolute flirt with all of their friends and makes amazing dirty jokes/very touchy feely (with the permission of their friends) but when it comes to people they're crushing on/dating, they can't flirt for shit without blushing? Sfw and Nsfw hcs if possible please! And only if you're comfy with it!

bye this is so fun hold up. mixed up the sfw and nsfw cause it easier! thanks so much for sending a request! i hope you like these stupid hcs omfg

-> Dazai and Chuuya with a flirty gn!s/o who gets shy around them.

so first off i feel like dazai would be super secure with you being flirty and making dirty jokes

cause he knows that you really only love him

and its part of your charm! it's very amusing to him

to see you and yosano just going back and forth with the banter and flirting

the winks and the little naughty comments between you two were funny as hell tbh

and kinda hot like 👀 two hotties heavily flirting with each other? sign him tf up!

and it honestly makes good fun to see you flirt with those such as kunikida and atsushi for very obvious reasons and dazai is eating it up!

but when it comes to him? you can't even look at him in his eyes and he is your boyfriend!!!

but... its fucking hilarious and it 100% encourages dazai's own foolishness as he now flirts with you relentlessly

will use it to his advantage 100%

"weren't you just talking all that shit to yosano earlier and now you can't even look at me"

dazai makes you nervous (in the best way) and you just loved him so much that even trying to come up with a pick up line leaves your mind basically on blue screen mode

you being so flustered as he caresses you and whisper filthy things to you is justtttt driving him insane

he does sometimes wish you can match his energy but also seeing that shift of you being so bold with others to being so shy and demure is such a turn on

its quite flattering honestly... god you were soooo hot lmao

like leave it to dazai to take you one weakness, his damn self!, and use it against you. rude.

but you wont complain too much once he takes all the shit you said to yosano earlier today and do it to you ❤

chuuya is... confused tbh

bc you're out here just living it up, getting handsy and flirty with everyone... besides him.

you wouldn't even look at him. no talking. short answers when you had to talk and it pissed him off

you even flirted with akutagawa of all people, even tho he didn't reciprocate it like... at all lmfao

so seeing you being all chummy with tachihara, touching his arm and laughing just made chuuya hot with anger and obvious jealousy

what was so wrong with him?!

nothing, cause you had a big fat crush on him but every time you even looked at him

your brain just fries and you're back to feeling like you're in high school

it was embarrassing

it was so easy for you to be close with some of the other members of the PM

it was relatively harmless, just mindless banter and fun, pervy jokes all made in jest

you didnt even have a problem with tachihara just outright grabbing your chest cause what did you do next?

grab his dick because #bros

didnt expect for chuuya to literally grab you by the back of your shirt

interrogates you and as you basically short circuit, you finally blurt it out

"its cause i fucking like you!"

...huh

you are literally about to die and you start stuttering

your face is so hot and you can feel chuuya's wide stare on you and that just makes it worse like

yeah you just confessed and yeah

you're gonna die

"of course all those thoughts come to my head when I see you but also my brain just dies so i end up not having anything to say and i look stupid"

chuuya is astounded to say the least. and happy. there wasn't anything wrong with him

then he smirks

"those thoughts, huh?"

"N-no! Nothing!"

"If they are as filthy as the things I heard you say..."

"they're not!!!"

they totally are and he knows it

"so you like it rough, huh?"

"sHuT uP!!!"

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