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michelangelo-sky · 10 months
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surprise attacks, over-protective brothers and living on borrowed time
Thrawn comes to stand behind her, barely a breath between them now, and she feels it rather than sees it - glowing red eyes following her fluid movement with avid interest, while their sudden proximity ignites every nerve ending in her body - it’s a familiar sort of flame, the one that prickles her skin with yearning to get closer and closer still.
She is about to spin around, but instead of going for a side strike as she turns (his position does give her a perfect opening), prefers to succumb to an utterly irrational impulse. He does have an unfair height advantage after all, so she’s just levelling the playing field – the blow isn’t that powerful, of course, his face doesn’t even flinch, but her strike on the inside of his knees brings them roughly to the same eye level.
“Surprise attack,” Leia whispers into his lips, enjoying their new position: his mouth is cool, and she can feel his small, wry smirk against hers. Once she discards the melee stick, her hands fist in his black-blue hair, still mused from whatever sparring session he had with Luke. His hands study the outline of her back, tracing intricate patterns that are sending small shivers of want down her spine.
“Is falling into your former enemy’s hands part of your style?”
Smoky velvet of his voice is just as distracting as his hands - all that measured, familiar cadence, coupled with new depth, new, intimate texture she’s still getting used to - wrapping around her like a caress.
“No but bringing them to their knees may be.”
“For future reference, all you have to do is just ask.”
Heat flushes to her cheeks, and Leia prefers to let her mouth linger on his instead of answering, to feel his teeth grazing her lower lip and get lost in a kiss, heated and all-consuming.
“Ready to admit your defeat, Grand Admiral?” Her voice sounds more out of breath than she expected.
“I see only advantages of this strategic position for now, so no, thank you.”
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torchflies · 4 months
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Because Childhood Cancer Survivor Jake will always have my heart 🧡💛
“In 2002, Ice meets a little boy undergoing cancer treatment at the same hospital as him.
In 2020, Ice survives his second bout of throat cancer and that little boy pulls off miracle number three.”
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lunar-years · 3 months
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i love it in fics when Roy reacts before he's processed his feelings and says/does something he very soon after hates himself for saying or doing and then he spirals in guilt and regret and apologies. something about it resonates soooo deeply like yeah!! lets give this guy a hug and some grace!! let's shower him in it!!
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autistic-katara · 6 months
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u ever think of a ship u like one-sidedly and wonder why tf u didn’t project onto them when suffering from a bad one sided crush
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sysig · 10 months
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"Could I have your hand, sir?" Max didn't move, which Dexter was, sadly, getting used to.
"Sir?" Max jerked, then turned and stared at him, lost and blank. "Your hand, please."
Max's hand lifted shakily, and he laid it gently in Dexter's upturned palm. Dexter gave a quick and quiet "thank you," then turned it over in his own hand, observing him closely.
Too closely - his knuckles were rough and his fingernails were dull and cracked in places. His once-soft, not-a-day-in-his-life-subjected-to-hard-labour hands were now, already, toughened and split and scarred in places, especially the heel of his palm. He turned it over again, this time to stop looking so intensely. He had only wanted to give it a cursory glance to begin with.
"Do you know what I see, sir?" he asked as conversationally as he could manage, running his fingers along Max's abused flesh. He seemed to be at least half paying attention, his eye gazing down between them, and he'd occasionally twitch, encouragingly Dexter thought. He seemed to want to curl around him, then stopped and shook, his hand squeezing into a fist. Dexter coaxed him back out, encouraged him to hold himself lightly.
"What do you see?" He was almost startled by Max actually continuing their conversation, that happened so rarely now, shaking and quiet as it was. He took a deep breath, was he really going to do this?
"I see a hand, with five fingers." Max remained quiet, though his brow curled, and a guarded look came into his eye, though he still wasn't looking at Dexter. He felt a pang of guilt, but he had to try. "What do you see?"
Max's eye unfocused and began to water. He looked up, but not enough to reach Dexter's gaze in return, instead staring through his chest, and he felt just as hollow and empty as he must look to him.
"Do you take me for a fool, DAX?" Quiet and as close to angry as he'd heard since they'd been here.
No, not angry.
Betrayed.
He swallowed down the stinging lump at the back of his throat. He had to put on a brave face, had to keep his composure if he wanted Max to get better. That was the only thing he wanted, more than anything.
"Of course not, sir. Genuinely, what do you see?"
Max pulled his hand away and turned his body, his bandaged side facing Dexter. Shutting him out, pointedly. Dexter's empty hand curled into a fist, he was no better.
"Please, don't..." Max took a shallow, shuddering breath, and several beats before he spoke again, even quieter. "Don't ridicule me." Dexter could hear his breath catch, and he wanted nothing more than for this all to just stop.
"Sir, I didn't-"
"I've had enough of that." He shook his head stiffly, the action strange and wrong, like he had forgotten how. He stilled, his head turned even further away. "More than enough."
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#And a drabble-fic under the cut#I ended up writing that the night after I read - I was a bit too inspired while busy so it's a little on the unfocused side haha#I would've cleaned it but I worry it wouldn't make it out of that stage! Please enjoy it for now <3#This set is mostly periphery ideas - inspired by events rather than directly shown ♪ I suppose the first two kinda count tho#But they're more directly of the little scene I wrote ouò Poor ZEX </3#And Dex! He's usually so capable! But he's stretching himself so thin ahh it's hard to watch in the best way#Of course he doesn't want to give ''Max'' over to just anyone - anyone at all really - both of their trusts have bottomed out#But how much could he reasonably care for him in that state? When he's still being actively haunted and most importantly - Not Max#He needs helps he needs support he needs to sleep and shower but a second with his eyes off Max and - then what? He'll immolate from fear#It's hard to imagine him crying but pushed to this extreme? To the thought of losing Max utterly and completely? Hhhhh#I do also just love him being possessive even outside of how terrible the situation is - he's always had his glimpses but this situation#Brings out the worst in him <3 In terrible ways#Really his method is just setting ''Max'' up nearby and prompting him over the sound of the shower like that's not nerve-wracking at all#Like he already doesn't answer half the time if that#As for the mini fic I was really interested in Dex's line about indulging ''Max's'' delusions#Apart from the fact that they're not delusions - not that anyone believes him outside of the Institute - what it means to indulge is weird#I saw one example of how to handle delusions that stuck with me - how not to deny them outright while also not reinforcing them#Since it's not actually helpful to be told ''That isn't Really happening to you'' when to you - to ZEX - it really is! How invalidating#And so rather to take the approach of ''I don't see/feel/hear what you are - I can't find any evidence of it myself'' and extrapolating#Dex taking the approach of ''What reality are you experiencing right now?'' and trying to build from there!#Unfortunately ZEX has already been treated like....well like all that - he's not in the mood for games even well-intentioned ones#He /knows/ he's in a human body. He can feel that and see that and understands that. It doesn't change who - what he /is/#The idea of a completely broken ZEX is so sad to me :( He's so strong and prideful and vivacious - Max really is another him </3#It's not the same but he was saved from death! To fall into torture... But even despite that I want to see him succeed! As much as he can#Even in that small and shaking way I want to see him be hateful and spiteful - angry. Powerful <3 Fighting ♥
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sanguine-tenshi · 5 months
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... I'm gonna have to write an Astarion/Lae'zel fic ain't I?
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lasocia69 · 6 months
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(tw: blood, character death.)FIRST EVER EDIT PLS DONT BE MEAN 😭. Joni Mitchell is back on spotify so i was listening to Both sides now and it reminded me of joel sm. anyways should i post on the tik tok?
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got so into my laughingstock feels that i burnt my fuckign toast
#shit was Black#literally was in my kitchen Wailing about them and forgot the bread slices i put in the toaster oven three seconds prior#s'ok i made a new set but oughhhhhh i am still sooooooo so unwell about them....#OUGHHHHHHH THEMMMMMMM#theyre just... snf.... theyre just two silly goofy guys in love....#silly goofy fruity fellas and they love each other <3#SIDE NOTE GINGER SPREAD ON HONEY/BUTTER TOAST ABSOLUTELY FUCKS TRUST ME ON THIS#absolutely unprompted#but yea i was specifically thinking about that fic i have in my head#yall know the one by now. the one i desperately want to write and I SWEAR I WILL EVENTUALLY#but the fuckin... Misunderstanding... it makes me insaneeeee#its the most unhealthy part of their relationship AND THEY ARENT EVEN IN A RELATIONSHIP YET#damn theyre so healthy. theyre so. wails screams howls#but howdy being an oblivious idiot to his own emotions is so important to me#mans is whip smart & quick in every other area#but in this One Subject hes dumb as a rock & that hurts both of them <3#but it also turns into something they can cry w/ laughter over later#someone asks how they got together. they exchange a look. and burst out howling#full on wheeze-laughing Cannot Form Words#y'see most couples would have some lingering 'i cant believe you did that' and/or guilt#but barn & howdy would just find it hysterical. full on 'remember when you-' 'yeah lmfao'#THEYRE SOOOOOO <3#yknow if i ever find someone i want to have a partner-esque relationship. i want to have what laughingstock has#i do genuinely believe that howdy might have feelings for barn#but i like to live in the delusional world of my mind where they're Established <3#grabbing them and slamming them together like a violent 5 yr old playing with dolls#kiss! kiss damn you!
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michelangelo-sky · 1 year
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Chapter 15, or the art of a grand finale
No one is reckless enough to challenge the hero, not when he has the entire Imperial military might on his side.
No one apart from her, that is.
“Tell me, what do you see, Grand Admiral?”
“A list of quite talented warriors and tacticians.” His voice remains calm, tone dry and the matter of fact, as if they’re talking about something as self-evident and trivial as weather.
“And all would’ve had problems getting to these appointments in a normal world.”
“Which, perhaps, is more of a testament to the fact that using the word normal to describe it, is a contradiction in terms.”
Leia swallows her irritation. Thrawn either doesn’t get her veiled hint, or pretends not to. Well, luckily for them both, she has never been the one to hide under polite ambiguity of diplomatic protocol if a situation calls for a direct question.
“You are an Emperor in all but name!”
She doesn’t mean for it to come out as an almost cry, really doesn’t, but the invisible cold hand twisting her stomach with fear is there again. She feels a sting of irrational disappointment, too. How could she have missed it? Such an amateur mistake… And why, why in the name of stars does it feel personal, a bitter taste in her mouth has nothing to do with the implications for the New Republic, but everything  to do with a sense of being blindsided by… an adversary? An ally? Well, whatever he is to her.
“Supreme Commander, rather, but I would caution against putting labels on things.”
“How would you call it then?”
She crosses her arms over chest.
“A temporary tactical position.”
“There is nothing more permanent than temporary, Grand Admiral.”
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deiaiko · 1 year
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#5.2 FUG
"Are you sure?" Agni –the new name Khun had decided on– asked him.
Grace had been giving it some thought ever since Agni asked him what he wanted for his younger self. As much as he wanted to shield Bam from the tower's shadow, he knew it'd be impossible. Bam would still have to kill to climb the tower and to protect his friends, and if leaving him to FUG could give him the power and experience he needed to survive, Grace thought it was a necessary sacrifice. "Yes. I'm sure."
"If you say so…"
"He will be fine, Khu- I mean, Agni. Because I will be there for him."
Agni hummed as if he had expected this outcome, "So you'll also join FUG?"
"Yes," Grace confirmed. "Besides, I still want to call my Master as Master."
Agni snorted; it was as good as a hearty laugh. "Then count me in, will you?"
"You'll also join FUG?"
"Depends on their terms of agreement, but I'll aim for it."
"Okay. What should I do, then?"
"Arrange a private meeting with Hansung Yu. Let me talk with that bastard on our behalf," Agni gave a tired sigh, which Grace learned that Agni did whenever he found something troublesome. "On second thought…maybe seek out Hwaryun first. See what she has to say."
Grace gave a saluting motion toward his pocket, grinning to himself. "Got it, Mr. Lightbearer."
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torchflies · 3 months
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Moon Song by Phoebe Bridgers. ❤️🥹
I was having feelings while writing Chapter 6 of TVFBC 🤣
So here’s a thing (references used listed under the cut).
I am aware that the fonts are different sizes, that was —
✨on purpose✨
Devotion (2022), Top Gun: Maverick (2022), Matching Jack (2010), Fellow Travelers (2023), Litvinenko (2022)
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machihunnicutt · 10 months
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Chapters: 1/12 Fandom: MASH (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: B. J. Hunnicutt/Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, B. J. Hunnicutt/Peg Hunnicutt, "Trapper" John McIntyre/Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, Erin Hunnicutt & Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, B. J. Hunnicutt & Erin Hunnicutt Characters: B. J. Hunnicutt, Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, Erin Hunnicutt, Peg Hunnicutt, "Trapper" John McIntyre, Margaret "Hot Lips" Houlihan, Helen Whitfield, Radar O'Reilly Additional Tags: Post-Canon, 1970s, Las Vegas Wedding, Summer Camp, Family Drama, Rom Com Adjacent Premise, Non-Linear Narrative, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Grief/Mourning Series: Part 3 of both sides now (extended universe) Summary:
July 1970: BJ & Hawkeye's Vegas wedding (complete with unconventional wedding party), 20 years of emotional baggage to be unpacked, Erin goes to summer camp.
(sequel to both sides now)
“You want to invite your ex‐wife and her husband to our wedding,” Hawkeye said.
BJ shrugged. He felt every jealous impulse seep out of his body. He was an adult. He’d navigated all sorts of complicated interpersonal relationships. They were cool, modern people, weren’t they? Hawkeye was, at least. He’d always been.
“If you’re inviting your ex, shouldn’t I get to invite mine?” BJ said.
Hawkeye sat down on the bed again. He put his feet up and rubbed at his bad knee.
“Is this some sort of game of chicken, Beej? You’re telling me you’d be just fine with Trapper as my best man?” Hawkeye said.
“Completely fine, the very definition of fine,” BJ said, brightly, lying through his teeth.
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SECRET QUARTET UPDATES
I was waiting impatiently for the poll to finish and dare I say, I have never been more excited for the next part- especially because this is set after the first installation. Now, one thing I'm sure all of you are curious about: can ghosts be stanked?
Much like what I said about Akumas, no- this simply isn't possible for, well, a few reasons but that will come later, so you'll just have to wait! (as for halfas, the answer to that question is also being left ambiguous-)
This does mean that whatever happens in the next part won’t be involving ghosts being affected by the Sorcerer’s magic- now whether ghosts exist inside Norrisville, well, we’ll just have to see won’t we? I do like to think ghosts aren't a common phenomenon everywhere because of other reasons
For now, these are my current forming ideas. Either Danny ends up in Norrisville somehow (which would be partially dependent on the timeline-), or Randy is sent to Amity Park as a result of... other reasons. This is a bare minimum draft to say the least and I have some stuff that will be included immediately and the rest will be added in as the series continues!
I will say that Danny’s going to be having a time if he’s the one to arrive in Norrisville. Poor Danny gets to go through the burner during a lot of this- he is one of the protagonists after all hahaha
Though I decided to use this time to explain some of the lore and information about this AU people are still interested in (which I’m admittedly surprised about-), so without much further ado- let's get right to the point!
Also, one last thing before I start: this takes place before the season two finale of RC9GN for what I feel is kind of obvious, but moving on-
Lore Dumping + Headcanons
Something that was canonized in the first installation: not all heroes are aware of another- due to certain restrictions and, well, some magic of the universe... a lot of the organizations basically were sanctioned off to specific locations as a way of maintaining the peace. What this means is that clashing will go down at first- perhaps not between the main heroes but say, a certain council with other groups but we'll get to that later
Norrisville does not have a high concentration of ghostly energy since there isn't a portal (natural portals are an entirely different story; i'm more referring about something like what's at fenton works-). This didn't really need to be said but just in case! I'm shoving it into the lore dump anyway
Randy faces a lot of pressure just for being the Ninja but without the added knowledge of other heroes- he's genuinely living the best life and having fun while still being the protector, though we all know this won't last. I also will say this is going to explore the whole thing with the tengu but I'm not sure how much just yet-
Could someone else be shloomped inside the Nomicon? Hahaha, you'll find out later- I thought about saying it, but decided to hold myself back for now. I will say this: the Nomicon is still a sentient being and, well, who is able to go inside it (since technically, in one of the episodes, Howard did but I'm not sure how far into the RC9GN 'canon' it's set in-) has some rules to it
Danny and Randy are obviously different in terms of personality- having them work together is going to come with its challenges, but I do think they'd have a good partnership going. They just have to get comfortable with one another
I'm trying to keep myself from saying things about future installations lol, but- I will say that so far, Vlad has zero connections to Norrisville. This one-shot is going to be a little different and that's all I'm going to say for the time being
If anyone's curious about the difference in strength between Danny and Randy- well, their methods of combat are different so, do with this what you will for now :)
As of right now, there are no confirmed ships within the series! To be honest, I don't fully see it as important but it may show- just... not right this second
So far, this is all I got! It's getting a little late and I am honestly really tired which means posting will have to wait until later, but do expect more content soon! I am very excited for the continuation of this project to say the least!
Goodnight, my lovely readers!
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dykrophone · 4 months
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thinking about That Time a guest read all 10 published chapters and 30k words of my toxic yuri fic only to leave a four page literal 1700 word comment about how unhealthy and toxic it was AND THEN proceeded to write their own revenge fantasy fanfiction in my comments in bullet points like brother their hater game was INSANE
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ff7-has-taken-me-over · 4 months
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“I love you…”
Cloud hummed, frowning at the TV when it showed the same ad for the second time in a row before absently responding.
“So you’ve said.”
There was shuffling behind him, no words following his statement before arms were draping over his shoulders, face burying into the side of his neck and petulant whine escaping the man draped over him.
“But I do Cloudy! Why don’t you believe me?”
The blond shrugged, switching to a different channel when he couldn’t be bothered waiting for the ads to finally flick over to his show.
“Probably because you have half of Midgar in your pants Zack.”
Said man leant a little more heavily on Cloud’s back, hands attempting to sneak under the collar of his shirt but failing miserably with how drunk and uncoordinated he was.
“But they don’t mean anything to me! You’re the only one I actually love! I’m just waiting for you to fall for me.”
Cloud snorted, ignoring the way his heart ached with the words. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard any of this and it most probably wouldn’t be the last time either. But there was a reason he’d never reciprocated the feelings or so much as hinted at being interested in doing so.
“Well I’m waiting for you to tell me all this while sober. I’m not gonna indulge a drunken fantasy.”
Cloud felt the pout against his shoulder, ultimately ignoring it though in favour of settling back to watch the TV once more. It wasn’t a good show but it was late and at least it wasn’t ads.
“It’s not, I swear… it’s just scary that I might ruin us…”
The blond sighed through his nose, turning his head and resting his forehead on the side of Zack’s face. He could feel the heat coming off it, and based on that he was mostly sure the older man wouldn’t remember any of this. Again.
“Well it’s scary that if I do tell you I love you while you’re like this, that you won’t feel the same in the morning.”
He says the words quietly, though he knows that with how close their faces are and how good SOLDIER hearing is there’s no real point to it. But he also knows Zack has fallen asleep by this point, snoring away on Cloud’s shoulder and none the wiser to the words or the turmoil he has once again left Cloud in.
It’s fine though. As long as they’re together Cloud can deal with it. They’re friends if nothing else.
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sysig · 11 months
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Gotta sweep up all this Dust (Patreon)
#Doodles#Mother 3#Duster#I am still thinking of He and yet he still hasn't completely come back into my crosshairs#If you can believe it - it was actually the fic printing that was like halfway to the goal of going out of my mind about him again and well-#Lol ♪ I do still plan to! I just underestimated how much of a run-up to him it would be#I'll get there! Certainly keeping busy in the meanwhile lol#But he does get /some/ screentime in the meantime at least haha#I actually injured my own ankle a while ago :P Couldn't tell you exactly when or what but it's been kinda flaring up lately#Mostly when I got for walks - doesn't have to be super long walks either which I'm not super jazzed about#But I did get an ankle compress-brace which has been good for it :) Can walk a bit more regularly!#It was mostly giving my pain away that prompted him back lol sorry Duster#I did at least power up the game to try and see which side his limp is on - it's hard to tell!#It looks like his strides are more confident/longer with his left leg but with the way his sprite mirrors sometimes but not other times#I don't know if he actually says which leg it is somewhere in the game either so I'm just projecting for now lol#I imagine it's only easier to stress out the strong side by overextending - why not both!#It's also still really fun to draw him covered in scars haha#Probably could've gone for arm hair too but it might've muddled the scars and aren't those the important part lol#And a little singy Duster/Lucky to round out :)#I imagine he has a weak voice if he tried projecting but hmm I'm not sure! I really do want to get to know him better!#There's gotta be a reason he was put on the bass right haha#Probably a nice whispery singing voice ♪
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