#Gonna be honest with ya. I love this page

[sturniowhore]

Kiss Cam!

Warnings: Fluff, Secret/hidden relationship, Chris x Fem!reader, swearing

Tags: @d3axplr @miss-ykwho @mattsturnziolio @joemamaaa42069

A/n: this shit is so ass ngl LMAO sorry if some of the wording doesn't make sense i'm exhausted and I refuse to download grammerly! Also I hope I didn't screw up the hockey scenes I know NOTHING about the sport

In which.. Y/n and Chris decide to keep their relationship out of the public eye. What happens when they decide to go to a hockey game and they appear on the kiss cam on live television..?

You and Chris shuffle through the crowds of excited hockey fans trying to find your seats. Chris leads with one of his hands behind him, allowing for you to take hold of it so you don't get lost amidst the swarm of people.

Eventually, you two make it to your designated seats. You sit down waiting for the game to start, Chris's arm drapes over your shoulder "you excited?" he turns to you with a toothy grin. To be honest you could care less about the game, you didn't even know which teams were playing tonight. You still wanted to come with Chris though, knowing it'd make him happy. "Yeah! Can't wait! Also.. who are we rooting for again?" Chris laughs, leaning in and placing a kiss on your temple.

As he starts explaining, the screens in the middle of the arena started counting down and the lights dim. The crowd starts cheering, awaiting the players to come into view. Chris stops speaking immediately, his eyes widened and glued onto the ice. You smile at his excited expression and turn your head to one of the screens.

The lights of the arena came back up as the sports commentator announced the first team. "WELCOME TO THE ICE THE BOSTON BRUINNSSSSSS" The crowd went wild! People were jumping, screaming, waving their arms around in support. "WOOOOOO" Chris cheered clapping his hands together. The opposing team was also announced, it was the other half of the arena's turn to cheer.

The game soon started, the opposing team taking the lead. The people in the stands were on the edge of their seats, watching the puck glide around the ice waiting for it to go into one of the goals. One of the players from the opposing team scored a goal. Half the crowd started cheering, the other half kept quiet out of respect but still had sour looks on their faces.

Your boyfriend sucked his teeth, using one hand to rub his chin in frustration. "c'mon c'mon" Chris muttered under his breath as the game continued. He was watching the game with intensity, his eyes never leaving the ice.

Soon enough the Bruins made a goal, the score was now 1-1. Much to everyone's disliking the game paused for an intermission. People got up to use the bathroom, grab something to eat, stretch their legs, trying to use the short break to the best of their ability not wanting to miss anything.

You yawned, head leaning against your boyfriend's shoulder. "what? ya bored already?" He smirked down at you. "no no just uhm..." Chris laughed at you failing to find an excuse, holding you close to him. The screens in the middle of the arena changed, it went from the arena's name to a white page with the words KISS CAM in pink letters and hearts around it.

"here we go with that corny shit" Chris rolled his eyes. "stop, I think it's cute" you pouted at him and turned back to the screen. The first pair that was shown were an elderly couple, the woman was first to notice and pointed it out to her husband. when he saw the screen he gently cupped her face and gave her a soft kiss. "aww that's so sweet" Your eyes widened at the sight, a slight pout forming on your lips. Chris tried to suppress his smile but failed. He leaned down, his breath tickling your ear "that's gonna be us in 40 years." You blushed at his words, your eyes peering into his "yeah? you think so?" "oh I know so 100%" Chris said with confidence. You couldn't help but smile at his words, you loved that he was thinking of a future with you.

The next pair on the kiss cam brought you out of your trance. It was a father and his daughter, the girl looked no older than 3. The father pointed to the screen to show his little girl they were on tv, the girl grinned ear to ear clapping her little chubby hands together. The father kissed his baby's cheeks and she let out a happy giggle. The whole stadium erupted into awes, smiling at the wholesome interaction in front of them.

Chris's arm's were drawing patterns on your shoulder mindlessly, he was distracted by the bustling crowds of people walking up and down the stairs to notice that you were trying to get his attention. "Chris..." no response "Chris" you repeat, again no response. "Chris." you say a little louder this time, this catches his attention "hm?" he questions with a lazy look. You point at the screen in front of you. He looks over expecting to see another couple you found cute, what he saw wasn't what he expected at all.

On the screen, he saw himself and you displayed in front of everyone that was inside TD garden, not to mention the thousands of people watching the game live on television and he knew some of those people were probably his fans. His eyes widened at the sight, on different circumstances he would've kissed you on the spot not caring about a thing. But this was different.

You've gotten enough hate just for hanging out with the triplets and being in their videos, imagine how much hate you'd get for kissing one of them? Let alone dating. You and Chris kept your relationship hidden from the public for years knowing that you would get crucified if some of the fans found out.

You were in a state of panic not knowing what to do. You looked at your boyfriend for answers, he was just as clueless. You looked back at the screen hoping it would've moved onto another couple, it didn't. The camera was still on the two of you. "I swear whoever's operating this is praying on our downfall" You nervously chuckle Chris is silent, still in a state of shock. "just kiss already!" some stranger said from afar.

Chris's thoughts were running wild in his mind, He didn't want his fans to go ballistic on you but the thought of the two of you kissing in front of thousands of people was making him go crazy, he wanted to show the world that you were his and his only.

"Fuck it." Chris grabbed your face with both hands pulling you into a forceful kiss. You were stunned. Chris pulled away, grinning ear to ear at your surprised expression. The kiss cam moved on to another couple soon after, not paying attention to the two of you anymore. "I can't believe you just did that" you say astonished. Chris still grinning, faced towards the ice and shrugged "I mean we were on the kiss cam right? we had to" "but your f-" "don't worry about it ma I'll deal with it" Chris grabbed your hand interlocking it with his, bringing it up to his lips and kissing the back of your palm. You had a shy smile plastered on your face "I uh.. thought you said kiss cams were corny" "they are" "then why'd you kiss me?" you questioned. You knew the answer, he knew you knew the answer. "Oh y'know, we couldn't let the people be disappointed" trying to act as nonchalant as possible, failing terribly. "of course of course" you played along.

The intermission ended and the game continued. Chris had a hard time focusing on the game, his mind wandering to the events that had just unfolded a few minutes ago. He wanted to for so long to show everyone that the two of you were together and he finally did. He didn't care what the haters had to say, all that mattered to him was that you were his and that he was yours.

hours later....

You and Chris went inside the house. Both of you were exhausted, you planned to take a nice warm shower and to finally get some sleep. But someone had other plans..

"what the fuck were you guys THINKING?" Nick screamed at the two of you. Matt watches from the couch with amusement, holding Trevor in his lap. "what are you-" you were about to question him but the man cut you off by shoving his phone in your face. On it was a clip of you and Chris kissing on the kiss cam. "oh.." Soft chuckles came out of Matt's mouth "you both are fucked everyone is going insane." He was right, that video has a million likes and hundreds of thousands of comments.

"Are you guys mentally okay!? Did you not use your brains for a second!? Why on EARTH did you do that!?" Chris rolled his eyes at his brother's antics. "Nick what the fuck were we supposed to do? The stupid cameraman wouldn't move on until we kissed each other" "You could've said no!" "Its fine Nick, whatever's happened happened. You don't gotta worry about it anymore kay?" Chris shrugged. "fine fine but you're gonna have to deal with this cause i most certainly am not. Good night." Nick put both his arms up in surrender and walked to his room.

Matt got up from his spot from the couch. He walked up to you both, he gave Chris a supportive pat on the shoulder and he shot you a reassuring smile before walking up to his room, Trevor following close behind.

You plopped down on the couch, your face was buried in your hands. "we shouldn't have done that" you groaned, your voice filled with regret. Chris sat down next to you "hey.. it's gonna be fine, I promise if anyone tries some shit I'll block them and they will no longer have access to any Sturniolo Triplet content" His hands went to his cheeks as he gave a faux surprised look. You laugh "you can't block them all" "yeah but if I block 3 of them I'm sure the rest will get the message" He grins. You shake your head in disbelief, a playful smile resting on your face. "alright now no more sadness we just came back from an awesome bruins game and we need to keep the good vibes goin'. I'll run you a bath yeah?" With that Chris ran up the stairs to the bathroom. You couldn't help but chuckle, somehow that man always knew how to make you laugh even in the most dire situations.

You picked up your phone opening Tiktok, you weren't surprised when the first video that popped up was the kiss cam clip. You knew you shouldn't, you knew what you were about to do was dumb, but you couldn't help it the curiosity of peoples opinions took over. You opened the comment section bracing yourself for the hate and insults

comments:

user3453985: I KNEW IT

user7654876: I'm not even surprised they were so bad at hiding it I LOVE THIS THO

user2832733: AWWW CUTIES 🩷🩷🩷

user003328: they're perfect together omg!

user22383: @user33314 like who? you? girl please sit down.

User33314: really? her? he could do sm better tbh. 🤷‍♀️

As you were reading the comments your smile got bigger and bigger. Sure there was some hate, but the amount of positive comments were drowning them out almost completely. Everything might be okay after all.

[radaverse]

Ch II. On My Own - Page 7

Tower of Mistakes

First - Previous - Next

[yanderederee]

For the yandere mbti could you write for

Tr: Baji

Wind breaker: Togame Jo

Please (*'∀'*)

This is my first time writing for Togame, so I really hope I did him justice here!!♡

small reminder that these are yandere headcanons, so if characters seems ooc, that is why! pls be kind..!

yandere mbti event page : here!

Baji Keisuke - RAHL

- Reverent:Aware:Honest:Lenient

Baji Keisuke might be a cruel motherfucker who has no qualms in being abrasive— but he will Never, EVER, be that way towards his darling.

Baji is extremely gentle and thoughtful of his darling always. It’s less of a reverent or worshipping type of love, as it’s more of a suffocating and careful love.

No one is trustworthy enough to be by your side. No one will take care of you or look out for you the same way he will.

Baji is and always will be your protector and shield against anything that would cause you mental or physical harm.

While it would make everything a lot easier if you would just love him back, Baji isn’t the type to delude himself into falsifying anything about you. He wants to real and true you. Even if the real you doesn’t love him, he is willing to accept that, because despite that, he truly does love you. And nothing will change that.

Baji’s aware that his actions can be suffocating or over the top, but does not give a single fuck, if it’s for your sake.

Loving Baji and accepting him for his brashness is definitely favorable, however. The further you grow from him, the more blood will be shed. The closer you are, the easier it becomes to protect you in less violent ways.

When it comes down to manipulation, Baji’s…. Okay, hear me out.

Canon Baji was able to very masterfully manipulate all of Toman into believing he was a deserter who betrayed them all. So canonically, Baji has the skills to manipulate people effectively.

However, I don’t think Baji likes actively lying to his darling. He’s not the type to think “no matter what, I need them to love me.”

So to me, I feel like Baji is more Honest about his actions. He will sugar coat it, so you don’t become weary of him, but he doesn’t like lying to you. Ex; “hah? What about your childhood friend? Yeah, I had a talk w’th ‘im… I might’a thrown a punch or two… so what, he started it. Tch… whatever, don’t worry about that loser anymore.”

It’s not like your feelings aren’t important to him though ! If he really thinks being too honest about his actions will permanently push you away or actively hate him, and he can help it, he will manipulate the truth for your benefit.

The last trait can be argued back and forth. I originally had him as a strict yandere, but the rules Baji has are less for you to follow, and more for everyone else.

I see Baji as a lenient Yandere who prioritizes your happiness and safety, instead of making you HIS possession.

Baji likes giving you freedom, because again, he wants to love you for who you are, not who he makes you be. So rather than limiting your ability to do things, he limits the possibly of bad things ever happening to you.

Still, Baji is very intense and if he thinks enough is enough, there’s no refuting it. At the end of the day, he is still the one with all the power over you.

Togame Jo - RAML

- Reverent:Aware:Manipulative:Leanient

Togame has a tendency to idolize the ones he falls in love with. He is willing to sacrifice important parts of himself in order to make his darling happy.

He becomes so reverent in worshipping his darling, so much so that it becomes a widely known fact. There’s no one in town who breaths that doesn’t know of your relationship… even if you aren’t actually in a relationship.

He just loves you so much! Even if you aren’t interested (how?), Togame remains protective. “It ain’t gatta be true hun, no one’s gonna mess with ya now, n’ that’s what matters.”

Togame isn’t the type to fall into delusions. He might act delusional as a manipulative farce, but is generally aware that his love for you is obsessive and over the top. That’s fine.

He doesn’t expect you to love him back, but ultimately, that IS his end goal. Togame wants you to fall in love with him. To need him, and rely on him— of your own free will, not because he makes himself believe you do.

Of course, there’s no harm in bending the truth a little to achieve this, he thinks. Togame is very skilled in manipulating you. He lies constantly. Whispering in your ear make up lies your friends tell about you to everyone else, turning you against everyone until he is your only ally.

Always happy to play the role of the good guy in your eyes, swooping in to save you from a ring of bad guys (that he may have threatened into going to talk to you). Is ecstatic when you ask him to walk you home after being stalked for the last few nights (you still can’t tell it’s actually just him, purposely making you feel unsafe whenever he isn’t around for this very reason).

Togame considers keeping you on a tight leash. Having you all to himself, cooing in your ear daily about how complacent you’ve become to his love… but he imagines you becoming a shell of yourself, without any freedom.

As pleasurable of a thought keeping you locked up is to him, he can’t fathom losing you. He might have your body, but if he were to ever lose your love, voice, or smile, he would go insane.

Again, Togame would go insane without you. No matter how little of you he can have, he will always have something to crave, as long as you are you. Even if he must hurt people or himself in the process, he will worship you and happily take any scrap of attention you give him.

Togame is lenient with you for your sake, so don’t go messing that up by breaking his heart and trying to date other people…

[musical-shit-show]

little taste of heaven

Pairing: Adam (Hazbin Hotel) x Sinner!Reader

Inspiration: Prompts #53 (“why don’t you make me?”) from Prompt List #1 and #78 (“oh, i’m gonna fucking ruin you.”) from Prompt List #2 with added inspiration taken from a request from the lovely @odins-nsfw

Warnings: cursing, Adam is an asshole (what else is new), tiny bit of angst if you squint, general kinda rough smut (18+, MINORS DNI!!!), oral sex (female receiving), face sitting, digital manipulation, unprotected sex, Adam and reader are definitely toxic, enemies that are also lovers :)

Word Count: 2,149

Author’s Note: This took me a little longer to write but I’m very happy with how it turned out! Definitely getting more comfortable with writing smut, and writing for Adam is still proving to be very fun. Thanks to everyone who has interacted with my other Adam one shots (which you can read here and here); it seriously means so much to see the positive feedback. I still have one more request in my inbox, but I will definitely be writing for more Hazbin characters as the year goes on (especially since we don’t know when the show is coming back). But if you’d like to submit an ask, check out my About Me page, Prompt Lists, and other works in my Masterlist! Thanks and happy reading, depraved sinners!

“Hey, toots, settle a bet for us, would ya?” you heard Angel Dust call to you from across the hotel lobby. Ever since Charlie Morningstar successfully staved off an attack from Heaven’s army, you decided to join her crusade towards redeeming the seemingly irredeemable.

You were first assigned as a quasi-concierge, since you had spent most of your time in Hell bouncing from one side of the Pride Ring to the other. You hopped up from your desk and met Angel, who was slumped across the bar; Husk was silently cleaning a glass, a small smirk on his feline face.

“What’s up, guys?” you breathed, counting the seconds until your shift ended. You were grateful for the free accommodations that the hotel provided, but you didn’t expect the afterlife would involve diving into the wonderful world of customer service.

The porn star shifted his gaze to Husk, and you could tell they were both up to something. “Are ya fuckin’ the angel or what?” the bartender asked, his voice gruff. Angel almost spit out the swig of malt liquor he had just taken.

You feigned confusion, turning to the spider-like demon. “Angel Dust, I think I would know if I were fucking the biggest porn star—”

“Actor.”

“—Actor,” you corrected yourself, “on this side of Hell. You should know he’s not my type, Husk, honest.”

Angel Dusk tsked. “You know that’s not who we’re talking about, babycakes,” he said, his voice lowering, “We’re talking about the angel. Or, I guess the fallen angel.”

Oh, shit.

You shifted uncomfortably on the barstool, swirling the whiskey glass Husk had placed in front of you. “No clue what you mean by that.”

“Bullshit,” Husk said testily.

“See, I told you she’d lie,” Angel drawled, smiling smugly, “You can read it on her pretty little face.” You could feel the heat creeping up your neck.

Yes, you had been fucking Adam. And yes, you had been keeping it from the rest of the hotel residents. Even after showing up—in a new demonic form, no less—to be redeemed, you knew no one, not even Charlie, trusted him fully after the last botched exorcism and direct attack on the hotel itself.

But he was drawn to you almost immediately, singling you out as someone to pursue and torment. And stupidly, you found yourself attracted to him, despite your better judgement.

“Who told you,” you deadpanned.

Angel Dust’s gaze flickered from you to Husk and back again. He sure knew how to be a fucking tease.

“Your stupid boyfriend,” Husk confirmed, not wanting to torture you any longer.

“Ya shoulda seen him bragging about it last night,” Angel added, no doubt living for the drama this would cause, “He’s got some loose lips once the booze starts flowin’. Real keeper if ya ask me.”

Stomach in knots, you attempted to put up a brave face, even with their taunting. “He’s not my boyfriend,” you said definitively, now feeling anger welling up inside you.

This was all Adam’s fault. He couldn’t keep his fucking mouth shut and now you were the one dealing with the humiliating fallout. “Fine, fuck buddy, whatever,” Angel corrected, watching as you stood up from the barstool in a huff, “Doesn’t sound like it’ll last very much longer, given the look on your face.”

You rolled your eyes, completely over this conversation. “Would you excuse me?” you asked rhetorically, your voice dripping with poison. Even Angel looked perturbed for a moment.

Husk glanced over to his companion as you hopped off the barstool, practically seething, “Yeah, ‘course toots,” Angel called after you, still clearly tickled by this development. He loved this kind of soap opera drama bullshit.

You were still able to hear Husk say “Oh she’s gonna fuckin’ murder him,” as you climbed the steps and stomped to Adam’s room.

Pounding on the door, anger and embarrassment grew like a vicious virus inside you. When no one answered, you pressed your ear against the door and was met with the irritating sound of a whiny electric guitar.

“Perfect,” you muttered to yourself as you grabbed the ring of keys Charlie had given you when you were on shift. Even though you had technically clocked out, you weren’t above bending the rules to give Adam a piece of your mind.

You threw open the door, letting the thud as it hit the wall startle the fallen angel strumming his guitar lazily. “Jesus fu—” he started to say as he shifted on his bed, but then his eyes softened at the sight of you, “Oh, hey babe—”

“Don’t you ‘hey babe’ me, you fucking prick,” you spat, fire practically spewing from your mouth, “You’ve been telling people about us?!”

A tense pause.

“Maybe.”

Another pause.

“No?”

You could feel your eye beginning to twitch.

“Ugh, fine. Yes. But what’s the big deal?” Adam asked incredulously, finally putting his guitar down.

You paused for a moment, your anger simmering. The big deal was that you were embarrassed. That the thought of you and Adam going public made you look like a desperate sinner latching onto the only other wayward soul that would look your way.

And hell, you actually liked sneaking around, until he ruined it with his big, dumb mouth of his.

And maybe, just maybe, you were afraid that once the novelty wore off and everyone knew about you two, Adam would leave you behind and move onto the next shiny new toy to waltz into the hotel.

“Cat got your tongue, dollface?” he prodded, wanting to get a rise out of you. It was one of his new favorite pastimes.

You pinched the bridge of your nose, your anxiety being replaced by annoyance. “Jesus fucking Christ do you ever shut up?” The former angel smirked, his eyes flitting up and down your form.

“First off, don’t take the Lord’s name in vain,” he said as you rolled your eyes, “It’s fucking rude.”

You wanted to punch him.

“Second, why don’t you make me?”

That was the last straw.

You lunged at him, practically pouncing on top of him to kiss him hungrily. Adam knew exactly how to push your buttons, and pathetic as it was, you actually fell for it every time.

You were straddling him, and felt him wince as you bit his lip in the heat of the angry makeout. Adam knew you were pissed, and the more you fought for dominance, the harder he felt himself get. 

After all, pleasure always tasted sweeter with a little pain. And you tasted fucking delicious.

Adam groaned as you pulled away from him, your face still radiating with heat and anger. You weren’t letting him off that easily, and he knew it.

“Lie down,” you muttered, your eyes scanning his smug expression. “Now.” Wordlessly, Adam complied, lying on his back as you removed your pants and underwear swiftly.

Adam raised his head slightly just in time to watch you remove your shirt and throw it across the room in a huff. He waited patiently for you to do his own disrobing on his behalf; the lazy bastard loved when you rode him.

But he didn’t feel the desperate grasp of your hands around his cock.

No, instead, you climbed up his chest, until you were eye to eye, his gold pupils dilated. “I’m going to have to take drastic measures to shut you up, aren’t I?”

Adam felt his pulse quicken. “What’d you have in mind?”

A sinful smile spread across your face. “Something I know you hate,” you teased, cupping his face gently, doing your best to seduce him into submission, “And something I happen to know your bestie Luci is very talented at.”

Adam gripped your arm, pulling your hand away from his face. You became frightened for a second, before he started peppering the inside of your wrist with small love bites.

The games you played toed a dangerous line between love and hate, and luckily Adam had been fucking you long enough to understand the moves you were making.

“I’m not eating you out,” he said, his expression darkening, “And don’t try to bait me with that little pretty boy. It won’t work.”

You felt your pulse quicken; clearly you had struck a nerve. You just had to push him a little further to get your way.

“Is that why Lilith really left?” you said, rolling your hips against his, feeling how hard he was underneath you, “Because you couldn’t…satisfy her the way that Lucifer could?”

You knew this would send him over the edge. And the moment you looked into his burning gold eyes, you knew you had won.

A small victory, but a victory nonetheless.

“Oh, I’m gonna fucking ruin you,” he growled, tugging at the hair at the nape of your neck. You smirked as he finally complied and laid on his back. Adam would rather give up control than have his skills in the bedroom be compared to the King of Hell.

You knew he was insecure, and if he was going to be a dick about it, the least you could do was take advantage.

Before he could change his mind, you placed each thigh on either side of his head, kneeling until your aching core met the lower half of his face. After a few seconds of resistance, you felt his lips part and flinched as his tongue slid into you.

“I can’t believe this was—ah—” you bucked your hips as he found his way to your clit, “This was the only way to get you to shut the fuck up.” You felt a hum of disapproval as his slender hands found his way to your ass.

You smiled to yourself as you felt the annoyed hum that radiated from your stubborn lover’s mouth. Finding your pace, you felt the tension in your abdomen rising as Adam continued to eat you out.

For not loving the act, you had to admit he was good at it. Feeling his tongue swirl inside you sent a shiver down you spine, and you felt a yelp leave your lips as he slapped your ass as you continued to buck on top of him.

In retaliation, he tried teasing you with small sucks and flicks, but you didn’t care; the fact that he was focusing on your gratification for a change was rewarding enough.

After a few minutes, though, the fallen angel had had enough of your domineering; if he was going to finish you off, he was going to do it his way.

Coming up for air, he placated you by circling one of his fingers around your clit. “Alright baby, you got what you wanted,” he breathed, “Now it’s my turn.”

In one fell swoop, he flipped you over onto your back, and disrobed in the blink of an eye. ‘Showoff,’ you thought to yourself, annoyed by the lack of his mouth on your pussy.

Before you could protest, two of his long fingers found his way inside you, pumping and curling to hit your sweet spot.

“After this, I’m gonna fuck you into oblivion,” Adam muttered, his tempo growing more erratic, “You’re lucky I’m even bothering to get you off after your little outburst, but you can consider it a favor this time.”

You tried to focus more on satisfying sensation you were feeling than his bitching. “It’s the least you could do after that bullshit you pulled with Husk and Angel,” you said, feeling a bead of sweat roll down your back as you tightened around him, “They’ll fucking crucify me.”

“Oh, don’t be so dramatic, baby,” he cooed, resting his thumb on your bud as he continued to pump his fingers into you, “Now be a good girl and cum for me.”

It only took a few more moments of stimulation for you to humiliatingly come undone around him, knowing he’d make you pay for it later.

Getting off always seemed to come with a price when it came to fucking Adam; at the very least you were able to shut him up for a few glorious minutes.

You contemplated if the grilling from the other guests and constant bickering was worth it, but you didn’t have much time to change your mind. Adam pulled you off your back and onto your stomach, and you winced as he slammed his cock into you, your ass on full display as he took you from behind.

You gripped the sheets, the friction of him inside you equal parts painful and gratifying. ‘Another question for another day,’ you thought, burying your face into the mattress as he fucked you at an agonizingly delicious pace.

Right now, you had a pissy angel to placate and a couple of sinners to swear to secrecy.

Royally fucked didn’t even begin to describe the mess you had gotten yourself into.

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[apr1lr4in]

UGH I AM SEVERLY ART BLOCKED gonna be honest I have been feeling awful lately and my art hasn’t been arting but I got a few unfinished projects. I’ll explain each of them and what I intended to do bc I am nice enough for that :3

1 (Tom and Tord sitting)- they’re supposed to be in a church bc religious trauma Tom is so real,,,YK, TORD IS WITH HIM AT CHURCH BC HE WAS TOO SCARED TO GO BY HIMSELF idk he’s being a supportive friend

2 (Paul and Patryck)- just a doodle page ig. They met in early high school and met in ESL class bc…they ain’t British. Then yk Paul is an AC/DC kinda guy WHOOPS HES DEAD

3 (Paul and Patryck…again)- They’re women idk what to tell ya

4 (EVIL tord)- LISTEN I LOVE FALLOUT NEW VEGAS I NEEDED TO REDRAW THAT POSTER OF VULPES IDNCULTA BUT WITH TORD then I thought “nobody is gonna get it that’s too niche, I am literally the only Eddsworld fan who loves fallout.” Might retry that

5 (Paul and Patryck….again…with Tord)- It’s their high school graduation photo! But it wasn’t gonna be stand alone, I was gonna draw those two at Tord’s graduation too. Then I decided “fuck that”

6 (Stan and Kyle)- I’m also a huge southparkie THIS WAS A REDRAW I MIGHT FINISH? Listen those two are my everything. Honestly seeing Southpark art on tumblr made me wanna get back into it? I hate Instagram Southpark stuff yk

7 (baby Tom)- back to religious trauma, since he was a Jehovah’s Witness he never actually celebrated Christmas. So the joke was that Tord was gonna be the one to actually get him into burning Christmas trees. Although Tord’s reasoning for doing so is that he’s a brat who plays with fire

[h-harleybaby]

HEY POOK!!

I found your page this morning and OH MAH LAWRD 😻 WOOF WOOF WOOF, ya know? 😔

Take your time with this request, because I don’t want you to get stressed..

But remember those Eric and Kyle oneshots? Where you are Kyle’s bf but they have their way with you? 😳 (wowzers)

WHAT ABOUT THAT WITH ERIC AND BUTTERS??? LIKE PLS ERICS GF AND BUTTERS JUST SO HAPPENS TO- AHH😩

keep me in ur thoughts 😏

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OHHHHHH???????

I’VE BEEN LIKE- TRYING TO WRITE ANOTHER KYLE AND CARTMAN ONE BUT I SUCK AT WRITING KYLE- Cartman and Butters on the other hand???? OOOOOH MAMA (says this as I write whatever comes to mind while I’m at lunch and feeling really embarrassed about it)!! Also I’m like half sure you meant Butters x Cartmans gf reader right??? Sorry if I’m wronggg

Also dw I always think about my anons /hj I love y’all sm

Anyways, thanks to @tiniedemon and @hand-writxen for the ideas while writing. I was stuck on this for the LONGEST time and felt super bad about it. As per usual, I’M NOT SHIPPING THEM IN ANY WAY!!

HAS NSFW CONTENT

Butters x Cartmans gf reader

• Let’s be honest, Cartmans a bit of an voyeur- so when Butters came up to him real apologetic about having a lil crush on his gf it gave him the best idea

• That’s how it started, all of y’all expected it to be a one and done thing BUT NOPE

• But who tf knew that Butters was super fucking horny??? Not you-

• Anyways, the both of them take turns on you ALL THE TIME! It’s mainly because they don’t hate each other so that makes it a hell of a lot easier

• Y’all ever heard of double penetration??? YEAH THATS THEM- JUST HEAR ME OUT ON IT

• They’re both kinda impatient (difference is although Butters might get antsy he can wait, Cartman refuses to) so like, double penetration does happen quite a bit

• Butters has like, no chill tho. He’s super obvious about his crush on you and how he feels about you, dudes ALL over you and it’s kinda cute ngl. It annoys Cartman tho so it usually ends in him making Butters watch y’all fuck or something and not letting him touch you to remind him who’s gf you are

• Butters gets so whiny too, he’s desperate to touch you and he’d do literally anything Cartman tells him just for the chance of a bj or something

• Cartmans a sadist so he usually makes Butters get on his knees and beg or something. That part’s not even sexual he just likes feeling the power 👀

• Tbh Butters is a really sweet, passionate guy so most of the time he puts your pleasure before his own. In his eyes, you come first so ofc he’s gonna make you cum first even if he has to edge himself

• But omg those few times where he really lets go and he’s really rough and uses you 😩

• Anyways so enough of that, ngl Cartman really likes watching Butters eat you out. Sometimes after he jerks off to y’all he has post nut clarity and thinks he’s a lil creepy but that’s like, immediately gone because he realizes he doesn’t care enough

• Honestly, I can see Butters fucking you but Cartman being completely in control the entire time

• He says he wants Butters to edge you? It’s done. He wants you guys to overstim yourselves, DONE

• He loves seeing Butters edge you and himself. Definitely likes seeing the tears of frustration and taunting you about it, calling you his crybaby

• Butters definitely whimpers while edging himself and gets really caught up in how good you feel, hehe Cartman edges himself a couple times too while y’all do 🤭

• Hear me out, he’s super mean about cumming. Literally will not let either of you cum until he does from you sucking him off

• I dunno, orgasm denial is just a huge thing here ya know? Like in his eyes (at the moment) y’all are just fuck toys entertaining him 💅

• Cartman is such a control freak but it’s honestly kinda hot to both of y’all. Butters is definitely more on the sub side a lot of the time so it works out for you guys

• NOW YOU GOTTA HEAR ME OUT AGAIN ‼️ the both of them like watching you get yourself off using toys. Also mutual masturbation ngl. They jerk each other off while watching you <33

• Like I said, orgasm denial is a huge thing so Cartman probably makes you get off on some sort of vibrator but doesn’t let you cum for the longest time because he wants you to beg. He starts rubbing off on Butters at some point and he starts doing similar things

• Would not be surprised if Cartman makes you get off on his shoe (def a new pair he only uses for that purpose because ew, germs) while the two jerk each other off

• EHEHEHE imagine Cartman makes you fuck yourself on a dildo and watches because he says you’re not ready or even worth him and Butters dicks yet

• Definitely says you have to work for it and likes watching you do it. I swear no amount of preparation prepares you for the both of them at the same time. FUCKING ANIMALS

• Anyways, Butters is probably secretly into pegging. Just hear me out ok???

• He really really wants you to peg him while Cartman fucks you (in Cas’ words, a lil train)

• Omg so like, jerking him off while you peg him and Cartman just jerking off the whole time because damn who knew you looked super hot while pegging someone

• I feel like Cartman really likes seeing his cum on your face and at the end of y’all’s… session the two of them usually jerk off on your face and tits

• Butters definitely thinks you look super pretty with cum on you while Cartman kinda sees it as a hot degrading thing

• Sometimes this kinda stuff happens in public where they’re both horny and they literally fight over who gets a blowjob from you because they don’t have much time or privacy

• Anyways, both literally love a good creampie so you best believe that both of them do creampie you. CONSTANTLY

• Round after round man, Cartman just really likes seeing it drip out of you. Probably smacks your pussy (somewhat lightly) just to giggle as you whimper before fingering it back in

• All that is just an instant boner for both of them. THEY’RE INSATIABLE I TELL YOU, INSATIABLE

• Before y’all go out sometimes they both cum in your underwear and make you wear it out after rubbing it in, this definitely isn’t something I saw on an NSFW twitter acc that made me giggle and kick my feet

• They’ve both ruined and owe you SO MANY panties because they keep using them to jerk off or they cum in them. FOR SOME REASON IT STAINS AND JUST RUINS THE PANTIES and both of them feel so proud of doing that

HERE YOU NASTY PEOPLE I’VE FED YOU WITH THIS DECENTLY LONG DICK HCS THING

All jokes aside I really liked writing this so ty for the request babes <33

[marypaol]

Library Stories

Draco x Fem!Reader

Warnings: None that I’m aware of? :)

Summary: Reader and Draco find peace in the library of Hogwarts.

Note: Here’s a nice short one for ya. Thank you all so much for the support, big or small it means a lot! Also, feel free to request anything in the comments so I can make your story come to life!

Masterlist

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The first thing she noticed about the library when she entered moments prior was that the lighting was dimmer than usual; the sun setting slowly outside the large windows the place provided casting a nice glow in the room. She felt peace when it came to the library of Hogwarts, having a sense of comfort and the smell of old books that have been basically rotting other the centuries being a bonus. That, right there, wasn’t exactly quite the reason why she previously went there, for the purpose of her arrival to the place was because of a certain person she so dearly wanted to see.

So she sat there then at the current moment, looking up at him from his lap as his lips formed the words of the book, hand that wasn’t holding the stack of pages buried on her hair, stroking it out of her forehead lovingly. If she’s gonna be honest for the purpose of telling the truth, she wasn’t really paying true attention to what the words were, but foremost the way his lips moved to provide the words to her, like a whisper of a gust of wind that was only for her to hear; for that was why he spoke so soft. His fingers were ever so soft as well, tips brushing her forehead in the most gentle way, showing his little affection that wasn’t often showed.

And she loved him for that. For the reason he invited her to his lap so he could read to her. So he could caress her head like it was one of the most beautiful things he could ever touch. The feeling in her chest was a sense of belonging and love, warm and ever so welcoming that it spread throughout her body.

“You okay, love? A little zoned out, are you?”

The gentle voice towards her brought her out of her head, eyes glancing upward to meet his own. Silver eyes met hers, almost making her zone out again because of how deep and meaningful she found them. She smiled softly, looking into his face like she was studying a piece of art; because she was.

“I’m okay, just got a little distracted. But I’m listening.” She assured, fingers reaching over to caress his elbow as a sign for him to keep going. He did so, lips parting after letting out a tiny chuckle to continue reading. She turned her head, cheek rubbing on his robes giving her a sense of comfort. His smell evolved around her, surrounding her in a space only she could enter. It was then and only then did she wish that she could stay in that very moment forever, his voice echoing in her ears as his fingers once again found home in her hair.

[lgbtqreads]

Do you have any sapphic romantasy recs?

OK I’ll be honest that I do not 1000% get how people are making a distinction between romantic fantasy and romantasy, but I’m gonna say to check out Girl, Serpent, Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust, the Kingdom of Immortal Lovers series by Ruby Roe, A Dark and Drowning Tide by Allison Saft (upcoming), Queen Takes Rose by Katee Robert (this and the Ruby Roe are more on the erotic side, just FYI), and if you’re looking for something cozy, A Pirate’s Life for Tea by Rebecca Thorne.

There are a few upcoming YAs that have actually been marketed as Romantasy, so I feel safer calling them that - Brewed With Love by Shelly Page, This Dark Heart by Zeena Gosrani, and Spells for Forget Us by Aislinn Brophy. Obviously a lot of this is just the difference between publishing before and after the term came into common usage, but! 

[tassodelmiele]

Noisy little mess

Hi sweetie ⁓

Next parte will be the last one, and let me say I'm pretty proud of this little english writing attempt (that should have been, like, a five pages funny things, and i dunno why now i've got 48 pages saved).

I'll leave you with my stupid disclaimers, and let's have a nice week ⁓

DISCLAIMERS: little bit of blood (not that much, though); totally inaccurate military action; Price is questioning his role in the Task Force, again; Ghost finally managed to get injured; a slightly amount of praising (my god I LOVE PRAISING AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME); planning future chocolate oatmeal's breakfast;

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Seventh part here:

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«Maybe you're doing it 'cause you need some…particular attention»

«No. No, i don't»

«You're gonna get her an aneurysm. Me too, I'm getting one right now». The clicking, metallic sound of a recharge fills the void of words. Price spits out the fag end; he does not remember having signed something about "being the task force's psychologist".

He decides to be brutally honest: «It's so obvious, Ghost. Stop denying it. Make peace with your brain»

«'S not obvious, nothing's obvious in this bloody life»

«I've told you: either you end up with her, or you open up. Your choice»

The answer's a mumbled breath under the mask, an attempt to empty his lungs from responsibilities and fill them with gunpowder and old blood scent. Maybe the blood is even his, it doesn't matter.

Current mission is a piece of cake: a couple hostyles to get rid of, one place to secure, assure Laswell there's no trace of weapons that shouldn't be in a supposed abandoned shack in the middle of nowhere. 

Price is so relaxed he's smoked just one cigar in the entire day. On the other hand, Ghost's a nerves knot, a walking killer machine who's, almost certainly, unloading some tough stuff throughout the mission.

Tough for his mind, at least.

«She's killing me»

Price chuckles. Dear god, how damn hard his Lt. was to break…

«She's awakening you. 'S different»

«Is the same as being killed. I'd rather be asleep»

«Seems like your brain cells are sleeping too much, though. Time to make a damn decision»

«I did!» Ghost tilts his head at Price, his eyes so widened he's about to throw his last crumble of patience out of his orbit. «I choose to have nothing to deal with her, but she's goddamn everywhere! Why in the bloody hell did they send a second team with us for this stupid mission, and why, my god, WHY is she in that fucking team??»

«That's your fault» Price sighs softly. «You've chosen her for the special recruitment»

«'Cause I needed the opportunity to speak with her!»

A: «Liar» is murmured under John's beard, making Ghost mutter like a scolded child. 

«Is it so hard to admit you just like her company?»

«I swear to god Cap., I'm gonna rip every hair of your beard with rusty tweezers»

«I'm even being good with ya, giving you a choice. Do you prefer being kicked to a good psychologist to make him read your bloody dreams?»

«I-»

A rumble cuts Ghost's voice, making the earth tremble under them. A grave explosion drills their ears, putting them at attention immediately, weapons charged and eyes on the thick, dense smoke cloud that's rising outside the shack.

A bomb. A small one maybe, hidden somewhere next to their target. They rush outside, radio connecting as soon as fuck with the other team.

«Echo one, this is Bravo six, send position, over»

Answer is a disturbed, glitching sound, piercing hoarsely through the radio: «Bravo six, this is ---- ------ thirty meters ---------- the shack, there was a bomb hidden, we ---- immediate help, over»  

«Echo one, this is Bravo six, say again»

«Bra-»

Then a sudden hand grabs Price by the gear, slamming him on the shack's wall before a flying shot could pierce his hat. Cap. takes a slow, steady breath as Ghost adjusts his aim and, one second later, hits the target precisely as a sewing machine on a leather jacket. 

«Good job»

«Place wasn't cleared» Ghost sticks his head out from behind the wall before allowing the two of them to proceed toward the explosion. «Where the hell are they-»

«Someone's sending reinforcements»

«Where's team b?»

Simon is just finishing the question when he feels some kinda force grabbing him from behind, and pulling him back so strongly he's forced to stumble backwards a few steps before recollecting enough lucidity to turn, gun pointed behind him aiming…

You. 

You, totally scattered, covered in dirt and smoke, breathing like crazy as you're grasping onto the two men's uniform, managing to block fourth time your weight with your bare strength.

«North!» You yell so suddenly Price almost jumps at the sight of your bloody injected eyes. «Thirty…goddamn…meters north from…the fucking radio's not…» You mumble, one step away from letting you go on the ground and allowing your muffled ears to close completely.

Ghost's grasp on your shoulder squeezes you strongly enough to make you wimp.

«What happened?»

«The rocks scattered outside the shack» you spit, coughing words as sensible as possible. «Are not rocks. Enemy disguised a bunch of bombs. Team b is safe, there's another shack near-»

Then a burned growl, a sudden lamp, needles through your kettledrums. 

And your sight goes dark.

Waking up is like being kicked in the head with a rock.

As far as you can feel, your limbs may have been missing somewhere, since you're not sensing any of them. You're breathing dirt, your throat is so dry you could start a fire in your lungs, and what gives you the good news your ears are functioning is a muffled, mumbled breath a few meters away. You scroll powder and dust from your face, trying to clean your eyes a little without injecting ash under the eyelids, then you take a look around.

First impression: everything felt down on itself. What should have been the shack is now a bunch of crumbled walls put together by the explosion's mastery, sprinkled with ashes and smoke-flavored.

Second impression: illumination's enough for you to spot a darker something backed against a cracked wall. Ops; a darker someone.

«…Lieutenant?»

You surprise yourself with how harsh your voice is. You clear a bit of its roughness before tossing again: «Lt, are you-»

«Alive. Affirmative» he spits, in a voice shittier than yours. He's not moving, he's back's against the wall and one hand is pressed on the left side of his body. You shiver, for whatever reason, just by looking at him, daring to ask:

«…are you ok?»

«Just a bit broken» he murmurs. It is not enough for you.

«What-»

«Another explosion. Bloody shack fell on us. Price managed to get out, calling for help» 

«You're injured»

It's not a question. It's obvious: the more you get near to him, the more he curls his hand against his hip; the more you limp toward him (your stupid leg is hurting) the more he tries to clear his throat, sounding as confident as possible as he declares:

«I'm good»

«Oh, yes. Yes, I can see how "good" you are»

«It's-» he suddenly hissed, his fingers clenched and trembling. «There's nothing to…worry 'bout»

«Let me see»

«You can't do-»

«Let me decide what I can do»

«No»

You could definitely ignore him, and maybe you could even take a look at whatever bloody wound he's hiding from your sight, since he's evidently not strong enough to hold your stubbornness. 

You do not move, though. You stop in front of him, clenching your fists, waiting for…something. And he notices.

«Ya'r not complaining» he murmurs, letting his head cling to the wall behind to look at you better.

«It's a battlefield. There's no need to play»

«So yelling at someone's your favorite game»

«Why should it be?» «'Cause you do it everyday»

If you were in a different situation, maybe you would have ended up seriously yelling again. But his voice is not harsh; it's not rough, not scolding or mad, he's neither joking nor making fun of you. There's something…soft, just like when he protected you from that stupid rookie who tried to threaten you with that collar joke.

Maybe he's just too weak, maybe he's lost some of his good old cold brain cells all together with the blood, 'cause you can't believe what you hear as he muffles with the lowest, warmest voice you've ever heard from him:

«It would be a shame not to hear your cute whine again»

Damn.

You could melt, right here, in this spot in the middle of this fucking fallen walls, and your eyes would keep on looking at him as if they're glued to his shadow.

You swallow dirt and dryness.

«Could you please don't…don't. Just don't. I-I'm sure Cap. will come back as soon as-»

«Shut» he breathes, half tired and half amused «Your little mouth, gnome. Just enjoy the silence. 'K?»

You open your mouth, ready to say something which could be mean, but also nice, but also worried, but also…nothing. It could be nothing, and this time your brain closes your phonatory apparatus in time, and you just decide to follow his tip.

And you go sit next to Ghost, curling against the wall.

He chuckles under the mask, collecting enough breath to whisper: «Good girl», directly in your ear.

And your shiver.

Not 'cause of the coldness.

He notices. You know he does as he tilts his head a little toward you, whispering:

«Did he used to call you like that?»

You frown, and he specifies, with voice a little scattered: «Your dominant counterpart»

Your body tenses up, curled with knees pressed on your chest. Your eyes are burning and digging under the broken floor as you nod, blushing like an idiot.

He chuckles, audibly, laughing softly under the mask.

«I'm sorry» he suddenly murmurs, taking you completely by surprise. Your eyes jerk toward him in the heast to see if he's really here, next to you, saying those things. You spot his dark figure thrown against the wall, abandoned in a pose that's more and more stiff, tense, while the hand pressed against the wound is loosening strength.

You push your own palm on his, without thinking, curling on his side to reach the blood-wet spot.

He's cold. Too cold. And your hand instantly becomes slimy, warm and wet as the metallic scent reaches your nose.

«You won't be sorry anymore when the mission is over. When you awaken fully recovered» you try a teasing tone, kicking away fears and worry. «You'll regain your sharpness, I'm sure as hell. Sharp as the splinter in your hip»

«Don't know if I can…sharpen myself again»

«No way» you smile. «Lieutenant Riley, the most feared soldier of us all, doesn't know something? Impossible. Outrageous»

«I do know» He whispers back «How much of a dick I can be, sometimes»

And you sigh, not daring to agree.

There is a moment of silence. Then he adds, almost tearing words out of his own mouth:

«It wasn't to…fool you. I…don't know how to need someone anymore»

«And you end up needing me? The worst choice, seriously»

«You're rude to yourself»

«I've told you: I can see clear. Dunno why you spotted me»

«Maybe I thought you were…easy to handle» he breathes out, eyes almost closed as you grip stronger on his hand, pressing it against the dense blood stain. 

«I'm not. You should have learned»

«It was a fight I was willing to win. I am willing to win»

«Against whom? Me?»

«Maybe myself»

«And you're gonna win against yourself by touching my panties and scolding my behavior?»

Silence, again. 

He breathes slowly, tilting his eyes at you again.

«You're so easy to read. A bloody open book to me»

«Fun. You're kinda the opposite: a goddamn locked spell-book written in hieroglyphics»

«'S that so?»

«Can assure you»

«Then why have you bear me?»

«'Cause you're my superior, ya know-»

«Look at me»

And you do. You swallow your savoir-faire, your jokes and the blood scent in your nose, erasing the wet, dense mud in your hand, and focusing all your energies on raising your sight at him, who's panting scattered cold air but can pierce you through his sight anyway, making you tremble in a sudden insecurity, letting you feel so small even with a hand pressed on his life.

And he repeats, stern but soft, gently yet firmly: «Why have you bear me?»

And you, little bird kicked out of the nest too early to know how to lie, who's been raised with good words and promises of hugs and chocolate if you deserve them, you find yourself answering soft as a love song:

«…'Cause I liked how dealing with you makes me feel»

He lets out a soft breath.

«Good girl»

And your whole body trembles, curling up more against his side, clinging to his body with your hand still pressed on his to secure the wound, and your head pushed on his chest.  

But he doesn't dare to touch you more than that; he just lets you adjust over him, peeking at you from above.

The broken room closes on you, knot together in a dark spot on the wall, a breathing clot of blood-scent and ashes. You press your cheek on his arm, smelling gunpowder and grass on his gear. 

«Can we…eat chocolate oatmeal together again?»  

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[avatarmerida]

Um idk what to say about this except Hunter deserves to receive more compliments and Amity has never known how to process Willow’s taste in men

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“Okay guys, just gimme like 10 minutes, okay?” Willow said, running eagerly ahead. “I just wanna check on my plants real quick. I’m sure they’re okay but I just wanna be totally sure because I-.”

“Go on, we’ll be fine!” Said Amity, seeing Willow was slowing herself down for their sake but desperately wanted to run ahead. Willow didn’t need to be told twice as she darted full speed up the stairs to her room. From the sound of it, her plants were just fine and delighted to see her. As they headed back to the Owl House, Willow’s house was on the way and when she had asked if they could make a quick pit stop Camila saw nothing wrong so long as they were quick and stayed together.

Hunter smiled at the distant sound of Willow happily greeting her plants as he looked around the living room, suddenly aware that it looked stuck in time. A few months ago it was brimming with life and light, and now it was dark and cold without Willow and her dads gracing the rooms with their love and laughter.

“Hey, what are these?” Hunter asked, turning to the dining room table which was covered in glossy brightly colored books.

“Oh, those are just some silly magazines Willow and I used to read when we’d do our homework,” said Amity as she walked in from the kitchen, the vibrant colors reminding her of a less chaotic time. “We would fill out the quizzes inside and gush about these bard coven bands and argue over who our favorite was.”

“Really? Heh.” Hunter flipped through the pages with a quizzical smirk, remembering Willow had once mentioned listening to a band once while they were messaging on penstagram back when they had first met. “Who was Willow’s favorite?”

“Take a guess.”

“Probably the most handsome one, right?” He said pointing to the obvious front man whose face was featured much more than the other members in the collection of mini posters that occupied the series of pages.

“Uh, not exactly,” said Amity, pointing to the corner to the “mysterious loner” of the group. His smile was more reserved than the others and his overall demeanor carried something... familiar.

“Him? Really?” Hunter chuckled, swearing he saw imprints of faded green lipstick stains near his photo. He wondered just how long they had been fading.

“I dunno, Willow has... unique taste.” Amity said with a shrug and slightly soured look. “We very rarely agree on things like that. I mean, she does not get Azura like at all, which just doesn’t make sense if I’m being honest, because I think...”

As Amity continued ranting, Hunter flipped through the pages and read the silly answers written in Willow’s bubbly handwriting, each ‘I’ dotted with a flower and the words twirling at the end as though they were carefully arranged vines. He treated her circled answers like a treasured artifact, admiring the little hearts and daisies she doodled in the corner of the pages. He also couldn’t help but want to take the silly quiz himself and see if their answers matched.

“...but I guess disagreeing can inspire debates. I mean, like the other day I was telling her how when I first met you I called you scrawny and that practically set her off because when she first met you she thought you were sooo cute, so obviously we don’t-.”

“She thought I was cute?” Hunter repeated, tuning back into Amity's rambling.

“Huh? Oh.” Amity’s hand sprang to her mouth, quickly realizing she should not have said that. “Uh maybe? Ya know, ha, it was so long ago, I might be misremembering. Actually, she might have been talking about a wet cat she saw on her way to school so actually-.”

“You just said you were talking about it yesterday.”

“Did I say that? You know, it was so long ago who can really remember what I said, we should-.”

“Amity, if you’re gonna make fun of me could you at least not use Willow? I don’t know why you’d think-.”

“I’m not making fun of you! I just, uh...” Amity insisted, quickly looking back at the staircase to make sure Willow wasn’t coming back yet. She changed her voice to a harsh whisper. “Ugh, okay listen, Willow would kill me if she knew I told you this but... do you remember before Halloween when I told you to change out of your costume?”

“Yeah?”

“She was actually really upset that I said that because she thought that you looked... handsome.”

Now THAT is a look

“Me?” Hunter asked as though there was someone else she could’ve been referring to.

DON’T listen to her.

“Yeah?” Amity replied, still unable to give a reason. “I mean, she was so mad at me for telling you to change, she threatened to summon a cactus to my bus seat before I sat down.” Amity laughed at the memory, knowing Willow was only a little serious about following through. “And she stared at the photo she took of you like the entire ride, like you were a magazine model or something.”

“She thought I looked... handsome? In my costume? Like the costume I’m wearing right now?”

“Shh! Yes, but you can’t tell her I told you,” said Amity, looking around paranoid. “I wouldn’t lie about that though, I promise.”

Hunter made his way into the living room, finding his reflection for the first time in a hall mirror. It was dusty but still he could see the difference from the last time he had seen his own face. There was a lot to process. Days ago he looked completely different and now it was though he had suddenly aged, he was tired and dirty and covered with scars.

“Do you think... she still thinks I look handsome in it?” He said, his hand tracing his newest scar.  “Ya know, with how... different I look?”

“Well,” Amity started, knowing there was more within the inquiry. “She also talked about how much she liked you, ya know? The way you talk, what you talk about-

“She never mentioned my voice being... annoying?”

“No, actually,” Amity said, realizing Willow was probably the only person she had never heard refer to it in such a way, even as a joke. “Which is saying something because she used to always say that having bad eyesight made her hearing better,” Amity recalled. “I don’t know if that’s true or not but Even when you wore those hideous shoes with the holes all over them she still thought you were so cool... for some reason.”

Handsome AND cool? It seemed too good to be true.

“Does she... talk about me a lot?”

“Ya know, if you really wanna know what Willow thinks about you then you should ask her,” said Amity softly, putting her hand on his shoulder reassuringly. “But don’t tell her you talked to me, otherwise she’ll get suspicious.”

“But has she said anything about... the way I look now?”

“Oh no, you’re not getting any more information from me!” said Amity dramatically, walking back to the kitchen table. “I’ve said too much already, if she ever found out that I said any of this I’d have more than a cactus to worry about.”

“But why wouldn’t she want me to know? Is she embarrassed?”

“Well I dunno, do you tell Willow you think she looks nice every time you think she looks nice?”

Hunter opened his mouth to offer a smug response before he realized that while he did in fact let Willow know she looked nice it was usually agreeing with someone. She would walk down to the basement to show off a new dress she had found while thrift shopping with Vee and wanted to show how nicely it complimented the cardigan Hunter had repaired for her and Hunter would be in awe of how she always managed to pick colors that brought out her eyes. He would think how lovely, how stunning, how utterly beautiful she looked but he never said these words.

Instead, Gus would usually deliver the compliment. He’d say “Wow, Willow you look great!” and then nudge Hunter in the ribs with his elbow as he’d raise an eyebrow and say “Doesn’t she Hunter?” Willow would look at him with anticipating eyes for his thoughts, but the sparkle that found her eyes with her expectations only increased the things to say, and Hunter would end up only being able to nod in agreement or mumble a simple “yes.”

Is that how he made Willow feel? How could he ever...?

“Fair point,” He cleared his throat and tried not to convey the journey his mind was on and hoping he seemed like he was totally normal about the question. “Thank you for your clarification, I shall keep the matter between us.”

“You’re not gonna act... weird about this are you?” Amity asked, fairly certain she already knew the answer.

“Me? Weird? No! W-w-why would I be weird about this?” Hunter sputtered nervously.

Oh, she definitely already knew the answer.

“Okay, well I hear her coming back so zip it,” ordered Amity. “If I wake up with a cactus in my sleeping bag, I’m taking you down with me, spaceman.”

Hunter wouldn't know how to bring it up even if he wanted to.

“Sorry it took so long,” said Willow, entering the room on a vine. “But they’re doing great, luckily the automatic water system I instilled has been working perfectly.”

“That’s great, Willow.” said Amity with a smile.

“Yeah that’s totally great!” agreed Hunter, his voice sounding panicked for no apparent reason. “Awesome! Cool! Yeah...”

“Yeah,” agreed Willow, confused by the room’s vibe. “But uh, we should probably get back to the others. I don’t want Camila to worry.”

“Oh yeah, good idea,” agreed Hunter.

“Oh, before I forget,” said Willow, pulling something off her wrist. “I found this yellow scrunchie in my room and I thought since your hair is longer again, you could use it to keep your hair out of your eyes.”

“Really?” he said, as she slipped the hair tie onto his wrist. “Thanks, Willow.”

“’Course,” she said with a smile. “It’s your color, after all. Plus we gotta make sure we can see that pretty face of yours.” She added with a wink.

“Haha yeah o-o-okay,” he said with a gulp. “I should uh, g-g-go check if the coast is clear.”

He ran ahead as Willow chucked to herself, clearly pleased with his reaction. She watched as he ran to the doorway and pulled his hair back into a ponytail and secured it with Willow’s scrunchie.

“Woah, did it just get hotter in here?” Willow whispered to Amity, a faint crimson gracing her cheeks as she watched fondly as he scanned the outside area, his pulled back hair making it easier for her to see his defined jawline. Before Amity could offer her comment on the change in temperature, Willow cut her off as she continued in a dreamy tone. “Never mind, I think it’s just Hunter. If ya know what I mean.” she added playfully, bumping Amity’s arm with her elbow.

“I really, reeeally don't,” groaned Amity as though she was in physical pain, having endured this talk for months in the human realm and now realizing that there was no end in sight. “You have got to stop saying things that to me I am begging you!” Amity pleaded.

“I’ll stop when he stops,” said Willow with a shrug, fanning herself with her hand for emphasis (half to upset Amity further and half because she was truly grateful she had found that scrunchie).

[youhavetosmile]

You can do one where Foggy's family adopts Matt and Matt asks his family for advice because Karen steals his heart and Matt's family is very hilarious because it's a comedy

Here's a little something for ya :) Hope you enjoy teenage Matt, Foggy, and Theo!

"Hey guys? Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure. Shoot."

"How--how do get a girl to like you?"

Theo, sitting on the foot of Foggy's bed, leaned back against the wall with a chuckle. "Why do you need to know?"

"I just do," Matt replied, his face turning red.

"Nah, you're not gonna get off that easy," Foggy teased. "What's her name?"

"Why does that matter?"

"Ah, so there is a girl."

"Ooh, Matty's got a girlfriend!" Theo sang. Soon, Foggy had joined in the ditty.

"Shut up!" Matt yelled, throwing his pillow off his bed at them. "I"m being serious!"

Suddenly, their mother came through the door. "What is going on in here?"

"Matty's got a girlfriend! Matty's got a girlfriend!"

Anna looked from one side of the room, where Foggy and Theo were still singing jubilantly, to the other side, where Matt had hidden his face in his knees. "Oh, stop, you two!" The two boys stopped singing, but were still snickering behind their hands. "I said stop! Or would you like me to tell Matt about your first crushes?" That shut them both up. "That's what I thought."

Anna sat down on the end of Matt's bed. "Come downstairs with me, Matty. We can talk down there." Silently, Matt stood up, put on his glasses, unfolded his cane, and stood up. With a stern suggestion that the other two boys to brush their teeth and get to bed, she led Matt downstairs.

Anna sat Matt down at the kitchen table. "First, might I suggest not asking fifteen-year-old boys for dating advice?"

"Noted," said Matt with a sheepish half-smile.

"Now," she said, sitting down next to him and laying a hand on his arm, "tell me about this girl."

Matt's smile grew. "Her name is Karen. Karen Page. We're friends, but--"

"But you want to be more."

"Yeah. But I don't know how. I like being friends with her. She's really nice to everyone, except if you're mean to someone else. Then you'd better watch out. I like being around her, and I don't want to ruin our friendship by coming on too strong or whatever. But--I really like her, Mom."

"She sounds great."

"She is. She really is. And that's why it's so important that I don't screw this up."

"What makes you think you'll screw it up?"

"'Cause I'm--not good at this. Usually, I can talk to girls just fine, but Karen's different. I don't know what to do!"

"Oh, honey," said Anna, "just be you. She obviously likes you already, or you wouldn't be friends."

"But what if she doesn't like me like that?"

"What's not to like?"

"Mom, I can't see."

"And Karen already knows that. And she knows that you do just fine, anyway." Matt was silent. "Honey, just be you. You're smart, and kind, and loving, and you stand up for what you believe in."

"So, what, I should just--tell her?"

"As your aunt once told your father before he asked me out: 'Grow a pair.'" Matt laughed, and Anna ruffled his hair. "In all seriousness, Matt, just be honest with her. And if your brothers say anything else to you, you tell me. I've got tons of ammunition."

"Thanks, Mom."

"Karen is lucky to have you."

"No," said Matt, shaking his head. "I'm the lucky one."

[beansterpie]

ES21 japanese volumes part 2/??

< part 1 || part 3 >

Thanks for the warm reception on part 1! Honestly wasn't expecting anyone other than me and maybe a couple of friends to read, so it's nice to know that people enjoyed it! Also @blaka-smoko provided me with a link to scans of the VIS translation here-- it has up to volume 29 I believe for anyone interested (you'll have to make an account on the site to borrow the volumes though! but it's all free)

Now, to pick up where we left off--

Sena has just managed to escape the bullies, but they're in pursuit. He ends up running into a busy shopping street, where Hiruma, Sena's demonic upperclassman, happens to witness the following...

(First page -> Kuroki: "Alright! I caught...")

I love these pages sm, they're SO silly. This is the beginning of 'these kids might as well have superpowers', and I love that for them. And to be perfectly honest, I think the extra dramatic action scenes make for a really engaging sports manga, which is a genre where I tend get very bored of the whole, you know, Sports™ of it all. But ES21 always keeps me really engaged during the matches, and the super dynamic art is definitely one of the reasons.

Putting the rest under a cut!

I think I'm just gonna go ahead and post the next few pages because I love this bit lol

(Panel 3 -> Juumonji: "Shit-!" Kuroki: "I SAID MOVE!!!" Old Man: "That hurts you BRAT"

Panel 4 -> Hiruma: "That cut...." (note that the kanji here is 走��方 which is pronounced ha-shi-ri-ka-ta and means 'way of running' or 'running style', but the romaji says カット (ka-tto) which is just the English 'cut' as a loanword. I told you Hiruma does this a lot!))

Love how they somehow make Sena navigating a crowd really well into something so cool lol. But I love this entire segment.

(Panel 2 -> Togano: "Aaallright, now sto--"

Panel 4 -> Togano: "--p??"

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "Whoa, a spin!"

Panel 6 -> The Bullies: *sounds of struggle and pain*)

(Panel 1 -> Sena: "Hiieeee-- (this is just a sound of anxiety he makes a lot) It's no good--!!"

Panel 2 -> Hiruma: "No, you can make it"

Panel 4 -> Hiruma: "With your legs, you can make it!"

Panel 6 -> Hiruma: "FLY!" (also means 'jump', but fly feels more apt))

TOUCHDOWN!!! (of getting on the train yayyy!)

I just love this whole segment-- how good the art is, how intense and dynamic and fun they managed to make a simple chase scene, how it works so well with the football visuals that Hiruma is laying over Sena's movements in his mind, Hiruma's weird omniscient presence cementing itself into the narrative lol. Properly introducing the One Thing™ that Sena is crazy good at to the audience, and that is running (usually away from something lmao).

(Panel 2 -> Juumonji: "GUHO!?" (sound of surprised pain)

Panel 3 -> Hiruma: "Toooouchdooooown! Ya-ha--!")

I love him your honor.

ANYWAY onto the next day!

(Panel 1 & 2 -> Kurita: "Oh that's right! Yesterday, a new member joined the club!" Hiruma: "Ooohhh, I actually found someone too."

Panel 3 -> Hiruma: "Truly a golden-legged Running Back. He was so full of spirit that he approached me directly, saying that he wanted to join."

Panel 4 -> Kurita: "Wow-- amazing! Good job finding him, Hiruma!"

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "He should be here already"

Panel 6 -> Hiruma: "K, now fill out the application form~" Kurita: "S-SENA-KUN!!?")

The audacity of Hiruma casually and blatantly lying that Sena joined of his own volition lol. He just lies because it's fun, why not? 😂 Also, when Hiruma says 'running back', it just says "RB" with furigana that says ランニングバック, which is 'running back' as a loan word lol.

(2nd pic -> Kurita: "Whoa number 21! The eyeshield is so cool!" Hiruma: "If we don't hide his face like this during matches, it'll start an all-out-war among the other sports teams.")

Lol I love how shrimpy Sena is <3 In the fan-scans, the idea that the other sports clubs would try to get at Sena wasn't really mentioned until the Cupids match, so I figured I'd include it. Also Hiruma looks SO NORMAL in the first couple of chapters lol, he just increasingly gets more spiky and demonic as the story progresses, and I love that for him, but seeing little babyfaced Hiruma is fun too.

(Panel 1 -> Sena: "But I'm the manager~~!!" Hiruma: "Then, player-and-manager. do both"

Panel 2 -> the posters say: "Stay away from him -- Or the mosaic comes off")

Mosaic meaning the blurred out bits, obv. I feel like there's certain lines from Hiruma where the translation doens't quite capture the like... cavalier command with implicit threat he has in Japanese lol.

Also I get this slight vibe from his Japanese dialogue that Hiruma is like, funny lol. There's more of a deliberate sense of set up and pay off when he talks, which I get a kick out of.

Finally, end of chapter one 😂 the fuck is brevity?

Bit of an aside, but something I never noticed before about this pic of Sena's room is that he seems to collect figures of some kind? And he has a lot of games (or possibly anime) in the tv cabinet. I know in the pilot chapter (which I might post about separately sometime), Sena was characterized as A Gamer™, but that seems to have largely been abandoned in the actual series. It's fun to see the lingering remnants of that aspect of Past-Sena lol.

Moving on to chapter 2!

(Mamori: "The American Football Club!?")

(Panel 1 -> Mamori: "But American Football is... You shouldn't pick something so dangerous!")

Regarding panel 2, there isn't a mistranslation really, but I wanted to point out-- because it's fucking hilarious-- that Mamori uses four separate words that all essentially mean weak and feeble to describe Sena 😭 She's like "--because Sena is (physically) weak, insubstantial, fragile, and The Weakest™!"

Sena: "Y, you don't have to go that far...."

She really didn't 😔 how's a bitch supposed to come back from that...

Then of course Sena reassures her that he's just the shumu/manager (whatever), and won't actually be playing in matches, which she is very relieved to hear.

(Mamori: "Huh? But then why are you here so early in the morning?

Sena: "A meeting about club management!!")

Oh Sena :')

Cut to:

(Hiruma: "Come now, it's morning practice!!!"

Sena: "ALL LIES~~!!")

Soon, soon Sena, you will learn. But man look at the unbridled joy on our demon spawn captain's face <3 we love a chaotic gremlin.

Just wanted to gush a little about how much I love Murata's establishing shots, especially this one. Gives such an excellent vibe of early morning at a school before most students are present-- plus over the course of the series you end up getting such a good sense of the overall layout of the school!

(Panel 1 -> Kurita: "Well-- you know how we haven't had three people since the formation of the club? I was just so happy that I had to wake up early"

Panel 2 -> Kurita: "I was so amped up that I've been at it since 2am!" Hiruma: "An idiot, there's an idiot here.")

All told basically the same as the fan-scans, but I think the Japanese version slyly implies the existence of Musashi a little better. I always wonder with these things just how much of the back stories were hashed out-- like was Musashi's design already established? When we see him for the first time later (unbeknownst to us) did the creators already know That Guy was Musashi? Questions, questions...

(Panel 1 -> Sena: "That was close! I was about to join in on practice without realizing!" Hiruma: "Right, guess we should go through everything once, starting with the ladder."

Panel 2 -> Hiruma: "Since we've got newbies present and all." Sena: "Hiiieeeee!" (he's like a small dog, he whimpers when he's scared)

Panel 3 -> Kurita: "Ah wait. Actually my neck kind of hurts. I think I might call it quits after doing a 40 yard dash or something."

Panel 4 -> Hiruma: "40 yard dash, huh? It's been a while. Alright, let's measure our times.")

K-Kurita.... your head looks like it's gonna pop off.....

(Panel 2 -> Hiruma: "Time?"

Panel 3 -> "Kurita Ryokan: 40 yard run: 6.5 seconds"

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "This fucking fatty!! What morning practice, you've gotten slower than before!!" Kurita: "I can't help it, I'm already tired--!!")

@blaka-smoko mentioned this in their reblog on the last post, but Hiruma preludes all his nicknames with 糞 (ku-so) which means like, shitty, but the furigana says ファッキン which is just "fucking" as a loan word lol. So all his nicknames canonically and literally start with the English word "fucking". Fucking chibi, Fucking monkey, Fucking manager, etc, etc. The official VIS version changed this to 'damn', which is nothing but a damn shame lol. Let Hiruma say fuck!! He's literally already saying it!!

(Panel 1 -> Hiruma: "Alright, watch how it's done!" Sena: "!? So fast!!"

Panel 4 -> "Hiruma Yoichi: 40 yard run: 5.1 seconds"

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "Ya-ha-! That's my best time!!" Sena & Kurita: "Whoa--!!")

He's so fucking spiky!! And I love how expressive their physical movements are, like Hiruma's little twist in the last panel is so fun.

The first three panels are basically accurate, (though in panel two, Hiruma is like "What's that? You want to run so bad you can barely contain it?" which made me chuckle) but panels 4 & 5 are different.

(Panel 4 -> Kurita: "But, isn't it weird? If he's that fast (and he uses 爆速 (ba-ku-so-ku) which means like, explosive speed) I think he would have been famous in middle school."

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "Hmm... now that you mention it.... Well, we'll know for sure once we measure his time.")

I like that Kurita points out something to Hiruma that he didn't consider! These early chapters gives a bit more of a feel of Hiruma and Kurita's friendship imo, before there's more characters that the story needs to focus on, and the two of them solidly enter the Senpai™ realm among their teammates.

Of course, then Sena runs and gets 5.0 seconds, which is already fastest on their little team! But Hiruma isn't satisfied with that....

The fan-scans are aaaalmost right? But confused. It makes it sound like Hiruma is quoting something Sena said/wrote down in the past (that he somehow aquired as Hiruma is wont to do), and then the line in panel 3 just doesn't make sense. In Japanese, it comes across more as like, Hiruma looks up some records of Sena on his laptop, and the rest is him putting together an analysis based off of that.

(Panel 1 -> Hiruma: "In Kobayakawa Sena's middle school physical endurance records-- he came first only in Repetitive Sideways Hopping."

Panel 2 -> Hiruma: "Must be due to the explosive power that you built through your gopher-ing... which is how you have that rocket-start. But you immediately lose speed, which is why you never make any records in a footrace.

Panel 3 -> Hiruma: "So all we have to do is make sure you don't lose speed."

Panel 5 -> Hiruma: "CERBERUS!!!")

BEST BOY BEST BOY BEST BOY!!!

This is basically correct, so I used the scans for visual clarity because taking good pics of a double page spread is hard :')

anyway RUN BOY RUN!! Also love Hiruma's little fist pump in the last panel. Murata being awesome with gestures as usual.

(Panel 1 -> Hiruma: "This is beyond high school records! It's the top speed in the NFL! Nobody can stop this!"

Panel 2 -> "The Golden Legs!!")

I don't know if it's true that 4.2 sec is the NFL record (at least at the time) or not, and frankly I don't care. Within the context of this series, 4.2 secs is the speed of light, and Sena's got it!

I've always liked that Sena's got this glass canon thing going on-- OP in terms of speed only, extremely weak in every other regard. It's funny and unexpected in a shounen protagonist, and it makes for a very satifying arc, even if there aren't any surprises. I actually in part got into B.N.H.A . waaay back in 2014 because Deku reminded me of Sena (well, I got into it because I'd read the artist's previous manga and was curious, but Deku reminding me of Sena is what made me stay (well, until I left again a couple years later lol)). Point is, I'm very fond of Sena, I think he's fun!

Oof I wanted to squeeze in one more pic but I'm at the limit already lol. But chapter 2 ends with excitement all around-- and Hiruma says that they'll be winning the Spring Tournament. (Sena imagines himself as the manager and boy, after all that you still think you're just gonna be the manager? 😭)

Of course this is when Hiruma informs them that the first match is tomorrow lol. A team with 3 players. Good luck!

That's all for part 2-- hope y'all enjoy my ramblings!

[fullstcp]

"Chemistry" by Kelly Clarkson Sentence Starters

skip this part

"Can I skip this part?"

"If I could escape all this hurt and this pain, I would."

"I'd like to skip this part."

"I'm not sure how much more I can take."

"I'm real good at forgiving, but my heart can't forget."

"Are you happy now? Will you ever be?"

"I know this escape isn't stable."

mine

"You know I question every motive, everything you say."

"Maybe my heart wasn't meant to break."

"I can't believe I let you in."

"I can't believe I stayed as long as I stayed."

"Go ahead and break my heart, that's fine."

"Why am I missing you tonight?"

"Was it all a lie?"

"I'm losing hope in love."

"I don't make you look bad, you do."

"Who the hell do you think you are?"

high road

"It's not all bad, but I get lonely."

"I break my back on the things other people say."

"I'm getting tired always trying to do my best."

"To become stronger, you have to listen."

"If you need love, don't try to fight it."

"I live my life in disguise."

"I don't need this."

me

"I lived my life without me."

"I'm always pleasing someone, honestly, now I'm done."

"Don't need to need somebody when I got me."

"I told you I wanted you."

"You needed me to need you."

"Your insecurity was the death of you and me."

"You're the one with secrets."

"You are the reason I said goodbye."

down to you

"I heard you started running your mouth again."

"Who are you to underestimate me?"

"I tried to be your friend. I won't make that mistake again."

"You ain't welcome 'round here no more."

"You can't bring me down to you."

"I can't keep doing this to myself again."

"I didn't want it to end."

"Who are you to go and drag my name?"

"Living in your skin has got to feel so fake."

"Now I know you'll never change."

"I don't wanna be your friend."

chemistry

"You know I'm pretty much the worst with timing."

"Can you take it all away?"

"I don't really trust you and I don't trust me."

"You know, chemistry, it can sneak up on ya."

"I can't help but want you, help but love you."

"How'd you get in here?"

"Now you're something that I just can't resist."

"I've gotten really good at pretending."

"I wanna feel this forever."

favorite kind of high

"Take me home tonight."

"Kiss me how you like."

"I've been waiting for you."

"I know you ain't shy, well, neither am I."

"What you waiting for?"

"You're my favorite kind of high."

"When you're in the room, all I feel is you."

"Will you make a move?"

"What the hell is happening?"

magic

"It doesn't mean it isn't true."

"It doesn't mean I'm the fool."

"Magic takes time."

"I've got my sights and they're set on you."

"You are worth the road to maybe."

"I don't break so easily."

"Please believe in me."

"I don't care where you have been."

"I don't mind your lips on my skin."

"I don't know where to begin, but I'd like to end with you."

"I wanna feel like this."

"I can't forget your kiss."

"I wish that I could be the one you choose."

"Always you, has been forever."

lighthouse

"I need a do-over."

"How did we end up this way?"

"I'm so confused."

"Did I mistake love and pain?"

"Now our story's just a page."

"These days are harder than they used to be."

"What good's a lighthouse when the light is burning out?"

"Your hand's no longer holding mine."

"Sometimes you walk away in order to survive."

rock hudson

"It was real, but it wasn't."

"I never saw it coming."

"I was never what you want."

"Who knew love was so confusing?"

"Reality is never quite as good as the dream."

"You can blame it on me."

"I don't care what they think."

"I won't be what you want."

"I don't care what you think."

"It was always gonna be you."

"You were all I wanted."

"What good's a promise if you're never really honest?"

my mistake

"I wonder 'bout the way you'll remember me."

"Why don't you come say what you wanna say?"

"I won't make a scene."

red flag collector

"You can have the towels."

"You can take my money."

"They say the worst parts of someone come out to play when shit goes wrong."

"Shit must hit the fan with you all day."

"Some things never change."

i hate love

"I hate love."

"It's a bitch sometimes."

"Why do you smell so good?"

"You know I love that cologne."

"Why do I want what I shouldn't?"

"Why can't I leave it alone?"

"Love's no friend of mine."

"You're out of time."

"The Notebook lied."

"Sometimes love can leave you behind."

"Why does it hurt so much when you know it's the right thing?"

"I kinda did this to myself."

that's right

"You're confused and I've lost patience."

"My heart matters most."

"I'll let you go with the tide."

"I ain't no damsel."

"I missed myself."

"It's been a while since I made time for me."

"Truth is that I'm tired of trying."

i won't give up

"I can't be the one to love you."

"Go find what you're looking for."

"I won't let all the damage of what we were define what I deserve."

"Kingdoms are built to protect what's within."

"I want love that feels like home."

"I found the basement of rock bottom."

"People treat you how you let them."

"We're all worthy of love in this life."

"Some good things begin with goodbye."

did you know

"Life ain't like the movies."

"Did you know that control is a disease?"

"You shoulda tried listening."

"I can take a little, but you took all I had and some."

"Did you really know me?"

"Some people don't mind being alone."

"Did you know I loved you so?"

"Wished you believed me then."

"I never wanted to go."

"I deserve more than a ring on my hand."

you don't make me cry

"I don't even know why my name's in your mouth."

"I think I'm getting to the truth."

"Nothing you say is making sense today."

"I'd rather be alone than blue."

"You don't make me cry and I cry at everything."

"I'm picking you from my garden, weeds aren't allowed in."

"I've been thinking about my worth."

"No one tells you the truth."

"I know you can hear me up there."

goodbye

"You didn't destroy me though you tried."

"Don't mind the bridges I've burned."

"I get this one life and I won't give you mine."

"That kind of love, I'll never understand."

"There is a difference between what we want and what we need."

"You're not what you seem."

"Promises mean nothing when you don't know how to listen."

roses

"Some things you just can't hide."

"It's too late for roses."

"Don't waste your money on it."

"We can't be saved."

"Every day, I miss you less."

"How does love fade 'til there's nothing even left?"

"I don't like your kind of love."

"Keep your words, you never mean them anyway."

[cleverchildblizzard]

Is this what love feels like? @myvirtuallove I did it again!!!!

Koko tries to help Destiny win Pico's heart,but its gonna take some work...

Through the streets of Philadelphia,the rain relentlessly pelted against the pavement.Admist the crowd of houses among many streets,one stood out beyond recognition;Koko's house.Lounged on bed,Destiny observed her best friend searching through the drawers scattered around the bedroom.

How the fuck did I get myself into this..., Destiny thought to herself as she watched Koko open another one of her drawers.

"I've always wanted to do something like this!" Koko squealed,rummaging through her drawers,before bringing out a magazine.Some girly ass one by the looks of it,much to Destiny's disappointment.

"Tada!!" Koko chirped as she showed Destiny the cover.It was some romance magazine,figures.

"Okay,what the fuck is this shit? You ain't telling me we're gonna use this as some tutorial?" Destiny scowled,tapping her thigh impatiently.Koko smiled,nodding as she flicked through the pages.

"Of course! How else are we gonna know how to win a boy's heart?" Koko stated,finally stopping on a page,practically shoving it in Destiny's face.

Destiny's eyes squinted as she read the page,a slow blush forming on her face. "I'm not doing that." Destiny grumbled,leaning back into the bed as Koko huffed.

"Oh come on! Don't go all soft on me now!" Koko scoffed,still holding the magazine. "Trust me,Des! You'll be all romantic with the ginger boy by following the book!" Koko tapped the page of the magazine for emphasis.

Destiny frowned. "Like you know any better,still all lovely dovey with 'Nell and stuff." She murmured,making Koko playfully roll her eyes.

"Please,what are you going to do? I know you to well to think you'd ever just tell Pico you love him face to face." Koko retorted with a smile,the smile in question growing even larger at the sight of Destiny momentarily lost for words.

"Whatever..." Destiny growled under her breath,as Koko giggled. "Cheer up,would you? I'm helping you out here!" Koko reassured,patting Destiny's shoulder as she sat on the bed as well.

Koko flicked through the pages again,before gasping at the page.The perfect page. "Aha! This will be perfect!" Koko said,rushing to her closest and opened it.

The clicks of coat hangers filled the room as Koko finally pulled out a blue dress,smiling brightly. "Here! This is it!"

The dress BTW:

(it's so cuuuttteeee I need to draw Destiny in this (^o^)

Destiny stared at the dress,her eyebrows arched as she glanced at the small patterns adorned on the clothes. "It's cute n' all,but what do I gotta where this for?" She asked,eyeing Koko with growing suspicion.

Koko grinned. "You gotta look cute,Destiny! And let's be honest,blue looks good on you!" Koko gave Destiny the dress as Destiny went to change.

This was going to be a long ride...

◆ The next day... ◆

"Tell why we're doing this again?" Destiny asked,playing with the hem of her skirt as they stood behind a tree,watching Pico.Pico had been sitting with Darnell and Nene,chatting and eating a few snacks.Destiny frowned.

"This is stupid." She complained,as Koko waved her hand dismissively. "Don't sweat it! I'll make sure the other two are away whilst you hang out with Pico! I know what I'm doing!" Koko said,as she turned her attention back to the others.

● with Pico and the gang...

"Crap!" Darnell hissed as some sauce from his burger stained his shirt.Frowning,he sat up,observing the mess. "I'll be right back,guys. Gotta deal with this mess." Darnell muttered,grumbling as he walked away from the others. "Just bought this damn shirt,unbelievable.."

"Great! Darnell left,now I'll deal with Nene,saty right here!" Koko ushered as she rushed off towards Pico and Nene.

"Oh Koko,your early!" Nene smiled as Koko walked over. "You need anything?"

"Totally,could I have ya for a second Nene?" Koko asked,as Nene arched an eyebrow. "Oh? What's up?" She questioned asked as Koko led her away.Pico watched their figures faded away in the distance.

Destiny sighed,Well,here goes nothing.

Walking up to Pico,she sat down next to him,Pico smiling up at her. "Destiny! Good to see ya!" Pico smirked,as Destiny hummed in agreement,fiddling with her hands.Pico glanced at her.

"What's with the dress? The last time I saw ya wearing something so girly was...screw that,I've never seen you wearing something like that!" Pico laughed.

"Thought I'd try something new." Destiny quipped back,smiling as she pointed at Pico. "Doesn't seem like you've done any better,Prico.Still wearing that shitty ass jumper."

"I just washed this crap,give me some fucking credit!" Pico snapped back,only fueling Destiny's laughter more.

"HAHAHA! Doesn't mean you can't look stupid!" Destiny cackled,Pico frowning,but not even he could hold back the laughter brewing in his chest as he laughed as well.

"Shut up man." Pico sighed,leaning back as he observed Destiny,who was still recovering from laughing.

Silence.

"So,you wanna go shoot some stuff downtown?" Pico piped up,Destiny grinning at the thought. "Hell yeah!" She yelled,grubbing Pico's arm as they rushed off together.

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"Ugghhh! He's so stupid! You don't ask a girl that!" Nene whined,her fingers digging into the tree she hid behind as she watched Pico and Destiny run of to God knows where.

"Yeah,but,Destiny still accepted.A weird match,but it's seems to be working." Darnell shrugged,sipping on his drink as he came out of his hiding spot.Koko grinned.

"Perfect,it's all coming together!" Koko giggled with delight as Nene turned to the other two.

"Count me in! I don't want Pico screwing up anything!" Nene declared,crossing her arms.Darnell shrugged.

"Guess I'll tag along then." He stated,taking another sip from his drink.Koko smiled at them.

"Alright then! Let's do it!" Koko said as the bell rang.

"Oop! That's the bell,see you later guys!" Nene yelled as she rushed off.Koko was about to leave as well,only to be stopped by Darnell's hand.

"Koko,can I tell ya something?" Darnell asked,Koko glancing at him,nodding.Darnell sighed.

"Just wanted to...thank you for this.Pico hasn't really been able have such a close relationship,ever since..you know.."

"Cassandra?" Koko asked.

"Yeah,her.So thanks for this,really." Darnell muttered,patting Koko's shoulder.

"No problem 'Nell! Besides,it's nice to see Pico coming out of his shell!" Koko smiled,as she held Darnell's hand,squeezing it.Darnell blinked,surprised by the sudden touch.

"Oh,uh-"

"Your a good friend 'Nell,thanks for looking out for Pico!" Koko chirped,turning to walk away.Yet she stayed oblivous to the blush on Darnell's face. "Bye!"

"...See you." Darnell managed to whisper,the aching feeling in his heart growing stronger.He clutched his chest,furrowing his brows.

This feeling wasn't new,not at all.It had began when Koko had made a poster for the presidential election at school a while back,yet he couldn't pin point what this feeling meant for him.

Is this what love feels like?

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YAY YAY YAY I DID IT AGAIN @myvirtuallove !! I'll make more soon :)

Koko is silly

[surrik-i]

Hi there! Welcome to my blog, it’s nice to meet you! 🫶🏻

Minors pls do not interact, some of the stuff I do reblog are nsfw, sometimes includes gore, violence, etc. (even if it was sfw I still don’t want minors interacting with my page cause it’s be very awkward for me) and it’d make me very uncomfortable if no one really respected my boundaries or stuff like that. I’m not well with wording serious stuff like this, but hopefully you guys understand where I’m coming from when I say that I don’t want minors to really read some of the stuff I reblog, etc.

This is my first time really doing something like this, so if it seems awkward or anything I’m sorry 😭

I’m not trying to be rude or anything of the sort, I just want to make sure that everyone knows/understands that my blog is specifically 18+ or whatever.

I’m gonna be honest I don’t think I’d write anything of my own (not like that, I’m not here to take anyone’s work- that sounds wrong my bad 😭), or make drabbles, headcanons, etc. mostly due to the fact that I’m insecure of the way I write, because let’s be honest if I were to write something it’d look like it was written by a pre-schooler. BUT if I were to write something like that I’d mostly practice or try to improve my writing skills, cause honestly I’m not that good of a writer 😭

Honestly I’ll say it again, this is made to be an 18+ page. Again I’m not trying to be rude or anything like that at all, I just don’t know how I’d feel if anyone underage were to read something I reblogged iykwim. I mostly just wanted to get my point across:p

About me (or some stuff about me, lmao)

My name is Taylor, I am 18, I’m gonna be 19 on August of the 24th 🫶🏻❤️ you can call me whatever you want, just not anything disrespectful but I don’t think you guys would do that lmao (I hope- 🫢😗)

Enhypen, ZB1, Stray Kids, NCT (all subunits, including WayV), BTS, KISS OF LIFE, BABYMONSTER, TXT, Boy next door, P1 Harmony, ATEEZ, SVT, Purple Kiss, CLC, EXO, etc. I love all. Mostly TXT, Enhypen, SKZ, KOL, Bby Monster, SVT, NCT are the ones I listen to at the moment. I’M SORRY THAT WAS A LOT-

But right now Enhypen are the only group I listen to on a daily basis, some of TXT’s songs included. (Along with a few KOL songs as well)

I love the people I follow (especially their work), including the ones that follow me ofc! 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️

I don’t know what else to write- do I write my likes and dislikes? LMAO I’VE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE 😭 (I’m just gonna do that)

I love cheesecake, strawberries, Takis, ENHYPEN AND ALL OF THE GROUPS I STAN- Chicken Tendies, Watermelon and fruit (like grapes, apples, plums, etc.) I love my dog Allie, she’s a cutie.

(Not a recent pick but this is the only thing I could find where she was looking at the camera-)

I don’t want to get too personal, but I hate narcissistic people, or people that are just mean for no reason or people that overstep boundaries. 👀👀 sounds specific- but it’s happened to me and it irks me sm lmao

Yeah, I’d go on on my dislikes but this would be literally a whole entire paragraph/essay, so-

LOVE YA! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[thewritersaddictions]

First Kiss: Nancy Wheeler- TextBooks

Pairing: Nancy Wheeler x Fem!Reader

Pov: Reader

Warnings: Fluff, study session, studying, friends to lovers trope, slight teasing, LGBTQ+.

Summary: Nancy can’t help but love the way your nose scrunchies up when you can’t get a topic.

A/n- firefly-graphics for dividers

WC- 1.9k

Stranger Things Master List // The Adults Master List // Series Master List // First Kiss Master List

“Y/n’s here” I heard Mrs.Wheeler shoutout from where we stood at the front door. The door stayed wide as Mrs.Wheeler stood there waiting for her daughter to come down the stairs. “So, you guys are gonna work on some school stuff?” Mrs.Wheeler asked. Her hair is pulled up into a high ponytail. My backpack is slung around only one of my shoulders and the weight is pulling down my shoulders. “Just working on some projects, Mrs.Wheeler,” I say wanting this uncomfortable conversation to end before it can even start. 

“Well, you know what the kids say nowadays…” Mrs.Wheeler says, but her sentence is cut short when Nancy comes running down the stairs. “Alright Mom, thanks for whatever you were doing. The two of us are gonna go upstairs now.” Nancy said pulling me into the house by my wrist and dragging me up the stairs.

She shuts her door after nearly throwing me into the room. “Shit, Nancy. What’s with all the throwing and dragging me around for?” I ask trying to catch my breath as I drop my bookbag onto her floor. 

She giggles but turns around with a smile on her face. “Just didn’t want my mom being weird like she always is,” Nancy commented, before reaching into her own bookbag and grabbing any school book material she could.

She pulled out the many textbooks and all other sorts of pages and books that were stuffed into her bag. Laying them all out on her bed, I stood by her bed with my own books in my hands. I didn’t want to invade her space, so I moved to sit on her window bench. It had a few throw pillows from her bed and a throw blanket on it. 

I had watched her in class, and let’s be honest with each other. I knew that Nancy was ten times smarter than me, and so with us being friends, I had if she would tutor me. Just to help me get a little further in the class not like I was falling behind or anything, but I sure could be doing better. I asked, and of course, Nancy was more than willing to help. 

I remember asking her in lunch. She was sitting down with Robin swirling food around in her Tupperware container. “Hey, Nancy do you think that you can help me study for our upcoming science test? I’m just not understanding the topic.” I said, exposing myself to be rejected but there was a happy lopsided smile on her face along with Robins. Almost like Robin had just known that I was going to ask. “Sure of course I can help ya, Y/n.” She said with a wink and I walked around with a happy smile on my face, and as I walked away I heard Robin say. 

“I told you if you didn’t make a move she was gonna do it sooner or later. You can’t just be walkin’ around and teasing the shit out of her without her noticing.” Robin said, but I didn’t hear anything that Nancy said. So, I waited until the day I drove down to Nancy’s house. 

I was still standing caught up in my thoughts and my head. “Y/n? Are you alright?” She asked. I shook my head leaving my trance, “Yeah I’m fine. I just..” I went to sit down on the window bench. “Hey, wait don’t you want to sit down next to me?” Nancy asked, patting the bedside. I mumbled a small “yeah” I could feel the blush cross against my face and kept my face looking downwards as I made my way towards her bedside. “Just take off your shoes, sweetheart,” Nancy said. I shuttered at her words and stubbed my shoes off with my toes.

My socks slid a bit down as I climbed up onto her soft and cozy bed. “Are you comfortable?” Nancy asked, she was looking at me with such contentment in her eyes. I shook my head, not really knowing what to say. I could hear her younger brother from the other side of the door. “Is he always that loud?” I asked, not even answering her question. She scoffed and rolled her eyes before getting up and opening her bedroom door screaming in the large house for her brother Mike to shut up. 

When she turned around she asked the same question again. “Yeah, your room is pretty.” I commented like a fucking idiot. I was so stupid, she probably didn’t care that I noticed how pretty her room was. “Oh well thank you. I decorated myself.” Nancy said proudly, as she came back to her bed. 

“So what was it that you needed help with Y/n?” Nancy asked me. I flipped through my papers, quizzes we had taken before the end of the last week. I had taken the time and grathereed all my materials before ending over to Nancys house wanting to be prepared. I brought out my quizzes less afraid of showing off my horrible scores to Nancy. “Look normally I get a great grade on most of my quizzes and struggled through the tests that Mr.Hansen gives us, but this time most of my quizzes back looking like shit. All of his stupid little red circles around most of the numbers.” I said in a frustrated huff. 

Nancy touched my shoulder gently before she took the papers from my hands and gave them a short look over. Before she rolled her eyes and laughed a little, “Mr. Hansen got half of these circles wrong. You see here.” Nancy said looking over at me, dragging my attention to her nicely pampered nails. Painted over with pretty pink shellac.

“Okay,” I said before watching as Nancy moved her fingers all over the paper telling me that only half of the ones that Mr.Hensen circled were actually wrong. “And it seems to me that the ones that are actually wrong, are wrong on both quizzes we took so that narrow do what we have to study for,” Nancy said with a beautiful smile plastered on her face. 

Like an idiot all I said was “oh”. Was I sad that maybe todays study session would run short and I wouldn’t get to spend the time with Nancy that I wanted. All I wanted was to tell Nancy about my feelings, and all my brain was able to think about was hearing Robin at lunch nearly a week ago. What was Robin talking about? I wondered just how blind I might be towards Nancy’s advancements. 

“Y/n? You still here with me?” Nancy asked her hand resting on my criss crossed thighs. I looked down and back up at her. “I’m fine, just wanted to get to work.” I said sharply. Reaching into my own bookbag from over the edge of the bed to grab a pencil, and highlighter. “Alright why don’t we just work on the vocab, for right now. I’ve got flashcards for us to use.” 

We worked this for a while. Nancy would name off a vocabulary word, and I sit there scrunched up next to her as I guess the words definition. Some where good, I would get it right away, and on others I was stuck. But instead of being mean about not being able to get it, Nancy would sit there with the prettiest smile on her face and encourage me to look through my notes, quizzes, and any other thing I had resting infront of me. 

An hour later when I was finally able to get through all her flashcards did we move on. “What about if I write down the word, then maybe you write down the definition,” Nancy suggested. “Sure we can do that,” I said softly into my shoulder. For an hour I listened to her speak. Voice smooth and soft, a voice you would use with a newborn baby. It was so calming that I hadn’t even noticed how fast time had gone by. “Here you go, sweetheart.” She said, handing me a piece of paper.

In her persistent and cursive handwriting was written every single word that we had just worked through. "Write the definition and we will see how many you get right. Maybe I’ll even a surprised if you’re okay with that.” My brows furrowed down at her comment but my brain was already working to give me the answers. I worked and wrote down in cursive a little sloppier than Nancy’s definition. As I worked my nose crunched up, and I was getting more and more trusted by the ability of not being able to understand the words or their meaning. 

When I handed back the paper our fingers brushed and it shot a tingle up my back. “Alright let’s see how good you did sweetheart.” Nancy said, as she glided her finger down the side of the paper. Looking through her own flashcards she marked every single one. I thought I had done good, but the marks that Nancy were making where on single number. “Alright here you go, Y/n. I’d say that you did perfectly.” She said. With shock I looked down at the paper. Every single mark was a green check mark, all of them had been right. 

I turned out of instinct. “Do I still get my surprise?” I asked, not as timid like before. She a smile on her face, turned and looked over at me. “Only if you say yes.” Confused I conunited to look at Nancy. “Would you be okay with me kissing you? Just a soft little kiss on your lips?” She said her hand raising up to my lips and a finger brushing down my top and bottom lip. I swallowed hard. My heart beating faster and faster then I think it had ever beat before. 

I shook my head, but then said, “Only if you’re okay with it Nance.” she smiled once more before leaning in close to my lips. “Of course I’m okay with it silly.” She said. Once her lips press into mine I can’t help but stop breathing. My eyes close half lidded by the buzzing feeling I was getting all over my body. Nancy was so gentle with me, her hand coming up to cup my cheek. I had never felt so much happier then right then in that moment. With Nancy pressed up into me, her hands keeping me close to her as we kissed until we were out of breath. 

When we finally broke away from each other. There was a slight layer of blush brushed over Nancy's cheeks, and the tips of her ears were bright red. I could feel my own skin burning, but I didn’t care. “How was that for a first kiss?” Nancy asked. I smirked, “How about how was that for a first kiss?” I asked changing her question only a little. She smirked back at me, “Your first huh? I’m your first kiss Y/n?” Nancy asked. I shook my head and reached over the pile of papers and writing utensils. Kissing her back for the first time. I moaned into the kiss and kept my hands above her head. Nancy moaned into the kiss, her hands wrapping around my waist, and when we broke away for the second time. We battled for the small space between the two of us. “You’ve got the best-tasting lips!” Nancy said, with a suggestive wink, “Well you’ve got the most kissable lips.” I said giggling.

Completed on: 02/07/23

Posted on: 02/08/23

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