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niksixx · 2 years

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I know season 5 of Stranger Things won’t be available til like 2024 but I am still not prepared for Steve Harrington’s death

#I am 100% convinced #there is no way he makes it out alive #and I will be a mess for months #because he is my favorite boy #my comfort person #the best boy #half of my heart #light of my life #I am just not ready for him to die #steve harrington

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bakudekublogblog · 4 months

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kacchan there is actually a way you and izuku can be together forever i have this crazy inventive solution for you it's called a marriage license

#trust me look it up it's real #it's easy it's not free but it's worth it trust me nothing can go wrong this plan is flawless #bakudeku #bkdk #manga spoilers #mha leaks #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #listen to me i know what you're thinking gabstar this is a shonen the only way two males can be inexplicably linked forever is a rivalry #how are we supposed to be together forever without constructing intricate rituals in order to be closer to each other than anyone else #i hear you i understand you i get you #JUST MARRY HIM ITS 2024 YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY CHICKEN WITH YOUR FEELINGS I PROMISE ITS OKAY #hori listen to me the next chapters can just be a bkdk shoujou BL we are all seated we are here we are ready #no one is gonna complain if we're just in bakudeku making heart eyes at each other land and slowly repairing their friendship #while kacchan tries his best to convince izuku that he loves him through his actions but inevitably has to use his words to be like #LISTEN NERD I LOVE YOU CAPITAL L CAPITAL O CAPITAL V AND FUCKING E LOVE YOU GOT IT #and izuku s like did i die did shiggy kill me am i in heaven #and kacchans like FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND

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maukiki1 · 9 months

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They are twinning✌️idk i just wanted to draw them or somehting idk.

#start of my yugioh arc #get ready #or dont #i havent posted beyblade in a while sorry fellow bladers #this is am unhinged evil spirit who posses some random ass silver haired twink whos done nothing wrong ever competition #like what did tsubasa even do #let him fish #and bakura (normal one i dont refer to yami bakura as just bakura) looks like a curious little animal with zero survival instinct to me #if they were in a zombie apocalypse he would die first #hes so funny to me cant look at him without laughing what is his deal #the difference is one of them waits a bakurbillion years to do anythign also gets his ass kicked during process .#other one goes insane . absolute berserk calm down do you need papatya çayı #mischievous little guys nonetheless #yugioh #beyblade #mfb #metal fight beyblade #tsubasa otori #bakura #yami bakura #tsubasa ootori #beyblade metal fight art #beyblade metal fight fanart #beyblade metal saga #beyblade metal fight #yugioh duel monsters #yu gi oh #crossover #yugioh fanart #when i was making this during the sketch phase i wrote dont forget to make possesed tsubasa purple and i still forgot at first attempt

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arom-antix · 1 year

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@fishshit I consider your post canon so I made it

Edit: I FOUND IT

Edit 2: Yakov trauma

Edit 3: I lied, here's the design rant

Edit 4: Updated design!

#i cant find the original post T_T #im going to search your entire blog if i have to #i will find it #anyway in the mean time heres something that started as a sketch and then went completely out of control and i am not sorry #i am beyond repentance you could say #it took me at least three tries to spell that word right on the illustration and english can go die #viktor deserves to be dramatic as fuck #yakovs aura was made of retirement papers when viktor showed him this #especially when viktor added that “oh by the way ill be wearing a big ass luxury designer fur coat” and then skated away #have fun deciphering the meaning behind all my design choices #for once i will not rant about them #ruins the fun #but if youre interested i do have a breakdown ready at your leasure #im sorry ive been listening to the song for hours now while drawing this and it just fits viktor so well i cannot #this is canon in my heart #arom antix art #arom antix #art #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri on ice fanart #yoi fanart #fanart #viktor nikiforov #also i am so sorry the mukbang comic is taking so long i swear i havent forgotten #some of it is done but its far from finished but itll happen #im going to finish it and you can quote me on that and come to my house and whack me with a newspaper until i do it if you want to #collab #religious imagery

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feathercreates · 1 year

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Here, have a comfy Viktor who’s absolutely delighted to see you. ❤️

#viktor arcane #arcane #league of legends #lol viktor #arcane viktor #viktor x reader #viktor x you #WHENEVER THIS MAN SMILES I JUST MELT #HECK I LOVE HIM #been going through some real tough stuff lately #and just wanted to see a happy smiling bean #lookin' comfy and ready to listen to me rant and complain and offer love #I am determined to make more happy / slice of life Vik #otherwise I WILL DIE when S2 rolls around #gotta stock up on making him warm and comfy #also I am vibrating with joy because I can finally draw again #omg #it's been so long

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phoenixcatch7 · 1 year

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Everyone keeps pairing Danny up with the bat kids and I'm not even a shipper, but.

Pair him up with Steph,

Cowards.

#i am being 100% serious #Everyone says they don't care about the gender just the vibes #Okay well hear the vibes!! Steph and Danny would be THE MOST sarcastic chaos gremlins EVER #You KNOW that #They would be Literally unstoppable. They would enable and ride or die support each other NO questions asked #The shenanigans would be off the charts!!#B narrowly avoids them as they speed cackling past and then again as Jason sprints after them howling murder #'what have you two even done?'#*thermos rattles* 'oh we stole his pit rage!! Steph said it'd be best if we did it early morning cause no ones actually awake then lol'#*sound of heavy footsteps crashing into the kitchen and immediately getting soundly scolded by Alfred*#'that'll be him! I asked Alfie to have his fave cookies ready to help calm him down but I think Damien got there first...'#'popcorn?' 'POPCORN' *Steph holds up a peace sign as Danny phases her invisible and through the floor. Making eye contact the whole time #The MEMES. The IRREVERENCE. The unrelenting sarcastic optimism. The only thing would be getting cass' approval #She would so thrash Danny in a fight and while sitting on him hum in acceptance and then he wakes up next day with a new telescope on him #danny phantom #danny fenton #dp x dc #dc x dp #batman #batfam #steph brown #dc spoiler #black bat #cassandra cain #bruce wayne #Again I'm not a shipper I just spy SHENANIGANS #dc comics #What would you even call dead Spoiler? Red herring? Ghost writer? Death of the author? ASDFGHJKL MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

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cursedcola · 25 days

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Idia Shroud the bastard NEET that you are (affectionate™)

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst idia shroud #that’s it. that’s the post #tearing my hair out #i joined for him #i stayed for them all in some way shape or form #now i’m back at square one and ready to just throw hands #i finally finished chapter 7 #i knew the plot. i watched it since my cards werent high enough #but for FUCKS SAKE #doing it all again made me catch things i missed and i just want to die #deadass i think he’s a contender for the most tragic character in twst next to lilia. that’s how fucked up i am right now #i could write an essay on why he has earned this spot but im not going to because my god

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year

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THIS IS HUMANITIES 11TH HOUR I THINK KIAN WAS RIGHT. THERE WAS SO MUCH HE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT HE DID IT FOR GREAT REASON. THEIR RELATIONSHIP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. EVEN THE ECHO OF SOMEONE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND THE ECHO OF YOU LOVES THEM TOO. they COPIED A HUMAN DOWN TO THEIR BASIC CIRCUTRY AS A SURVIVAL INSTINCT AND THE VERY WIRES STILL LOVE YOU. ITS THE ATMOSPHERE. ITS THE DISCORDANT AND SAD YET YEARNING CORDS IN THE AIR AS THE SKY REDDENS. ITS A WISH FOR SOMETHING MORE, PRESSING AGAINST INEVITABLE GLASS, CLEARLY NO HOPE OF CONTINUING OR BLOSSOMING. A PAINTING OF A MEMORY THEY WANT TO BE MAKING WITH NO CONCLUSION.

#cw gore #cw blood #jrwi blood in the bayou #jrwi bitb spoilers #jrwi bitb #jrwi fanart #AAUAUGHGHUHHGHH SO IM RELISTENING TO THE THIRD EPISODE RIGHT. THATS WHAT THIS PAGE WAS DRAWN FROM.#AND IM AT THE PART WHERE. YKNOW. THEYRE ON THE SEXY MOTORCYCLE AND GOING TO THE TREE. THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH. FUCK YOUUUU IM WEEPING #ALSO I MIGHT ASWELL SAY HERE. i remember listenign to the first episode at midnight. i was heading to sleep bc i had work in the morning #and i remember hearing rolan n im like awww hes such a babyyyy lil baby giiirrrl #and then i saw his official art the next day n i was like. no WAY thats rolan he looks way too cool and chill in that.#AND THEN. and tTHEEHHEHEEENNN HE GOES AND DOES. WELL. YKNOW. N IM LIKE DAAAAAMAMNNN HELLO SIR!!!! FUCK IT UP MAN!!!! YEAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!#OHHH and yknow what lemme say some shit about RAND!!!!!!!! 'i love you man' 'i promise i love you man' HE CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKIN #AAUUUHHHH RAAAANNNDDDD HE WAS SO READY TO DIE. HE WAS PLANING TO DIE. UGH.#ALSO I STILL LISTENING N I JUST GOT TO THE PART WITH KIANS SONG TO BECKY. SOBBING SOBBING WEEPING IM SO EMOTIONAL ABT THEM #RUN AWAAAYYYY OOUHHOOOOO JUST TAKE MY HAND AND RUNN AWAAYYYYY EHEEEM HEEM WILL BOY YOU SHOULD BE RUNNING!!! U SHOULD BE RUNNING!!!!#HEY hey cmere. cmere n listen. im workin ona lil music video. right. been chippin away at it for the last few months #its supposed to go along with tha song 'am i in heaven' by king gizzard n the lizard wizard #go find it. go listen to it. see my vision.#HEY HEY IF U REBLOG THIS. RAMBLE ABOUT BITB N SHIT IN THE TAGS PLEASE I NDEED TO HEAR OTHER THOUGHTS. GIVE ME UR BRAIN #ALSO JUST GOT TO THE KISS SCENE BTW. ITS SOO FUNNY TO HEAR BEBO FREAKING OUT LIKE NOOOOO NNOONONO N MAKING SOUNDS. HES RIGHT #'do you want me to take anything off?' DSHUT UUPP BECKY I LOVE YOU. WHATEVER.#OKAY okay im nirmal now (lying) imm gonna go cry. alot. hope u do too. pls enjoy myart

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#i feel the way i feel and i dont owe it to anyone to hide my sadness </3333 #also i just have bpd and even somewhere many ppl have that u cant even say anything but im just having a breakdown now 🤷🏻‍♀️#anyway what i wanted to say is that i AM sensitive and emotional and stupid #and it does hurt so much when the person i want and love doesnt feel that way for me #and i feel bad saying stuff like this bc ppl dont really understand but #i dont feel..: a whole lot... for anyone but him thats just how it is #so he IS a loss he IS so hard to lose and thats just how i feel #and it hurts sm bc hes the only one i wanna talk to but i cant #i know this is smth most ppl deal with in life and like it's just part of being a human #i just everyday keep thinking of things that remind me of him or i read a book i wanna tell him abt and then the pain comes back #bc the thing is i kinda only want to talk to him abt it all bc i just dont /feel/ a lot talking to others #that doesnt mean i dont appreciate it or care i just dont know how to explain #maybe it's my avpd? but i just dont feel happy or nice or good or comfortable or excited or interested in the same way :((((#i dont know i barely know what im talking or thinking about #and i keep saying the same things over and over again im just so sad and it feels like i always will be #bc i have bpd and then the pain feels all consuming and like it will never end and its just so hard to deal with #and even if it might be true when ppl say stuff like u deserve love or you're gonna find someone else etc #im not ready to receive it bc i only want this specific person and i get that many ppl deal with unrequited love and its part of life #but i AM scared bc im 25 and i've never ever met anyone i feel even a fraction for what i feel for him #what if im someone who doesnt get many chances w ppl? what if im cursed to be alone and never find anyone i have a mutual connection to????#so therefore i just wanted thought believed and hoped it would be him #and yes i acknowledge that a lot of it was just me wanting that and not realizing reality but its still how i felt #and as a bpd girlie my emotions are all consuming 🥴#so bottom line is i kinda just wanna die bc i wanna talk to him every second bc im crazy and mentally ill and since i cant do that im in sm #pain hahahah :D #and i will complain abt it bc it hurts so much idk what to do!!!!! ☺️

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neverbelessthan · 1 year

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I just read someone’s hot take on ‘the mermaid scene’ being ‘peak cringe’ and I just-

Sweet, sweet human. That’s Ed’s psyche you’re taking about. My dude is having his life flash before his eyes in the most beautiful little heartbreaking s1 montage, and if that’s how he wants to picture Stede coming to redeem his lonely fucking soul - as a glittery goddamn tits-out merman, then that’s HIS GODDAMN BUSINESS.

#like how #I don’t get it #also the fucking HIPS on that man am I right? (I’m right)#I mean I get it - it’s silly but then also consider that ITS NOT AND GO AWAY #don’t be kink-shaming my man #if he has a merman-Stede fantasy bouncing around in his psyche just ready to go then good for him #also I don’t know how you can be cringing during this scene with the fucking acting by the two of them like #MY HEART #anyway clearly I have some issues #‘some’ lol #but no fuck off actually this entire end sequence is magical I’ll fucking die on this hill come at me #things that will be playing on a loop rent free in my brain while I try to go about my life doing normal adult things like grocery shopping #and studying and having casual conversations #I’ll be like ‘wow those red capsicums have gotten pricey I wonder if it’s a shipping thing?’#or like ‘yeah I see what you’re saying but I don’t think Nozick’s views on identity and property have the level of overlap you’re assuming’#and then suddenly my whole brain will just be the image of Stede’s face when he stops on the stairs and stares at Ed’s body #and I’ll be wondering why I can suddenly feel the supermarket floor tiles with my face #and what’s happening? why am I in this white padded van?#where are we going?!#ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers

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iniziare · 10 days

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Tag drop: Jing Yuan (incomplete, but the rest will be added behind the scenes) (... and a little return of Yelan's aesthetic, for I've missed her desperately)

#tag drop #jing yuan. [ history will make its own judgment. if i succeed; it will state that i am supremely confident in my masterful strategy. ]#jing yuan: ic. [ but if I fail; then all will state that i am neglecting my duties in wanton pleasure. preferring finches over my people. ]#jing yuan: inquiries. [ if you want to distract me with questions; i urge you to stop. / ah. how could you suspect such malice? ]#jing yuan: countenance. [ he is also a master of the arts of concealment. when he decides to “show” something: it's time to be careful. ]#jing yuan: introspection. [ the xianzhou has very few legends. for what room is there to create legends among those who do not die? ]#jing yuan: meta. [ have you memorized all that? / yes general. / very good. but only when you've forgotten it: will you be ready. ]#jing yuan: little notes. [ it is a warrior's game. singular encounters with endless possibilities. ]#jing yuan: wishes. [ the pieces are like us; each with its sentience. there is no going back on the board; how can one return to the past?#jing yuan: etc. [ only the truly wise can stand proud in front of the undefeated enemy called time. ]#jing yuan: the luofu. [ they name the xianzhou luofu as just xianzhou; but one is not the other. the luofu is the luofu. it is no more. ]#jing yuan: cloud knights. [ the cloud knights entrusted their lives to me. i shall not fail them. ]#jing yuan: wave-treading snow lion. [ how could i turn down looking after a long-extinct little animal to help continue its lineage? ]#jing yuan: high-cloud quintet. [ the past cannot be pursued; but the future can still be hoped for. ]#jing yuan: yanqing. [ it is my fault. i should have given him an opportunity already. “a sharp sword can't stay sheathed forever." ]#jing yuan: jingliu. [ in an endless night… there is nothing closer than the bright moon: always hanging in the sky. ]#jing yuan: blade. [ it is never wise to put down the hammer and take up the sword. ]#jing yuan: dan heng. [ bygones are bygones. but sometimes i wish things had turned out differently. ]#jing yuan: v. youth. [ ah. that carefree new cloud knight recruit. i was like that once upon a time. but it was a long while ago… ]

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languri · 16 days

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I cant afford therapy so I decide to make an s/i oc just to make myself happy 🥲 i can finally daydream in peace

#i love sh.injiham too duh but also i cant run away from my nature of wanting to kiss 2d men so akdheksiso lET ME BREAFFDRF #her name is Rei because of course her name is Rei lol //stares at my blog #anyway this set around post P3 and unfortunately minako has to die for the plot 😔😔😔💔#there's too much for me to type I actually wrote a long ass note about this ship #and i doubt anyone care about it enough but if anyone just wants to listen to me tamble about them hmu or whatever 🤪#but the general gist is that I wantes to play around the idea of Shinji trying to live normally when his entire life he never really able-#to do so and also see how he give his life another shot when he believed and accepted he was going to die years ago #and then I want to see what he'll do when he meets someone that is in the same position as he is years ago #something something putting him in Minako's position when she brought this dead man alive #there's no persona shenanigans i cant write nor designs for shit #but also im always a fan of anything related to analysing human relationship and connection #so in my head i am going to have so much fun daydreaming about whatever these too depressed bitches are going to do #also not posting this in my selfship sideblog idk im just not ready to post anything there ;w;#asukablyat #asukart #selfship thingo

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g0thsoojin · 2 months

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#almost killed myself last night #bc my mom gave me a sugar free cinnamon roll #and i was getting ready to sit down and eat it #but then i noticed my window was open and my cat had jumped out #so i ran out to being her in #i was gone for under a minute #then when i got back my cinnamon roll was gone #bc my dog had ran into my room and taken it #and it's poisonous for him #and we're poor so wr cant fix our car that broke down last year #and we dont have any family or friends #and taxis dont take dogs #so we didnt know how to get him to the vet #i was terrified he was gonna die #bc i was a dumb useless bitch and left a cinnamon roll in his sight #he is fine so far #he isnt even weird at all ://#but it can take up to 3 days #if my dog died bc of how dumb i am i will kms #i cant live with that guilt #and he is my best friend how tf am i supposed to live withou him knowing *i* caused his death?#im terrified every second now and just want 3 days to pass and that he will continue being fine

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dashiellqvverty · 3 months

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literally JUST occurred to me that the intended joke of “here’s my review, not gay enough” was most likely “that movie was fucking gay, so it would be funny and ironic if we said it wasn’t gay ENOUGH. because it could hardly be any gayer” and not “wow i was expecting more homoeroticism from the vampire movie”

#like in my brain it has just always registered as ‘surprisingly less gay than you’d expect’ in part bc that’s how it’s used in memes often #but even after i found out it was about iwtv movie i was like… well from what i’ve heard that’s accurate #and i literally only just now thought about the wider cultural perception of the movie #and what would get a laugh at snl #anyway. idk much about norm macdonald. mcdonald?#but ever since i found out the original context of ‘everyone involved in this story should die’ i’ve been ready to kill him with hammers #worse than che and jost could ever dream of being just from that alone. and i hate their asses.#r.txt #saying ‘probably’ even though i’m fairly confident i’m correct #bc i HATE when ppl are like ‘i’m so autistic i never realized when neurotypicals say X they ACTUALLY mean Y/don’t literally mean it/etc’#bc 90% of the time that’s not true they just made it up in their heads. thought of the alternate interpretation and decided it must be true #AND I DONT WANNA BE DOING THAT #but i am chalking this up to autism that i never thought about how the joke came across in its original context

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nerfpuncher · 1 year

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Yeah my own brain hurting me again

#star wars #the clone wars #captain Rex #star wars ahsoka #yall #if they make me watch him die?#i might just kill myself #i am so not emotionally ready for this #like im so scared

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#for how long am i gonna wake up.. and have my first thought be him #and then wish that when i look at my phone i will have messages waiting from him #where he said gm and told me abt his day like i had every day for a while..#and then suddenly get anxiety pain in my whole chest and stomach #bc i know i dont have any messages from him. and that we dont really talk anymore #and now idek if he would want to keep message me every once in a while #am i gonna keep living off of the high from one message from him now and then?#like idk :((( it's just so painful #and it does hurt more now bc... for a long time i still hade hope that like ofc we will talk!!!!! when he's ready to talk #we will talk abt everything and it will all be fine ^-^ i really really had trust and belief in that #like i genuinely thought that would happen. bc to /me/ this is the most real and strong thing i've had #which truly i understand is also naive and unwordly of me and also im very intense and emotional abt things #so truly i cannot get mad abt it only have been the one thing to want and to wanna fight for #bc yeah.. ig it just stings a lot more than just a crush bc to me.. like i sound so silly and naive but i should just vent #bc like yeah... i dont have any friends to talk to or a therapist or anything and i need to talk T-T #it's embarrassing but to me i really felt like i had found my person.. the person who i wanted to be the closest to in the world..#felt the kind of love where i would do anything and fight for it to even have a chance.. and yeah..#ig i was very naive to have the 'certainty' that .. i was just waiting and being patient and giving him space. maybe that wasnt actually #what he needed. but w my avpd i didnt know how to be pushy or.. like how to be enough pushy like he would need #without being too intense to push him too far away from me. bc im intense.. so i know that even if he's right for me #im not right for him bc i could not give him what he needs.. :(((#but yeah.. everyday i wake up w so much sadness bc i know i wont get to talk to him all day #and now the sadness is coupled with intense dread and anxiety #bc honestly i have no idea if he'll ever reply to me again or how much we will talk if we even will at all.#and the thought of life without him and not even have him in it even a little makes me wanna die lol #idk.. idk... bc i wont get to have what i want.. which is to simply be with him. but yeah idk... idk #it pains me sm that ... we never did talk to find out whatever was between us. and regardless of intent on his behalf that does make me fee #*i* am the one who valued and cared abt our 'bond' more than he did... but it is what it is it is what it is #it just hurts... bc i found someone i both thought and wanted it to be real with. but... i never even got a chance to try or talk abt it #which also is life.. if he found someone (twice) that he did like enough to want to try with but not with me.. that's just how he felt..

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