Hate having caught COVID despite not leaving the house for 5 days and not being allowed to be angry at the people who have been leaving the house and not making safe choices in that regard because I might make them feel like an arsehole.
Hate being disabled.
Hate having to lock myself in the bathroom because it's the only free space in the whole house and STILL crying to loud that I wake my Mum up.
Hate still having to pretend that everything is fine even though I had to miss my Sister's Wedding AND my Plasma Exchange.
Hate still having to be positive about this when really I just wanna Go ape shit and throw things out the window.
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Sorry but when Louis finally comes back to New Orleans after everything and Lestat is half insane and barely alive and wracked with grief and one of the vampires caring for him brings him a BABY TO EAT and the baby is CRYING and Louis PICKS IT UP AND ROCKS IT and for a moment it’s just the two of them, lestat watching Louis rock this stranger’s baby before the fire. in a horrible, horrible, horrible heartbreaking awful pastiche of the family they once WERE and will never BE AGAIN. DID YOU. EAT. THE BABY. LOUIS.
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shout out to all the chronic illness, chronic pain, and chronic fatigue mfs 😤 lets get this bread*
*like just actual plain bread w nothing on it bc actually I'm super nauseous and don't really wanna risk anything else and the side effects from nausea meds trigger my POTS symptoms or knock me out for like six hours so if anything i function much WORSE and actually maybe you should just get the bread for me bc I think I can't walk to the kitchen rn.
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Inspiration Saturday
Thank you for the tag @rmd-writes
Tagging @welcometololaland @strandnreyes @reyesstrand @liminalmemories21 anyone else who would like to
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The doctor reckons I might have IBS and is ordering appropriate tests. Which will be fun and not gross at all. But in looking up the diet treatments for IBS it seems to be that all the recommended foods to avoid are all the foods that I was told to have more of in order to counter act my Diabetes.
It's also possible that it's a side effect of one of my Myasthenia Gravis drugs. And I'm really starting to understand why it was a last minute one if it gives you Shit Yourself On The Daily Disease
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Today is a shit day but it's ok because it's only temporary. ... Hopefully...
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having a category 5 depression event this week
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