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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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Say it with me: I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers, I will not look at spoilers-
#no judgement to people who do#i just know that i'm always too damn tempted#but i don't actually want to look at spoilers#i have spoiler tags blocked#but sometimes i still click on it even tho i haven't watched the thing yet#squid game#putting this into the tag cause right now this is mostly about squid game#cause with the video today#*clenching my fists* i will not go on reddit and look at the spoiler posts I Will Not#also i spoilered myself so hard for yellowjackets season 3#found out who pit girl is Because i clicked on a post that was specifically tagged as yellowjackets s3 spoilers#even though i hadn't seen s3 yet#well that's my own fault#but that why i'll really try to avoid it now#luckily i have all of squid game s3 release day to myself i even put it in the family calendar#so i will be ready to watch as soon as i wake up#i'll try to avoid going on tumblr until i have finished the season#cause no way i'm getting spoilered#also i feel like i keep liveblogging when i don't actually want to#so i want to not do that this time cause it's kinda exhausting#maybe i'll make a little post after i finish each episode to gather my thoughts#also cause i always hate when a season releases in full and you can't really appreciate each episode as its own arc#so maybe i'll always do like a 15 minute break after each episode comes out to just process for a bit#but anyways i got off topic#i'll draw something now#and remembet my besties: be strong and try to stay away from spoilers#you can do it i believe in you it's less than two weeks <3#lea's random thoughts#squid game season 3#i'm drawing cute jibyeok right now <3
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If you want to be bothered. Maybe this for dick and Bruce???
i ALWAYS want to be bothered these are always the highlight of my day tbh you're a delight for letting me just yap <3

Dick. For the canon isn't real square I am Specifically talking about the Tom Taylor Nightwing run. Usually I ignore bad runs but given this one is ongoing (though about to end THANK GOD and get replaced by Dan Watters who i have high hopes for since i adored his Sword of Azrael (2022) run but i digress) so I counted it. Especially since it's so debated if that run is bad or not, for some reason. I'm a 90s Nightwing truther. I love Dick so dearly and tbh recently I've been more enamored with him the more I read his Discowing era, I didn't used to be as big of a Dick stan as I am these days.

Bruce. Honestly where do you even start with Bruce. I want to fist fight him and also patch him up. He got me into comics and superheroes as a whole but I roll my eyes whenever he shows up in a story. He's a bastard and usually not a good father but also complex and should be dissected under a magnifying glass. I love him dearly. He's also just the worst. I think that's why I love him. I'm always a fan of unabashedly Complicated Asshole Bruce who's generally not always the best person, particularly not to the Batfamily and that being the driving force of his relationships with them, especially in shipping.

And for bonus points, Tim. Because know above all else, I'm a Tim Drake kinnie /deg. He's been my number one for a decade and I've yet to uproot him from my brain. He's literally the Worst half the time and I love him for it. And the canon isn't real refers to Tim Drake: Robin because... that sure was a comic. And that's about all I can say about it. Pre-Flashpoint Tim I miss you so dearly. I think it's fun that I want to put him in a blender and drink the juice but also want Nothing Ever to happen to him.
#necrotic answerings#batcest#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#fandom tag#anyway the fandom is i guess mean to all of them#but like it's deserving.#everytime i meet a tim anti i'm like you're SO right. he's the worst. pls hate his ass more.#same with bruce. like never met a bruce anti who didn't have endless receipts for hating his ass.#(except for those using the shallow 'he's a billionaire beating up the mentally ill' argument which. i ignore)#(bc why are you. consuming superhero content if you just don't like or understand the genre. it's lazy pseudointellectual nonsense.)#and i don't think ppl are truly mean to dick. i think they just don't understand him.#which extends to the entire batfamily bc well. the state of the fandom and all.#like “everyone else is wrong about them” isn't in a “no one gets them but me” way#(except about tim truly no one gets him but me /j)#it's in a “oh y'all just want to fit them into neat boxes don't you” way#one more person call dick grayson “eldest daughter core” and i'm going to your house and eating the stuffing out all of your pillows.#first of all can we stop calling male characters “female coded” in any way please#women exist in comics too.#second of all it's just not true? and it's not the complex he has with bruce nor his “siblings” if you wish to call them that#and then bruce. where do you even start.#you dare say you think it's in character for bruce to hit his kids and *SOCIETY. society goes wild.*#like ofc it has to be in specific contexts. he's not just swinging.#and sometimes it *is* written very OOC bc bruce is written as a machismo self insert i give you that#but yeah a soldier who views his children as soldiers and has zero healthy emotional regulation or communication skills#is gonna sometimes swing in his worst moments. it is just how the superhero genre works everyone is gonna fist fight to solve problems.#why are you reading comics about ppl who hit other ppl for a living if you don't like it when they hit ppl.#also random hot take about dick's characterization#the young justice tv show did incredible damage to ppl's perception of him and i dislike the take it's the best adaptation of him
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wait was anyone (eg the guy doing the lecture series) going to tell me Boethius was proclaimed a saint or was I meant to learn that from Wikipedia
yea apparently I was meant to learn it from wikipedia
anyway now to the proper post that I intended to write
So I am having a quite niche problem (ok maybe it's not a problem. a question to ponder at least). So. "The consolation of philosophy". Is very cool. But Lady Philosophy has a particular vibe that … idk why but I feel a strong urge to assign this vibe to one of the Ainur, ideally one of the Valar and initially I thought Nienna, but no.
She (Philosophy) had this almost-agressive anti-despair "stop talking bs" attitude that reminds me of Gandalf. But also at some points she's like "You ask why bad things happen to good people? The answer is simple: they don't." and he would not say that. And yea, Nienna very much would not say that.
I can imagine Námo (esp with his relationship to time*) being like "No, I've never seen bad things happen to good people, you're simply mistaken" and generally going a similar route of argumentation. But I already have a strong HC for his personality. But also, it may fit together… I need to rotate it more in my brain.
(To be clear: she's not being cruel or very dismissive. There's some context. But she is being a little, how to call that, Gandalf-like. Snarky? A little bit.)
BTW I can absolutely see pre-Exile Finrod unironically claiming that suffering is an illusion etc (but in a very compassionate way) and driving his half-uncle into a rage by this.
(oh and ofc the text has soo much Númenorean vibes, I mean the Faithful in late Númenor. I'm surprised that I haven't thought of this earlier but... if we change Plato and similar guys to some Elves and change the geographical names and maaaybe some astronomical details (round earth) and make the personifications ambigiously "maybe I imagined it maybe it was a Maia" etc... without any change to the theology I can see it as a text originating in there. and I'm sure Tolkien would agree. Like… It removes exactly the right amount--- I know it was because he wanted it to make sense to the pagan Greeks--- anyway aaaargh I will simply HC it there it fits so very very well)
edit: I found the video that made me rant on the philosophers&Greeks, & probably on Boethius for choice of words. (It's in Polish)
#silm#random#i wouldn't make fun of him if someone had told me#probably#no idk why#i do make fun of some of them sometimes#like come on#that's what we have the saints for#to see people with faults working it out anyway#wait wat he did music theory too?#ok i may have a new point on my list of fave historical people#ok wait what he's *also* the guy that invented the word “person” in the theological sense which is counterintuitive#and when i learned about how this made everything confusing i made a long rant and a poster about how i hate ancient greece?#...the irony#ok sorry Boethius my guy you get a pass <3#still this isn't the most intuitive word#[sadly i lost the video explaining it‚ it was in polish anyway]#ok this all has the “plot thickens” [aff] vibe#like i'm hearing the bg music#[* tbh husband is listening to music‚ on headphones but i have good hearing]#rambling in tags#not even particularly related to the post
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coming back here feels like paying a visit to the fucking dead.
#random thoughts#(this post was made ten days before my return is scheduled. please keep in mind all my disappearances were planned.)#on the topic of the post. i keep. missing myself.#seeing my old self in pictures and reading my posts. i'm not that person anymore.#obviously i'm not going to be. i'm young. lots of changes are set for me.#i hate being sometimes. just being.#but we all do right ?#all of the past versions of me are dead. the only things i have left of them are facets.#i miss them. like i've missed you!!#but then again the attention and lack of it is. why i am here again. or maybe i'm just ready to be a person rightly.#not. really. but i'll have more to say in perhaps other posts. i'll schedule those too.#in the meantime. see you later!! sorry for being an asshole and disappearing again. i bet you really thought i was dead this time.#well. okay obviously not. it's only been a month hasn't it ?#less than even. how silly am i..... (':#i'm so fucking disgusting i need to shut my mouth. augh.#i was about to come in here and be like “ask me anything!!” because i'm crispin the dumb actor bitch.#my stupid fucking persona has taken over my entire blog. and the most ironic thing is that crispin isn't even his name.#(<- not that negative usually. while this is true it's also not nice. apologizing on someone's behalf.)#edit: 04.02.2025. eight days before return. i thought we'd have more to add but. suppose not.#this is everything whether you like it or not.#DO NOT MIND THE TORRENTIAL YAP I HAVE WRITTEN IN THE TAGS.#edit: 08.02.2025. i just want to be myself again. outlying-hyppocrate. formal and poetic and pathetic.#and i'm not. but i'll grow back into his skin subconsciously. him.#edit: 11.02.2025. i'll probably be sleeping when this sends out.#i fall asleep so early now........ 6pm and tangled dreams.#so fucking tired. doing well and not.#stream pocky boy by yeule ! ! !#no actually. i do have more to say. wait a minute.
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I love characters that are traumatized from having to see their parents arguing with each other so much to the point of emotionally neglecting their child ❤️ (except in Zander and will's case their parents are divorced and are both away from their abusive fathers but that's beside the point)
characters n where they're from under the cut
Sean (from the music freaks)(<3333333)

kenny (from South Park)

will (from stranger things)

zander (also from the music freaks)

gayass Gacha life smirk jumpscare
#also freakblr. yes i like zander. yes i think hes an asshole and i also hate him. no idk why#ig my opinion on him has changed since sometime sho#ago*#zander tmf#tmf zander#tmf sean#sean tmf#sean everett#zander wickham#also random but i legitimately thought wills hair was fuckong blonde until i looked it up#will byers#william byers#st#tmf#sp#kenny mccormick#sp kenny#kenny sp#if my cross tagging gets at least ONE person to check out TMF then it'll all be worth it#freakblr#the music freaks#stranger things#south park#my art#toki drawz#aight I'm done w this#WHAT I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS#its just been sitting in my drafts for quite soe time#ughhh what the fuck did i draw it looks so bad#whatever
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skaterlight actually makes me so mad, and I don't exactly know why...,, actually, I do know why. but I'm just too lazy to explain it right now
#🌊‿ RIVER posts stuff#I heavily dislike skaterlight#I hate skaterlight#tomato tomato boo i'm throwing tomatos#stinky#stinky ship#stinky shippers#why do skaterlight shippers make good art too it makes me even madder#🌊 ‿ RIVER posts#🌊 ‿ RIVER's stuff#random#sigh#uh idk#uh idk what else to tag
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#feeling controversial today i guess#but like#i am at the point where i actively do not get the hype around tommy#like he’s just some guy#most of what people seem to like AND hate about him seems to be just based on headcanons not anything he's actually done in canon#he's had exactly zero development outside of moving buck's character forward since showing up again#like sure maybe there's potential but it hasn't actually been used at this point he's just kind of there#i do not understand having particularly strong opinions on him in eithet direction#like fanon opinions sure he's fun in fic#but like. the way people seem to be mapping their fanon versions of him onto canon to fit either a blind adoration or a blind hatred for hi#is super weird to me#like he’s just som guy y'all why is half the fandom falling out over this dude while the other half has gone underground??#he's just not that interesting#i will never understand how hard this fandom goes for side characters#who have had next to no development of their own#i didn't get it with lucy#i don't get it with tommy#like to each their own#but damn the power y'all give these random characters who frankly just aren't that interesting in their current states is#a lot#like enjoy have fun no judgment there#but can we maybe stop actively attacking each other over this guy he's just some dude come on y'all#*either *him *some#i really need to proofread my tags#*also i think i mean more controversy rather than hype in that third tag. it's not really that i don't understand why people like him#but more that i don't understand how he inspires such extreme opinions#anti tommy kinard#just in case#this isn't meant to be anti really i'm just like. very neutral about him#911 discourse
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do you commit to entering?
badass moff (they have no idea what's waiting for them)
#actually i was going to practice anatomy but then i got an idea and here we are#i kinda like it i guess#i finally managed to make a background that at least makes a little bit of sense and that isn't just random colours that look awful together#also i realised why i like drawing moths. they're coffee-coloured and cofee-coloured stuff looks cool#would you like a cup of moth?☕#i actually hate coffee but i like the colours#why am i talking about coffee. i'm supposed to be tagging the post#sky children of the light#sky cotl#it's a drawing! how come?#sky cotl fanart#sky cotl art#eye of eden
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I've been productive today, I worked, got off early, did the dishes, and cleaned a little. I wrote 1110 words today [my main accomplishment] and got to talk to lovely people today.
And now, it's my weekend now
#it makes me sad some people's inbox aren't turned on#I understand why#but I wanted to slid into that dm and harass them with my love and positivity#kadia chatter#love and appreciate yall#i eepy#i'm gonna go get innout#because a grill cheese sounds good right now#and I don't have to get out of the car#also I hate budgeting#random facts lol#TeamComm is always open#even if it takes me 3 years to respond but i will#i promise#tags are fun
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I need to draw some type of Inhun kiss right now or I'm gonna explode
#oh my god fully off topic but sentences like these make my ocd go crazy#like genuinely no i am not going to explode i hate this stupid mental disorder#it's in my head like 'but what if you do? hmmm??' like what is your deal??? why do you hate me??#sorry but like seriously i don't talk about this to anyone but there's certain things i want to say that i Avoid saying because what if it#comes true#and it's so dumb#sorry i'm annoyed now#i really do need to draw that kiss now#lea's random thoughts#sorry if you read this but i feel like i need to post this now#anyways#inhun!!!!<333#i adore them so much that i need to say phrases that my ocd doesn't like#inhun#ocd#squid game#idk what is up with my tag rants today i just can't stop
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i find it genuinely concerning how mean people have become behind anonymous messages on here. people who send anon hate, were you raised to be so cruel? i imagine you are going through a hard time in your life, which i am sorry about. but does calling me a "fucking moron" really make you feel better?
#and it's always for the most random reasons#apparently i'm a moron because ages ago i tagged a palestine post with “vetted i believe”#if i am not sure about something being vetted i will say so#i don't want anyone getting scammed#i'm not entirely sure what the anon means#am i moron because i made the post at all#or a moron because i wasn't sure if a donation page was properly vetted?#idk but its not a reason to be mean#being active on tumblr gets me anon hate and idk why#i'm tired of it#personal#text post
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re: WIPs, i have several sandman fics i'm working on and i'd like to finish. these are informed as much by (my opinions on) the spinoff comix and the actors' choices in the tv series as the original comix. also the neilman doesn't get any money from me having better opinions about the Corinthian and Rose Walker than he did back in the 90s (or now tbh). regarding the allegations - i believe the victims, i'm disinterested in any discourse that dismisses them or other women as liars in order to preserve this one man's fragile ego, and i don't want to materially support him via books or events or streaming. but i understand that some of my mutuals need to totally disengage from anything related to him. i'm fairly religious about my tags, so moots feel free to blacklist as needed and/or request specialized tags to avoid potential triggers. (this also extends to other things: if you need accommodations for specific tws, please ask.)
#para ti#i hate all those justification posts that are like ''here's why i'm going to buy a million copies of GO and watch s3 when it comes out''#''despite knowing that doing so reads as an endorsement of this behavior''#this is...not that - or at least i hope the difference is legible - in that i do not support#giving this man further financial and social capital so he can continue this cycle of harm unchecked#and also i have never been engaging with these texts as flawless#but i want my friends to have the option to opt out as they need#and i want those who have been triggered by this to be able to take the space they need#and i want no one to be uncritical about this man's relationship to power and how that invariably informs his work#do i think he'll face actual material repercussions? unfortunately no.#but i want to do the right thing and deny him direct material support#in the meantime...my fics on ao3 are neither giving him nor me money or even getting attention from the fandom lol.#also NOT tagging this with the fandom tag bc i do not want random ppl in my dms#is this approach the ''right'' one? idk. but it does involve praxis and not just ignoring what's inconvenient.
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I wasn't prepared for how wanting a hug from a friend that's thousands of miles away would feel like a stab in the chest. They don't tell you that shit hurts and you can't do anything about it
#light vent#personal rant#vent except its mostly in the tags#vent#dare i say i wanna feel *safe*. dare i say i wanna be *warm*#who else out here yearning to be loved like you're truly worth something#there was a time when I was little that i wouldnt fall asleep unless i was bein held. cant go back to that without rlly having someone there#they don't tell you how isolating it is to only be able to hold friendships online. I think there's just something wrong with me#I dont get to feel warm and loved and safe irl. i cant remember the last time i did#i should be able to walk into my friends rooms and annoy them bc we know no ones really angry. BUT NO. other side of the country or canadian#i should be able to show them reels in a silent room where we laugh every so often but it's quiet otherwise#I should be able to give them random rocks I find but no#and i hate knowing im one of the only people who cant seem to hold a friendship irl. i wanna know whats wrong with me so ppl dont leave irl#what is so wrong with me that i cant love correctly? why cant i say i love you back? why does my chest tighten and i get scared? why why#its not fair?? theres gotta be something wrong with me for ppl to not like me irl i text first im nice i engage in their interests i help em#what am i missing?? we hang out for so long then BOOM ghosted. they were so cool and fun but no matter how many times i did anythin. NOTHING#i cant even say it's because i didnt get a cue or anything because they were autistic/adhd/disabled too. i didnt do anything mean did i?#i feel like im missing something that makes people human or something because i never know what i did and no one ever says i did anything#am i doing something wrong? do i like things wrong? do i love wrong? do i laugh wrong or smile wrong or talk wrong I DONT UNDERSTAND#the only place i feel safe and loved is with my friends online. they're *safe*. I'm not scared to laugh or talk. I feel at home with em#i havent felt at home in a while. they're all *home* to me. im glad y'all convinced me to make a server.
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hey guys. I can teach you how to ride something pretty big
HAHA WHAT, NO. I WAS TALKING ABOUT MY BIG HEART, GRRRR

(see tags about a lil yapping :3)
#my body is killing me.#i hate it so much#im either too tired too hyper too focus too distracted.#why cant i just be perfect?#I'm actually going to kms#i hate life. i hate me. i hate my dad#i just want a break.#from like.#everything#basic tags:#sillyposting#personal rant#random
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Man, I can't do or post shit on this app anymore. >:( I js wanted to get in the Christmas spirit by posting something I found on tiktok but now I'm not, now I don't even care if it's only 5 days until Christmas.
#I actually do care#I js don't rn.#I wanna post it again but I'm scared :(#There's like.. a few reasons why I hate this app#And my top one is people telling to tag someone I don't know or someone that I'm following that I didn't even know who I was following-#Now I'm js scared to post other stuff :(.#I have to go check on who I'm following now bc of this.#Jk I'm not checking bc I'm a lazy bitch.#Anyway going back to tiktok💅#And I'm posting SOMETHING ELSE on there <3#It's most likely js gonna be a random pic I have in my gallery-#Like my other posts- 😀#I do post atleast some edits#But the rest are js some random shit-#Anyway :3#I realized I put more tags then words in this post :0 I also noticed my mood changed-#ANYWAY#i'm gonna go make something random off of gacha and post it somewhere!#<3
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