#I just want to sleep and listen to music man 😔😔😔

[the-punforgiven]

I am so deeply tired

[ecklekecle]

when i listen to music i like to associate the songs (like the lyrics) to people/characters/times of my life (i also like to make lists), so here are some songs that lowkey remind me of Evan (probably specifically Adagio evan, (im sorry for making everything about adagio evan 😔)) and just like rosekiller in general idk. through it all - Sombr - honestly i think this reminds me more of barty (idk why) i think i might've just listened to this soo many times when I was reading Adagio

would've been you - Sombr - i think this is definitely Adagio Evan, for reasons i dont want to talk about. i heard this song before reading adagio, then after reading adagio, i was like, this song is so evan (to barty) skdjkjsdfhjk

Distractions - Wild Painting - this song, i think i've just subconsciously associated this song to rosekiller angst. Not even based on the lyrics or anything just on the vibe of the song, but i guess some of the lyrics work too

letting you in - awfultune - adagio barty... (after evan.. yk) (no cause the way this song actually makes me sad like what??? i dont even know what im doing with my life anymore sjfhkjdsf makes my heart feel heavy)

Paint -The Paper Kites - a little off track but with rosekiller there's also Regulus (and with regulus comes sirius) and this lowkey reminds me of them like i think some of the lyrics work with the Black brothers like: 'this house has never felt the same as before, it's never felt warm, never felt warm' and also 'I had to go back, had to go back' (works with regulus going voldemort i guess and sirius going to the potters idk) AND ALSO 'maybe we marry and we work out fine (with regulus or sirius comes James, this could work with jegulus).

Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons - again not rosekiller but I saw a tiktok saying this song and I Will Wait by Mumford & Sons is Jegulus like band au maybe i cant really remember and like they have a little situationship thingo and write each other one these songs.. something like that? I've just been thikning about it since. I cant remember which song is who tho

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol - is ' if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world' not rosekiller?? i heard this for the first time at work and i was like, huh, this could be so rosekiller and ngl i think it is

Sleeping Patterns - Merchant Ships - I know i said this list is based off rosekiller but this song i just feel like would've been something regulus would listen to, he seems like the type of guy who would write something like this too tbh (ik it's about 9/11 but the vibes and some of the wording i feel fits into like the vibes ig idk) i dont think this is even al the songs i've associated with these fictional characters but it's what i've got so far yippee i think i could've gone so much more in depth with lyrics and things but i didn't want this to be too long so i didnt but i just have so much to talk about i think

[wilsons-three-legged-siamese]

Day two of Old man doctor yaoi summer 2024!! Plus, birthday special!!!!!

Prompt: Wedding

Word count: 675

Art form: fanfic

Song: Futile Divides - Sufjan Stevens

A/N: I recommend looking at the song, as it kinda sets the vibe, plus it's so Hilson coded it's insane, so like yeahhh- I also wrote this in the car so if it's shit I apologise. 😔

Quick thing, if anyone wants to post these on ao3, I'd be happy if you message me and give me credit to them- I want other people to see my work honestly, so if anyone wants to, drop me a DM <3

The crowd filtered to the side of the dance floor, all looking eagerly at the two men who made their way to the middle of the people. They looked each other, holding their hands together and soaking in the atmosphere.

"Is your leg okay? It's only two minutes, " Wilson asked, cocking his head slightly while his face softened.

"Yes, yes. I wouldn't miss this for the world, Wilson, " House explained.

Wilson smiled and placed his hands over Housed shoulders, crossing them at the back. House placed his hands on Wilsons waist, trying to lean on him a bit, Wilson let him.

Then the music started to play.

It was slow and sweet as they started to sway side to side. The crowd cheered, all smiling at the couple, some already taking videos and pictures.

"It's been a long, long time since I've memorized your face. "

Wilson placed his forehead to Houses, feeling sparks come off of the man as House smiled. Wilson let a tear roll down one of his cheeks, sniffing as he chuckled a laugh.

"It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place. "

Chase wiped a few years from his cheeks, as thirteen stood next to him with an arm around his shoulders, crying too. Taught stood with his wife, holding her hand as he faught back tears of his own. Both Park and Masters stood together in their dorky dresses, looking in awe at the couple. Adams was with Foreman, Cameron stood next to them who was sobbing.

"And when I sleep on your couch, I feel very safe, " Wilson whispered, just so House could hear.

House stifled a laugh, pulling Wilson closer.

"And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face."  Wilson looked deeply into Houses eyes.

"I do love you. "

"I do love you. "

They continued to sway to the music, absorbing the crowds sobs and awh's. Wilson kept ahold of House, careful of his leg, and tightening his arms and bringing him ever so closer - if that possible. It was truly a beautiful scene. Wilson gently connected their lips, kissing House slowly, tenderly and chaste. House moved his hands up Wilsons sides and to his jaw, cradling Wilsons face. The crowd cheered at the action, some people crying even more at the domestic scene. Wilson pulled away.

"When you play guitar, I listen to the strings buzz, " Wilson muttered, grinning ear to ear.

House gulped nervously, giving Wilson a wonky smile as he blushed like a schoolgirl. Wilson chuckled, placing his head on Houses chest.

"The metal vibrates underneath your fingers. "

Wilson pulled himself together and looked at his blushing husband, and smiled brightly. House couldn't help himself, he let out a cheerful sob as several tears fall down his cheeks. Wilson took one of his hands and wiped them away with a soft look, appreciating the vulnerability of House.

"When you crotchet I feel mesmerised and proud. "

"We should've changed that line to write files, " House mumbled with a giggle.

"You're right, " Wilson replied.

"And I would say I love you, but saying it out loud, " House sung. "It's hard so I won't say it all. "

"Oh honey, " Wilson cooed, his eyes filling with tears again.

"I love you, " House blurted.

It was like a spotlight was on them, the crowd wasn't there. It was them and them only.

"Are you sure your leg is okay? "

"Yes. Please, stop worrying, it's our night tonight. "

"And I won't stay very long. "

Chase pulled out his phone, finally starting to film, but Rachel Taub had smartly filmed the whole thing - mainly Taubs idea as he shipped them even when he met Wilson after House. Thirteen had been taking photos with her camera, same with Cameron.

"But you are the life I needed all along, " they sang in unison, both crying.

"I think of you as my- "

"LOVER! " They both shouted with a chuckle.

The crowd fell in a fit of cheers and laughter at their joke.

"Although that sounds dumb,

And words are futile devices. "

[starship--aurora]

episode one liveblog (sort of) let’s go

jon sims you dramatic fucker. /aff

did not miss the four minutes of ads LMAO

you can HEAR the contempt in his voice as he talks about gertrude.

”i don’t count martin” giggling, i love asshole jon.

”tim, sasha, and. yes, i guess, martin.”

ANGLERFISH ANGLERFISH ANGLERFISH.

”recording by jonathan sims, head archivist of the magnus institute, london” DUDE. i don’t know why that took me so aback.

mike. like michael. goddamnit jonny sims, what’s it with mikes and michaels.

THE STATIC.

“can i have a cigarette?”

i love the background music so much.

i remember thinking how much he got into it, how much of a theatre kid he seemed to be.

ANGLERFISH.

”i looked at their feet, and saw that they weren’t quite touching the ground.”

torch. i always forget that torches are the same thing as flashlights.

“statement ends, this was fucking stupid”

sasha mention <3

”look at this drunk creeper, ell-oh-ell.” i hate how he says lol, i don’t know what it is about it LMAO.

episode two!

JOSHUA GILLESPIE <3

i remember one time while rambling to my mother about joshua, she kept thinking i was saying “lesbian” and not “gillespie”.

got bored this is being continued hours later.

joshua gillespie you absolute fucker, i love you and want to kiss you on the mouth.

oh no, what ever shall you do, waking up with the key.

”perhaps a bit elaborate” Joshy Boy Elaborate Is What You Need.

”it’s odd how fear can become as routine as hunger.”

yeah, my living room coffin is making weird noises, Music Time.

ooo, knock knock.

hi john. surprised to see you, shocked to see me.

smash smash on the ground.

breekon and hope, let’s go. i love.

joshua gillespie, the hero. we salute you.

”it’s always nice to hear my hometown isn’t always devoid of odd happenings”

giggle that was great.

episode three!!

tmagp ad, oh em gee (<- this loser listened to tmagp premier today and is very normal about it)

”she sleeps with other women” what is this ad, i want to listen to this podcast. /hj

”rusty quill presents… the magnus archives…” stop with your verbal ellipsis, dude. LMAO

”jonathan sims, head archivist of the magnus institute, london”

GRAHAM!!!!! I love Graham so much.

”hey man, i always see you writing, how’s your notes coming along?” “i. i don’t take notes?”

sexy graham rights.

the amount of times i’ve had to rewind because i didn’t process it.

“hey graham” “HOLY SHIT”

public transport is scary, no judgement there.

i honestly never understood the statement giver’s discomfort with graham. to the point you couldn’t even let him see which building.

yeowch graham what did you do. 😔

“apparently he was gay.”

weird hooks weird hooks weird hooks woo.

graham’s notebooks 🥰.

graham honestly sounds like an interesting guy, i think if i’d ever met him, i’d befriend him.

TABLE. WAIT, IS IT THE TABLE USED TO TRAP NOTTHEM?

wait. wait wait wait. oh my god.

it is i think.

stalking your coworkers is Creepy. jon, please don’t take ideas. (jon then proceeds to take ideas)

driving through ohio at night is fun, ngl.

i saw him take one of his notebooks. he ate it.

wowza, all sexy gay people eat notebooks, do you eat notebooks?

“i even saw him freak out at the ice cream truck” that is honestly me. any loud sound? i panic like there’s no tomorrow

memorizing his pizza order <3

fuck capitalism. (“i had to drop out of the college course to work late nights”)

notthem notthem notthem wooohooo

okay i take it back, ohio backroads are NOT fun at night.

notthem <3

yeah i kinda. just stood there.

the background music slow rising!!

”from my months of watching” haha

not!graham!!

imposter? like…… among…

i love the description so much.

aw man, bye notebooks ✌️

hey amy, i’m going to come to your house.

statement ends!

tim mention ❤️❤️❤️.

“i trust coworker testimony as far as i can burn it.”

ohio hills and sharp turns at night are not fun, my stomach is in my throat.

JOURNAL JOURNAL JOURNAL JOURNAL

KEEP WATCHING.

[fraznik]

Okay I’ve had this account for a lil bit now and I wanted to just kinda introduce myself now that I have some mutual followers just in case anyone ever wanted to know general stuff about me!

I’m getting kinda old so I’m just gonna put it in bullet format, lol

Name: Fraznik, Kaleigh

Age: 24

Pronouns: she/her

- married to a man 😔 but, previously only into women and still a strong ally, this is a safe space for LGBT+ friends 🩵

- digital, multimedia, and plush artist(the plush are still bad but I am working on improving my skills!) I also do tattoos but only on myself 😂

- storage facility manager(unfortunately I am forced to be a slave to the capitalist hell of the US to pay bills but I hope n pray that eventually I’ll be able to just be a regular starving artist)

- Jesus freak but in the way that we’re supposed to be, I just do my best to show love and kindness to others. THIS IS A RELIGIOUS SAFE SPACE. It’s one thing to discuss differing beliefs and to respectfully disagree, but I will NOT try to make converts of anyone or be hateful towards others for their beliefs and I will absolutely NOT tolerate people doing so on my posts, regardless of the religion. Period. 🩵

- diagnosed autistic at 19 and working on figuring out whether I also have ADHD, or if I just have something else going on in my noggin(after being misdiagnosed with bipolar ii so like who rlly knows). Also have been dealing w/ chronic fibromyalgia for several years, oftentimes debilitating. This is a safe space for neurodivergent friends as well as friends with other disabilities- ableism in any form will not be tolerated on my posts. UPDATE AS OF 11/13: I was diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia on Nov 10, so a new thing :’))

- biggest dreams: #1, to have a little plot of land and have a homestead where I can grow food and maybe have some livestock and just try to be as self-sustaining as possible! #2, to be able to make a living from sharing my art, plush, and maybe one day(if I’m brave enough LOL) tattoos!

- LOOOOVE The Chosen from Angel Studios. So so so good even if you’re not religious or a Christian. It’s cinematically beautiful and the music score is PHENOMENAL. 🤩

- clown lover

- still obsessed with MCR in 2023

- fave movie of all time is Scream (1996), I can, do, and WILL talk about how it changed the horror genre AT LENGTH if anyone ever asks and YES it’s a hyperfixation and YES I’ve been obsessed since I was way too young.

- loves true crime podcasts (Morbid and Rotten Mango especially)

- always listening to the Midnight Sun audiobook and not even embarrassed about it. Only “Chapter 10: Theory” can put me to sleep at night 😔

Also last but absolutely not least, because it’s current events and I want my stance known, I am PRO PALESTINE. I just try to educate myself & do my own research, and share resources and good information where I can.

That’s basically it I hope u all have a lovely day 🩵

[saphushia]

/shyly waves

If you haven’t ever had a chance to listen to The Amazing Devil I highly recommend them.

“Farewell Wanderlust” in particular is an absolute treat of a composition and emotional in ways I can’t put into words. I want to marry Madeleine’s voice in particular and I’m a very gay leaning bi.

“The Old Witch Sleep and the Good Man Grace” does something to me I’ve never been able to express even with metaphor, and “Drinking Song for the Socially Anxious” makes me feel Seen.

They have a very strong vibe that’s reminiscent of being invited into the woods by strangers that you realize were the family you were always looking for and I still don’t know how they can sing so PERSONALLY about things that can’t possibly have experienced.

You can find them on YouTube, but if you like them they have their albums on Bandcamp so you can support them directly.

ohh yeah i've heard a few of their songs! they have such a good vibe but alas their music just doesn't hook me 😔 like it's good but i'd have to be in the right mood, y'know? that said, i'd not heard drinking song before, and i think that's my new favorite of theirs! definitely hooks me the most lmao

Dear Arkansas Daughter -by- Lady Lamb Over & Over -by- Rio Romeo Midnight -by- Radical Face

[pumpkintheriddlemaster]

do you have a favorite tma episode? :)

I’m so sorry this took me so long to get too, I just had a hard time trying to pick?!?

I couldn’t choose so now I’m gonna make it everyone else’s problem in this text response.

Like ok, the first that always comes to mind is MAG 65: Binary and MAG 74: Fatigue.

Binary because the thought of an Internet creepypasta being a real actual thing that exists in universe is the funniest thing imaginable.

Also how lovely the story is told! God such a good episode.

But like, there’s also Fatigue which like, keeps popping up in my mind low key only because there was a Uquize that gave you “what statement giver you are” and I got Lydia Halligan for ep 74 and it’s stayed rent free in my head so now it’s one of the few episodes that pop up in my head when someone asks.

Also that and you can feel the fact the jonny wrote this sleep deprived, bless.

I also, unfortunately, live in a constant state of fatigue so much relations to be had 😔.

BUT WAIT!!! THERES MORE???

Yes there’s more I love horror.

MAG 177: Wonderland is my absolute #1 fear and actually concern irl so I tend to actually really like and really relate to it? Like my body is in pain a good percentage of my time alive and more things keep popping up that are Concerning!™️ but going to the doctor about it gives me pause because of past experiences. I’ve also straight up broke down when I came home once because of anxiety and the fact that I Hate Being Touched And Doctor Had to Poke And Prod At Me And I Didn’t Like How I Was Spoken Too And So Much More ;-;. It’s just a good episode that Hits, me, in the face, at Full Speed!!!

Other eps I like for no other reason other then “Vibes Hard” are 24: Strange Music, 81: A Guest For Mr. Spider (huh I Wonder Why), 87: The Uncanny Valley (lmao), and 22: Colony (lmao I wonder why that one as well)

Also another I like for funny reasons is MAG 165: Revolutions because of someone on tumblr put the statement to a lowfi beat and it fucking ruled.

There are probably more that I might like more but it’s been a while since I’ve listened as I have the “can’t really pay attention or enjoy anything I like lately if I’ve already heard it before even if I really really really like said thing” disease. Which I believe comes from the depression side of my ADHD :/

(This has also started to effective my enjoyment of new things as well. :( man :( my brain sucks :(...)

So my rule of thumb is, if I remember it and it’s not the first few eps then it’s up there on my list!!! :D (because the first eps are truly sooooooooosososo good!) I also left out any that just had moments I liked after the statements as I wanted to focus on the statements and horror stories themselves! Not just for my undying admiration and love for Asexual King Jon Jarchivist J Jim’s and Martin Kartin Blackwood. Oh how I love them dearly <3

I can however tell you the ep I absolutely can not listen to again tho!!!

No matter how many time I relisten (or attempt to, stupid brain) I can never listen to MAG 6: Squirm ever again! I just can’t! My sex-repulsed ass was already second-guessing listening when I heard the episodes description for the first time. And then it got worse as I listened because EW GOD NO WHY EW. Like ew god the implications??? 😨 like I already think it’s gross but the worms make it more gross and horrifying. I already remember all the relevant information form the first time around! I don’t need another go! thank you! Have a good day!

Also side note, not anywhere near my favorite or least favorite (tho I can still relisten to it, mag 6 is the only one I can’t) but MAG 172: Strung Out scares me. Not in a “I relate to this” kind of way, I have never done a drug in my life and find it to be a waist of my time, hell I don’t even drink for the same reason. (Plus looking at my ADHD and some of my heritage, I’d be much more prone to addiction anyways.) To me it’s a waist of time and money and not something I care for as, surprise! I don’t like losing or being out of my own control! This ep scares me the same way it would probably scare Mr. GhostHunter Shane Madej.

Anyways! There’s my TMA episode thought! :D

[marshmallowprotection]

So I've been thinking of asking you for a match-up for a while now, but I never got the nerve 😭 I am really curious what characters you'd pick for me though. Idk if you do boto romantic and platonic in one ask, or only one or the other, I'm curious about both, but if you only do one, then I'd go for romantic, first!

I'm aroace, but in fiction/daydream land it's different, so for imagine purposes, I'd say pan? 🤔 Yeah, I think that works(???) 😭 sexuality is weird, man.

I tend to feel really strongly, for better or worse, but it's what makes me strongly invested in anything I care about. Stories, or people, too. I can't stand knowing someone I care about is struggling. I like that I feel a lot and care a lot, but it does tend to make me stretch myself too thin, and tunnel vision a lot at times 😞

I like reading, and writing, and taking pictures of flowers. Too much coffee and too little sleep, though I'm working on that second part for now. Or trying to 😔

Though what I love the most is music, both listening and singing. It's the one thing that always brought me both joy and excitement and peace and love and satisfaction. It's hard to describe, but sometimes you just know this one thing is right for you, you know? It clicks into place, like a piece of yourself. That's music, for me.

What fewer people might guess about me, considering how hard it is to leave home most days, is I do actually love different sports—not as an organized contest or whatever, but the physical sensation of doing them. Even though I have a hard time getting out of the house, and about, and don't do them much anymore, I used to love doing any physical activity I could, as a kid, and still do on the rare occasion. I miss it, sometimes.

Swimming's always been my favorite, though. The weightless feeling of floating, and turning, and moving in that way that's completely foreign to being in dry land, almost like you're flying. Love the sea most of all, but I'll swim anywhere I have the chance, honestly.

I miss a lot of stuff, tbh. Trying to slowly let myself remember and do things I enjoy again, at least, even if it's hard some days.

Idk. I kinda started rambling but I'm not sure what things are useful for a match-up 😭😔 don't wanna trauma dump too much in here either, though I'm pretty sure you have me pegged by now, even though I'm anon, so I'm not too worried 😅 still thought it would be interesting to see who you'd match me up with, with what you know.

I (romantically) match you with...

SE Saeran.

I say him because it feels like the two of you need to learn how to make sense of life together after you've gone through something difficult. It's not always easy to figure out how to live again, but it's a little bit easier when you're with somebody you care about.

Saeran doesn’t know how to live, much less how to figure it out. So, he might not feel like he's helping you, but that's where he's wrong about that. If you're trying to reclaim everything you feel like you lost to depression, picking it up for the first time and showing him how to do it might just rejuvenate that spark. When you see his eyes light up for the first time, it might take you back to what it felt like for you. 

That's the beautiful thing about a relationship with him, you learn how to appreciate the little things all over again. Saeran knows what it feels like to suffer, and maybe you need someone who won’t mince words with you when you say it sucks and you wish things had been different. You might just need a partner who's willing to tell you like it is, but still pull you out of the darkness just as you do for him. 

I (platonically) match you with...

Jumin.

When you are somebody who values communication with another person deep within your heart, this is the man for you. If what you look for in a friendship is someone who can talk to you about anything and everything even if they don't know what you're talking about, Jumin is the friend you need. He wants to understand other people, he wants to know what makes other people tick, and if you present something to him that he's never heard of before, he wants to know why you're passionate about it.

He has hobbies like that that he never gets the chance to talk about and you could be the first friend to push his buttons to talk about magic. 

He will listen for hours and nothing will get in his way, and it must be the same for you if you share similar values. To have him listen to you is a gift because he's that friend who never forgets what you brought up. If you do the same for him, that's one way to make him smile. Validation like that is hard to come by and he's certainly not going to turn it down. 

[hyunverse]

JEEZZZ i would’ve been a little offended 😭 let us be delusional in peace 😩😩😩 i get a roommate next year and i’m HOPING they also like kpop bc it’s like the one consistent thing in my life that brings me joy but we shall see !

i thought it was too bae 😔 turns out it comes that way and is super expensive <////3 tbh he probably does use it when painting bc like …. it’s sm easier to wear smth that already has paint on it SO I BELIEVE UR RIGHT

i agree i feel like the orange washed him out so much 😭 it’s chan tho so he still looked wicked cute and i want to eat his face off regardless 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇. he’s suchhhhh a chase atlantic bf and would 100% hold ur thigh while driving oh yessss (pls feed my delusions this is the one thing that brings me joy)

JEEZ 10 hours that’s insane !! i hope you get lots and lots of rest <33 u deserve it. i’ve already had such an awful past week and it’s getting sm worse <//3 so nothing planned so far BUTTTT i’m excited to see skz u.s concert content 😋 i’m now breathing the same (disgusting) u.s air as them !!!!! wahhhhhh we’re pretty much besties now !!!!!

- 🐈‍⬛

PLS I WASNT OFFENDED CS LIKE... HYUNE TRULY IS LIVING ON MY WALLS LMAOO. every time i sit on my desk i get to look at his cute face ^__^ good luck angel i am PRAYING for u, MANIFESTING for u. a kpop stan roomie equals to getting to decorate ur silly little room with silly little posters and being able to blast your silly little favourite songs. which means!!! happiness!!! u cant stress too much when ur faves r plastered on ur walls yk?? just staring at u. its motivation!!!! i wanna decorate some more then imma post pics <3

i showed pics of him during the bday live and my mum did tell me that the brand is super expensive </3 i mean... its hyune. mans is loaded. need him to marry me rn i need money!!!

EAT HIS FACE OFF LMFAOO ME WHEN JEONGIN!! jeongin's face just looks so nom nom-able. especially when he stuffs food into his mouth and his cheeks are all puffy T__T i have to hold back my cuteness aggression every time fr. just wanna BITE him.

mm i feel like chan is the chase atlantic bf, and hyunjin is the nbhd bf. am i making sense??? the vibes are just there. don't tell me hyune wouldn't listen to stargazing by the nbhd. he definitely would!!! the type to listen to music together on a train, one earbud in his ear and another in yours. jeongin wud 100% be the laufey vibes bf. matching clothes, and mirror selfies... 💭

I DID GET LOTS OF REST!! am energized rn ^__^ it might be from coffee but like... 😋pls keep the skz air into a plastic bag and send it to malaysia. i will inhale it.

hope ur sleep was good my love, and have a very very very very good day!!!!!! sending u so much kissies!!!!

[drunkjaked]

I feel like it always takes me forever to respond... which is on brand for me cause I take ages to respond to everyone but honestly that's a character flaw and should work on that... anyway, I'm sorry that you're not enjoying your classes that really sucks -_- class can be hard to get though even when you do like it but when you don't it's torture. And some my favourite mcr songs are bulletproof heart, mama, and sleep!! I'm glad that life is going better for you!! I'm doing pretty well!! I'm excited for halloween cause I'm gonna buy a big bag of candy and watch horror movies ^.^ I'm also going to another concert on Tuesday which is gonna be really fun!! I've seen this guy live before and he's a great performer so I'm really excited for that!! I'm also really happy cause I've wanted a vivienne westwood necklace for a long time time and now I can afford to get one 👀 im also kinda starting to question my secuality a little bit cause I've thought I liked guys forever but this guy asked me out and I got kinda grossed out and I realized that I only ever like men who are unattainable but whenever a guy actually asks me out (which honestly doesn't happen often 😔) I kinda get the ick... so I'm thinking maybe I only like women...? Idk but im not too worried about it it's just what's going on with me rn. Oh! And I always get oreo mcflurries they're my favourite!! What's going for you? I hope you're doing well and that you have an awesome day/night!! -💕

i.. am not the best at replying either.. but that’s just life it’s alright, not a character flaw but a quirk! i think better late than never, right? 🤷

i took so long getting back because i wanted to listen to the mcr songs: i think bulletproof heart is alright, and i actually really like mama, i used to listen to that too it was fun revisiting, music is so cool how you can like hear a song after a while and sort of go back to those times :) and sleep is really good i like that song a lot ! thank you for the recs <3

im so so happy to hear that you’re doing well ! how was your halloween? horror movies .. oh man, i watched smile with my older brother (my first scary movie since 2016 i think) and i literally FELL TO MY KNEES in the cinema out of fear at the end because the credits music suddenly just went BANG .. it was so humiliating i startle so so easily so that movie tore me a new one 👎 i still gave it 4 stars on letterboxd though it was really good i think.. what did you end up watching?

how was your concert? seeing artists again is so fun, i’ve only seen one artist more than once but it was so so so fun, especially seeing like the difference in the crowd too, there was so many more people the second time around !

ohhhh which vivienne necklace are you eyeing? the pearls are so so so beautiful, they have this knuckle duster ring i’d wanted for a while but now that i’ve been saving for it i can’t find it anymore 👎

sexuality is such a hard thing to navigate oh my goodness it took me so long to figure out how i was feeling and how i wanted to label myself, but i think it’s good if you’re not too worried about it - it’s good to take time and experience what you can and meet new people etc !

oreo mcflurry gang omg.. same boba order.. same mcflurry order.. we were meant to know each other i think

i think my biggest concern at the minute is that presentation i mentioned and the fact that i don’t feel anxious about it at all which is unusual for me.. but i’ll deal 🤷

great catching up w u, hoping ur day / night is going smoothly ! ⭐️⭐️⭐️ omds forgot to ask about your classes, how are they going?

[alwaysdjarin]

Hey how are you? How was your day today?

I just want to say that I love your fics about Triple Frontier!

And I wanna ask for a hug or maybe if you could tell me...

....Today was my last day of work before vacation, I worked my ass hard today, and I'm feeling kind of sleepy, tired, anxious and I don't know, I want to cry (got no idea why). And I kind want some company right now 😔.

What the Tripple Frontier Boys (except Tom I don't like him, sorry), would do when I came home from work today?

What they would do, say...? Could you do a little headcannon about which man?

Thank you for listening to me, I wish you all the good things!

Hey Rach ❤️

I want to give you a BIG hug. I hope you feel better today and as you wished, I have a little headcanon for you.

Hope you like it. 😘🫶🏼

Enjoy.

Santi:

Santi hears you moan, when you shut the front door behind you.

He takes your purse from you and hangs your jacket on the hook.

He puts his hands on your cheeks and looks at you with concern. „Hard day princesa?“

When you nod tired, he leads you to the living room and places you on the couch.

He pours you a glass of wine, turns on your favorite music and while he massages the stress and tension from your shoulders you can tell him how your day was.

When you feel a little bit better, he tenderly kisses your neck.

„Let Daddy give you some relief, princesa. And later we'll plan some trips for your vacation.“

Frankie:

Frankie is working on his truck in the garage, when you arrive at home.

He can already tell from the sound of your voice that something is wrong as you rush past him into the house.

Of course he follows you directly and finds you lying on the couch.

He squats next to you and strokes your head.

„Querida, what can I do for you?“

You cuddle and Frankie fulfills all your wishes.

After cooking your favorite meal, he prepares you a hot bath.

When you come into the bedroom afterwards, he's already laying in your bed.

„Come over querida, I have something special for you.“

Will:

Will's coming home at the same time as you. He was having a stressful day himself.

When he hugs you and you snuggle up to him for longer than usual, he knows what's going on straight away.

He puts his hand on your chin and lifts it slightly to look into your eyes.

„Seems like we both had a shitty day babe.“

He gives you a kiss that almost makes you forget the stress.

You cook a delicious dinner together and Will can't keep his hands off you.

You disappear into the bedroom and give each other a massage while telling each other what happened at work.

Four orgasms later, Will gives you his prettiest smile while caressing your cheek.

„Now I always have this to think about when I have a busy day at work."

Benny:

Benjamin „fucking“ Miller is lying on the couch when you arrive at home.

He snores and the house is a mess.

You shake him awake.

„BEN!“

He's awake immediately.

"Oh...fuck...honey. I wasn't expecting you at this time."

"It's fucking 5pm! I've had an absolutely shitty day and you haven't done anything at home, just sleeping?"

He scratches his head and looks at you with puppy eyes.

"I-I'm sorry hun. Come and sit down, I'll order us something to eat and tidy up in the meantime."

You can't be mad at him for long anyway and let you fall onto the couch with a sigh.

You watch your favorite movie while you eat pizza and before the movie is over, Benny cuddles up to you.

"Since we already know the end of the movie..." His hand wanders under your shirt as he kisses your neck. "…let me make up for my laziness from earlier."

[bigfan-fanfic]

Tea Cookies (Male!Reader x Iroh II)

Requested by anonymous for “Idk if you write about general Iroh ii, but if you do could you write some sort of head cannon of him and his husband (there ain’t enough of iroh ii x male reader😔) - dashing and decorated general Iroh II returns to his husband”

Your husband, General Iroh II of the Fire Nation, doesn’t get the chance to be home very much.

But he loves getting to be with you - he describes the hearth you share as his favorite place in the world, and he says that he always leaves a part of his heart there for you to take care of.

You tune into the Republic City broadcasts as much as you can - for one thing, they often mention your husband’s exploits, and two, Iroh likes to listen to the music they play and it makes you feel closer to him.

So you’ve heard of the injuries Iroh sustained in the battle against the Equalists and you’re eager for him to come home. Fire Lord Izumi appreciates your company on occasion, knowing you want her son home as much as she does.

After the military parade and all the pomp is over, Iroh makes his way through the Royal Household to the secluded set of apartments given to you and him when you married. 

You two have a ritual for getting him relaxed when he returns home, and it does not change here.

You have the radio tuned to Republic City’s swing station. They broadcast jazz and dance hall music from the city, and Iroh loves it - he tries his best to teach you all the Republic City dances, most of which are based at least in part on the traditional Fire Nation dances revived by Avatar Aang after the war.

When he arrives, you immediately help him take off his ceremonial garments. Iroh likes to suggest that you enjoy looking at him shirtless, and he’s not wrong, but the true purpose is so you can examine his injuries. He looks largely unscathed, except for the angry red discoloration along his arm. It reminds you of his grandfather, the old Fire Lord Zuko.

“It doesn’t hurt at all.” He assures you. “Avatar Korra healed it herself.”

You lean down to press a kiss against his arm. “As long as you come back to me.”

“I always will.” he promises. You both move then to the shrine in your apartments, a small portrait of the man Iroh is named after, Zuko’s uncle, and two small sticks of incense. You both give a silent prayer of thanks, bowing to the portrait, thanking the spirit of the man for bringing his namesake home.

Iroh puts on a loose silken robe of dark red material. He doesn’t bother to tie it shut, winking at you as you press a hand to his muscular chest. 

“I wish I could have come home sooner. I missed you.”

“So did I. I always miss you.”

You smile at him and kiss him. But then comes the next part of the ritual - dinner. A big meal set out just for the two of you to eat. You don’t bother with decorum. Iroh chuckles and leans back, head against your chest, and you eat from the same bowl, occasionally laughing as you fight over bits of food.

And afterwards, Iroh makes tea, and you unveil a surprise for him, showing him the tea cookies you made from scratch. They’re thin and tasty and sugary and absolutely delightful with the tea

You talk long after the sun has set and keep talking, never once breaking physical contact.

“I love you.” Iroh whispers just before you go to sleep. “I feel as though I am the most lucky man, that whenever I come home, I know you will be there.”

[crybabylisa]

Heyyyyy princess <3

Selfship with Benkei sfw or nsfw ;) you can choose

Hehe love ya <3

hi my pretty girl, ilysm <3 i'll do both because i'm bored

the sfw selfship ask game

-> send me a character out of my selfships and i'll answer these questions <3 please clarify if you want me to do the sfw or nsfw version!

KEIZO X LISA

who is the grumpiest in the morning?

benkei.. he's always groaning when we need to get up and he always pulls me back in his arms to stay with him for a bit longer.

who worries more when the other is sick/hurt?

me because this man always knows exactly what to do when i'm sick or in pain and i'm always a little a lot overwhelmed when he comes home with new bruises and wounds because i can't actually tell how bad it is.

who plays pranks on the other?

mhh we don't prank each other that much but he always puts the things i need somewhere way too high where i can't reach it because i'm too small and because he wants to see me struggle until i give up and ask him for help😔 i try stupid tiktok pranks on him sometimes but he always knows that it's a prank :(

who is always the first to suggest cuddling on the sofa?

i'm the one who always asks him if he wants to cuddle with me but he just pulls me on his lap and wraps his big arms around me because he knows that i won't say no. we love cuddling🤧

who insists on creating nicknames for the other?

me!! i caught him so off guard the first time i called him "kei" instead of just keizo and also when i first called him "babe". once i started to use pet names and nicknames on a daily basis, he did too because he knows how much i love them. now he gets offended if i don't call him by his nickname or pet names.

who says "i love you" first?

keizo said it first. to be fair, he thought i was sleeping and he didn't even realize that he said it out loud until i mumbled a small and tired "i love you too, keizo" out while i snuggled myself against him. he was so happy when he heard me say it🥺

who's the messiest one?

me😔

who feels the most uncomfortable about pda?

none of us. we won't do too much but he likes showing me off and wants others to know that i'm his and only his. he makes me feel safe by holding my hand, especially in crowded places.

who's the funniest drunk?

benkei.... once he's drunk he always tells old and funny stories about his friends and embarrasses them💀

who texts the most?

mhhh me because i need attention lmao he doesn't mind it tho, he really likes it when he gets notifications from me.

who has the most embarrassing taste in music?

he probably only listens to 90s hiphop. there's no way he has a bad or embarrassing taste in music so it's me again lmao

who reads the most?

me!! but he builds me new book shelves when there is not enough space for my books anymore🤧

who's better with kids?

the kids are scared by him at first but he's actually really good with them!

who's the one that fixes things around the house?

have you seen this man? keizo tries to fix everything in the house himself and he does it so fast too??? i tell him that something is broken and boom, the next day it's fixed. but sometimes he lets me help him and praises me for helping him so good🤧

who cooks and who cleans up?

he's a great cook and loves to cook for us!! i always clean up.

who is the loudest?

the nsfw selfship ask game

definitely me lmao but his deep grunts and moans aren't silent either. our poor neighbors.....

who is the more submissive?

ME!! i want him to manhandle me, choke me, fuck me senseless, breed me, mark me up and i call him daddy. i would let him do everything with me :) look at this man and tell me you wouldn't be submissive🤨 but he loves it when i take control sometimes too. he trusts me and would try anything with me if i want to! (yes even tying him up, edging and pegging😩)

who is the most experimental?

keizo!! he's really open about everything but i trust him and would try most of the things too!!

do they fuck or make love?

depends.. if he had a bad day, he fucks me stupid and uses me to calm down (i love that) but most of the times we make love.

lights on or lights off?

mhh we don't really care. if the lights are off, they stay off, if the lights are on, they stay on.

who likes sexting the most?

me!! i just love to tease him and turn him on but he also really enjoys it too, especially when i send him pictures. he gets really red when i suddenly text him how bad i need him to fill me up and he always has to excuse himself if he's not alone.

who is more likely to be caught masturbating?

benkei just doesn't care if i catch him, he likes it when i watch and get needy. i don't even need to masturbate lmao he always gives me what i want when i need it but if i do masturbate when i'm home alone, he always wants to know it. i send him videos or pics of it because he loves that

who is better at oral and who prefers it?

his dick can't even completely fit in my mouth... he still loves it when i suck him off and try my best to make it fit. he's just so fucking good with his mouth and he loves to have me sit on his face. he makes me cum so fast like that.... keizo likes giving more than receiving and i love both.

who usually initiates things?

mhhh both of us pretty equally we fuck a lot lmao

who has the most/weirdest kinks?

we have almost the exact same kinks.

[brandnewhuman]

Hihi, I’ve been short of sitting and watching your blog from afar and- BDHVB I adore your writing so much I swear- Its *chefs kiss* I’m going to try to make this not much work for you bc i get it 😭

Okok to start off, my pronouns are they/them! I’m 5’6, pretty pale although I got sunburned recently so uh pink rn 😩, I have tons of birthmarks (they keep multiplying in the sun- help), and I have that hourglass shape 😼 I have baby blue eyes, and a dirty blond wolfcut currently!

For personality.. I’d consider myself to be very loyal, if someone I care about is dealing with something difficult, I’m right there beside them. I’m usually pretty quiet and stoic around people I don’t know very well. Once I trust you, you’ll see the hyper and loud side of me >:) I can be pretty reckless with friends and kind of lose all my rational thinking skills. I promise though, when I’m not hyper, I’m very calm and observant. I match people’s energy though, so it depends on who I’m around. I’m super affectionate and seriously just wanna be around my partner 24/7 :,( (I don’t care where we are, i need kisses 😔)

Bad traits: Clingy ✋😔 I can also get pretty jealous of people who I see around my s/o too much :((( If its their friends or mine im fine though so dw 😩 I’m super insecure and kinda need that reassurance from my partner sometimes 😭

Hobbies: Writing, hikes, camping, playing videogames like dbd and resident evil 😩, watching horror movies/ true crime, listening to music (its on 24/7), spoiling my cat, cooking, collecting plushies/pins, napping, and sewing >:))

Thank you so much for doing this!!! I hope I didn’t write too much 👉👈 Take your time on this though, don’t stress yourself out bestie <3 Have a wonderful day, you deserve it after writing like an absolute god 😩

I paired you up with...

♡Brahms Heelshire♡

First of all thank you so much for being so nice omg and second OI PUT ON SUNSCREEN YOU FOUL GREMLIN. talking about that if you were to live with brahms you would never have to worry about sunburns ever again. Partly because you wouldn't have to go out and because he won't ever let you get hurt. 

He would spend hours kissing every birthmark you have just to show you how much he likes them. 

He really needs someone understanding and ready to be with him through everything. He really needs and deserves someone who makes him feel safe without the ever present feeling of having to do the most to be loved as he wants. Literally be nice to him and he'll be nice to you cause if you're there and you decide to stay then it's more than enough for him to give you his complete devotion. I feel like both of you would match the hyper unhinged gremlin energy pretty well, even though sometimes brahms could be (surprisingly) the more relaxed one. He sometimes likes to just exist without doing much or being loud. 

This man is going to beat you with being clingy, you will literally never crave ever again physical affection if he can help it. He loves to show you how much he appreciates your presence with all the affection he is capable of and if you don't mind it then even better. 

YOU BOTH WOULD BE SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER WITH ALL THE CLINGY AND JEALOUSY STUFF. he would be over the moon to have someone who finally understands how he feels. He feels like no one understands how scary it feels to have all those intrusive thoughts about people you love leaving you. It doesn't help how everyone in his life has ended up leaving him while making it clear it's his fault. He feels he could never be good enough to be a reason to stay so he needs to do anything he could to prevent it. He always needs to fight to keep someone by his side so it's a nice change to be understood. He is always going to make sure you know how much he loves and adores to have you in his life. 

Please PLEASE TAKE ALL THE NAPS YOU WANT WITH BRAHMS. HE REALLY NEEDS TO SLEEP AND HE CAN'T REALLY SLEEP THAT WELL ALONE SO PLEASE JUST CUDDLE WITH HIM IT WILL MAKE HIM THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE. He literally loves to just lay with you in bed, his head on his chest listening to your heart beating while he falls asleep. 

If you like music by the way brahms is your man. He would love to listen to new music and to spend every afternoon having a music session with you while relaxing on the couch together.

This matchup made me think about this song:

[biaswreckingfics]

Where does Sunwoo get all of his energy from?! I get tired just rolling out of bed lol. And here he is ploughing his way through the campuses female population 😂

The fact that y/n’s panties haven’t fallen off in Sunwoo’s mere presence, makes her different to what he’s used to.

I guess he feels, she’s not interested in him. So there’s no need for a façade with her. He can just be his true self. Probably also makes her more intriguing to him. She’ll challenge him, in ways he hasn’t been before. He’s already putting in some actual work into getting to know her. Even if it is kinda superficial atm, I can guarantee he doesn’t know or care how Minjee likes her coffee. It’s the whole wanting the unattainable, makes it more desirable.

(Typing Minjee’s name is irritating me so I’ll refer to her as 🤮 from now on)

🤮 definitely played up the theatrics. I have no doubt Sunwoo has some skills (lawd knows he’s had enough practice 😜) it’s a display of dominance, she has always perceived y/n as a threat/competition. Y/n is effortlessly awesome in all the meaningful ways 🤮is not. Considering how toxic y/n’s previous relationship was. Y/n probably doesn’t realise just how great she is, which just make her more endearing. That’s why 🤮 is a bitch to her, it’s pure jealousy. The fact that y/n doesn’t fight back, falsely makes 🤮 think she has some sort of power. It’s my greatest joy in life to wind up bitchy, annoying people. I would annoy the hell out of 🤮…

🤮: makes a snide comment about my appearance

Me: “ohh!… really?! …hmmm… funny thing is, the way Sunwoo’s eyes ever so slowly raked over my body last night, tells me, he doesn’t share the same sentiment…” walks away sassily

🤮: says something snide again

Me:

“This obsession with me really needs to stop!! I know you find me irresistible and I’m sincerely flattered. But I’m sorry, you’re simply not my type. Sleeping with Sunwoo just to be close to me, It’s not healthy, or fair to him and lastly it won’t work.… you should really try to get over me…” patronisingly pats her on the head and walks away

If it blows up his fwb with 🤮… oh well 🤷🏽‍♀️ it’s not like it’s serious anyway. Plus, he can console himself with the other 1000+ women on campus he hasn’t slept with yet lol

When 🤮 gets unnecessarily loud, Y/n could play the least sexy music possible out loud at full blast… let it go (frozen), Macarena, gang nam style, actually here’s a playlist:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Cy8zkkkorTtKXpHpjtnrv?si=vODmJ5LCRyOvziAzyXBX2g

(I’m offended that a couple songs I listen to are listed on here 😅)

if Sunwoo doesn’t want that happening, I think he needs to buy y/n some noise cancelling headphones. It’s the least he could do. Asking him to keep his 🍆 in his 🩲is just unrealistic.

The flirty banter at the end 😏 sparking the mutual attraction, and so the trouble begins…

Hope my comments make sense I woke up stupidly early, brain hasn’t fully switched on yet. Great update, thank you

Okay, in depth analysis with pictures!! 👏👏👏 this is what I like to see lol

The fact that yn hasn't fallen for Sunwoo's charms yet is a miracle. I can tell you rn, I would not be that strong 😔✊. That man could look at me a certain way, and I'd be naked in bed waiting for him. I have zero will power.

That's a good point about him not having to put up a front for her bc she already expects nothing from him. He can be his little hoe self without having to worry about how she feels. That'll also make him want to get certain reactions out of her, I'm sure. I have a feeling the lack of interest is new for him, which is why he'll be putting in effort for her 👀👀.

🤮🤮 isn't shit!! 👏👏 She thinks she's proving dominance over yn, but it's just making her look pathetic 🤭🤭. She'll eventually get what's coming to her, though 😏😏.

The conversation you made 😂😂👏👏. I love it. Plus, the spotify list!! 🤭🤭 I would die of laughter if someone did that to me lol. Also, I love your comments!! 🥺🥺 This whole summary of everything that happened, ugh 👏👏. I'm obsessed.

[lovemesomesurveys]

What was the last game you played?: Does the crossword app on my phone count as a game? If so, then that.

Is there anything going to get released soon that you're looking forward to?: I was excited about seeing the new Thor movie, but now I can’t. 😔

Do you have a fan in the room you're in?: Yes.

How many candles do you own?: Zero. I’m not a candle type of gal, I’m more of a room spray gal lol.

What's something you wish you liked but you don't? : Sometimes I kinda wish I liked seafood cause some of it actually looks good, but nope.

Do you use a baby voice when talking to animals?: Ha, yeah sometimes.

Would you say your parents put too much pressure on you?: No.

What's for dinner today?: Feeding tube “food”. Yay. 🙃

Can you fall asleep easily or do you need something to help you sleep?: I have a hard time falling asleep and then staying asleep. This reminds me of something my nurse said early this morning. So, around 4AM she woke me up because it was time to do something. I had actually been in a deep sleep and had only slept for likrb3 hours, so I was still sleepy. While she was b still getting stuff ready, I kinda dozed off again. Normal, right? She’s like, “Are you okay, you look so tired still” and I’m just thinking like, uhh you woke me up at 4AM, plus I’m someone who needs time to wake up cause I’m like a zombie at first. This is dumb lol but it just really annoyed me like no shit I look tired it’s cause I am! She made it sound like that wasn’t normal.

What do you do when you get bored of sitting in the car a long time while on trips?: Mess around on my phone, sleep if I can, or do nothing and just try to chill.

What game did you play most as a kid?: House and school with my cousins.

What's the best thing that's happened today?: Nothing.

What about worst thing?: I hate having to do the dressing changes cause the way I have to be moved around and positioned is really painful and getting comfortable again afterwards is hard. Such a fun time 🙃

Do you like the scent of gasoline?: I actually kinda do.

What's an odd smell you find pleasing?: That one, I guess. I can’t think of an “odd” one.

How often do you visit Bzoink?: Daily now.

Which cell phone network do you use?: Verizon.

What's something you've been made fun of before?: I’ve been playfully teased or joked around with others about stuff, but nothing meant to hurt me or done in a mean way.

What is something you need to work on?: Getting better and taking better care of myself.

What movie or show has scared you the most?: Hmm. I don’t know.

Would you rather have cake or ice cream? or ice cream cake?: Cake and ice cream.

What is your style in clothing and would you like to change it?: Very casual, just graphic tees and leggings. I’m perfectly fine with it, it’s comfortable and I love all my graphic tees.

Do you like the color yellow?: Yeah.

Have you ever been to a drive in movie?: Yeah, a few times as a kid. It’s cool they’re kind of becoming a thing again. I want to go to one again.

When were you last in a body of water? (pools count): About a decade ago.

What dead celebrity would you bring back if possible? why?: I wouldn’t.

Do you listen to gospel music?: Yes.

What do you think of Harry Styles? : I like some of his music.

Would you say your personality is naturally outgoing?: No, definitely not.

Are you currently talking to anyone?: No.

What are you craving right now?: Ugh, so many things. I miss actual food and drinks so much.

What did you last order online?: A phone stand.

What's the weather like today? : Another triple digit. 🥵

Do you know anyone in the military? : No.

Do you consume a lot of caffeine daily?: Yeah, normally. I haven’t been able to have any for over a month now. I miss that, too 😩 Man, I just bought a few of Coke’s two new flavors and my mom got a really great deal on my favorite Starbucks Doubleshot energy drinks and bought a ton of ‘em and I haven’t been able to enjoy any of it.

Would you rather listen to rock or rap music?: Just depends on my mood.

Have you told anyone you loved them today?: Not so far.

Do you have any songs stuck in your head?: Not at the moment.

What were you doing the last time 10am came around?: I think I was listening to ASMR and messing around on my phone.

What are you planning on doing a few hours from now?: I’ll likely be doing that again.

What's the best gift anyone could give you?: Hm.

Where did you get the top you're wearing?: It’s a hospital gown.

What was the price of gasoline the last time you saw it?: I’m not sure, but definitely way too much.

What's something you have a strong opinion on?: My faith.

Do you like watching scary movies?: I dooo.

Which is closer.. your birthday or Christmas?: My birthday, which is the 28th of this month.

Do you keep your loose change in a piggy bank?: No.

Are you planning on getting any tattoos or piercings soon?: Nope.

Do you like your middle name?: Sure.