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krazys-ass-emporium · 7 months

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*loud grumbling about how terribly I slept last night*

#Krazy Rambles #I just couldn't seem to fall asleep #I probably slept more than I think #but it felt like I was awake tossing and turning #I also might be getting sick...#ugh not again #I never get sick this often

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silverskye13 · 1 month

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In which impulses are revisited

#the barking writer #redstone and skulk #tangotek #tanguish #impulsesv #woah what character spoilers in the tags oh boy #got to do some research on deepfrost citadel for this one #the timeline in RnS is very fuzzy and I had to do some serious squinting and revisiting season 9 to figure out how much Tango had built #i still think i'm probably wrong but it is 1am and i am going to bed continuity be damned #if there are more spelling / grammer issues in this chapter than normal it is because i'm exhausted and my brain is fried #<- spoken with love and affection obviously if i cared that much i would've slept instead #anyway have another fucking ungodly long chapter from me the writer who doesn't know how to shut the hell up #6k words babeyyyy

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booplesnotts-art · 2 months

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hi! could you maybe draw micheal and/or dagon?

Hello hello! Of course🖤

So I’ve literally never drawn Dagon before in my life and this was a STRUGGLE so I am sorry if it doesn’t really look like them I tried😭😭

I planned on answering this request with a drawing of them actually interacting but this is what I have for now

I plan on drawing them kissing though I mean what

Bonus cause I thought I was funny with this one

#art #digital art #digital drawing #fanart #artists on tumblr #good omens #micheal good omens #good omens fanart #good omens michael #good omens dagon #lord dagon #dagon good omens #my art #mya draws sometimes #I think Dagon is the coolest and I really love their s2 look so much more than s1 #(tbh i feel like i like everyone’s s2 looks more than s1 (*coughs* micheal) but yk #and I’m so serious I WILL draw angelfish soon cause I really want to #I want to right now but it’s almost 5am here atm and I haven’t slept since 8am yesterday so probably gonna do that first ahaha #thank you lovelies🖤

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conanssummerchild · 4 months

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ok so like i know that technically in canon rick's full name is richard, but in my heart it's ricardo and there's nothing anyone can do abt it

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fragmentedblade · 10 months

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Also, Velite/Argenti actual OTP. What's that post about the hero walking into the story and the friend aware of the tropes walking alongside them right into danger because even if they know, because they know, they can't let the hero go alone?

#Let's see if I find it but yes they made me think of that post #They also made me think of Stei.nbeck's telling of the story of Lyon.el and Lancel.ot together #How Lancelo.t takes his nephew with him to teach him the way of a true knight and Lyon.el goes alongside him mocking him at first #but soon deeply moved by Lancelo.t's purity and devotion and... his loneliness and tiredness #That scene in which Lyon.el teases Lancelo.t about love and he can see for a moment Lancelo.t almost want to kill him #but then drink his fury and get terribly tired. How Lancelo.t tells him he wants to rest under the tree and Lyon.el asks #what shall he say to his friends when he tells them about this part of the journey‚ to which Lancelot replies to tell them just #that he was tired. That he was more tired than he had ever been. Tired as if he hadn't slept for seven years. And that he needed to rest #And there‚ watching him sleep‚ with what sleep is for a knight since it's being seen in their most vulnerable‚ Lyon.el gets deeply moved #by this man‚ feels protective of him‚ and like he can no longer mock him or his bizarre ways #Well‚ that's what Velite and Argenti reminded me of #Also I adore that book but I love that scene in particular. I think all the time of the wording of those seven years Lancelo.t speaks of #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later

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uselessgaywhovian · 3 months

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my cat: sleeps more than usual today

me: oh my god my poor baby whats wrong are you sick are you hurt tell me what ails you

#personal #i don’t know why i’m so anxious about these guys #compared to every cat we’ve ever had #she's eating and moderately interested in toys #so i don't think we need to run to the overnight vet #she's still acting kinda tired even though she slept a lot more than usual today but she's probably fine #in other news i don't think the Wellbutrin my doctor is working because of how much I still overthink about these furry little shits #the anxiety has nOT improved

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matt-murdick · 1 year

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I feel like we don’t acknowledge the level of trauma Remus Lupin went through when he was four and a werewolf came through his window whilst he was sleeping and mauled him. like he would have died rather than be turned if his dad hadn’t shown up throwing spells about. that shit is heavy

#remus lupin #we always talk about Sirius' family and im sorry but werewolf trumps that in my mind #I love my angst factories #hp #marauders #I’ve been reading wolf star fics lately can you tell #surprisingly I find there’s more angst about Sirius’ childhood than about the time someone tried to kill 4yr old Remus in his bedroom #most don’t even touch on it #they just have Remus feeling like a monster and then the full moon every now and again + feeling I’ll #*ill #like bro he was ATTACKED. BY A GROWN MAN. WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING. IN HIS OWN BEDROOM.#that 100% should’ve been a safe place for Remus and he probably never felt safe there again #I certainly don’t think he slept in his room for month. he slept in his parents’ bed.#but also his parents were trying to fix him. and he was a baby werewolf with no real understanding of what was happening to him #and they were scared of him #i’m not crying you are #anyway fuck jkr

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surreal-duck · 1 year

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hi!! i just wanted to say that ive liked midoyuzu since i was like 14 and its been a few years since then (obviously) but seeing your midoyuzu art now is so!!! its so fulfilling to my past self who had like NO art to go off of, i guess? anyway! your art is super good and i love it so much <3

im glad omg? extremely late to the party but by god i am bringing snacks in here or die trying o7 was pretty baffled the first time finding out more abt their dynamic and looking them up on here to find maybe like two more recent posts and the rest from no sooner than 2017 or so askjdghsjkgdhjks but really THANK YOU!!!!!!!! happy to be of service to your inner 14yo somewhat ;v;

yknow what though the really funny thing is that i wasnt even that into them initially. just remembered that cute interaction at the end of xmas live and thought "huh these two r kinda sweet actually" and that curiosity is always a slippery slope into genuine investment and by god is tripping into it a favorite pastime of mine

#if i had to say tho honestly these two were both the last ones of their units i managed to get attached to properly #yuzuru has definitely become my fav of fine though but my actual rst fav is kanata LOL #also finding out yuzuru likes to draw in general is everything to me you go you funky master artist #cute critter line took me out back w a metal chair why r they so. auhhg #actually my good friend who got me in here Knows i was actually on track to becoming an ibyz liker but then. anvil fell comically on my hea #before i knew it theyve taken over almost every corner of my brain get them out!!!!! get them out!!!!!!!!#and i was already a ryuseitai fan and enjoyed fine casually but oh. oh god im a yuzurup too now arent i goddammit #SORRY THIS BECAME A RAMBLE UM. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!#asks #anonymous #sometimes i forget that their actual interactions probably amount to no more than 6 or 7 times in canon and the rest is just in my head #that and i just think its rather nice for both of their characters to get along!! romantic or platonic #really sweet to see midori so pumped up and passionate about the things he loves and yuzuru getting thrown off his rhythm of the always #perfect butler who resigns himself into the background most of the time. theyre just having fun!!! silly guys #and yuzuru rly does enjoy art and nonsensical doodles even if people generally find it horrifying midori loves them wholeheartedly its. yea #okay im still rambling. ill shut up now i havent slept properly in a bed in nearly 48 hours i should go do that

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sudokuplayer · 4 months

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i'm so angry and heartbroken and i think this is all i will ever be

#no it's not pms :( Jeremy is still missing and i haven't slept well waiting for him #it's getting so cold too #all my ''''progress'''' this year means nothing to me #also my sister is here because she didn't have to work yesterday and today and my brother video called her not knowing she was here #and when she picked up he was all cheerful and happy and it sounded like they video call often #(he texted me only a few times when he moved to the north and not a single time since he moved to Argentina)#and when he realized she was here he sort of got quiet and asked if i was around and she pointed the camera at me which always makes me sic #so i didn't look or wave and i didn't say anything and he said “she's got he headphones on” and my sister said no lol and it was awkward #then she told him we are all sad about Jeremy and said me in particular #i've been so sad and moody and angry #i can't do anything because of this anguish i feel #can't read or watch movies because i can't concentrate #i watched the emperor's new groove the other day to cheer up a little but it made sad #nostalgia doesn't work for me when i'm down like this because i see through it lol and i remember i spent my whole childhood scared #i remember i was certain something bad would happen to me (and it did but not as tragic as what i was scared of)#i'm rambling. i should be journaling instead #...#Keanu is with me now and i can't even look at him without tearing up because i start thinking about Jeremy #it's so cold and he's probably hungry. if he's even alive #the cats are all i have. i spend more time with them than with the only 2 humans i can interact with without throwing up (mom and sister)#you know how they say cats mirror twhe personality of their humans :( Jeremy is exactly like me. my mom and siblings used to joke about it #he hides when people come over to the house:( he pees himself when strangers touch him :(#we have the vet come over so we don't have to take him out of the house #and the vet is the only person he's forced to see. he pees himself when she touches him too #i can't stop thinking about how he's doing if he's still alive because he gets scared so easily and he's so anxious #i'm so angry because i should go outside and look for him but i can't even picture myself out of this house #i feel so betrayed too. because one thing is my stupid sick head thinking there's no amount of therapy or meds that could work for me #but why is my family listening to me when i say these things. why don't they get me lobotomized or something #maybe it is a bit of pms #📓

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ctl-yuejie · 2 years

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I adore WinTeam but P’Pruek is the true delight.

His face when Win told him and Dean that he had already slept with Team.

Truely the expression of a man who is well-meaning but about to smile very widely at the kind of psychological damage that has been suddenly unleashed on him

#between us the series #between us #happy we got at long last more manow - i love her #this episode was kind of filler but hopefully they got most of the sponsorships out of the way like this #the teamwin scenes in the beginning felt a bit disconnected because of it but i adored the last bit where they each spoke to their friends #abotu their feelings #much to dean's honest concern and breaking p'preuk's mind #i was ready for standard drama and probably would have liked it but i also like the implicit angst of both of them thinking they're one-side #ly in love (my kind of idiots)#and how jarring it must be to hear your crush talk about having had sex with you to his friends while you yourself haven't even mentioned be #ing interested in the guy before your own friends #just tastiness all around #happy we got win and his brothers but i couldn't care less about bumblebee and prince #again: cannot wait until next week #maybe it is the red herring for this week with last week's preview but why do i feel like team's night time practice will be far more dramat #ic than the preview suggests?#to be fair to p'pruek: i didn't expect win to tell them that he had slept with team already #also respect dean being a friend but still watching out for no juniors getting hurt

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isekyaaa · 7 months

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The difference between insomnia as a symptom and having a "decreased need for sleep" is that, while both results in you spending an ungodly amount of hours awake and not able to sleep, insomnia will result in a exhausted sleepy person while someone with a "decreased need for sleep" will not be sleepy or exhausted.

#rambles #tmi and bad decisions ahead #i have barely slept the past three nights #i can't fall asleep nor can i stay asleep #and while i can sense something is off enough with my body that it probably would be a good idea to get a full night's rest...#i am at regular functioning capacity #i'm not tired or sleepy... i don't need a nap #i am pretty much fine for the most part #which is even funnier considering that i am sick right now and that's when people feel exhausted the most #hypomania is a trip man #i'm beginning to think that certain games like instinctively triggers my hypomania #because this only started after i started playing graveyard keeper again...#games like that put me in this weird state of mind where i hyperfocus and obsess to the point that i can play for like the entire day #and this is coming from someone who usually does not play a single game for more than an hour at a time #so to go from one hour to like.... 8-10+ hours is rather concerning...#a part of me does wonder if it's actually hypomania or if i'm just physically weird #idk i don't think i've been displaying other hypomanic symptoms... at least i don't think so....#either way regardless my plan for this evening is to get drunk AND take one of my meds that causes drowsiness so i can hopefully sleep well #wish me luck! :)

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corainne · 11 months

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Taking antidepressants has stunted my emotions, both good and bad, and after spending five days at home with a migrane/monster headache/??? I can feel that my mental health has suffered because of it, but that isn’t really connecting with my brain, so I have this tight feeling in my chest as if I'm about to have a minor breakdown, but nothing is happening because my emotions are not emoting, so I'm just sitting here not sure what to do with myself

#is it because the loneliness is more tangible at home with no one properly reaching out? yes #do I think that absolutely everyone in my life is mad at me bc of something? also yes #does the feeling today have something to do with the fact that I slept less than an hour last night? probably #vent post

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valoale · 9 months

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You know Eurovision controls your brain when Run Away by Sunstroke Project is stuck in your head the first thing after you wake up

Help me

#Moldova I’m coming for you #I’m back at shitposting now that I’ve slept for three days straight after making a long trip and abandoning my flat for three+ weeks #well needed sleep #though I feel more tired than ever #but I think Run Away is here to pump me up #my brain is a wild place #Eurovision #ALSO HOW PUMPED ARE WE TO SEE OLLY ALEXANDER REPRESENT THE UK NEXT YEAR #is this the first time we are actually rooting for the uk #probably #I’m excite #vee talks

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nomaishuttle · 10 months

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its also like . ok sry im going on bc im tired and ive upset myself lol but its like. to have somebody who knows i grew up in poverty call me greedy and selfish bc he pressured me into moving up here when i didnt have the money so i Had to rely on him financially. and then i couldnt pay him back while i was literally unemployed. to have him call me greedy and selfish and entitled and lazy was. insanely upsetting

#like he knew that a lot of the money i earned went directly to paying my families bills and literally feeding them and he still. said that #to me. and then when i got upset he spun it as me being irrational and playing the victim and always guilttripping him like. idk. idk.#i try rly hard not to think abt that bc it just makes me feel horrific but like. i was already so insanely paranoid about spending money #any Non essential purchase made me spiral and then that just made it. so much worse . i told him from the start i didnt have much money and #he said it was fine and i told him from the start id pay him back as quickly as i could and he said it was fine and then he just #he completely ghosted me he never talked to me he slept downstairs and he spent more time with one of our roommates than he did me #and now i. know why he did that lol #but whatever. but he iced me out and the only time he ever talked to me was to tell me i was being greedy for not paying him back #or if i literally fuckjng. begged him to do skmething with me #and then hed spend like 1 hour completely checked out but technically sitting in the same room as me and i just. idk. that relationship #genuinely like. fucked me up. and now i reakize it wasnt Just since i moved here and a lot of the like. stripping me of.my identity and #pressuring me into doing. certain things when i wasnt comfortable with them and guilttripping me if i did try to stand up for myself. now i #realize that had been going on nearly since the start but it fucking. rly hurts. basically #and to top it all of he knew i struggle with very severe depression and i have since i was a kid and he knew i specifically struggle a lot #with hygiene and he knew how gross that makes me feel. and he still called me disgusting for it. and in every argument he had he would #hold the fact i owed him money over my head and i judt. i dont know what i was supposed to do. and i realize now there was jothing bc he #was already. yk. and probably had been for a while but it just. rly fucking sucks basically.#like even now a few months out i get genuinely nauseous when i buy something that isnt Absolutely essential.#and i try to force myself to buy like. a small nice thing for myself every once in a while i buy 1 coffee and 1 breakfast food every week #on saturday to try n like. make sure i know its ok 4 me to do that and it doesnt make me selfish but like. it still makes me feel sick

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commodoreshock · 1 year

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feel like I’ve worked very hard to have my relationship with my older sister be good but then every now and again she will use a tone or make what is probably an innocent comment and I can literally only think that there isn’t a single other person in the world who can hurt me like this and it isn’t *fair*

#and it’d be nice if knowing this made me feel less guilty about the way I acted when I was younger but it DOESN’T #i feel bad about the birthdays and christmases I kinda ruined AND feel like she has never considered her past actions towards me #in the same manner #it probably isn’t that she still doesn’t think she did anything wrong but I’ve never seen her act guilty or sorry about it #I don’t think she knows I think there isn’t a person capable of hurting me more than her #and part of me thinks that if she did she’d think it’s a ‘me problem’#anyway I’m sad and on my period and have been traveling through various airports pretty much exclusively for the past 24 hours and have #slept for about three of them so y’know might delete later or whatever

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ghostzzy · 2 years

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realizing things. etc etc

#i can be very critical of myself sometimes #because at 25 i still haven’t had half the experiences other people my age tend to have #and because my sense of self and my ability to care for myself are still so subpar.#but . uh. i spent my entire formative decade with my identity behavior persona being completely fucking split down the middle.#and my parents were actively Not Speaking and intentionally raising us in opposite environments for that ENTIRE TIME.#i never slept in the same bed for 3 consecutive days. for my ENTIRE adolescence.#how the fuck could i do ANY kind of development in that situation.#how was i supposed to coalesce into A Real Person when i was being alternated between the freezer and the frying pan 3-4 times a week.#[not saying growing up w two households divorced parents etc is inherently traumatizing but like. my situation absolutely was.#as i am realizing. right now.]#i couldn’t even begin reconciling myself as An Individual until i moved into my own place. which was. fall 2019.#and guess what happened 5 months later. [a global pandemic happened.]#IT KINDA MAKES A LOT OF SENSE THAT IM A STUNTED TEEN OF A 25YO.#AND I THINK. PROBABLY. THAT THIS IS FINE.#like. god. no wonder i struggle so much to maintain consistency . in literally every aspect of my life.#i absolutely never learned how to be a single continuous Person for more than 72 hours at a time. LMAO #izzy.txt

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