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#I’m very disturbed
justgoji · 9 months
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so I had a nightmare and I went to see my mom about it and she didn’t care or even bother to ask if I was alright :(
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keferon · 1 month
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
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#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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bestiarum · 5 months
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i know everyone's got their theories about what roche's hair looks like under the chaperon but. this tw3 screenshot i took makes it seem like it's pulled up in a ponytail/bun? crazy.
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an-albino-pinetree · 10 months
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Me again 😈…. U should draw more of body horror carnival Jax 😭🙏😈 (just a suggestion ahah)
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Ohoh, suggestion taken into h i g h consideration~ >:]c
Twisty lad go weeee-
@sm-baby
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thesesoldierboysarebi · 4 months
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Will mostly be reblogging for a while I think, but I’m gonna be real, 70 percent of my reason for making this blog in the hopes of writing was that I noticed a big chunk of CoD x reader posts on this hellsite have readers with like…concerningly low ages. There’s a lot of reader character minor-coding going on, and it’s weirdling me out (no shade to young writers, I know a lot of the reason is that a majority of CoD fanfic writers are 18-25 here, which, yk, fair that you wanna see self-inserts with similar ages).
But as I said, it gives me the ick, so if/when I end up writing x reader, I wanna go ahead and make it clear that I will not be writing a reader character in a romantic/sexual position BELOW the age of 25 at most. Most of the Call of Duty men are, like, 28 at the youngest, and I’m more inclined to write reader characters with matching ages, especially afab readers.
In other words? I’m gonna write milfs and dilfs. I’m gonna write top!reader. I’m gonna write unhinged women that leave the various men of TF141 screaming crying throwing up. I will NOT be writing virginal, innocent, or overly naive reader characters; I do not do minor-coding. Y’all have been warned.
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kindercelery · 16 hours
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fffuckthelaxbros · 1 year
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Also if you’ve only read the main comic so far I recommend also checking out the extras tag! There’s a lot more fun stuff in there (like. A lot)
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wouldn’t it be fucked up if you met someone who smelled exactly like a very specific childhood memory? like you’re getting to know them but then you lean in a little too close and realize they inexplicably smell like your kindergarten art classroom or that one tree you used to climb or your grandmother when she hugged you. and it’s not like you can ask “why do you smell like that” no you’re just jolted back to the past and this stranger is just there, smelling exactly like the life you used to have even though you don’t recall ever meeting them before
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danandfuckingjonlmao · 6 months
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dear dnp pls don’t post anything in the next 15-20 minutes bc i will be riding my bike home and if i get any kind of notification from you while looking at my maps i will crash my bike god bless 🙏
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dannybobany · 8 months
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Fnaf au where William figures out how to actually resurrect cc and then the aftons just have to live with that— not only is cc undead now but dad is freaking victor Frankenstein !! (like, literally, I imagine William discovered how to harvest remnant from recently deceased corpses rather then killing anyone himself, thus the mci doesn’t happen and Charlie doesn’t die either)
They just have to pretend this is normal and fine
#I imagine it’s especially awful for cc and Micheal I mean#think about how odd that is for cc#most of him are the original parts but many internal organs had to be replaced#the parts that become unusable quicker..#he looks the same on the outside but he knows the difference. he knows something is very different#furthermore he wouldn’t age normally#if he ever wanted to look older he’d have to add new parts.. new bones and skin#and I imagine that’s a disturbing prospect for him so he’d avoid it at all cost#trapped in an unageing body for presumably eternity#and then theirs Micheal#while the whole family grieved Michael’s grief was in tandem with guilt#he killed his brother- it’s his fault this happened#but then he just.. came back.. as if it didn’t happen? how is Micheal supposed to be ok with that#how can you ever reverse the death of someone in your mind when you’ve already lived the grief?#I wonder how this would effect Williams relationship with his family#Clara I’m sure would be upset with him for not telling her#like he was digging up corpses and experimenting with forces beyond human comprehension#and he didn’t think for even a second “maybe I should tell my wife??”#she’s worried she’s not getting the full story- that’s it’s worse then he’s telling her#and I think Williams relationship with his kids would change too#Elizabeth could go either way but maybe she’d side with him#she in her naivety would believe that it’s a good thing#cc is alive! isn’t that what matters? didn’t you miss him? aren’t you happy he’s back?#I’m gonna cap this here#I’ve been going on too long
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silentgrim · 2 months
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I feel like I’m always in ur ask box 💀
But I’m so curious!!!
Does Don live in his own place separate from the caliente girls? Do the caliente girls live in their own houses/apartments as well or no?
As always, loving your gameplay posts with Don sm!! I love everything u post it’s so eye catching 🫶🏼 ur one of my fave blogs >< ~
Buenos días fae! 🤍
Both the Calientes and Don live separately in their own homes. Originally my plan was do it just like in ts2– as neighbors! However, since i’m doing a Lovestruck gp i moved Don to ciudad enamorada in the penthouse lot to experience the world and pack features. The Calientes remain in Oasis springs together completely ignoring Katrina idk who that is
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I’m not gonna take melatonin tonight :(
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callixton · 1 month
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the mr beast stuff genuinely makes me sick to my stomach and if i were smart i would just block his name however i am instead. doomscrolling
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ace-and-ink · 8 months
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i don’t like thinking about police dogs
but i still think about when i was in high school
locked out of the field with my teammates
watching them train a dog to attack
i just think there was a better time and a better place
than right outside a middle school
in the middle of the afternoon
with more than a few teenagers within earshot
i don’t like thinking about police dogs
because i hate thinking about the lovely life they could’ve had
that dog was definitely not fully grown
but it definitely wasn’t a puppy
i’m sure it had a snippet of a good life
a snippet of youth
before it was taken away from it
i wonder if their siblings were with them at least
or if they had to say goodbye to them too
i think dogs deserve a good life
full of fun and blind joy and love
with a happy family that loves them
caring for them because they can and they want to
not raising them to raise a tool
they deserve to run around in the park
tongue half-contained in their mouth
chasing their ball
or another dogs tail
surrounded by smiles and laughter
their family calling their name
and turning around mid-chase
to find them smiling so fondly after them
or maybe their life has more
perfectly-placed sun rays
filtering through the windows
warming a perfect patch on the hardwood floor
and they spend their best moments sprawled there
their human sitting nearby
or maybe even curled up beside them
that’s the type of lives i thing dogs should have
i don’t like thinking about police dogs
because i think about how they don’t get that life
and how they were chosen from youth
maybe even from birth
to fill a certain role
to take on a certain job
and they don’t get to have that type of fun
and if they do it’s only a reward
they have to deserve it in a different way
compared to deserving it from the get-go
and i wonder if they ever crave that calm life
or if they even know it exists
so caught up in what they’re told to do
what they’re raised to do
that they never think of the life they could have
the life they’re supposed to have
being part of a family
not being an asset
not being part of an organization
having people that love them for being them
i don’t like thinking about police dogs
because i think about myself too much
because i wonder if those dogs think about the life that had for a moment
if they remember it at all
or if it’s blotted out by their responsibilities now
because i wonder if they miss it at all
or if they like what they have now
if only because it gives them a structure
because i wonder if they know the love they deserve
or if they think wanting it makes them weak, too
because i wonder if they feel at all
and if they don’t if they know they should
or if they try but it’s just too hard, too
because i wonder if they struggle with it
balancing how human they know they should be
with everything demanded of them
pleading in their own brain the mantra
i wanna be soft i wanna be soft i wanna be soft
on endless repeat
or thinking about whatever the dog version of feeling human is
because i wonder if they ever get so caught up in it all
that it becomes the only thing they identify themselves with
and they end up impossibly lost
as soon as they don’t have it anymore, too
i don’t like to think about police dogs
so i tried not to think about the one they were training
outside the field when my coach arrived
and i tried to think about anything else
than the snarls and growls and shouts
as we stretched and ran
and tried not to think too hard
about why police dogs make me so upset
— k-9
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polarized-here · 29 days
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were all just mentally ill about rei and i love it lmaooo
Yeah lmfaoooo like. Gosh dang. I think it’s just us three Rei fans against the world atp 😭🙏
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getosugurusbangs · 4 months
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meme with a target audience of one (1) person. that is myself
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