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jahiera · 10 months
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they look like evil twins honestly
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So scorpion is Kuai Liang confirmed!!!!!
So...WHERE IS HANZO HASASHI!!??
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jarrodsbowen · 1 year
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is this a stretch or do devin booker and bad bunny actually look similar... ms kendall may have a type i fear 😟
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deerspherestudios · 5 months
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This might be silly and i'm not even sure if you can (want) to answer that, but after playing the second part of the demo i started to wonder if, hypothetically speaking, Mychael and MC had a child one day, and the child ended up lookimg like him, would he hate it/be disgusted by it ? Or would he react differently ? [If the question makes you uncomfortable, feel free to ignore it] Ps: also i just loved the 2 demo, the design is soo pretty !! You did amazing <3
I've answered before it's impossible for him to even conceive, so this situation wouldn't really happen haha.
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idle-compy · 2 days
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*JWCT SPOILERS BELOW*
extremely messy live reaction
watched ep 1 from the roblox thing and didn't live react so
ep 2:
BEN GET UR EYES ON THE ROAD
ben eating out of a boot what is wrong with him
this whole van scene is fucking hilarious
BEN BROOKLYNN MEMORIES?? ON A ROOFTOP???
gonna make me cry on ep 2 I see how it is
darius just being overall disgusted with bens lifestyle I'm drying
"benjamin if you don't pull over I'm jumping out of your moving van is that what you want"
"is your friend ok?" "no 🙂"
USING THEY THEM PRONOUNS AS A DEFAULT HELL YEAH
ben has brown eyes at 17 mins
the roadtrip vibes are immaculate once u get past all the conspiracy stuff
why are these 2 licorice fanatics I hate them sm (affectionate)
ep 3:
"that is not at all what Hay smells like. have you never been around Hay before?" I'm obsessed with the dialogue
SAMMY HAVING AN ESTRANGED RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARWNTS HUH????
"why are we running? we do not have a good track record with running!"
BUMPY CHASIMG BUTTERFLIES MY BABYGITL
she still picks him up 😭😭
mantah corp island investigation hmmm..
"that destructive carnivore" DONT SPEAK ABOUT MY DAIGHTER LIKE THAT
ANOTHER BROOKLYNN MEMORY KILL ME NOW
is that the fuckimg pink jakcet
sammy holding thr box with no effort anf bens big ass almost dropping it
why is so much happening in Sammy's life I wanna give her a hug
"he's getting more than a mud pie! he's getting a knuckle sandwich!" "You kiss your mother with that mouth?"
OH SHIT CARLS DEAD
now sammy has blue eyes wtf
damn that atrocitaptor really hates pies
SAMMY RUN GIRL
bumpy basically telling ben to leave omfg 💔
do his eyes ever stay on thr road
the hug 😭😭
THE BROOKLYNN CONSPIRACY BEGINS
MYSTERY WHISTLE PERSPN
Ep 4:
this eps called "brothers" time to cry
darius mocking ben I love him
"she's fine 😌" "I'm not fine!"
ben calling bumpy a "strokg independent woman" " strange thing to say but ok"
TWO BENJAMIMS??
BEN HAS A GIRLFRIEND NOOPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
fuxk this
"she lives in.. europe?" he met her on that fucking conspiracy site didn't he
THE ALLOSAURUS
ben u eat food out of a boot u cannot talk ab kenjis place like that
"were not exactly on speaking terms" WHEN ARE YOU EVER
did kenji fucking shrink why does he seem so small
HE SHUT THE DOOR ON DAROUS STOP
THE STICKERS 😭😭
"this is. really something kenj!"
THE FANILY PHOTO IM GONNA SOBBBB
oh good lord the tension
"that's where my dad lives" OH FUCK
"I think we should split up" "you and yaz?!" TJE DISTRESS IN HIS FACE
his hand on his heart for the rest of the conversation he would've been more hurt by a breakup then they wouldve omfg
sammy tickle attacking ben THE FACT THAT SHE KNEW IT WOUD WORK
kenji masterfully climbing while darius is fighting for his life trying to put the gear on
WHY ARE THEY FIGHTIJG ON A MOUTNAIN SIDE
KENJI DUMPED BROOKLYNN?? OMG??
ANOTHER MEMORY
"I can't be with you anymore if you're not going to be with me" 😭😭😭
OH HES CRYING
ope kenj I saw that smile
KENJI AGREED TO SEE HIS DAD THE ANGSSTSTTSTSTST
NOOO THEY GOT BUMPY
ep 5:
WHY IS SO KUCH HAPPENING AROUMD THIS SANDWICH
WHY IS IT EVEN IN THE ROAD LIKE THAT
"that bush looks like ben" what does that even mean darius
KENJI CALLIMG DARIUS' MOM EVERY WEEK HE LOVES HER SM
I love this relationship ben and sammy have they're acting sm like siblings
ANOTHER BENJAMIN
HE STILL EATS CAROB
ben and sammy being dino activists ik that's rihht
mr king dino they could beat ur ass
FUCK YOU DANIEL STOP LOOKIMG HAPPY
THIS MAN TRYING TO LOOK GUILTY STFU
"did you have brooklynn killed?" straight to the point ok
"worried what?? that I'd double cross ya??" WHAT WAS ON THAT STICKY NOTE
BEN PUTTING SAMMY AS A SUSPECT?? ID BE PISSED TOO
he can't say the right thing to save his life
DANIEL TEYING TO KEEP SECRETS I VATE HIM
"just never had a father around to practice with" YEAH YOU GET HIM KENJI
NAH WHATS HE GOT PLANNED
"yeah ok I'll get my violin" kenji ily
NAH DANIELS STILL A SNAKE DONT TRUST HIM KENJI
sammy and ben causing mass destruction without meaning too hold habits die hard ig
YEAH SAMMY BEAT THAT MAN
bens list of loyal and amazing friends:
1) bumpy
2) corndogs
3) his van
DINO KING IS SUSPICIOUS?????
4) sammy
"he's just so!" "graah?" "yes! yes! exactly"
THE BROTHERS ARE COMMUNICSTIJG YEAAAHH
oh God I hope kenji has a backstabbing plan with this agreement
"I won't let you control me anymore" YEAH KENJI WALK AWAY
NUH UH YOU DO NOT GET TO LOOK SAD DANIEL YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF
"there was something about her that was different. almost dangerous" I am taking everything be says with a grain of salt but things are getting so suspicious??
OH SHIT ANOTHER DEAD GUY
LET 👏 HIM 👏 DIE 👏
THE WHISTLE AGAIN
what in the goddamn green earth is that woman
daniel u may have saved kenji but I still don't like u
THEY KILLED DANIEL WE ALL CHEERED
she seems so robotic I'm terrified
now who is this
not him speaking Japanese 😭 he needs a hug so bad
ep 6:
YAZ I MISSED YOU
her ptsd is hurting her so much omfg
ANOTHER BROOKLYNN MEMORY
moment of respect for the outfit changes in the memories
brooklynn got yaz into dino immersion therapy 😭
these memories are killing me man am I allowed to stop cryjng
SAMMYS CONTACT PHOTO 🫶🫶
BEN LIKES ROCK MUSIC CALLED IT
WHATS HE DOIN THE BG
"we haven't really talked much lately" does ANYONR have a good relationship in this show
"It'll be good for you two to reconnect"
"yeah.. I hope so" IT WILL BE SAMMY IT HAS TO BE
the gfs are still healthy all it good all it well in the world
"no dinosaurs?" "judging by the look of that thing I'd say we have one now"
oh sammy really is treating her like a fragile flower
I already watched this scene in the released clip but bens scream is somehow even more funny
ben still callimg her fadoula I love their relationship
THE GIRLF ARE FIGHTIJG NO
"girlfriend?" "why does everyone act so surprised when insay that" bc u are gay
I feel so bad for all these people like imagine dinos get into the place ur promised they won't be
OH THAT AINT DPW OH SHIT OH FUCK
IVE BEEN WANTING TO SEE THE AFTERMATH OF THE VAN GOING OFF THE BRIDGE YEAH
off topic but I am obsessed with the end credit cards
ep 7
the ep is called "that night" I am in fear
oh that's the moment sammy saw how much yaz has grown calling it now
I feel so bad for kenji rn hes in so much pain :((
he's probably so conflicted rn. daniel only ever hurt him but he's all kenji knows as his dad
THE HUG THE HUG THE HUGGGGG
"I'd be dead if it wasn't for her!" what do you know mateo WHAT DO YOU KNOW
"it was there on purpose" AAAAAAHHHH I mean we knew but AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
HEY DONT DO THE HOPELESS MHSIC WHILE THEYRE TRAPPEDBIN THE VAN I DONT LIKE WHAT IT INDICATES
"I can't have the last thing I see be bens soggy van!"
YEE HAW THEY GOT OUT
MATEOS STORY WOO HOO TIME TO GET SOME GAPS FILLED IN AND SOME ANDWERS QUESTIONED
oh shoot did he accidentally help the bad guys
now why would he get out ofbthe truck in such suspicious circumstances
WE HAD TO SEE HER DIE FROM A DIFFERENT ANGLE ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?
OH HE TOOK THE PHONE
THEY SWITCHED SCENES BEFORE WE COULD SEEBWHAT WAS ON THE PHONE AVAAAHAHAH
oh wow the wet hair animation is so much better omg
GIRLCEIEND MOMENT GIRLFRIEND MOMENT
"I guess we need each other huh" *makes out*
them having their moment while bens grieving his baby
"ciao cara mia" I hate him
BROOK HAD A SECRET HOUSE
kenjis night just keeps getting worse
bros been DYING to throw those phones
"oh I am so gonna haunt them from beyond the grave" never change yaz
where on earth are they gonna hide on that truck
mateo seemed like a decent guy hope all goes well for him
her apartment was cute asf ok brooklynn
DID YALL SEE THE MOTORCYCLE HELMETS ?????????????? YEAH BROOK U WERE THAT GIRL
kenji stop reminiscing ur gonna make me cry
THE BROS ARE BONDING THEYRE GETTING ALOMG
KENJI WHAT DO U SEE
darius putting all the pieces together is so rad bc I sure am not
A SUSPICIOUS BAG OF MONEY???? IN HER CLOSET??? BFOOK GIRL WHAT WERE U A PART OF
SHE WAS WPRKING WITH DANUEL SHE WAS WHAT WHAJAJDHSLAJHFJSLAJD
I hope she was doing it for an investigative purpose SHE BETTER HAVE BEEN
but why didn't Daniel bring it up HMmmmmm...
"or what else she was hiding from us" OH HES HURT HURT
darius driving the motorcycle instead of kenji I'm cackling
ep 8:
THEY HID WITH THE SEDATWD DINO ARE THEY INSANE
not the dino smacking rhe lips it doesn't have
now why is she gonna stand on the dino instead of getting bens giant self to look out the gap
the drop is gonna be how they reunite isn't it
kenji screaming bc of a spider he's so real
THEYRE BEINF BROTJERS YEAH WERE SO BACK BABY
oh so they're working for extra cash too hmm
oh this place actually looks nice
VIDEO MEMORIES IM GONNA SOB
I am sufficiently uncomfortable thanks for asking darius
the boys are fighting again JUST VET ALOMG PLEASE
darius misses her so much seeing a bird made him think of her 😭😭
lookimg at the dates on the voicemails it's been at least 3 months since she died
DARIUS IN BATHTUB I laughed this is supposed to be sad and I laughed
I sense something big coming I gotta walk around for a bit
"I was in love with brooklynn" OH FUCK OH SHITNOH AJAHDKLAQKHFLAKHFKLAL
now I REALLY have to walk around for bc WHAT
WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WJAT WJATBQKHRLAJFLAHSLALKFHAL AAAAHAAHAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
rewatched the scene and I am no more sane ab it
BEN THIEVING ABILITIES MAKING A COMEBACN HELL YEAH
NAH WHATD THEY DOBTO BUMPY THEY BETTER NOT HURT MY GIRL
"boo." Yaz ily
THE VIDEO THE VUDEO AAAAAAAAAAAA
"were brothers righr?" HE SAID IT HE SAID IT WE WIN
every single moment with these 2 is so painful how am I supposed to exist in these conditons
WHAT DID THEY DO TO BUMPY WHAT DID THEY DO TO HER
THE GFS SAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️
THE DINOS JUST CHILLING INSTEAD OF STAMPEDING
YES QUEEN DINO U KILL THE MAN THAT TORTURED YOU
love the steggos just watching everything
yaz was smart with the lights u go girl
my heart is genuinely pounding for bumpy I am too attached to this fictional dinosaur
avocado costume?????? girls be fr
KENJI AND DARIUS ARE HERE TOO??
DARIUS IS GONNA FREE THAT BABY I KNOW HE IS
I hope the sino causes chaos later
"with me by your side, you kon climb anything too"
YEAH THE SINOS CAUSING CHAOS WOO HOO
"bumpy.. are you dying?" NUH UH BEN DONT SAY THAT NOPE
ALL THE CRYING SCENES THEY GOTTA STOP
kenji doing everything with graceful agility vs darius and his childlike experience
sammy kicking kenji TWICE now
TWO HUGS?? IN A ROW?? IM FED
the hugs are so much more natural in this series the animation improvement is insane
"creepy micro bangs'" that is a fantastic description kenji
THE ALLOSAURUS AGAIN
sammy being bumpys other parent 🫶
istg I'm already cryjng
if they kill bumpy idk what'll happen
bumpy is genuinely a part of their family they are completely falling apart rn
"move her tail!" IS SHE ABOUT TO LAY AN EHG
BUMPYS A MOM????!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!???@?!?!?!?!?!?!??
them passing the egg around like a baby in a hospital such a proud family
"wait what?" "don't think about it bud"
"ben! you're gonna be a grandpa!" glad they also see her as his daughter
NAH THE GUY I FORG9T THE NAME OFNIS EVIL
ep 10:
LAST EPUSOXE ALREADY??????
cabrera thats his name
YEAH SAMMY BEAT HIS ASS U GO GIRL
NAH FREAKY BOB LADYS BACK
she is genuinely somebhorror movie shitnor something
that scene was genuinely so intense I completely froze
EHOS DRIVING THE TRUCK
MATEO MY MAN I KNEW YOUNWERE GOOD
THE DINOSBARE GOING FREE BEAUTIFUL GEORGOUS THROWUNG BOUQUETS
obsessed with the shot of the t Rex in front ofbthe explosion hell yeag
"leave my girl alone!" SCREAM IT YAZ
DARIUS FREEING THE ALLOSAURUS I SMELL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
WAS THAT BUMPYS EGG IN THAT CASE
about time this man died
creepy lady is actually super pretty I hate that she's evil and kinda insane
darius finally stopped blaming himself 😭
"my guy. you're still here?" "unfortunately yeah. you all get real vulnerable with each other. it's weird" I'm dying
FUCK DUXK A AKHDLAKWYAPAHHFLAHWLAK
BROOKLYNNNANNAMANANNN
OH MY GODBOHNMYNGOD SHES SYDNEY GUYS SHE FUCKIMG SYDNEY ITS FUCKIKG BROOKLYNN AKSHALAKQLLQKDJALJFL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAJKALAFJAJ
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oonajaeadira · 6 months
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Nothing like your SO's extended, vax-resistant family being just fine with the brother with a heinous cold walking around, talking in people's faces, helping with the food prep, coughing on the buffet....
I'm lookimg at my calendar for next week. Thank goodness I have nothing I can't be sick for, because i'm making room for it now.....
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yourlocalnymph · 6 months
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Goddess Athena
apreciation post✨
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Emojis I asociate her with:
☁️🦉🫒🐍🐏🐐🪵👜📔📰⚖️🗝️🏛️☕🥐
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How she looks to me:
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I'm currently trying to reconnect with her and rebuilding a better altar.
It has: An lawyer owl statue, a blue candle, greece columns statues (doric and ionic), bay laurel leaves, olive seeds, tea, and I'm lookimg for a cool dagger.
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That's all, if u want to add something else you are more than welcome, don't forget to study, be kind, be respectful and have a nice day!
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writerfae · 5 months
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Hi!
I just want to tell you (because I'm sure you'll also find it funny): I was looking for an old pice of writig from you. I did not find what I was lookimg for but I did find the saddest Henry thing that exists (at least I hope it doesn't get sadder than this) It was Henry apologizing for leaving 🫠
Also If by any chance you know what this thing that I remember is (and if its not too much trouble), please help me find it:
I remember that Aiden was asleep cause they needed him to have a vision, and I think it was Henry's first time seeing him do that so he's really worried
Well I can’t make any promises but so far this is indeed the saddest it gets regarding Henry and everything really and I think it won’t get sadder
Do you maybe mean the one where Henry talks with Quinn? As far as I remember it was from a last line tag or something. Now I’ve did plenty of those and don’t properly tag them, but you’re lucky!
Cause this particular snippet survived in my notes app. Here it is:
“What if he doesn’t wake up? If he gets lost in this dream?” Henry asked, carefully running his hand through his sleeping brother’s hair.
He couldn’t stand the thought of losing Aiden too. Not when they had just found each other again.
“He will wake up,” Quinn assured him. “Seer have more control over their dreams than normal people do. He’ll wake once he found what he’s looking for.”
Henry could only hope that they were right. “Do not worry, my lord. This boy is stronger than he seems.”
He smiled to himself. “I know,” he stood up. “He’s always been.”
Carefully he adjusted the blanket that had slipped from Aiden’s shoulder. Henry pressed his lips against the boy’s brow like he used to when he was still a little child.
“I know you can do it,” he whispered and Aiden stirred in his sleep, as if he heard him.
I hope that was it! ^^
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alreadyundermygenjutsu · 11 months
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What happened with 4lung again? All i heard was a bunch of people hating them for wearing a diaper and some sus messages of them messaging a minor, thats not the cause or???
it's very easy to make a new discord account to "convincingly" fake some messages without using photoshop. Basically her ex wrote an entire callout over an interpersonal conflict that stemmed from said ex disliking (and repeatedly mocking her for) her kinks that she wanted to explore. Ppl blew it way the fuck out of proportion - writing a callout in the first place was uncalled for. A lot of the harassment happened over twitter (on accounts that are long since deleted) and in a discord server run by the ex who had no problem riling everyone up, getting kids to publicly attack her on their behalf. The loudest voice they egged on was another musician who went by Slimousine, and they went so far as to accuse 4 of KIDNAPPING, based on a photo one of their friends took from the backseat of a car, in which 4 is clearly in the passenger seat and someone else is driving. They were all going through the Arby's drive thru after a show 4 performed at. About a year later Slimousine admitted on twitter to making it all up, the "sus messages," the "attempted kidnapping," everything. Unfortunately I have not been able to find a surviving screenshot of this, but i was following them at the time it was posted. It didnt change anything, the damage had been done, their friends and followers were convinced they were somehow harassed/pressured into making the post by the "pedophiles" defending 4. Yes, anyone who defended her was labelled as a pedophile by this crowd.
If you'd like to verify any of this for yourself i'm sure the callout is still up. It's a lot of transmisogyny and taking OBVIOUS jokes with complete seriousness, in the same tone a parent would yell at their kid for "being pregnant" when they said "zomg i am so preggers just from lookimg at him hes sooo smexeh xD" like. it is SO so so unserious.
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foxymoxynoona · 5 days
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Can I just say I'm really loving Over the Falls? I'm really really looking forward to the part when they both settle down. One of your tag is househusband and damn I've never read fics where JK is a househusband and I just really lookimg forward to that. I like fantasy and adventure like The Lowlander and Meadow, but I guess I'm down for just basic romance with a rare tag/scene like househusband. I guess I'm spoiled because all of your fics I've read are all completed and I can just read to my heart's content and not have any cliffhanger. Also, reading Amended halfway then read Over the Falls gives me a bit whiplash because the rich and the poor switched places XD even though officer JK isn't living in luxury like Grace does
The whole thing started originally with just cute funny little vignettes planned and then I had to do that thing I do and put a whole frigging story in the way 😂😂 But we'll get there and once we do I think/hope it will be really fun for folks!
I wish there was a list of rare tags, I feel like that would be fun to use as ideas.
And lol to Over the Falls and Amended, they totally do switch, that's so funny. Grace and Isabella might have a hard time in the same room 🤣
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e-adlirez · 1 month
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Re: my previous ask
I was thinking... if I Winx-ify the Thea Sisters, would that make them human-looking? Would they look like the fairies from the fantasy worlds they visit or would they look like the cover of Secret of the Fairies?
Which led me to think: the existence of human-looking fairies implies the existence of humans, right? So what if there's a parallel universe where humans enter a fantasy world and see Mouse fairies?
What if.... the inhabitants of Thea and Geronimo's planet were originally humans but some freak cosmic accident turned only the people on their planet into mice? Which explains why the inhabitants of the other dimensions are human-lookimg. And also explains why the mice have human pets, height, build and hair (Is Thea bald??????)
(I'm SO sorry it's 4am where I live and I'm having THOUGHTS)
Ooooo :3c maybe? It certainly would be interesting an idea to work with. Humans with mouse fairies is kinda cursed in my head HAHAHAHAH not that cursed tho since I've seen things more... cursed
And yeah Thea and the Stiltons being bald is a running joke in the fandom HAHAHAHAH I dunno if it's canon, but it might as well be
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schizosupport · 1 month
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Hi!! I dont know where else to go but im suspecting i may be on the schizo spectrum? Or at least just wondering way too hard. And i have no where to look into more trustworthy specifics besides brief nformation about the common disorders (that i dont really think i fit into at all btw but then again im undiagnosed with everything so im forced to rawdog it and come to conclusions on my own) and no where to find information about specific symptoms that can be overlooked as "normal behavior"
I have psychosis and its been like this since 2018, slowly growing, getting more intense i guess especially during a traumatic event that happened a few years ago *really* increased my delusions. Thats the only primary thing i experience i believe, but now looking back i am unsure if i experience some level of hallucinations as well like thinking im seeing flies n such fly around me trying to bother me or bugs crawling near me in the corner of my eye. Though it may be because im sleepy or something as i like to stay up a lot! And maybe because ive dealt with annoying flies one too many times that im just paranoid abt dealing w them now.
this thought has been on my mind for a while (mainly speaking in terms of hallucinations) but recently i saw a post on twitter about someone asking if other people "have intense fear of monsters or the dark" before going into deph about how her brain is constantly afraid of her life will turn into a horror movie. Like "what if a zombie breaks into my house" and her brain imagining scary scenarios that genuinely terrify her when she does anything. And reading that sounds very familar to something ive experienced even to this day, esp if im alone at night or alone n looking into another room thats dimly lit.
I really do understand her fear of closing her eyes n seeing scary scenarios. Ive noticed ive weirdly been seeing stuff too, mainly faces and eyes that i would see when watching analog horror and it *really* terrifies me and makes me think that ive somehow spawned it in real life (esp if i think about it too much)
Sorry if this is too long. I normally do this when im rly stumped abt whatever brain thing i got n no google search can help me. I guess im just lookimg for some insight. Thanks! <3
"Also forgot to clarify that the person is recently discovering/coming to terms with that shes schizospec too so thats why upon reading that im pretty much going "....huh!" Bec this implies this may not be normal (i mean of course not but. Never really bothered to say or think anything about it until now)"
Hi there anon! I'm glad you're reaching out, and I hope I can help you a little on your way!
What you're describing, intense fear of hypothetical scenarios and "closed eye hallucinations" are both things that I can definitely relate to as constants in my life. I don't have enough information from just this ask to say whether your experiences are full blown delusional/psychotic, but regardless, it sounds like it's taking a toll on you, and have been getting worse. It's common for this type of experience to worsen with stress, so it's no wonder it worsened when you were going through something traumatic.
When I first talked to a psychiatrist about some of my beliefs, they wrote something that I later found kind of interesting, that some of my beliefs were like those of a scared child. As if I had never quite learned how to regulate that type of fear and my imagination would get the better of me. I don't know if your experience is anything like that, but from the way you described it, I thought that might be relatable to you.
The line between fear, anxiety and psychosis can be hard to define. One thing I've learned is that most people with "pure anxiety" are not having anxiety about bizarre or paranoid things, but about more mundane matters that have been blown out of proportion. But obviously there's variability. But I remember when I met my partner of now... 9 years ...? I wasn't diagnosed with anything yet, and we were both like "yeah I have anxiety" and thought we knew what the other meant by that. And then they were confused when I was like "yeah I'm anxious that the spirit of the lamp will steal my soul, and that people are putting poisoned coins in public spaces". But like the anxiety was similar, it's just that the things I was anxious about were odd, I guess.
Anyways, I'm rambling, sorry!
About the images you get when you close your eyes, that is most often described as a type of intrusive thought, and I've also heard people call them "closed eye hallucinations". I get icky and scary images like this sometimes, and it can be really distressing.
I hope your symptoms don't get worse, and I hope you can feel at ease knowing that no matter the exact cause or name, you are definitely not alone with having these experiences, and they are common experiences for people on the schizospec and people with some other related difficulties.
And if you find that you relate to the schizospec experience, there's space enough for everyone, and you are welcome here. Even if you don't fit any specific disorders or you conclude that your symptoms are "sub-clinical" or more related to something else, I believe in an open door policy and I think anyone with this type of experience can benefit from spending time in/with the community, and can bring unique insights to the table themselves.
I don't know if I'm making any sense, I'm super tired today, but yeah that's my two cents I guess ^^
Edit: It might give you some insight to look into other symptoms associated with the schizo-spec, like negative symptoms, cognitive symptoms and ipseity disturbances :) I think that will give you a stronger idea of whether you are likely to relate to most of us 🌼
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keendaanmaa · 7 months
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For the Seven Characters ask: Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson (original versions), the Elric brothers and Riza Hawkeye (Fullmetal Alchemist), Sokka and Katara (Avatar the Last Airbender). Sorry not sorry for the random selection of characters. XD
Oooh fun! I will say my knowledge of FMA is all second hand, so I'm working off what I've picked up from mutuals and a quick wiki-dive for those 😅
1: go grocery shopping with Katara. Get in, get it done, and go home 😆 also though, I think she might enjoy being able to just. Go to the store for food. And also I would probably try to initiate some sort of "you make something you like and I make something I like and we share" deal.
2: have lunch with Dr Watson. I so want to just. Talk to him. To ask about living and working with Holmes yes, but also just hear about his experiences as a doctor both in London and—provided he is willing to talk about it—as an army doctor.
3: have coffee tea with Sherlock Holmes. Specifically at the Baker Street flat if possible, though I wouldn't turn down tea at his cottage in Sussex either. Again, I would love the chance to just talk, but tea has a little less social obligation of length than lunch and also comes with the option of being at his home.
4: go thrift shopping with Sokka. Not a lot of explanation for this, he just has the vibes of someone who would enjoy poking through things lookimg for serendipitous treasures.
5: explore a museum/art gallery/aquarium with Alphonse Elric. Specifically a science/natural history or human (pre)history museum. There's a couple very cool ones in Edmonton that I think he would enjoy
6: go to the library/bookstore with Edward Elric. Tbh this assignment was mostly process of elimination. I'm not sure that Ed and I would get along very well 😅
7: have as a plus one at a wedding possibly controversial, but I'm picking Riza. I feel like we could semi-hide together in an out of the way spot, and I think she would be an interesting conversational partner when we aren't people-watching.
(Thank you for the diversion while I'm stuck in the airport! I'm on hour 5 but thankfully we should be flying soon now!)
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effervescentdragon · 2 years
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i saw you asked for some galex prompts, so, i am here to provide 😘❤️ for whenever you're feeling soft and in the mood for them, i'm going to try and make these as soft but also as unbearably british as possible. teehee (or teahee, I should say) you are most welcome. (sorry i couldn't resist the pun. on to the actual prompt now)
galex + one of the great british debates of our time: which do you pour into the cup first, the milk or the tea? ☕
hi katie i love you
"You are a heathen," George says seriously. Alex knows he's serious because his left eye is twitching just a bit the way it always does when he is trying not to blow up at someone out of courtesy, or isn't sure if he's the one in the wrong.
Alex loves making George's left eye twitch, because George always takes himesl and everything around him too seriously. Plus, it's always so bloody fun.
"That's not true, Georgie," he says, trying not to grin. "It's you who doesn't know the proper tea-making procedure. Your ancestors stole the sacred beverage from mine, and didn't even bother to learn the proper way of consuming it." He shakes his head. "Shame on you."
"Really," George deadpans. "Sacred beverage, is it?"
"It is." Alex nods solemnly. "And my ancestors knew that the proper way was to pour milk first, then the tea. Unlike you - you colonizers."
George is lookimg at him now, asessing the situation. Alex tries to keep his face neutral, but something must give away his amusement, because George's eyes turn sly as he takes a step closer, then another, and another until he is too far in Alex's space. He smells like cardamom tea. He smells good.
"You are so full of shit, Alexander," George whispers, and leans in, his fingers digging into Alex's shirt, and Alex kind of forgets all about the tea very, very quickly.
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One thing I'm looking forward to in future books is getting to know Elly more. Given her reserved nature, I wasn't able to get a good feel of her in book 1 (at least in the non ro path). I feel Book 2 helped rectify this by placing her in a position where her traits really shine, but due to those same situations, we weren't able to see her much.
Yeeeesss, I've been lookimg forward to that too! There will definitely be quality moments with Elly in Book 3 🤩
With the gang in general tbh! I'm really feeling the found family vibe 😁
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paramar · 1 year
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