#I'm definitely mentally ill

[daydreamerwonderkid]

Love that I'm being fucking bullied irl for getting Tim Drake as my government assigned Batfam persona for the 5th time in a fucking row.

[hoofpeet]

yo, if ur lavingo brain worm isnt gone yet can u draw more of them??? i jus saw ur lavingo stuff and its my new fav ship, u draw them so awesome its insane 2 me...

HEEHEE here's 1 thang from an old sketchpage...

[fisheito]

Me: Everything i make is garbage i shouldn't even bother

The eiden in my head:

Me: Sorry eiden you're right my efforts have value

[sunburnacoustic]

I just need a second to sit and take in this gif. This 2-second moment. Just need to break it down and appreciate it.

The look in Matt's eyes like 'shit's gonna go down'. The finger point: potent, like 'you're ready Chris, Dom? We're gonna blow some minds.' The nod of readiness from Chris. The shortest moment of breath intake from Matt, and then the way he fucking lets loose. Full-body loose. Eyes shut, he needs to lean away from the mic because it would be too much. The way you can just HEAR this gif. "*breATH* waAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!' The instant heavy headbanging from Chris. How many minds were blown indeed in that one moment. Just a two-second gif. What a work of art. An artistic statement. I just fucking love Muse so much.

[chimera-dolls]

Cos I saw someone 'defending' their misuse of the dollblr tag after receiving an ask about it because 'other people do it' - this is why it's a fucking problem in the first place. It is against TOS. It is unrelated to your post, it is spam, and don't be surprised if everything you post gets reported.

Just because other people spam the tag too, doesn't magically excempt it from TOS or user guidelines. Like at this point I am straight up breaking this down to bare bones website operation here, what's so hard to understand? It's shit like this that literally degrades website quality because as you spread your crap over multiple tags that are accumulating like a goddamn snowball, people stop actually using those tags for the topic they were meant for. People stop posting. People leave. Welcome to dead internet.

It doesn't matter if you see other people doing it, rules are rules. There is a reason WHY tag spam is against the rules and that's to keep a website useable. Actual Dollbr-bloggers? Keep reporting guys.

[naivety]

okay i need feedback from the autism mentall illness website um. this is going to read like an AITA post. brother vs half-sister (who are currently my dependents do to their own individual disabilities + ptsd/depression) spat i will skim the details on but i'm worried my sister will discount my take since i'm not autistic myself so. am i crazy to call it ableist to look at an autistic person (23) who is clearly going through it dealing w long term depression, a world that doesn't give a shit abt him, unemployment, very self-isolated and burnt out barely leaving his room because the world is an ableist dumpster fire with zero opportunities for him, and then bring up childhood abuse he's suffered and his diagnosis as reasonable factors on top of this to worry he'll [checks notes] abuse my cat just to hurt me or even worse have a breakdown and kill me and his other sibling in a violent episode, a train of thought i probably wouldn't even be having were he not [checks notes] mad at me for the first time in my life?

like i don't have any other read on this kind of fear-based characterization other than ableism. like those are very real things in his life but she never points out any current violent behavior, of which there are none, only the one (1) instance of him lashing out when he was like 14 and Officially Diagnosed Low Empathy she thinks is a concern and Hateful Looks toward her since he stopped getting along with her, that's it. i tried explaining to her why i, someone who's lived w him his entire life, can vouch for how unlikely he is to do anything like that, especially when it's again not based on anything he's actually currently doing except for isolating in a way that is much more indicative of him potentially being a danger to himself than anyone else, and being cold towards her specifically, and i thought she had let it go, but when i brought it up off-hand in a conversation tangentially related, she continued to defend and justify her Concern about the potential directions his behavior could lead to because [checks notes] other people in similar situations have lashed out and killed their entire families according to. true crime books or videos she's watched on youtube as far as i'm aware. ignoring the fact that her and i have had the same or Worse childhood abuse and have acted similarly isolated in the past, or for her literally just as currently as him, and she's not expressed any worry past or present about either of us doing anything like that, in my opinion obviously because i haven't cut her off due to our differences like he decided to. like am i big sibling biased because this is pissing me off so bad.

[shukruut]

man chappell roan really said it best im so sick of online love

[jils-things]

by the lighthouse.

dividers

[sphictails]

The Narcissistic Blonde Touhou Duo...

[forcedhesitation]

okay I redid the last astarion picture I shared a wip of because it was a) too graphic for its intended purpose b) didn't fit with the more dynamic posing of the other pieces

here is a peak at the new astarion pic & a look at the wyll & lae'zel wips

[cozmicbrowniez]

Uzi during science (I’m gonna fail)

Who should I draw next???

[kiwibirbkat]

My friend: Can you please not talk about suicide around me?

Me, who was looking around to see if there was any vines I can tie into a noose because I can feel the energy buzzing inside me and it makes me want to rip my skin off to get it out but I know the only way I can be free of it is when I'm finally gone: Ok, sorry.

[kirby-the-gorb]

[cistematicchaos]

I honestly don't think it's anymore inherently traumatizing to live with mentally ill folks than it is sane ones. I think people just like to chalk abusive behavior up to mental illness in order to have an excuse or "explanation" for why it happened. This isn't to say mentally ill people can't be abusive but to point out that claiming living/being close with us is inherently traumatizing because of our madness is a wild and frankly fucking absurd thing to say. Anyone can be abusive and/or traumatize you, madness is not some sort of addition to our personalities that automatically makes us tick either of those boxes.

[lesbianneopolitan]

Do you hc Neo and Toga with any type of mental disorders?

I've briefly mentioned before how I think Neo has BPD! But I also think they both may have PTSD, and as a sidenote, I hc them as autistic

[kira-the-whump-enthusiast]

There’s something so appealing to me about captivity whump, to the point that I pretty much put it in all my whump stories. And I think it’s cuz there’s something so soul-crushing about the monotony of captivity and repeated pain. And the fact that the whumpee often can’t escape it easily at all. Maybe they never will. (At least, that’s an possibility in the character’s head.)

It’s a horrible cycle that they’re trapped in, and no matter how much they want to escape it, no matter how much they actually try, every day they wake up in the same place and the same situation.

And god it’s just chef’s kiss. Definitely one of my favorite ways to break a fictional character: hurt them over and over again and chip away at all the hope until there’s nothing left, except the parts you want <2