#Just thinking out loud don’t mind me

[yvtro]

i genuinely think that jason could and would be content with an ordinary life, especially if bruce were a civilian too. in another life i would have really enjoyed just being your son. a 10pm bedtime and slippers instead of pixie boots.

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Maybe I could switch careers and train to become a firefighter after… five years to a decade in education?

[watchfuldeer]

our secret thing

succession 1.09 pre-nuptial

[liiilyevans]

Ok but what if there was a rom com HP fest? What then?

[x-chai]

Ugh, to be railed by an all dressed up in black, masked man 🥺 and the only thing you see are his aggressive looking arms and hands.

[roseworth]

i don’t think rose sees roy as a father (more like an older brother) but i know with my whole heart she WOULD call him dad in front of slade just to piss him off. and it always works

[heavens-hearken]

do you know what is like,,, just so disheartening to see? is the legions of comments on their performance tiktoks that are literally just commenting on josh’s d*ck.

like imagine putting your heart and soul into a performance just for the only thing anyone is able to talk about is “bottoms are always hung” or “there’s a fifth band member” like have y’all ever heard of a bubble thought?? like fr

with the gross sexualization on public platforms for them to see with your government name on display? y’all shouldn’t be surprised when restraining orders show up at your door lmfao.

and just to clarify i’m not talking about fanfiction which is inherently fiction aka not real. i’m talking about tiktok comments and tagging them in thirst edits and shit like that. sometimes i don’t think these men are anything more than like… ideas for y’all to get your rocks off to you know?

anyway.

[the-bi-space-ace]

not to be a downer but I am suuuuuuper worried that because Hunter is going through it and is pissed he's going to say something to Echo blaming him for what happened to Tech.

I am not prepared for that kind of pain.

[propertyofkylar]

i judt realized i could just ask my psych to up my wellbutrin dose. but she said when i first went on it that it can trigger anxiety so maybe she wouldn’t do that. and i cant up my lexapro dose bc im already at the highest. sigh. anyway my depression is situational so i don’t think it’ll go away til things improve and i have no idea when that will be 😭😭

[danielnelsen]

mmmmm thunder bad

[glitter50000]

Fic inspiration

Ulla ducks her head and gives a humorless chuckle. “It was never the mother, was it?” 

Her father regards her with a pained smile. “No, it wasn’t.” 

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He loved Ulla, truly, grey skin and all, she was still his child. Her laughs and giggles would fill the air with a joyous melody. He knew Ulla showed more promise as a baby than most sildroher ever have during that age. 

On dark days a small, ugly part of him thinks of taking her back to shore, finding her birth mother, and thrusting the baby in her hands without a word as she did him, never visiting again. 

During the times when Ulla’s wails would bounce across the walls and make the flowers shrivel and rot. He didn’t have a problem with it, she had a strong voice after all, but when the others complained it was a different story. How they glared at the two of them or sneered at the baby for the tone of her cries. 

The times when his wife would look at Ulla with an odd look, something akin to fear, repulsion, or pity. When that specific look would be on him instead. He remembers squashing down the hurt at the time she recoiled at Ulla reaching her little hands out to her or having just stood there as the baby cried. 

He would never want to give Ulla away though, for he never regrets her in the first place. 

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“You can hold her if you want.” 

She’s broken out of some trance by his voice as he comes over to the crib. He chuckles a little at that, recalling the occasions when she would hold Ulla with a smile on her face, entertaining her with a song almost as if she forgets about the baby’s heritage. Though now it seems she remembers the other half. 

“She won’t bite,” he says amusedly. 

“I know that,” she mumbles, glancing at Ulla’s tail and his. He sighs and moves to pick Ulla up instead, scooping her up in his arms. 

“You must think I’m a whore.” He tells her bluntly. Sometimes he sees her looking at him with what could be a trace of disgust. Remembers how uncomfortable she seemed when they were courting each other and she first met Ulla and he confided in her about Ulla’s true parentage. Still, she wanted to marry him and look after her like she was her own, despite it all. 

“What,” she’s taken aback, “no, no I don’t think that's all, it’s just…” she trails off, gripping the edges of the crib tightly. It’s silent for a moment before his wife speaks again. 

“I wish she had been mine.” She whispers.

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He still thinks about her at times, the shadow summoner, either with anger or nostalgia. Looking back to when she made him sing symphonies during their lovemaking.

Sometimes he wonders if he ever would’ve met Ulla had she not been born with a tail. Or would she have taken her away wherever she went and he would still be waiting for the bell to ring? 

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Brave little Ulla. Coming home on the bad days when there’s too much teasing with tears in her eyes, yet still acting strong and holding her head high. 

[deliriiuumm]

i keep thinking about delirium desperately searching for her brother in brief lives, saying “he might be hurt or he might need us”. what if she could sense something was about to go down, but she got the brothers mixed up so she looked for destruction who was her comfort sibling?

[skyward-floored]

Sometimes I share wips and they get reblogged by someone popular and they get a whole bunch of notes, and when I publish the actual fic it gets... maybe half of those, and I wonder where I went wrong XD

[the-chelseahotel]

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[arinishi]

I can only seem to draw Mind!Lanyon in Evil Villain Mode and I Do NOT Want to think about what this says about me

[therebelcaptain]

i wonder if they’re going to show us what happened on jenoport next season. it’s something that’s only mentioned in passing in the rogue one novelisation, but that recent interview tony did where he talks about what time does to people—“people grow up, and people get tired, and people betray each other, and people change their minds, and people get weak, and people get crazy”—gives me the impression that we’ll definitely see cassian do some truly questionable shit for the rebellion. i mean, in the novelisation it is mentioned that cassian has done things that not even draven is aware of, so it could really be any number of things on any literally any given planet in the galaxy. however given the show has already retconned events from cassian’s past, maybe they’ll just replace it with something else since it’s not even clear what actually happened there except the aftermath in which k2 finds cassian staring at his blaster with tears on his face. since tony has said he’s read fanfics, i’m hoping that he’s also read the novelisation—surely he’s read it, surely—because i really think jenoport + the aftermath would make for an interesting episode or two… as painful as it would be to watch cassian end up on the brink where k2 finds him.