Until one day he'd been standing with James and Peter, in the hallway. James had said something, Sirius can't even remember what. But he'd laughed. One of those big laughs. The type that fills your belly. That makes you cry. And when he'd looked up, he'd found Remus's eyes on him.
*Oh.*
That was something.
That was world altering.
The atoms in his body rearranged themselves under Remus's eyes. They needed. Needed. Needed him.
He'd asked Remus, several years later, what had made him look, since it couldn't have been the noise. And he'd only shrugged and said:
"Your laugh is so bright. It's impossible not to notice it. Like not noticing the sun is in the sky."
It’s always so funny to me how there’s the hp fandom and how there’s the marauders fandom and how despite all of that
I can’t have a normal conversation with anyone about it irl because we’ve literally created our own dead gay wizard lore starring four chaotic ass men, the badass, feisty ladies (lily evans owns me btw) and this slytherin twink along with his whole slytherin squad and the one ravenclaw everyone loves
(also they are all extremely, irrevocably gay, and also, dorcas and pandora, marry me I’m begging).
But like, I’m so loving it. It’s pretty fucking amazing how much representation we get when we just take matters into our own hands lmao.
Like, canon who? Scrap it, rewrite it and make it the gayest era in hogwarts history. I’m all for it.
Its the voices of fandom collectively joining in together to drown out the injustice that is canon and replace it with our truth I love us we’re so powerful
Just finished rereading Crimson Rivers and AHB. Now I’m rereading Kill Your Darlings, which also isn’t great for my mental health but, hey, no one dies 🤷♀️
i think everyone should be blessed with the experience of reading about kyd remus lupin. idk he's just special in that fic. im gonna wrap him very tightly in a blanket and feed him tea and biscuits. he has a very special place in my heart. and i think people should wake up and see it
okay so i started writing a marauders fic that’s like loosely a selection au?? i’m hoping with what i have planned i added a bit more dimension and plot twists,,, idk how this works but i think i’ll start posting sneak peaks here
also tagging some of my favorite fics!! these fics and authors inspire me most. this is my first fic so pls be kind :))