Humor Me - It's About Beestfic
Okay so here's the thing NFKNGFKJGN I've been slowly working my way through rewriting this thing, but motivation is nonexistent when I have to keep over 110k words to myself without some kind of payoff. My dilemma is this;
I wanted to keep the original posting to preserve the hit ratio, comments, and dates seeing as this is the first fic I ever wrote. I personally think the original is absolute hot garbage and I'm embarrassed to have this thing be a reflection of my current skills. And yet, I've had many people argue they think it's one of the best things they've ever read. (seriously, what are you guys reading where you think this is good? but anyway)
I want to start releasing the rewritten chapters as they come to help motivate me. But that's difficult if I can't notify anyone they've been updated through the email notifs on AO3, and also what about the rest of the 10 chapters that are already up there that now don't correlate with the updated chapter at all? I could post a brand new rework, and just keep the old one preserved, but then I risk all the following I already gained on it, and now I'm just left in a mighty fat pickle.
So my options are this;
A) wait until all 110k words are rewritten, and mass release the updated chapters with a new archive page so that current subscribers get the email notification to reread all 110k words to get up to speed on the new work and new plot
B) Just post a new thing all together and leave the original Beestfic offline, treat it like a brand new fic
C) Post the new thing but release the original Beestfic back out for the public and just label it as 'Discontinued/Classic Version' with a link to the rewrite
D) Mark all current chapters blank and update them as I write them so I don't lose the comments or hits, but ppl subscribed to it won't receive the AO3 email until I post the next chapter. Only people following my socials will know it got updated at all
I appreciate the humoring lol I have more fun when I get to release it as it comes. I'm not the type to hoard content, I get too excited. This'll also make it more fun to cycle through projects when I get burnt out on one or the other (looks at MM... sorry babygirl you're gonna cook a lil longer that next chapter is gonna be like 19k words GNKJFNFKJG)
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“What are you scared of?”
Luigi felt the Star's unease fill his every being—a child shaking in a dark alley, crowding against a corner with no escape. And with a voice that stole Luigi's breath, the Star responded.
“Her.”
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Btw I love ur yuusha sm
HFJKDLJ HI THIS LITERALLY CAME NOT LONG AFTER THE LAST ASK AND IM ALSO JUST
you've been around since i started posting about yuusha and jamil if i recall correctly??? even still if not, your tags/comments always make me happy ajfdklsajf
it's always so motivating and i REALLY appreciate it so THANK YOU SO MUCH I'M REALLY GLAD TO HEAR YOU LOVE HER 😭💖😭💖😭💖
(*throws this here too as a thanks*) (they're purely platonic tho)
(kalim insisted on taking a pic with her) (jamil just always third wheels them)
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Did you see “the list” that’s been going around on TT about hogwarts legacy creators and smut pretty much? were you on it at all or are you safe to write another day lol
I saw it, I wasn’t on it, but even if I had been I don’t care what some random on tiktok thinks about me.
I got a few asks about the whole situation and I’m not trying to burst my little bubble of peace here but I will say this: it is your own responsibility to cultivate an online experience for yourself that you’re comfortable with, no one else’s. If that means blacklisting tags, unfollowing/blocking people, or better yet getting off the computer and taking a break, then so be it.
The only thing us content creators can do is tag our stuff to the best of our abilities and put warnings on the things we post, which most of us here already do. Instigating hatred and animosity towards people who literally haven’t done anything to you personally is never okay, and I’m so so sorry to the ones who are receiving any unwarranted cruelty from randoms. Keep your heads up and remember that this too shall pass 💕🫶🏻
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Dark Urge!character: guys something is seriously wrong! I crave violence and delight in bloodshed. It's driving me mad
Companions: lol we all have our demons, your deep dark secret is not that special
Dark Urge!Character:...
That Night With Alfira: *happens*
Companions: WTF HOW COULD YOU??? THIS IS SO SICK
Dark Urge!Character: *looks into camera like in the office*
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requests are open (for the month of august)!
♡ hello, everyone! to celebrate the 3 year anniversary of this blog, im opening my requests for the month of august!
♡ if you’re interested in making a request, please visit my request guidelines before doing so.
♡ depending on how many i get, i may choose to turn some down, though i will certainly try to do what i feel comfortable with/inspired by.
♡ please only send characters/series that i currently write for and if you’d like one of my AUs please specify that as well.
♡ thank you so much for 3 wonderful years of kindness and support and for encouraging me to write and share my fanfiction! i look forward to seeing what the future holds and which stories i tell next!
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hi, i am alive lol
gosh, i have so much to look through. i'll try to reply to those who have messaged me and respond to any tag games when i can 💛
^ me going on tumblr and seeing all the notifications
^ me seeing how many bots have been buttering up my account
^ me after reporting and blocking them all
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Dearest frond,
I hope you are well and have not been eaten by a bear
Sincerely, me
Dearest Anon,
I have been well and have not been eaten by a bear <3 I hope that you too have been well and are safe from all bears in your area. :)
Sincerely, evren
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