#Mdd

[coffeformwah]

i can’t put into words how much i hate myself no matter how hard i try

[in-a-continuous-daydream]

I can't fathom the fact that some people watch a movie, show or read a book they like and they just go: "I liked it :)" and that's it....girl how?? Whenever I like a movie, tv show, book or musical I need to inhale that piece of media like it's air, I need to self insert myself in it and create an elaborate plot line for my character in it, then I listen to music that reminds me of the piece of media and think of it 24/7, while obsessively rewatching scenes and analyzing every bit of it till I notice details nobody has seen, finally, I try to convince people to watch it with me so that I can experience it for the first time through them. Then my obsession dies and I feel empty until the next one comes along..... and you're telling me people can enjoy something and just...go to sleep and not think of it again????

[chaaistained]

[pvtashby]

Ok so I didn’t know daydreaming about whump was so common?? Wow. It should work the opposite way but imagining being tortured and acting a little bit of it out helps me sleep?? I pretend I’m a character and rescued after and then fall unconscious in someone’s arms and it works every time. Sometimes it takes me longer so I pretend like I’m in the ICU afterwards, listening half-conscious as people whisper about me in concern

[literarydesire]

“But you dont seem like someone with depression”

Sorry, let me just:

Stańczyk by Jan Matejko, 1862

[belldandies]

[botanical-garden-system]

Your symptoms don’t have to perfectly match the stereotypical view of the disorder.

No, you don’t have to have extremely distinctive alters or switch 24/7 to have DID/OSDD/PDID.

No, you don’t have to feel empty and sad 24/7 to be considered to have depression.

No, you don’t have to be super clean, tidy, and “perfectionistic” to have OCD.

No, you don’t have to be hyperactive externally to match an ADHD diagnosis (there’s inattentive, quiet types too)

Most of all disorders live on a spectrum, and within that spectrum are several smaller spectrums for each symptom. Everyone poses their symptoms differently, and every experience is very unique. The overall “umbrella” of a disorder is just for: 1) insurance diagnostic reasons and 2) to better relate someone’s experience to a broader experience.

The experience and symptoms you have matter a lot more than the label.

[creepy-dolls]

My lil pretty boy got his joints tightened todayyy

[verminedecline]

Im too scared. I can’t financially survive. Im not doing anything to help myself. I’m rotting. I don’t want to get up. I hope one day I won’t be so scared to cvt mys3lf open. I hope butterflies come out. I want it to be pretty.

[tumorwithadot]

NEURODIVERGENT FLAG STAMPS!

IN ORDER

bpd

autism

adhd

plural

psychosis

ptsd

selective mutism

mdd

misophonia

[belldandies]

[valteil]

更改名字

[lovingcorpse]

arohume - where one feels they're aromantic because and/or their aromanticism stems from their general disconnect from humanity and socializing.

made with mdd (major depressive disorder)/personality disorders in mind, but can be used for anything really (social anxiety, nonhumanity)

dont fucking ask me what any colors or names mean i dont fucking know okay

[coffeformwah]

i hate every aspect of my life and i wish i would just die

[creepy-dolls]

I’ve been distracted from by dolls by fandom for like months now but I just finished some custom eyes for this weird yandere freak

[verminedecline]

I haven’t brushed my teeth in months I haven’t showered in over a week I wear the same clothes over and over again forget to brush my hair frequently and want to die. Call me gross I don’t fucking care anymore