#Mean John Winchester

[foundgirlpigeon]

Modern queer shows are just like:

Choose route: mlm or wlw

WLW: *beep* cancelled! The nuances that we were building upon that would've started and era of modern philosophy will now never be revealed :)

MLM: uh oh! compulsory divorce arc you are now a child of divorce and trauma :)

[beebox-illustrations]

Have you thought about Emma Winchester recently? You know, Deans amazon warrior daughter from season 7? No? Sorry then. Still immeasurably infuriating me.

Anyway, Happy Father’s Day 🥲 from her and the dozens of kids Dean adopted along the way

Have a nice week 🐝🌻

[and-not-where-we-choose]

ok so in 3x02 when dean visits lisa, that ex-fling from 8 years ago and worries the episode that her kid is his but she ends up telling him no, it's from some guy she met in a dingy biker joint, he had a leather jacket, a couple of scars, no mailing address and she apparently had a type -- you know what would be really funny, hilarious even? if that guy had been john.

[dyke-will-graham]

Happy Pride Month to the gay couples of the internet that sparked a thousand blogs May the odds of reboots, post-series conventions, and actor affirmed canon be in your favor. Wishing a very happy gay month to Destiel, Merthur, Hannigram, Johnlock and all those in between including our new brethren Painland, Blackbonnet, Ineffable Husbands, Nandermo and others! Rejoice!

[cannibaldetective]

i love miserable gay men

[thefabledpheasant]

You ever just sit and think about how the same shows that deny anything romantic between two male characters are the same ones that also write other characters in the show pointing out how weirdly close and romantic the two are?

I do.

[boy-kings-court]

I mean when I think about you, and I think about you a lot. I don't think about our -- our fights. I think about you... I think about you on the floor of that hospital. And I think about how I never got to say goodbye.

[flowersintheimpala69]

Love how some dean stans will say “sam was selfish for leaving his family to go to college!” and “john is abusive” in the same breath. Like.

[sammygender]

i’ve said this soooo many times but i cannot believe the widespread fandom take on nightmares is ‘episode that proves john didn’t hit the kids or at least that sam didn’t know about :)’ NO??? that entire episode is to directly parallel sam to max??? i really hate to break it to you guys but sam being like Damn at least we weren’t and aren’t still being regularly beat to shit by the two male parental figures in our lives 🙏 lucky to have dad fr is not the same as him saying Wow i’m so grateful dad never hit us at all. essentially he is literally like ‘if dad had got drunk more often and hadn’t channeled his energy into hunting maybe we would’ve ended up like max. guess i should be grateful he didn’t”. hello. how does that endorse an entirely violence-free parenting style. like have your own interpretation. but the text of the episode isn’t saying John didn’t hit them. the text of the episode is intentionally bringing up the concept of john hitting them, withholding direct judgement/confirmation on whether it happened and keeping it ambiguous, sure, but still bringing it to our attention.

[xofemeraldstars]

something about meeting each other inside your mind

fringe 1x13 "the transformation" feb. 3, 2009 supernatural 4x20 "the rapture" apr. 30, 2009

[castratedvader]

i love a good evil character narrative but im also very obsessed when it comes to abuse and especially in familial contexts by situations where you cannot no matter how hard you try point your finger at anyone and blame them of everything... something horrible happened and many were changed by it but nobodys actually 100% responsible for it there wasnt even an evil intention to begin with

[smollkittykat]

"Should I ask one of the girls? Give her some extra cash so she can-"

"No. It's too dangerous. You'll go." John answered, leaning back on the Impala parked at the overnight truck-stop.

Sam left for Stanford a few months ago. The car was even quieter without his brother, so he was thankful for every hunt.

This Tuesday night, a Trucker werewolf who preys on desperate hookers seemed to be parked in this very pit-stop.

Dean looked at his father, feeling his pulse pick up.

"You want me to be bait?" ,he asked, feeling the fingers on his hands twitch, nervously.

"You grew up pretty enough, son. Loose the layers and put a silver blade in one boot, a silver chain in the other. I keep watch in the car in case there's trouble."

Dean hesitated, he really didn't want to do that.

"Now, Dean. That's an order. We don't have all night. I get the knife and chain from the trunk."

His green eyes glanced at the ground, then back up to his father, before he forced his feet to move.

"Yes sir." he replied, as he started to loose the jacket. He stripped from his flanel, leaving him in a black tank top.

John slammed the door of the trunk shut, as he approached Dean with both knife and chain.

He hands them both to his son and then gave him a look over. Dean wanted to shrug away but doesn't.

John reached his hand out for his hair, ruffling his hair into disarray. Normally Dean would crave the touch like he was starving but the lump in his throat only grew bigger.

His father let his hand rest on his cheek, raised Dean's head so he had no choice but to look him in the eye.

"Now go." John said, retreated his hand.

Dean put the knife into his left boot, the chain in his right.

He looked back at John, nodded and turned around, numbly, heading for the black truck parked a few yards away.

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Twenty minutes later, Dean kicks the lifeless body away from him, as it collided on top of him. Hot blood running from the werewolf's throat onto Dean's face, his skin, his clothing, soaking them in a pungent iron smell. A grunt, that comes out more like a cry leaves his throat as he kicks his feet one last time, with all of his strength to get the heavier man away from him.

He sits alone in the driver's cabin, with only the corpse as company, as he pulls his jeans and boxers back up shakily, wipes away the tears with blood stained hands and shuffles out of the truck and it takes all of his strength to not fall right out of it on the ground and use the ladder instead.

"What took you so long?" ,John grunts when Dean opens the door to the passengers seat of the Impala.

Before Dean gets to answer his Dad speaks up again.

"You look like shit. You smell like shit, too."

"Gee thanks.", Dean grunts and his voice sounds forgein to him.

John starts the engine. They never talk about it. John sees that as a good sign. He could really put Dean to use like that.

inspired by this draft script here:

[potatomoonjuice]

Why can't fictional queer men over 40 just be happy :(

[harbingerofsoup]

“dean’s problematic” “no sam’s problematic” “cas is a bad character”

guys, we can’t judge them by the usual standards of morality applied to characters. the writers were all fighting each other over consistency and the network was meddling so their actions episode to episode don’t mean as much for their characters as their essence does or like the core of the characters

[fr3sh-c0rn]

Something that will be forever funny to me is John's inability to create children that aren't queer

[type-40-nightingales]

they're friends theyre fucking friends im cyring I'm actually sobbing I'm crying I love them. i love them

i want what they have