#Tw; Ventish

[spooksforsammy]

You to would be frustrated if you had so much to say but no way to say them

[disabilitybitch]

Sure. I'll hop on this trend.

DID isn't just friends in your head.

While yes, I love my system like family and we have good times together, that doesn't mean that these good times are the whole experience.

DID is having alters that don't know how to express that they care about you due to never being cared about themself.

DID is having some alters who hate themselves so deeply that its hidden from who they are on the surface.

DID was having to do horrible shit just to keep yourself alive and now living with severe survivor's guilt.

DID is being more prone to migraines.

DID is remembering a life no one else seems to remember.

DID is not remembering the current life you're living.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to cope with their trauma so they bury themselves in drugs.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to keep living. Genuinely thinking they'd be dead by now.

DID is being naturally selfish and mean because its what you had to be to survive.

DID is being a clueless child within your own mind, unsure why your friends break down and sob for no apparent reason.

DID is being excluded and punished for trying to simply exist with other people.

DID is not only not recognizing your own body, but not recognizing your own species.

DID is thinking you've got all the trauma figured out only for more to resurface.

No one should WANT DID. If you want DID... no you don't. You want a community. You don't want to live like this. I live like this because I have to. It was necessary for me to survive.

[cuntemon-tournament]

guys i’m sorry for the lack of communication, ive been using a lot of my brain power to prepare to quit smoking weed. starting tomorrow, im drug free

i’m probably gonna be miserable for a while? i’m not sure how this is gonna go but i’m prepared to face the worst month of my life: the month i was born. tomorrows my birthday. i don’t wanna be 25. it sounds important and im not ready yet. i still feel 19…

i don’t mean to vent lmao i’m just. high for, hopefully, the last time. its making me feel things

sorry for um. yeah. i just hope quitting actually helps 🤞🏻

polls will resume at some point… when i feel like i can handle adding that to my daily/weekly agenda haha

thank u 🙏🏻

[kiwisandpearls]

my gender identity is really weird and complicated for me and I kinda hate that I still don’t have a definitive idea of it.

i can’t find myself fully identifying with any of the more bigger well known gender identities.

I know for a fact I’m not cis, but I also doubt that I’m trans, I’ve never experienced gender dysphoria other than simple discomfort over some gendered labels and titles I’ve been referred by, but I also don’t think nonbinary as a label fits me, but I also can’t see myself as being genderfluid nor multigender but I also doubt that I’m gender nonconforming.

“Ok, then just say you don’t wanna label yourself?”

maybe that’s an easy answer for some people but for me personally I want to have that tiny little box of other people to fit in with. And the fact I’m having such a hard time finding that box makes me feel pathetic.

irl, most people just perceive me as being cis and use the pronouns that were assigned to me at birth. I’m terrified of telling people how I actually feel and it’s just easier to keep my mouth shut about it. Heck most people irl don’t even know I’m aromantic and I’m sure they’d have a field day if they found out about that.

And thankfully not saying anything about my gender identity is easier for me (for me PERSONALLY not everyone, please do not apply my own personal experiences to others) because I’m just apathetic to it. But I know that I’m not totally happy being perceived that way because the one time one person offhandedly referred to me as with they/them pronouns irl, I felt euphoric on the inside.

I just don’t have a clear idea of what I even want to identify as and it just makes me feel shitty all around

[waifspiration]

i’m so sick of people unecessarily commenting on my body “are you a boy or a girl?” “why do you have long hair?” “you look like a girl” ok nobody asked go away. and the fact that it’s literal grown adults sometimes makes it hundreds of times worse

[traumaticdarling]

Coming back to vent art, so wounded as always… it’s ok to reblog

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

let me get that for you.

[sebastianandpainterkisser4]

"We'll have flying cars in 2025!"

2025:

Kosa

Project 2025

Covid is still going on

Cases of trans people committing suicide are rising

Palestine genocide STILL going on

More homophobia

Lgbtqia+ is becoming less accepted

Nurodivergent people are less accepted

People who have bpd are still seen as villains

Slight vent below cut

Fml man.. It's so over for America. If kosa or project 2025 takes into place ill probably attempt to cut again. Shits gonna be so fucking tiring mentally. Idk man. Especially with kosa. The internet is a huge part of my life and comforts me greatly, and I don't wanna be watched by the government 24/7. Not like we're already watched by the government enough.

[artistakai]

Cw for unsettling imagery, scopophobia

Last night horrors

[mars-paws]

TW: Mentions of SH under cut

Cutting myself has never been a problem for me because I’m too afraid of blades to willingly cut myself with one. But that doesn’t mean Self harm wasn’t.

Just because you don’t cut yourself or break the skin does not mean it isn’t self harm. You are hurting yourself. That is self harm.

In school I would bite myself due to feeling guilt or anxiety. I never broke skin but I did, once, bite hard enough that I still noticed a mark, even if others didn’t, making the anxiety of my parents finding out worse. That is still self harm.

I hit my head into a metal pole, even if not hard, multiple times. That is self harm.

This is not meant to encourage self harm but it is to raise awareness that just because someone doesn’t cut themself that doesn’t mean they aren’t hurting themself.

[scatterpatter]

So I made a sketch comic- sort of a vent, I guess? Mainly about plurality, and feelings on a past abuser and the lingering trauma, all to a part who didn't experience the trauma for himself... But realized it could be quite triggering so heed the following warnings!

Mentions of trauma and abuse (nothing explicit), showing alters in distress from the trauma

Speaking to the abuser in second person, in a very personal context (ex. "You did this to me" language). This comic is not targeted towards any of my followers/mutuals/anyone who sees it, but if you are easily triggered or otherwise made uncomfortable by the very personal language usage, please skip and know this is not targeted towards you

Eye contact and unsettling eye imagery

Brief blood imagery and mentioning wanting to bring harm to an abuser

All under the cut, proceed with caution!

I want to make it clear: We are okay, I just wanted to express my personal feelings on dealing with one of my system's traumas.

And for legal reasons: I do not actually wish to harm anyone, and have no intentions to do so. I harbor malice, and went a bit harsh on the imagery/language used to depict my malice, but our system is safe and we don't intend to bring any harm to anyone, regardless of how they harmed us

... Also if you got this far, bonus doodle of how me and one of my alters is now unwinding, to bring the positive vibes back <3

[thehollowwriter]

Bruh if there's a store that has like pride stuff or a show with gay ppl my mom will immediately boycott/turn it off and refuse to watch it, but if there's a brand or store that has proven to profit off child labor and sometimes racism she treats it like a hard decision as to whether she should buy from there or not 😭 why are Christians like this

[hooterpatter]

"I hate it here."

"It's okay, I do too."

Ive had this blog for one day and I've already found my niche: making these two suffer

[confused-canid]

(In order, clockwise) Realizing that I don’t see me being a werewolf as a delusion and get extremely uncomfortable when I see posts implying that it is (not directed at ME but just the things I experience), realizing that this isn’t normal and seeing posts by others who are physically nonhuman stating that it is a delusion, realizing that my mom could see these posts and send me to a mental hospital or kick me out because if she says I’m faking things for attention when I bring up the fact that I might be autistic I can only imagine how she’ll react If I think I’m actually a werewolf, me realizing that she’d actually take me to therapy after saying that she would but hasn’t and that might lead to me getting screened for neurodivergency

Sorry for the wall of text I just wanted to get this off my chest

[trashbins-stuff]

Zilly lol tw for flashing image and blood and ventish

this is an animation that i work on whenever i feel sad and want to die so i was crying half the time so it look crappy lolz

also i forgor the clips half way through 💔

[chaos-in-one]

I hate feeling like a walking stereotype because I'm an aroallo & hypersexual