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boonasaurusrex · 2 years

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I feel like the fucking Patrick meme

"Your Specific Acronym is defined by wild swings from extreme highs to very low lows"

"Yes."

"You were diagnosed because you exhibit these behaviors."

"Yep."

"The medication you've been prescribed helps to level those swings"

"Absolutely."

"The medication has been having less of an effect recently."

"Yeah, I made an appointment to get them readjusted"

"That means the old behaviors are coming back."

"Yep, on it"

"You've been riding a strong high for the past several days"

"Uh huh"

"Which means a low is coming and is simply a symtom of The Illness"

"No actually I'm just physically repulsive and incapable of love and all of my coworkers (not friends because I can't make friends) hate me and are mocking me at every turn and I'll never make a human connection again in my life because I'm so repulsive and weird and isolated. These are intrinsic truths that have nothing to do with current events :)))))))))"

#GOD #ive been sobbing into my pillow for TWO DAYS NOW #i want to self harm so bad right now #i wont its bad it hurts you both physically and mentally yeah yeah yeah BUT WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT #WOULDNT IT JUST SOLVE EVERYTHING #therapy tomorrow is gonna be so...fun #glad i scheduled it early in the day and not immediately before work #we've really been putting ''people will still care about you even if you have some bad days'' to the test #interacting with people is so much #you do things is affects them you dont do things it affects them #you say what you feel and you feel a different way later you were lying one of those times #i was born fucked up i would be fine if i just Went Outside and Made Friends #i cant feel love and dont connect to people im so lonely i want to tear my skin off #i want to scream and throw things and break stuff but then ill just be alone in a broken room #fuck #FUCK #this is why i cant have an SO #who would want to deal with this shit

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thefrsers · 1 year

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#BATHENA HONEYMOON CRUISE IS A GO #EVERYONE REJOICED

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puppyeared · 5 months

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whenever someone asks me for help or advice i want to beam all my lived experience and advice that helped me through it directly into their mind to try and spare them as much pain and stress as possible, but because i cant actually do that what ends up happening is i dump everything i know related to that topic hoping something helps them like

#and yes. i am the older sibling i am quite literally the guinea pig by birthright #its hardwired into me to make thing as painless as possible for my little brother that it ends up becoming a huge part of my personality #but i also have adhd so my version of advice is 'blurt out everything that might be even a little related to the situation #and pray that something sticks with them'#also like its hard to describe but sometimes you wont really get what someone means because its just the wrong person or wrong time #when i was a kid my dad would explain how to solve a math problem and i wouldnt get it until someone else explained it to me #and something *clicked*. and then when id tell my dad i learned smth new he'd say i LITERALLY said the same thing you just #werent listening or smth. but its not that at all.. i cant really know what its like for smth to click until it happens #i used to think i wasnt ace bc everything i saw talking abt asexuality didnt ring any bells until i found someone talking abt #something that i DID resonate with and then i went from there. so i guess what im trying to say its one thing to share what i learned #and another thing for someone to go through something or hear it from someone else to really get what i mean. shrugs #yapping

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bluebudgie · 2 years

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Alright gw2 peeps, here's one for all of you with a lot of alts:

All your characters of the same class (e.g. all your rangers) are stuck together in an escape room.

Which of your "class groups" is off the worst and who gets the job done with no problem?

#edit: yall did this way more detailed than my word salad so lemme redo this class by class as well:#eles: not awful. overall a relatively cooperative group despite very differing personalities.#wouldnt be the fastest in finding the solutions but definitely are getting out of there without casualties or other damages #necros: shit tier dynamics. hostile charr that wants to be left alone vs. volatile chak madman vs. way too gentle sylvari plant #communication would NOT go well but they would make it out (neljje contributes NOTHING to this)#mesmers: nightmare courtier who is out to be as destructive on purpose as possible vs. just some guy vs. tvekks (enough said)#tvekks will suffer but they'll probably make it out. maybe. im unsure.#rangers: actually competent. if we ignore the hostile inquest rat in the room we're left with a competent charr leader and a #very cooperative norn huntsman (and bobbie but he contributes absolutely nothing). they will get out just fine.#engineers: disaster. there might be dead. too many egos in one room and a poor norn who just wants to get out beween everyone fighting #she might jus solve this on her own while the other three are about to slice each other's throats #thieves: absolute hell tier. mordrem sylvari trying to eat everything he can possble dig his teeth into.#a mildly confused human who probably just tries her best while the asura in the room is suffering psychic damage caused by #the mordrem and the charr that will simply not shut up for one second #i do not see ANYONE managing to get a solution in these conditions even if individually they might just be able to.#revs: awkward atmosphere between happy upbeat asura kid and really grumpy charr but they're getting through it #warriors: also a weird clash of personalities but they'd pull their asscheeks together and get out of there #and finally the guardians: no destructive force in here. just two very mature people and a slightly chaotic but otherwise clever bard #absolute dream team coming up with solutions. peace and happiness.#budgie plays gw2

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 1 year

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burgertron HATE ged prep . burgertron PILEDRIVE WHOEVER MADE IT SO THAT YOU HAVE TO TAKE 4 SEPARATE TESTS TO GET A PIECE OF PAPER THAT SAYS YOU DID IT into THE FUCKING DIRT!!!!!!!

#the captain's rambles #if you couldnt tell im having a bit of a rough time <:']#my mom is like “oh well youre Making it stressful it's gonna be okay” I HAVE TO FUCKING DO SHIT WITH VARIABLES #THIS SHIT WOULD BE STRESSFUL EVEN IF I *WASNT* ALREADY DREADING DOING IT #i HATE education i HATE SCHOOL i hate everything this STUPID SYSTEM STANDS FOR and most importantly I LOATHE VARIABLS #whoever put LETTERS ?? in MATH??? Die.#because now i have to fucking figure out what x and y are on a practice test #i dont even HATE math normally. in every other instance of math im actually okay w/ solving questions #ged math ??? is on some shit #FUCK geds man i hate it here . i wanna just fuck off and go do whatever and be productive with something i Actually Enjoy Doing #not having to sit here and do tests so i can get a piece of paper that does nothing but allow me to apply for a community college #<- a place i am EQUALLY unexcited for and dreading #miserable fucking books i have to do work in. and then i gotta do like 4 different equally fucking miserable tests for each subject #and then i have to pray to god i didnt fail and i got the minimum passing grade of AT LEAST 145 out of *200.*#im going to destroy Everything.#i dont want congratulations for doing this shit either because i didnt wanna do it IN THE FIRST PLACE !!!!!!#im only doing this because i HAVE TO to get my parents off my ass about it not because i WANNA #if it were up to me i'd be doing just art and collecting or other hobbies i ACTUALLY ENJOY and i wouldnt be worrying about academics #but we cant have nice things so now i have to stress abt this shit like a college student studying for midterms #rant over. im gonna go eat now . pray 4 me that i dont kill someone /lh

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desertthorn · 11 months

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Some days it doesn't take much. Today it's a cloudy day, too much information, and no way to move forward.

#just breathe #you wouldnt believe how much i miss anxiety when its stress instead #hate anxiety but stress is worse #stress should be better because its a problem and problems can be solved #but then the problems are too much and you cant find a solution and i wish i could just tell myself its nothing but its not #its everything #i want to rip through my throat to just make it stop #just please i feel change in the air #its so heavy its crushing me please please for mercys sake PLEASE be good change #id get on my knees if i thought it would make a difference #i was doing ok yesterday #jesusfuckingchrist

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toastsnaffler · 1 year

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tried going to bed early bc ive just been sitting staring at the wall or my phone all afternoon but it's been 3 hours now and I can't stop crying. :(

#I dont even know why im so fucking sad. this last week has felt like getting hit by a train repeatedly for no reason whatsoever #and it fucking hurts so bad and i cant fix it because i dont know whats wrong!!!!!!#i think thsts why its been so hard sleeping lately like my brain is problem solving but theres nothing there to be solved #and i dont even have anyone to talk to about it and even if i did i wouldnt have anything to say bc i dont know im just fucking. sad #like yeah ive gotten upset abt other things but thats me projecting my mental state onto everything. theres no original cause #unless it really is just pms and some hormonal shit which is likely but kinda insane to think abt. like yeah my body has decided #to flood the entire fucking system with Kill That Egg™ for a straight week except its too effective and makes me want to kill myself also #but apparently not fucking effective enough to start my actual fucking period. yippee #i want a thousand year long hug and to cry rly snottily into someones shirt and then to fall asleep and wake up feeling rested #man. nothing makes me feel any different. exercising and sleeping and socialising and eating and showering and reading #and i can feel my interest in things trickling away like i havent been able to do a lot of shit i rly want to bc of this barrier #and ive been trying to make myself do some things regardless bc inactivity will just make it worse. but nothing works!!!!!!!#i dont even know anymore man. i do everything right and im still as depressed as i was like 8 years ago #and i know thats just the depressed brain talking like i know i dont constantly feel like this but its hard to see outside of it man #u spend ur whole life drowning but its ok bc sometimes u get ur head above the surface long enough to take a breath or whatever #insert overused mentally ill metaphor here etcetcetc #ok i think ive run out of things to say im gonna try sleep again. day 1 billion of making longass vent posts sorry everyone #gn #.vent

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mihai-florescu · 2 years

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And im always stuck between wanting to tell people everything i do and wanting to keep things mysterious and ambiguous cuz it's funnier. Like i actually do a bunch of anonymous shit online that would lose its charm if people knew it was me...

#a lot of the joys of the internet come from the mystery #that 4chan guy who helped solve a long debated math problem and he figured out a formula to calculate some anime shit?#that man is my hero. to this day no one knows who he is #maybe art school wasnt the right choice everything's about branding a becoming recognizable #i want to be anle to roleplay as just about anyone so convincingly that people wouldnt suspect a thing #able*

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lycorid · 12 days

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It’s kind of wild looking at jobs near me.

They all require years of experience and expect you to have things that aren’t even used on the job (drivers license for a job that doesn’t require any form of driving) but they all pay like garbage.

The pay is low enough that you wouldn’t even be able to afford one of the low income housing apartments because they require you to make 3x the rent.

#its annoying i havent heard back either since my resume is good #i know one of them isnt a real opening and is just a business collecting resumes in case someone quits #which SHOULD be illegal but whatever #i know quitting my last job was a bad idea since my boss was actually really good #but my self harm was escalating rapidly from being there #i was at the point where i was using a key to cut myself whenever i went to the bathroom lmao #why is it so hard to find just stocking or warehouse jobs near me #something where i dont have to interact with the general public #instead its always #we need you to do cashiering truck cleaning phones delivery yada yada #also youre the only person on shift #i kind of miss being a tech at least the parts where i could actually be a tech instead of a call center operator #but i was the best there besides our data entry women (hired entirely to sit in the back and do data entry so we wouldnt fall behind)#so EVERYTHING was my issue because i could actually be trusted to deal with it and solve it #data entry and dealing with insurance was enjoyable and so was filling medications #literally never going 5 seconds (not exaggerating) without being interrupted was not #i grew to love old lady patients who would call because id just let them yap while i caught up on the computer since it rooted me to one #spot for awhile #my pharmacist trusted me so id get away with it lmao #all the cool people quit and went somewhere else though or they were in the back #so i basically only had myself to rely on when my main pharmacist had the day off #then wed get the worst fucking float pharmacist ever whod make my blood pressure skyrocket any time i worked with him #we could literally clear the queue the day before and then be several days behind the day after he worked #trust me it makes sense if you know how the queues work #rambling about phamarcy #how do people get good jobs…

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alien-til-i-stage · 21 days

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me about to sleep

my brain: hfjONE ending, silvercandle becoming distant is canon, lightbulb death theories, the nightly manor (ENTIRE SERIES), Match and Pencil’s distance, airy and popcorn angst (this is very upsetting if you take it seriously stop laughing at me POPCORN LOST AIRY AND AIRY BECAME LOST IN THE AFTERLIFE STOP LAUGHING AT ME ITS MORE THAN A CRACKSHIP TO ME STOP IT STOPPPPPPP),

#the popcorn and airy one is so funny to me bc its a joke by the creators 😭#in canon they most likely have never even met #in MY heart they did #in MY heart they were dating #in MY heart shes the only one who knows airy and his fate #in MY heart airy misses her #get out of my face if you cant see it/j #like you have to take it very seriously (like i do) to see my vision #theyre just canon to me #if airy went on a date jnstead of being a dumb fuck who didnt wear a damn seatbelt maybe we wouldnt be going through this #trust me yuri solves everything (dont look at alnst DONT LOOK AT IT)

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arolesbianism · 1 month

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Some Brute doodles plus a bonus Button

#keese draws #eternal gales #Ive been thinking abt them a lot lately #theyre my other quote unquote time looper #and those quotes are pretty damn big because its entirely within their own control brute just has time rewinding abilities basically #but they sort of did a self inflicted timeloop to try to save one of their friends (softie)#it was. a rough time.#and spoilers but it didnt end well softie in the current version of reality died as a child #the past timeline stuff is mostly nonexistent within eg proper but sprinkles and tali both get to remember some stuff so good for them #<- bad for them. they do not have a good time #butter (aka current brute) would have remembered if it wasnt for the hastag brain damage #I have a LOT of thoughts and feeling on past timeline stuff but thats either stuff Ive already talked abt or stuff Im too tired to explain #well I've already explained everything in this post before but shhhh I like to imagine newcomers will actually read this #but yeah brute is my beloved they absolutely suck ass at being a timelooper they have no imagination and little patience #two of their group spent the entire period of the loops repeatedly murdering eachother and brute Never found out #all because they were too honed in on like 3 staliens to even consider how weird it was that one or both of them would Always go missing #just sprinkles showing up bleeding out like yeah. looser went to a farm where he can run around and be happy. dont worry abt it.#brute isnt stupid but they are impatient and bad at emotional stuff which makes keeping track of everyones issues hard as hell #theres so much fucking drama going on in this gaggle of teens getting them to not murder eachother is a challenge that even the more #emotionally intelligent characters arouns wouldnt be able to solve without a great deal of struggle #so brute spends a huge deal of it all feeling incredibly lost and frustrated and this leads to them making some rash decisions that make #things get much worse for both them and those around them #their arc with how they view themself over the loops is one of my favorite things abt them #finding yourself only to kill yourself all over again for the sake of those around you and all that jazz #fun fact! butters name comes from back when they were brute!#they had been internally calling themself by that for so long that by the time the brain damage left that was the name that stuck with them #brute just never got to actually use the name fully in their version of reality for a wide variety of reasons #mostly the time loop but also because most of the others wouldnt take it seriously even when they tried #this was mostly because butter is well. a fully english word that doesnt have any stalien equivalent #brute just made some bullshit up to act as their language version of it

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cashmere-caveman · 3 months

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hi i just finished the first five episodes of house of the dragon and i am so so obsessed w the whole family and love as rot and sickness theme it is done so well!

also hello costume department i see the byzantine influences and i hear you. lovely. the sets are all so beautiful but i truly wish that it was not so painfully obviously green screen every time they are on a boat but what can u do! at least the dragons look mostly fine even if the sound design could be cooler and/or more creative but ig they were bound by whatever GoT did first and i havent watched that one yet so i'll ignore this.

anyway the gender of it all!!! every targaeryen ever has one (1) dream job and it is visenya but also every monarch has only ever been a king and the daughterson girlboy failchild dreamheir of it all....... so glad older rhaenyra will be played by a nonbinary actor bc yeah. yeah. exactly. but also milly alcock is so so good at the teenage defiance and the naivete and the simultaneous disillusionment with everything and the excitement about it like yes!!! yes!!!

i will not say anything abt any other characters or ny of the relationships lest this post get 3k words long but i am absolutely looking forward to watching it all unfold and unravel and also watching that old man literally fall apart. cinema <3

i WILL however say: ramin djawadi my eternal goat u managed to be my most played artist back in 2017 when i wasnt even watching GoT just bc ur music goes so fucking hard and u've done it again. idk if i correctly connected the dots but the one melody which i am p sure is rhaenyras theme is so delicious mwah. u will end up on my spotify wrapped again beloved ♡

#the whole alicent rhaenyra situation is sooo fucking insane u guys were not lying this is crasy #i did Not however realise that she had an affair w criston cole in the beginning that one hit me out of nowhere #somehow ive managed to get spoilered for literally everything from the incest to the wife murders to the gay little side piece but Not him #i do know that in s2 hes having an affair w alicent tho???? which. yeah. yeah. girls who keep each other from commiting harakiri etc etc #no but genuinely. alicent and rhaenyra shouldve fucked. it wouldnt have solved anything but it wouldve meant alicent got some fun #also last thing then im quiet bc i need to fall asleep but i loved the undressing before the rhaenyra criston sex scene #idk why but both of them unlacing their boots side by side was such a great moment to me which yeah part of it was The Gender #but also it was just nice from a costume standpoint bc u dont often get to see boots in a close up??? also the armor <3333 #sorry im forever a fealty dynamics fan i will go rabid as soon as there are vows and armor somewhere which is why i am curious to see #whatever will develop w criston and alicent later but also. alicent never having sworn to rhaenyra as the heir is so!!! many thoughts.#more on this as i make my way through the rest of s1 this weekend probably but i am having fun so far :)#hotd #cavetext #also i just did the math and i knitted about 3700 stitches while watching this and so far went through almost 100m of yarn!#which isnt v much wrt my current project bc the rows are more than 300 stitches so this means i barely knitted 12 rows but still :)#im having fun this is fun!! yayy yippie :3 etc

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agdab · 9 months

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>go to check in car

>need the odo

>service airbag

>ok. how do i get rid of that popup

>cant

>only service airbag

#work liveblog.#i hate cars i hate technology i hate everything #can we just go back to banging rocks together #in what world is making a popup unremovable until its fixed solve anything #like i get it but dog #even when the car id on byt engine isnt you wouldnt let me look at the miles #die

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crossthread · 1 year

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I don't think I'm ever gonna get peace. Its been one problem after another. I'm 22 years old and I'm so so so tired. The bad things do get better, yes, but then new bad things come. I worry. I'm anxious. I loose sleep. I don't eat. I counted you know. The last thing I was so worried about was resolved, and everything was alright. For three weeks. Everything was alright for 3 fucking weeks. And I'm back to this bullshit, just a different flavour. When the fuck is this going to end huh? I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired.

#rant #ranting #tired #im so tired #depression #anxiety #i dont even know if i can call this depression #like #if these problems were gone #i wouldnt have such severe emotional disregulatiob #i wouldnt be feeling so shitty #just #why #for the longest time i thought that everything would be solved if i moved out #its been 3 years and i have new problems with the people im living with #school #job #i dont know what the fuck to do anymore

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claud1as · 2 years

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i wonder how much link rot could be mitigated if every online publication added a “report dead link” button to all their articles

#obviously it wouldnt solve everything #but i just ran into a dead link to a book page on the publishers website #and that could totally be replaced with a link to maybe the authors website or just the books page on goodreads/amazon #as much as i hate amazon its better than a dead link #.txt

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wszczebrzyszynie · 3 months

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18, 17, 4, 9, 16 + prezmek

prezmek... thats a lot of questions so im putting it under the read more. makes me so happy to talk about him

17 - how did they spend their summers/free time as a child?

well summer is the time of harvest, so he would usually help with that. But as for free time; he would probably hang around his siblings and play with them maybe, especially with Lena (i imagine both of them rough playing as children because everything in their family is tough and rough. At least that was fun), or he would just stare at the sky or would try to catch fish in the river with his bare hands or something. I think he was rather boring even as a kid

18 - their opinion on lying, stealing, and killing?

master zero opinions on anything... he doesnt appreciate being lied to but he also just cant bring himself to feel anything real about it. Even with someone like Ryba, the lie would have to be pretty big to actually affect him. I think hes just a bit miserable like that. He has no opinions on stealing as long as its not him who is being robbed or hes not the one who will get in trouble, but he wouldnt steal himself. But i suppose it all depends, in modern au Ryba tends to shoplift and i just cant imagine Przemek caring about it, especially if he gets something out of it

4 - how crafty/resourceful are they?

this made me look up the crafty and resourceful definitons. that does not mean what i thought it did. well either way hes not very smart and his way of dealing with everything in life is to be vaguely miserable and soldier on instead of actually solving the problem outright. hell either wait for it to pass, get used to it or do something about it if it starts to get life threatening bad

9 -favorite food? least favorite? are they a picky eater? do they have any dietary restrictions?

Przemek will eat anything you give him because he doesnt like to waste food and eats a lot... very much not picky. His favourites are rosół, schabowy and jabłecznik... which is the most basic polish dinner you can possibly imagine. He also really likes alcohol. he would make for a perfectly average polish dad

16 - do they have any pets? what do they call their pets?

if he wasnt so tired all the time he would like to have a dog. His family probably has one or more back home but hes not really there

#duch na strychu #ask game #i dont have the time to answer all the asks so ill just do one every day for the rest of time (june). well whatever. oc microdosing

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