#What adhd will to to a man.

[evansdoodles]

Throwback to this 2021 comic I made about me N my partner, when I realised the bitches WERE INDEED GAY

[awesometkv]

LOOK!!!!!! BOYFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!

[qiu-yan]

lbr if fanon portrayals differing wildly from canon characterization is enough to warrant the existence of a "canon [character]" tag, then we desperately need a "canon wei wuxian" tag.

[thatadhdfeel]

when the social event doesn’t end when they said it would

[theeminentlyimpractical]

Michael Sheen playing Aziraphale so much more markedly effervescent in GO2 is delightful, and campy, and perfect in the narrative arc, but damn, it’s also a very cruel way to set up the contrast of how stiff and restrained he will have to be in GO3, like putting a geode back together to hide all its color.

[imgae-insertshockedgasps-16]

dude everyone knew i was Different as a kid. did they know it was auDHD and shit? no, but they knew i was Different.

i sat alone at lunch and didn't mind until someone else pointed it out. i missed pieces and parts of conversations bc no one was particularly interested in my participation and i just couldn't seem to keep on track. i joined and dropped groups like hot potato bc they didn't fit, i didn't fit, no one else seemed to want me to fit.

i made three or four Friends. they were My Friends. invited them to every celebration and hang out and went to their houses and they came over occasionally. bc they were My Friends.

but i was just their friend. they had other friends, they didn't have any Friends, only friends, and none of their friends particularly liked me.

i became the Last Resort. nothing else happening in town? well at least i was always down to hang. my parents were nice (to them) and i'd almost never turn them down, cause i was attention starved and desperate for positive human interaction and they were My Friends even if i wasn't theirs.

but they moved away, or summer came, or they found different interests, or, or, or, and suddenly My Friends..... weren't, anymore.

and so i was Friendless.

i mean, ofc i had friends. or, well, acquaintances. people i saw and talked to every day, who would probably call me "friend", who i didn't feel any particular way about. but i had no Friends, i was Friend-less and lost.

my once-Friends had spread out amongst different cliques and groups, so i would find myself with the Cool Kids in lunch one day or the Bad Boys in study hall or the Funny Ones in history or....

but i never really fit anywhere, i changed myself day-to-day hour-by-hour minute-by-minute i shifted depending on the people around me bc if i could just get them to like me then Maybe i'd get my Friends back

it didn't work, ofc. i ended up moving away, we didn't keep in touch.

and at them time it was Fine, i was Fine. Problem, What Problem? There Is No Problem Here What Do You Mean.

but now here i am, still struggling, bc i want Friends and most people don't seem to understand the concept of Friends, or they do, and i'm not it.

so yeah, i didn't always know i was autistic, or that i have ADHD, but i always knew i was Different. bc everyone around me knew, and made it very clear.

[buglover77]

oh, so when SPIDER-MAN can sense a bug moving on the wall across the room, doesn’t have the fine motor control to get the right amount of toothpaste, and can feel each individual drop of sweat down his neck, it’s a “super power,” but for me it’s a “sensory processing disorder” yeah okay sounds fake doc I think you just don’t want me to stop you from committing crimes, how about THAT

[a-wondering-thought]

i kinda hate the question "do you have a good memory?" because my answer to that is that i honestly dont know because how do i explain that yes i can remember smth from years ago in/with really specific detail but if you ask me what/if i had breakfast i will not be able to give you an answer

[cold--carnage]

I'd love to get the thing done but I need 7-12 hours of unstructured free time every day or else I implode so it'll be tough to fit into my schedule

[medicalunprofessional]

So

, What went wrong ?

[secondbeatsongs]

if anyone's curious what adhd is actually like, twenty minutes ago I paused a video game to look up spoilers for it so I can get the Good Ending™, and yet now I find myself looking at pictures of anglerfish, with only vague memories of what happened inbetween these two points

[whmp]

hey, it's me! i'm still alive, somehow, though just barely. this semester has been pretty tough so far and will probably remain that way until spring. despite this, i managed to add some fun new features. : ) ALSO i promise 100000% that if you sent me an ask i WILL answer it. i will. anyway, look at all those cool things! -> a system for cuts, bruises, tattoos, wounds and other decorations your whumpee's skin is an empty canvas. whether you fill it with scars and wounds or cutesy band aids is up to you!

the way this is set up is kind of like a bunch of stickers. so for example, if you decide to hurt the lil' guy with something sharp, he'll get a "stab wound" sticker in the spot you decided to target. over time, that sticker will change over to a "stab scar" one. it's a very flexible way to do things, but it still needs some work and a couple big changes, since it's very unfriendly to low-end computers. in terms of visuals though, it should look exactly the same as the decal-based "decorations" for your whumpee that you see above!

- a better way of getting that dude on camera the camera system is now a lot more immersive and will fit the story. the awkward developer cam that could clip into walls is no more.

you can drag around the view and zoom in and out by scrolling. as you progress, you'll get access to even more ways to invade your whumpee's privacy. : )

-> new ways to get horny in the last devlog post (around 1000 years ago) i said that you won't see any "horny accessories" in the upcoming updates. that was a complete lie, sorry! here's a preview of some cool new horns you can give to your whumpee.

the neat part is that the horns are customizable - other than just choosing the shape, you can modify their size and color gradient. -> other stuff + story i've made plenty of changes and additions to the back end. most of it is not flashy or super significant - most of the time and energy i could dedicate to the project went right into fueling the violent, bloody conflict between me and custom shader code. i've also made some updates to how time is simulated and fixed a bunch of bugs. there is now a sound system too! i'll look for some copyright-free sfx and music before the next update. oh, and there's some lore too!

i've been experimenting with different ways of delivering the main storyline. heavily stylized cutscene-like sequences were very fun to do! not sure if i'll stick with this style though. either way, i have the general outline of something that resembles a plot. >: ) that's it for now! again, sorry for the irregular update schedule. i've been following the "no progress for a long time, then one night you have all the energy and inspiration in the world and you zone the fuck out for an unhealthy amount of time just working on your thing then until realize that you're going to be asleep within the next 40 seconds" development strategy - hopefully, my brain will kindly allow me to switch to a more comfortable workflow. :' ) taglist below: (let me know if you want to be added OR LET ME KNOW IF I FORGOT TO ADD YOU IM SO SORRY) @whumpinthepot @andithewhumper @pigeonwhumps @monarchthefirst @scp-1296 @whumpedydump @screenys-whump-corner @whumpshaped @bloodsweatandpotato @burning-and-remembering @thealmightyconeoftruth @whimpity-whumpity @catnykit @vietbluecoeur @rainythealias @cardboardarsonist @snakebites-and-ink @lthrboy @woo-lu-woo @wingsofadragonsstuff @wecoffphm @bayvel @pics-and-fanfics @dokidokisadness @generic-whumperz @lambetjenasus @aarika-merrill @hayaneakabane @moons-cozy-corner @brittaunfiltered09 @rule-masochism @reverie1234 @oddsconvert @wh-wh-whumpified @currentlyinthesprial @cupcakes-and-pain @heavenlyden @whumpsday @likeadeadbattery @stay-on-topic1 @cyborg0109 @kawhump @astrowhump

[get-acronixed-meme]

[prettyprincessbuckley]

adhd buck fixating on eddies autism and researching so heavily on the topic and bringing this all to eddie giving him facts and buying all these things that he thinks will help eddie and eddie who doesn’t even know he has autism cause never got tested as a kid due to his parents is just so confused by the whole thing

[synthshenanigans]

I can't help it so I'm going on a mini rant about one singular line from Light because I'm so incredibly normal about it.

The line by Whole "This human you're being" has so much going on with it that means sm to me & I wish was discussed more.

It can mean, to Heart & Mind, that 1. you shouldn't treat the other half as something below a human being. Heart talking about how cold & uncaring Mind is. A madman thats turning whole into something he shouldn't be. Mind saying that Heart is something weaker than a human. A vile creature that should be left out or thrown away. Or how both their views on Soul are either something to control/that has control and not as a being that's a part of themselves/Whole. Not seeing it as a being with its own thoughts & identity [for the first half of Cacophony at least].

Whole stating that they're all just as important & human as the other and they shouldn't view them as something other than that.

But 2. Whole telling them that they should not only view the other as human but themselves as well.

While yes they do insult the other frequently, they also insult themself a fair bit as well. Mind viewing himself as a machine, something thats supposed to be cold & uncaring. Always having to be right about everything and never fail, otherwise he himself is a failure. Heart calling himself weak & vile. Overly emotional about everything; getting too heated in an argument, being too unhappy with life or himself in general to the point where it all seems too much care for and so he flips to becoming apathetic. Thinking those things make him fail at everything and only make things worse.

Or Soul having trouble seeing himself as something that has its own identity. His own Heart & Mind [and in turn his own head] fighting about what they should be. How they should act or deal with things and how they shouldn't. What roles they're all supposed to fit into. All to the point where Soul doesn't know what its supposed to do anymore or how to be anything which leads him to the Tridential Regicide answer.

And 3. Despite everything mentioned before, all three of them [together or apart] are being Human. That despite the Cacophony they're in, how likely it can happen again & loop back over, they'll still be human no matter what. That it just comes with being human. How they shouldn't strive to never have failures or have ups & downs or to be something others want them to be. That what they are already is enough & that they'll get outta Cacophony permanently one day and they can finally stay whole.

I frickin love Light overall but GOD that line kills me everytime I hear it. Especially when connecting heavily to the album and its characters or ideas it just hits hard & is so nice to hear.

Man I just typed 5½ paragraphs over ONE (1) singular line of a song that I've listed to for over a year and I still will never ever be normal about it.

[urplepurplegurgleturgle]

My brother genuinely just forgot I was trans he asked me if I get bothered by having random boners and I just looked at him in silence before he went “OH FUCK WAIT-“