#absolutely sickening (affectionately)

[tardxsblues]

Hatred is too strong an emotion to waste on someone that you don't like.

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hii! can i please request smothering riize with hugs after they've had a long day? no pressure, tysm! (ps you're so pretty)

Thank you, darling

𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝐑𝐢𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Pairings: ot7 x fem!reader

Cw: Tooth rotting absolutely sickening relationship Fluff, Suggestive content

A/n: I hardly ever do this, but I couldn't ignore how cute this request was. I don't even know if I can write Fluff, cause I'm always writing trauma based nonsense, but I love Riize so let's see...

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─── ⋆⋅ Shotaro

Affection is an abundant asset in your relationship, something I imagine you both reciprocating so seamlessly, whether in the presence of outsiders or not. Dawn could be bleeding into an early evening when your tired, overworked boyfriend finds himself ambling his way back home. Sporting a slightly worn version of the perpetual smile he always wore on his face when he drearily pushes in the password sequence for the door lock. Despite how utterly defeated his muscles feel from the strenuous amount of dancing he’s pushed himself through, Shotaro still finds his face muscles widening into an even bigger smile when you’re standing in the middle of the hall waiting for him on the other side.

“Stalker much?” He mumbles despite the smile blossoming onto his face. You roll your eyes but open your arms nonetheless, watching in amusement as Shotaro quickly kicks off his shoes to ram himself into your arms. His face is buried in between your neck and shoulders despite the height difference, and he exhales loudly when he feels your arms enclose around his back. You would stay in this position however long Shotaro felt was necessary because if you dare try to pull away first, you'd probably have to deal with a series of whining and ‘Do I smell that bad?’ Or

‘If you hate me, just say that’’

He would, in fact, pout up a storm, so please just leave him be, thanks.

─── ⋆⋅ Eunseok

By and large, not an affectionate person in the slightest, but you are… so he physically and quite frankly just had to just deal with it. Whenever the sudden urge to just feel him in your arms would ween its way into your heart, you’d go find him purely to satiate this desire.

He’d see you coming, jokingly swerving past your open arms, as he made his to your bedroom. He would eventually let you catch him and tackle him in a swarm of warmth and love.

His body is as rigid as an arrow.

"You're leeching," he'd deadpan, but you never moved away from him, choosing instead to wrap your legs around his torso, burying your face into the hard outlines of his chest.

"Yeah, well, you'd just have to deal with it or shoot me,"

"I don't have a gun on me," he'd mumble, and despite it all, you'd eventually feel his hand coming up behind you, fingers rubbing up and down your back in a Featherlite touch.

─── ⋆⋅ Sungchan

Would turn any innocent display of affection, like you simply wanting to wrap him up in a hug, into something less than innocent.

You would, simply and succinctly, feel the need to press up against him in a line at the grocery shop. While you both waited for the line to progress, you would hook your arms around his. Because of yet another ungodly height difference, you’re resting your head against his torso, immediately rousing him from whatever thoughts were turning the cogs in his head.

He’d gently rest his hand on your side, rubbing dizzying circles until his hand swiped lower than it was supposed to, immediately causing you to push off him with a smack and a scoff.

“This is why we can’t have nice things,” You’d mumble unimpressed.

“You’re so sexy when you’re mad at me,” He’d mumble, looking down at you with hooded eyes.

‘Don’t piss me off’ is a near constant phrase in your relationship.

─── ⋆⋅ Wonbin

He's almost always doing absolutely nothing when the sudden urge to envelop him in your arm strikes out of nowhere. You could both be reclined comfortably on the couch, heavily invested some over produced Hollywood nonsense before your attention turns to your boyfriend, munching idly on his popcorn while his eyes stay glued om the TV in front of him. His hair tucked under a beanie while the rest of his clad in comfortable oversized clothes.

You'd quite literally lunge at him in a moment of weakness, arms encircling around his head as you pull the beanie off and pull him tightly.

“Can I never have peace in your presence?” He'd ask in his incredibly soft voice before relaxing in your hold, letting himself sink on top of you with his head buried in your chest.

“You say that, but I know your ass loves it-”

“I love your boobs,” he'd mumble before placing a kiss on your chest.

“This is a shit movie,” you'd mumble back, “I hope you know that,”

“Shush,” He'd silence you by placing a finger on your lips. “Keep doing that.” He says, and you stroke his head idly as he resumes watching his bad movie.

─── ⋆⋅ Seunghan

Another one who'd turn an innocent hug into something completely uncalled for. He'd motion for you to join him on the couch with like a flick of his head while he's playing video games, and you'd plop down beside him. Without peeling his eye away from his game, he'd snidely inform you that, “I don't have rabies,”

You'd smile mumbling your little, “I know,”

He'd peer intermittently at you, voice monotonous as he says, “Then why are you over there?”

You'd almost immediately shuffle onto his lap and he'd recline backwards, giving you more space to wrap your arms around him and bury your face into the crook of his neck.

“Focus on your game,” you'd chide lightly when you feel him readjusting himself underneath you.

“Fuck the game.”

─── ⋆⋅ Sohee

It would be weird if he didn't find himself locked in your hold whenever you were in the same vicinity as you. Sohee was like a mother to a flame whenever you two were around each other. This is but a known fact to acquaintances and his members alike. If you stopped by to watch a snippet of his sance practice, his smile would brighten at the sight of you. Alert the nearest member to your presence as if they didn't have eyes themselves. He would quite literally be jumping on the balls of his heels in anticipation for the next break. You'd watch him from the sidelines with a small smile and a wave, which he returns enthusiastically. Once break his call, Sohee makes a direct beeline towards you, and you unconsciously open your arms, allowing him to walk right into them. His front pressed to yours as he mumbled incoherently about his day.

“You smell so good-” he'd ignore the snickers of his fruends behind him, all watching this public display of affection with immense amusement.

“They're just jealous,” he'd say and you'd nod in encouragement, kissing the tip of his nose in agreement.

─── ⋆⋅ Anton

He may not be the first to initiate the affection, but he would never, ever push you away. It could be the dead of night when you find your boyfriend working very meticulously on his laptop.

Mixing and mastering various beats and melodies with his eyebrows scrunched in absolute concentration. You’d gradually make your way into the room, eyes glimmering with intention as you wrap your arms around him from behind.

“Woah,” He'd say softly, “Hi.”

Bending down to splay gentle kisses on his cheek. A cheek that steadily grows warmer, the longer your lips drag across his soft skin.

“What're you busy with, Big boy?” He'd try valiantly, to stave off the heat of arousal that tightens his lower abdomen, clearing his throat lightly.

“O-Oh well, I'm just finishing up this demo,” he hates the way his voice stutters unnaturally just the sheer proximity of you. “I don't even know if this'll make it onto the album- ah jeez,” he squeezes his eyes shut because your lips are brushing against the underside of his ear now. Your arms are wrapped warmly around him from behind and he's in complete heaven.

“I'm trying to splice this beat into something that sounds less like a Brickwall filter and more of something actually listenable,” he snorts lightly through his nose.

“I don't know what any of those words mean, Ant,” mumble into his neck.

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[fairycheol]

enhypen as boyfriends

이희승

Heeseung is the type of boyfriend who likes to playfully flirt with you in public just to get a reaction out of you. It’s a habit he’s had since before you started dating.

But with his teasing comes his never ending urge to protect and take care of you, doesn’t matter if it’s pulling you to the inside of a sidewalk, tying your shoes for you, and making sure you are eating regularly.

And trust if he finds out you’ve skipped a meal, he’s sitting you down and personally hand feeding you everything.

Arguments between you two rarely occur and when they do happen it’s usually over something small, like forgetting to text him good morning or give him a kiss goodbye.

This man is so dramatic he once ignored you for an entire week because you mistook one of Jake’s hoodies as his (｡-_-｡)

All in all he just wants you to be happy with him, and he’s willing to do pretty much anything to make sure you feel that way.

박종성

Jay I think is more of a silent lover. He’s not screaming “I love you!” in your face 24/7 like some of the other members, but that doesn’t necessarily mean his love for you is any less.

He prefers showing his love for you by putting his black card to use no matter how much it may annoy you. Jay’s rich tho, so he has no problem dropping 1k dollars for you when he wants.

And while the expensive bouquet of flowers and fancy restaurant dates are nice, Jay also knows how to plan a more relaxed dinner date.

He’ll put his cooking skills to use and make a cute little picnic just for you, complete with activities like painting or stargazing.

You also didn’t hear this from me but, Jay is an extreme cuddlier. I’m talking straight up will put you in a chokehold just to keep you from getting up and leaving him in the freezing cold.

Kind of want my own silent lover Jay now ☹️

심재윤

Oh lord where do i even begin with Jake.

I guess i’ll start off by saying that he loves showing you off. I’m talking will go up to random strangers in a 7/11 to say things like,

“this is my girlfriend? isnt she so pretty?” and then he proceeds to get upset if the person agrees or says nothing at all like okay 💀

Then you have to yell at him for drawing to much attention to you when you have on disney pajama pants and the first sweater you could find from off your dirty floor, but he still insists you look great.

Apart from that he’s not afraid of being affectionate in public, he’ll hug you, hold your hand, and kiss you at any given moment. He still knows when to keep a respectable amount of distance between you two, especially if you begin to show signs of discomfort.

This man would be so in love it’s actually sickening, he stares at you like you made the universe. (cue Niki dramatically gagging in the background)

박성훈

The two of you are either polar opposite’s or the exact same in terms of personality but otherwise, star-crossed lovers. That’s exactly what you guys are.

Sunghoon I think is a perfect combination of what Jay and Jake are as boyfriends. He’s quiet but can get really loud with his affection whenever he wants.

Café dates are a must. He enjoys the peacefulness of sitting together drinking coffee and talking about how you’re both feeling.

I get the feeling his favorite form of physical affection is hugging you, getting to feel the warmth from your body and the way you nuzzle into his neck makes him feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

He’ll never admit this to you but he loves being woken up with kisses onto the moles that decorate his pale skin. He’s faked being asleep at least 10 times just to get some kisses and bask in the warmth of it all.

김선우

Sunoo is probably the most energetic lover out of all the enhypen members. Nothing and i mean absolutely nothing can stop him from letting it be known just how happy he is to have you in his life.

He loves any and all kinds of dates, baking dates? loves it. stay at home dates? he’s got snacks ready. fancy dates? oh he’s going ALL OUT.

Taking pictures of the two of you is another favorite of his. His camera roll is 90% just you. He tears up a little when he has to make room for camera storage cause he wants to cherish your memories together on his phone.

I think he’s also very big on keeping you well fed. He’s always making trips to the store and buying your favorite snacks so you never run out.

Physical affection is another big thing for him, he wants you to feel his love not just through his words and actions but quite literally through his body too.

He’s a perfect boyfriend.

양정원

Jungwon, Jungwon, Jungwon, our lovely leader is def a shy lover. He’s quiet but his actions speak a lot louder than words.

He basks in the warmth of your love and affection. He’s exactly like a cat, YOU kind of have to do all the work but it’s honestly not as bad as it sounds.

He lives for dates in the park, getting to walk around and find a good place to set up your picnic makes him very happy for some reason.

And trust me when i say he has fallen asleep on your lap a good number of times, but he can’t help it! he just gets all warm and happy around you.

I do think because of his leader instincts he’s very protective of you. One time you scraped your knee at the park and my guy was running around almost in tears ready to fight the pebble you tripped on.

He eventually calmed down enough to get some bandaids from a near by store and fix you up. He insisted on carrying you all the way home and was some how successful on doing so.

西村 力

He’s your concert/trip buddy. You two will go anywhere and everywhere together it kind of annoys the members but hey, young love.

He once spotted you at one of their tour stops in the U.S. and he almost lost his mind. Fans got suspicious as to why he began to pay so much attention to the section you were sitting in.

Niki likes to facetime you at random parts of the day just to annoy you, jkjk he does it cause he wants to talk with you. Being around the hyungs for so long makes him miss you and feel lonely but he’ll never admit that.

He more often then not will sneak you into the practice room to show off his dancing and will ask for your opinion afterwards.

It’s mandatory that you give him a kiss everytime he does something good or else he gets upset 😠

All in all he’s just happy to have someone to call his home away from home.

[stawbeemilk]

⤷ relationship headcanons – hq

✩ characters: hinata, bokuto, tendou

✩ warnings: f!reader

✩ a/n: i had so much fun writing the first part so i'm doing more!! i love these three so much it's actually insane

⭑ hinata

⤷ you two are so cute together it's almost sickening, you're definitely that couple who everyone is lowkey jealous of because of how utterly infatuated you are with each other

⤷ hinata literally adores you so much, he sometimes annoys his friends and teammates because of how much he talks about you

⤷ he tries to dial it back but he can't help it, he just loves you so much— you and volleyball occupy pretty much all of his thoughts <3

⤷ hinata is literally a ray of sunshine, he always knows how to make you feel better when you're having a bad day

⤷ likes to send you good morning and good night texts when the two of you are apart, it's his way of showing you that he's thinking of you

⤷ he definitely prefers to be the little spoon when cuddling, but gets super embarrassed if you ever mention it in front of anyone

⤷ hinata thinks you look adorable in his clothes, whenever you put on one of his t-shirts and it's all loose and oversized on you it makes him weak in the knees— you're just too cute <3

⤷ he can't explain why but he gets so flustered whenever you wear his jersey and will start blushing and fumbling his words

⤷ loves to randomly pick you up and spin you around, lifting you so effortlessly as if you weigh nothing to him

⤷ lets you do his makeup because he gets to see your face up close, he thinks you look so pretty when you're focused and will have a lovesick grin plastered on his face the entire time

⤷ likes doing chores with you such as cleaning the house or buying groceries together, but every time you go shopping he somehow always manages to get lost and you end up spending half of the trip looking for each other

⤷ hinata is always showering you with compliments, and will call you beautiful at least three times a day

⤷ overall a huge sweetheart <3

⭑ bokuto

⤷ when bokuto falls in love, he falls hard— he adores absolutely everything about you and genuinely thinks the world of you

⤷ he's a very affectionate boyfriend, definitely gives the best hugs and makes you feel so safe when he wraps those beefy arms around you <3

⤷ he loves pda and will happily kiss you regardless of who's watching, but only if you're okay with it!! he never wants to make you uncomfortable and will definitely tone it down if you ask him to

⤷ bokuto can't sleep without you, when the two of you are away from each other he always has to call you and listen to your voice or else he won't be able to sleep

⤷ whenever you're sad he will do everything in his power to try and cheer you up or comfort you— likes to break out the puppy dog eyes if you refuse to tell him why you're upset

⤷ if you have an argument, he's always the first to apologise, even if he wasn't in the wrong

⤷ the first time you took him to a yakiniku restaurant on a date he very nearly got down on one knee and proposed to you

⤷ no matter how busy bokuto is with volleyball, he always manages to make time for you

⤷ he loves when you come to his games and cheer for him, and whenever he scores a point he'll make a heart with his hands at you

⤷ regardless of whether the team wins or loses, you always give him the biggest hug afterwards and tell him how proud of him you are

⤷ bokuto enjoys watching you do your skincare routine and will be over the moon when you ask him if he wants to do it with you

⤷ he would be lying if he said he understood what any of your products actually were, but he loves the feeling of you applying all the different creams and serums to his face

⤷ he's such a golden retriever bf

⭑ tendou

⤷ tendou still doesn't understand how he managed to end up with someone as gorgeous as you, he honestly thinks he's the luckiest guy on earth

⤷ literally worships the ground you walk on

⤷ he still can't believe he gets to wake up next to you, and he sometimes has to pinch himself in the morning to make sure he isn't dreaming

⤷ the first time you called him handsome he cried

⤷ tendou gets so excited if you're someone who also likes anime, the two of you binge watch so many shows together and he'll talk about his favourite characters with you for hours

⤷ takes you on cute little café and park dates

⤷ he's also quite spontaneous and will do things like randomly surprise you with tickets to disneyland or the eiffel tower

⤷ likes to sneak up behind you and scare you for absolutely no reason, he thinks it's so cute when you get mad at him for it

⤷ tendou actually gets really insecure if he catches someone else flirting with you— it's not that he doesn't trust you, because he does more than anything, it's just that there's always a voice in the back of his mind telling him you could do so much better than him </3

⤷ needs a lot of cuddles and reassurance from you, please tell him that he's good enough and that you love him just the way he is

⤷ if you have a sweet tooth, he likes to surprise you by bringing you little chocolates home from work <3

⤷ he's so touched starved, when the two of you first started dating it caught him so off guard when you would show him affection

⤷ but as time went on and he grew accustomed to your touch it wasn't long before he revealed his clingy side to you— asking you for cuddles and kisses all the time and sending you texts while he's at work saying that he misses you

⤷ protect him

⤷ please do not repost my works on any other sites!

[manwrre]

It’s bordering on two weeks since Hargrove’s arrival at Hawkins High, when Steve realizes he’s crushing on the guy. Like—‘doodling hearts in the margins of his books and racking up a list of things he likes about him’ type crushing.

They’ve barely interacted after that night at the party. Outside of social gatherings, they just run in different circles; Steve, filling his time with Robin and occasionally third-wheeling Nancy and Jonathan, while Billy hangs out with the more popular crowd.

Their schedules also don’t overlap despite the blonde taking a number of senior-level classes, with the exception of gym and lunch.

The list though, is still so painstakingly long. Ego-stroking-ly lengthy. Embarrassingly indulgent, all on his behalf.

Steve would much rather nosedive into the quarry, than divulge too deeply into it with anyone.

Especially around or to the guy’s actual face, at the risk of Billy’s head becoming too big for his body (even though Steve thinks he’d make an adorable bobble head). Or you know, worse— like him, getting absolutely brained in front of everyone.

Which must say a lot about him as a person because apparently, this is his type. Beautiful, angry, conceited boys.

Regardless, there are some objective mentions on his list though.

Things that the general public would agree on, like Billy’s Michelle-Pfeiffer curls; loose and wavy but so, so golden.

His eyes are a close second, of course because Steve’s seen a lot of bright blues but Billy’s remind him of the vacation he’d spent in Aruba, as a kid. Remind him of a horizon-kissed vastness and warm water lapping at his ankles on a private beach.

The public also agrees that Billy’s got a banging body. He’s thicker than most because he actually gives a shit and ‘works out religiously’ but it’s not all muscle. His abdomen and thighs are firm but his pecs and ass have the right amount of give. A perfect amount of softness.

Steve would know because he’s had to will away many boners at the sight of them.

And Billy’s funny in a witty, sarcastic way. He grins toosharptooprettytoobright and dangerous. He’s smart too, like taking mostly AP classes smart and he’s smug about it all because he knows he’s hot shit. Of course, the bastard is self aware. Cocky. Steve likes him so much. Wants him so bad that it’s dizzying, sickening.

So yeah, there’s stuff that everyone can agree on but then….then, there’s whatever this is.

This being the two penny-sized indents at the base of Billy’s spine. Symmetrical and just defined enough for average eye to discern.

When Steve sees them for the first time though, he promptly drops the basketball in his hands. In front of everyone. During fucking gym class. Purely out of shock.

He catches himself within the same breath and quickly looks away.

Swallows.

Ignores the pointed look that Patrick sends him for flaking out, mid-pass, like some kind of freak and looks around cooly.

Because Billy Hargrove has dimples of venus.

Affectionately dubbed a sign of beauty by Michelangelo. Famed after the Greek goddess’ simulacrum. Called dimples of Apollo on men, which suits Billy all the more, in Steve’s opinion.

The sun child.

Flushed with life. Deserving of avid worshippers. A being deserving of wax poetic. Glittering, dazzling, vibrant and the Camaro, his chariot.

And he knows this because dimples are like, his freckles. His glasses. His braces. They’re a niche, little thing that he finds just devastating. Achingly cute. Nancy has a pair of them near her laugh lines that he would kiss everyday and prod at, endeared.

So he ambles on through practise a little out of breath and red in the face with his newfound knowledge.

Watches Billy jog over to the locker room with everyone else at the end; skin slick and sweat pooling at the divots of his waistband. Tempting.

He stands back and feigns trying to catch his breath, his hands on his knees. Eyes the younger boy’s retreating form from up through his hair. Imagines hooking his thumbs into the depressions of his flesh.

Relishes in the thought of splaying his hands across the width of his waist.

Feels his mouth go dry and a rush of white heat surging south.

Licks his lips absentmindedly as his cock aches to life and makes the decision to skip the locker room schtick, save anyone realizing he’s sporting a half chub.

Instead, he grabs his backpack and heads out to his car. The parking lot is mostly empty by the time he gets there and devoid of anyone interested in him enough to wave him over. He tosses his stuff into the backseat of the Beemer and speeds off before anyone can catch up to him.

It’s a short drive to his house but he spends it envisioning Billy in all sorts of compromising positions. Thinks about the flush on his skin when he plays and the heat in his eyes— wonders how easily he gives in; loud-mouth turned soft and pliant at the faintest hint of pleasure.

He barely makes it inside before shucking his bag off and stripping himself bare of sweat-sticky clothes. In the same breath, he’s fisting a too damp hand around his cock and hissing at the near painful throb. His only relief comes from the coldness of the door against his back as he slumps against it.

Precum beads at the flushed head and he gathers it all on the upstroke to ease the glide. Squeezes his eyes shut so tightly that honeyed galaxies explode behind the lids and he can’t think.

Can’t think about the consequences of jerking off to someone he sees damn near everyday. Doesn’t care enough to avoid the impending embarrassment.

Why would he? Instead, he thinks of Billy laid out beneath him, all pretty and flushed and glittering; his eyes wet with unshed tears and ruddy lower lip between his teeth as he looks over his shoulder at him. Imagines the roughness of his voice and his muscles all pulled taut as Steve knocks the air out of his lungs with each slam of his cock.

He fucks into the tight ‘o’ of his hand, already so goddamn close and conjures up the image of twin dips. Wants to paint pearlescent white across the bronze expanse of Billy’s back; let it pool where he is favored by the Gods.

The thought has him biting back a moan as he grinds into the slickness of his hold. The heat in his gut expands so greatly, so suddenly, that his hips flex with the intensity of it. Until finally,

it snaps.

Like a star beneath the pressures of gravity; with all the strength and ferocity of a supernova. And he’s spilling all over his hand in a few stiff, jerky thrusts and breathing out a low, garbled “Fuck, Billy— shitshitshit.”

And God, he’s so screwed.

[hellcat8908]

omg imagine cassian with a s/o that has a crush on him, like an actual huge crush, they’re mated, married and have been for a long time but she still blushes and gets nervous around him. She gossips with her friends ab cute stuff he does and she’s just being soooo inlove. She tries on new dresses and literally does everything to get his attention even though she already has it, He notices obviously and thinks it’s so cute😩🥹 imagine he’s in a meeting and he gets out of his office and reader just runs up to him and leaps in his arm and AHHHH SO CUTEE

I love an overly affectionate couple, especially the idea of Cass being that way.

Permanent Honeymoon Phase Cassian x Female Reader

Warnings: some nudity.

Mor had invited you to check out a new boutique that had recently opened, and you were always looking for cute new clothes to wear for Cassian. "It's really sickening how in love you are with him." She tells you after hearing about your latest date. "One day, you'll find someone you're crazy about." You tell her. "If you say so." She replies. You keep flipping through the rack before finding the perfect dress. You squeal with excitement at the gradient red to black dress with the thigh-high slit. "He is going to love this!" You announce excitedly before finding the perfect Garnet necklace to go with it. You kept Mor company while she continued to shop as she teased you about your crush on your mate. You knew it was all in fun and that she was genuinely happy for the two of you.

After shopping, you were planning on waiting at home for Cassian, but decided to surprise him after his meeting. You had time to run home and change before making your way to the river house. Once inside, you ran into Feyre. She complimented you on your new dress telling you that you looked gorgeous. "Cassian is going to absolutely love it!" She says, taking in the color of it. "I wanted to surprise him after his meeting." You tell her. "They should be just about done, its just the three of them now if you want to crash it." She says with a smile. "I don't want to be rude and interrupt." You respond. "I do it all the time," she says with a wink, "besides they should be about done, you know them. They are probably just talking and hanging out anyway." She says, rolling her eyes at the idea.

You excuse yourself and make your way to Rhys office. You knock on the door, a second later you hear Rhys say "Come in." You open the door and step inside. Once you are inside, Cassian stares at you. You start second guessing your decision to interrupt them until he is standing in front of you. Before you can say anything, he's picking you up and carrying you out of Rhys's office. "Looks like our meeting is done." Rhys says with a laugh. "You can't blame him. She looks good." You hear Azriel comment, causing you to blush. "I heard that, asshole. Keep your eyes to yourself." Cass yells over his shoulder to him. Azriel just laughs in response.

"You could've finished your meeting." You tell him. "Not a chance in hell. You look too good to keep waiting." He says. You blush at his compliment. "Where should I take you tonight, gorgeous?" How about that new place that opened a few weeks ago, we haven't been there yet." You tell him excitedly. "Sounds good to me. Let's go home so I can change real quick, then I'm all yours." He says. Once you get home, he quickly changes into black pants and a red shirt to match you. "How do I look?" He asks. "Handsome as ever, babe, you know that." You tell him before he escorts you to dinner. You get a table on the patio as the sun begins to set. You spend most of the dinner talking about each others day and flirting. Cassian orders chocolate cake for dessert and splits it with you. He feeds you bites in between his own.

After dessert, you take a walk along the Sidra. "Do you ever think we'll  grow out of this phase?" You ask casually. "What do you mean?" He responds. "Do you think you'll ever stop being excited to see me or stop going on dates together?" You elaborate. "Of course not, gorgeous. I love all the things we do together." He says with a smile before leaning in to kiss you. You deepen the kiss, tangling your fingers in his hair. "I love you." You whisper as you break the kiss. "I love you too." He says with a boyish grin. "You're feet have got to be killing you in those heels." He mentions. "A little, but nothing unbearable." You answer. "Let's get you home." He says before picking you up bridal syle and flying you home. He lands gracefully outside the door before carrying you inside.

Once inside, he carries you to the bedroom and sits you on the bed before kneeling you, remove your shoes. His hands grib your foot and gently start massaging them, causing you to let out a low moan, "Cass, that feels amazing." He keeps massaging your foot from the heel to the toes, the achiness from your shoes fading. He switches to the other foot and repeats the process. After your feet are like putty in his hands, he helps you up and takes you into the bathroom. He turns the water on in the shower before starting to undress you. He unzips the back and slips the straps off your shoulders, allowing it to fall in a pool of fabric around your feet. Next to go is your lingerie, and soon you're standing naked in front of him.

You start unbuttoning his shirt, exposing his muscular chest, and abs before you slide it off his shoulders, allow it to join your dress. Next, you unbutton and drop his pants along with his boxer briefs. Now both naked, he leads you into the shower as he lathers up a cloth and gently starts washing you, starting at your neck and working his way to your shoulders. He takes his time washing you from head to toe before rinsing the suds away. He takes your shampoo and gently massages your scalp while washing your hair. "That feels amazing." You tell him. "I love taking care of you." He replies before rinsing your hair. Once he's finished, you switch places. You gently wash him from head to toe, taking extra time to massage his back and shoulders. You smile as you feel the tension leave his body. You wash his hair next while massaging his scalp as he lets out a small moan. You carefully rinse his hair before stepping out and drying each other off.

He dresses you in one of his shirts before pulling a pair os sleep pants on. He indicates you to sit the theMor had invited you to check out a new boutique that had recently opened, and you were always looking for cute new clothes to wear for Cassian. "It's really sickening how in love you are with him." She tells you after hearing about your latest date. "One day you'll find someone you're crazy about." You tell her. "If you say so." She replies. You keep flipping through the rack before finding the perfect dress. You squeal with excitement at the gradient red to black dress with the thigh high slit. "He is going to love this!" You announce excitedly before finding the perfect Garnet necklace to go with it. You kept Mor company while she continued to shop as she teased you about your crush on your mate. You knew it was all in fun and that she was genuinely happy for the two of you.

After shopping you were planning on waiting at home for Cassian, but decided to surprise him after his meeting. You had time to run home and change before making your way to the river house. Once inside you ran into Feyre. She complimented you on your new dress telling you that you looked gorgeous. "Cassian is going to absolutely love it!" She says, taking in the color of it. "I wanted to surprise him after his meeting." You tell her. "They should be just about done, its just the three of them now if you want to crash it." She says with a smile. "I don't want to be rude and interrupt." You respond. "I do it all the time," she says with a wink, "besides they should be about done, you know them. They are probably just talking and hanging out anyways." She says rolling her eyes at the idea.

You excuse yourself and make your way to Rhys office. You knock on the door, a second later you hear Rhys say "Come in." You open the door and step inside. Once you inside Cassian stares at you. You start second guessing your decision to interrupt them, until he is standing in front of you. Before you can say anything he's picking you up and carrying you out of Rhys's office. "Looks like our meeting is done." Rhys says with a laugh. "You can't blame him, she looks good." You hear Azriel comment, causing you to blush. "I heard that, asshole. Keep your eyes to yourself." Cass yells over his shoulder to him. Azriel just laughs in response.

"You could've finished your meeting." You tell him. "Not a chance in hell. You look too good to keep waiting." He says. You blush at his compliment. "Where should I take you tonight, gorgeous?" How about that new place the opened a few weeks ago, we haven't been there yet." You tell him excitedly. "Sounds good to me, let's go home so I can change real quick then I'm all yours." He says. Once you get home he quickly changes into black pants and a red shirt to match you. "How do I look?" He asks. "Handsome as ever babe, you know that." You tell him before he escorts you to dinner. You get a table on the patio as the sun begins to set. You spend most of the dinner talking about each others day and flirting. Cassian orders chocolate cake for dessert and splits it with you. He feeds you bites in between his own.

After dessert you take a walk along the Sidra. "Do you ever think we'll  grow out of this phase?" You ask casually. "What do you mean?" He responds. "Do you think you'll ever stop being excited to see me or stop going on dates together?" You elaborate. "Of course not, gorgeous. I love all the things we do together." He says with a smile before leaning in to kiss you. You deepen the kiss, tangling your fingers in his hair. "I love you." You whisper as you break the kiss. "I love you too." He says with a boyish grin. "You're feet have got to be killing you in those heels." He mentions. "A little, but nothing unbearable." You answer. "Let's get you home." He says before picking you up bridal syle and flying you home. He lands gracefully outside the door before carrying you inside.

Once inside he carries you to the bedroom and sits you on the bed before kneeling you remove your shoes. His hands grib your foot and gently start massaging them causing you to let out a low moan, "Cass that feels amazing." He keeps massaging your foot from the heel to the toes, the achiness from your shoes fading. He switches to the other foot and repeats the process. After your feet are like putty in his hands he helps you up and takes you into the bathroom. He turns the water on in the shower before starting to undress you. He unzips the back and slips the straps off yoour shoulders allowing it to fall in a pool of fabric around your feet. Next to go is your lingerie and soon your standing naked in front of him.

You start unbuttoning his shirt exposing his muscular chest and abs before you slide it off his shoulders allow it to join your dress. Next you unbutton and drop his pants along with his boxer briefs. Now both naked he leads you into the shower as he lathers up a cloth and gently starts washing you, starting at your neck and working his way to your shoulders. He takes his time washing you from head to toe before rinsing the suds away. He takes your shampoo and gently massages your scalp while washing your hair. "That feels amazing." You tell him. "I love taking care of you." He replies before rinsing your hair. Once he's finished you switch places. You gently wash him from head to toe, taking extra time to massage his back and shoulders. You smile as you feel the tension leave his body. You wash his hair next, while massaging his scalp as he lets out a small moan. You carefully rinse his hair before stepping out and drying each other off.

He dresses you in one of his shirts before pulling a pair of sleep pants on. He indicates you to sit the the vanity, which you oblige. He starts gently brushing your hair, being careful not to pull. Once he's brushed it, he pulls it back and starts braiding it. You never get tired of him doing little things like that for you. Once it's braided, he brushes his hair and pulls it into a bun. He takes you to bed and climbs in beside you. He kisses you softly and tells you goodnight as he cuddles up next to you. You wish him goodnight as you fall asleep to the sound of his breathing. vanity, which you oblige. He starts gently brushing your hair, being careful not to pull. Once he's brushed it, he pulls it back and starts braiding it. You never get tired of him doing little things like that for you. Once it's braided, he brushes his hair and pulls it into a bun. He takes you to bed and climbs in beside you. He kisses you softly and tells you goodnight as he cuddles up next to you. You wish him goodnight as you fall asleep to the sound of his breathing.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Thoughts on akutagawa being drawn with no highlights in his eyes, hair, coat, or on rashomon,,,like everything is drawn pure black? I like when he's drawn a little bit like not-human--contrasts real well with Atsushi's dilemma of being a tiger, personally thinking. Also like when he's drawn like a void. Little bit like the cryptid creachur he is. I think you wrote something about it in the tags on panels in his introduction in the Manga. I like to think other characters also see him the way we see him so his void ass scares the fuck out of others too. Man's skeevin and tweakin even in his design

I'm OBSESSED with Akutagawa's design. Look at him. This is what he looks like on a white background:

And this is what he looks like on a black background:

It's BRILLIANT. He literally disappears in the black. He's the ultimate monster. In his appearance, he embodies what above all is most scary for the human psyche: the darkness, the unknown. The way Harukawa took advantage of the the art rule of never using pure black by breaking it in the most clever way! No light gets reflected on him, because his form absorbs everything– is absolute darkness. Visually, his figure itself is Rashomon eating everything it encounters, and it's genius.

He is so nightmare coded. I love his big, inscrutable eyes that look like two voids, two black holes. I love how oftentimes you can't tell where Rashomon ends and where he starts, I love how sick and unhealthy he looks. I love how he looks scruffy like an abandoned dog. I love how young he looks– way younger than he is. It gives the impression of a ghost, someone who was killed before growing up and is now stuck with his young appearance no matter how many centuries pass.

I adore everything about these chapter 33 pages. The way he initially appears as just a single black shape, hardly resembling a human. His crunched, unnatural stance. The staggering. The way you can feel with your senses the thick and sticky blood. The top picture is the left page of the manga, so just imagine the visual impact of turning the page to be hit with an almost full-black page- it's meant to impress, it's meant to shake. The way he's one with the darkness: no textures on him, only white making out his outlines. The way you can't tell where his coat ends. His left arm hanging numb, limp, lifeless, inhuman. The spurts of blood on his face. His smile, how you won't notice it at first and how that makes it all the more disquieting; its juxtaposition with the violence that surrounds him and that he is the cause of. The way he covers his face, the impressions of hiding and looming. His face being split, which only adds to the horror elements. Akutagawa's character design as a whole is an ode to the gothic and grotesque.

And then this. Hello??????????????? The progression from how Akutagawa used to be to the last time we saw him alive is astonishing. It's upsetting. It really makes me wanna cry from a technical execution standpoint alone (imagine from a plot related standpoint). All the black is now replaced with predominant white, everywhere. His shirt is white and candid and pure, emphasizing contrast with the splash of blood in a way that almost results sickening. The blood on him is his this time. His face looks rounder, and healthier, and he overall looks more mature. His smile is sincere and genuine, it's light, it's affectionate. This scene is the culmination of Akutagawa's character both visually and thematically: the monster, Akutagawa, too, can be good, and arguably had good within him since the very start. Does it really matter if he lives after this? His character already developed to be the best version of himself‚ and this panel here is the proof.

Further readings: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)

[son-of-drogo]

Samfro headcannons:

-Frodo was the one to initiate the first kiss. Sam was far too shy.

-Their relationship is very physically affectionate. Even to the point that they can sometimes communicate better through touch than with words.

-which is great when Frodo goes nonverbal.

-Sam absolutely spoils Frodo rotten.

-they both see the other person as "the trophy husband".

-their favorite sleeping position is with Frodo's head burrowed into the crook of Sam's neck with his back pressed against the wall.

-Being pressed against the wall helps Frodo feel safe after the quest.

-When it's too hot, they still hold hands.

-Sam rubs Frodo's chest when the want of the ring is on him. It helps ease the pain of losing it.

-They're constantly cuddling.

-Merry and Pippin constantly tease them about it.

-in a "you two are so cute it's sickening" kind of way.

-Sam keeps a good store of athelas growing in the garden. It's super helpful to have around for both of them.

-Frodo comforts Sam by letting him hold him when he's feeling hypervigilant.

[pianostarinwonderland]

Azul's Character Development In White Day Letters

White Day 2022 letters just got released today, and I'm losing my marbles. I'm losing my fucking marbles over Ashengrotto as we speak I'm really awed by how much attention they put into the fact that these characters developed. Letters of those like Sebek and Silver still reflect that they haven't gone through complete change because their time to shine has yet to come, but there are those characters whose letters reflect how much they changed. Azul is one of them.

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Just a disclaimer that the 2022 White Day letters literally just came out today, and this post will have Azul's 2022 letter completely, so if you don't want to see it yet, please scroll through this post. Anyway, this will be under a cut.

. it's clown time .

So here's Azul's 2022 White Day letter. I'm typing out the contents because some people wish for the images of their letters to not be spread.

My boon companion— What a lovely gift this is. Thank you kindly. If you're ever in need of anything, don't be afraid to reach out. And just to be clear, that's not in return for the gift—after all, I've accepted this as a token of your sentiment. That said, I'm willing to take it somewhat into account with any future bargains we might make.

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Now okay, from the first word, you can already tell that Azul is a lot more sincere in this letter than the last. To compare, here's Azul's 2021 White Day letter.

My dear friend, Thank you so very much for this absolutely wonderful present. I am positively overjoyed to receive such an affectionate gift. When you have the time, please do drop by the Mostro Lounge. Present the enclosed card at the door and you can enjoy a complimentary drink on me.

Now when I mean first word, I don’t mean the way he addresses you but the first two sentences.

2021 letter opens up with: Thank you so very much for this absolutely wonderful present. I am positively overjoyed to receive such an affectionate gift.

2022 letter, on the other hand, opens up with: What a lovely gift this is. Thank you kindly.

The opening sentence of the 2021 letter has the charm dialed up. You can practically taste the sickening sweetness in those words. You especially see this in the phrases “thank you so very much”, “absolutely wonderful present”, “positively overjoyed”, and “receive such an affectionate gift”. In those phrases, Azul used quite a number of unnecessary words. It ends up giving off the impression similar to someone wearing too many accessories in their outfit in an attempt to look ‘charming’. It results in him sounding fake around you just to impress or make you happy, which can also result in you questioning whether he did like the gift or not. It also gives off a kind of haughtiness, especially in the thank you portion (though that could also be the way I imagine him saying it in my head. I always hear him going “thank you oh so much” just from reading that).

But the 2022 letter opens up with something more concise yet sincere. It still has that Azul charm™️, especially with the way he phrases the first sentence. He goes “what a lovely gift this is”, which could have also been phrased as “your gift is lovely” or “the gift you gave was lovely”, sentences that technically convey the same message, but the last two don’t have Azul’s voice, aka it doesn’t match his character as well. However, it’s not dolled up in unnecessary words. He found your gift lovely, plain and simple. And even in the way he says thank you, it’s not excessive. It’s a simple “thank you”. There’s no thought to be fake to impress, he’s expressing his thoughts with no unnecessary words. He likes your gift, and he actually means it.

Moving on to the next part, this is the part where Azul's character development really shines.

In the 2021 letter, Azul says:

When you have the time, please do drop by the Mostro Lounge. Present the enclosed card at the door and you can enjoy a complimentary drink on me.

While in the 2022 letter, Azul says:

If you're ever in need of anything, don't be afraid to reach out. And just to be clear, that's not in return for the gift—after all, I've accepted this as a token of your sentiment. That said, I'm willing to take it somewhat into account with any future bargains we might make.

ouggoohfuoohoghfugo 🤡🤡🤡 fhsdkhgkjsdh ouonga oboboonga fuck fkcufkcfukc "if you're ever in need of anything, don't be afraid to reach out" has to be the sexiest line I'd ever have to hear huuuoUUHGH BRICKED

Azul has the mindset where he thinks people are always out to get what they want. They do favors for people or give others gifts to get something in return. Kindness for the sake of it is not a concept that he entertains. It's why he always tries to "return the favor", as he thinks that he'd be indebted to someone if they do something good for him. You can especially see how his mindset on this works in his PE vignette.

Jamil: Then we'll stick to the basics. There's a trick to it, all right? Set your broom on the ground first. Azul: What do you want? Jamil: What? Azul: I'm sure you aren't teaching me that trick for free. The world doesn't work that way. So? What do you want? Jamil: It's not like I was offering. The coach told me to do it, so I'm doing it. Azul: So you're doing this out of the goodness of your heart? You truly want nothing? As if I could buy such a blatant lie. I have no wish to be in debt to you. I can only imagine what ridiculous demand you'll make of me when this is over! [PE Azul vignette, EN]

In the 2021 letter, that mindset can be seen when he tells you that you can enjoy a complimentary drink on him, aka you can enjoy a free drink from the Mostro Lounge. You gave him a gift, so in return, he'll give you a free beverage. He doesn't even hesitate or ask you if you want it. Azul just offers it to you because he doesn't want to be indebted to you.

But in the 2022 letter, Azul lets you know that you can reach out to him for help, and he adds that it isn't in return for your gift. In fact, he says, and I'm going to put in quotes because this needs to be emphasized: "After all, I've accepted this as a token of your sentiment." He recognizes that what you gave him is a damn gift and one given out of thought and not given out of expectation. He's one step closer to learning that not everyone's out to get what they want even if at the expense of others. It's not like Azul totally changed either. He still adds that he's still going to think about your gift to him in possible deals, so he still has that mindset to pay what you're owed. And that's good character development because yes, he's going through change, yes, he's growing, but that change doesn't mean that he's gonna be a totally different person. It's like how real people act. There will be experiences we go through that will make us reflect on ourselves and see what we can do to improve, but we're not gonna do a sudden 180. A large part of our personality will still remain the same.

Now finally, let's talk about the way Azul addresses you. "My dear friend" versus "My boon companion".

I'm gonna be honest here, the first time I saw "my boon companion", I experienced a lot of second-hand embarrassment. LIKE .. this is definitely a me thing, but 'boon' is Not a pretty word in my eyes and it sounds goofy almost. I even thought of the words 'boom' (as in, boom in business) and 'tycoon'. 😭 Don't get me wrong, it's still is pretty goofy, and I still get a bit embarrassed, BUT LET ME EXPLAIN WHY I'M NOW IN FUCKING SHAMBLES OVER THE DAMN BOON COMPANION

I will always love how Azul calls you 'my dear friend'. Azul calling you 'my dear' is one of my biggest weaknesses, and just thinking of 'friend' as a placeholder for your name really got me simping hard. LIKE... LIKE COME ON, IT'S SUCH A CLASSY PET NAME THAT'S ALSO SO TENDER AND INTIMATE, AND URSULA CANONICALLY SAYS "my dear sweet child" TO ARIEL IN LITTLE MERMAID, SO IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE FOR AZUL TO CALL YOU "MY DEAR".

But there is a certain distance to "my dear friend". Like yes, it's such a sweet way to address you, but that's the thing. It's sweet, and when you pair that with how caked up the rest of his message is, it does come off as fake as well.

Now boon companion. It sounds embarrassing... BUT. It's so dorky. And in a good way. It's like Azul is trying to refer to you as a best friend or bosom buddy without being so on the nose about it, so he tries to find some other fancy way to convey that same meaning. Probably tried to act cool, failed, but it's still really cute and you can't hate him for it 😭

But here's the best part. If you look up the meaning of boon, it essentially means a timely blessing. So if you look at "my boon companion" again, Azul is calling you a blessed companion. He's calling you a person that he's grateful to have in his life. He's calling you a blessing. And there's nothing faked in here or what. You've been a good friend to him that he's so grateful for. It’s one thing to be called a dear friend. But it’s another to be called a friend that someone is grateful for.

In conclusion, Azul stans we fucking won this year 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

[gunsatthaphan]

🏆 𝒯𝑜𝓅 𝟣𝟢 𝑜𝒻 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟤 💫

a few anons have requested this and also I was in the mood so here are my Top 10 BLs of 2022 (only including the ones that finished this year). Also I have posted more lengthy reviews for each of these shows already so I’m gonna try and keep it short lol. 

not much to say here, if you know me and my blog then you know how much this show and firstkhao have taken over my life this year lmao. I loved the story so much and everything about it felt so genuine all the way through. FK did an incredible job at actually becoming their characters and I was so in awe of their portrayal. They made something incredible out of a little budget and that’s why I cherished it so much. The plot wasn’t perfect, there were holes and weaknesses but firstkhao, paired with the watching experience, made it perfect for me. 13/10. 

this one gets the award for most underrated show of the year lmao. I loved it so much. like.... what an actual masterpiece?? the cinematography was stunning and the whole concept was so captivating. jimmysea delivered big time and while there were some draggy parts in the middle, the script ultimately proved itself to be absolutely outstanding. Sadly it didn’t get the attention it deserved. 

OOF. I mean. How can I not include this mess of a project lmao (affectionate). was the script oscar-worthy? no. did it make a lot of sense? nah. but did I have the time of my life watching it? hell ya. The craze that surrounded this show was insane and it made the whole thing 10x better lmao. It was hilarious, the characters were likable and the chemistries were fire from every couple involved. It was the watching experience that made me put this as my no.3 because I had a blast.

This was such a nice surprise for me because I wasn’t in the mood for another KBL after the disaster that was To My Star 2 lmao but this was absolutely amazing. The script was genius and so was the entire production quality. This was the first show I saw with the 2 leads as I didn’t watch Kissable Lips but I was very pleasantly surprised by their chemistry. I would love to see them in more stuff in the future!  

GOD. This show has my whole heart lmao. I would consider it a guilty pleasure though because it’s definitely not for everyone. But it hit the nail right on the head for me. It was SO adorable and SO hilarious and I have a huge weak spot for kaownah and turbo because they are just so lovely together. Lots of crack but the best kind lmao. Perfect. 

🥺🥺 what an absolute gem of a show this was. A+ comedy and also the perfect proof that you can actually make something out of what seems like the most basic bl plot ever lol. But what they made of it was amazing. MekKim were super entertaining, also Lee and Park had no business being the most adorable couple I’ve ever seen??? sickening. I love them so much. The setup was super nice and it plays with several bl clichés in a very cunning way. Loved it!!!! 

YES I LOVED THIS!!!!!! This show polarized a lot when it aired, mostly because of the body swap plot and also the disney antics lol and tbh I was expecting to agree with the critical opinions as I don’t like body swap tropes but I was surprised by how much I loved it. How they handled the plot was funny and adorable, plus the whole roadtrip theme and all the sceneries were so nice! And needless to say you can never go wrong with EarthMix. they always deliver and especially Mix’s acting left a big impression with me.

This show never got a lot of attention and most reviews were not good but guess what I disagree kfjdghfd. I loved it so much. The dynamic between the mains was fantastic and with so much cuteness it made me sick dfkjghf. The power of this show lies in its minimalism for me, there were so many small endearing things and everything felt 100% natural. Also they were one of the few pairings in a KBL that actually felt like a realistic couple lol. Han Gi Chan was outstanding and considering this was Holland’s acting debut, he did a very decent job as well. Also the cinematography? stunning. I went in with zero expectations and came out with teary heart eyes lol. 

I was fairly excited for this one as it was Joong’s GMMTV debut and I was not disappointed. It doesn’t hold up with some of gmm’s other highlights this year but I liked it!!! It relied a lot on JoongDunk’s chemistry which I’m not mad about though. They’re really good together. The rest of the cast was also top-notch with an A+ friend group lol. The plot wasn’t super elaborate but once again, the watching experience did it for me lol. 

I liked this one a lot!!! It was the first KBL that I thoroughly enjoyed since Light On Me and it was so much fun to watch!! The chemistry between the leads was top-notch and even though it doesn’t quite hold up with some other KBLs for me, I still wanted to put it on my list because that’s what it deserves lol. 

thank you 2022 for giving us good gay food lmao. here’s to an even better 2023!! ✨

[kaiwewi]

Guilty Conscience

[Masterlist: Renegade Rescue Squad]

Synopsis: a rookie hero has been taken prisoner. Other Villain is looking forward to torturing them. Villain very much isn't.

tw: whump, captivity, talk about torture, gore mentioned

The little hero was a lost cause.

No one ever made a full recovery from Other Villain’s torture dungeon.

Anyone who had been lucky – or unlucky – enough to survive the encounter was in some way irrefutably and irreversibly distorted, physically or mentally. Or both.

Most who’d found themselves here, however, had simply been killed.

From his corner of the too small room, Villain watched Other Villain mock their tied-up captive. The little hero remained stoic, even after the beating they’d received, they still glared up from their no doubt uncomfortable position, slumped on the metal chair.

If only they weren’t this stubborn.

“You’re going to sing for me, pretty bird. Everyone does, sooner or later.” Other Villain dug their claws into the fresh wounds blemishing the hero’s cheeks and wiped the blood dripping down from the hero’s split lip off their chin.

The hero wrenched their head back, out of Other Villain’s grasp.

So much defiance in a body so small and beaten. Any semblance of fight should have forsaken the rookie the moment they’d realised whose clutches they’d fallen into. But the hero had refused to cave, to beg, to give information freely while they’d had the chance to emerge if not unscathed at least with only the few bruises to show for from kicks and punches.

This hero was a fiery thing, a phoenix caged and stripped of its magic, yet still so proud.

Their courage might have been inspiring if it wasn’t so dooming.

Other Villain leaned over the hero’s shoulder from behind and held up something small and metallic for them to see. “I love these neodymium fridge magnets,” they said. “So tiny, so practical, and so strong. Imagine swallowing a few, one at a time, every other hour.” Their mouth twisted into a manic grin. “Doesn’t that sound fun, all those magnets joining together on the inside and turning your guts into a sieve…. I saw that on TV once, wanted to try it on someone ever since.”

They pointed at the hero’s abdomen, purred into their ear. “Aw, just picture it, pretty bird: perforated intestines, digestive fluids leaking out into the body, the bacteria, the cramps, the vicious infections. Absolute agony. What a gruesome way to die.”

Villain rubbed his arm against the sensation of something crawling across his skin beneath his shirt. He tasted bile and swallowed.

Oh god, he could picture it. Magnets clamping together gut walls, tearing holes through soft flesh yielding under the pressure, a subsequent contamination of the abdominal cavity leading to sepsis and death…. It was sickening. Horrible.

It would work.

How depraved did one have to be to enjoy such a notion?

Other Villain’s laughter echoed from the tiled walls. “I'd estimate, it might kill you within a day or two. But that should leave you with enough time to sell out your team’s lovely little secrets for a few painkillers.”

They ruffled the hero’s hair, almost affectionate.

Some of the colour had drained from the little hero’s face – too pale skin now standing in even more striking a contrast to contusions and blood splatters. They stared up at Other Villain with big terrified eyes and gave an almost imperceptible shake of the head.

“Not to your liking? Pity.” Hand still playing with their captive’s hair, Other Villain circled around until they stood in front of the hero. “But don’t you fret, songbird. There are still so many other fun activities the two of us could try together.”

The two of us. So this was between Other Villain and their victim only? Then at least Villain wouldn’t have to play an active role in this sick game.

He hated himself a bit for feeling relieved.

[Part 2]

[glystenangel]

Drunk Call

Sub!Choso X Dom&Afab!Reader (Modern AU)

tags/warnings: 18+ MDNI, Choso's drunk (obvs), praise, slight d/s, not really phone sex but dirty talk on the phone, begging, teasing, oral sex mention, spit mention, bf/gf shit that's lowkey wholesome at the start bc i can't resist, yall are in LOVE love it's sickening

summary: choso gives you a drunk call, and you listen to what he has to say

~1k

thanks for reading and enjoy <3

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Tonight, Choso is out drinking with his brothers. 

That means he’s either driving them all home or getting absolutely shitfaced with them. It depends on if he has any sense of responsibility tonight.

As his long time girlfriend, you’re used to this monthly outing. 

Sometimes, you even look forward to it.

Because whenever Choso gets wasted, you’re the first person he calls when he gets home at 2am, and the first person in his bed after he hangs up.

His drunk calls are your favorite, as your reserved boyfriend completely loses his filter and spills out every thought he’s had about you since you last saw each other.

When you get his call tonight, it’s no different.

“Hello?” You sleepily call out, pressing your phone to your cheek.

“Babyyyy.” He slurs joyfully, as if he didn’t think you would pick up.

You lightly shake your head with a laugh, you always picked up.

“Hi, babe.” The greeting sweetly leaves you as you sit up in bed, sweeping the plush covers off.

“I miss you, baby.” Choso’s voice is low and soft, and the velvety emphasis he infuses your pet name with makes your heart race.

“I miss you too. How was hanging out with your little brothers? Are you still drunk?” You ask, stepping down from your bed and standing to search for a glass of cooling water. The floor is cold, and you follow the faint light emanating from the cracks in your fridge door to enter the kitchen.

“I’m kinda buzzed, sobering up- But it was so fun. I fucking love those kids.” He draws out every other word, and it makes you giggle. 

You can vividly imagine him laying back on his bed, his tall form half dressed and him tiredly yanking off the shoelaces of his heavy black boots and then surely, his hair ties. It was a habit of his to sleep with his hair down, no matter how tired he was. Whenever you slept over, you would wake up to the inky strands tickling the back of your neck before you turned to sweep the hair out of his handsome face, kissing along his defined jawline until he was awake enough to kiss you back.

The thought brings a contented feeling over you as you refocus on what Choso said, “Did you tell them I said hi?”

“‘Course. They miss you, we should all do something together soon. My mom wants to see you too.”

The sentiment lifts the corners of your mouth, “Aww, we definitely should. I’d love that, maybe we can do dinner next week. I’ll call her.”

The smile on Choso’s face is obvious as he speaks, “I love you so much. Fucking angel.”

“I love you too.” You readily answer, heart melting as the phone static adorns your affectionate words.

There’s a fuzzy stillness, and then you can hear Choso sigh into his phone.

“God, I miss you.”

You tuck your phone between your shoulder and ear as your hands distractedly grope the gray darkness to grab a cup and the water pitcher, “Yeah?”

“Yeah…I love you. Wanna see you.” You hear shuffling on the other side of the line, and then he quietly adds, “Want it so bad.”

At that, you immediately set everything down. You hold your phone against your ear and lean your hip against the counter, straining to hear more.

“Hm? What is it babe?” You want more, and your dear, considerate boyfriend knows it.

A shaky breath brushes across his speaker, “I really miss you, baby. Miss your cute little moans in my ear and your cum on my tongue.”

As he talks, you can hear the syllables click louder in his mouth from the saliva wetting the underside of his tongue. The lewd desperation in his throat shouldn’t make you this happy, but it does.

Before you can even reply, Choso lets out a groan.

“Need it. Please, baby.”

Even as pathetic lust drips from his plea, you find him adorable.

“You’re so cute and good, begging like that. Go on.” The tone of your tease is playful, but Choso immediately complies with your instruction.

“If you gave me the chance, I’d eat you out all night long. Anything to make you feel good.”

The admission drives heat between your legs, and you can’t help but remember how much you love his obedient little tongue breathlessly lapping at your fluid covered folds, how he gratefully sucks on your juices with closed eyes to savor how good you taste. You know he isn’t lying, because he’s done it before. Countless times.

“Babe…” A worked up whine escapes your lips, and Choso seems to know he’s almost convinced you. Not that you were ever one to deny him, especially when he falls into such an exasperated state.

“I mean it. Wanna kiss you, wanna fuck you already. Just want you here with me, baby.” The strain he feels is hardly hidden, and you can practically see him raking a hand over his face, resisting touching his hardness because he only wants you there to touch him.

“Hold on, babe.” You walk back to your room, pulling unbiasedly at clothes hangers and donning the thickest jacket that comes off to protect yourself from the biting chill of the early morning air.

A grumble leaves him, “Maybe I’ll just come over. I can call an Uber.”

The idea of him attempting to go anywhere while inebriated, however slight, doesn’t sit right with you, “No- Don’t, I’ll come over. Stay right there for me, okay?”

A long pause fills the line.

“You know I like when you tell me what to do.” 

Wanton need coats his voice, and you bite your lip at the raspy sound of it. You would do whatever he liked, whenever he liked. Forever, or at the very least, until the next morning.

“I’ll be there in 10.” You finally say, picking up your keys and purse as you make your way to the front door.

“Stay on the phone please? I just wanna hear your voice, angel.”

“You’ll be hearing it a lot tonight. Probably not tomorrow.” You joke, urgently twisting the door knob open.

A deep chuckle leaves Choso, and the lingering traces of it in his next few words make your heart swell almost unbearably.

“Definitely not tomorrow.”

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End Notes:

i've said it once and i'll say it again, this man. is. my. life. 🤤💗💗

///looks at all my other choso fics and happily slides this into the shelf

[atlasreign]

Sickening realisation that Rhys is too soft for love. Like, this is a man who yes, put work above everything but is known to love so deeply that it'll make him ill. The fact that he was searching for the girls, romantic or platonic — that love he held for them kept him pushing & pushing, sending out more and more people to look for them.

But yeah. He's too soft for love. Too soft for love, too soft to be loved. The posts, re: love language, how his is so distinctly touch and showing signs of affection through offerings. These display that Rhys is absolutely a Worshipper love type, and this is horrendously detrimental to him and his wellbeing. The fact that he's so quick to forgo sleep to comfort another, or to spend hours trying to find ways he can help them; that's unhealthy.

His understanding of love has been so skewered by how he was treated in the past. How Stacey used his love to benefit her and threw him away when she was done. How he was hopelessly enamoured by the entity that was Jack and the legacy he left in Hyperion, only to be told that he was a means to an end, that his life was to be forfeit. That Jack feigned interest in him just to get a new body. How he had Sasha in his arms, but was so unsure this time around what kind of love it was that he just… Let it die.

He doesn't know how to love properly. If offering his life is right or wrong, if being willing to hurt and be hurt is the answer. He's so incredibly fucked up by it, when I say he's soft, yes he's soft because he can love too much and craves it too much, but I say he's soft because he's also willing to be burned up for it. He barely pushes back. Hell, his response to a love confession is literally to say "you don't have to love me back." As much as he yearns and craves to be loved he's also so acutely aware of his past mistreatments that it's second nature to simply say, don't force yourself to love me, because it'll only hurt me when you're done.

He always thinks he's overbearing, when he feels his presence is too much for someone, he'll take himself out of the equation. Temporarily or permanently. He'll leave spaces and isolate for days to try and balance it out. He's an unhealthy lover because he's so, so willing to sacrifice skin and bone to appease someone.

But on the other side, he is so affectionate, vocal, so emotionally tethered that you'd have no greater partner than him. Someone who adores you, looks at you like you're the sun. Being so utterly blinded by you. You would become all he sees when he looks at joyous elements in the world. He would be there when he's needed, acting as an anchor, emotional support, physical support.. Whatever is needed, he'd be there.

Overall. Though he is too soft to love & be loved, and is at risk of ruin… He will do so with grace, with devotion in his lungs. With a heart that is so loyal, that if it were to be touched by hands other than his beloved's, it would wither. You'd never have someone as loyal as him, so sacrificial.

i shared this in server, and now it comes here. i am sick for rhys. i am romantically ill for him.

[shy-urban-hobbit]

Hi! If I can ask for another I would love to get 29. pet names from the Soft™ fic prompt meme with Lambert/Aiden, thank you <3 I love your writing 💕

Aaaaw!! Thank you so much!!! And thank you for the prompt!

29 - Pet names. Lambert's pretty sure coming up with a pet name for your ex best friend/ current boyfriend shouldn't be this difficult.

Nobody told Lambert thinking up a suitable pet name was this God's damned difficult. Granted, he wasn’t sure that Aiden was into that sappy shit but Lambert had never had a romantic partner before and he wanted to have at least something to fall back on so he wouldn’t panic and call Aiden something either inappropriate or insulting (looking back, the slap that whore had dealt him that time had been completely justified). He wasn’t overthinking this, he was just trying to be prepared. Shut up.

His family were easy. Either call them what they were, or something that pissed them off. Geralt was “Pretty Boy’ when Lambert wanted to annoy him, same as he was “Lambchop” when Geralt or Eskel wanted to get a rise out of him. Ciri was “Girl” or “Kid”, sometimes “Brat” (affectionate) depending on what mischief she decided to pull that day.

Aiden had been easy too, when they were still just friends and the same rules applied or they'd just call each other increasingly random shit just to see who could make the other laugh first. Now, Lambert wanted something different. Something special just between the two of them – that’s what couples did, right?

He couldn’t exactly just call Aiden “Cat” as that’s what everyone on The Path and everyone else in the Keep used for him (and most of the time that had been intended as an insult until the other Wolves actually got to know him). He’d contemplated just sticking to the classics, but Jaskier had low-key ruined that for him by casually calling everyone some variation of “Love” or “Darling” or “Sweetheart” (or some sickening combination of all three if he was drunk and your name was Geralt), Aiden included.  He sighed as he looked over the sheet of paper in front of him absolutely covered with rejected possibilities (which he must remember to burn later). Alright, so maybe he was overthinking this.

Lambert didn’t bother trying to hide his grin as he continued cleaning the blade of his sword with a soft rag, half of his attention on Aiden. The Cat’s mending lay abandoned as he perched on the edge of his chair, eagerly following the small blob of light reflecting off the blade and onto the wall, his fingers and legs twitching as if he were resisting the urge to pounce, Lambert was pretty sure his pupils were also dilated. He couldn’t resist.

He sniggered to himself as he purposefully jiggled the blade, making the light bounce around erratically.

“Kitten.” Lambert huffed to himself affectionately as he watched Aiden’s whole body weave from side to side trying to track it.

“Hmm? Yeah, Puppy?”

Shit. Of course Lambert would forget now that he wasn’t the only one in the room with enhanced hearing. But then his brain caught up to Aiden’s reply.

“Puppy?”

“Well, it’s only fair if you’re calling me Kitten.” Aiden said with a fond smile. He vacated his own seat and took Lambert’s sword, resting it against the wall before plopping down into the others lap and purring when the Wolf wrapped an arm around his waist, “I won’t if it bothers you though.”

Lambert mulled it over. Everything was screaming at him that he should find it patronising. He just knew that if any of his brothers tried it, they’d be finding themselves nursing at least one bruise. when Aiden said it though...

He shrugged, “I don’t hate it.”

 Aiden’s smile turned slightly predatory, “Want to see how long it takes me to make you whimper like one?”

Lambert didn’t get a chance to answer before Aiden’s mouth was on his, the Cats purrs increasing in volume as Lambert kissed back with a groan.

His Kitten was going to kill him, but what a way to go.

[manias-wordcount]

If your requests are still open, (which I highly adore your persona works)

May I have please. Have some fluffy headcanons of Yosuke Hanamura (persona 4) with a baker s/o? Who also loves to be affectionate towards him?

Baker S/o HCs (Yosuke Hanamura)

𝗔/𝗡: 𝗮𝘄𝘄𝘄𝘄 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘀𝘂𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗯 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗛𝗔𝗛𝗔𝗛 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝟯, 𝟰, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝟱'𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗯 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗛𝗔𝗛𝗔 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗮𝗮𝗮𝗮 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝘁𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆

𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?

Okay so not only are you a baker…. You work in your parents bakery after school!!!

Junes didn't hit your business too hard because your family does a lot of specialty items

But it was still shocking for everyone to find out that you were dating Yosuke

But you guys are so cute together its absolutely sickening !!!!!!!!!!!!1

Just kidding- y’all do make single people ill though

Either way, when he’s at work, he’s always texting you

Telling you about what’s going on, complaining about customers and co-workers, etc.

When YOURE at work, you bet your ass he’s coming to surprise you

Of course, it’s not really a surprise when you already have his favorite bakery item on hot and ready for him before he comes in but still

The two of you are very affectionate but mostly through touch

Yosuke says a lot of dorky silly things when he wants to get you to laugh but he’s super content holding you- especially while youre working 

There’s nothing he loves more than wrapping his arms around your waist and looking over your shoulder as you work your magic

Except for maybe when you turn around and play with his hair

Or kiss his cheek and his other cheek and his nose and his temple and his lips and his- 

Either way, you and Hana-chan are just way too sweet !!!!!!!!!1

[anxietywriter]

friends?

always. this is a list of all the negative or presumptuous dialogue/blurbs of things regarding close friendships. so it's like. assumptions of dating and shipping of friends who don't feel anything for each other. It's also interspersed with my vent feelings

so lil tw for venting and if people pushing friends to date bothers you!

"Would you ever date me?" "Pfft. Absolutely not." "Damn so harsh haha." My apologies for being blunt and not wanting to lead you on and feeling the need to be more firm after being asked the same question SEVERAL times. It's not me denying my hidden feelings.

it's growing up and having a bunch of friends, regardless of gender. It was always who was the nicest. Who'd run the fastest. who can go the farthest on the monkey bars or play pretend the best. it's getting older and hearing whispers of you dating a friend. it's getting older and slowly having less friends of the opposite gender. it's being nervous about talking to any guy because you don't want the hassle of everyone around you cooing about how cute you'd be as a couple.

it's feeling uncomfortable. of constantly having to set everyone straight. and having conversations about the same thing over and over again, of insisting that there's nothing going on. of being questioned teasingly about anytime the two of you hang out as if it were a date. it's distancing yourself. because that's the only thing that works because the less interaction the better

"I don't think I could ever like date someone, break up, and stay friends. Even if we were friends beforehand." "That's sad." "... Is it? I don't think it is." the person who told me this has never seen me in a relationship but has an opinion on how I should feel a lot

it's the placating "you'll find someone" after saying you're single. like I get that it's meant to be comforting. but it is genuinely disconcerting seeing how many people feel like they NEED a relationship. not as in, "oh haha if we're still single by 30 let's get married instead" bc that's actually sane. It's more of a companionship thing. There are people who'd literally rather die than be single like, what?? I'm sorry you apparently can't appreciate anything or anyone else? you deserve to feel loved. and sometimes it comes from a platonic relationship rather than a romantic one and that's okay dammit.

when you're affectionate with everyone and everyone knows that but for some reason everyone is under the impression that you and the one other person in the group who happens to have the same interests as you are made for each other and said affection is proof. Of how it doesn't matter if you do that with everyone, it's different with them. and there is nothing you can do to convince them otherwise unless you just straight up fucking lie about being aromantic or something because they won't listen

jealous partners completely ending the friendship and losing all your friends because they, reasonably, suspected something was going on. Because the group could not stop shutting up about how surprised they were that you weren't their partner instead. Or joking about how affectionate you used to be and the obvious crush

being pushed and asked about a romantic relationship all too soon and needing to distance yourself because you had a rough breakup. and instead of being able to talk about that, you're stuck denying this fictional attraction to someone else you just met

when you're affectionate and playfully flirty with friends and people assume you're in a relationship and insist that there's something there. but it's laughably untrue because anyone that's known you while you were in a relationship... you acted differently. A lot sweeter, more genuine. The playfulness still there, but completely swamped by the soft endearments and sickening sappiness

the paranoia of not wanting to hurt your friend but also not wanting to be close to them after they ask again and again if you have feelings for them. Because you're afraid they've developed feelings and want to distance them from you for their own good