#also the death threats 😐

[sir-fluffbutts]

can you draw adam from hazbin hotel?

sorry, i don't fw that show 🧍‍♂️

[eddiediazismyhusband]

rant/vent post bc im exhausted and my brain won’t stop buzzing about this:

you know i find it mildly infuriating that tim had time to address the karaoke scene debacle bc of twitter fans, but he doesn’t have time to addresss the fact that since the start of s7 there have been fans who have been spouting hateful rhetoric about poc cast/characters and sending death threats to other fans, crew members, and journalists for not supporting their lukewarm ship, and he also for some reason is trying to remain on this high horse of “representation” when that is probably one of the weakest character sexuality storylines i’ve seen, and not only that but he decided to make the entire second half of the season practically dedicated to the pain of poc, as well as exploiting racial stereotypes for cheap drama….. all of this while these fans are acting like this guy who came out of nowhere (something that has literally been admitted by tim) is somehow this holy grail of a character when his emotional range is less than the “😐🧍” emojis, and tim is simultaneously ignoring the hate and blatant racism from the fans, but also promoting and giving a storyline to a racist character— even going as far as to brush that racism under the rug narratively, as well as allowing the actor to rile up controversy and division amongst fans

this is why it is so hard for me to trust tim anymore because that man has not shown to ke that he actually cares about good storytelling, he just cares about money going into his pocket.

now, no i don’t believe he is out here DM-ing fans s8 spoilers because the man is a moneymaker not an idiot, so before you try to say anything about me saying i believe bree, i most certainly do not— but unfortunately i don’t trust tim to handle any of the storylines he’s set up for s8 well until i see it.

and most of all i feel awful from ryan and oliver who want nothing more than to tell such a beautiful story but they are constantly being mowed over by tim, by the network, and now by the fans… oliver really wanted to do something with buck’s story, and all it’s done is caused a group of batshit fans to spread hate to other fans for not jumping ship after 6 years. ryan is so exhausted of having to rehash the shannon shit every season even though we’ve been given plenty of evidence to show that he has moved on from her— this storyline wasn’t necessary (and especially not the way they chose to tell it).

and lastly— oliver and ryan have wanted the fans to be happy. they want buck and eddie to be happy. and right now, neither of them are in a narratively satisfying spot, and until the show actually cuts the bullshit and starts doing something with their storyline and not just exploiting it, I’m not gonna support it by watching. they’ve shown they don’t care about queer rep by making half of a popular ship canon by bringing back a former character who was literally racist and misogynistic just to serve a character arc, and haven’t gotten rid of him despite having an entire half of a season to do so. they’ve shown they don’t care about queer rep by giving the bisexual main character a sexuality arc that lasted 0.2 seconds narratively and had him end up with the first guy who kissed him, despite there being zero chemistry or build up to imply there were ever actually any feelings of interest. they’ve shown they don’t care about queer rep by once again putting the show’s two black queer women through the same storyline they’ve had before, rehashing their trauma once again in an arc that didn’t even carry over because it was mostly resolved after 3 episodes. they’ve shown they don’t care about queer rep by saying that they wanna “do the story naturally” if they make eddie queer, yet they ignore every opportunity they have to do do by (literally) digging up his ex wife at every turn despite having written numerous lines of dialogue in which he blatantly admits to not actually loving her romantically, and stating that their marriage only happened because she got pregnant.

season 7 had the potential to be something great. it turned out to be mid.

season 8 also has the potential to be something great. until it starts looking like it im not gonna waste my time, energy, or sanity forcing myself to watch- especially if they’re just going to continue the blatant fan service bullshit after telling buddie fans for 6 years that they “don’t wanna do fanservice”….. well what the fuck do you call this dumpster fire, tim?

we may get some more information once filming starts that will change my mind, but right now it’s really not worth it after spending 7 year watching this show to just continue to be spat on and slapped in the face by the creators.

sincerely, an emotionally and physically exhausted fan who just had a long day and desperately needs to take my anxiety meds and crash

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 8

chapter 14:

1. “"Obviously fish have brains. All living beings have brains," Regulus tells him. "Well, except for you."”

ADKDJKSJSKS i’m sure that’s another moment in which regulus wanted to look to sirius as if to say “are you seeing this shit?”

2. 😭😭😭😭 james why are you still figuring out you might have a knife kink?? i been knew since before the arena. plsssss

3. 😭💀 the rocks in jars story

4. 😧 james killed someone for reg. no hesitation. that’s gonna haunt him forever

5. oh god, the tenderness reg uses with james after james murdered someone. he’s so gentle and worried for him. this is gonna haunt them forever

6. in reference to james committing murder: “He has the disjointed thought that his parents must have seen that, as well as Sirius. The last people in the world who would judge him for it, and he still wonders what they're thinking.”

JESUS THAT IS HEARTBREAKING. the people he cares most about isn’t judging him cause they’ve done the same thing. it just hurts

7. god, and now they’re face to face with death eaters. i can’t do this shit anymore

8. 😟😧 oh no.

“James can safely say he doesn't have a knife kink. Blade kink. Sword kink. Any of that—he doesn't have it. No, it's just Regulus he likes, and anything to do with him. When Mulciber has a sword to his throat, it's not sexy at all.”

9. reg’s threats are so scary

10. knowing reg’s loyalty to kill for sirius is fucking wild. he would murder everyone in that arena if it meant keeping sirius safe. and sirius did the same for reg.

11. 😧 shocked. oh my god. jaw dropped. reg is just hacking at mulciber with a hatchet

12. ✨evan✨☺️🩷

13. whoop there it is. in reg’s mind, he mistakingly referred to james as his boyfriend. it’s downhill from here

14. oh god, james is using his “it was self defense and murder is grotesque and not always clean” speech that he used to give to sirius all the time. i wonder how often he’s had to tell that to himself in this arena

15. GOD NOT THE FUCKING BEAR TRAP- JFC CAN THEY HAVE ONE MOMENT IN THIS ARENA???

chapter 15:

1. reg called james baby ☺️🥰💞

2. “"Sirius, you're going send something to fix him, or so help me, when I get out of here, I'm going to rip all of your hair out right from the scalp until you're fucking bald."” LMAOOO REG IS SO PROTECTIVE OF HIS NOT BOYFREIND THATS GONNA HAVE TO DIE ANYWAYS. and he threatened to make sirius bald 😭😭😭

3. “"I like you," James declares cheerfully, and Evan winks at him.” EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP EVAN AND JAMES FRIENDSHIP

4. “Sometimes, healing is harder than being hurt.” godDAMMIT he’s right, and that cuts deep into my soul

5. reg and sirius are so like me fr in hating change. for them it’s the needing stability after a childhood of not having it, and for me, it’s autism.

6. reg is absolutely insane sounding and i’m 2000% on board for it

7. reg is willing to kill because they scarred james’ face but still says he hates every breath james takes. bitch. wtf do you mean you hate him? do you not get it yet?

8. 😐 bitch, yet another self indulgent moment that reg calls a parting gift

9. evan and reg team!! 🐈‍⬛🫱🏻‍🫲🏾🐍

10. comparing james to the sun >>>>>>>>>>

11. reg being the best seeker during hide and seek 👀

12. EVANNNN NOOOO

13. 😧 evan says he’s reg’s friend. shit i’m about to sob at one am as i’m writing this. and reg jsut lost the best friend he never got to have

14. god, reading from sirius’ pov now IS making me sob.

15. LMFAOOO I SHOULD NOT BE LAUGHING OVER THE BURNING TREE

16. shame on me for not realizing that the author of crimson rivers also wrote just lovers. i just realized that. like, while reading authors notes. i feel so fucking stupid rn

[yuqi-luv]

Have y'all seen that sb event that just started on here😐 like obviously sb is not nearly the most important thing to boycott but the creator still shouldn't have done it imo bc it just disregards Palestinian ppl who ask us to boycott it. And also it's weird that idols who drank sb got death threats for it and now we're doing mbs with them ? so it's just very unsettling :/

[real-hot-grl-shi]

bro.

I’m looking at these ngas fight over toga and Ochako or Bakugou and izuku and I’m js sitting over here like

Like izuku and Ochako was bound to happen since like season 3. Y’all need to chill out. Not every relationship is gonna happen. Sure Ochako and toga had some type a relationship but it was way way far into the manga compared to izuku and Ochako. And Bakugou and izuku are rivals. YALL ARE IN DENIALLLL LMFAOOOOO

again, not every gay ship is gonna happen. That’s what aus are for. Chill tf out and let izuku and Ochako happen, which was being hyped for years on years. Make your sexualized fanfics and move on. Also don’t send death threats to the creator WHEN and IF izuku x Ochako happens. You’re gonna forget abt it in several years anyways.

DAMN.

Like it’s actually sad that you shippers are still in denial. Like calm down. Izuku and Ochako was BOUND to happen more than Bakudeku and Toga x ochako. Face it 😐

and before y’all chronically online shippers go blow up my comment section JUST like y’all did my last post abt these three ships. READ THIS BEFORE YOU DO. I gen do not care and I will not respond to them. You’re just wasting your breath and energy.

Anyway DADDYS HOMEBWHAHAHSHE

HOME FOR MEEEHAHHAAHAGAHSHAHAHSHEHEU HES SO TONENWHAHAYWYEHEHEEHEUEUEUEU

*dies*

[cloangi]

Get to know me 🔥

**Post may be updated every so often to change wording, to add/delete things, etc

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Part 1 of Bio - Information for starters⤵️

Fine to interact:

Under my age (15)

A bit over 18

A furry (not the gross kind though. Just the ones who dress up for fun)

Part of LGBTQ+

Overall everyone is welcome‼️

Do NOT interact (I seriously dont want any sort of conflict here):

Homophobic

Transphobic

Racist (if you're going out your way to harass people and be an overall bitch that is)

Phobia against any religion

Into sick activities (you already know what I mean by this 😐)

Against the military in any way (We get the whole propaganda stuff, but don't hate people who are active duty, in the reserves, etc. If someone wants to join, don't hate on them and spread death threats, its sad to see some people sre actually like this)

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If I see any of yall tweaking out or being problematic over some shit, don't be surprised if I block your ass from here 💀🙏. I'm tryna keep this a "good vibe" type place. And keep in mind that I tolerate most types of behavior, and I literally never block people (very high and bold emphasis on "never").

So if I do happen to block you, you done messed up.

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General things about me:

15 years old

I'm AROACE 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

ENTJ personality type

Only do art as a hobby (so no money taking or commissions people)

Art consists of my fandom fixations

You can refer to me as either my username or the names Baaz and Keegan. Either one works, I don't care.

Extra: Besides posting low quality drawings of my fixations, I mostly reblog art or anything I can find of the fandoms/fixations I'm in (or know a bit about), such as art, memes, and such. Or you can find some random art that isn't related to any fandom reblogged on here.

I am fine with people + mutuals sending me DM's‼️ Just don't make it weird (you already know what I mean by that)

Also, please do send me asks 🙏‼️. I enjoy responding to them and sadly never get any 😔

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Note: You can make offensive + dark humor jokes (at least with me in the ask box or DM's) I'm into that shit. Can be racist jokes, sexist, sexual in some way, or whatever. Insulting me in any way doesn't affect me in the slighest as long as it's a joke. The more offensive the better—so go all out (not S/A though, that's something that even I'll never joke about).

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Social stuff:

Quora Account - [Place where I've spent most of my time online, around 4-5 years or so. I post random things of me yapping of all topics or things I've found/seen].

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Part 2 of Bio - Fixations⤵️

The list below is color coded based on the fandoms I'm fixated on, or I just like

Orange = Fixated

Green = Like

Rainbow 6 Siege - Don't have the console to play the actual game so I watch it instead.

Call of Duty - Certain campaigns in it, mostly COD Ghosts though (Yes, I have played the OG versions of some of the campaigns on the old ps3 we have, and I do play MP Cod Ghosts).

Hell Divers 2 - Like R6S, I don't have the actual console itself to play it but it's on my wishlist and I really like the concept of the game, plus the community seems pretty fire.

Eddsworld - Used to have a HUGE fixation on this fandom, prob for up to 1-2 years (shit had a strong grip on me)

My Little Pony - I'm surprised this fandom is absolutely booming now. Watched the entire show (forgot everything though 💀), I love the art the fandom makes though, including the AU's.

Saiki K - Started to rewatch it again since I forgot the whole storyline 💀🙏

The Amazing Digital Circus - Caught up on all episodes

Demon Slayer - Watched all seasons

The Amazing World of Gumball - Havent really watched it much, but I really like it including the fan base

Into the Spiderverse - Have never read the comics, but movie-wise I like it

...Damn, you still reading? I mean if you're interested go ahead and drop a follow to this thing (you're likely gonna forget this account anyways, so free follow for me mwhahaha).

[sapphic-agent]

Can we talk about Shigaraki for a minute?

In my opinion, I think Shigaraki is a fantastic villain. (Minus when Potato man took over and him being side lined rn.) Shigaraki goes from someone who was stunted in childhood to him being the most fear man in Japan, respects his league, cares for them, ACTUALLY listens to them, and is an actual threat, while making a valid point about Hero Society. Tell me why people read him so... fucking weirdly? People think Shigaraki still suffers from angry outbursts, doesn't give two shits about his league, and games all day. He isn't like that anymore. Dude was literally fucking calm when Toga had a knife at his throat. He lets his team speaks their minds, and gets others' outputs. Like, he DOES change. The reason why Shigaraki acted like a "man child" was because AFO literally stunted his growth on purpose. He had childish behavior because that's a result from trauma. He grows from it, and overcomes it.

Or people making him into an incel is just... gross. Or people just being grossly ablest, too. People being like "lololol Shigaraki is crusty he doesn't take care of himself he smells he's musty" which is... 1.) grossly ablest to people who have eczema/skin disorders. He looks "crusty" because has eczema scars. No amount of shitty, scented lotion will get rid of his scars, 2.) It's clear Shigaraki struggles with depression. Having depression rips you of the energy to do anything. Getting out of bed or showering is hard for some people. Minus this tagent, It really sucks AFO just kind of took over the role of the big bad when Shigaraki kept fucking say it's HIS dream, HIS path. Not AFO's. Even saying he HATED him. Tomura, you deserve better. Both within fandom and canon. 8-9 years of development, and this is what we're getting for the big show down?

I completely agree.

I've touched on this briefly before, but Shigaraki's character progression in Deika City was spectacular. It was great to see him reclaim the power that he was shunned for (and accidentally destroyed his family with) and evolve into a true leader. He was really coming into himself and working towards his own goal. Deika not only carried season 5 (season 5 was soooo bad), but it solidified Shigaraki as one of my favorite anime villains.

And then Horikoshi took away his agency by having AFO snatch his body😐 Him wanting AFO in the first place literally undid all the progress he had just made.

This is what I can't stand about Hori's writing. He'll introduce a character or concept or character concept and then completely disregard it moving forward (quirkless discrimination, corrupt society, quirk marriages, Momo's entire character, etc.). Someone said it in one of my reblogs; the manga introduces a bunch of interesting concepts, Hori just has nothing interesting to say about them.

Tomura definitely cares for the League. He says that what he wants is for his friends to be able to be free to do as they please. He was also infuriated over Magne's death. I think that they make him feel like he belongs and he has people to relate to and look after. He definitely thinks of them as friends

[omnipotent-scient]

To the person in my asks bombarding it with absolutely vile things because I made a comment in someone else's post abt how terrible shitshow fanfic fans are, I hope you know you're only proving my point.

The said comment I made was:

"5 years ago, green fans were not as problematic as they are now and you could disagree and argue who's better and then in the just shake your hands and go your separate ways, easy, but now you'll get called a wh0re, a p3do, a r4cist, get death threats and everything in between"

A very true comment, mind you. But someone who saw the comment took their precious time to send over atleast 20+ asks, most of which are just disgusting and vile. And ofcourse the classic 'go k!ll yourself'

Apparently I am a coward because I don't show my face?? Bro what do you think this app is insta? Tiktok? Absolutely no one shows their face here. Also you sending these anonymously, you are the coward here, not me.

I am a p3do for supporting Daemon Targaryen.

I am a p3do for shipping Daemon and Rhaenyra.

I am a slVt and a wh0re because I said 'Viserra & Rhaenyra & Daenerys are baby girls' in my bio, all three of them are certified slVts therefore I am aswell.

Sooooo many hateful asks based on my very few previous posts BY THE SAME PERSON. I am racist, I should end myself, find the next baby to gr00m. ALL OF THEM by the same person, because I made a few comments ranting to someone else 🤦🤦🤦

I did not make the comment under your post, why are you so upset abt my comment to someone else??? It was just a rant to another book!canon fan. I did not tie you to a chair and force you to read all the comments I made.

Man y'all are weird😐.

[secret-shipping-society]

Sometimes I wonder if the reason antishippers think that fiction affects reality intensely is because it does for them.(saying this as someone who doesn't identify with either side of the shipping war)

I know, crazy statement, but also I've never had proshippers in this fandom ask me if I want to be kidnapped for real. I've never had proshippers make me clarify my own traumas to justify my writing. The worst thing a proshipper did to me in this fandom was be a little annoying. While antis tell you to end your life over a misunderstanding.

I got people telling me that they enjoyed my writing but were made uncomfortable because they were like "ew this might've not been written by a survivor", but then they realized it was fine, actually, because I'm a survivor. Proshippers in this fandom don't boil you down to your trauma.

And as a survivor, I genuinely don't care if my readers are survivors as well. I feel happy when they tell me they feel catharsis from my self indulgent fic made to scream out my frustrations for the past. But frankly, I don't care if some random person who's lived a normal life reads it.

My fics have only one requirement to them: if you get to an uncomfortable part that you can't handle, leave. Not for me, but for you.

And the fact of the matter is I think people who play BTD/TPOF and are antis probably DO consume the game's content in an unhealthy way. And then they assume everyone else does as well. If I had to guess, they probably see being kidnapped as some sort of escapism, and for them, it's "normal to want to be kidnapped".

Except, babe, it's not.

Being kidnapped in a roleplay way is hot. We all agree to that here. But when some random stranger kidnaps you, you're not gonna be thinking it's fun. 😐

Idk. I just think it's a little silly to act like "oh fiction affects reality on a 1:1 ratio BUT ONLY THE STUFF I DON'T LIKE-". Like babe. Other antis think you're proship because you like non-con content. You're fighting a losing battle. It's sad.

Also: the second you tell someone to end it over fiction, you've lost any credibility in your argument. I'm sorry, but the other person looks infinitely more reasonable than you do. Plus you've now established something: when you don't like someone (even if it's for the tiniest reason), you'll send them death threats. I don't associate with people that do that. It's gross to me.

[hoonvrs]

well don’t get me wrong, i boycott myself and i’m educating everybody in my family and close friends about it but the thing is with such sensitive topics that are discussed, educating should be respectful and what i saw happening especially on twt is far from being respectful

people in general get really defensive when called such names, as they should though! if a teacher calls his students idiots about something they don’t know that means he’s not really a good teacher. most importantly that means he’s not an effective teacher and that’s what’s a deal-breaker when our goal is to reach as many people as we can

same with this situation, those people who called jake names probably will call others too, including people in real life and that’s the problem, because being disrespectful and rude is not educating, it only generates bigger barrier between people and the issue we’re trying to address

i’m very glad he apologised and hope he doesn’t do the same mistake in the future, what a shame k-engenes decided to report op’s account though

jake is a grown man with dick and balls trust someone random on twt calling him an idiot will not hurt him.

ur scenario is useless and irrelevant cause this isn’t a teacher situation, he’s an idol and they are an account on twt both don’t have any responsibility to teach or protect the other

what jake did was stupid and the account had every right to call him that imo because remember this isn’t about a class situation where he got an equation wrong this is about GENOCIDE

tens of thousands of people are dying and he openly showed himself drinking from a israel donator who is huge on the boycott list during a whole fucking genocide but people instead decided to focus on the acc calling him stupid like are you brain dead??? that isn’t even .1 of the problem

also the account has no responsibility to ‘educate’ people on what’s going on that’s on you, you can’t even feign ignorance because it’s been such a big topic and we all know enha are online so much so you’re telling me idols will find memes from a random twt acc with 6 followed but not this😐 they’re probably not out calling random people stupid anyway cause babe i’ve said worse to people i’ve seen in starbucks because shaming does work whether you like it or not

anyways calling jake stupid or an idiot won’t hurt him the slightest i’m sure he’s a big boy and can handle himself but people sending death threats to op and the twt acc like i see where you’re morals lie now.

i’m happy he apologised but it is the bare minimum anybody has a right to be and still be angry with jake because this is about lives being lost idc about hurting your feelings

people need to stop coming into my inbox talking none sense and giving stupid hypothetical comparisons. put your morals over kpop and grow tf up

[ninakaina]

another really bad post im not gonna lie. i don't know much about vikings but this is basically saying "i'm not mad at people who like the aesthetic or into historical fiction, i just think people with an actual interest in history are stupid". golden age pirates weren't a monolith and pirates are still a thing today! and are sometimes good and sometimes bad! there will always be piracy as long as there are boats. we don't know a lot about golden age piracy because of low literacy rates and high propaganda rates but we DO know: they had and have no central authority so it is impossible for any sweeping generalizations to be accurate. it kind of seems like this poster just saw some criticisms of our flag means death and ran with them because stede bonnet and blackbeard are good examples of golden age pirates who are generally understood to have owned and traded slaves (there are way worse ones also). but we ALSO have evidence of different pirates who freed slaves, pirate articles including labor protections and stipulations against sexual assault, etc. both these things are true. pirates had total freedom from states so it is ridiculous to act like there were any consistent politics between pirate ships at all really ? feels like op is being edgy by uncharacteristically saying "you know the major threats to england's hegemony were 100% vicious barbarians right"

and if you need further evidence of how bad the vibes on this post are you can see in the notes someone enthusiastically agreeing and throwing "other cultures people are valorizing lately" under the bus for "slavery, genocide, and human sacrifice" such as mesoamerican indigenous peoples 😐

[vi-the-ranter]

can u rant about paraphilias and the amount of unnecessary hate towards them?

- ur lovely husband >:3

Yes!! Absolutely!!

(credit for userboxes goes to Blakesdoggo)

For those who don't know a Paraphilia is an experience of recurring or intense sexual arousal to atypical objects, places, situations, fantasies, behaviors, or individuals. It has also been defined as a sexual interest in anything other than a legally consenting human partner. Which shouldn't be so hated!! The reason these are hated are for those who are actually doing CRAZY THINGS!! And it only gets worse. Y'know Zoophilia? Yeah that's a very hated Paraphilia. Only for those who are Pro-Contact. NOT ALL OF THEM ARE PRO CONTACT!! A lot of people genuinely are disgusted by the idea of doing something like. (Insert Intimate action) with an animal. But..Just cause some people do it doesn't make it right to hate on others. This goes out to many other Paraphilias.

Is having one not the best? Obviously. But if no person is getting hurt and the person is being mature about it then their fine. There's a line between doing messed up things and not giving any care in the world and realizing what your feeling is wrong and being mature about it. But apparently not with Paraphilias. If someone with a Paraphilia isn't hurting anyone and is genuinely mature. Understanding and knows what they feel isn't right then why would you also wish death and threats upon those who can't control how they feel. How DARE you even act as if your the better person for hating on INNOCENT PEOPLE. Those who have DONE NO WRONG.

There's a difference between hating on monsters. And being a monster. Paraphilias are over hated as fuck. Especially when it's one that doesn't involve actually hurting any living thing. Like WHAT THE FUCK!? THERE'S WAY MORE ISSUES AND YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT THE PERSON WHO'S NOT EVEN HURTING ANYONE BUT HAS FEELINGS..?? I see how it is. For those who have Paraphilias you're welcome here!

Pro Contacts to Zoophilia, Pedophilla and Necrophilia. You're not.

What I'm trying to say is. Hate the people who are doing actions. Not the feelings... 😐

And Paraphilias deserve less hate!! <3

(Ik damn well I'm cancelled after this one...)

[lavandaea]

BEGONIA WARNING I REPEAT BEGONIA WARNING.

The flowers that Seok Hoon gave to Do Hee are Begonias and I have some shits to say about it. Adding the fact that flowers are not in kdramas just to look pretty.

Begonias can mean gratitude for something, uniqueness and individuality, and justice and peace. But among those beautiful meanings there are others that interest us.

Warning about misfortune: Begonia flowers can be used to warn someone about dangers that are about to occur.

What was what the lady said?

"Good time are always excruciatingly short" 😐

And whatever the crazy family is plotting against her. It can't be her death. That's already a knowing threat so it wouldn't have such an impact for both on viewers and her. It has to be something more nastier and evil like them. They were talking about it before and on the wedding table. I'm just sure it's a separate thing from the guy trying to kill her and his boss.

You can also give the Begonia flower to someone who has been injured or suffered some type of accident.

Like waking up hanging off your balcony.

Be cautious: Begonias can also be given to someone who is taking a trip or planning some type of potentially dangerous activity.

Like solving a murder, catching a culprit, casually existing while all your "family" wants you underground, you know, the usual.

Dark thoughts: Begonias are also related to dark thoughts. This symbolism comes from the fact that begonias are also linked to warning signs and caution. In any case, they are not surrounded by very positive energy, at least in some cultures.

👍.

That was all I needed to know. Seok Hoon, the language of flowers never lies, go to the police and do some confessions. You seem like you need it.

Why would he do it, tho?

Why would he be trying to kill Do Hee?

Did he really kill Miss Ju?

The family is already on something by themselves. And if he wants to kill her, it would only benefit the older of the family. Not him. And this kind of villain does not fit in the sidekick position.

•So, he is not looking after the president's position.

•He doesn't need money. He has a good financial position being so young as we see in the newspaper Gu won was reading.

BUT

If he did kill Miss Ju and she is looking after the culprit it would make sense he sent someone after her while at the same time he could be right beside her, with her trust on him, to know if she is getting closer or further.

Still that doesn't solve the main question.

Why would he kill his aunt?

As I said, he doesn't seem to need or want the power that would come with the president's position. And that's the main reason why all her family waited for her death.

To create caos? To distract everyone while he does his own thing?

I don't know.

I need to know.

And Fridays are suddenly so far away every week that is actually killing me.

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 14

chapter 25:

1. james accepting his own death will forever and always be heartbreaking

2. “Though, honestly, James had meant it when he said that he wishes it had been Regulus. Maybe it's a strange, pyschosexual thing, but he feels like he's sort of been flirting with Regulus and his daggers this entire time, so to be stabbed by him would surely have been more satisfying. Regulus would have made sure James felt it, adrenaline or not. He isn't sure why that's so attractive to him, but it really is. Maybe James is in shock. Maybe James actually does have a knife kink. Maybe James is just in love, and he wants anything he can get from Regulus, even if it's literal death.”

ik this is a big chunk of quote, but like what. james. james. james my boy. these are wild thoughts to have. also, you definitely have a knife kink, but only for regulus. not on anyone else. james. you. dear, wtf (i love you) 😀 sir.

3. god, james is so earnest on his death bed. i am also, fyi dramatically sobbing

4. shit shit shit shit no. SIRIUS!!! SOMEONE!! HELP SIRIUS! HES LOSING HIS BEST FRIEND AND HE IS NOT OKAY

5. zar is correct. it is sock-sock-shoe-shoe. that is the correct way.

6. 😀😧 regulus is troy. not the trojan horse, but instead troy. i-

7. “James is dying, and Regulus hates him. James is dying, and Regulus loves him. James is dying, and Regulus hates and loves him, because they were always one and the same.”

stop no, this is actually cruel. this is heartless. i don’t know how someone with a good conscious or loving heart could write this

8. god no shit no. i finally stopped sobbing. then there was the line about james asking reg to go to dinner with his parents because effie and monty are used to feeding two kids. i- shit. shit. no

9. HE’S TELLING REG TO TAKE BACK THE HAT??? NO THIS IS CRUEL

10. i actually want to quote this entire chapter, but i cannot do that. so therefore i would like to offer up my tears. and reg deciding there’s no point in going home if james potter wasn’t with him, because james potter was his home

11. 😐 he threw food away, but kept the handcuffs? reg dear, wtf

12. REG IS GONNA SACRIFICE HIMSELF TO LET JAMES GO HOME?? HELL NAW

13. HE CALLED JAMES BABY??? AGAIN??? (fwi i have voice recorded and sent sobbing over this fic to my irl marauders friend. hi iko!!)

14. 😟😟 oh god damn. he actually went in the crimson river. wait shit. how the hell is he gonna survive this?

15. “In his panic, in his haze of pain, it's Sirius he instinctively calls for.” 😀😀 just rip out my heart, it would be less painful

16. THE VENOM!! THE THREAT TO KILL HIMSELF IF HE DOESN’T GET REGULUS BACK!! THIS IS LITERATURE AT ITS FINEST

17. regulus is just tossed out the fucking river. they both survive. lmao this is kinda funny

18. not the symbol of the hallows being the deathly hallows. yikes.

19. i’m kinda disappointed that slughorn gets a POV cause like, that POV needs to be given to one of my faves, so they can be guaranteed to live.

20. dorcas my beloved. she’s such a bad bitch

21. okay wait, i might actually grow to like slughorn as a character. he’s being brought to the phoenix. so like, maybe he’ll be super helpful

22. LMAOOO DORCAS MY QUEEN!! “”How does it feel gamemaker? … Are you entertained?”” AHHHHHHHHH

23. unnamed woman: my guess is mcgonagal

24. after reading the authors notes, i realize we have been blessed. zar decided that reg would not die in the arena. and thank fucking god. thank god. i would not be okay if i read ahb then this. yikes

[yuukei-yikes]

I had a really weird dream that was actually rlly funny where the entire mekushi Dan went on a vacation or something and stayed in a hotel and they were like eh, two to a bed we ain't paying for a ton of hotel rooms and the couples (momokido and harutaka) just were like ok we can share a bed 👍. But not shinaya ayano decided to share a bed with Marry bc Hibiya didn't want to share with Kano or Shintaro bc fuck those guys but Seto is valid apparently so shintaro and kano ended up having to share the bed and both hated it that's where the dream ended but I can't help but imagine like. They try to make a pillow wall but Kano moves around so damn much in his sleep that he Still ended up on top of / cuddling shintaro by morning and when they woke up they are both just. Internally dying. Kano does much better at hiding this obviously but both are just. "God fucking damn it"

On another note I imagine since Kano's mentioned to not rlly be well versed in interacting online (like texting and stuff bc no one texts him- F) in the chat bonus thingy, bro probably doesn't realize the person asking questions on insta can see who asked them what and just sends shintaro death threats or confessions of him hating him and Shintaro's just looking at his phone like. Oh. Okay.

Why can't these two be normal

OH MY GOD WAIT THAT WOULD BE SUCH A FUN FIC IDEA sorry im about to get ABSOLUTELY OFF TOPIC but i have a dream fic i wish i could write set in my au where kenjirou lives and he's on weird terms with kano + haruka and takane + basically everyone and ayano's like ratio + mekadan vacation paid by the shit ton of money saeru stole. and its kenjirou being so fail in a hawaiian shirt sipping on a mojito like I miss my wife. i have a vision.

anyways i love but there's one bed and we wake up cuddling trope. i also love the specifics of hibiya complaining abt who to share and refusing kanoshin for no apparent reason. like thats hilarious. with my designs (huge seto and teeny tiny hibiya) seto would lay in the bed and be so heavy the other side lifts cartooningly and hibiya's like😐 also rip hibiya bc seto probably snores SO much. btw with kidomomo imagine theyre not dating but theyre like oh noooo.... we have to share what a bummer😀😀😀

anyways kanoshin being stuck together against their will is so fucking funny i can imagine shintaro begging seto and hibiya like dude please kano's always so weird with me. and theyre like nooo ur gonna be fine. and then its not fine. anyways kano enjoys a little making shintaro's life a nightmare and keeps doing shit like turning off the lights while shintaro's showering. this is all so funny we need a fanfic

ALSO imagining shintaro posting Instagram stories with the questions 😭😭😭 in my heart i believe in streamer shintaro so maybe he would. kano's so silly he goes crazy abt how shintaro keeps effortlessly outsmarting him all the time ugh *chews on my desk*

[melis-writes]

Omfg Lily plagiarized your work 🤬🤬🤬🤬

Unfortunately, yeah. That was a whole thing. I was perhaps less than 15 chapters in writing Moth to Flame when it happened. Please don't harass/send that blog any hate in any way, shape or form; I don't condone that or want it. I don't even know if they're active nor do I honestly care about that, but I have to admit, it's pretty fucking disgusting to have people "like" your fics and writing and then plagiarize your work. There's a difference between being inspired by someone's work and then stealing almost everything from it and calling it your own.

The Godfather fandom in late 2021 was a real treat. It's insane to believe I got anon hate/death threats for writing a Michael Corleone x Reader fic lmao. I never had a "monopoly" on Michael fics but I guess the overwhelming popularity of Moth to Flame and attention my blog was getting sparked some insecurities because what else could that be...? 😐 All I wanted to do was interact with people in the fandom after having not been in one since 2014 and share my writing but instead I walked into a cesspool of toxicity and jealousy. That's all I can call it because I don't know wtf these people were on. Still to this day, the same people who sent me anon hate and made me feel unwanted in the fandom make secondary blogs just to follow me and secretly read/interact my fics as if I don't know. 💀💀 Sorry not sorry, but the bullying and harassment in fandoms over the stupidest fucking shit/random opinions and fics is pathetic, disgusting, and needs to stop.

I also never claimed to be "The Godfather authority" or some special shit either, I'm just overanalyzing my hyperfixation and constantly posting about it. 😂 Nowadays I see lots of new people joining our small fandom and just want them to have fun and feel welcomed instead of discovering drama over a 50+ year old film. 🥰 I have a love/hate relationship with The Godfather fandom because I've seen it's nasty side and the people who associated with it that reveled and had fun in spam sending vile, nasty shit to blogs (two of my mutuals deactivated due to this bullying, several others just outright left the fandom).

I literally got a message saying if I kept writing Moth to Flame that it would polarize the fandom, that by accepting/entertaining compliments over my fics/writing I was discreding other writers, and that I would cause people to leave and stop reading other people's fics. 💀 Never saw that much delusion in a fandom before jfc. I've almost been writing fics for three years in The Godfather fandom now and I promise you neither me nor my fics are going anywhere. 🤭❤️ No matter what fandom I write for, I'm here for good so anyone who doesn't like my fics/work can kindly continue scrolling away/don't interact with me or just sit and cry about it because I'm gonna keep writing lol. 🤷🏻‍♀️