#am i that scared of commitment?

[analyticalangelsheart]

i had a dream last night where i was handed one of the things i wanted most and i… ran away? i was so scared and ashamed that i ran and hid.

i wasnt gonna say anything about it but im like so perplexed that ive been thinking about it all day.

what about it was so scary.

why arent i scared now.

am i? scared now?

it wasnt exactly fear either. thats just the closest word i can think of.

what the fuck i cant get this out of my head

[spacebubblehomebase]

"Say My Name."

Tumblr "Poll Results" for my #HHStargazersAU are out and so I'm releasing ALL the currently available titles of my future posts for this story!!! Though to not completely spoil the plot for everyone, I redacted some parts on the list. Just know that, while I DO have plans, they could always change and not everything is complete. But if you're still willing to be patient with me, here's a taste of my writing and art! Nothing serious. Just to see if it's to your liking. I won't always stick to such style, but there WILL be consistent world building as it's my favorite part of starting any AU! And if you like Chaggie or queerplatonic Radioapple centric stories then you're in luck because that's EVERYTHING I'm here for! It'll take a lot of effort, but GOD will it also be a LOT of fun! XD Still a show is nothing without an audience and according to my list, it's time for an INTEREST CHECK, so what say you? 👀✨️ -Bubbly💙

(For more context, check out "Part One" of my story! "A New Day Will Dawn...")

[harpygon]

Charles‘ jealousy of Monty is so interesting, especially when viewed through a platonic lens. Charles love of Edwin isn‘t romantic, but they are very much each other‘s persons, their best friends, never to be separated. (I mean Charles literally gave up his afterlife for this friendship).

And seeing that someone enter or inch close to another important relationship (especially romantic relationships which are sadly commonly valued as more important) produces such a fear (whether sensible or not) that one is going to lose that person, that important relationship.

Obviously Charles would never have said anything, bc Edwin was happy and willing to try new things for Monty and interacts with things he thought to be humbug (astronomy) (Growth which normally Edwin also just experienced bc of or with Charles), but it must‘ve been so scary and his jealousy is sooo understandable.

[tvntheatre]

I would like to bring up how user @cracksh0t is the major reason I got here, drawing these damned cracknutters.

[autism0fadown]

BYE IM RON POSTER CAME IN THE MAILL!!

[aaandbackstabbed]

Tell me your favourite (or just any) Goldie head canon rn?

[wilcze-kudly]

So Im sorta stuck at home rn, because theres like a police manhunt for a murderer in my area and I'm not super inclined to go out. So I'm messing around with my artstyle, so I present to you some sleepy ships. Inspired by that pyjama/desssing gown meme.

[yourspuddeldybuddeldy]

i want so badly to understand the batman lore because i want to read the fan fiction and actually know who’s talking but there’s just.

so.

many.

people.

why are there so many robins? from what i’ve gathered i think one of them died, came back to life, and isn’t TECHNICALLY a robin anymore but kind of sort of still is? i have that one narrowed down to being either nightwing or red hood, but i DONT KNOW because i’m trying to keep track of another two dozen children whose hero names are just variations of Robin.

there’s also someone named Signal who can maybe i think see ghosts or something? who is he? where did he come from? was he also a robin?

i just need like a google doc or something with summaries of who everybody is, with personalities and generally agreed upon fanon descriptions, along with WHO IS CURRENTLY OR USED TO BE A ROBIN. (WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM)

[iguessitsjustme]

I know Moo and Kang are kind and forgiving and wonderful human beings. I’m not though. Shone is getting pushed right off thr cliff.

If you answer “not me” congrats on being a good person. You are so much better than I am. But also if you ever need a mean friend to deal with someone for you, congrats, I’m your friend now.

[ofthirtynine]

every time i bleach my roots i have to go sit in a different room from the bleach bottle while it develops or i WILL do my eyebrows

[odoraful]

zayne saying "the first person you think of when the snow falls is your destined one. although i don't believe in gods, i'm willing to put my faith in anything that's connected to you" had me genuinely struck... his words are so beautiful 😭

[jils-things]

i only kept orph.eus and irene's dynamic a secret because i am so scared of the... reception. from One of you guys /j

[pink-november]

was thinking bout this post ever since i first saw the tags cuz i didn't know the shifting mound can actually give you the resist option in the tower route if you did the adversary to fury route beforehand... needless to say i tried to do the thing and proceeded to try it with the other merging chapters just to see something new and ummm...

how curious that only hero seemingly hears the shifting mound's comment to you. not even the other voice present or the narrator acknowledges it.

[mcybree]

How do you feel about Jimmy and Scott canonically staying together even in the afterlife after 3rd life. I need to hear your thoughts

i have some thoughts ☝️

^ I made that post a while ago, though: I still dont lean more towards one interpretation over the other (afterlife Jimmy being real VS afterlife Jimmy being Not Real) but I do think there is more of a basis for him not being real, as it makes more sense in my head with how Jimmy and Scott act when FH is brought up post-3L, as well as how Jimmy acts during the cutscene (he’s always seemed a bit off to me during it? OOC I think it’s because he was likely given some directive and was trying to act accordingly, as opposed to the usual, aka: not trying to act with much in mind at all.)

These days I think a lot about that option. My stance has always been that Scott would know this Jimmy isn’t right, but I’ve heard people make cases for Scott never fully realizing it as well; that his idea of Jimmy had become so warped in that post-death idealization of him that Scott wouldn’t tell the difference (or at least wouldn’t want to, and try to cling to denial for as long as possible). Sickening idea, 10/10 no notes.

[veeva-i0i]

Good News everyone! I actually started on that Sam and Gabriel Soulmate fic that has been living in my mind rent-free. It will at least include the following (which I am totally NOT normal about);

Sam dating Jess, truly and deeply loving her despite them not being soulmates. He carries an immense guilt about her death, knowing that it was his fault that someone else would never get to meet and love their soulmate;

Sam knowing that somewhere out there, he does have a soulmate. People without soulmates don't have any dreams. His soulmate never showing up, meant that somehow they were hiding. And really, the older Sam got the more he started to understand why. He wouldn't want to be his own soulmate either.

Their shared dreamscape consisting of different rooms, for years it was only Sam's rooms that were visible to him (including a fast forest, an English literature classroom (later turned into a college classroom), and a library). The dreamscape changes once he meets the cute janitor while on a case, new rooms seemingly appearing out of nowhere. It lights a spark of hope in Sam, but it doesn't quite connect all the dots in his mind.

Mystery spot puts some more dominoes in place, it gives some more hints as to why Sam feels these tugs of attraction and want towards the trickster, despite the whole 'killing your brother over and over again', though the push to tumble those dominoes doesn't come quite yet.

After Mystery spot, the fic will follow a different timeline, one where they discover who Gabe is quicker. Dean will absolutely tear Gabriel a new one for keeping his brother in the dark about their soulmate bond.

Gabriel leaving behind one of his wing-feathers after that confrontation, a small bit of grace clinging onto it that put Sam at ease.

Sam getting said feather tattooed on his forearm (because I go absolutely FERAL for tattooed Sam) the first time Gabriel fakes his death to save the brothers. He stops showing up in their shared dreams and the feather loses its grace. Sam can only assume the worst.

Let's be real, Gabriel is still alive. The man is just doing what he's best at; running away from his problems. He's terrified of the idea of having a soulmate, of them being a hunter. Angels mate for life and he wasn't ready for the commitment, so he ran instead.

And there's just so much more going around in my brain for this fic. I just can't be normal about THEM.

[aropride]

i really dont understand studying at all like genuinely i don't know what it is . i know about "taking notes" and "reading the textbook" and that's it . quizlet doesn't do shit for me because i don't know what to. do. with the cards. look at them ? am i supposed to just look at them . No one bothered teaching me actual skills bc i got good grades when i was 8 and now i am so hopelessly lost . why did no one think to teach me this for when stuff got harder than four plus three